#this is so long aorry i will go to sleep

[sparrowmoss]

god that post got me thinkin. its 2:30 am and even on the top of my game i am bad at making connections and really understanding the Why, Exactly, of things i think, but. there are a bunch of things that i dont like the canon treatment of and/or the fandom treatment of. very few that are both. but the top of that list is emma

i think that in canon dean was not messed up enough about that. there was absolutely a consent issue there and they Almost touched on that in canon but didnt quite get there. i forgot emma’s mother’s name but that woman had sex with dean and dean implied they used a condom or other form of protection but that woman then would have had to sabotage whatever contraception was used because she was in it with the express purpose of getting pregnant and having a kid, which dean did not know about or consent to. and then his basically adult daughter shows up three days later and tries to psychologically manipulate him into caring about her so that she can kill him. and then when sam threatens her she again tries to manipulate dean into feeling protective of her. how could that not fuck him up!!!

but. since coming back to tumblr fandom. i have seen multiple people really like… Really into the idea that dean would try to bring emma back to life and fans. Wanting that. Wanting dean to bring emma back and feel all familial and fatherly and loving toward her. and i find that so fucking bizarre and i truly hate it

this is a kid born of, honestly, sexual assault, who manipulated him and tried to kill him and manipulated him again. he was a sperm donor. an unwitting and unconsenting sperm donor. he literally said to CROWLEY that family doesnt end in blood but it doesnt start there either. i dont understand why anyone would think dean would do anything to try to bring her back??? or want to raise her as his, like, traditional family relationship daughter??? its so bizarre to me that there are fans who not only want this but think its in character for him

and this isnt really related but i also hate it when fandom wants claire to be cas’s daughter and wants jack and claire to be siblings. yes cas cares about claire and claire cares about him, but he is Using Her Father’s Corpse as a hand puppet. like. What?????? in reality i dont think she thinks it’s that bad, and neither do i, but like. she had a dad. she had a father. and cas’s relationship to her can be caring but i do not for a moment think he could or should replace her father just because he is in the guy’s used car of a body. i can see her seeing cas as like, her dad’s sort-of-long-lost-twin, her sort-of-uncle, and jack her sort-of-cousin, but never ever her father???

its just… one of the things that i love about supernatural is the emphasis on found family, and i know that between varying writers and producers and directors that message sometimes fluctuates and gets lost and blood relations get prioritized, but overall there is a pretty clear emphasis on non-traditional family structures, found family, loving people who are There For You rather than just because they contributed biological material to you, and again, Non Traditional Family Structures, so its kind of frustrating to see a lot of fans like… toss that all out and base everything on blood relations and try to sort everyone into neatly categorized traditional family roles. like. cas and claire can care about each other without seeing each other as father and daughter. dean can be kinda fucked up about emma’s entire existence without wanting her back and without wanting to have her as his daughter. its much more complex and honestly more beautiful when its messy and weird and maybe unfamiliar. it doesnt have to be a very common and easily recognizable dynamic to be valuable and full of love and caring

#this is so long aorry i will go to sleep #supernatural /

[wisecrackingeric-2]

OKAY SO I GOT THIS BIG VISION OF INSPIRATION SO HERES SO SERRENNEDY CUDDLING/SLEEPING HCS

-Leon has a death grip on Luis every night, he cannot escape (leon doesnt want his clown to get hurt again)

-One day, Luis asks Leon to lay on top of him, almost like an anxiety blanket (its the autism), and Leon’s like “I will crush you.” And that only makes Luis annoy him to do it more

-When Luis lays on top of Leon, Luis will annoy the hell out of Leon because he is right there and he cant run away (booping his nose, kissing his cheeks, playing with his hair, etc)

-When sleeping during the night, Luis flops around all night and Leon has to hold him down or he will wake up with Luis’s hand in his face

-If Leon dares step out of bed before 8 am, Luis will do everything in his power to drag his space heater boyfriend back into bed

