#to fuck around with our hours this much

[trans-axolotl]

help me eat for the next month 💜

hey friends. my boss just unexpectedly told us that he's decreasing my hours over the next month and that I can only work 7 hours per week in December. That is nowhere near enough to cover rent and groceries. I also currently am recovering from a broken rib and have to restock my first aid kit, pain meds, etc. I'm trying to see if my old second job will let me pick up some hours in January, but it doesn't look like I'll have any luck for December. I also currently don't have a legal ID or any paperwork, so I can't use the food banks in my neighborhood until I can get another ID. And my university's dining hall is closing because it's end of semester, so I don't have a ton of options right now.

I'm hoping to raise $150 to help with groceries + wound care supplies throughout December and January. anything extra I get will be donated to other friends who have urgent mutual aid posts going around. thank you all so much for your help--i really appreciate the tumblr community for all the support you've shown over the years.

links:

v*nmo: @transaxolotl67

p*ypal: link

$30/150

#personal #idk how to tag things or what tags will cause post to be hidden #trans #trying to remind myself not to be ashamed to ask for help and that this is what community means #also im so pissed at my boss for waiting until RIGHT NOW to tell us this. bc i could have tried to get seasonal work if i knew he was going #to fuck around with our hours this much

[good-beanswrites]

hello beans!! hope you're doing well 💜 ^w^ I know you've probably gotten a lot of requests - but I'm gonna add to that pile anyway because it's fun and also your writing is wonderful and always cheers me up to read!! I'm so inspired by your drabbles and you really bring these characters and this little world to life ;w;

From drabble list #1:

14. "Please tell me, this is not why you woke me up."

Character(s): honestly anyone, but my gut was saying Es as soon as I saw that sentence so... up to you!

Woo thank you pal, same to you!! Thanks for your kind words ah ;--; This is the perfect line for Es omg, I've been cracking up over it for so long 😂 I was tempted to write them waking up for T2, taking one look around and going "uh-uh," but decided on some T1 comedy...

Es rarely dreamed. Usually it was vague images and thoughts. Sometimes it was just them thinking about breakfast the following morning. Occasionally they were plagued by a nightmare of being forced to sing karaoke with the prisoners. Most of the time, though, it was just silence that welcomed them at the end of the day. Wonderful, peaceful, silence.

BANG-BANG-BANG!

Someone slammed their fist on the door. Es just about fell out of bed.

Mikoto’s voice came from outside. “Oi, get up! There’s been… uh… an incident!”

That was the last thing a prison guard wanted to hear at -- Es checked the clock -- 2am. Damn. 

They muttered to themself as they threw on their uniform. Why the prison’s cells didn’t lock was beyond them. Some of the prisoners were more troublesome than others, but the first trial had been going smoothly thus far. Why now? 

Their mind flashed with various possibilities, each one worse than the last, all urging them forward. By the time they were running down the hallway, their shirt buttons were a row off, and they had to switch their shoes to the opposite foot. They adjusted the cap clumsily on their head.

Fear gripped their chest as they heard Jackalope’s voice crying out for help from the panopticon. Jackalope never called for help. 

Es burst into the room. The prisoners froze, looking up guiltily. 

They sat in a huddle on the floor. Yuno and Muu held the little furry warden over a tub of sudsy water. Bottles of soap and shampoo sat nearby. An assortment of brushes and combs sat to the side. Splashes of water spread across the prisoners and ground, speaking to several failed attempts at getting Jackalope into the bath.

Nearby, Mahiru was holding up the tiny guard’s uniform, her sewing kit spread out on her lap. Es spotted bandages on Yuno’s and Kazui’s fingers. Shidou was currently dabbing blood off Fuuta’s nose as he fumed. Jackalope leaned over to nip at the hands holding him, but Yuno and Muu held him fast.

“Es!” came his frantic voice as he thrashed around. “You gotta help me! Make them stop, dammit!” 

From the group of prisoners who had been watching from a distance, Haruka turned to them. “Oh! Es! Th-they thought that he needed a -- uh, a bath! His uniform had a h-hole, and Mahiru can s-sew! And they thought, they thought we could do it all t-together… Muu called it a -- a spa night…” 

“At two in the morning?” Was all that came to mind.

