#this show is my full-time obsession

[t3acupz]

laundry day at the BSHCI and it smells like fevered sweetness

#my art #matthew brown #i had to do it #it’s canon ok #and i wonder why i loved saltburn #obsessive love is so underrated #brownham #hannibal fanart #fanart #click for higher quality #lol i’m really on that hyperfixation train full speed ahead with a character that appeared on a decade old show for 15 mins of screen time #tell me you collected rocks as a kid without telling me you collected rocks 🪨 #you know the special rocks that are added to your rock collection #my special little guy #anyway #i’m practicing my rendering #but maybe i’ll do a bunch of lineart sketches #what art style #idk i can’t decide if i wanna do more anime or more realism #i’m naturally drawn towards anime #it’s what i drew my whole life #uffff it’s wayyyy late right now #really wanna stay up and draw all night #but i got responsibilities™️ #delirious thots

[spoonyruncible]

I’ve had a lot of infuriating shit happen to me over the course of my silly little life, but I do think I’ve pinned down the single most impossibly frustrating thing in the whole world.

“Wow, you have amazing coping mechanisms. This is remarkable, you've compensated for your disability so well that you're not even disabled really. I don't think you need medicine or help for it at all since you do so well!”

I’m not saying that abusing neurodivergent children works, but it does insomuch as the ones that survive the process turn out capable of functioning at levels no one should ever expect of anything ever. I can absolutely operate at 200% efficiency, sometimes for weeks, but it is illogical and cruel to expect that from me as the baseline. 

#o thx they're so good on account of i'm alive #if i didn't have them i would be dead already #also it turns out my OCD is not subclinical #it is just pure o #which uh does not really show so it's rarely diagnosed #and like not to make my notes a primer on how ocd works but ocd works bad #compulsions look kinda weird and scary but they help #like compulsions are actually coping mechanisms #and my one actual compulsive behavior is so nice #see i got hit by a car once at a crosswalk #not super bad or nothing #i bruised up my hip and elbow real bad but i was fine #the car did not even stop to check on me #so now i have to hit the crosswalk button three times #or tap three times before crossing the street #i can do it six if i have to #nine is the best #seven is only if i'm praying for something #but the point is when i do that weird thing i do? #i'm no longer full of obsessive thoughts about cars hitting me #i'm safe because i did the ritual #it is compulsive behavior #it isn't bad or disruptive #i'm also terrified of movie theatres now #because my mom died when my phone was off for a prescreened movie #so i just don't go in theatres #if i do then my sibling will get cancer #which thank you so much covid 19 #now i don't even have to think about this one #but the other ones?

[gaygollum]

been rewatching pushing daisies (bad for me!) and my entire brain is just lee pace as ned the piemaker. i want this mans hand in marriage!!!

#im not even kidding im so obsessed w him. he is my silly rabbit he is the love of my life #and its just so sexy that he is Ned the Piemaker while everyone else has their full name #charlotte ‘chuck’ charles emerson cod olive snook. but hes ned the piemaker and young ned #whatever name his father gave him he has distanced himself from entirely. like. AHHHHHHHHH #he literally has abandonment issues and is codependent on chuck and has anxiety. hes everything to me #he even had daddy issues …. woag #mine #WHAT IF I KILLED YOUR DAD WITH POWERS I DIDNT UNDERSTAND AND WE FELL IN LOVE AFTER I RAISED YOU FROM THE DEAD. SHOW OF ALL TIME. #pushing daisies

[braisedhoney]

New owl house fixation, captain?

okay but

maybe.

should i even ask if this is surprising or was this just one of those inevitable things that Was Going To Happen one way or another. it feels inevitable, but half of toh's whole thing is that there is no destiny only what you make of it. so. uh.

it was just supposed to be a voice claim. how did i get here.

#ney's chatter (ask answers) #look i know this is unsurprising. i know #although i gotta say i didn't expect it to happen alongside the other fandoms that currently caught my eye #would've expected it closer to the onset of danny phantom not hadestown and poto #all my love to the poor crewmates who struggle to keep up with my fandom hopping you all are the real heroes orz #truthfully i'm not sure if it counts as a full on fandom obsession yet anyway. i just think the show is pretty neat #and the fan comics absolutely kick ass they're SO GOOD #but in due time ig lol

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

Okay so they're like ten years apart but I recently watched Blade Runner and a couple of scenes of the Truman Show and i'm obsessed with their parallels of "human creates other human life and becomes god" and "human goes against theor creators/god in full knowledge of what they're doing and refuses to listen/cooperate in the slightest" and "that god becomes powerless" and "there is an escape from the life this mortal playing god has planned for you"

