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tiffanylamps · 2 years

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#these aren't very original... sorry!#idk if this is funny #beyond evil #jwds #han juwon #jtbc beyond evil #han joo won #lee dongsik #shin ha kyun #yeo jin goo #from the drafts #tumblr ruins image quality part 12345678

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sciderman · 2 months

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I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain

Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it

i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)

really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!

undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.

i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.

people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.

peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.

it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."

so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.

people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.

autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.

#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before #and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.”#and that made sense to me i think.#but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing.#and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much.#and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed #and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology.#i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now.#and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be??#i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe.#will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore??#maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know.#i don't know what it'll mean for me.#but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way #i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think #i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed.#because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people.#peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing.#there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing.#it's a product of all of his things.#just like me! just like everyone.#so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways.#a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be.#i don't think it's something that can be simplified.#sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags.#i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual.#sci speaks

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dyingbuck · 2 years

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A look into 2022 Internet in the Stranger Things universe or,

Do you ever think about how in the Stranger Things universe, there is probably a ton of talks online about what happened in Hawkins because I do

#fay draws #stranger things #will byers #byler #hawkins #i could have definitely done more with the concept but im embarrassed enough by my lack of writing skills as it #this is why the r*ddit post aren't written over but just text #also i wasn't sure if mike or will would take each other name #so i decided they kept both #also it's hard designing an older version of a character #will originally didn't have his bowlcut but another haircut (similar to jonathan) but he didn't look like himself enough #im sorry for my writing skill (both in style and in form idk if its how i should put it) but i did my best #i know there are mistakes #i'll rewrite everything in a reblog later as im very tired now

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difeisheng · 1 year

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*taps mic* hello can we talk about these two

#sorry but they're my favourite duo in tlt2 ok im obsessed with every single one of their interactions #i am once again saying that the panghua friendship is among the best things the shows ever did #they're gaming buddies!! they banter!! the first interaction also makes me feel so many things about the casual physical contact #also i swear pangzi lowers xiao hua's braincell count whenever they're in the same vicinity they're genuinely hilarious #and i love this for xiao hua especially because he has very few people who are genuine Friends i think #who aren't linked by jiumen or having just been around since childhood #pangzi is among his actual genuine friends that he chose to make #and that carries on until sha hai which gives me another whole case of feelings #anyway. them <3 #dmbj #tlt2 #wang pangzi #xie yuchen #panghua #ashton originals

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astralhope · 22 days

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The way Astral develops emotions through the show is one of my favourite aspects of Zexal (if not my favourite, because I love him). At first, he didn't know what emotions were. He observed them without even considering that he might feel something like that. Yet, the more he experienced on Earth, the more he changed, slowly, but he changed: he learned to smile, to fear, to cry and to hope, all the types of emotions he felt have combine into his essence, without completely changing it.

Because Astral never becomes particularly open with his emotions, his personality remains calm and collected, like at the start of the show, yet developing into something more than that as all the emotions he had collected had made him grown.

His growth is slow and sometimes subtle, but you can see how much he had changed just by looking at him: the way he moves, his tone of voice, his eyes (that are very expressive most of the time, it's like they could speak for themselves), little details that can bet missed, but are very dear to me.

He has been paralyzed by the fear, he has been happy to be considered a friend, he lost himself to the pain and anger, he cried for sadness and happiness, and he learned to love with all himself.

And he did all this in his own way. He made those emotions really his own.

#He collected emotions like he collected the Number cards #I don't know if all of this makes sense it makes sense in my head #I thought too much about it and I have to write something #I really like that Astral never drastically changed through the show but insted grown #He remained himself and became much more #There are things that I still wish happened in the show because I wanted (and I still want) to see Astral in more situations #He still have a lot of potential #but in the end I'm happy with what we had #I love Astral so much and I love his growth #He really makes me so happy #I think that he will still grow after the end of the show #He will feel a lot of other emotions #I have a lot of thoughts about this argument and I think I will do other posts like this #They maybe aren't very original and I'm sorry but I want to talk about him #He is so special to me #astral zexal #yugioh zexal #zexal #astral yugioh

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vcrnons · 1 year

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THE8 // SUPER @ inkigayo 230430

#the8 #minghao #xu minghao #minghao gifs #svt gifs #seventeen gifs #*mine #my gif #what we aren't gonna do is talk about the fact that jeonghan looks like a ghost in the background. i tried so hard to #make him less washed out??? to save him. i swear i tried. i was playing around for so long but he's very washed out in the original too #its the way the lighting focuses on hao in the foreground. just. was not good for hannie #beloved i'm sorry i'll make it up to you and give u your own #forgive me

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bananasfosterparent · 9 days