-Along with having kitten sneezes, Leon also snores like a kitten (idk what that sounds like but it would be cute) and Luis will record them and listen to to them whenever he has a bad day. Also he will use it as leverage whenever Leon is winning an argument and be like “at least i dont snore like a kitten!” and leon will be so caught up in defending the fact that the recording is just him breathing that he will completely forget what they were arguing about in the first place

-Luis is very affectionate in the morning, and will kiss Leon all over his face until Leon wakes up and complains that his breath stinks (which will not stop Luis in the slightest)

-Since Leon’s favorite hobby is watching movies in the dark, you better believe these two are having movie nights every weekend in bed

-Luis frequently complains about the oreo crumbs on the bed that Leon generates from these movie nights, cause I hc leon as being a candy/sweet addict

-Luis is pretty chatty while cuddling so he’ll just be talking about a thing he’s passionate about and Leon will patiently listen while playing with Luis’s hair

-Leon will wake up Luis during the middle of the night and be like “dude i just came up with a funny one liner, wanna hear it?” This happens 3-4 times a week and Luis has long grown accustomed to it

-When Luis has nightmares, Leon will cuddle him and hug him while kissing the tears away, and let Luis cry into his chest and listen until he eventually calms down

-When Leon has nightmares, Luis will make him some tea and help him talk out his nightmare and reassure him. And when Luis is feeling extra romantic, he’ll sing Leon to sleep

-Leon will sometimes get up for a midnight snack and Luis will go to the bathroom during the middle of the night and just see Leon vacuuming up a pint of rocky road kirby style and be mildly disturbed

IM AO AO SO SO AORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO GET TO BUT. BUT I FUCKING CANT WITH YOU GIYS. I LITERALLY CANT IDK IF ITS JUST XUZ ITS LATE AT NIGHT AND MY EMOTIONS ARE AT A HIGHA NND IM FEWLIMG ALL SENTIMENTAL N SHIT BUT THIS IS THE CITEST RHING IVE READ ALL DAY??????????? MY HEART IS BEING SQUEEZED RN IM FONNA SOB MY POOR EYES OUT THESE ARW JUST SO AHSBSHDBSHSBSHDBHXBSHXBDHDBDHSNHSNSHZNSHSNSHNSHSNSHSNSHSNSJSJJAJSJSKSKS IM GONNA BITE SOMETHING

#gift

[babiestbubbles]

I'm aorry if I'm bothering you but can we please have some morw samurai rabbit agere hcs? You don't have to but I love them (can we hear about Usagi's caregivers please?) /gen

OMG YEAH TOTALLY I really loved doing that rq, I'm glad that I get to do more! -As much as he loved his Auntie and as much as he knew she loved him, he also knew there was absolutely no way she'd accept his regression so it had to be a total secret from her.

-When he moved to Neo Edo and met Tetsujin he was star struck. He'd never met someone so visibly comforting and gentle. For all that he loved his auntie, she was strict and heavy on discipline and structure. To have someone so calm and understanding, so lenient and nice, was a huge shock for Yuichi and he was immediately attached.

-A few days later, he wandered into the Kaikishi temple teary eyed and half regressed after a particularly bad nightmare. Tetsujin (who had been Chizu's babysitter on and off for years now) immediately knew what was going on and took him in.

-Being so well received made Yuichi drop hard. That was the first time he'd properly regressed. Every time before that, he'd had to keep himself half big or near some kind of middle space, so that he could take care of himself or age up quickly if anything happened.

-Tetsujin took it in stride, guiding the boy to a spare room he'd set up for Chizu after she'd confided in him about her regression and asked if he'd babysit her on occasion. Most of the room was untouched, a combination of Tetsujin over-preparing and Chizu being a shy little/not using the room much. One of the few perks of living at the temple means he can afford to stay up a little late some nights looking after little ones.

-Tetsujin was a natural caregiver and perfect for a shy Yuichi who was more than a little nervous about being regressed in front of someone for the first time. Tetsujin started slow, offering the boy pacifiers and teethers after catching him chewing on the ears of his stuffie one too many times. Eventually he brought out a couple toys for the boy to mess around with (and also to gauge how old Yuichi was feeling without having to ask him)

-Less than half an hour later Yuichi was yawning so much he nearly dropped his pacifier. After his 3rd time catching a fallen paci, Tetsujin decided to call it a night. He let Yuichi sleep in his room, right next to him, figuring the boy wouldn't want to sleep alone after a nightmare.

