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bangcrizpychan · 4 years

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My Abnormally Large Feelings For You

☆Pairing: shy!Yang Jeongin x popular!Reader

☆Genre: FwUFFY, high school!au, friends to lovers!au

☆Requested: Yes

☆Word count: 1.9k

☆Summary: Jeongin has a HUGE crush on you and although he is incredibly shy, he will do whatever it takes just to capture your attention, and maybe your heart as well.

☞Note: This story will focus more on Jeongin's POV (also, he's so cuuuute in this gif i--)

Jeongin stared at his ceiling, thousand of thoughts running inside of his head. He smiled when you appeared in his thoughts out of nowhere, how can you be so elegant, so beautiful, and adorable all at the same time?

With your hair bouncing and swaying whenever you do even the simplest things, your killer smile that could send him galaxies away, eyes that would disappear and tear up whenever you heard something funny, your laugh that sounds like ang angel singing to his ears, and just everything about you to be honest, it was impossible for Jeongin to get you out of his mind.

Y/n. Even your name is as beautiful as you. Jeongin couldn't stop but cover his face with a pillow to muffle his screams. Why did you have to be so ridiculously perfect?! But the most crucial question was; why is it so impossible for him to have you as his own?

He yelled out in frustration, why did he have to be so shy?! The other guys at school were confident to ask you out, but there he was, hiding in the shadows, only admiring you from afar. He released a defeated sigh and got ready for school, he was excited to see you again but also terrified at the same time.

When he got to his classroom, he noticed that you were not in your seat, of course, prom is only a few weeks away and you were the student council president, certainly, you'd be extra busy than before. He quickly scribbled down something on a post-it note and sneakily put it on your desk, together with your favorite flavored milk that he bought from a vending machine earlier. Jeongin was quite surprised that he was the only one who gave you a gift, normally your desk would be filled with gifts from your admirers but maybe today was different.

"Hey! Who do you think put that milk on y/n's desk?" Jeongin heard Lee Felix, one of your admirers, asked. "I don't know, but he's probably stupid enough to think y/n's going to accept that," Han Jisung, also your admirer, said and laughed.

Stupid?! What was wrong with giving you gifts? They also gave you gifts! But then it struck him, prom is a few weeks away. You were extremely busy and admirers will only add to your stress, Jeongin panicked and tried to retrieve his gift but then the bell rang, he quickly rushed back to his seat, anxiety filling him.

In the middle of the boring discussion, the classroom door suddenly opened and it revealed your shrivelled and distressed face. You bowed and apologized to the teacher who quickly dismissed you and you sluggishly sat down to your seat. Even with your hair tied in a messy bun, bags forming under your eyes, you were still alluring in Jeongin's eyes.

He chewed down his lips when he saw you pick up the milk, you read the note and Jeongin prepared his heart to break in pieces, but it never did. You didn't give the drink to anyone nor did you crumble his note. Jeongin was confused, were you just being nice because you knew it was from your classmate? Were you just waiting for class to end, then you were just going to discard it? You stuffed the note inside your pocket and started writing down notes.

Jeongin watched you when the class ended, his eyed widened when you inserted the straw and drank the milk, you smiled gleefully and headed out with your friends. Jeongin rubbed his eyes and slapped himself repeatedly to see if he was dreaming, you didn't throw it away nor gave it to someone else, also, you kept his note! Which got him a little confused, why would you do such a thing?

Jeongin walked down the halls after he finished eating his lunch, he had given you numerous gifts before, not as extravagant as the others, but a gift is a gift, "does she know that it was from me?"

"Jeongin-a!" He stopped dead in his tracks, he knew that voice way too well. He shakily turned around and saw you in front of him, panting but there was still a smile on your face. He shifted his eyes downward, he was too scared to meet your eyes, that's it, he's done for! You knew it was him that had given the milk, you would no longer want to consider him as your friend. He could feel his heart pounding and your voice was muffled in the background.

"Jeongin-a??" you asked and shook his shoulders a little, he snapped his head up and it was the first time he got to see you up close, you were even more beautiful than just watching you from afar. "I-I'm sorry y-y/n, what d-did you s-say?" Jeongin wanted to slam his head to the wall beside him, his stuttering was definitely not attractive.

