#well from left to right we got:

[very-uncorrect]

ADS AREN'T CONTENT THEY'RE ADS

#ts critical #ts criticism #tss #sanders sides #not in this fandom anymore just watching from a window #when did y'all have an episode that wasn't an ad /genq #i give you my condolences y'all are never getting that finale #I'm glad my brain unlatched from thay series when it did #i left like right before it became an adpocalypse #it's fine for your advertisements to be fun #just look at the SM ads for plushies and the OST vol 1 #but they are not a replacement for epsiodes #if sr pelo released a few animated promos for the merch and then don't make a proper episode we wouldn't just be like #''oh well we got those animated ads that's pretty much the same thing''

[running-in-the-dark]

I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#annnd I will absolutely take my lorazepam for the second one... yeah it's unnecessary yeah it's dumb but. I'm SO scared #and I haven't even thought about taking any in ages. so it's alright and I don't mind #I will do things to make things I want to do but am scared of easier for myself so that I can do them at all #and that's fine #I'm so hoping she'll say the piercing is healing well... it doesn't hurt at all and I've been careful with it and I've cleaned it #(almost) every day like she said #but there's a bump and it still gets pretty gross and. well I'm just hoping it's fine 😬 #I kinda keep going from 'I still want as many ear piercings as possible' to 'I don't want to get a piercing ever again in my life' and back #though at this point.... I'm thinking I definitely should not get any more in my left ear since it keeps being difficult (the slight hearing #loss and the tube and then I got a middle ear infection... maybe it'll eventually be fine again but right now it's not looking like it 🤔 #but whatever maybe I'll get more in the right one. I could. if I wanted to. we will see 🤷) #also it suuucks that I now have to drive 30 minutes to get to my psychiatrist's office but I like him a lot so I will not look for a #different one #personal

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hm. thinking about death and all that #bc the other day my mom texted me and my sisters to say shes added another cancer to her repertoire #shes had smooth muscle cancer for the past maybe 10 years but in the last year shes gotten a lot sicker #idk how long shes been stage 4 but shes got tumors in her liver. bladder. and maybe a kidney. and now shes also got like pre leukemia #she like deff got it from chemo treatment so now shes gotta try to go get a different treatment #but the type of mds she has is more likely to be treatment resistant and advance to acute myloid leukemia #so idk maybe itll go well. right now she still feels okay. but it just feels like the beginning of the end #so death has been on my mind the past few days #i feel mostly fine bc i think my medication is actually working. i just feel like im waiting for the other shoe to drop ya kno #and selfishly if she dies in the next 4 years itll b a real clusterfuck for my life #but i dunno her life has been super unfair and it sucks that she has to go thru all this #also when i was home last her hair looked insane bc she lost most of it but didnt shave what was left so she had new hair growing short #underneath and all i could think when i looked at her was: we r at the end of vanity. bc im a goblin #unrelated

[pocketramblr]

maybe the answer to "what should Twi's backstory be" is "well what would be the funniest for Time to respond to Rusl casually mentioning where he found the kid?"

#unfortunately the answer still remains 'all of them' #Time: if you dont mind my asking how did he come to be in your care? #Rusl: well i was passing through a burned out ranch on my way into hyrule #Time: oh i see where this is going #Rusl: and i met a scholar on the run with his two sons- the younger had just been born with some kinda birthmark on his hand that freaked #him out real bad so after a bit of explanation i took the kid home with me. #OR #Rusl: and i met a woman there descended from the old ranchers. helped her fix a cart and get back to town. she runs a bar there. that night #a poor woman went into labor alone. didn't make it but there was the baby and Telma couldnt care for him so i took him home #OR. #Rusl: i thought it a bad omen and i was right- there was need in hyrule for a resistance. i met a man there- a royal tutor- and well. long #story short i ran out of the castle nursery with a stolen baby. dont tell link that. #OR.. #Rusl: and weirdest thing was in that burned out ranch there was a golden wolf. it gave me the chase back into the woods and there was a bab #just left out there on a tree stump #OR... #Rusl: and there was a stalfos on the ranch. he just handed me the baby and said his name was link. Uli never believed me but #OR.... #Rusl: met a girl there later at the ranch- her family used to own it- and we got along well enough. He takes more after her than me #Time (responding to literally any of those): W H A T #sorry (isnt sorry) been thinking about twilight...... and loz in general today

[1ovestay]

have had a very disappointing and stressful morning but at least i am sitting by the ocean with the sun shining on my face