-Post season 1, when Yuichi gets more familiar with his friends he lets them babysit on occasion, but he's still a bit shy with them so he's usually a lot older. Around toddler age. They adore him all the same, and find his regression adorable. They'd absolutely threaten anyone who so much as gives him a bad look. They love taking him to the arcade or just around Neo Edo exploring, but it takes all of the keeping an eye on him just to not lose him. (He's a wanderer. They'd probably get him a leash backpack at one point as a joke and then end up actually using it.)

-Karasu-Tengu babysits on occasion and, like with Tetsujin, Yuichi always ends up super little around her. She has a very motherly presence and is extremely kind and patient with him. She loves playing with him, even if he can't be very active because of how little he gets. She's content just playing peekaboo some days if it means hearing Yuichi's happy giggles.

She also loves spoiling him, anything his eyes linger on for too long is his. She is an absolute victim to his puppy dog eyes. If Yuichi wants it, with Karasu-Tengu he gets it.

I think she'd be really happy to receive mama/mommy or some similar nickname. Yuichi would be shy about it at first, only referring to her as that in his head and letting it slip through sleepy mumbles or teeny baby babbles. But when she catches on, she starts referring to herself using the term which makes Yuichi more comfortable calling her it even in bigger headspaces.

#agere #yuichi usagi #usagi chronicles #headcanons #agere headcanons #samurai rabbit #age regression #tetsujin #Caregiver Tetsujin #Caregiver Karasu-Tengu

[lurkinghunt]

Reach Out | Part 1

This was inspired by two fanfics @justletmeplayminecraft wrote for mart's space outlaw au!! so read them for reference- this was fueled by my sick 2am brain so aorry if its a bit in coherent lmao- also I think this is hurt/ comfort idk :D (not maintagging until I can get on my laptop to put it under a read more-)

Iskall has always been described to be protective of his friends, that trait of his has doubled ever since he joined the hermits. Whether it’s him reminding Stress to take breaks and take care of herself as well as others, or protecting any of the hermits on the battlefield, he would always give everything up to make sure his friends were safe. His protectiveness comes with its flaws as well, especially with the events that have happened to Mumbo prior. (He’s already thought of ways to make that Dukes -whatever his name is- dickhead suffer for what he did.) For the past three days he has hardly let Mumbo out of his sight, afraid that if he turns away for too long his friend would become a brainwashed servant and be lost forever. That includes gripping his wrist any chance he moves away, being awfully clingy and hovering about as Mumbo works and tinkers away. He knows he shouldn't be overwhelming him but he’s too paranoid to go back to his usual routine yet, always sharing sleeping quarters with him from now on. But in truth, while he may be protective of his friends - willing to die for them - he has no idea on how to make Mumbo comfortable to talk to him. He’s noticed how Mumbo always quickly glances over his shoulder. As his anxiety spikes constantly when someone walks behind him, and yet he hasn’t uttered a word about it to Iskall. All Iskall knows is what was said in the debriefing and how Mumbo crept out of the room the first night, later to be found with Wels in the common room. He takes note of what time Mumbo seems to wake in the middle of the night randomly out of the blue with panicked breaths that he tries to muffle. He tries to learn his routine and (begrudgingly) gives him space to calm down after what seems to be nightmares, he can’t blame him for that, imagine you could have lost free will in a matter of seconds? It must have been traumatic. But after the fourth night in a row he can’t stay still anymore for his own sanity, so minutes after Mumbo has left the sleeping quarters , shifting pillows silently to try not to wake anyone else, he follows. He notes that Mumbo is heading towards his own lab, watching from around the corner as his friend silently slides the door open and enters, heading straight for his workbench. He doesn’t enter yet, hanging quietly near the door trying not to scare him. He watches quietly as Mumbo sits down at his bench and pulls up properties of different materials on a data screen, while fetching samples of the materials from a drawer. He lines them all out neatly and then begins. He picks up the first sample and Iskall finds it odd that he slings it around the back of his neck, shifting his head to see if he could still move around. He sighs, finding the first material to be less pliable then he thought. He does this for every sample on his workbench, sorting the better malleable materials from the others which he discards back to the drawer. His behavior is odd, Iskall thinks, having only suspicions on what the tests were for. He watches again as Mumbo grabs a skewer from Gods knows where (did he steal it from the kitchen one night? Has he run these tests nearly every night? He wonders.) and begins to pierce the parts of the materials that had matched up with the back of his neck. Oh, His worst suspicions are correct, something gnaws at the idea that Mumbo should even think of this! He should ask- he could talk - he needs to- “..Mumbo?” He speaks without processing it first, only realising he talked as said man instantly turned around, almost ashamed of his work.

