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crybaby-bkg · 1 year
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I know I've talked about bull and bear hybrid Bakugou, but has anyone ever talked about lion hybrid Bakugou???? I thought about this concept when I was still half asleep this morning but like,,,,
lion hybrid bakugou with his big ole head and even bigger mane of hair, all soft, colored like the sand you'd dig your toes into at the beach. he has a little scruff on his chin, but he never grows it out because he hates the upkeep of it.
he's always loud, growly yawns whenever you see him, his canines sharp and pointy when he opens his maw wide enough for you to peek in. he's so big and soft where it matters, lazes around all day everyday, and gets these big bursts of energy at the most random of moments. he's basically an overgrown cat basically
omg and he has this complex where he's just sooo high and mighty, like he's some king meant to be worshipped. but all you have to do is kiss his cheeks and rub a hand through his hair when he lays his big dumb head in your lap, and he's purring up a storm.
and and and lion hybrid bakugou whose tongue can feel so rough when he's feeling lazy about it, but somehow knows how to work it just right whenever he wants to lounge between your legs. gets so huffy and growly when you mumble that you can't cum anymore, just nudges your thighs a little wider with his shoulder as he nuzzles his nose against your mound. doesn't care to hear any of your complaining, because he's still eating and doesn't intend on finishing until he's ready.
omg and and lion hybrid bakugou whose favorite position is, of course, doggy style. but only because he gets to wrap your little dainty neck up in his powerful jaws and pin you there, likes how you whimper and shiver but go limp either way because you trust him with your life. he pins your arms beside your head and grunts so loud into your nape when he finally sinks his cock inside of you. he practically lays flat on top of you, just rutting his hips against your ass over and over until he knots you.
which is his favorite part because you two get to just lay there for what feel like hours, and you keep coming intermitally because he can't help but rut his hips a few more times, and hiss at the way his knot tugs at your clenching lips. sigh just lion hybrid bakugou who looks so mean and intimidating but he just loves you so much and can't get enough of you
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Jdjcjcjcjjcjc Aye aye can I request for Tanaka with a 2nd yr s/o but since I'm uncreative it's like this: he hated/disliked her at first bc idk she seemed suspicious? But gradually with the help of the 3rd and 2nd yrs (not the 1st yrs, they'll ruin everything) he learned to be closer to her and accept her, but then ykyk plot happened and bo0m, they be dating u can choose if oneshot or hcs, whichever u prefer, also fem reader ᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ ᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ ᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ
Tanaka x Reader Request
Tanaka Ryuunosuke was a simple man. He loves women, he appreciates them, worships the ground they walk on but (y/n) was an exception to this. It wasn’t that she was ugly or unladylike, far from it actually. Except there was something about the girl that constantly made Tanaka feel somewhat weary and uneasy.
Sure she was pretty, well respected and popular, heck he even liked her at one point but after what he had saw in the middle of their first year made him realize she was what people would stereotype as the “kind fake”, at least he believed so. Everytime he saw her smile and offer someone help made his stomach churn, and not in a good way. Her smile and laugh haunted him and reminded him of that dreaded day.
It was 4 pm and classes had just ended, the boy had hurriedly packed up his belongings and rushed of to the gym in fear of being late and getting scolded by some upperclassman or worse Old man Ukai. This had caused a shiver to run up the boy’s spine imagining what kind of punishment he would have to endure if he were to be late.
“(Y/n)-chan. . .” A voice choked out, causing the boy to snap out of his daydream.
“It’s not funny,” the same small voice said.
This was coming from the back of the gym, taking a peak inside the gym door he noticed that no one was in there yet so he decided to check out the scene that was happening behind the gym.
With his back on the wall he had took a sideways glance at the scene before him. The scene had shocked the boy as there was a girl bawling her eyes out, before he could intervene and ask what was going on he heard laughter, one that he had grown to love for the past few months. He poked his head out a little more to see you with a couple of other friends smiling and laughing at the poor innocent crying girl.
'Sick' he thought, 'to think I like her, she made someone cry. . . and now she's laughing at them' Tanaka grumbled and left the scene as he had seen enough and didn’t want to be late for practice.
Although from behind the gym, and unknown to Tanaka, this was a little surprise (Y/n) planned for one of her friends.
The girl had brushed of a few stray tears that had escaped her eyes when she was laughing, "I'm sorry for laughing but ahahaha you should've seen your face. Who knew surprising you for your birthday would get you," the girl motioned to her friend, "like this." the continued in fits of laughter. From the corner of her eye she had saw Tanaka’s running figure that made a small smile grace her face.
One of (Y/n)’s friends looked over to where (Y/n) was staring at with a smile on her face and saw the same buzzed cut haired male, “Ooooh〜 does are little (Y/n)-chan have a crush?”
The said girl exploded into a vermillion red as she tried to deny all her friend’s teasing accusations
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For the next following days Tanaka could barely look at (Y/n) without remembering the scene and how cruelly (Y/n) had been to the crying girl. Everytime she neared he would be sure to stay clear of her, he even had told his best friend Noya all about it just so he wouldn't fall hands into her trap. The girl albeit confused didn't mind much but she was still very much hurt that her crush was ignoring her.
Now that they were 2nd years, nothing much has changed since then. They were still classmates, Tanaka still thought she was fake, and (Y/n) still likes her chivalrous classmate. The only thing that has changed however is that (Y/n) is now more open to showing her interest in the buzz cut boy.
Which now leads us to our current situation.
“Tanaka-kun, do you want to be groupmates with me in this pair activity? I’m actually really good at (f/subject), so I really won’t be much of a burden.”
Tanaka’s eyes widened, if he was any other guy in his class or who he was last year then he’d be stoked that THE (L/n) (Y/n) was asking him directly to pair up with her. ‘Don’t fall for it, don’t fall for it, don’t fall for it’ he chanted in his head like a mantra.
“Ahah, sorry (L/n)-san but I’m already paired with (R/n).”
“Oh. . . I see, well maybe next time then?” The girl replied and looked up at him with expectant doe eyes.
Tanaka quickly averted his gaze and mumbled an inaudible ‘yeah sure’. He watched how (Y/n) skipped of to her friend circle and punched her friend in the arm. ‘There she goes again, pulling a 180 personality turn, how does no one see that??’ he thought to himself.
“A-ah, (R/n) let’s be partners for the pair work.” He had said clapping the boy on the back.
Meanwhile with (Y/n)
She skipped over to her circle of friends with a smile, “Oooh〜 does that mean prince charming accepted your proposal?” (F/n) asked with a smirk while the rest of the group sniggered. (Y/n) rolled her eyes and playfully glared at her friends. (F/n) gasped, “Is it a yes? My god he said yes. WE DID IT MR. STARK.”
(Y/n) playfully punched (f/n) in the arm and whined before dejectedly looking at the floor, “Well, actually. . . He said no. . ."
"Awweee, our poor baby"
"It's okay (Y/n)-chan"
"You want me to beat him up for you?"
(Y/n) shook her head as she turned around to see Tanaka with his arm around (R/n)'s shoulder.
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Volleyball practice was yet to start as they were all gathered around in a circle waiting for Takeda-sensei to give some announcements.
“As you all are aware you have final exams starting next month, right?” Takeda started to which the quick freak duo and the rowdy second years paled at, “So, I think you know what I’m getting at, but if you fail any subjects supplementary classes will be held that weekend.”
Tanaka and Nishinoya shared a knowing look and were quick to try and bolt out the gym doors.
“Hey, There’s nowhere to run!” Daichi shouted after them, “Ennoshita, catch them!”
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“Gaahhh, I can’t believe it,” Tanaka started as he laid face flat on the clubroom floors. “I’ve got no one to teach me, Saeko-nii would just laugh if I even mention trying to up my grades at this point.”
Sugawara laughed as he changed into a spare shirt, “I’m sure you’ll find someone.”
“What about you Suga-san?”
The said boy dismissively waved his hands, “What subject do you need help with anyway?”
“(F/subject).”
A lightbulb went up Suga’s head as he heard Tanaka’s reply.
“(Y/n)-chan is still your classmate right? You should go ask her, she’s really good at that subject,” Suga added, “Plus we went to cram school together and she’s pretty advanced, I could ask her for you.”
Daichi, overhearing the conversation mentioned that you spend a considerable amount of time in the library that he often sees you there one more than one occasion, “That and she’s really nice.” Daichi finished.
Tanaka had enough of this talk about you being all that as he stormed away from the clubroom, leaving Daichi and Suga to think Tanaka was so flustered he couldn’t take it anymore. The two looked at each other and hatched up a plan.
The following day Tanaka couldn’t help but notice Ennoshita, Daichi and Suga acting all suspicious during practice.
“Okay, what’s up with you three?” Tanaka questioned.
“Ah, it’s nothing, it’s nothing” Suga said with an overly nice smile that Tanaka swore he was almost getting cavities.
As the four continued their banter a certain (h/c)-ette had entered the gym in search for her Senpais.
“Suga-san, it’s really hard to believe you when you put on a face like that”
“Like what?”
“All I’m saying is you all are acting weird it’s like you all are up to something and I don’t buy it one b-
“Suga-senpai, Sawamura-senpai,” (Y/n) said with a small bow as she walks over to the quartet.
“Ahh (Y/n)-chan, nice to see you here.” Suga said patting the young girl’s head.
Daichi moved over to the pair so (Y/n) was inbetween Daichi and Suga. “(Y/n) here will tutor you so you wouldn’t have to worry about flunking your exams” Daichi boomed with a smile and a hand in the girl’s shoulder causing the girl to smile as well.
The trio smiled brightly at Tanaka, from across the gym Tsukishima squinted his eyes at the sight, “It looks like two parents handing over their child to an unwilling suitor” he said.