“We tried to get him to do it earlier today,” Muu said, “but we didn’t get a chance until now.”

“They didn’t get a chance to kidnap me, she means!” He squirmed around some more, swinging his antlers wildly. “They hid around the corner and nabbed me like the filthy criminals they are!!”

Yuno said, “hold still,” as she brought him closer to the water. He kicked his feet wildly, screaming at Es to show a little authority and do something. 

“Hold on a second,” they stopped her.

They closed their eyes, pinching the bridge of their nose. They took a measured breath. They were here to contemplate sin and crime, guilt and forgiveness. Their job should have consisted of questions about morality and life and death; they never anticipated looking around their prison and asking, “is human shampoo even safe for his fur?”

Kotoko spoke up from the other side of the room. “That’s what I thought, but is he really a rabbit? He eats human food and everything, we didn’t think a bit of soap was that different.”

Jackalope disagreed (“that stuff is as bad as poison -- poison I tell you!”) but the others chimed in with their agreement. From around the room came promises that they were being gentle with him, and that they’d keep quiet, and that they’d dry and brush his fur really well when they’d finished, and that they’d feed him treats, and that his uniform was already good as new, and so on. A few complaints at getting bit mingled with Jackalope’s own insults. 

“-- Alright.” Es held up a hand to silence them all. They knew a warden shouldn’t be making compromises with their prisoners. At the same time, they didn’t have the energy to argue about bunny baths at this time of night. “You can continue, but wash him outside of the tub. And go easy on the shampoo. Any mess you make must be cleaned by morning.” 

They were met with excitement and thanks. Jackalope grumbled that they were too soft, but he sounded relieved as he was whisked away from the dreaded bathwater. 

Es sighed. There may have been a few bites and bumps, but that was all. No emergency, no fight, no danger plagued Milgram tonight. Their relief quickly turned to annoyance. They leveled their gaze at Mikoto as he entered from the hallway behind.

“Please tell me this isn’t why you woke me up.”

“Huh? Oh, this? No, no -- we have everything under control. Aw, Mappi, that looks great!”

He pointed at her sewing job, revealing bandages on his hands as well. It looked like no one was safe from the rabbit’s little teeth… Then Mikoto jabbed a thumb casually over his shoulder. “Nah, the faucet in the men’s room broke when we tried filling the basin. The whole room’s flooded now. I think it’s gonna start spilling into the hallway soon.”

“WHAT?”

#milgram #es #jackalope #mikoto kayano #and some others #rip es... they are eternally dealing with So Much Bullshit.... 😂😂😂 #half the fun was actually writing it and the half of it was sitting around brainstorming all the options of trouble the prisoners could #be getting into at odd hours of the night LMAO #i cycled through so many dares/challenges (the fucked up high school variety) - competitions - show offs - crazy games #and thats Before i considered the genuine trouble they could get into #the line was so versatile asdfsdfsd #anyway uhh dont try this at home and all that -- apparently bathing bunnies IS bad for their fur and very distressing 💀 #but im sure our little cryptid prison warden can handle it... #amane and haruka arent involved directly but they are chilling okay #its getting more and more difficult to write milgram humor as they reveal more and more character trauma but im trying!! 😭 #thank you so much for the request! these have been such a blast -- i really appreciate it! you are so kind :') #i hope youre doing well and taking good care of yourself pal!!👍✨ #i hope you enjoy :D #drabbles

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

nah but like

they're "seiros lapdogs" because they're fighting back against the people who attacked them completely unprovoked??? also because it so happens that thales is at garreg mach so they have to go there to reclaim the area to defeat him???

i just hate this because it's just perpetuating things about faerghus and its people that just aren't true. it frames it like they jumped into the war willingly for the church and that they're only here for the church. like nah buddy, it's not faerghus' fault you're out here fighting to protect thales and ludwig.

