#this is so self indulgent but thats ok

[cloudyydraws]

more mario and luigi doodles but i took their mouths away

+ extra unfinished stuff under the cut

#the dear doppelganger weeg one is purely self indulgent bc ive been playing it on loop recently im normal #and i know doppelganger is a different whole thing than what he has but. hey its ok we ball #more spm on the way (i hope!!!!!! as long as i dont get distracted by avemuji or sekai for a bit) #most of this was practicing mario bc i still dont like the way i draw him tbh but i think we're getting somewhere #shoutout priv twt oomfies for dealing with my mario fix bullshit youre all so real #drawing these little guys is so much different from my other little guys i think thats why ive liked drawing them so much constantly #it just feels fresh for me!! i just get to fuck around when i draw them its fun to experiment again #ok done talking i like them a normal amount #mario and luigi #mario #luigi #super mario bros fanart #super mario bros #super mario fanart #spm #super paper mario #mr l #starlow #smb #super mario brothers #mario bros #mario fanart #art #fanart #my art #cloudy draws #nintendo #nintendo fanart

[tillman]

Sorry im sorry im compiling some abas and hoses as proof but stop atop stop look at this venom look at him look at my guy my silly little thing

GRAHHH

#there was a single eddie in the entire 2 compilations. thats ok. #im. sniff. not mad. #^ literally this is the only one w the assassins as a focus and its mostly millia hanigng out w bridget and venom and her having a chat #so cutes. #txt #ok ok I got the goods. sorry. I have to be self indulgent first and always

[gayleafpool]

finalized my varian playlist yippeeee

#i made a varian playlist awhile ago but i added to it #AND I ADDED COVER ART💪💪💪 #some of these songs r so. me being self indulgent but thats ok #varian tangled

[yuzuuu4]

「止める気なんてないよ Unstoppable Love!」

#after a few days........ #IM DONE !!! #slams pen back into box #this is very self indulgent #i was listening to unstoppable love #and this line from the song really stuck #(the one written on the art itself) #(not the caption) #i quickly doodled it after my shower so i had an idea of what it'll look like #there were some.. troubles #but its ok !! it looks banger thats what matters #also yes this is heavily implied (very much implied) poly trickstar #like always #as if i never not do that #trickstar #hidaka hokuto #akehoshi subaru #isara mao #yuuki makoto #enstars

[artyasumi]

My blorbo; guy who will call you slurs♡

3/13

#no one guessed but its ok thats the fun of it♡ #my art uwu #maid month #travis phelps #travis sally face #sally face #ok to tag as kin #ok to tag as f/o #eye trauma #ask to tag #black eye tw #? #............ #his dad is already going to kill him but his dad would kill him Even More if it wasnt a traditional maid dress so he is the #first guy to have one #self indulgent special episode #maid week b side

[kerorowhump]

#keroro #i love this. she is me. i can live my unbridled amounts of cute aggression towards him THRU HER #i literally need to do this irl #like i just skimmed ep 64 bc i was curious about this trauma switch thing and ive never wanted to grab him and whack him around more #in an affectionate way not because im mad at him oh no. i understand him so deeply. i feel him. i know his most inner psyche. #and he inspires unrecorded levels of senseless violence in me #me in my little ignoramus bubble writing a 4 pages dissertation on his character anyway bc like. i get him ok #his deep seated sense of guilt that he's constantly fighting against. that he needs to repress and deny in order to function. #his fear of abandonment. fear of never being enough. not being able to make up for it. for himself. thats why hes self sacrificing #his selfish childishness that comes from not having been allowed a lot in his youth. taking friends for granted in his past but knowing - #you dont fit in with them. constantly apologizing for yourself. taking space. too much. self indulgence. because friends is s scary concept #and yet one you couldnt survive without. letting them walk all over you. denying your anger. your fears. crawling back to them with a smile #at their feet and biting time because what you really want is friends. company. but you think you don't deserve it. deep down. #maybe u dont. your worst reminder the friend you love. and if they ditch you it's deserved. you don't need them (you do) #why am i rambling!!!! he has ruined me. if im wrong dont even tell me bc i prefer this version in my head anyway #*charlie voice* look at me. psychological trauma up to here #im not saying growing up poor with a father that shames you for your interests and ''disciplines'' you made him selfish but. no yes! #i am saying that. bc i know how it is. growing up with friends that have a lot that u can never afford. u feel guilty just being with them #ok we strayed a lot from the og post which is just me saying I WANNA PUNCH THIS GUY SO BAD (he is me) #keroro gunso