“Nice one Tsukki”
“Shut up Yamaguchi”
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“Tanaka-kun, you have volleyball practice every Monday,Wednesday and Thursday right?” (Y/n) asked as they walked home together, something in which The third years had made the male do because ‘a girl shouldn’t be walking home alone at night’ Now here they stood walking three feet apart each other.
The boy hummed in reply, “So I was hoping you’d spend atleast an hour with me in the library after school on Tuesdays and Fridays and maybe thirty minutes on days when you have practice?”
“Yeah.”
“Alright, I can’t wait,” the girl said enthusiastically, “Can I have your phone number? For you know tutoring purposes”
This had made Tanaka stop dead in his tracks, ‘A girl wants my number?’ This was the first time the boy was asked for his number, regardless if he didn’t exactly like (Y/n) his heart fluttered all the same that caused a pink hue to spread on his cheeks. The girl had saw this and the same pink started dusting her own cheeks thinking she must have been too forward.
Tanaka coughed and fished out his cellphone and held it out towards the girl who gently took it with shaky fingers. Typing in her number she handed it back to the boy as they continued walking in silence, not noticing how close they seem to be walking now compared to the 3 foot distance they had minutes ago.
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It has been a week and the two had only met up thrice to review over (fave/subject) in the library. The week had made Tanaka realize that the girl wasn’t all that bad company and he racked and questioned his mind and eyes if it were truly you who he saw at the back of the gym during your first years.
It was a Tuesday and the pair were working at the library, “You could use a break, you’re actually doing quite good so you deserve it.” The girl laughed. They were going over English today practicing grammar and vocab.
Tanaka had stretched his arms out on the table which caused the girl to laugh a little more, which soured Tanaka’s mood. ‘There’s that laugh, it’s no denying, that same laugh burned in the back of his mind as he replayed the scene all over again’
“I’m going to grab some thing to drink I’ll be back in a few.” The boy said and hurriedly left. Tanaka was hunched next to a vending machine aggressively chugging down a Calpico drink mumbling what a fool he’s been fraternizing with the enemy.
Was she really the enemy though?
Tanaka managed to carry himself all the way back up to the library seeing as he was abusing his “break time”, might as well go back to work then right? As the boy walked towards the table he had so “kindly” left you at he saw your figure a few tables past your original one playing with a 5 year old boy.
The boy was finger gunning the girl who was taking a step towards him in a zombie motion and the girl silently acted as though she was getting shot. The little boy giggled before ducking behind the table and continuing this pattern.
“Ah, Hibiki I think the young girl’s boyfriend is here for her now.” The librarian said to the child who looked mildly upset that he couldn’t play with the older female anymore. The boy waved goodbye towards the girl and (Y/n) happily waved back. The girl then turned her head towards Tanaka who was frozen where he stood when the old woman called him your boyfriend.
“Tanaka-kun looks funny, did you enjoy your break?”
“I had a Calpico”
“Sounds refreshing” the girl replied with a laugh.
The two continued on with their prepping for English and had come across a word that Tanaka had a hard time comprehending.
“Surprise?”
“Yeah, it’s an english expression, it means to be shocked about something you weren’t expecting. Hmm, when was the last time Tanaka-kun was surprised?” The girl had asked to keep the ball rolling.
“Well the team surprised me on my birthday sometime ago, I was really taken aback and couldn’t help but cry a little.”
“Oh, back during my first year we threw a huge surprise party for my friend at the back of the gym. We got her a cake and everything, she cried too, it was really funny-“
‘Wait. . . What?!’ Tanaka had thought. The pressure building inside him was intense, ‘God, was that what happened? I TOTALLY MISINTERPRETED’
“Surprised.” Tanaka said in english. He totally wouldn’t be forgetting that anytime soon. The boy felt bad for judging her all these years and guilt was literally creeping up on him that he actually found it hard to breath. He felt like such an idiot, for not reading into the scene correctly and for mistreating (Y/n). He needed someway to make it up to her, but what?
“Do you want me to walk you home today?” The question came out before he could think.
The girl tried to hide a smile, “That would be great.”
The two had grown significantly closer since then much to (Y/n)’s friends and the Karasuno’s third years pleasure as they’ve been rooting for them for the longest time. Tanaka would ask to stay and review longer with the said girl even if h could barely understand but he made an extra effort to impress her so he took a considerable amount of prep work at home much to his sister’s surprise. This had earned him a bit of teasing, he endured it all just for the sake of his pride, and the volleyball summer camp.
The day of the exams rolled in and Tanaka was actually extra nervous about this. There was 4 exams to take and everything (Y/n) taught him was slowly scuttling out the window. Regardless he answered what he could making a few guesses here and there. Now all that was left was to wait for the results.
“Ito-san”
“Hai!”
Tanaka had his head in his hands staring up at the teacher who was calling onto students to give back their test papers.
“Watanabe-san”
“Hai!”
‘It’s okay. . .’
“Sato-san”
“Hai. . .”
‘It’s okay. . .’
“Tanaka-san”
‘Shit’
“Hai!” He said standing up abruptly making his chair screech from behind him. Every step he took closer to Nakamura-sensei felt heavy, upon receiving his papers he quickly bunched it up and decided to look at it later. (Y/n) wasn’t present in class as she was pulled out for club activities and he thought he should save looking at his grade for when they would meet up later.
(Y/n) was standing outside the gym doors leaning against the balls of her feet waiting for a certain buzzed cut male. Tanaka saw her standing there and was bouncing his leg up and down exhaling as he made his move to advance towards her, “(L/n)-san!” He called out.
“Yknow we’ve known each other for a while now, so you can call me (Y/n) if you’d like”
“A-ah, okay then, anyways the test results came out. . .”
“How’d they go?”
“Well, I haven’t exactly saw it yet, I was hoping to show you and find out together. . .”
A smile graced it’s way on the girl’s face, finding courage she grabbed on to his hand and gave a firm reassuring nod as he dug for the results in his bag.
(Fave/subject)- 83/100
Math- 42/100
English- 66/100
Science- 46/100
Tanaka stared at his papers in disbelief. This was the highest he’d scored since primary school. The girl flung her arms around his neck as the boy gripped her waist and swung her around in happiness, laughing in sheer mirth of the moment. Tanaka slowed as their laughter died down, eyes locking onto each other.
Suga and Daichi was hiding behind the bush watching them. They fistbumped at the success of getting the two together. Tsukki and Yamaguchi were heading towards the gym at the exact moment Tanaka and (Y/n) were leaning into a kiss.
"Now, kiss" he said aloud.
"Uwoooohh Tsukishima what are you talking about? huh, is that Tanaka-san?"
"Oi Boke don't watch them."
"WAAAHH GO GET SOME RYUUUUUU"
"Ne ne Tsukki do you think they're dating?"
Daichi and Suga face palmed at the ruined moment.
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Survey #347
“lay your head down, child  /  i won’t let the bogeyman come  /  count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums”
Have you ever watched a whole hour long infomercial? Ha, Girt and I have one day when he was hanging out. It was about a vacuum, to be precise. Do you tend to cave into peer pressure? No. Do you think it's attractive for a man to wear eyeliner? Yeah. Are you listening to music currently? Yeah, it's this version of Manson's "Lunchbox" that I hadn't heard before. Have you ever done something you once thought you'd be too chicken to do? Yeah, like going on this one ride at a fair. Y'know, the kind that slowly brings you way up and abruptly drops you. What's your relationship to the child you’re around most? They're my nieces and nephew. Have you ever had an illegal substance in your blood stream? No. What is the worst thing that has ever happened to your hair? More than once, back when I had long hair, it would get so knotted from neglect that I'd brush out just... giant clumps of hair. The joys of depression, right? It's honestly part of the reason I cut it all off, and it's something I seriously recommend for people who struggle with brushing their hair. What do you think about cats? I adore them. Who do you want with you when you're afraid? Absolutely my mom. Who might as well just be your sibling? Ha, Sara. We're just so remarkably similar, and even when we first met in person, we clicked like it was nothing. Would you ever consider working for the government? No; I'm not working with corrupt, lying motherfuckers. What is the weirdest thing you have ever witnessed a sibling doing? Well, your sister "sleepwalking" or whatever she was actually doing and grabbing a knife she'd hidden under her mattress to creep towards her then-boyfriend was beyond just "weird." Your first best friend's name? Brianna. How do you act when you're uncomfortable? "Anxious, impatient, and fidgety." <<<< Same. It's very obvious I want to get out of the situation. What bug would you like to be extinct? Do wasps do like... anything for the environment? I don't want to give a definite answer here that ends up being ignorant, because I appreciate bugs that are even just a regular food source for more vital creatures like spiders, but I don't know a damn thing wasps do that are beneficial. They just kill bees, from what I know. Do you know anyone other than a cop who has ever owned a cop car? No. Have you ever felt fire? I mean, I've never directly touched fire, no. What would you do if your first love asked you back out? I REALLY DON'T WANT TO PICTURE THIS. Do you know anyone that is a lesbian? Yeah. What are your thoughts on roleplaying games? I think they're fun. Do you want to have a bachelor/bachelorette party before you get married? So, true story, I don't even know what those entail exactly. But considering how few friends I have, I probably wouldn't. Ever been texted by mistake and played along & acted like you knew them? No. Would you ever get a name tattooed on you? Noooo sir. Do your parents dress like they’re years younger? Does it gross you out? They don't, but it wouldn't gross me out...? They can dress however they damn well please. Obsession from childhood? Dinosaurs and Spyro probably top the list. Favorite activity to do in warm weather? Just swim, really. I hate warm weather. Favorite activity to do in cold weather? If there's snow, take pictures. If it's just cold, then I like to just stay inside and bundle up in bed. Five songs to describe you? I don't know five, but I know a few I