#IM OBSESSED OKAY #I FUCKING LOOOOVE BLADE RUNNER ITS EASILY ONE OF MY FAV FILMS #AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEDD TO WATCH TRUMAN SHOW IN FULL #I NEED MORE FILM PHILOSOPHY I NEED TO ANALYSE THOSE THEMES I NEED TO LEADN MORE ABT THE TIME THEY WERE CREATED IN AND WHY THAT WAS SUCH AN #IMPORTANT THING TO THE FILMMAKERS OF THAT TIME #blade runner #the truman show #JUST. FILM PHILOSOPHY OKAY #a biscuit's rambles

[orchideae]

ᴍᴜꜱᴇ ᴅᴇᴍᴇᴀɴᴏʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀɴɴᴇʀɪꜱᴍꜱ ɢᴜɪᴅᴇ.

ᴇʏᴇꜱ. Avoids eye contact when nervous, maintains eye contact when agitated, avoids eye contact due to being neurodivergent, enjoys eye contact as a means to read and convey emotion, looks down when emotional, looks up when emotional, cries openly, wipes tears quickly, suppresses tears, wandering gaze when lost in thought, holds gaze while thinking, seeks out eye contact for reassurance, seeks out eye contact to gauge enthusiasm during conversations, eyes constantly move during conversation, expressive eyes, emotions only evident through eyes, uses eye contact to intimidate, looks up while thinking, looks down while thinking.

ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ. Clasps behind back, rest in lap, fidgets with clothes, twiddles thumbs, chews at nails, pushes back cuticles, draws patterns on table/counter surfaces, makes animated gestures while speaking, only gestures to emphasize, utilizes sign language, speaks only through sign, callouses, scars, smooth, wrinkled, worn, soft, delicate, bone-y, slender, thick, vein-y, touches others while speaking, reaches out while laughing, reaches out to comfort others, reaches out to seek comfort, places face in hands when exasperated , places palms over eyes to hide when overwhelmed, rests chin in hands, taps fingers when impatient, taps fingers when nervous, taps fingers while thinking, scratches scalp,  strokes chin, rubs back of head, toys with objects around them, runs fingers over surfaces while walking by.

ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ. Chews lip, chews at inside of cheek, licks lips, bites tongue, chews on straws,  resting frown, resting smile, neutral resting expression, resting pout, grinds teeth, flexes jaw, covers mouth when laughing, covers mouth when shocked, covers mouth when concerned, hands to lips while thinking, covers mouth when chewing, chews with mouth closed, chews with mouth open, smirks, grins, subtle smiles, wide smiles, sad smiles,  intimidating smiles, menacing grins, openly smiles, tries to suppress smiles, bares teeth when angry, lips quiver when emotional, stutters, speaks quickly, speaks slowly, good pronunciation, poor pronunciation, moderate pronunciation, purses lips, sucks in lips, holds mouth open when shocked or confused.

ʟᴇɢꜱ. Bounces leg when nervous, draws knees to chest when sitting, draws knees to chest as a means of comfort, sits on knees, sits with legs criss-crossed, sits with legs spread open in chairs, crosses legs when sitting in chairs, sits with one leg folded under the other, places feet on furniture, never places feet on furniture, sits on counters, sits on desks, sits on tables, sits on edge of seat, sits hunched over with forearms on knees, arches one knee up, sits on the arm of chairs/couches, feet on dashboard, swings legs back and forth when sitting somewhere elevated,  wiggles toes when nervous,  wiggles toes as a general tick, shuffles feet, kicks foot into ground, stomps feet, loud footsteps, quiet footsteps, silent footsteps.

ʜᴀɪʀ. Runs fingers through hair, tugs at hair, picks at scalp, chews on hair, twists locks of hair while thinking or nervous, smooths out locks of hair while thinking or nervous, prefers hair out of face, prefers long hair, prefers short hair, wears hair back, keeps hair down, smooths back hair, plays with other’s hair while talking, plays with own hair while talking, strokes hair to comfort others, likes having hair stroked for their own comfort, braids others’ hair while talking, braids own hair while talking, flips hair out of face, pushes hair out of face, leaves hair alone even when falling into face.

