#ur not u when ur hungry

[omppupiiras]

ahh i remembered i have this book and i gotta say it really nails at least the finnish chapters and what we are like 😂 like this joke that finnish ppl think that if a stranger smiles at them, they must either be drunk, insane or american LMAO. very true. for the longest time i thought that if a stranger started talking to me they must either be drunk/on drugs or not right in the head 💀

..these days i only sometimes think that. depends on the person. today i was about to hop on my bike to cycle home, and some random guy walked past me and went ":D:D:D what a lovely weather for cycling we have today!!" i think he was sane lmao, he did apologize for bothering me which I thought was weirder than starting a random convo with a stranger. maybe my serious reply of "yeah it sure is 😐" put him off lol

#i was also starving and eating a snickers bar #ur not u when ur hungry #omppu jorisee

[lowetyde]

[ 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 ] ― sender feeds receiver something sweet  ( acai fruit )

the gift weighed heavy in his hand. no more than five of the little things, misshapenly round and blue as the lagoon under night skies, rested in the curve of his palm and begged to be devoured. marlowe's lips were already stained bluish purple, a painted bruise of evidence that one of the little fruits had already danced down his tongue. still, despite its sweetness, his face twisted into the sourest of expressions, accusatory eyes falling on cecco.

" what's this ? " , he demanded with more vitriol than was necessary. an offering, a gift . . . a sign of pity ? marlowe's complexion had greyed and dulled, his ribs etched harshly into his skin. the appearance of hunger adorned him. still, it would do no good to let a human think so highly of themselves, like some self-righteous savior, by offering him kindness in the form of stupid fruit. as sweet as it tasted, they did nothing to nourish the merfolk. his body craved something more, something brutal.

" if you truly wished to save my poor soul from wasting away, you'd offer me something better. one of your fingers would do fine. " the acai fruit was thrown where the pirate stood, rolling along the rocks at their feet. sharp teeth gritted into a mean smile. " so easy were you to give one up. what's another two or three ? i promise to make it worth your while . . . mio dolce. " his tongue snapped and eyes glittered, starving for a fight. picking and prodding desperately at the pirate to take the bait. come closer, his muscles begged. just another step.

#*PROMPT : answered. #*CECCO : tbd. #eat a snickers #ur not u when ur hungry

[thy-fucks-runneth-dry]

uh oh spaghettios

#Have a snickers kitta #Ur not u when ur hungry #Digital art #Kitta

[nothingbizzare]

Morning

#something about being lonely every morning #making ur own food and listening to the silence abd ur own thoughts #something so simple as eating breakfast with family or ur parents making u dinner being a concept Teru has forgot since young age #nothingbizzare art #mp100 #i can draw food really realistic because when i am hungry in class i draw food and ask my friends what food they want i to draw #mp100 fanart #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart #hanazawa teruki #teruki hanazawa

[mutable-manifestation]

You know something I just now considered

I see a lot of "Bruce sees Danny and immediately goes adopt mode"

And I see a decent amount of "Danny sees Jason and immediately goes adopt mode"

May I humbly propose: Both.

Except Danny and Bruce clock each other and it's just

Bruce: Can't adopt my son if you are my son

Jason: Your what

Danny: Can't adopt me if we're co-parenting

Jason: If you're what???

#dpxdc #danny phantom #batfam #Batman: let me give you a home and also stop trying to steal my son I have dibs #danny: no^2 #Jason: I don't need to be adopted btw I am a whole man #Danny: shhhhhhh- have this laser gun #and also this thermos of green soup bc ur not u when ur hungry #Batman: don't- #Jason: ...neat

[annabellebuns]

huh?

#my poopy art #falin touden #marcille donato #dungeon meshi #what u do when ur gf is a minster and is hungry???

[hallowclave]

What a whimsical looking young man I wonder if he has received any job offers recently

Original photo

#my art #project sekai #rui kamishiro #if u saw this get posted before: no u didn’t #forgot to schedule the post for the morning incident 60 dead 600 injured. #i feel obligated 2 say I actually post abt pjsk on my main (apotelesmaa) frequently (I have brain worms) #& I only post on this blog once in a blue moon and it’s usually not serious art atp #so do not expect anything. #curtain call. what an event. love rui he’s such a good character. I hope he explodes. #he is so full of love and so bad at recognizing his emotions and problems. #‘I don’t have any emotional hang ups about anything’ says the guy who has so many emotional hang ups #rationalizing pulling back as safety measures instead of fearing abandonment/concern of hurting tsukasa (or others) again -> #rationalizing accepting asahi’s job offer because it’s the best for his future even if it’s not the best for himself #also tbh I think to some degree u could argue accepting the job offer was his way of getting ahead of being abandoned #not that it would happen and not that he’d recognize that to begin with #negative self awareness king! he is not processing his emotions at all! #would love for him to mention the job offer in a future event. even just offhandedly. shaking him by the shoulders. talk to ur friends moron #me when I’m in a not recognizing what I’m feeling and how it effects me competition and my opponent is rui kamishiro from hit game pjsk #etc etc. anyways. #once again falling into the ‘sure whatever this can go on the art blog’ category #in that I used simultaneously too much effort and very little in creating it #once again: [hope you’re hungry. for NOTHING] dot jpeg. as is typical here at hallowclave dot tumblr dot com.

