Want to get better but want to get worse. Want people to know but don’t want them to find out.
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i would never wish anorexia on anyone. maybe my worst enemy. she could stand to lose at least 30 pounds... fat bitch
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getting ptsd flashbacks to me binging like i was in a war
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me: why am I so cranky??
also me: hasn't eaten in 44 hours
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For the first time in foreverrrrr
I’m back under BMI 8teennnnnn
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ok so this is gonna sound creepy and weird and I realize this but I feel so good when I see other people out in the world who are attractive with scars. like there is this girl at my school with marks all down her arm and she is the prettiest person I have ever seen and I think the scars make her more pretty. I cvt myself be it makes me feel pretty when I know I'm not. (this could just be my Ana talking tho bc skinny people with $h scars is what I aspire to be)
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there's two wolves inside you: one has an ED and the other is a stoner, they're constantly at battle
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EDs suck & I wouldn’t wish this shit on my worst enemy…. bc I wouldn’t want her to be skinnier than me ofc
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