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#dont mind me just havin a conversation about rpgs and mods (specifically BG3)#and the person says they don't like mods and im like thats fine! nothing wrong with that!#and then they just go off “Mods are delusions and lies and deception!! its not real!!”#like ummm idk how to break this to ya buddy but uhh #the entire video game is not real lmao #they seem weirdly attached to the idea that the creator's vision is law and anything remotely changing any detail is blasphemy #nevermind all the things Larian themselves have retconned and moved around lol #the studios themselves dont know what their own canon is sometimes #in TES Kahjiit look different in each game #the elves are drastically different between each Divinity game #idk this is just a super bizarre conversation and ngl it threw me for a loop lmao #“mods are an illusion” feels like a meme #like i get that in spirit they mean that mods can hurt the integrity of a game and oossibly change the original vision #or go against established lore #but at the same time like....who cares? the creators aren't going to be offended and block you from playing the game because ur using mods #sorry im rambling but im just so darn confused #this is a hot take i wasn't prepared to catch #like show me where the video game mods have personally attacked you lmao #and YES if youve made it this far into the tags i will tell you #this was a conversation with an anti aa person on the aa kiss mod #theyre mad because it just “supports a delusion” and “ruins the story Larian is telling”#cause ya know ...the Tav expressions are meant to godmod players so that we know AA is abusive!#it was just all very patronizing #theye like “nothing wrong with using this mod if it makes you happy!! but hust remember that its NOT real and not canon!!”#imagine being so bitter you have to comment on things not for you just to bring down morale of those who enjoy it #and you do it with a take that isnt even correct lmao

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averlym · 9 months

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which is gayer? SIX or Adamandi (real)

adamandi

#like. gotta break it to you. one of these musicals is canonically lgbtq and it's not the one where women sing about their dead husband yknow #like. idk what to say! but <shrugs>#ask me stuff???#must say the fandoms are really quite different. i'm quite fascinated by the dynamics tbh #also i realise a lot of the queendom(? forgot that was the name for a hot sec) go mad about women in shiny pretty costumes slaying #but also hmmmm adamandi is very much gender for me.( for all the characters. but specifically vincent and beatrix)#and the thing about queerness is it literally gets woven into the narrative. and it's Obvious.#smth about canonical lgbt+ rly is just. it hits. the representation is real? as opposed to fandom interpretations only #(and like... i love fandom interpretations and when people can see a new side to the character that they feel seen in!!!)#(but having it be in the original content is just... yeah... you do feel kinda especially seen)#watching adamandi was a bit like first watching firebringer for me? like except for sexuality it was gender o.O #firebringer was the first musical i saw with a canon wlw couple. and like i'd known that girls could like girls for a while but #there was the small italicised oh moment where i was like ''this is actually real'' <it's maybe worth noting i wasn't very active on soc me #about consuming things other than content. so i wasn't very exposed to the community at large. so representation in media mattered!!>#similarly it's been a while since then and both online and irl i've found people who are more open about it and accepting. i've been very #very lucky in that sense. to have specific irl friendgroups where we're all out to each other <based on sentiment? i think most of us #including me. aren't openly out irl> ... and online i'm really glad to have friends who Get It and are similar to me. but the representatio #... !!! omg hsnfjkfgdsdsghf yknow?? the representation in adamandi really got me. the pronouns thing especially.#and because the core source material is Like That.. existing fandom is all accepting already. so bonus points i guess #sorry i have turned this silly little question into a reflection prompt.. but. thoughts.#[wow. on further retrospection i've never outed myself at all online either people just saw the ship art and Inferred and]#[to be fair they were Not Wrong. idk. tumblr avvy is very vastly different from irl me but neither of us feel comfortable stating it so-]#[also worthy mention of the musicals fandom that exposed me to the whole concept of lgbtq+ being a Thing at the ripe young age of 14]#[what a way to discover it. really. i say this with extreme fondness. conversely i have friends who decided through genshin or anime so idk #<i'm aware of the diverse casting thing for six!! i think it's very cool!! i also realise the show plot doesn't really have much to do w it

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thegirlwholied · 6 months

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Charmed (1998) rewatch but only seasons 1-3 and then treating the season 4 premiere as an open-ended finale 🤷🏻‍♀️

#charmed #charmed 1998 #charmed wb #i remember what comes next all too well #honestly I am sorry to miss out on some of the phoebe/cole scenes of early s4 when they were still fun #but i don't think i can take the s4 plotlines again let alone the reminder of s5 looming #going back as an adult is fascinating though #1 - so much of the fashion is back in #season one especially #also wow preteen/early teen me was really oblivious to fashion though i did wind up thinking leather pants = cool from what i absorbed then #2 - i can absolutely see the change from the original showrunner and really wish i knew what constance m burge intended next #3 - the inconsistencies. the inconsistencies #not just the mythology they were making up on the fly #(how long are you a ghost v moving on to next life since past lives are a thing but also visitors from the afterlife etc etc)#but the timeline #how old was phoebe when victor left (thank god they recast victor absolute glow-up)#why did leo have a past life in the 20s when he should have been already growing up #cole refers to 'mornings waking up next to you' about his ADA apartment when it's very pointed that he & phoebe only hook up there once #4- fascinating how sex is treated in the early seasons v the latter #(it went over my head back in the day but) they very much make clear which boyfriends they're sleeping with v which they *aren't*#(i.e. they spell out that prue only sleeps with andy once & never with jack & that piper never sleeps with Josh etc)#5 - biggest mistake the reboot made was doing the half-sister storyline in episode 1 #it gave them no wiggle room when a sister DID leave the show but #more importantly you lose the original grew-up-together-push-each-others-buttons dynamic that is so good #not many siblings shows on that level (supernatural is the only comparison coming to mind)#6 - I'm so Team Cole still #talk about dropping the ball on character - his half-demon backstory motivated by saving his father's soul is great actually AND DROPPED #still about phoebe/cole but the prue and cole dynamic makes more sense knowing they were dating IRL #and shoehorning in paige out of the blue distrusting cole mid s4 as replacement for that dynamic just will never work for me #anyway as my sister is now my roommate in the old house we rent Charmed (early seasons) hits different and holds up better than i expected!