[shibaraki]

STATUS UPDATES: GOING INTO 2024

2023 has been rough for me in all manner of ways but I will say it has been very fruitful with regards to my writing. I managed surpass my goal of 100k words, reaching an unfathomable 150k at present, and I’ve even managed to hit a big milestone when it comes to my following! I’m extremely grateful to all my readers, both those that have stuck with me and those who are new, and I wish I had adequate words to really express that. but going into 2024 I will likely be writing less frequently than I did this year. this is due to my own health, and a multitude of other problems that I can no longer keep on the back burner.

plenty of you have seen mentions of hospital visits and procedures on my blog, and while I’m not very comfortable oversharing about medical stuff I do want to be transparent about the fact that I will be posting fics less because of it. I’ve been in and out of semi hiatus for the better part of 4 months but I was always awful at sticking to it. next year I want to actually give myself grace, and take care of my body.

please do not fear!!! this resolution actually aligns perfectly with my writing goals for 2024. I want to focus on lengthening my word counts. I’d love to post fewer fics, but to have said fics be 25 to 50k respectively, rather than to post a lot of 1 to 15k fics. mostly I want to work on my own impatience when it comes to writing, and berate myself less for what I think I should be doing writing-wise. I will still be around on here, and I always want to talk with you guys (and read whenever the mood strikes!!), the biggest difference is I’ll have longer projects, and you’ll have to wait for them (though if I’m honest I will likely still post a shorter fic here and there lol).

I appreciate the patience a lot of you have already shown me this year, what with my random breaks and gaps between posting. you have all been so so kind and generous with your praise and I wouldn’t be here, writing and sharing, without that support. I love you all and wish you well going into the new year!!!!!

edited: 18/12/23

#prev tags from original post -> #if you’ve sent me an ask I’m sorry I haven’t answered yet #I am very bad at taking breaks like idk how to chill so here’s hoping this helps LMAO #how many reminders can I fit in my tags #remember to drink water and take your medication and eat when you’re hungry #remember to open your curtains and let air into your space and go outside sometimes if u can #remember to take breaks from ur screen and roll your wrists! especially if you work at a desk #stop sucking in your stomach it’s bad for you and your stomach is hot anyway why lie #remember your friends love you and keep you around bc they love you and not bc of what you do for them #nobody is mad at you and I’m happy you’re here #ok that’s all the ones off the top of my head #I’m the creature on ur shoulder whispering all this to you

[bytebun]

one thing about gaining muscle is I’m hungry ALLLLL the time

#slightly nauseous because I haven’t had breakfast yet and I stayed up too late #I’m the sort of person who has breakfast now. Used to be I didn’t eat till 2pm #AND I keep gaining weight?? But not eating when ur hungry sounds sick and twisted and between u and ur doctor so I’m gonna keep on trucking #as I have breakfast and all. #bytebun rambles

[wizardnuke]

i understand this is like. objectively a wild thing to bitch about when yr average woman wants to lose weight but it is really so fucking bizarre and disheartening to be asked "how are you so skinny how do you do it" by women who are really honestly beautiful and healthy and i am genuinely so jealous of their bodies' ability to maintain some semblance of body fat. i have to say "i wish i weighed more" and they look at me like i'm crazy and then i have to say "every time i manage to gain 5-10lbs i inexplicably get really sick and lose all the weight i gained and it's a vicious cycle of never really feeling healthy" and that's not the answer they want to hear and they still don't understand why i want to gain weight and like. hhhh. makes me sad. i love you you're so pretty and i am chronically ill

#eating disorder tw #just in casies #i was briefly at about 105 at some point in hs when i was really athletic and it was predominately muscle #i'm at around 87 rn? this is not a good thing? do u understand that ur body needs food and fat to survive? #do u know hooow exhausted i am on the daily because my body doesn't have any extra energy to burn #i'm just sick and this is how it presents dude. and ABSOLUTELY not to speak over how horrifically that fat people r treated by doctors but #for three years i told my doc i wasn't able to gain weight and am never hungry and she never stopped thinking im anorexic #took an ER visit a new doctor several more visits to find a med that helps with The Tummyaches and i'm still struggling #i was 97lbs and then i got just horrifically sick out of nowhere and im at 87 now. i dropped to 83 for a bit

[notebook-enthusiast]

reminder: your body needs sugar and carbs and fats to thrive. if you can get these in the form of fruits or bread or cheese or whatever that's great, but sometimes that's not realistic. and eating "unhealthy" foods* is better than depriving yourself of nutrients altogether.