resonate with: "Get Up" by Mother Mother, "That's What You Get" by Paramore, uhhh then idk. Best way for someone to bond with you? Hm. Probably just like... talk about life, like our stories and things we've been through, both good and bad. Just being mutually vulnerable makes me feel connected to people. I like bonding via music, too, and I find it pretty exciting to share songs and, once again, go deeper and share what they mean to you, etc. etc. In summary, I just like getting to know a person at their core. What is the first meme you remember seeing? Hell if I know. Lemonade or tea? Lemonade, by a landslide. Sci-fi, fantasy, or superheroes? Fantasy. Favorite type of cheese? American. If you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? I relate very deeply to Henry Townshend from SH4 with saying "what the hell?" about literally everything. If you were an anime character, what genre of anime would it be? I'unno. Character you relate to? Since watching a playthrough of the game the first time, I've related to Max Caulfield from Life is Strange very deeply. An awkward photographer that cares a lot for people. Favorite website from your childhood? Webkinz. Least favorite flavor of food or drink? Grape, usually. Or orange. Favorite potato food? French fries. PC or console gaming? I prefer console games. Writing or drawing? Shit man, why you gotta make me choose? I feel much more satisfaction after drawing something I'm proud of, but I write way more. Who would you put before everyone else? My mom. How many phone numbers do you have memorized? Literally none. Do you get motion sickness? No. Have you ever been on a cruise? No. Have you ever bailed a friend out of jail? No. Have you ever won anything from a radio station? No. What do you do when you go to the beach? Swim for a while and then sit under the tent or whatever we brought and think about how ready I am to go home and get out of the heat. How many pillows are on your bed? Two. Do you like pickles? Yeah. Do you like camping? I've never been *legit* camping; Dad would just sometimes set up the tent in the yard and he and my sisters and I would sleep out there. I LOVED that as a kiddo. I think I'd enjoy like, one night of actual camping, so long as I have my camera and phone. My technology dependence would probably get me by Day #2, lol. Have you ever ridden a motorcycle? No, and I don't plan to. Wrecking in one of those can fuck you the hell up. Even with a helmet, just honestly, it seems... pretty stupid to put yourself at THAT incredible a risk. Have you ever had plastic surgery? No. Were you ever sent to the principal’s office as a kid? I don't think so... but maybe once? I have this super faint memory of being in the office, but maybe I was bringing them something from my teacher? That sounds about right. Have you ever used a slingshot? No. Have you ever driven an electric car? No. Do you live in an area that is prone to tornadoes? They happen here, but I wouldn't say we're "prone" to them. We get tornado watches/warnings a lot when we have summer storms, but it's seldom they actually occur, and it's even rarer for them to be noteworthy at all. What breed was the last dog you saw? One of our neighbors has a German Shepherd she walks a lot. How long have your parents been together (or how long were they together, if they no longer are): I wanna say around or over 20 years? I don't know. What 5 words best describe your mother’s personality? Loving, welcoming, resilient, selfless, and strong. Do you know any transgender people? Yes. Have you ever had a parrot sit on your shoulder? No, but that'd be cool. In the morning, do you eat breakfast first or brush your teeth first? I eat first. What’s something you’ve been struggling with lately? A number of things, but my weight's the real problem right now. All the weight loss progress I once made has almost been entirely erased... and I'm extremely, extremely upset about it. I'd rather move onto the next question than elaborate on this bullshit. Do you carry condoms? No, I don't have a reason to. Would you date someone with braces? Yes. Do you think people look up to you? God no. How often do you have trouble sleeping at night? Pretty much every night. Any vacations planned? No. We've never been able to afford vacations. Who were you last in a car with? My mom. Did you ever watch Sailor Moon? Yeah. My older sister was ooooobsessed. She even had the little toy wand and would dance to the theme when it came on. What do you want for Christmas? Well, it's rather early to think of that, but if I had to pull out an answer right now, it'd probably be either Venus' new terrarium (if I don't already have it) or supplies for it. If by some miracle I've been able to get everything I wanted for it by then, I would seriously love a hognose snake. If you had to get glasses would you wear contacts? I've worn glasses for many years, and I can live with it. I'd prefer contacts so I can get an undereye dermal piercing, but they're just too tedious for me. Best party you’ve ever been to? Maybe a big party my friend Summer had for one of her birthdays many years ago. We played lots of games like darts and stuff while listening to good music and just hanging out. Have you ever been surfing? I have not. Are you thinking about asking anyone out? No. Pink lemonade or regular lemonade? Pink. Chocolate or strawberry milk? Chocolate, for sure. I hate strawberry milk. Are you subscribed to a lot of channels on YouTube? Oh yes. Do you wish you had a better phone? Yeah. I mean, my phone is fine, but I particularly dislike the poor camera quality. Do you find texting fun? I'm officially becoming an old woman in that I don't really like texting anymore, but only because I make way too many typos. I would much rather type via an actual keyboard. Do you have any friends who have had twins? No. Do you have any past mistakes you’ve made that haunt you every day? Yes. Seriously. Are you bothered by something someone said to you years ago? Things especially Bryar and Colleen have said to me are probably going to die with me.
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ohalemalia · 5 years
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Daily Dose - Part 12 (S.M. Imagine) ((Finale))
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Pairing: Scott McCall x Sick! Reader Warnings: none idk A\N: that’s all folks ))): this is the end of DD. Thank u for three months of love on this fic. I can’t believe I actually finished a piece of writing that was more than three parts, that’s insane to me. Again, thanks for everything. Imma still be writing on here ofc. In the middle of writing this i came up with a Stiles fic idea so we’ll seeeeee :~) Word Count:  2917
SCOTT’S POV
“Is it supposed to take this long?”
“I mean she’s not bleeding black, right? That’s a good sign.”
“She also hasn’t opened her eyes in 46 hours, so…”
“You’re not helping, Stiles.”
“I’m not helping? Why don’t you tap into those banshee powers and tell us what’s going on?”
“Yeah, sorry, it doesn’t work like that.”
“Guys,” Scott pulled his hands away from his mouth to look at his friends, “Please. Neither of you is helping to be honest.”
Lydia and Stiles both deflated in their seats and mumbled apologies. Scott placed his clasped hands back over his mouth and continued staring down the hallway where Y/N’s room was. His mom had told them that since Y/N had been in so much pain, they basically loaded her up with sedatives. She assured Scott that she was fine, just taking a long needed rest and the doctors were doing some tests to see how she was doing. It was hard to see how her body was reacting to the bite since she was basically lying as stiff as a board.
The whole thing was nerve-wracking.
So Scott had been sitting here for as long as the hospital would let him. He was here when visiting hours opened and there when they closed. He let sat at Y/N’s bedside and read her books since she couldn’t read them herself. He brought food to eat, even if it was just him eating by himself. He told her about school and their friends and how Kira wished her well. He kissed her forehead, told her he loved her and that he couldn’t wait until she opened her eyes again.
But he had been waiting a long time.
Scott spotted Melissa coming down the hallway and stood up to meet her.
Melissa held her hands up as if Scott would barrel right past her to Y/N’s room.
“We don’t know yet, the results are going to take a couple hours to get back to us,” Melissa looked at the three teens who each looked like they got varying degrees of sleep within the last two days, “You guys should get some sleep. You look wrecked.”
Scott shook his head, “I slept in the chair, I’m fine.”
“Oh yeah, beauty sleep?” Lydia made a dismissive motion with her hand, “Who needs that? Or, you know, the eight hours of sleep it takes to perform basic human functions.”
At the exact moment she said, Stiles had reached for his cup of coffee. His hand accidentally knocked the paper cup over instead and hot coffee poured down the side of the table and pooled on the hospital floor. Stiles looked up.
“Sorry…”
Melissa sighed, “There are paper towels in the bathroom.”
Stiles bounced up and headed toward the blue doors leading to the bathroom. Lydia pinched the bridge of her nose.
“You guys can leave if you want,” Scott told her. She shook her head.
“We’re not just here for you, Y/N was our friend too.”
“Is.”
“Huh?”  Lydia asked.
“Y/N is your friend too? You said was like she….”
“Oh,” Lydia immediately looked uncomfortable, “That’s what I meant. Is. She is our friend.”
Melissa placed a hand on Scott’s arm, “Do you want to go see her?”
The room looked the same as when he left it, no surprise there.  A book was resting open and face down on the bedside table. Scott frowned, he knew that Y/N hated that. It ruins the spine, he could hear her saying.
He picked the book up, closed it and set it back down on the pile of books Y/N owned.
“Hey, I was reading that.”
Scott froze in his spot. He turned around to face and saw Y/N peering at him. When their eyes met, she gave him a small smile.
Scott’s body nearly collapsed as he took her in. “Y/N,” he said, breathless.
“Well, I’m definitely not your mom,” Y/N smiled, quoting one of the first things she ever said to him. Scott, overrun with the emotion in the room, ran over and engulfed her in a hug. She didn’t hesitate to wrap her arms around him. He buried his face into the crook of his neck. Y/N heard sniffling, and with an ache in her heart, she realized he was crying.
“Hey,” She cooed, smoothing the hair on his head, “Hey, it’s okay. I’m okay.”
Scott held her tighter, afraid that if he let her go, she’d really be gone this time. Y/N placed her lips to the top of his head and kissed it gently. She kept petting his head until her hand drifted down to rub his back. She let him cry. Scott hardly ever got the chance to, this was probably the second time (but who counts these things) she had seen tears fall from his eyes. She felt the shoulder of her hospital gown becoming wet, but she didn’t care. All that matter was that she was okay and Scott was here.
When he got it out of his system, Scott pulled away, keeping his head bowed down. Y/N took her thumbs and used them to wipe the tears off his cheeks. He gave her the smallest smile. She smiled back at him.