Tagged by: I stole it on the dash, but I forgot who, I thiiiiink it may have been @arlquin  Tagging: @delusionaid (Wriothesley) @immobiliter (Beidou first, and if you want to do it for Navia and/or Furina too, go ahead 💙) @feilyne @maquiscursed (Kazuha!) @infernaliscor @spiderwarden @avaere (Kaveh or Itto) @lunaetis (Hu Tao!) @sortilegii (Give me that Blade food!) @electrohunter @shrineofprophecy (Ningguang) @nivuruheim — gosh, who else, @narvvhal and whoever else wants to: steal it and tag me!

#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly. #[ et cetera. ] every round of finger-guessing is a tiny adventure; and every roll of dice sends sporadic thrills down her spine. #[ the thing is-- and i should properly meta on this at length once; but she'd do a plethora of these depending on 'persona'. ] #[ i actually have a small anon in my askbox about whether she has go-to 'personas' or whether it's all these 'in the moment things'-- ] #[ and i guess consider a short response to it ahead of time here: i suspect a lot of them are in the moment. it clicks more logically imo. #[ but in essence what i mean is; yelan very much molds herself into someone that is beneficial for talking to who she needs to talk to. ] #[ and i don't mean interrogations; i mean she shows different elements herself more sometimes than she does others... ] #[ and other times it /can/ be a full persona. the thing is-- sometimes you simply need one or the other. i'll actually... ] #[ post something in a sec of rusty ryan from ocean's eleven pretty much doing the perfect thing that helps with this. ] #[ any way-- back to my point. ] #[ i tried to keep a lot of this strictly /her/; a proper glimpse into her traits 'au natural' without persona but it's also the side... ] #[ that not many see. ] #[ so hi. yes. :) ] #[ also hi hello; i've given in. i've chosen the way of the rectangle. ]

[strawberrybyers]

there’s something about the summer air that kicks my stranger things hyperfixation into gear

#byler #stranger things #im ready to analyze and be on this app 24/7 #i need to clock back in full time at byler nation #i need to rewatch #i need to obsess #i need to take notes make edits write down time stamps #this happens every summer idk if it’s bc i first started watching stranger things in the summer but i will watch & talk about it all summer #it’s fun tho <3 #like stranger things is so fun idk it’s my favorite show if netflix did anything right it was stranger things idk

[xx-blueboy-xx]

#meme #supernatrual #spnblr #i made this for my friends #but i think i should share it with you guys too #i was SO ready to be obsessed with Castiel #I DIDNT EVEN KNOW A “GABRIEL” WAS IN THE SHOW #I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT THE TRICKSTER #everyone i told i was watching spn for the first time in full #(mom and sister watched the hell out of it when i was young cira 2005-2008 ish) #(and i would sit and watch with 'em not teally getting it #(had other hyperfixation at the time) #anyways. #they all said “OMGG YOU'RE GONNA LOVE CAS!! CASTIEL IS SO YOU!!” #THEN BOOM S2:EP15 “Tall Tales” HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK #I WAS OBSESSED WITH HIM DAY ONE #FIRST MINUTE OF SCREENTIME AND I WAS ENCHANTED

[swan-orpheus]

I really love how in Episode 1, we see Sabine walking around the ship looking at the place where she used to live/sleep, unobserved by her former Master, coupled with the reveal that Ahsoka hasn't lived anywhere else since. And then in Episode 2, we see Ahsoka conversely walking around in Sabine's room in the tower, also unobserved by her former Apprentice, seeing and experiencing where Sabine has lived for the past few years.

They both returned to a place where they were most comfortable, unwilling to move away, and neither one of them can fully speak about it.

And why is Sabine suddenly associated/associating with Loth cats?? She has one on her clothes, she drew them by her bed on the ship, and the show spends several moments showing Ahsoka interacting with the one that lives with Sabine before entering her rooms. Why did this particular cat decide to go live with Sabine in the first place?? I feel like there is more to this than simply, "oh look, a cute kitty!" The creatures on Lothal are deeply connected to the Force it being a planet with strong connections. Is this to show Sabine's own connection to the Force, however small?

#star wars #sw ahsoka #ahsoka spoilers #i am really obsessed with how absence is such a big presence in this show #whether it's the absence of certain people #things #or the words that go unspoken #between most of the characters #by virtually everyone except for Hera and Huyang #and it's not as if Hera and Huyang are not defined by loss #just like everybody else #in the entire plot #Huyang lost the Jedi #Hera lost Kanan #more long winded posts and analysis later #full disclosure: i have watched it three times now lol #the more that I watch the more that my brain melts #into a puddle of HOLY CRAP #there's something else I'm noticing #Also the soundtrack is haunting tf out of me #what is changed since the days of the empire really #there is this facade of wounds healed and of prosperity #but everywhere there are scars #and broken bits and the fragments of the past #it is so effing delicious #i am sure that there is some crazy symbolism #behind the wound that sabine receives from shin #that will proabably scar #and what is Shin's tragic backstory??? #*starts constructing a big board with string*

[bittersweetstargazer]

it'll be like. how did I into dc again?

i moved into my brother's old room a few months ago and once in a while I'll look at a drawing he did when he was in like maybe high school?

i'll be like yeah. he's the instigator here.