You giggled and it sparked something in him, your voice was as melodious as a siren's song, drawing him closer to you. "I asked if you wanted to help the council with the preparation for prom," he nodded and avoided your gaze, "we need help as many as possible, and you're the only one I trust that could do an amazing job." you complimented him, he wanted to ask you to punch him in the guts, just to make sure he was not dreaming, but he figured it would be a little too much.

"What do you say? Would you like to help?" this could be his chance! A chance to get close to you and a chance to finally get rid of his shyness.

"Y-yeah, I'd like to help y/n," you grinned and held up your hand for a high-five, he complied and watched you sprint away, probably back to the council office.

For two weeks, Jeongin helped you and the council with the preparation, he got to know you better and he found out that you were actually quite terrifying when you were angry, he made a mental reminder to never get on your bad side. His shyness around you disappeared little by little, until he could finally crack up jokes and it warmed his insides knowing he made you laugh.

There was only a day left for prom and he cursed himself when he totally forgot to ask you as his date. He was pacing outside the council office, thinking of ways to ask you and praying that you didn't have a date yet at the same time. He swallowed up his fears and gathered the courage to enter the room, he looked around and was glad that you were the only person there.

You looked up from your laptop and gave him a small smile, "hey Jeongin! Can I help you with something?" now is the time, Jeongin, just ask her. He thought.

"I-I was wondering if you could go with me to t-the prom, as my d-date tomorrow," he scratched the back of his head and gave you a shy smile.

Your smile dropped and sadness filled your eyes, "I'm sorry Jeongin but someone already asked me first, and I said yes," Jeongin watched your mouth talk but there was no sound coming out, he was sure you were still explaining and comforting him, but he felt humiliated. He muttered a quick goodbye and ran off, he went to the bathroom and let himself burst into tears.

"If only I was not too much of a coward and asked her when I had the chance," he scolded himself and continued to cry his heart out.

If it was for him, he didn't want to go to prom, but his best friend, Seungmin, convinced him otherwise. "Come on, dude! She's not the only girl out there, and prom is the best thing in high school!" so he decided to go to prom, against his own wishes, just to experience the best thing ever.

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He was standing by the drinks with Seungmin when you came in, he felt his heart come up to his mouth when he saw you. You were breathtaking! You had your hair in a beautiful braid and you were wearing a simple, yet elegant ballgown, you were glowing, like a sun that brings light to the darkness of the gymnasium. On your right stood Bang Chan, a senior at your school, so he was your date. Seungmin saw Jeongin's sullen look and offered him a glass of punch, "one prom will not end your chances with her," and he knew his friend was right.

But at the moment, he was just happy to see you smiling and receiving a lot of compliments at how beautiful you were. Jeongin avoided you at all cost, just tonight, he wants to stare at you in the shadows, again. The slow dance began and Jeongin watched with pain evident in his eyes as Chan's hands held your hips and yours was wrapped around his neck, he wished that, that was him instead.

He was too occupied with dreaming about you that he didn't notice you walking towards him, Jeongin looked up in surprise when you called his name.

"Can I have this last dance with you?" you asked, a blush kissing your cheeks. Before he could respond, you dragged him to the dance floor and guided his hands to hold your hips. You snaked your hands around his neck as you smiled shyly at him.

Jeongin was too shocked to say anything, it was all too bizzare for him. "I knew," you started, which caused Jeongin to look at you curiously. "I knew it was you who gave me that drink when I was late for our history class." you finished and laughed at Jeongin who had his jaw dropped.

"How did you know?" "I'm also the president in our classroom, silly, I know each and everyone's handwriting." he nodded and stared at you with shocked eyes.

"If I knew you liked me that much to have the guts to give me a gift during my stressed week, I would've confessed to you a long time ago." You giggled and at that exact moment, the world stopped, everyone around you disappeared, it was only you and him.

You bit your lower lip and let out a huge sigh, "I like you Jeongin-a, long before I became president, I've always loved your personality, and I thought if I became popular, you would finally notice me." You confessed, butterflies erupted inside Jeongin's stomach, he couldn't believe it, you liked him first! You were like him, staring at him from afar and just waiting for a chance to confess your love.

"I have something to confess as well," he started and you urged him to continue, "I have an abnormally large feelings for you and I can't believe that I'm here right now, holding you like what I have ever dreamed before."

"You're the light to my darkness and I want you to be mine." Jeongin stared at your eyes, determination written on his face.

"Who said I didn't want to be yours?" you giggled and pulled him closer, hovering your lips on his until he sealed it and kissed you passionately.