“How are you? How do you...feel?”
Y/N nodded, “Better, actually. If you can believe it.”
“Yeah, I actually can,” Scott wet his lips.
“I need to tell you something--”
“Did you get my letter?”
The two looked at each other and laughed, having talked at the same time.
“Yeah, I did, Lydia gave it to me.”
Y/N nodded, “To tell you the truth, I wasn’t expecting to be here for the aftermath. Which is probably a really shitty thing to do, you know? Tell you I love you and then disappear off the face of the earth.”
“It’s okay, I don’t care,” Scott intertwined their fingers together, “You’re here, so I’m guessing that it worked.”
Y/N leaned back to give Scott a look, “What worked?”
Scott opened his mouth but found himself without the right words to say. He clamped his mouth shut and thought for a moment. “Y/N, I just want you to listen--”
“I am, Scott.”
“No, close your eyes and really listen.”
Y/N gave him a quizzical look, but with a sigh did what he said anyway.
“Tell me what you hear.”
Y/N’s POV
Keys jingled. A stretcher’s wheels raced down the linoleum floor. A nurse tried not to hack as she emptied a bedpan. Two nurses gossiped about the patient in room 304.
“He’s not gonna make it.”
Someone cried. Someone banged their fist against the vending machine. There was typing on a keyboard. A phone rang. A door closed. A beep. Another beep. Another beep. Someone laughed. There was another beep. It was constant. Another one joined in. And another. Another. Until they were all beeping at different times, different pitches. It rang the middle of my eardrums and pierced my brain. It had to stop. Who was doing that? Stop. Stop.
“Stop!” My hands were pressed at the sides of my head, trying to keep the noise out.
“Y/N! Hey!” Scott pulled my hands away from my head and looked at me, his eyes glowing red. The noise seemed to dull down to a dull hum. There was a quieter thump, thump, thump. A heartbeat. Mine?
I shook my head, “I can hear everything. Why can I hear everything? Am I dead?”
Scott shook his head, “You’re not dead.”
For some reason, my palms were burning. I looked down at our hands and saw that mine were balled tightly into fists. Scott’s hands were wrapped around my own. There was something red pooling in the palms of my hands. I pried my hands open to find them bleeding. I screamed. Instead of my nails being there, there were dark, long, pointed claws.
I jerked quickly away from Scott, but he held me in place.
“It’s okay, Y/N, it’s okay.”
“What’s happening to me?! What is this?!” I inspected my hands, trying to figure out what the hell was happening.
“Y/N, baby, listen--”
I pushed myself away from him and got off the bed. I needed to get to the bathroom. I forgot about the IV in my arm and I paid for it dearly. I yelped in pain as the IV was yanked out. Scott tried to help me, but I brushed him off.
I ran into the bathroom, flicked on the light and stood in front of the mirror. I screamed. Again.
My features had become sharp and angular. I didn’t have eyebrows. The skin where my eyebrows were supposed to be, was instead a lot closer to my glowing yellow eyes, making it look like I was angry. Hair grew out of my cheeks. The bridge of my nose was wide and flat. My canines were razor sharp and poised to kill.
Scott stood behind me, a soft look in his eyes. I could hear it again, the /thump, thump, thump. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest and the tempo was off. It wasn’t my heart I heard, it was Scott.
There was something in the air. Something that smelled hot and sour. It smelled like the feeling you have right when you have to get up in front of the class to give a presentation. It’s the feeling when you’re sitting in a roller coaster, waiting for it to take off and questioning if you should’ve gotten on in the first place. The feeling when the teacher is handing your test back and you’re waiting to see your grade. The feeling...of anxiety.
Since when did anxiety smell?
“I’m…I’m…”
“You’re alive,” Scott said firmly, “You’re changed. But you’re alive.”
I didn’t know what to say. My hand reached up to touch the tuft of hair on my cheek.
“This isn’t permanent,” Scott reassured me, “You just freaked out a little, it’s all new and different but...but I can teach you how to control it. I learned, Liam learned, Malia. And you’re one of the strongest people I know, Y/N, and I know it’s going to be rough but...you can do it. And I’ve got you.”
I looked at the palms of my hands. Right before my eyes, the wounds from my...claws, started to close up. The skin was pink and puckered and then second by second, any evidence of the injury was gone. Like it never happened. I watched the wound from my IV do the same thing.
“I...did I…” I turned to look at Scott, “I healed myself. My body, it healed itself.”
It was amazing being on the opposite side of the spectrum. Seriously. I was so used to my body adamantly fighting against me, I’d never seen it take the nurturing side and fix itself. I was overcome with...glee. I laughed. And I kept laughing. Scott looked as if he was nervous I would have a psychotic break. I threw my head back at laughed. Take that lupus! Jokes on you! I threw my arms around Scott’s neck and pulled him into a tight hug.
“I’m cured,” I told him, “You cured me, Scott. You healed me.”
Scott shook his head, “No, Y/N, you said it before. You healed yourself.”
Seven Months Later~
“I’m so nervous,” I smoothed my skirt down and looked over the living room again, “That pillow isn’t fluffed enough.”
“Why are you so nervous?” Scott asked me as he picked up the pillow and fluffed it more for me, “They’re your parents.”
“I know,” I ran my hands along my thighs, “But I haven’t seen them in, what, a year? And things are different now. A lot different.”
“They’re still your parents and they’re not going to care if the pillow is flat, they’re just going to be really happy to see you.”
I stopped my anxious rampage to pause and smile at my boyfriend. I walked over, grabbed his face and pressed my lips to his. Scott’s eyes fluttered open as I pulled away.
He gave me a crooked grin and laughed, “What was that for?”
“For always knowing just what to say,” I smiled, took the pillow away from him and sat it on the couch next to him. I turned around to do a quick check of the living room.
“Okay. Fresh flowers, hors-d'oeuvres, vacuumed and they should be here in--” I checked my phone, “Four minutes, geez, did we get everything?”
“Yes,” Scott sounded exasperated but as loving as he could. He stood up, walked over to me and placed his hands on my arms, “Yes, everything is perfect. It’s going to be great.”
I nodded, “Heads up, my dad is really, you know, he might give you a hard time--”
“I know.”
“Because you’re my boyfriend and he’s got that macho man “Grr, no one is good enough for my little girl” mentality--”
“I know.”
“And he might threaten you with some sort of public display of strength, like an arm wrestling competition. Or maybe he’ll ask what your goals and ambitions are.”
“Good thing I have goals and ambitions then, right?”
I smiled, “But my mom absolutely adores you. I mean, my dad does too, she told me. But he’s going to try to put on this whole show.”
Scott smiled, “That’s totally fine.”
I tilted my head at him, “You are so cool, calm and collected, how do you do it?”
Scott shrugged, “It comes with the Alpha status I guess.”
“Well, I definitely need to borrow some of that.” I grinned up at him and leaned up to press my lips to his again. Just as Scott’s lips were brushing against my own, I heard a car door slam from outside the door.
“Baby, can you pop the trunk, I’ve got to grab the bags out of the back?”
“Of course. Oh my god, the house is just as beautiful as I remember it, aw.”
“And I’m sure our daughter will be too, speaking of which, where is that kiddo?”
“Probably inside, I’ll call her right now.”
“They’re here!” I broke away from Scott, ran over to the front door and yanked it open. My mom was walking up the path, her phone to her ear while my dad wrestled bags out of the trunk. As soon as she saw me, a bright smile broke out on her face. Before either of us could say anything, I ran down the path and launched myself into her arms. She wrapped her arms tightly around me, the smell of perfume was nearly suffocating at this proximity, but I didn’t care.
I pulled away and saw my dad standing next to us. He had bags in his hands and I nearly knocked him over as I tackled him into a hug.
“I’m so happy you’re home.”
“You look amazing, oh my god,” My mom wiped tears away from eyes, “I’m sorry, it’s just, the last time I saw you, you were in that hospital bed.”
“Your hair was longer too,” My dad glanced up at Scott who was making his way down the path toward us, “And you didn’t have a boyfriend, either.”
I looked back at Scott and wrapped my arm around his waist, “Yeah, a lot has changed since the last time you saw me. But it’s not...bad. Not at all.”
Scott and I smiled at each other. I turned to look at my parents, “I made dinner, let’s get you guys settled in and eat?”
“That would be great,” My mom placed her arm around me, “We picked up some souvenirs for you. And you have to tell us everything we missed.”
“Scott, is it?” I could hear my dad ask Scott.
“Yes, sir.”
“Why don’t you help me with these bags? Huh? You look pretty strong.”
I rolled my eyes, but Scott happily agreed to help my dad.
“Listen,” My dad’s voice was low, so I assumed he didn’t anyone else to hear what he was about to say to Scott. This only piqued my interest more and I couldn’t stop myself from eavesdropping. I mean, having heightened hearing didn’t help either. “If you tell anyone I said this, I’ll probably deny it. But I wanted to say...thank you. Thank you for looking out for her.”
I smiled, a warmth filling my heart.
“Of course, sir,” Scott replied, “You don’t have to thank me.”
“But I mean it. I’m glad you were around for her, even when I wasn’t. You’re good in my books.”
“Thank you, sir.”
I stopped eavesdropping to turn to my mom and give her my full attention. I gestured to the door, “Do the honors, Mom.”
My mom turned the knob on the door and walked inside, I could hear her marveling at everything inside. My dad followed behind, lugging their suitcases.  I turned around and Scott was standing right behind me, like always, with me every step of the way. I grabbed his hand that was free and we stepped inside my new house, my new life, together.
He was right. Everything was perfect right now. And even if it all came crashing down tomorrow, it didn’t matter. Because I knew that I could always count on my daily dose of Scott McCall to make things better.