it also is batshit to me how he and leopold are fighting to stop faerghus from advancing but like... they know what's happening to the empire and that edelgard isn't even calling the shots anymore, yet they still stupidly fight for the very person who is literally razing their country and burning their villages. they know the empire is in shambles and that the kingdom isn't targeting them and is specifically aiming for gm to get it back from who? thales; who, mind, at this point is in his real form and not posing as arundel anymore. everything is laid out plainly, but they still act like faerghus is the bad guy.

but yeah, okay. faerghus BaD for defending themselves, fighting back, finding out who is behind all the puppeteering and heading to take him out. sure, that makes them seiros lapdogs. like what are you, an agarthan mouthpiece??? may as well be like yeah you go retreat and leave you agarthan lapdog. if they don't realize it's Someone Else in charge of course, then ludwig lapdog works fine too.

and it sucks because other than this shit, i like waldemar just fine as a character. it's just like, it feels like they forced someone to have to stick in that final faerghus BaD insult before the grand finale so they just randomly picked someone to remind us that faerghus is Always Wrong as long as they continue to fight back and prevent being attacked in the future.

waldemar here is just basically ag caspar. fighting and risking his life for thales, who is destroying the empire and basically holding the emperor hostage. if the writing here had any decent plot points, they would've all stopped and have been like hey wait, shouldn't we be fighting to get our emperor back? why are we stopping these guys from killing the people who are destroying this country?

and like, they literally went from siding with ludwig during the insurrection to siding with edelgard in this timeline to... jumping immediately back to ludwig as soon as he was at the top of the food chain (thales notwithstanding). as soon as the person in charge changes, they jump ship immediately; then of course get mad that the people they attacked are coming after them... and fighting them as they defend the very people who are letting adrestia become a literal, physical ruin.

it really just tells me that these people don't care about adrestia itself, but status, power and wealth. they don't care about the country itself as long as they're doing well. that's like, the only thing i can get from still fighting with/for ludwig/thales. the fact that they just fight for ludwig again as soon as edelgard is out of commission is also pretty gross to me. they have no loyalty at all.

and it's like, i want to like waldermar and leopold, but they come across as just selfish, entitled and only there for their own asses to be covered. and i get that - that is a realistic take on politicians, but the fact that the game regularly loops back around to faerghus BaD despite that and despite portraying these people as opportunistically selfish is like... what are they even trying to write??

#DCB Three Hopes Run #ah yes. the hours i wait for to post this stuff. #it's like whenever i finally find an adrestian character i like they have them spew some bs like this #or in ferdie's case i loved him and hopes made him another edelgard simp instead of like #the one person around her who contested her views and BLATANTLY OUTRIGHT told her "you're wrong'' #but ofc yes edelgardwash him bc that's too extreme in a fodlan game #and in this case with waldemar it's not EVEN edelgard. it's just ''faerghus evil for trying to retake gm'' #''we attacked gm and won so it's OURS now the ppl who lived there first don't matter anymore'' #''what do you mean it's being held by a threat to all of us? no such thing only you are a threat'' #literally like they either killed off the adrestians offscreen or made them stupid as fuck just to have you #fight named characters. like if leopold KNOWS all of this then why is he STILL fighting and acting like it's for adrestia #when his actions in that moment were actively HARMING adrestia? #but yet somehow it like I said loops back to faerghus bad... but yet the writing in general #does portray faerghus as doing the right thing... and then has other characters insist they're bad #and so much so like they're purposely shoving it in your face TO believe it #it's like saying someone helped save a village from destruction and protected all the children in a safe shelter #but a bunch of characters say those ppl are evil and it keeps pressing and pushing that statement OVER and over #like rly what are you trying to write with this? i love ag but the last few chapters are just like #wow how dare you try to kill ludwig the one true future of adrestia who is being puppeteered by thales. like. okay.

