#we cant stitch it

[youngpettyqueen]

Garak saying "I know when to walk away" is so funny with the context of A Stitch in Time because like. yeah he does know when to walk away. and then he never does

#star trek: ds9 #a stitch in time #elim garak #he always knows EXACTLY when he should walk away #and he never does! #he never walks away! #he cant! he cant help himself! #he couldnt walk away from Palandine and he sure as fuck couldnt walk away from Julian #I fully think Garak had a moment when he realized he should walk away from Julian #probably after The Wire if I had to guess #all that sentiment... he knew it wouldnt be good #but of course he couldnt walk away #and then again after Our Man Bashir I think #but for entirely different reasons- he thinks Julian doesnt want him anymore #but he still cant make himself walk away #which we see in A Stitch in Time #lkjfdkjslfjs they make me CRAZYYYYYY

[violentdevotion]

wait do you have a fav boys character yet ?

i really like butcher but i feel like that's a basic answer and also the wrong answer. in another world id like frenchie but i can't get over how much i hate the actor. I love maeve theres never a moment she's on screen where im thinking get this woman outta here she's always entertaining to me. i like starlight but (and this is probably a bit nasty to say) there's smth a little uncanny valley about her sometimes where when she's talking im not listening but staring at her face trying to see what features throwing me off. I hate ashley but the actress played an insufferable character in jessica jones too and I really appreciate her ability to play The Most annoying woman you know.

centrist answer i like them all (except stormfront. hated her before i even knew she was a nazi. she was on insta live and i was waiting for her to explode and die) but my fave would have to be butcher bc i find im rooting for him the most and constantly justifying his actions. but sometimes karl urbans accent pisses me off. also black noir but he doesn't Do anything so it's hard to have him as a fave bc he's barely there.

#ameeras.got.mail #kieran tag #ik men like soldier boy so ill wait to see him do some evil disgusting horrendous thing that would make most ppl go ew he sucks but make #cis men ages 18-35 go wow hes soo cool #i like kimiko too but i dont think im allowed to say shes my fave when sometimes when shes like i dont want to be a weapon anymore :( im #mad at her and thinking get over it. i like mm but hes kinda this mother hen character and i dont rly tend to favour characters who are the #rational voice of reason like can we please get some conflict here #hughies whatever. i rly like his dad though lets go simon pegg #in the 7: homelander sucks. i find a train fun but his athlete storyline wasnt compelling to me personally bc the more i thought about it #the more i thought his superpower sucks. despite it all i find the deep kinda fun. i like that hes a scientologist. #didnt like transparent. was meh about lamplighter. didnt like whats his name sonicboom?? had a personal vendetta against that hijabi supe #we saw for like 2 seconds girl what are you doing there !!!!!! why are you playing into the diversity market !!!! #like edgar but in the way everyone likes giancarlo esposito's characters #nadia is whatever she was always meh to me even as a background character but i rly love the idea of having the superpower to explode #peoples heads with your mind i cant help but think of the xmen and think about if there was a mutant with the ability to explode heads with #their mind and that was their only ability and what a hard fucking sell that would be for xavier #(ive never read the xmen comics and have only seen some of the movies so i like to imagine charles xavier as lilo in the lilo and stitch #cartoon where every episode she would find an experiment with a unique function to destroy and would have to find it a home where it could #help instead. like yeah this experiment fattens people up and eats them lets put him in a resturant or smth #but with mutants #this mutant makes ice lets send him to a fridge company. this mutant explodes heads lets.... erm. #)

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to be strong and hot and also get new (thrifted) clothes and I have been feeling the creation of self so much so intensely lately and its such a joy but I'm SICK and been laying here ALL DAY and there is. Only so much tv I can watch and fluff I can read. Before I'm like. I can't sit still any more

