#void 4 void... im ill

[cannivalisms]

"Heathcliff is Me!": Wuthering Heights and the Question of Likeness, John Allen Stevenson

#wuthering heights #emily bronthe #heathcliff #catherine earnshaw #john allen stevenson #books #notnow #essays that are making me crazy for books that are making me crazier #yk the book hits when i finish it and then immediately sprint to jstor to read more about it #this essay is my favorite ive read on them so far #heathcliff as an absence or a recess where other characters instill their projections of him #and accepting catherine's #but even catherine's projection is skewed from the moment she too lacks a true self #they need each other to define them but still are left with no definition in the end #bc heathcliff is letting catherine do it for them both but catherine doesnt even know who she is in the first place #void 4 void... im ill #and also this makes no sense but work with me ok. imagine it with me.

[ssspringroll]

ok. here we are. still have a ways to go with some of these. Number 7 is getting cut. as is #14. they will be in creepy and cute pack.

#worry not. my pose doc is deep. i will surely find two more poses to fill their void. #the last 4 poses are still in a weird limbo of im not really sure what im doing with them #ill figure it out. probably. #simoleon

[local-magpie]

the new oc is coming together. serial killer who became part demonic from eating demons, accidentally got magically bound to serve... another oc im still working on. other oc is very average and not prepared for dealing with. all this.

#pulling some inspo from fate where theres a whole mage society obsessed with power and magical studies but hidden from mundane society #instead of the whole summoning servants to fight in a one time grudge match to the death #its more like. common to bind existing powerful supernatural beings #for power/mage political struggles #mundane guy accidentally interrupted a binding ritual and this guy took his opportunity to get bonded to a weakling nobody pushover instead #thinking the original ritual was his ex girlfriend and he was like. absolutely not #(dont worry they would have kind of deserved each other. unhinged 4 unhinged) #but yeah the plan is to kill mundane guy. then its put off bc its so east he can do it any time right #and then eventually its like well ok its more convenient for me to already be bonded- #im a sucker for evil characters accidentally caring about someone more than they should #yelling at the void #hyperionskies draws #i dont remember my tag ill look later and fix it

[arolesbianism]

Some stuff I've drawn semi recently

#keese draws #oc art #oc #ocs #furry #furry oc #furry art #Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive #on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon #so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least #Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon #not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely #not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow #Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍 #anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles #also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now #first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve #all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe #their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first #you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol #generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story #not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way #but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever #but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties #suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three #shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think #back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed #I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that #she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh #if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot

[ladyinbl00d]

i really need to rewatch the twilight saga actually

#i had a phase back in september #and i read the books n watched the movies #but it wasnt that big😭😭 #so maybe ill get back into it #who knows #BUT I KNOW ONE THINGS 4 SURE #alice cullen you are SO PRETTY. #anyway #im team alice through n through #davi screams into the void

[keeper0fthestars]

Covid talk under the cut

The universe really saw all my debilitating health issues take a turn for the worse over the last few weeks and said WAIT— just for funsies let’s see what happens if we give her covid too.

If you have any good vibes to spare I could use some right now

#covid tw #tw illness #im on day 4 of this hospital room. #fuck you covid #you motherfucking sonofabitch #I have been so. diligent. #so. careful. #im so sick and tired of being sick and tired #I have not done a damn thing to put myself at risk #and it still did not matter. #sorry for this miserable rant I’ll go back to the void soon just let me be furious for a second

[shittywriterbrain]

i said i liked that max didn't drop the entire season at once but i take that back. this two episodes a week thingy has me acting normal and even disinterested in one of my favourite shows. wtf

#its not the season itself mind you #ive loved every episode of it so far #i think its fucking great just like the first season #but im used to watching a show at my own pace binging or no #i finish it as fast as i can bc i cant get enough then get completely obsessed #i make a pinterest meme board i start posting on tumblr sometimes i even read a bit of fanfic #i rewatch it over and over for a month i listen to the soundtrack #but its not like that now #i tried to behave like that when the first 3 came out because i desperately wanted it to be like that again #but it kinda faded especially after ep 4 and 5 came out #i loved these episodes i did but its like i cant really completely dive in yk #i feel like ill watch the finale when it comes out then do an obligatory rewatch and then its done #and this is particularly sad because its fucking ofmd. my second favourite show on the planet #season 2 was supposed to he huge for me like in hindsight maybe not go2 level but yk #and now im just. normal about it. #i hate being normal about things #anyway. tags longer than archimedes' lever to lift the world i guess #another one for the void

[doodlboy]