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bxcketbarnes · 6 years
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From Worst to Great
Pairing: Luke Hemmings x Reader
Author: @ninja-stiles
Words: 2741
Request:  Hey, I love your imagines sm! 💖 Am I able to request one? I would love one about like having a bad night (had a rough date or a fight or something idk) and your best friend Luke comes over in the middle of the night to comfort you and ends up confessing and they live happily ever after 😅😂 (if you aren’t taking requests, this is awkward and ignore everything I said ☺️😂) by @cl1ffordeep
Author’s Note: This is just so cute. I love this fic so much and I hope you guys will too <3
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I began to pace the living room of my apartment, almost ready to pull my hair out as I was trying to figure out what to wear for tonight’s blind date. I ran a hand through my damp hair, waiting for one of my best friends to show up so he can help me pick out an outfit and give me a bit of advice since I haven’t been on a date in almost two years. Yes, I did say he, because he’s very fashionable in a sense.
My head snapped up when someone knocked on my door. I rushed towards the wooden door, opening it quickly as Ashton stood on the other side. “Ash, hey, I’m glad you could come on such short notice,” I mumbled as he walked in, closing the door behind him.
“It’s not a problem. I wasn’t doing anything tonight anyway. Although, I am wondering why you called me instead of Luke?” He asked and I sighed, looking towards the dark oak laminate flooring.
“I didn’t think he’d want to help me…” I lied, crossing my arms over my chest, shuffling my feet a bit while tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
“Sure, I’ll believe your lie,” Ash mentioned as the two of us headed towards my bedroom where I had a few outfits set out on my bed.
“Who says I’m lying?” I asked, glancing back at him as he raised his eyebrows, giving me a knowing look.
“Because you always shuffle your feet when you’re lying. Also, the fact that you’re in love with the guy,” he told me and I pursed my lips, nodding my head slowly.
“Y-Yeah, that’s probably it,” I muttered, staring at the outfit in front of me. A pale pink skirt rested on the bed as a white lacy tank top was placed above it, paired with a light wash denim jacket. The other outfit that was laid out was denim skinny jeans, black tank top, paired with a maroon leather jacket. “Can you just help me, please?” I asked, looking towards the hazel-eyed boy as he nodded, giving me a small smile.
“Of course. So, do you know anything about this date?” Ashton asked me and I shook my head, chewing on my nails. “Oh, then that’s easy. Go with the leather jacket. I’d wear some comfortable shoes in case he decides to do a lot of walking since I know you hate walking long distances in heels,” he mentioned to me as he leaned his chin on his hand.
“Okay,” I whispered, picking up the tank top and jeans, making my way towards the bathroom, closing the door behind me to change.
-
I walked out of the bathroom after changing and quickly straightening my hair, seeing Ashton sitting on the edge of my bed, scrolling through something on his phone. I picked up the leather jacket, putting it on. I checked myself out in the mirror, not hating what I’m looking at as Ash picked his head up, a grin on his face.
“You look great!” He smiled, patting my shoulder as I looked back in the mirror.
“Thanks, Ash,” I mumbled, combing my fingers through my hair as I went into my closet, picking out a pair of my black converse. I slipped them onto my feet, grabbing my wallet as my phone dinged, signaling that my date was here. “That’s him. I’ll call you tomorrow and let you know how it went,” I smiled, pulling him into a small hug as he chuckled, nodding his head.
“Have fun! Don’t think of Luke,” Ashton rambled as my eyes widened, glancing over my shoulder at him. “Right, that was dumb to say… have fun!”
I walked out of my apartment, giving the semi-good looking guy in front of me a small smile and a wave. He was wearing a plain white t-shirt, denim jeans, and a pair of Nike sneakers. “Y/N, right?” He asked and I nodded my head, noticing his eyes roam down my body, obviously checking me out.
“Yeah. I’m sorry… Chelsea didn’t give me your name,” I told him as we began to make our way towards the elevator pushing the ground floor button once we got inside.
“She didn’t? That was nice of her,” he chuckled as I did the same, feeling awkward and uncomfortable already as he held his hand out to me. “John.” I nodded, nibbling on my bottom lip as the guy who stood in front of me wasn’t exactly my type… John’s hair is way too short and I’ve never really had a thing for redheads and his smile didn’t give off the contagious vibe, it’s actually kind of a creepy type smile.
“It’s nice to meet you, John. So, what do you have planned?” I asked after we stepped off the elevator, making our way outside as the evening LA air hit us in the face. John not-so-secretly reached for my hand, intertwining our fingers together as I glanced down at my hand, wanting to desperately pull away.
“I figured we could go to that Mexican restaurant that just opened,” he offered and I nodded, frowning a bit since Mexican wasn’t exactly my favorite type of food. Well, this is starting out great already...
We walked for about ten minutes, the LA traffic still booming at six o’clock at night as I could see the restaurant in the distance. It looked pretty crowded from this far away and I could feel myself becoming uneasy, not being a real fan of crowded places. My eyes widened when finally reaching the restaurant, Guelaguetza, and it was definitely crowded. “Wow, it’s must be pretty popular so far,” I mumbled, pulling my hand away from his, wiping it on my jeans as my hands became a little sweaty.
“It seems to be, yeah. That’s a good sign,” John mentioned, heading into the restaurant, not even waiting or holding the door open for me. I let out a huff of breath, looking back in the direction of my apartment building as I thought about just leaving, not enjoying this already. Chelsea will be pissed if I skip out on this date… I sighed, walking into the building as I found John already sitting at a table, talking to a waitress who was dressed way too skimpily. “Hey, there you are.”
I pressed my lips into a small smile, sitting across from him as the waitress, Kerry, looked towards me waiting for me to order a drink. “I’ll have a margarita, please,” I informed her as she nodded, taking off to get our drinks. I rolled my eyes as John watched her walk away, guaranteeing that he’s looking at her ass.
“I’ve heard you’re best friends with those guys from 5 Seconds of Summer,” John brought up as I bit the inside of my cheek. He stuffed some chips into his mouth, chewing obnoxiously as I nodded my head.
“Yeah, I am.”
“That’s so cool, man. Would you be able to introduce me to them?” He asked, tossing another tortilla chip into his mouth.
“I’ll see what I can do,” I mumbled quietly, seeing Kerry coming to the table with our drinks. She placed my margarita down in front of me and I thanked her. I took a long sip, wanting to forget this night already.
-
John motioned for Kerry to get the check, patting his pockets as I was finishing my fish taco, eyeing him suspiciously. He furrowed his eyebrows, letting out a sigh before looking towards me. “I’m such an idiot. I totally forgot my wallet at home,” he told me as our waitress laid the check on the table.
“I got it,” I whispered, picking up the check as I saw Kerry had left her phone number on it, telling John to call her some time with a winky face. I placed a fifty dollar bill on the table, zipping up my wallet before getting out of my seat. “I’m just going to walk myself home,” I told John, clasping my hands together as he was about to say something when I just walked away, needing to get out of this place.
A groan left my lips as it was raining when I got outside, slipping my leather jacket off to cover my head with it. I walked as quickly as I could to my apartment building, shivering violently when a car zoomed past me, splashing water onto me. I gasped, standing still as the cold water covered my entire body, moving some of the wet hair from my face. “Can this get any worse?” I asked, feeling the tears brim my eyes as I finally made it to my building. I got into the elevator as fast as possible, not wanting anyone to show me pity or ask if I’m alright because I’ll just break down.
I pulled out my phone when I stepped onto my floor, heading towards my apartment door. I clicked on Luke’s contact, deciding if I should call him or not. I bit my lip, pressing the call button as I held the phone up to my ear, listening to a couple rings before he answered.
“Y/N? Hey, what’s up?” Luke asked as I unlocked my front door, heading inside as I plopped down on my couch.
“Can you come over?” I asked in response, hugging my body as I continued shivering.
“Yeah, of course. I’ll be over in five minutes,” he mumbled before hanging up. I smiled, loving how he’d come right over if I asked. I pushed myself up from the couch, heading into the bedroom to gather a change of clothes, wanting something extremely warm. I pulled out a pair of sweatpants and one of Luke’s sweatshirts. I was about to pull off the damp tank top when I heard my front door opening. “Y/N?” Luke called out and I placed the clothing on my bed, making my way out of my room.
“Lukey,” I murmured, running towards him as I quickly wrapped my arms around his waist. A couple tears streamed down my cheeks as Luke held me close to his chest.
“What’s wrong? What happened?” He asked, petting my hair as I buried my face into his chest. “Also, why are you wet?”
“Chelsea set me up on this stupid date and he was the absolute worst,” I mumbled, pulling away from him as I wiped the tears from my eyes, wishing I could go back and just have a movie night with my best friends instead. “I’ll explain, but I’m going to get changed before I end up getting sick.”
Luke nodded his head as I went back into the bedroom, changing from these wet clothes to comfy dry clothes. I slipped on a pair of fuzzy socks before walking back out, sitting down on the couch next to Luke. I sat sideways, laying an arm on the back of the couch as my best friend slipped his phone back into his pocket, giving me his whole attention.
“His name was John and for one, he wasn’t my type and Chelsea knows my type, so I don’t know why she would set me up with him in the first place. We made it outside my apartment building when he suddenly grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers together and I felt too nervous to pull away,” I started explaining as Luke furrowed his eyebrows. “So then I asked him what we were doing and he told me that we were going to that new Mexican restaurant that just opened about ten minutes from here,-”
“You hate Mexican,” he mumbled and I nodded, chuckling a bit.
“I know, obviously she didn’t tell him anything about my likes or dislikes,” I spoke, shaking my head as my fingers subconsciously played with the sleeve of his shirt. “When we got to the restaurant it was fucking crowded and then John just walked inside without motioning for me to go in front of him or opening the door for me. I stood outside for a good minute before walking into the restaurant. He eye fucked our waitress the entire time and he claimed that he “forgot” his wallet at home, so I had to pay for dinner.”