*please see tags for full context

#tw food talk #ed recovery #this is a baby steps post #with the ultimate goal that u should be able to eat food to enjoy it not just bc ur hungry #and that categorizing food as 'unhealthy' is unhelpful #also that u can eat even if ur not hungry and gaining weight is/can be a good thing #but when ur in a disordered mindset around food u gotta start w surviving

[crowcryptid]

I just age 40 grams of protein sludge i think im going to die

#i feel like i ate a rock #what is protein sludge? it’s when u get protein powder + peanut butter + bannana + small amount of milk of ur choice #and u mix it by hand. it’s like dough #but i was so hungry. i put 2 scoops of protein powder #help.. help #btw when i say mix it by hand I mean with a spoon. not with ur hand #it’s like cookie dough that doesn’t taste good #why am I like this

[rogdona]

my three conversation starters: im tired, im hungry and its hot/cold

#im tired opens the gateway to what ur gonna do when u get home which opens like 10 other gates and im hungry opens the #gates to foods u like which also opens many gates.... and then the good ol weather which opens the gate to complaining ab menial things

[definitelynotshouting]

im now picturing hunger au grian using appearance code changes or something to disguise how skinny he's getting before each life game because he doesnt want his friends to worry over something he's convinced they can't fix

OUGH,,,, this is the kinda shit i think abt for aus of hunger au like All The Time (a friend and i are constantly coming up with those bc we love drama WKDNSMSM)

Ive been thinking about like, the potential limitations of surface code and changing your appearance recently, for both Players and other entities, and how that would play into other stats, and im tentatively thinking that its tied to your hunger bar. Havent worked out the specifics of that tho; a lot of my worldbuilding comes from sorta percolating on everything and letting it simmer for a while, so im throwing this in the blender with everything else and i'll see what eventually comes out LOL

Its probably less limiting for Players tho, who have a strong, adaptable code framework and dont tend to starve-- but for Watchers in particular their code is too brittle to support changing back and forth too much without it being supplemented by feeding. I think for canon he'd have to disguise how thin he's getting in other ways, and part of that is probably isolating more and more the hungrier he gets-- up until he physically cant, at least.

#shouting speaks #asks #grian #watcher grian #hermitcraft #hunger au #grian u are so fucked up buddy #me: watchers are a deeply social species #me: grian feeds off of his friends' having fun during social events and minigames #also me: this mf isolates himself SO HARD when he reaches a certain threshold of Too Hungry in a futile and vain effort to protect everyone #sometimes i think abt all that isolation he went thru both in hc and when he was kicked #and how DEEPLY that fucked him over #gtws get over here ur noodle needs a HUG #txt

[yes-my-paladin]

Berserk au where instead of Charlotte opening the window for Griffith it's me but I sucker punch him in the face to knock him out and then tuck him into bed bc what that mf needed wasn't princess pussy it was a NAP!!!

#just sleep it off man #it wont make it better 100% but your head will be a lot clearer in the morning #ill get u a snickers bar in da morning too bc ur not u when ur hungry #griffith #berserk #i mean i guess u could say what he rlly needed was guts but for obvious reasons #that was not an option 😔😔😔

[gifti3]

Im in such an obey me mood today haha

other than "pls dont tell asmo about that",,,, i have questions about these freaking vegetables (im putting under the cut since im talking about food and bad eating habits/diet related stuff)

im assuming they would have to be mixed with other regular ingredients to prevent the hunger but it sounds like ppl would use them as the main component in a dish or just eat them by themselves

So does all of it get digested? No leftovers (waste) comes out the other end im guessing? is it like a magic type thing?? it has to be right? Cause if not...ur body will take the calories needed to replace the ones burnt, take the nutrients, and the rest will just get tossed out

And since it doesnt make you full, like wouldnt it be way too easy to overeat this type of thing? so you could accidentally end up making urself go to the restroom more often :/

Ig if it gives u the nutrients u need that itll be useful then. So maybe its a 'heres ur macros for the day' type dealo? but u still have to go eat an actual meal or make sure u mix it with other stuff tho

#ik its just a silly joke type text but i do like to take these things and overthink them and apply them to real life #its just interesting to me cause ik the answers will never come so its like a brain exercise or something #eating disorder tw #just to be safe #but yea.................. #im gonna just go off in the tags cause im just wondering about when this would be useful cause regular veggies are the better choice to me #ig that could be useful in a very specific circumstance where you went over calories but still need certain macros..but like...its veggies #going over for some for veggies isnt that big a deal imo but if ur mostly concerned with deficit then ud cut anywhere u can... #u could also like use it to lessen the calories in the dish overall and maybe add more of the ingredients u actually like #tho i feel like it would not remove that many calories in the first place #and ud probably wouldnt even get to add that much more of what u actually want in comparison #and then...ur gonna be hungry cause u took away a big volume of the food which was the regular vegetables #but for me when im making food the last thing im worried about in my dish is the freaking vegetables #im trying to add more veggies and less of everything else ._. #i feel like this would make more sense if it was like a sugary treat #especially if this is supposed to be a thing that helps with cravings #u get to eat and enjoy the thing without consequence (for the most part) while eating a more restrictive diet #tho it would probably be even more dangerous than the veggies when it comes to overeating... #idk how the demon biology works but it seems about the same to humans but just more durable #and with asmos eating habits...i can already see in my minds eye whats gonna go down #it just seems like a bad idea all around to tell him about this! #obey me nightbringer