#appreciating the ocean while i can before i move to canada in a week #i’m like . very upset and feeling dramatic and i think im within right to cuz it meant a lot to me #was meant to be going to the a15 action in my city and i had it all planned out #but i don’t have a car cuz my friends car broke down so i let them have mine early #and i planned to wake up at 5:30 and drop my mum off at work so i could have her car for the day #but then yesterday at the rally my friend was like oh i’ll come with u! #so after we drove back from melbourne i left my sign in their car (my car…) #and then this morning 5 mins before they were meant to pick me up they were like oh i’ve been called into work #which like understandable that they need the work but telling me 5 mins before u were supposed to pick me up…. 25 mins before the event… #anyway the next bus was so much later but i got on anyway after stressing a bunch #and i was like well even if im an hour late i still wanna show up #but it ended literally right as i got there im so upsetttt #i think the main reasons i’m upset is cuz this would be my last action in australia #cuz i’m moving in a week and i can’t go to this sundays rally in melb #and i was gonna give away my sign cuz i don’t want to throw it out but i can’t take it with me when i move #and i planned to participate in this for weeks n had it all sorted out i should have just gone with my own plans :( #anyway it is what it is i’m disappointed but i’m sitting in the sun by the ocean listening to day6 so it’s all fine really #p

[cuteniaarts]

Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

#my art #artists on tumblr #I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already #I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that #exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together #not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know #and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again #I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly #instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her #feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time #well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system #and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her #and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result #but it felt like to commemorate her in some way. #so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind #which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever #never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor #but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself #she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret #there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end #even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again #I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing #it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day #she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much #when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was #well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed #I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home #and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me #spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure #and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes

[volk-swag-genitalia]

the prophetic dreams are getting much more concerning

#not a joke #so like im pretty damn convinced i have prophetic dreams #except one problem is they're not very straightforward #and i never really realize they are prophetic until its too late #i had a dream my lil brother attended the former school i used to study at and something bad would happen to him #i brushed it off at the time because i thought there would be no way in hell my parents would send me off to this school #years later they enrolled him in. #and well its an average school experience for him. some classmates are absolute jerks tho. but the main event in that dream didnt happen ye #because the main event happens at a school camping event. now im worried my brother would die at said camping event. but hey no camping yet #another instance was when i dreamt we went up the escalator up the mall we used to always go to #it was late into the pandemic at the time so i thought ''no way would we end up going'' but then i woke up to my mom announcing that #you guessed it #we were going to that mall #anyways those are a few instances. #right nowi had a dream i went out to lunch after college and snapped at a man for calling me ''ma'am'' because i mentally could not take it #and im scared now #with how i've been mentally. something like that WOULD happen. poor guy #but also i had a beard. why would he do that? #and the dream was also veryyy vivid. #granted not all of my dreams come true. #and i hope it STAYS that way #anyways aside from that i've also had recurring dreams of the ocean levels rising so bad that my home town ended up flooding and dissapeari #well i havent been having the flood dreams lately #that dream had two outcomes. in both outcomes people have adpated and started building a city that could take in the new environment #in one outcome they managed to build an underwater city to regain what was left of the cities that got submerged. people actually helped ea #h other and people were thriving. #in another outcome #society just ended up the same. all of the problems we had now carried on & we were eaten by the sun. except the sun was an eldritch being? #ok for sure that sun thing wont come true. or would it??? #nah. i mean according to what we know of the sun. nah.

[imminent-danger-came]

My favorite part of 4x07 is the fact that it doesn’t tell us fucking shit. I knew more going into that episode than coming out. Like, what is the curse? What’s it’s relation to MK? Does it even have a relation to MK? Was turning into MK’s likeness just a trick, or are they really the same? How the fuck does Azure lion control the curse and the scroll (especially at the end after the curse is “defeated” and everything is cracking apart)? How does this episode relate to MK’s flashes from previous episodes? Did MK give the curse form? Was anything Azure Lion said about it and the scroll in 4x02 true? How did Azure escape the scroll? How does the underworld play into all of this? What did defeating the curse honestly do? And, now that the curse is supposedly defeated, what in the world is the inside of the scroll like for those trapped inside? How was MK able to defeat the curse? Supposedly the scroll is “a prison designed to contain wicked souls, forcing them to relive their past misdeeds over and over again.” The curse however is something else. So again, WHAT IS THE CURSE.

The more I think about it the less it makes sense.

#BUT THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT MK A LITTLE TOO HARD #Like oh. He can just regenerate his powers? Even when supposedly both Macaque and LBD took it from him? Okay. Sure. #Did Sun Wukong even want a successor? He kinda just goes off and does whatever. #Really he just left the world for hundreds of years. What's the point of coming back now and having a 'successor'? #And um. It takes 'someone special' to wield the staff? It's *not* the product of SWK 'mysteriously' giving MK powers? #Well. That kinda sounds like SWK didn't give MK any powers. And even if he did how in the world did he manage that. #Does even Monkie King have the ability to just give people that much power? #and like #'oh everyone has some form of a flashback or implied history EXCEPT for MK. We know nothing of his past. That's kinda weird.' #The number of times SWK is like 'no MK can do it' when there is NO FEASIBLE REASON FOR HIM TO BELIEVE SO #'Like yeah come on man 'patience and focus' you can wield the staff even if Macaque supposedly took my power from you.' #or even like #'Oh yeah lol of course you got your powers back when you needed them most. That's not surprising.' #'No pigsy let him go and face LBD alone he can do it. He'll stop her use of the samadhi fire and save the world.' LIKE WHAT #Like nothing made sense the more you thought about it #AND NOW I HAVE MY ANSWER #MK *IS* A MONKIE IN SOME FORM. #Idk how he was created or what his past is #BUT I DO KNOW I WAS RIGHT TO QUESTION THE BULLSHIT #Like lol his weird interactions with LBD's powers and the scroll (who are both connected to the underworld) JUST FUELS ME FUTHER #OH AND THE FUCKING KEY. WHATEVER THE FUCKING KEY IS. #I swear MK is some sort of destiny altering fucked up eldritch boy made as a weapon. #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk s4 #imp tag