Luke scoffed, shaking his head as the blonde curls on his head bounced. “This guy sounds like a real dick,” he muttered, running his hands through his hair.
“Oh, he even knew that I was best friends with you guys then proceeded to ask me to introduce him to you guys all while stuffing his face with chips,” I told him, rolling my eyes as Luke did the same.
“That must be a shitty way to start out dating again,” he muttered as I draped my legs over his lap, scooting a bit closer to him. I nodded my head, laying my head on his shoulder, letting out a deep sigh.
“I’m tired of being set up or finding guys that are just assholes,” I whispered, rubbing my thumb on Luke’s forearm.
“I mean… there is someone who’s not an asshole that’d be glad to take you out,” Luke mentioned and I glanced up at him, furrowing my eyebrows together as his cheeks flushed a deep red. My stomach churned a bit, getting butterflies as his hand grabbed mine, slowly entwining our fingers together. I smiled, looking at our hands as holding his hand felt more right than holding John’s hand.
“Would that someone be you?” I asked quietly as he rubbed the back of my hand with his thumb. My heart fluttered when he nodded his head, biting my lip softly as I pulled my hand away from his before running them through his curls. “Man, I should’ve just skipped this date and went out with you instead,” I giggled, blushing a bit as Luke seemed to relax, placing his hand on the back of my neck before pressing his lips to mine.
My eyes widened for a seconds before fluttering shut, moving my lips against his as I tugged on his hair. Luke’s hands moved to my hips, pulling me onto his lap as I straddled him, moving one of my hands to his chest. I pulled away from him, grinning ear to ear as I’ve always dreamed of this happening and it was much more incredible than I thought it was.
“Holy shit…” Luke mumbled against my lips, his minty breath hitting my face as I leaned my forehead against his.
“I’ve honestly been wanting to do that for a while,” I told him, combing my fingers through his hair as his fingers dipped under his sweatshirt I was wearing.
“So have I. It’s uhm, still pretty early… maybe I could take you out for a late dinner and movie?” He asked and I couldn’t stop the smile from widening, nodding my head.
“Yeah, definitely. Let me put something else on,” I mumbled, pressing a short kiss to his lips before climbing off his lap, running into my room. I quickly placed the other outfit I laid out earlier, checking myself out real quick in the mirror before heading back out, stopping in my tracks when I saw Luke standing a couple feet away from me, a red rose in his mouth. I licked my lips, taking a step forward as he took the flower from his mouth, holding it towards me. “Did you take this from my kitchen?” I asked, twirling the rose between my fingers, grinning as he blushed, nodding his head.
“I was trying to be romantic,” Luke mumbled, scratching the back of his neck.
“Well, it’s certainly romantic,” I told him, placing a kiss on his cheek, placing the rose back in the vase on the kitchen table, grabbing my wallet from the counter. “Ready?” I asked as I walked back towards him as he smiled, grabbing my hand in his as we walked out of the apartment.
Let me tell you… it was the best goddamn date I’ve been on in years.
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lily-padfoot · 6 years
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will you do all of the ask mes you posted earlier
1: How tall or short do you wish you were?I am good with the height I am2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)Dragon! I AM KHALEESI!!!3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?Whatever I feel looks good on me and/or as long as Im comfortable4: What was your favorite video game growing up?Pokemon Gold for the Gameboy Color5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:Ryan, sleep and my bed6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?WARNING: Unpredictable moods 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]No idea 9: Are you ticklish?Only on my feet10: Are you allergic to anything?Chocolate, Strawberries, carrot cake and various medication11: What’s your sexuality?I like pans12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?Teaaaaaa13: Are you a cat or dog person?I’m a both person14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?Vampire. I would LOVE to say merperson but... the ocean.... *squirms*15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?Megan Leigh (ciaobelllaxo)16: How tall are you?5′8″17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?Maybe something more unique. Or maybe just Lily lmao18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]noooooope19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?Lived it, so YES20: Do you like space or the ocean more?space21: Are you religious?Raised, yes. Personal beliefs, no22: Pet peeves?Too many to list23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?I would say nocturnal, but thats pretty lonely24: Favorite constellation?Canis Major25: Favorite star?Sirius26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?Dolls are creepy27: Any phobias or fears?I have anxiety. So yes.28: Do you think global warming is real?YEEEEESSSSSSS29: Do you believe in reincarnation?absolutely30: Favorite movie?wayyyyy too many31: Do you get scared easily?@moonywritesfanfic says yes32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?2 dogs and 6 cats34: What is a color that calms you?deep purple35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?DisneyWorld in the castle, thanks36: Where were you born?Right here37: What is your eye color?Blue/Gray38: Introvert or extrovert?introvert39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?Zodiacs, yes. Horoscopes, not so much40: Hugs or kisses?ALL THE EVERYTHING41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?Ryan, even though he dropped me off like an hour ago lol42: Who is someone you love deeply?Ryan... duh43: Any piercings you want?I think I’m happy with what I have. Maybe a few more up my one ear44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?nope... they are disgusting.... xD45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so?I did all through highschool, up until I was about 2146: Talk about your crush, if you have one!He’s my everything. Point blank. And soooo much more than JUST a crush 47: What is a sound you really hate?Nails on a chalkboard48: A sound you really love?His heart beat49: Can you do a backflip?My doctor told me I wasn't allowed50: Can you do the splits?I used to be able to. I miiiiight still if I stretched enough51: Favorite actor and/or actress?Ryan Reynolds. Margot Robbie52: Favorite movie?Already answered this...?53: How are you feeling right now?Content 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?Blue55: When did you feel happiest?Sitting at Ryan’s house on G Mans birthday, just the three of us.56: Something that calms you down?His hugs 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]lol.....58: What does your URL mean?exactly what it says59: What three words describe you the most?Weird, loyal, kind. I think60: Do you believe in evolution?definitely61: What makes you unfollow a blog?inactivity, mainly. Or posting content I don't agree with. Or if a blog changes its content to something I don't particularly like.62: What makes you follow a blog?Many different reasons 63: Favorite kind of person:There are many different kinds of people I like64: Favorite animal(s):Fox, Doe, Zebra, Siberian Tigers, to name a few65: Name three of your favorite blogs.lol those who know me, know who my “favourites” are66: Favorite emoticon:I’m not on my phone. But the one with the one eye closed and the tongue out. Or the two pink hearts67: Favorite meme:I don't really follow memes at all68: What is your MBTI personality type?ISFJ69: What is your star sign?Pisces70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?LMAO NOPE!!71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?Anything that isn't my work uniform lmao but, legging and a comfy sweater are usually my go to.72: Post a selfie or two?You can search them up lol73: Do you have platform shoes?Are those in style again? lol I had a pair of platform flip flops when I was a little kid in the 90′s and early 2000′s lmao74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?I don't like Dumbo. Like, HATE it75: Can you do a front flip?Again, my doctor told me not to lol76: Do you like birds?When they aren't pooping and being loud in the early mornings77: Do you like to swim?yes78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?swimming. I can't really skate.79: Something you wish didn’t exist:Trump. Sorry not sorry80: Some thing you wish did exist:Kylie, still81: Piercings you have?4 ears, nose, lip and tongue82: Something you really enjoy doing:laying in bed cuddling and chatting about life with Ryan83: Favorite person to talk to:^^^^ refer to that answer 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?I liked it. lol its changed soooooooo much85: How many followers do you have?zero lol xD86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?LMAO87: Do your socks always match?if Im actually wearing socks, yea usually88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?Never been able to. 89: What are your birthstones?birthstoneS?? Theres more than one? Pretty sure its only Aquamarine90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?A fox91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?Tiger Lily92: A store you hate?Abrocrappy xD93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?Usually only one94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?Read minds. But only when I actually want to.95: Do you like to wear camo?I did in like, the 7th grade lol96: Winter or summer?Neither97: How long can you hold your breath for?maybe a minute?98: Least favorite person?Trump99: Someone you look up to:Myself 5 years from now100: A store you love?Torrid101: Favorite type of shoesdepends on the weather. Either Toms or Docs or Timberlands102: Where do you live?Right here 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?Nope104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?not really sure105: Do you drink milk?every day106: Do you like bugs?NOPE 107: Do you like spiders?HELL NO108: Something you get paranoid about?Lots of things. Too many things109: Can you draw:I used to be able to110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?There have been a few111: A question you hate being asked?You're still living at home??112: Ever been bitten by a spider?Not that I know of113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?Absolutely. One of my favourite sounds114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?Cloudy115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:Ryan, duh116: Favorite cloud type:idk lol the fluffy ones?117: What color do you wish the sky was?Lilac. That would be pretty118: Do you have freckles?I wish! My mom does and Im jealous 119: Favorite thing about a person:Ryans hugs120: Fruits or vegetables?Fruits121: Something you want to do right now:Stay with him forever122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?If its the top of the water, ocean lol123: Sweet or sour foods?sweet124: Bright or dim lights?dim125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?I believe in all magical creatures xD126: Something you hate about Tumblr:Anons don't show up on your block list127: Something you love about Tumblr:the family Ive made 128: What do you think about the least?I’m not thinking about it, so I don't know129: What would you want written on your tombstone?Nothing lame lol130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?Trump131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?my body132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?Not usually 133: Computer or TV?Computer134: Do you like roller coasters?ALL THE YES!!135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?Not sure about seasickness but I don't get motion sickness136: Are your ears lobed or attached?I have ear lobes soooo I guess that137: Do you believe in karma?to an extent138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?maybe a 6 on an amazing hair and makeup day139: What nicknames do you have/have had?There have been TONS140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?Not that I can remember. My parents don't remember any either.141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?No, even though I know it would be beneficial 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?Hopefully good143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?Both to both144: What makes you angryA lot of various things at various times. My anger is a conflicting thing145: How many languages do you speak fluently?Just one146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?GIVE ME ALL THE GENDERS!!147: Are you androgynous?Nope. I’m very openly feminine 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:Its super strange. But my feet. I have beautiful feet lol and NO you may NOT see a picture149: Favorite thing about your personality:I can be really cute at times. And I don't actually mean it150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.Ryan Ryan and Ryan? lol actually change one of those Ryans to Kylie. Because shed be at the age now, where the conversations would be amazing151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?late 70′s early 80′s152: Do you like BuzzFeed?Yea! They have great videos and I love reading their articles153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]At the mall, 3,936 days ago, through mutual friends154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?Platonically, I don't kiss anyone. Unless its children on the cheek or forehead.155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?I LOVE playing with kids hair lol156: What embarrasses you?various things at various times157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:everything lol having severe anxiety does that to a person lol158: Biggest lie you have ever told:“I’m fine, I promise”159: How many people are you following?247, but I gotta go through it160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?this blog: 13,050RP blog: 10,596161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)?this one: noneRP blog: 3162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?13,701163: Last time you cried and why:can't remember when exactly, but most likely over school stuff164: Do you have long or short hair?is it considered short? I’m not really sure165: Longest your hair has ever been:Down to my butt, last year166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?Not a topic Im willing to get into 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?Not 100%168: Do you like to wear makeup?Whenever I’m able to get a moment to wear it, yea. Even if its just mascara.169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?Not even for a second lol170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?Why wouldn't I..