[bilestat]

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#I wish I could stop caring as easily as her #but unfortunately my feelings are just going to constantly get hurt over and over forever #when it’s obvious she doesn’t value our friendship as much as I do #I’ve learned to stop texting beyond holidays for the most part because it hurts getting disappointed when I don’t get answers #but it really fucking sucks she saw my insta story about my birthday but couldn’t bother saying anything to me #good to know where we stand #but again: idk why I’m surprised when she has not told me directly when she: #moved to my state from the opposite coast #set a wedding date and also got married #and moved a half an hour away from me #had to find that all out from the internet #so why would my birthday matter? lmao I’m an idiot #like at least she’s remembered in past years and does answer on holidays but #she hasn’t texted me first beyond my birthday last year in like two years #anyway wish I didn’t feel like crying rn #personal #to be deleted #and I feel conceited for caring but I know it’s not #and it extra sucks to still be hurt about another ex best friend that ghosted me years ago that shares my birthday so the sadness is just #inevitable #especially when combined with the fact that my dad’s birthday is in five days #so I’m just kinda sad around and on my birthday every year

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[yaroudomos]

Friend & I went to an extremely tiny convention today, where I bought this silly lil' guy (while dressed in Goro Majima cosplay, yep). Of course, I was then obligated to carry him around wherever we went — and the outing concluded with some yummy ramen ♥

#same friend just went home 'bout an hour ago #it's like three a.m. rn #hahaha orz #we got caught up in watching the Resident Evil movies after finishing Train to Busan and man we were laughing our asses off #the CHEESE it's so fucking good. #some parts making absolute no sense? also great. terrific. #then we played many video games too. oops. #well anyways that's what I've been up to #in between work @_@ #I hope everyone's doing well!! <3 I may not have much time to hang around or chat as of late but — yeah! you know ilu guys. #» out to sea ( ooc. )

[silverislander]

completely unfair that i'm the last person in the house awake, consistently

#its not even that late but my brain has gone off the fucking rails today and i have too much energy rn #but our house is not big you can hear anything from anywhere in the house. and my bedroom is between my parents and brothers #if i walk too loud my entire family can hear me #to the point that i keep scaring the rest of my family walking around bc i learned to be quiet and where the squeaky boards are #and i cant go out at this hour bc we live in a fucking hell world and i could get attacked or some shit #meanwhile i have to sit here like 'haha i will just listen to my music im so calm. i bet i could still do a cartwheel tho. just btw' #levi.txt #im so fuckign. why. why does this only ever happen past 9pm why cant this happen at a time i could do smth abt it #not to be an ungrateful bitch bc i know im very lucky to have free housing and a family that cares abt me at all #but also living here is making me insane and i cannot wait to get my own place someday i feel like parts of my brain are melting #anyway!! not getting into it on the joke post

[piplupod]

thinking abt the previous post, the agency i worked at for a couple years would use bits of ABA and I just... I always nodded along to the boss instructing me on how to work with the kids with those tactics (I worked with the kids who were 6 and under) and then as soon as she left I tossed all that shit out of my brain and just treated the kid like a human being and worked with them where they were at.

and guess what !!! i had the most and fastest success out of every other worker in the entire building!! i was often told it seemed like i was working miracles with my kids bc they'd just progress so fast (comparatively) through the skill book we had to work on, and that the kids always seemed so happy and eager to come to the building after they started working with me!!

this is partially why I quit because I couldn't stand seeing my coworkers treat the kids like they were dogs (talking down to them, being patronizing, and utilizing shitty ABA tactics) and as much good as I was doing there, it was fucking me up bc they were extremely demanding that I work more than I was comfortable (or able) to, and often put me with "problem" kids who I didn't get to regularly see so we couldn't make much progress bc the kids weren't able to get to know me and (rightfully!) didn't trust me because they thought I'd be treating them the way everyone else did.

i just...... my coworkers would ask me how I had so much success and I would just shrug and say like, "just treat them like they're human and work with them where they're at" and I couldn't explain any more bc that'd require me admitting I wasn't following the boss' guidance for a lot of shit fjfkdl