Jeongin smiled into the kiss, thousands of tiny electricity sparking a fire within him, you held each other like that, a new-found love story emerged and is waiting to be unfolded.

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lovechuunyuu · 7 years

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KiraFes 2017 - 3 / 4 Day 1 Fan Report

So I went to KiraFes 2017 day 1 on March 4th. This was my third year participating in KiraFes! :3

Zoey and I took a taxi (my first taxi experience in Japan!) to Yokohama Arena. There were already girls lined up (what time did they get up and get there!?) but the line wasn’t too bad in my opinion. We waited for 4 hours and along the way, Misae joined us before they started selling at 8:45.

I only got one thing.

Once we got our goods, we went to Tully’s and stared at the pamphlet. Eventually, we killed some more time and we lined up to get in.

Of course I took pictures of the flower stands! xD

Even though I hit for the first application period, I got stands seats… orz but it turns out that the venue wasn’t too big!

After going in, I decided to go to the restroom and barely got to my seat right when they started.

I’m sure you can find a set-list for KiraFes somewhere! And as for my brief fan-report, I’m gonna just talk about songs for each group/singer that left an impression on me some parts will be out of order, okay? Each singer/group sings two or three songs and then change. xD

Trignal started things off this year with Update a Day. I think they were a bit nervous but I was really excited that they started off KiraFes! There was a cool 3D screen in addition to other screens. I didn’t like Wing’s hairstyle that much… even with his hair, I still love him. He gives out such great fanservice!! He waved to us a lot!! Egu’s mushroom hair was cute and Ryohei looked really good. <333

I screamed when I heard Blazing! I really love that song! (especially when it was performed at Trigal’s live with suit) but <333

Kamiya sang a few song that I thought was cute. He started off with a cute song as the second one up.

And of course the one that left an impression on me was that one song Ism Rhythm. A 40+ year old man doing hip thrusts and a sexy dance. He was holding the mic stand suggestively as well. And even did a hand motion to his err crotch. XD LOTS of screaming and fangirls dying. I was just really amused that he did it like it was nothing. XDDD

Oh and when he sang his official cover of “Nagareboshi,” it just made me miss Miyu. (Because it’s originally Miyu’s song but this is Kamiya’s cover… and it’s the rock version of it).

NamiDai was the third person up! XD

I remember he sang pretty cool songs! He danced a lot!! For one of his songs, a part of his jacket glowed in the dark! We were like oooooh!

Kakki was the fourth one up! My first thought was, “Oh, he was definitely a bit sick last year for KiraFes.” Because his voice was a lot deeper last year but this time, he sounded fine! He definitely has a unique way of singing! Othello was a really cool song! He put on a hat for the song.

Nobu was the next one up! At one point, he came out with a traditional Japanese outfit and did a cool dance with a Japanese fan! For another song, I clearly remembering thinking, “Wow… he can do body rolls.”

He was the last singer for KiraFes. Nobu talked about things that gave us a lot of FEELS… I can’t really remember what he said but they were very heartfelt. He talked about how there were many kinds of “Daijobu?” (Are you okay?) and how we are supported by those around us… that kind of talk. I think he also said the other members in Kiramune encouraged him to write the song. <3 Then he asked for everyone’s cooperation for the next song: 8piece. It’s a really great song!! He sang, “Daijobu” and the fans follow up with “Daijobu.” Nobu looked so emotional and looked as if he was gonna cry. AHHHHH ;w; As he was singing, these paper (actually I found out later that they were styrofoam) birds were released and flying around. I thought they were 3D images for some reason. XD Later I found out that some of them had signatures from the Kiramune members! XD

Yocchin looked really good! He sang while playing the guitar! At first it was acapella so it was nice. His voice also didn’t sound as rough as it usually did when he sung the song.

There was an ad-lib song… more like a song of him talking and he was using a megaphone for that song. XD I could hear him pretty clearly with the megaphone compared to the microphone. It was pretty interesting! I felt a bit confused because I had never heard such a song before.

Uncle Bomb!! sang pretty cool songs. There was this one song which sounded like a Spanish song… and they brought out these gold or silver capes and danced with them (think of bull-fighting capes).