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Get to know me!
Tagged by @pyroinquisitor !!
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag people
THE LAST:
1. Drink: i had an orange soda with lunch xD 2. Phone call: i called my mom to have her pick me up so i could do laundry o: 3. Text message: sent a snap to my boyfriend telling him i love him and to he safe while hes delivering food in the rain 💕 4. Song you listened to: motion sickness by neck deep (im so excited for the new album) 5. Time you cried: tbh i just cry in my sleep sometimes because im a mess and constantly over stress and worry about everything xD
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: only this one time a year ago because my boyfriend was going through a rough time and we took a ‘break’ kinda ;-; 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yeah, all my exes and more than once ive played drunk spin the bottle 8. Been cheated on: every relationship except this one :s 9. Lost someone special: lost, as in died? only family members when i was a lot younger. im absolutely terrified of anything ever happening to my boyfriend or my mom 10. Been depressed: once i didnt leave the house for three months straight so take a wild guess lol 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: i spent most of my freshman year drunk but i hold my liquor real well so thats always been good xD
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12-14. dark blue, purple, and red
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: kinda, in a way? 16. Fallen out of love: no, thankfully i fall more in love each day 17. Laughed until you cried: at least five times that i can think of 18. Found out someone was talking about you: not that im aware of which is hopefully good 19. Met someone who changed you: met him years ago xD 20. Found out who your friends are: ive only got like three and im okay with that 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: i dont technically use facebook but my boyfriend was on my facebook list
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: maybe less than a hundred, the other 4500 friends and 2000 subscribers are all from when i did sitemodeling years ago because i was an emo fuck 23. Do you have any pets: eight dogs xD 24. Do you want to change your name: maybe my last name xp 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: went out to this bar where they make you custom cheeseburgers with my boyfriend, mom and her boyfriend 26. What time did you wake up: around 5pm like usual :p 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching the last episode of K o: 28. Name something you can’t wait for: my boyfriend to get home from work and to get a car since i finally got my license xD 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: two nights ago o: 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: if i could be a little skinnier and rich thatd be great xD 31. What are you listening to right now: the new episode of teen mom 2 xD 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: when i was in high school i knew this guy i called handshake guy because he never gave me hugs and i didnt know his name, but he finally rold me what it was the day he left school 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: how hot it is, 110°+ daily is absolutely ridiculous. thankfully monsoon season makes it slightly more bearable at night 34. Most visited website: probably twitter or tumblr 35. Mole/s: none 36. Mark/s: i have a scar on my knee from when i fell down a hill on elementary school during olympics day xD 37. Childhood dream: to eat more party pizzas than anyone in the worls 38. Hair colour: my original hair color is an ugly brown :/ but at the moment its half blue and half purple 39. Long or short hair: definitely long, my hairs never been shorter than my shoulders, right now its mid-back 40. Do you have a crush on someone: my love cx 41. What do you like about yourself?: i have good relationships and good taste in anime 42. Piercings: nose and snakebites but ive had so many more 43. Blood type: never gotten my blood drawn and havent been to a doctor since i was in elementary school so who the hell knows xD 44. Nickname: kaylaa, lightpole #1, white grape 45. Relationship status: taken 💗 46. Zodiac: scorpio 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favourite TV Show(s): game of thrones, naruto, one punch man, greys anatomy and like a billion more xD 50. Right or left hand: im ambidextrous which is pretty convenient sometimes lol 51. Surgery: none, that shits scary 52. Hair dyed in different colour: red, blue, pink, blonde, black, purple, brown, white, yellow 53. Sport: i hate sports and ive never played anything. i even took online pe to graduate lol 55. Vacation: id love to go to Japan or Europe. my favorite places ive been are washington and pennsylvania                                         56. Pair of trainers: idk what that’s referring to xD
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: wish i could be eating taco bell 58. Drinking: nothing o: 59. I’m about to: finish this episode of reen mom and then go to walmart xD 61. Waiting for: my love to get off work 62. Want: unlimited money xD 63. Get married: i neved wanted to but now i do 64. Career: id love to make a career out of my mosaics and stained glass
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. Hugs or kisses: my boyfriend gives me these super big hugs and kisses my face all over and its one of my favorite things cx 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach xD 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive i suppose o: but my boyfriend gets loud and excited when he’s playing games with his friends and its cute seeing him all happy cx 72. Hook up or relationship: def. relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, ive had enough trouble throughout my life xD
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a Stranger: during drunk spin ths bottle years ago lol 75. Drank hard liquor: so damn much 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: forever thankful i have perfect eyesight xD 77. Turned someone down: so many people tbh 78. Sex on the first date: nah 79. Broken someone’s heart: tbh probably 80. Had your heart broken: not yet thankfully 81. Been arrested: when i stole stuff from walmart in high school :/ 82. Cried when someone died: mmhmm 83. Fallen for a friend: my best friend and its been the best thing thats ever happened to me c:
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: not really 85. Miracles: ehh 86. Love at first sight: kinda cx 87. Santa Claus: no xD 88. Kiss on the first date: thats fine i guess as long as it goes well??
OTHER:
90. Current best friend name: lorenzo 💕 91. Eye colour: this greyish color :o 92. Favourite movie: balto, harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban, just like heaven o:
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reaction post typed while watching SPN 12x12 “Stuck In The Middle (With You)”
well THIS is some delightfully interesting bullshit right here
06:43
frankly i am not ready and i don’t think i will ever be ready
i saw some shit on instagram and i went from being “scared but interested” to HYPED and now i’m scared again
i just want cas to come out of this okay
like that’s what i’m here for, just cas being alive and loved (by dean. but also sam and mary)
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06:48
*DEEP BREATHS*
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06:50
mr ketch is definitely cute, in a murderous stephen fry kind of way
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06:52
cas: “cheese isn’t a carbohydrate”
i guess cas read up on the ketchup vs vegetables debate
give me a nutritionist!cas au stat
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06:54
cas: “sunrise special please”
CAS IS SUNSHINE
also flustered under mandy’s attention BECAUSE HE ALREADY HAS A BOYFRIEND
RIGHT
RIGHT???
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06:55
guess sam’s magic wifi hair doesn’t work any more
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06:56
what i have learned here is that dean is turned on by the smell of food
give me cas bathing himself in strawberry syrup before bed
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06:57
obviously there’s something else going on but right now it kind of looks like mary’s uncomfortable with either a) using mandy as part of a plan, or b) dean instructing his boyfriend to go flirt with someone else
edit: probably more like uncomfortable that they’re trying to make cas flirt and not focusing on the issue at hand
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06:59
CAS SNIFFING PEOPLE
OH GOD CAS YOU’RE SO INAPPROPRIATE AND SO UNAWARE OF IT
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
sidenote, cas was the only one who didn’t get screentime when mary asked if everyone understood the plan
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07:01
DEAN: “MY SHY BUT DEVASTATINGLY HANDSOME FRIEND”
OKAY THAT’S CANON
GUYS THAT JUST HAPPENED DEAN JUST DESCRIBED CAS AS DEVASTATINGLY HANDSOME
CONTEXT DOESN’T MATTER BECAUSE THOSE WORDS CAME OUT OF DEAN’S MOUTH
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07:03
dean: “when do you get off?”
mandy: “whenever i can”
woooowwwww go mandy
also i’m so concerned for cas right now DID HE CONSENT TO BEING USED AS A HONEY TRAP I DON’T THINK SO
HE HASN’T SAID A WORD ON THIS
edit: mandy wasn’t even part of the plan ?? i’m ????