Just in a zombie mood tonight

#wip art #zombiesona #i had 2 stop 4 the night juat bc my back is killing me #i rlly need 2 work on getting a new desk so i don't have to hunch over 2 see my pages & i have a comfortable place 2 draw #that isnt the corner of our couch sitting in fetal position bc i can't see things far away very well #anyway #i drew some nice teeth so expect those in a bit #resisting the urge 2 redesign this sona 2 have more lightning bolt imagery #bc im sleepy & i have a gazillion other projects & im sure ill come up with a gazillion more by the end of the month or smthn #also #if it wasnt like- obvious the sona's Xed out eye is a hollow socket so the skin kinda sags around the void #which is why his right eye always looks different than the left bc theres no eyeball in there holding it up

[jeysbvck]

officially the last week of me being in my 20s.

im going to sleep my 30s away. i can't afford food, let alone a freaking cake ;(

another shit year, another shit birthday

#shan shouts into the void #yeah im being petty idc #im ill and ive had 4 hours sleep #and ive been close to a breakdown for weeks that ive been dealing with alone

[skyllion-uwu]

I can't wait to turn in my media log it's just me going back and forth between Tumblr and Discord with music playing almost the entire time in the background and sometimes I even play a video game or watch a cartoon

#sky screams into the void #speaking of which. im gonna finish stas now. i only have 4 episodes left. and put everything from today in my spreadsheet while watching #and once i finish stas ill watch way of househusband since thats like also an hour long total #hopefully later in the afternoon i get to play yume 2kki on yno again but i havent asked anyone yet

[devotedlystrangewizard]

i would like to make an announcement that will probably land me on the psych ward

i didnt unlock flying anywhere until i was caught up. 6.1. my first region was elpis (not counting azys lla for obvious reasons) because i didnt want to be running to the portal to pandaemonium upon the 6.2 launch. most regions? not before 6.2. didnt do the mount speed either. i was slow walking all throughout shadowbringers and endwalker. i saw the aether current count of the endwalker regions and just refused. too much. not looking for that many. i did, eventually, for every region......except ultima thule.

#ok lets see i unlocked the hw locations because i wanted to replay hw #i unlocked one stormblood region bc of the omega quests #and traversing the red sea without flight was so bad. though that was also one of the last ones i unlocked #shadowbringers was completionist #mare lamentorum was because doing the hildi quests SUCKED #garlemald i just fucked around in. the lore around it makes my brain enjoy exploring it #i WILL unlock ultima thule. one day. when i get sick of that 5/6 complete screen on the aether currents tab #work harder not smarter as one of my friends said. i am severely mentally ill. #its very much an 'i could go look for aether currents... OR i could do [insert thing here]' #in the time since 6.2 i have done bozja gotten 4 more classes to level 90 levelled miner from 1 to 80 levelled botanist from 1 to 50 #fisher from 9 to 70 #i have worked on my island sanctuary #i have done abyssos often enough that i have the full sets for healer ranged-phys melee & tank AND i have 2 of the causality weapons #and of course i unlocked mount speed in some areas. got all the aether currents in almost all of them #i soloed coils #i unlocked all of omega & eden. ivalice. void ark. still working on alexander & the nier raids #my brain is doing everything in its power to keep me from doing any task i say ill do #i also painted several things related to the game and have written over 150k words of fanfic #mmm i did make a start this week i did 2 side quests in ultima thule #im so sorry. by the way.

[grgie]

im still at work and i have anxiety tummy ALREADY

#helena talks to the void #workposting #like BRO hang on until i leave work at least!?! #just telling myself in 4 hours all will be gucci and ill be sat there like lol why was i anxious #until then tho. rip. #also. when am i going to eat real talk #bc im getting to london when doors open so i need to go pretty much straight there #and then ill need to travel across london #and i cant bring outside food in #cool cool cool

[goofytrait]

winterfest w you <3

#rashidah watson #baru kibo #LOVER gen2 #im a lover challenge #ts4 #simblr #ts4 legacy #maxis match gameplay #maxis match #the sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #im going on holidays soon ill have more time to post :D #screaming into the void

[void-of-unparalled-chaos]

I'm in a silly goofy mood today

#silly goofy meaning... #im compartmentalising the fact that im probably gonna have to put my cat down soon #having felt a solid emotion in quite a few weeks #that is until some asshole on tumblr managed to piss me off so much with the Audacity TM that it managed to break through #jittery with the equivalent of 3 or 4 espresso shots #and pretty excited for being able to see my favorite band live tonight #im a fun mix between my caffiene high chaotic state and mega mental illness #ANYWAY #please read the reblog under this its important #the void screams back

[shittywriterbrain]

video titled "grwm to write about fascism for 4 hours" but it's just a guy crying

#ill be fine #but im really not excited to sit in one spot for 4 hours and just. write #another one for the void #update: we had time until 12.30 i was finished at 11 #i always write way shorter texts than the others but still