#i had kids who didn't like talking suddenly become chatterboxes bc they actually felt safe and listened to for once !!! #(and ofc some kids just didnt like talking and that was okay bc they would talk when needed but just preferred to be quiet) #also yall i had no formal training for this 😭 i was thrown into the fray one day djfkdl i was supposed to just work as an admin assistant #it was just fucking bonkers there #kids had meltdowns sometimes bc the workers were so useless and didnt take the time to learn to read the child and they'd push too much #and they did things in ways that were sooo rigid so often like... if a kid is looking tired u gotta shift ur schedule around !! #but they'd just be like noooope this is our plan and we have to stick to it #my guy!! the child looks exhausted!!! they are fucking four years old !!! what the hell are u doing!!! #no four yr old is going to ever feel okay if u keep pushing them to do stuff they dont rly want to do when theyre tuckered out!! #anyways i could rant for hours abt that place lmfao #i still think abt the kids so often esp some of the ones with rough home lives #and i just rly rly hope theyre doing okay #but i cannot go back and help again bc that place destroyed me gjfkdl i hit autistic burnout HARD while there #and thats what ultimately forced me to quit #otherwise i probably would've stayed bc i rly wanted to give these kids someone safe to be around esp if their homes werent a v safe place #idk its so hard bc one person can't change the entire way things are (esp since i had no formal training) #but also if im not there then i know nobody else there is going to be knocking ABA to the side and treating the kids like whole ass humans! #eugh i hate thinking abt it bc I just... what the fuck do u do with a situation like that lmfao #i miss those kids sm though fjfkdl theyre all so cool and fun and rly good kids #i hope good things happen to them :') #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #ableism tw #aba tw

[invinciblerodent]

i am never fucking moving to an apartment that's not on the top floor of a building again

#squirrel speaks #i've not slept more than four hours a night in about three weeks now #because the upstairs neighbor decided that the best time to start walking around and SLAMMING her feet down is 3 am #it's technically not loud enough for us to be able to legally submit a complaint and when confronted she ofc lies and denies it #“it's not me; i was sitting here quietly; that room is empty” bullshit. she's thumping along DIRECTLY above our bedroom. #the whole CEILING is pulsing #i can feel the bed SHAKE UNDER ME with her footfalls #for HOURS AT A TIME #and it's not just me being oversensitive because my partner can feel it too; we're both near-equally agitated by it #tonight the stomping woke me up at 2 am and when it quieted down around 4:30 i went back to bed for a bed #sure enough in about 30 minutes it started AGAIN #so i just. had to sit there and have a little cry #by which i mean about 20 minutes of exhausted wailing #it feels like she's fucking beating my brain with a hammer #i'm overstimulated i'm sleep deprived i'm anxious and depressed and it's just too much #and i'm paying out the NOSE for this shitty apartment with the shitty loud fucking liar neighbors #and the tiny-ass kitchen where i can barely turn around #and the badly assembled hideous ikea furniture that's literally falling apart #ugh don't mind me venting i'm just. exhausted #so bloody exhausted my god #it feels like my brain is leaking out my ears

[roseverdict]

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#EDIT: moved organizational tags up so they actually work #rosie rambles #in the tags #hellscape in palestine #thinking about the whole. yknow. war crime situation in palestine #and it might just be my brain connecting unconnected dots #but wasn't there something going around a while back about how to pronounce gaza and palestine #(bc europeans/americans/whoever are claiming palestinians can't even pronounce 'palestine' correctly #except they're calling the localized 'palestine' the 'correct' pronunciation which is. so incredibly wrong) #bc it's been rattling around in my head for a while now. it's more of a falasteen than a pal-ah-stein. falasteen. philistine. #PHILISTINE. AS IN. THE FUCKING. PEOPLE WHO LIVED THERE ALREADY BY THE TIME MOSES AND THE ISRAELITES SHOWED UP. #THERE WAS AN ENTIRE SUNDAY-SCHOOL-FAVORITE STORY IN THERE ABOUT IT #VEGGIETALES MADE AN ADAPTATION OF ONE OF THE FIGHTS #look. i am very much way too goy and way too sleepy to consider myself an authority on any of this. #but palestinians were (seemingly) there first. #then israel (the original nation not the reconstruction we have nowadays) dropped in and was there for a good long while. #then other nations conquered and un-conquered and conquered some more for a while #then modern israel came into being. and like. ok. i'm Christian. this is a known fact abt me. but i'm pretty sure our holy book told us we #won't know the day or the hour of the end of days. and yet there's this push to send Good Jewish People back to israel that's spesrheaded #by…alleged Christians. who believe that jewish people need to return to israel to signal the end of days. #which. again. won't be predictable. #idk where i'm going with this #i just. i think i'm just getting way too jaded from hearing people irl cheerfully support genocide and being unable to convince them #that it's Fucking Genocide. or in one specific case #that it's Fucking Genocide. And That Is BAD #i think i just needed to straighten out my thoughts a bit before i go to sleep #just. if we were going to just look at the ancient past. both nations have existed in that plot of land. and peace would be nice. #however. #it is Very Clear that one side's definition of 'peace' is 'peace and quiet. because the Others are all dead :)' which is. Not Great! #augh.