#the duality of fran #i had the shakes so no cross stitch #and my attention span for passive media consumption is. low #i DONT binge things. i am mentally incapable #i watched like 4 eps of snk and 4 eps of derry girls. took a nap. read almost a full vol of mdzs #and now its like. ok. ok. can we stop feeling sickm thanks #its too dark out to craft (strian my eyes when I'm ALREADY fighting a headache) #im not sleepy given i slept a lot last night and then laid about all day today #im just. AHHHHHHH #video games probably noy a good idea bc head. and also. it is easiest to lie down rn #sitting. hurt. #its such a stupid thing some 24 hr bug itll be gone by morning #but for rn im just. AHHHHHHHHHH #everything feels worse when u feel sick and ur hair feels greasy. tbh #I WASHED IT LITERALLY THIS MORNING #i wish i was a tv enjoyer more. tbh #i just. cant sit still i get distracted idk why #and i dont with books or video games in the same way #stupid brain

[stitched]

i bought a handmade plushie from an etsy seller (yes i know im embarrassing) three months ago and he only arrived two days ago and like listen. he still had plastic under the embroidered stitches. he has little patches of fluff missing from his fabric. there are visible stitches in a completely different colour on his tail. it took three months to get here, with a two and a half week delay because of a post office error so they had to take the package back, then they added a free sewn keychain (that ended up coming broken) and proceeded to just not ship it for a month until i (nicely!!) messaged them about it. but i still feel so bad and love the little stuffie so much that i gave them five stars anyways because the first moment i saw it online i knew i needed it and i had already waited months just to place an order and im so happy he is finally home after everything and im loke ooooh they must have worked so hard and been so stressed i couldnt make a plushie any better than them either so i cannot fault them for this.... i think im a littlebit crazy

#i think other normal people would leave a bad review but i picked out the plastic and the stitches dont really bother me #and the keychain coming broken does suck because i cant fix it but it was free anyways #and they underdeclared the value so we wouldnt have to pay customs #so its like... i think its ok. their whole shop is gone now anyways they dont have a single listing #idki FEEL BAD AAUUAAUUGH I DO hes so cute anyways though i really love him #its a shiny espeon btw ITS MY LITTLE BOY ICHIROOOOOOOO #but yeah. i love him anyways hes so silly looking in a cute and endearing way #1

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

hey crazy thought what if. y'know. when Something comes out that is Incredibly Fucking Obviously Bigoted. or in a franchise figureheaded by someone who will use royalty money from purchases of that Something to fund her hatred and try to make the lives of minorities worse. what if (and hear me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fucking hear me out!!!!!!!!!) we just... didn't do anything with it. what if when someone is fully aware of how fucked up something is... they went "actually no I don't want to support something that is actively harmful in multiple respects" and proceeded to do smth else. man... what if

#'oh but we can just pirate it 😌' you cant pirate out the overtly antisemetic main plot #...made the mistake at looking at my following page & saw someone i followed a LONG time ago #say 'DONT CARE I DIDNT ASK' as a stitch to someone talking about jkr's transphobia #and it threw off any Early Morning Productivity i hoped for #also by god the unfollow button is great #mine

[pizzaloops]

DRAGON MAGIC

Pepino is now a dragon for 5 ask

-sorry to say but we will unfortunately Not be turning Peppino into a dragon !! I have, although, decided to humour you via tryna draw up a dragon peppino for you. hope you enjoy !! ~Mod Abbey

#woman with little experience in drawing dragons #not-plot #realising now my persona shouldnt have stitches for the ears. oops #not sure i like how the design came out #oh well #i triiiiied !! #hope you guys are having fun with this blog #even if we cant let you do Eeeeverything #~mod abbey

[bunnyb34r]

Bleugh I'm tired of being tired and needing to sleep so much

Slept 16.5 hours last night (and went to bed at like 7:30 like a grandma) and had to nap or at least doze for an hour maybe closer to two. Idk if I ever fell asleep or not but :/

And now I'm falling asleep when I wanted to snuggle in and read! Come ooon

#at least im cozy i guess... my otter blanket is clean and it's soooo soft and smells like fresh laundry and my green blanket i got #(it even has little bears in the stitches!) is so soft and i cant help but find myself stimming with it like i do my green baby blanket 😭💕 #but i dont remember how it went from perfectly normal blanket to the perfect stim material it is now bc i only became conscious of it #at like 3 sgdgdggd i dont wanna ruin the new blanket but 👀 kinda wanna see the process of how my baby blanket got to how it is #to be loved is to be changed 🥰 #anyway got those and my new build a bears but mudkip is hard to snuggle so he's just vibing shdhdhhd he's off the bed #i should find one of the pet beds we got the cats that they never used and put him there like he's a dog atgsgdgdgd #'what breed of dog is that?' 'fuck if we know' or 'blue 🥰“