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jarchivussy · 1 year

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anyway remember how in the first minute of the netflix preview for wednesday, she says 'of course the first boy I kiss would turn out to be a psychotic, serial-killing monster'. and how every second article about the show is literally just 'wow look at that #crazy girl go! she's so psychotic and insane. LOL! she even dissected animal corpses when she was younger! what a psychopath 😂😂'. because i feel like there's an underlying issue here that needs to be addressed

#originals #ableism #i was considering watching it but holy shit.#can you people be normal abt psychotic ppl for ONE. DAY.#anyway will wood was right #netflix wednesday #<- fuck it it's going in the main tag #i am not quite awake enough to formulate this properly but it's about this target audience of performative leftists that this show reached #very well #yk the ones. that's all about weird girls and mental illness awareness until weird girls aren't weird in a way that's palatable/funny to #them and they're told it's not ok to substitute 'weird' for 'psychotic'#bc the way they did not hesitate a SECOND before using 'psychotic' and 'psychopath' here..#sorry for rambling lol i am just. tired

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yngai · 8 months

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we are winning at levels never before thought possible it seems, after making the wrong choice of becoming an ada wong fan & having to subsist off the crumbs of characterization given to me in in-game files, supplemental material & scant lines of dialog it seems capcom is truly going to give me everything i have ever wanted :

probably giving ada the best DLC in the franchise, a meaningful relationship with a character that isn't leon that seems to take precedent in her story over her few chance encounters with leon in RE4R ( i have a feeling her & luis' history gives their dynamic far more meaning than his little rollercoaster ride with leon ), cool sci-fi contacts replacing the glasses she never really used in the original, integrating her grapple hook in her combat when it was sadly only ever used for traversal, actual content specifically designed for her campaign & not just reused arenas from the main game ( some of these are from the original carried over to ada but i think her performing the coolest thing leon does in the original, dodging the lasers, is sick ), finally positioning wesker as an antagonist in ada's story directly rather than him hanging over her like a school headmaster trying to play mindgames .

it's honestly so personally rewarding to see capcom go to such lengths for a character they have otherwise neglected, even in a game like re6 where she carries the emotional core of the story ( in specific her developing relationship with carla as she learns she is more than just some lab-made doppelganger, which was sadly undercooked - like most of the game, despite the explosions )

#* file // : OOC — ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐄 . )#sorry i couldn't join the hype the trailer dropped while i was at work but as always #winning. winning. winning. i am ALWAYS winning #please have her smoke luis' last cigarette or just share a smoke with him as they formulate their plan #though another element i will retain from the original is her relationship with krauser + his involvement with wesker #like it's more fitting for leon to be his killer but i need krauser to fail so hard at retrieving the sample wesker sends ada in #& also the revelation that the village/castle/cult itself is a mask for a military operation run by a scientist using the plaga's control #for world domination #saddler being a zealot just doesn't quite make as much sense once you reach the island & see their military/laboratory equipment #these aren't the designs of a man who is 100% getting high off his own supply #i'll hold off on wesker's characterization since we have very little to go off of but i do always prefer richard waugh's performance #over all others #there is definitely a nice mustache twirling bond villain-type angle that does fit better in the OG's self-aware american action movie #that wouldn't be out of place here since it's rather true to the character #i don't mind his new voice but it's definitely a little more flat #also i miss his gay little turtleneck #i'm happy ada has hers but where is his

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milommid · 5 months

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light.

#oc #original character #silly guye #art #digital art #ibis paint x #silly!#i love him (i made him 4 days ago and he has no name)#thinking ab that i should name him #uhmmmm #btw those aren't his arms. that literally wouldn't work #those are someone elses. i know i made the skin tone very similar sorry ab that #promise it is different without the lighting #midstuff #midilicious

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frogtrenchcoat · 8 months

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it's crazy how westerners will straight up not know what eastern europe's like. "in europe this leftwing thing is considered right wing" "[something implying europe is all rich countries]" "[something implying europe is all imperialist nations]"

#like im sorry to inform you but all these small nations that the ussr forced to be a part of itself generally aren't very leftist or rich or #capable of doing imperialism.#frogs original post

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creamecream · 11 months

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