#reason number 1 why I prefer hal jordan gl #also my brother got me into batman #the specific story is that when I was younger my brother would watch the batman all the time #and I would watch it with him bc I would be in the same room when he did #and that basically just started my journey #I watched the full teen titans series (the better one not teen titans go) and fell in love with it #but only like last year? around october/november I remembered how my brother watched that show and how I enjoyed watching it as well #so then I watched that show and I liked it #and I also started reading batman fanfiction on ao3 #it started off more justice league kinda but yeah batman #I learned about all the different batfamily members and I was like “huh this is cool” #I learned all the lore off of fanfiction lmao #and I watched more animated dc movies #(I still stand by the fact that animated ones are honestly better than live action) #it's only worsened since then #so here's to a lil more than a year of batman-based obsession #and thank you to my brother for getting me in the right place to become ill 🙏

[ikyw-t]

y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....

#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol.......... #no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget #however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all #except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever #and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc) #to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and #even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him. #we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled #and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf. #also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years. #where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist. #was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school. #i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary. #anyway. i ended up ranting anyway #it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life #bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point. #i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do. #anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.

[thesmallworldofsamizayn]

about to say something very cringe but fortunately nobody will see it or care. it's kind of strange to be on a platform that's basically populated by the awkward weirdos who had no friends as children, the refuge of the outsiders, and still feel alone and alienated and like i need to perform well

#like i joke about how this may as well be my diary but do you know how many drafts i have #and a lot of them are just.. posts that i thought showed me up as being too silly obsessed over sth #or a take that i hadn't quite finished making the full argument for #and when i do post one of these things and then wake up the next day i usually shudder all over like No why did you say that #but 90% of the time nobody cares /pos #but also /neg honestly. cause when i see the way people talk on here like it's a second family #mutuals i am kissing you on the mouth etc #yeah i feel sad and lonely and left out. no offence to the mutuals i do have but i don't think i'll ever get the online friends thing #idk if this is actually my diary essentially then who am i performing for and might i not just as well get a diary instead? #answer's no cause actually. i am here for validation. and i selfishly feel like i'm not getting enough

[obessivedork]

OK but I’m obsessed with Narek from Picard getting a redemption arc but specifically in a way where Soji rightfully never ever forgives him or (god forbid) takes him back and where even if he becomes reluctant allies with the main crew for the mission of this imaginary season they never really trust him until his moment to prove himself once and for all in the season finale and he has to stumble his way through recovering from growing up in a Romulan doomsday cult and the loss of what was left of his family and build himself a new, healthier reason to live. Also I just think putting someone the gang hates on the ship for a season would be fun!

#narek #star trek picard #obsessed with them giving us more of the characters they made in season 1 instead of using season 2 to clear the board #in the most insulting way possible in some cases #for a TNG reboot season. SNOOZE! I liked TNG I did but I am so TIRED of legacy characters give us SOMETHING NEW #Soji is NOT on La Sirena full time in this s2 au btw she's helping iron things out in wake of the lifted synth ban #Neither is Agnes she's helping Hugh (who LIVED in the au) with the XBs... foreshadowing Borg queen stuff in later season bc I liked that #Also there will be a scene of Narek grovelling for Soji's forgiveness and her refusing to budge. The lesson you can grow and improve #but those that you hurt aren't obligated to forgive you. We could've had such an interesting show if they'd just listened to me #who is writing this like 2 whole years after they filmed season 2 probably #idk Narek is my pathetic little meow meow who done fucked up but as a writer that makes him a REALLY interesting character to explore more #Also his actor had no business being SO damn attractive as a Romulan #pic #star trek

[rosicheeks]

as a fellow she-ra fan it makes me REALLY happy that you watch it too! it’s such a good show ugh and it’s so cute 🥺 10/10 i would love to cuddle and watch it with you and nerd out about it 🥺🤭💖