[aberooski]

If I have another breakdown at work tomorrow like I did the last time I worked a Saturday I'm going to kill myself because last time I screamed in the hallway and cried so hard I was shaking because of how stressed I was.

#working at the movie theater sucks I hate people so much #I also hate that the movie theater was the best I could do even with a fucking degree because I've never had a job before #and I haven't even been there a month and I'm already the most fucking competent usher we have #i have to do fucking everything and I'm the only one keeping us on track every fucking day #also the only other ushers I actually like aren't the ones I consistently work with and tomorrow I have to work with the one that I hate #they literally do not pay me enough for this shit #anyway I'm back to considering opening art commissions becauae as I said they don't pay me shit and I really do need the extra money #also another reason I'm pissed about working tomorrow is that I have to miss christmas cookie baking at ny grandma's and that's one of- #-my favorite traditions every year. I'm actually very upset about it I might cry about it at work tomorrow. #alao they're making me come in at 10 am when all the other ushers don't start coming in until like 12 and the first theaters don't let out- #-until like 11:40 so there's literally no point in me being there that early other than to just piss me off #I'll take the extra like fuxking 20 bucka those 2 hours will get me but fuckibg seriously? I know I'm technically available- #-which is probably why but all it's gonna be is me making sure our usher cart is stocked then sitting around for an hour and a half #fuck everything #I fucking hate that this is my life this is awful #I can't have literally anything can I? #abby after dark #abby's having a crisis

[capillaryspice]

On todays session of D&D the party fought Mathias's dad, who is in charge of the whole army of pseudo-god ichor monsters that the whole campaign has been about fighting, and he's in the process of becoming the avatar of the actual god that spawned them

Matt died, got his heart torn out and eaten by his father as part of the whole avatar ritual thing, which traumatized the whole dang party because uhhhhh Matt is the heals guy and no one else has shit to revive people and they thought we were just Fucked.

He then came back to life a few rounds later, due to killing the Jabberwocky in a previous session and absorbing its soul (vorpal sword that eats lifespans) and is now (through complicated homebrew lore) more or less the new jabberwock and will come back from death until/if ever he's engulfed by its power

Then he got to kill the shit out of his dad. Very cathartic. We ended the session with the squad in a pastry shop basically doing the first Avengers Shawarma post credits scene, which I will be drawing.

#I don't post the content of our sessions much bc. good god #trying to explain the insanity that goes on in any one of them requires a diagram and two phds to understand without having been present #but yeah anyway my boy got FUCKED UP and then got to kill his shitty dad so all around a successful day for me emotionally #mans didn't have a heart for a solid hour and had a panic attack about it before remembering we have a ring of regenerate #d&d #ocs #Mathias Dawnblade #my sweet boy

[faultsofyouth]

Cranky because your job started off good but has slowly taken control over your entire life and everything you do even when you arent clocked in, aren't you

#my posts #im so fed up i will only work high now i dont even give a fuck #i cant smile and walk around for 7 to 10 hours a day unless im stoned because this is not what i signed up for #i dont need a full time job because my mommy loves me!!! why am i working so much!!! #also my absent father ass district leader saw me wanting to quit and tried to assuage me by cutting my hours #but has done nothing at all to cut my 1st As hours even tho she works almost as much as i do??? #literally we both work 2 open to close shifts every week (i do 3 this week) #but DL has only agreed to shorten my shifts.... we are both overworked and understaffed #i dont trust DL even a bit tbh because she had literal months to find more staff for us before our store leader and last 1A left #months. and did nothing. and actually hired people to lead other stores that get less traffic than us #but somehow now that im quitting she is in the final stages of hiring people for us? but cant tell us their names or when they would start? #or anything about them? and also is asking us who we can promote who already works here? #its fucking ridiculous im so fed up