#Hunt writes #guess that’ll be my tag even tho it’s pretty rare when I get moods to write especially fanfics #I hope it’s coherent and like not too ooc- haha f it is I’ll blame my cold xd

[sungieskies]

I thought you loved me - Part 4

Summary; After having the threesome, you kept getting sick. It was only in the mornings though so that meant one thing..

Genre; Fluff, Angst

Warnings; cussing, poly relationship, birth (it's not detailed i promise i wouldn't write that lol.)

Words; 1.06k

A/n; this is going to be a longer series than i thought sonce i wamma break it into smaller easier to write parts! Aorry for the long wait and this chapter is just over one topic lol sorry again guys!

You sighed as you washed your face, having thrown up again, it was a morning ritual for the past 3 months. You were starting to get worried because this had started recently, right after you had sex with Changbin. You were also 5 days late for your period so that wasn't helping your worrying. You looked to the counter top where a pregnancy test was sitting, it should be done by now.

You grab it before sliding down to the floor. You looked to the result and felt tears well up in your eyes. It was positive. You didn't know what to do, you knew it was Changbin's as he was the only one who fucked you that night and since. You couldn't just tell him, it would be hell for you, him and Stray Kids in general. This is how it happened with Jisung...you accidently got pregnant, told him, he told the boys, you two got outed to the fans as a couple and you got married. So many thoughts were racing through your head. If you told Changbin and the others you would have to out yourself, Changbin and Jisung as a couple. That terrified you as you remeber how the fans took you and Jisung being together and how you were already pregnant.

You walked out of your room and hid the test in your underwear drawer before looking at the time. Chanri was already at school so you decided to take a rest. You laid down in your empty bed, both the boys gone with the other 7 for a music video shoot in Australia. You look at your phone to check the time and decided to try and fall asleep again.

You woke up about an hour later with your phone vibrating. You grab it anf saw 5 missed calls from Changbin and 2 from Jisung. You sigh and call Changbin since he was your most recent missed call. You tried his cell before facetiming him. He picked up instantly to the facetime call, his face soon covering your screen. "Hey Princess" Changbin said happily. "Hi Binnie.." Ypu said softly, still rather tired. Changbin chuckles "you look tired baby..." He said as Jisung popped into the frame next to him "hi Sungie..." Jisung smiles "hey!" He calls out before leaving to go film. Changbin rolls his eyes and smiles at you again "how's everything going?" He asks softly

"Ah, it's been okay. I've been sick the padt few days but other than that it's been fine here. The bed is so empty without you and Jisung though..." You said softly. Changbin chuckles softly "I bet baby we will be home soon" he cooed at you. You nod and smile before yawning again "should i let you go love so you can sleep?" He asks softly as he saw how tired you really were. You nod once more and he blows you a kiss before hanging up. You put your phone down before curling up and falling asleep again.

A few weeks pass and you were in the kitchen with Chanri, smiling softly at her as she talked to Changbin and Jisung over facetime about her day at school. She had been much happier since you told her she was getting a sibling, but you told her not to tell anyone. She promised she wouldn't and had kept the promise for a good cpuple of days, however children open their mouths about secrets very easily. You told her you would be right back as you left the kitchen to head up to your room to grab your hoodie. She nodded to you and once you were gone she looled back to Changbin and Jisung "mommy has a secret.." She said with a cheeky grin, the same one that was always plastered on Jisung's face.