[thoughts-from-a-monster]

Some overdue frustration doomdles + full monster self-insert concepts

#monster scratch #vent art #sketches #told a friend about these old concepts i had a while back of my sona so i slapped them on my self insert #his name is K now btw #dont take the leo doodle seriously btw thats self indulgent but also i dont think he would react like that fully lol #edit: its ok to reblog these btw!

[forwantofacalling]

new jjk season has me crawling back to old fic ideas......my low confidence, need for serontonin, spite, and lack of time are currently beating each other up in backyard and they havent stopped since last night

#me: i wanna write that one gojou sickfic with shoko #also me: ok but thats so self indulgent is anyone gonna read it #well the POINT IS THAT ITS SELF INDULGENT BC I WANT TO READ IT ITS NOT FOR ANYONE ELSE PER SAY #BUT CAN I WRITE IT IS THE QUESTION #also thinking about gojo taking toji's stance in the manga during the sukuna battle LIKEEE DID MAKI TEACH HIM THAT OR DID HE JUST HAVE SUCH #A LONG FLASHBACK THAT HE DECIDED TO COPY HIS DEMONS #ALSO also thinking sooooo hard about THAT one line for ichiji like HELLO...... #also i WANT to write that one shoko gojou reunion but man i dont remember whats going on exactly in the manga beeofre that #i cant do plot i just do emotional tension #and theres also that Fucking Voice in my head that says noooooooo all your chracterizations are wrong and no one likes them #ITS MY FCUKIN INTERPRETATION.....I CAN DO WHAT I WANT......... #look i have a very vivid image in my head of what would happen but i dont konw if anyone else wants to see it #AND I SHOULDNT CARE TBH BC I WANNA WRITE IT #but ahhhh #anyway im doing great /s

[piratemadi]

the only thing that makes me feel better is the knowledge that madi and flint are best friends afterwards

#dont care what anybody says abt it btw! they're besties! #for a lot of reasons its not just self indulgent ok. #thats the whole Thing w triumvirates #u have 3 #a complete set! #and you end w 2. incomplete #and also it makes me feel better that silver hates himself so much so bad forever.

[soft-spooks]

all these posts about "ur f/o going over the top excited spoiling you on valentines day" and meanwhile i am here like.

my f/os know valentines day is a touchy subject for me. they will still go out of their way to get me a gift, show me that im loved, but are also content to just have a quiet day together. its still special because we're still Making it special, but in our own ways and not pressured by the ideology of the holiday as a whole. its not a holiday, its just a day where we're a bit more open book upfront with caring about each other

#sorry bit of an indulgent post today #<< said on a blog that is literally only made for self indulgence #also i KNOW valentines was a week ago im just still Suffering The Consequences and i didnt post anything at the time bc i was too upset #i deserve this ok #i dont have anything against vday. in fact i WANT to enjoy it so very badly becasue i love everything about yhr concept #it is just. an Anniversary for me and its one that hits especially hard sometimes #heart shaped pancakes a pink and red card and a valentines themed horror movie and thats IT. low key. no big fanfare. just. quiet love #i dont think this post makes ANY sense but thags ok. it makes sense to me which is what matters #mine #🔪 #☀️ #🌙

