#um that day is not today

[mothmothwoth]

Qsmp doodles because I don’t think I have it in me to do a finished thing today :) so have @v@ with the world in their hand, the idea of a pomme render that I may or may not finish, and vague sketchs of richas after being downed by @v@ then stasis chambered and brought back by bad *thumbs up but I am on the ground flatlining*

#Sorry I am a bitttt incoherent I am struggle bussing #also sorry again these look like shit #one day I will post art on tumblr I am happy with #um that day is not today #Also happy birthday quackity I would have drawn something if I wasn’t dead #qsmp #qsmp fanart #qsmp art #art #fanart #qsmp forever #qsmp richarlyson #qsmp pomme #qsmp @v@ #uhh yeah I do not feel like trying to tag everything else…. My bad

[christakisbang]

#my baby my love my everything i hope u have a day as wonderful and sweet and lovely as u are #stray kids #bang chan #bang chan gifs #stray kids gifs #skz #skz gifs #my gifs #cbbc2023 #ah. not to get sappy in the tags since im already using all my characters to get sappy in his bubble but. hm. he's very very very important #to me. kind of like. extremely special. #just. im so bad with words but idk if id be here without him and if i was id be deeply deeply unhappy? so im always gonna be grateful to hi #and his music and his company and his care #he's just so kind and sweet and deeply deeply caring and i know birthdays aren't special to him but i hope he gets to eat good food today #and spend time with people he loves & who love him in return and just has heaps of fun. today and every day i just hope he's happy #if he's half as happy as he makes me on the daily then i never have to wish for anything else #um. anw. silly little post for his day that did not warrant all that gut spilling. happy birthday my guy of all time. i love you

[prodotsukare]

I miss the prison arc already :((

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp fanart #philza #qsmp prison #i dont have jokes for todays tags gang #uhhh erm #uuuh #um #DID THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED? #ALOT HAPPENED IN PRISON AND IT WAS LIKE 3 DAYS #i miss it already was so iconic

[chrisbangs]

Bang Chan .:. My Pace MCountdown [180823]

#chan #bang chan #stray kids #skz #cb97net #createskz #*gifs #*m #the thing is... he literally has NO screen time on this stage i hate mcd <3 #but i call this. making it work #this is because today is a special occasion ................ ; __ ; #big special day in li history... #my heart is beating so fast i dont know what to do ........ #im gonna cry ngl ... #he's really mine huh #thats insane.. thats crazt #throws up... #um! #this is ugly but <3 #i had to... i really needed to gif this stage huhu... #my babie... my beanie baby...:(((((((

[suntails]

⚔️🦈

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #floyd leech #suntails #adding tags retroactively bc i dont want to be too worrying. so ppl know my brother almost tried to . and i had to take care of it #and i got a 900 dollar medical bill today. and im unemployed. so it um. kinda broke the last straw. and twt has been miserable to touch #got in a small fight w my friend and i felt physically sick and ive been having little mini breakdowns like 3 times a day and im not used t #i dont get sad like this. i dont GET soul-crushingly upset. i dont get nervous. i normally j shut down and get thru stuff so im rly lost #sry for the vent i dont intend for it to act as such. i j wanted to give context for whats been going on bc a lot of ppl here r tumblr-Only #i rly liked this when i drew it bc i love silly meme outfits. i drew minions a lot when i was into hq so it felt like returning to my roots #im sure when i feel less empty ill be happy w this again

[dailyloopdeloop]

DAY 36: it's only you

#codacheetah #isat #loop isat #twohat spoilers #isat act 6 spoilers #sasasap #AUGH IM SO CLOSE TO DEADLINE. I FORGOR ALL DAY #UM ANYWAYS #listen i know this quote is overused as fuck. BUT ITS A GOOD ASS QUOTE. #ty alice so so so much for saving my ass i had no ideas today #we have been radiating the undertale mind virus together. thank you mr fox. for making good quotes. #anyways i know its how reflections work but seeing siffrin with the eyepath on the other eye is perverse

[front-facing-pokemon]

#reuniclus #see they're happy about it. they like being crunchy and polygonal. they're okay with being in the white void #and they have arms now #also for anyone who cares: today is my birthday. i am now 22 years old. as in the day that this is posting #november 20th. i'm becoming ancienter #i'm adding these tags after the fact. the morning of the 20th #mostly 'cause i noticed it was kinda barren of commentary. until i added this blurb about my birthday #so um happy birthday to ME. i am now OLDER. be proud of me

[m1d-45]

Literally a lurker on your blog since ur early days but too shy to slide into ur ask box, hiii!!! I keep seeing cryo anon and teddy anon's brainrots and asks,,,, and like, regarding post impostor AU hehe

imagine after the hunt when your fave character/vessel begs you for forgiveness the most, practically turning their voice hoarse from their pleas to share just a bit of your mercy....