Changbin raises a brow and jisung cocks his head to the side. "What's mommy hiding?" Jisung asks softly. Chanri giggles before she got quiet again "mommy told me i get a sibling soon!" She whisper cheered. Jisung and Changbin looked shocked before seeing you come back downstairs. "Are you done talking with them Chanri?" You ask softly as she tried to hand you the phone. Chanri nods before running off to her room happily,making you giggle.

You then look to the pair on your screen, "what's with those looks you two..?" You ask seeing their still shocked faces. "You're pregnant?" Changbin asks as he feels his cheeks get hot. He knew he was the only one who had sex with you so he was more shocked than Jisung. When you heard the question, it was your turn to have a shocked expression. "How the he- Chanri..." You mumble before sighing and walking up to your room, keeping the pair on facetime. You get the pregnancy test out before putting it up to the camera.

Changbin blushed more and hid his face "i-I'm gonna be a father..." He says softly. Jisung chuckles and pats his back "technically you already are Changbin..." He said softly. Changbin looks up and turns his head to Jisung "well yeah...but...i mean...it will be my kid biologically.." He said before looking up as Chan walked behind then, stopping when he heard Changbin's words. "Please tell me i heard you wrong..." He says as he turns to look at the pair and you. "U-um no you heard him right Chris..." You said softly "I am pregnant again...but with Changbin's baby..."

Chan sighed and shook his head "does nobody listen when i tell them to wear condoms...my god" he sags before leaving the room. You laugh softly before putting a hand on your stomach. "How far along are you Y/N?" Jisung asks softly with a soft and sweet smile on his lips. Changbin turns back to look at you wanting to know the answer. "Well...I started getting sick after we had the threesome...so i think I'm about 3 and a half months..." You say softly.

They both looked shocked again "you haven't told us for three months?" Jisung asked softly "i didn't want to stress or make you guys worry while you were doing schedules..." You say softly before moving the camera to show your baby bump that was starting to grow. Changbin looked in awe as Jisung smiled "you look bigger than you did with Chanri..." He said in a sweet tone.

#stray kids #stray kids au #stray kids imagines #seo changbin #seo changbin smut #skz #stray kids scenarios #han jisung smut #stray kids han #skz imagines #han jisung #bang chan #bang chan smut #hwang hyunjin #kim seungmin #kim woojin #lee felix #lee minho #yang jeongin #hwang hyunjin imagine #lee felix smut #hwang hyunjin smut #kim woojin imagines #lee felix imagines #lee know #stray kids jisung #yang jeongin imagines #kim seungmin imagines #lee minho imagines #seo changbin fluff

[fightingtogetfitnfab]

Day 3 not smoking

I'm struggling folks. Really struggling. I got 4 hours sleep last night (tbh this is what usually makes me go back to the cigs! I get insomnia and i DO NOT do sleep deprivation well) i spent the majority of the day in A&E with my daughter (nothing broken thankfully) i came home lay down on the sofa and was fast asleep in seconds.. not like me at all.. only for 30 mins mind u cos then i had ro pick the ypungest up.

Anyway.. why i'm struggling... my aim has been to kewp active, stay busy and keep my mind off it. Last night i did too much lol i have major DOMS so on top of the tiredness i'm feeling aorry for myself cos my whole body is sore.. so although i'm still staying as active as i can today it has been TOUGH and i would nornally smoke more on days like this so i know my emotions have a part to play in today.

this time thoigh i can feel a difference in my mentality. Usually i'm scared to quit.. because i worry that it will affect my mental health. But smoking has been making me miserable for months. Makes me feel dirty and cheap and worthless so i guess i've got to a point where not smoking will actually make me happier in the long run. Plus its SUCH a waste of money! My plan is to get a teeth whitening kit at the end of april. I'm gonna save what i would have spent on cigs and use that as a reward... another thing to make me feel good about myself.

Sky high confidence here i come... now if i could just find some energy for another 4k steps 😣

#quit smoking #hard times #strong woman #the struggle is real