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07:05
DID I JUST SEE A BLACK GUY DIE FIRST
///SQUINTS REALLY HARD
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07:06
and then a white guy BUT THEN THE (asian? native american?) LADY
AAAND WE’RE BACK TO ZERO REPRESENTATION
WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
ARE THEY ACTUALLY KIDDING LIKE
DO THEY EVEN SEE THE ISSUE
DOES ANYONE MAKING THIS SHOW EVEN REALISE WHAT THEY’RE DOING
fuck 
y’know i’m just gonna have to let this go right now because i can’t even comprehend how ferociously problematic this show is
i just wanna enjoy it for my fave characters and i can’t do that unless i bundle the problems into a box and forget about them for now
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07:09
still thinking about it though
this is trump’s america, where problematic bad things happen so often and with zero time to process that you just get to the point where it’s like “oh great another social apocalypse, must be thursday”
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07:12
“the wounded angel” // “earlier”
i feel like i’ve watched a movie like this (certainly a lot of tv show episodes clearly all based on the same source material)
pulp fiction or something idk
something bizarre and character-action-driven that doesn’t make a lot of sense until the end
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07:14
AW MAN THAT SLOW MOTION WALKING SHOT IS GONNA MAKE A REALLY GOOD GIF
THANK YOU GABRIEL RICHARD SPEIGHT JR
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07:20
IS THAT YELLOW EYES
WHAT
WHAT WHAT WHAT
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07:21
nOOOOOO CAS 
NOBODY HARPOONS MY BABY AND LIVES
except dean, who stabbed him first, married him later
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07:21
YYYEEEEEEE MARY SAVING CAS WITH THE CAR
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07:23
and while mary and sam are talking about yellow-eyes, dean is smothering cas in kisses and magic healing tears, yes? yes
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07:26
WOW WAS THAT FLIRTY LOOK DEAN GAVE DIRECTED AT CAS
I THINK SO
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE THO
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07:26
i watched that bit again I THINK DEAN WAS SIGNALLING TO CAS THAT MANDY’S RESPONSE WAS A POSITIVE THING
aaaah the people who subtly and automatically support autistic friends are the best
also why is dean so determined to get cas to like other people?? CAN’T YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT CAS IS ALL YOURS AND WILL FOREVER BE YOURS
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07:30
is this glowing yellow thing from the safe gonna be a hand of god or whatever
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07:32
the men of letters are labelled as “hobbits” in mary’s phone
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07:34
crowley arrives. “you idiots. you’re all going to die.”
@ people who voted for trump
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07:35
mary: “touch me and i’ll kill you”
things everyone ought to say to crowley (and trump)
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07:35
CROWLEY CALLED CAS FEATHERS
(quietly laughing bc bobby called cas that in my fic Lucid Nightmare which i posted yesterday cough cough shameless plug go read it if you haven’t already)
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07:39
“name’s crowley, king of the crossroads”
DJFJGF THE CUCKOO IN THE BACKGROUND
(ba dum tiss)
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07:43
ramiel (sp?) gives crowley the throne of hell
OH HEY LOOK AT THAT they just filled in a narrative gap that’s been empty for years
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07:47
crowley: “hey, i was growing fond of the choirboy too”
was that a lowkey “cas is gay” joke??
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mmmm yes give me dean so concerned about cas his voice goes all breathy
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07:52
“three humans with one good liver between them, and a busted up angel”
:/
that team free will season 12 aesthetic
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07:53
WHEN WILL THE WINCHESTERS STOP THE TRUMP ADMINISTRATION
THAT’S WHAT I WANT TO KNOW
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07:55
okay but cas grunting in pain is kind of sexy in a way god help me
my faves being sick and dying is okay so long as they pull through and someone Cares About Them a lot
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07:57
“the things we’ve shared together, they’ve changed me”
cas looks at dean when he says “they’ve changed me”
;a;
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07:58
“i love you”
i cry
i CRY
CAS
and THE FACT THE REACTION SHOT IS ONLY DEAN
WOW
thanks richard speight jr that decision was an a++ decision
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the slow zoom in on dean
i’m sweating
and shaking
help
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08:00
............i just realised i’m watching this under the assumption that cas is getting out of this alive
DEAR GOD IF HE DOESN’T MAKE IT
OH NO
OH NO WHAT IF HE DOESN’T
IS THIS GOOD STORYWRITING AND DIRECTING MAKING ME WORRY OR IS THERE ACTUALLY A DANGER THAT HE MIGHT NOT MAKE IT
SHIT I SHOULD’VE CHECKED TUMBLR FIRST
NOW I DON’T WANT TO
HE’D BETTER FUCKING MAKE IT
MY HEART IS POUNDING I’M SO SCARED
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08:10
THERE’S 10 MINUTES OF THE EPISODE LEFT, THAT’S ENOUGH TIME TO SAVE HIM RIGHT
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08:03
“LIKE YOU SAID, YOU’RE FAMILY. AND WE DON’T LEAVE FAMILY BEHIND”
that look dean and cas share, cas’ eyes are wet
THAT WAS DEAN SAYING “I LOVE YOU TOO”
OH GOD
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08:03
THEY ALL LOVE CAS SO MUCH THIS IS SO SATISFYING
SO MANY YEARS WE’VE ALL BEEN SO FRUSTRATED WITH HOW THEY TREAT CAS 
THIS IS GOOD
BUT HE’D BETTER NOT FREAKING DIE
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08:09
black goop again
SOMEONE’S GONNA HELP CAS RIGHT
LIKE HE’S GONNA BE FINE RIGHT
PLEASE
PLEASE
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08:10
C
R
O
W
L
E
Y
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like i never thought i’d say this but
thank you crowley
thank you so, so much
oh 
god
i’m
dying
thank
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08:11
I DEMAND THAT DEAN SMOTHERS CAS IN KISSES RIGHT THE FUCK NOW
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08:12
i just
i want dean to go up behind cas and softly press his cheek between cas’ shoulder blades and wrap his arms around cas’ waist and breathe in deeply
oh god i’m so relieved
i can’t imagine what dean’s feeling
soMEONE CUDDLE CAS OH GOD HE NEEDS SO MANY CUDDLES
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08:14
OKAY BUT
I JUST REALISED
what the fuck was all the stuff with cas flirting with mandy about
dean saying he was looking for “teachable moments”
DEAN YOU CAN’T TEACH CAS TO LIKE GIRLS
HE LIKES YOU, YOU HOPELESS LITTLE SHIT
i guess maybe that was the point of this narrative, cas will always choose team free will, dean pretends cas isn’t in love but GODDAMN HE IS
edit: or maybe dean’s not actually trying to make cas interested, he’s legit just trying to teach cas how flirting works, and what a positive response is?? and mandy just happened to be there and flirty. i mean, sure, i’ll go with that. quick question though, why didn’t dean just flirt with cas himself, like in all the fanfics, that would be better
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08:16
mr ketch is kinda crosseyed
cute
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08:17
CAS IS ONE OF MARY’S BOYS
HALLELUJAH
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08:18
mr ketch is so fluffy-haired and cute i don’t know what to do
i hate him
but he’s smol
idk idk idk
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08:19
wait wait it’s the colt
where was the colt supposed to be
heck
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08:19
(real life interrupts)
ooh there’s lightning outside!! eee
the power may go out at any moment though, that’s the downside
IT’S MEANT TO BE SUMMER and all we’ve had is rain
(okay back to the show)
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08:21
is that pellegrino!lucifer, i recognise the voice
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08:22
yes it is
WELL THEN
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08:22
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BOY
where to start
that was.... a lot of stuff
firsTLY CAS MADE IT OUT ALIVE AND EVERYONE LOVES HIM AND HE LOVES HIS FAMILY I’M SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS YOU HAVE NO IDEA (actually no you probably know exactly how happy i am. if you’re reading this, you probably agree)
BUT LIKE
WOW THIS SHOW NEEDS A SELF-REVIEW ON NOT KILLING CHARACTERS OF COLOUR
mandy made it out alive, and she had a name, a speaking part, and a character, so that’s +1 for everything
BUT... look i don’t think i even need to say it again, it’s a Problem
(my thoughts: here, and here)
i’ve never watched any other show with such a huge fucking issue with this
that aside, i think i just need to mostly ignore that specific problem until they fix it, because if i just focus on the bad shit i’m never gonna wanna watch the show again, and the characters are really important to me so i’ll come back anyway
LET’S FOCUS ON HOW INTERESTING THIS EPISODE WAS
and how well-formed and well-paced it was
AND HOW CAS DIDN’T FUCKING DIE HORRIBLY
and how i was actually legit terrified for a couple minutes
physically sweating with heart pounding
that was cool
9/10 probably
still confused about mandy and cas, that wasn’t necessary. same with dean and the lady in the bar last episode. as much as i’d love to see the “i love yous” in this episode as romantic between dean and cas, they clearly were only meant to be 50% romantic, interpreted whichever way the viewer prefers. so the showrunners are maybe adding in sidenote heterosexual elements that objectively mean nothing, but for those who like to see tfw as HetroStraight (TM), the info is just... there. but it’s not possible eradicate the bisexual/demi-asexual loVEFEST THAT’S BEEN BREWING FOR 9 YEARS THAT’S DEFINITELY THERE AND IS DEFINITELY ROMANTIC AND HAS BEEN ALL ALONG AND WILL ALWAYS BE, DESPITE SNEAKY HALF/HALF MAKE-UP-YOUR-OWN-MIND DIRECTING AND SCRIPTING
to be fair though, i’m learning a lot about how creators get the best of both worlds. this is the Bipartisan TV Show. this is the same way donald fucking trump and kellyanne fucking conway and all the other politics snake people manage to fuck everyone over and not answer questions. they present both sides of the argument, each “fact” contradicting the other, and the viewer picks the one they agree with, and explain away the other argument however they like.
which, admittedly, i’m currently doing when it comes to seeing romantic destiel as ever-present, because it’s the only way this show doesn’t make me lose my shit all the time
but I SEE WHAT YOU’RE DOING, YOU PRIME BULLSHITTERS, YOU
I SEE YOU
I’M NOT HAPPY BUT I’M GONNA KEEP TORTURING MYSELF REGARDLESS BECAUSE YOU’RE PRETTY GOOD AT THIS ~ENTERTAINMENT~ BULLSHIT
BUT I’M TAKING NOTES
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