-🌸

#just wanna double check are you talking about the original show or the remake on Netflix? #I’m pretty sure I clarified in my other post but just in case wanna make sure we are talking about the same show #but uhhhh if you are talking about the Netflix remake I’m kinda obsessed??????????? #still don’t know what I wanna do for Halloween but damn wouldn’t entrapta or she-ra or something from the show be so damn CUTE #also have you seen Kipo? I don’t remember the full name of it - age of the wonderbeasts (I think?) #but it’s the same like dreamworks/Netflix combo and it has the same voice actor for glimmer #when I first watched she-ra I instantly recognized glimmers voice #also these shows have been making me want to look into voice acting cause omg how cool would that be?!?!?! #anywayyyy I’m watching the very last episode now and I’m so sad???? #like there’s no fucking way they wrap everything up in 23min????? #ok I’m not giving up hope quite yet #but I swear if they give me a shitty ending I’m gonna be PISSED #but I love love love she-ra - entrapta is my FAVORITE character….. like in the show but honestly she’s been one of my fav characters in #a long long time! she’s just so cute and relatable and I wanna hug her and squeeze her #every time she was left on her own or in a dangerous place I knew she was going to be fine #like when she went to beast island I literally said to myself ‘she’s going to be fucking running that place watch 😂’ #ok hope I didn’t spoil anything too much if anyone’s reading this who hasn’t seen it #but 50000/10 recommend Kipo and She-Ra on Netflix - both have cheesy parts for sure but man I feel like they are such gems #also both are super rewatchable - I’ve been showing a friend she-ra so I started at the beginning with her and I’ve noticed so many #new things I didn’t see before #ok I’m getting distracted… mainly cause I’m scared to watch the last episode! Im kinda surprised I’m watching the last episode right away #fun fact I never finished criminal minds cause I didn’t want to hahah #ok ok ok before I run out of space I would LOVE ABSOLUTELY LOOOOOVE to stay in bed and cuddle watching she-ra and talking about it all DAY #or a couch just wanna be comfy cozy with you watching she-ra and freaking out at all my fav parts 🥰🥰🥰🥰 #that sounds SO amazing right now #ok I’ve waited long enough I’m gonna pack a bowl and watch the last episode wish me luck 😂 #ask #🌸 anon

[infizero]

cant stopthinking about betty

#^ another post thats rlly funny with my current pfp. canon #anyways its genuinely terminal #i cant remember if ive already said this but i think its cause even tho i know for a fact i mustve watched episodes with her in it #because my brother says we did when we watched it as kids. i had ZERO memory of ever witnessing anything to do with her #other than ofc like. holly jolly secrets LOL but that doesnt count #i only knew of that stuff secondhand during the period where i was kind of just occasionally hearing about the show as it aired when i #wasnt watching it. so basically while i already kind of knew what happened. this is me experiencing her as a character and her plotline #essentially for the first time. and realizing ohmy god shes the best character ever. holy fawk....................... #i only just started my at rewatch and i just started s2 #but before that i had skimmed thru a guy's reactions to the full series which led to me watching her episodes for the first time. and MAN. #man. i love her somsuchh oh my god. BETTYYYYYTHAHRAHGHRHGRHRGHRGH #when the character is loving to the point of unhealthy obsession and sacrificing their entire life for the other person #that shit is like cocaine to me #rlly rlly hoping that f&c addresses how crazy and fucked her constantly sacrificing everything for simon is #literally GO TO THERAPY GIRL. GO TO CHAOS GOD THERAPY. #but then again. if she went to therapy she wouldnt be a cool wizard. so maybe its not worth it #also i love a good ''normal average human character slowly becoming less and less human until they are unrecognizable'' #serena.txt

[kinstein-art]

this is my biggest takeaway from rise

#IM SORRY HFKSJFK #but am i wrong tho #rottmnt #tmnt #rise leo #rise donnie #rise mikey #rise raph #save rottmnt #fanart #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles fanart #rottmnt fanart #tmnt fanart #man i cannot believe it has taken me THIS LONG to finally watch rise #like id seen some of it a while ago and loved it but never got around to actually watching all of it 😔 #but then the movie trailer dropped and reminded me it existed and i was so hyped for it #and then the movie itself dropped and it was SO FUCKING GOOD so now im obsessed #and ive binged all the show and rewatched the movie so many times and theyre both so amazing it has set me off on a full on tmnt marathon #i am watching and rewatching all tmnt media i can get my hands on and my god i missed these turtles so much #how did i forget about them for so long.....i abandoned my boys #anyways i love rise so much so of course i had to make a stupid meme for it so here #have this #this is why i hadnt posted for like a week till the other day btw #because ive been obsessing over ninja turtles