(you never showed your face to them, even when they were your most favored. how selfish of them, wanting more than they could ever deserve. but they can't help it. if you wanted them to die a thousand times over to repent, they would. just please, look at them again.)

post imposter au always tickles an itch in my brain I've never known existed. angry creator? boiling hot rage creator for their acolytes killing them when they've shown nothing but love and kindness for this world?? SIGN ME THE FUCK UP LORD

I wanna see guilt. And I mean GUILT. it's probably cause I'm petty asf and if I would be killed over and over and over again only for them to realize I'm not the fake I would literally lock myself up in whatever tower they built for me and never talk again. Creator's trust? Shattered, irreparable. Followers? Wallowing in the despair.

Thank u and goodbye heh. If it's not too much, can I be called Marcotte anon? Hehe fontaine reference hhhh,, anyways have a good day ily and ur fics <3

post-hunt can be incredibly good, entirely agree

the love you felt for the world is so strong already, and it only grows as you finally get to teyvat. being here, feeling the elemental energy, feeling the world greet you as you return after your rest.. what hate is more powerful than a love turned rotten?

you hid behind your veil, uncertain if you’re protecting yourself or them. it hurts to see their eyes tearing up as they plead, but what else are you to do? your hands shake when they draw close, and you can’t erase your own memory.

(you’d know. you asked nahida about it, but she’d only shaken her head. all she could do was clear the memories of teyvat, but not yours. it hurt, but was probably for the best.)

(despite it being a failure, that day was the calmest you’d felt in weeks. she was easy to talk to, and made lovely tea. perhaps you should visit again, if only to take a break from… everything.)

your solitude is comfortable, most of the time. a few of the hunters are a bit too comfortable with their sin, and are the ones tasked with bringing you food and other necessities. it’s not much better, though, since you can still see the guilt sinking in their eyes.

it’s a lose-lose all around. you want to see them, you want to see the world, but every leaf and branch is stained with the memories of the past, what used to be your favorite retreat now something else to hide from.

part of you is angry. furious at how easily they were tricked. it’s hard to stay mad at those you love, though, so you end up sitting in your window and watching the wind blow safely behind glass. your tea is from inazuma, this time, the faint edge of bitterness keeping you from sinking too far into much of anything.

leaves dance in the breeze. you won’t be seen again until they’ve long turned brown.

#i am. so sorry i meant to post this like three days ago fuck- #i’m normal and have normal working memory i swear #m1d : [chats] #marcotte anon #fontaine :] #also i’ll #m1d : [sweethearts] #sorry if this isn’t what you wanted i just be sayin words #hmm i was gonna say i’m gonna write for fontaine again but i think that would be too repetitive— #(i have made over 80 formal posts. of course i’m gonna be slightly repetitive) #two cakes it’s two cakes it’s TWO CAKES #as a reader it’s ‘i want thirteen exactly like this’ but as an author it’s ‘this was vaguely similar to something i posted a year ago :(‘ #not technically a year but WHATEVRR #anyway anyway anyway um. freminet <3 #he’s got that flavor #god he just like me fr #i will build him or so help me god #i will be PRODUCTIVE TODAY i will be PRODUCTIVE TODAY i WILL i WILL

[floofery]

little doodle of Basil and Sunny just. hangin out. being bros . homies you know because theyre best friends and all (homosexual)

happy valentines day everyone!

#was browsing tumblr then i saw a bunch of yaoi of the two gay people i like and i was really confused #because they were all from today... looked in the tags of a post. soul left my body “day two of sunflower week” #hee hee hoo ha guess who. guess who doesnt register time going past and hasnt prepared anything #so um . OOPS #I do have smth prepared for basil's bday tho... you better watch out #omori #omori basil #omori game #omori fanart #omori art #omori sunny #omori sunflower #basil omori #my art

[sparring-spirals]

well. i need to yell about it somewhere. listen. Amanda Lehan Canto on newest season of Um Actually. Ify hosting. BDG hosting with Ify!!!!!!! Fucking. WILD.

#this is when i reveal that ive accidentally gone down a DEEPLY gay rabbit hole about the smosh women in my cr hiatus #but also this new season looks SO goood!!!!!! BRIAN AND IFY CO HOSTING. WILDIN. i will miss u trapp and michael but !!! #not cr #dropout #god i need to figure out my dropout tagging on this blog sorry #um actually #brian david gilbert #ify nwadiwe #... #amanda lehan canto #at some point i should maybe make a spread of sideblogs. but that day is not today #also. yes. amanda lehan canto on dropout. god im having an out of body experience at work rn from sheer excitement #im SO thrilled and also so curious what the episode topic is bc. my impression os that damien and amanda's knowledge sets do NOT overlap #v much

[basketobread]

i hope i am not just some random bg3 artist to u all... but a friend <3 (and your strongest warrior pls pls pls with a cherry on top)