[lil-grem-reblogs]

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#fucked up at work today *again* #will be gone for most of the day on all the platforms #sorry if you send me any messages! #i forgot my students are taking the exams today #i was 20 minutes late #no makeup no food no nothing #i might be here till forever and then run to another building our uni has #on the other side of moscow #to actually teach my other 2 groups today #whay the fuck is today #the stress of the past week made me so lost i forget everything all the time #i wont be around much this week #sorry for dumping all of this on ya #but i need to rant #DONT talk to me about things that stress me out #i want to share but not discuss it #upd: yeap im late to teaching as well #just finished with their exams cause it took us 4 bloody hours to get through all the students #its 6p and my class starts at 6pm but its a 40-50min commute to that other buulding #how the HELL is my uni scheduling those things????? #i thought id at least get home to get food and change bit now its neither #existing on just tea and yoghurt today not to mention im underdressed for tonight and its a 30 mins walk back home #freezing sounds like my cause of death today

[thatrandombystander]

Day 3 of I Am So Fucking Stressed.

#MOTHERFUCKER I STAYED BACK AN HOUR YESTERDAY SO WE COULD FINISH SOMETHING OFF #they said we need to have it ready to launch November 1st. so thats what i did. #i made sure everything on our end was ready to go for the morning of Nov 1st #AND THEN THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS SAY thanks. we'll launch it on Monday Nov 6th FOR FUCKS SAKE #and then for some completely unrelated reason i got a call from an Executive General Manager of our parent company. #because some team needed to borrow some physical material from us #they were insisting we leave it with the carpark security team for them to pick up and take to car #and were not telling me who was picking it up or when #based on past experience with this team it sounded like they were just being lazy or something #so i was insisting no I'll hand it over to you in the lobby. who is picking it up. let me know. #TURNED OUT THEY WANTED IT NEAR THE CARS SO THIS VERY BUSY EGM COULD PICK UP ON THE WAY OUT #WELL THAT'S A DIFFERENT STORY ARE YOU KIDDING ME #so he called me about it. he was very polite but like??????? #also turns out the person i was dealing with was his daughter (nepotism!) #ma'am why the fuck didn't you throw the EXECUTIVE GENERAL MANAGER title around. i would have taken it to the carpark security straight away #i still have so much work to do. i was hoping to leave early today too. #BOOOOOOOOOO #ramblings of a bystander

[koishua]

my mom sitting there nodding along to my very emotional retelling of how i was chased by my classmate (actually my crush but she doesn't have to know that) who kept shoving a dead lizard in my face in ninth grade

#tp #might sound silly now but i genuinely felt like i was about to die from the stress of it #i hated him after that #he deliberately did that because i told them i was scared of lizards #had the gulls to laugh at me losing my absolute shit too that bastard #laugh as i shove the stick higher up your ass then how bout it #i could have grabbed a chair and given him a high five with it on his face #but being the bigger person i am i just cried in the bathroom afterwards bye 🚶🚶 #and then i realized i was being bullied 😭😭 took me a while to clock that #i cant believe i used to like him im so done actually #comparing him and the guy im now very much enamoured by ... the difference is in the actions #god he bought me overpriced coffee at ten in the night outside bc he thought i could need company #and he was RIGHT goddamn it that guy #'i didnt know if you liked it with sugar or not so i brought two just in case' are you shitting me you're an angel #walked me around and talked me out of feeling like utter shit for two whole hours god im falling for my quote unquote therapist friend #i havent seen him for four five months im going through withdrawal #and then when we were back at the hotel and i stayed up reading a book at the lobby he came down and said he would sit with me #and he would stay awake just in case because he noticed a creep at our floor im going to fucking SOB #and obviously i couldnt make him stay up for me so i said okay i would go back to my room so he wouldnt have to worry #AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID??? #he made sure i entered my room and closed the door safe and sound before going back down the hallway to his ⁉️⁉️ #DO YOU NOT SEE HOW PERFECT HE IS