The talk corner happened after every member/group sang two or three songs. It was a bit awkward with NamiDai trying to lead the convo. XDDD If you have seen him, you would know he’s the awkward one in the group and usually gets bullied by others… even by kouhais. XD The other members didn’t try to help. They couldn’t understand what he was trying to say and neither did we. XD

He even started a random topic going, “What do you do when you first enter a hotel?” So random! The other members thought it was a weird question as well. They were like, “What do you mean what do you do??” XD

At one point, Kamiya and NamiDai talked about something relating to their age and Wing went, “Shouldn’t you go, “Jiji janai!” (I’m not an old man!) in a cute voice. If you know Wing’s catch phrase… His catch phrase is “I’m not an old lady!” NamiDai asked him if he was a “bishojo (girl)” and he said he wasn’t. xDD When asked about the gender, Wing says that his gender is unidentified. XDDD He’s seriously so cuuuute!

When Kamiya left to get ready for the next song, I felt like the talk corner got even more awkward. Ryohei led the convo.at one point asking if there was anything the members wanted to try. NamiDai said he wanted to do something like the Tarzan kinda thing? XD

Anyway, after Nobu ended KiraFes, he left the stage and the fans began to chant, “Encore!” Though actually not everyone was saying it at the same time. XD

Encore time!

Then all the members came out and they sang Ever Dream!

Kakki started with Lesson A to B!!! You know how there was a break in the song? Well, Ryohei came onto the stage with other staff. The staff had an AB paper taped on his/her front or back? Kakki asked what they were doing here and Ryohei announced that they’re the AB team! Ryohei’s blood-type is AB. (Which made me miss Miyu because he’s AB too!!). Kakki asked Ryohei what a typical thing people with AB blood-type experience is. Ryohei answered, “When someone asks you, “What blood-type are you?” And then you answer, “Oh, AB.” And then he/she goes, “O-ohhh…” XDDD Like that reaction. It was really amusing. And then Kakki continued with the song and Ryohei joined in for a few parts! AHHHH

Wasshoi – Yocchin sang this song! And later on, Egu and Nobu joined and waved flags.

Panorama Soda – Trignal sang the song and toward the end of the song, the spotlight was on NamiDai and Kakki. And they were both laying down on beach chairs with sunglasses and sipping from a fancy glass with a flower on it (cocktail?). They were acting cool with the sunglasses. Trignal looked at them as if asking them, “What are you doing here? What are you doing?” kinda look. Ryohei tried to bother Kakki but Kakki just ignored him, acting cool. XD

Next was Kamiya with Harebare Heart!

Want You – Nobu sang the song and was eventually joined by Yocchin and Kamiya… and they even did the cute dance!!! Then they gathered together and Nobu suggested that they danced together so they did! Then Nobu suggested that they blow a kiss at the “I want you!” part. And each of them did it!! Kamiya did it with an unsure face. Yocchin seemed to exaggerate it if I remember? Then they did it together at the end!!

Funky Wave – NamiDai sang it and we participated in the wave! It’s a really fun song! Then toward the end, Trignal came out with a big electric fan and aimed it at NamiDai while Kakki threw big pieces of paper at him, which hit his face. All of the Kiramune members minus Kamiya joined in for the dance for Funky Wave. The dance moves looked like fish flopping. XD And Kamiya came at the end to do a tsukkomi.

I was so happy to hear Get Together! It’s one of my favorite songs

Then each of them gave a closing comment.

And finally, announcements were made!

Kiramune fan-meeting in Kyoto on July 30th!!! Egu, Ryohei, Kamiya, Yocchin, and NamiDai will attend!

And Trignal and Nobu joint live on September 30th and October 1st!!! When it was Trignal’s turn to give announcements, Ryohei dragged Nobu to read them. XD OMGGG Nobugnal! This is the first time I’ve ever heard of a joint live so I’m really excited!

I always enjoy attending KiraFes!!! It’s great to see all of them singing their songs although I missed Miyu. ;w; I will apply for the Kiramune fan meeting and try for Trignal and Nobu’s joint live if possible! I wonder what it will be like… xD

This should be the last of the fanreports I needed to write! I don’t think I’ll write one for Servamp! xD It’ll come out in DVD so... :3 Anyway, until next time! :3

#seiyuu #kimura ryohei #kamiya hiroshi #kirafes #okamoto nobuhiko #kakihara tetsuya #namikawa daisuke #yoshino hiroyuki #yonaga tsubasa #eguchi takuya #trignal #fanreport

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