#also this blog hit 500+ followers today even though it literally just hit 200 like a few days ago um #i love u all thank u for enjoying my work #i hope my idiocy will bring u guys entertainment even months from now #i wish i could do a proper thank you but alas... #my thank you will be continuing to come up with dumb comic ideas and silly doodles #also i promise im still getting around to the asks ive received IM SORRY IF UR STILL WAITING #gotta draw up responses HAHA #i literally audibly gasp when i receive asks + some of them are so fun and creative too?? UR KILLIN ME!! #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bob talks

[lunarharp]

into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.

the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.

for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.

the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.

but they were never whole to begin with, were they?

qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.

olly says nothing.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new. #*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground* #someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything #maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory #and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey #and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all #and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them. #the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao #idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲 #i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore #so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol #and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to #and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them. #i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly #but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.

[raiiny-bay]

monster boyz thoughts...

#ok so. basically i woke up thinking about teeth & how he would show his love for red #bc 1. he can't talk & so he can't outright say he loves him but also. #2. neither of them really understand love or that what they feel for each other is love yk #so i was thinking. teeth probably always leaves the actual act of killing their prey to red or #at the very least. makes sure red is watching when it dies bc he knows that's like... uh. he knows that's the ''important'' part to red #if that makes sense #also! i think the only reason teeth eats people is bc of red #if he hadn't met red i really don't think he would have survived all that long bc he's not particularly fast (bad leg) #& he's not particularly smart either. so he most likely would've gotten taken out by monster hunters if he was alone #though he is very strong so the hunters wouldn't have been left unscathed #& i think red wouldn't have survived all that long either bc he was never particularly careful about anything until he met teeth #he was doing increasingly risky & dangerous hunts bc he simply didn't care yk. but teeth gave him like. a reason to be careful & calculated #which just further proves they're bound by fate yk. #um. i also had some breakthroughs with teeth's origin story so. i maaaaayyyy work on those today. i might actually make red's finally #we'll see. i might end up drawing all day again. idk. n e way. #rainyrambles

[narnour-momo-007]

They go zoooooooooooooom

#sam and max #sam and max freelance police #my art #narnour's art #3 days ago I decided to learn more about the cancelled game and IM SO MAAADD??????!! UM?!!? WE WERE ROBBEDDDD!!;;!???! #anyways! Narnour! narnour-momo!! yes! narnour-momo-007 today has ACTUALLY drawn a background! holy sht it's a miracle!!;; #the sun has risen and I'm here bawling my eyes out about a game cancelled before being born

[anotherpapercut]

today at work one of the kids asked me to show her a video on my phone and I said no and another kid said "if they did that they could get FIRED. and it's REALLY hard to find a job in this market right now" and I did not know how to respond to that for a second

#sometimes they say things that catch me so off guard i just stare at them for a second #last week one of them was going home kinda early and completely unprompted she goes #'yeah its probably cause my dads in prison' and my coworker and i both stared for a second just out of shock #and then my coworker said 'im gonna be totally honest with you i was not expecting you to say that' #another one of them did that yesterday too she just randomly said 'my aunt is in prison' and we were like. um. im sorry? #just realized i wrote that this happened the other day. but it was literally today. im tired #i edited it

[sainz]

a closeted 20 year old that comes from a conservative rural family falling in love with a openly gay 18 year old on spanish prime tv

#a bit of background: #this is operacion triunfo a spanish tv show about sing! there are 16 contestants and they have to sing every monday a song #so they live in like a school academy where they have each day classes related to music (and they also rehearsal the song the have to #perform the mondays) #okay and like they have 0 connection with the rest of the world (they have phones but with no internet) so they know nothing about #what’s happening outside #SO there’s a youtube channel where they show each day what these contestants are doing (like big brother but related to music) #so um u get really attached to them cause u see them 24h!!! #so one of this contestants is juanjo (the one with the 🧢) and comes from a rural village and his fam is a bit conservative so he never #speaks about his sexuality - all the opposite he’s a bit ashamed of what he is bc he’s now used to act like himself #and then there is martin who is 18 and openly gay and like super open about all this topic super comfortable with himself etc #so this show has been going on for 3 weeks now okay? and in the first week u could see something was going on between these two #but since juanjo is so ashamed of this he rejected every type of touch that came for martin #martin got all ☹️ and he kinda told his friends there that he was having something with juanjo and he wasn’t receptive #(WE WERE SCREAMING IN TWITTER) #well since that moment it has been a fucking rollercoaster but juanjo is now a chiller and they cuddle and flirt in from of everyone #(they even have showers together cause rip they have 0 intimacy) #okay but today has been!!!! PUNTO DE INFLEXIÓN #juanjo has fallen in love so deeply with martin that oh god he needs to be by his side all the time omgomg #and yeah this vid happened tonight while their friends were singing and all twitter cried