[youngpettyqueen]

Garak seeing Palandine again, with her daughter, is fucking agonizing but this especially-

“Watching Palandine and her daughter defy gravity with their dance of love destroyed all my definitions, and my carefully maintained boundaries began to give way, for the first time since Bamarren, to the magic of limitless possibility. I knew at that moment that I’d never be satisfied again. Even my beloved orchids looked like weeds.”

has me in shambles

#star trek: ds9 #a stitch in time #elim garak #fuuuuuck me dude this is painful #and my god does it fucking track with what we know of Garak from the show #Garak knows he is never going to be satisfied #he knows there's no point in wanting or longing #but he's not strong enough to stop himself from wanting #from longing #from craving #and it will be the same later in life #when he knows he doesnt deserve the soft things #the nice things #he still won't be able to deny himself those things #he just isnt strong enough to not go for what he wants #whether or not it will satisfy him #whether or not he deserves it #we see it in his conversations with Julian throughout this book #Garak fully says that their relationship is over- he believes that Julian ended it #but he still goes to him when Julian asks him to #because he wants Julian- and you can take that in any context you want #platonically romantically sexually #he wants Julian #so even though he believes their relationship is over #he still goes #because he wants him #and he cant stop himself from going after what he wants #even if he thinks its futile

[missingn000]

the phantom guardian, chapter twenty-seven: somewhere to belong is now posted!

link

happy reading!

#SDFGHJKLLSOIOWPIE874":>? #very excited for this one. youll see #also finally something that isnt soul crushing angst. though there is SOME angst. there has to be #nanashoko my beloveds #getou and yuuta. constantly on my mind all the time its getting ridiculous at this point #also i'm running out of getou manga panels to use for these #am i gonna have to edit kjk panels without stitches? i cant even put into words how much i don't want to do that #or just draw his hair on high school getou pics #oh well. we'll burn that bridge when we get to it #ANYWAY #happy reading! #tpg

[cutemothman]

I need to be constantly engaged in some sort of little craft or activity lest I go mad

#today i wrote and then when i got home i started cross stitching a gnome #and then i was like fuck it and started painting an apple #we cant all be good at everything except i need to #chrissy.txt

[blenderfullasarcasm]

started catching up on some batman comics and oops I have a new favorite character

#it's ghostmaker btw #minhkhoa khan #the plot of ghost stories (batman 102-108ish) is kind of hilarious ngl #khoa: ugh youre fighting crime wrong #batman: just bc im going for the bosses and not the minibosses - #khoa: guess i have no choice but to do it for you #batman: by stabbing me??? and wrecking my long term plans??? #khoa: ugh dont complain ill stitch you up later #khoa: anyway at least i get results #batman: sure you get immediate results but you lose the big bosses #khoa: uggggggh shut upppp my way works better and you know it your emotions are just getting in the way again #batman: i refuse to stop caring about people #khoa: you sure i cant change your mind? #batman: people deserve second chances. they can change. and i dont want to keep fighting you like this #khoa: fine we'll go back to playing keep away - you stay out of my cities and ill stay out of yours #batman: okay but what if we didnt #khoa: what #batman: stay. help me help gotham #khoa: oh well if you insist #batman: stop killing people though #khoa: yeah yeah dont kill people where you can see it #batman: thats not what i said #khoa: also hey im richer than you now #batman: guess that means youre paying for dinner later #khoa: does that make me your sugar daddy #batman: ...hrm #it's so funny #103 ends with khoa stabbing batman and knocking him out and then 104 begins with him tenderly sewing up batman's wounds #105 ends with a shirtless batman asking khoa to stay and khoa's made himself at home in the batcave by 106 #like thats a speedrun of some sort but idk what

[persephoneflouwers]