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#me when im around only one othet person: if there is a single lull in conversation i will die so i just have to ramble and ramble until its #over. me around only 2 other ppl: carring the conversation is no longer my job. i will not speak unless spoken to #thems the rules arbitrarily established by my brain #lol we got back from doing field work around 4 and my boss and lab mate set up in the living room area while i went to my room with no #intension of leaving. i went to the kitchen and got an orange but that's it. i ate cereal in my room like a gremlin bc the anxiety of #going to the kitchen is too much. am i quite dehydrated #yes i am. am i gonna do anything abt it? no im not. i will eek by on v little until i can be alone again #ugh. my lab mate already knows too much. he better not call me out #ugh. stupid. my brain is so foggy but im making a presentation for a lecture im giving. its v self indulgent #and im worries my boss is gonna make me change it :-( let me have my eccentricities grr #lmao yesterday i listened to radiohead no surprises like 20 times and today im making a burnout playlist. good times good times #it was so fucking cold this morning. I mean not that cold it was 36f but thats pretty cold to b out sampling #ugh. 2 more days and then ill be tripping and falling into another week #why tf am i allergic to more desert plants than Midwestern plants? fucking sage and tarbush fuck off. u make me sneeze #unrelated #my boss: i will take the room with an ajourning bathroom and we will designate this the girls room #ok this means that i then have to walk thru her room to use the bathroom #which means my lab mate has his own bathroom and my boss has her own bathroom and i has to suffer bc im too anxious

[monsterbisexual]

evening prayers - carrie the musical / american teenager - ethel cain

#this ones v niche n like. painfully self indulgent #but i like parallels sue me!!!!! makin connections yknow #n if they just so happen to relate to weird ex-c*tholic feelins of mine well thats not my fault ok #also i think im the only person who knows abt or has seen/heard this musical but idc i like it!!! i care her :( #compilations #for my own tag idk #p

[nazumichi]

I get to draw !!! I get to draw the !!! drawing the *aggressive loony tunes honking sfx*

#raii talks a lot #ok so I did the first drawing I’m clean sketching the second rn and….. um 😳 boobie in here #look. Understand. I love it when a guy got. got. the. uuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh #DO KNOW. DO KNOW THAT IN THE ROUGH SKETCH I PUT A LOTTA LIKE. CARTOONY LIPSTICK KISS MARKS ON HIS FACE. BUT THEN #I WAS LIKE NO. THATS TOO MUCH THATS TOO SELF INDULGENT RAII. but they’rethere in spirit

[cannibaleather]

Next edit i make needs to be one about voice stuff/vocal training and you bet your fucking dick it's gonna be another one like this because i need to use my man in more edits

#⚙️🥩.txt #i intended to do another nathan explosion one before my dog one but the mood struck me #but next week. next week we return to form. cuz thats my favourite one tbh like that one is just..... #its so me that one was so self indulgent LMAO i was like ok this isnt gonna do numbers nobody else is gonna get it but its for meeee #ofc i was wrong cuz i think even if yr not a watcher of the show you can appreciate that this man is ffffucking hot so. yknow #i just need to acrrue screenshots of him i have specific visuals in mind. watch this damn space i guess

[digiships]

um . smiles . heres vee

#cupid.txt #SORRY IF THESE LOOK WEIRD i have to use the front camera cus my other one has a cracked lens #so its always blurry #im indulging in wattpad fantasies w this guy ok #i had a major y/n moment at my concert from my pov . so thats Influencing this guy #self insert #self insert art

[hpdgirlfriend]

getting a little bit more homicidal every time i try to talk abt my spin and someone makes it abt themself shut uppp this is abt me rn

#'just like me/i do this/me' ..ok! what am i supposed to respond to this #can u just like give me a normal response and indulge me geez #its not that hard im self obsessed and i do it all the time !! #plus my spin is. soo personal to me so its especially uncomfortable :/ this is My soul if you relate keep it to ur damn self #diary #its always either this shit or being ignored. i prefer the basic ass no thought 'so true' than either of those even though ik its #completely fake and indifferent and ur just pretending for my sake #sorry thats kjust abt thistle i say so true genuinely. but he is so uninterested i know it #but i would even prefer his performative basic response than those