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#tw violence #tw domestic violence #so we saw a young lady yesterday at the ER #(I personally asked the doctor to let them in because I wanted to deal with it) #we visited her. found a student who also spoke her language and they communicated. we put stitches and stuff. #she cant go back to their place… so we are going to let her stay in our ward #i went to visit her again and she was doing bit better #she was happy to see me and lept thanking me #i hope she finds her peace soon #for now she’s staying with us ♥️

[baccan0pe]

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#i got an ad saying a voice actor was coming to a con in san antonio and i just #what promped an ad for this specific guy #did my phone hear me whining abt teddy's annoying ass as i played p4 and go “yes they need to meet the genius behind this voice” #bc like #cant be kakashi havent watched the naruto dub in years #havent watched lilo and stitch in decades #hello #phone #do you know me do we know each other

[zemnarihah]

what if i i skip my high school best friends wedding on saturday and instead go to a show of all woman fronted metal bands

#goddDDDD i do not want to go to this fucking wedding. it just makes me so SAD like shes so young and shes known him barely any time at all #and she already barely talks to me anymore so like. i know this is. basically the end. shes not gonna have MORE time for me yk. i told #my mom that. bc shes the most level headed person in the world and i was like im probably being silly so i better have my mom talk some #sense into me. and i was like yeah i just feel like once shes married im probably like never gonna see or hear from this friend again.... #and my mom was just like. yeah probably. #so:/ #also its a mormon wedding so i cant even go to the ACTUAL wedding so its like. idk. i guess ill stop by the reception for at least a little #bit. bc like. i might as well. itd be kinda fucked up not to. she used to be LITERALLY my best friend like we had our first kisses within #like a week or smth of eachother we were like. perfectly in sync we told eachother everything. and now thats. a stranger. #perhaps i can still go to both. and maybe the show will cheer me up lol. bc i KNOW i will be bummed out after that #the other issue is. I no longer have a single stitch of clothing that would be appropriate to wear to a mormon wedding reception. honestly #ANY wedding for that matter. which is kind of a triumph but also very inconvenient #whatever let me stop complaining abt this

[rebeljyn]

My cat got spayed today guys wish her a healthy recovery✨ she already HATES the pain meds poor bby💀 she's currently asleep next to a hot water bag with the ac in my room on so she's warm and cozy jdkskdks

#hopefully she eats and drinks some more water soon #shes so cute but so pitiful when she walks around with her little outfit😭 shes not used to it but we cant let her get to her stitches #mari just saying things

[justtogetthrough]

Look I know humans need to be individually strong and able to function independently etc and stuff but also humans evolved to be in groups too and I don't have a group, I've spent 95% of my life without a group, and I just so desperately want someone to be as attached to me as I am to them. I have spent my whole life lonely by myself on the outside looking in and I don't want to be here anymore. I've experienced what it felt like to be inside a group now and this loneliness feels even worse now that I know what it felt like to belong.

#im starting to miss my toxic and abusive relationship bc even though it had the lowest of lows and i got the most stitches ive ever got #it was still the only few years i felt happy to be alive. i had a community. a found family. #the lowest of lows brought the highest of highs and i would pay that price again to feel loved and cared about. #my therapist made me promise I'll stay alive til we meet again next week and its like oh. here we are again i guess. #if i hadnt just moved 1.5 hours away id probably hit up my ex and be like hey. im back. lets do this again. #this is why i moved though. to prevent going back to that life because i know deep down i want to. #the lowest of lows.... but also the only moments in 32 years i ever felt glad to be alive. #i need someone to pay a lot of attention to me and the person whos been able to partially do this is now pulling away #and my clingyness. my bpd. is like. i need someone new. but new people are scary. so why not my ex #why not the mother of my kid who ruins every life she touches. who ruined me mentally emotionally sexually. #when we werent fighting she made me feel so special and loved #when we were fighting i onc got 107 stitches in one arm #i cant go back. but. the only times ive ever felt good were the in-betweens of those lowest of lows. #im in a really bad place and my one irl friend cant give me what i need and so i just want to die #personal #cw suicide #cw cutting #actuallyborderline #actuallytraumatized #bpdfeels