[pierog]

so i applied for a DREAM JOB and out of 6000 applicants!!! I ended up in the final 15 😟

…and I did SOOOOO soooooo well til the very last round 😔 i accidentally became privy to some scathing information from the judging panel. ouuuuuuuchhhh lol my insecurities.

proud of myself for being true to myself and getting far as i did, though.

#also i got covid so feeling a bit self pitying at the moment #i honestly have massive beef with their criticisms #i left this country when i was 5 and have ended up with a lot of cultural differences #sorry English ppl reading this but i feel like the UK is very caught up on appearances. for example: #it’s an outdoorsy job and the panel were unimpressed i didn’t come in my hiking boots + wet weather gear #umm…. yeah because we are SITTING INSIDE ON A SUMMER’S DAY??? #it felt like posing to me? i grew up in rural NZ so I’ve spent majority of my life in the bush #PS most of the hiking boots i did see were obviously pristine and never taken on an actual hike 🙄 #yes i own that stuff. no im not gonna wear it just to prove a point. i wore jeans and the same shoes ive been wearing while hiking across #europe these last 2 months. #also the NZ wilderness is so much more rugged like these hikes in UK/europe would barely count as a casual day walk to me #so our standards are very different #and we both left feeling quite unimpressed with each other I think #i’ll provide one more rant: one of the exercises involved wiring up a plug. i did it successfully but failed cos I didn’t plug it in after #well um. my mama is a scientist and taught me not to fuck with electricity unless i’m 100% sure #yes I did all the wiring right but it was still my first time so I’m being cautious. apparently that’s a bad thing 🤷‍♀️ #enough rants from me but basically yeah lots of little things like that which I disagree with

[nerdie-faerie]

Apparently I timed my quitting perfectly

#work tag #the new manager is absolutely awful and since hes taken over nothings been done properly #the managers that are left are sick of everything they barely do anything on shift the slackers are worse than ever #the newbies dont take anything seriously or have any common sense whatsoever so its just completely downhill #we had an EHO visit last week on the boss' close had lost a star on our rating as a result so the area manager came in a couple days later #he bollocked our boss for the way hes been acting but then he went right back to being a prick #so apparently after i left last night the district manager visited and they had to shut the store early for cleaning #but this was after my manager told me that the boss has been blaming everyone for the state of things but #when they offered to close the store and do a deep clean he refused because of money #the district manager was not happy he pulled both managers aside and now theyre gonna have to close the store for a deep clean #but they might also have to shut down temporarily to get everything sorted but the thing is since this new guy took over only about #half of the closing cleaning tasks have been being done because close is usually made up of the slackers and they just dont wanna do #anything properly its been an ongoing issue for months now and now its catching up with them cus theyve got in the habit of not doing it #one of my managers has kept saying he doesnt think the store will last until Christmas but everyone else is sure were gonna be shut #well before that point like its gotten the bad its part of why i quit #anyway i just got the rundown from my coworker who was on close when this all went down last night

[solitarelee]

Liberals will deadass be like "ah yes the three great evils: the British Empire, America, and Jews" and then wonder why Jews don't feel safe lol

#solitaretalk #this isn't an exaggeration #hell it's not even paraphrasing #hmmm I think about this a lot #when I was studying early on my rabbi explained why and how conservatism got so popular in Israel #esp when Jewish ppl are statistically more likely to be liberal #and he explained it well but honestly I'm embarrassed I didn't get it right away #most of the organizations spending money to help Jews are right wing evangelical ones #and yes their reasons are insane but does that matter to you when you grandma needs to flee her home? #when you have a lot of groups trying to kill you and one says 'what if we give you all the guns so you're not the ones getting murdered' #you can see why that would be tempting #and if you can't you've simply never been in enough danger to get it #us vs them is very easy when you've been the them for thousands of years worth of discrimination and genocide #idk man it's long and complicated but I'm so tired #I don't think the American left has ever had my interests in mind #and as they get increasingly violent towards Jews alongside increased violence from fascists #I feel like at that point you should stop wondering how it got here #and start realizing ur part of the problem

[moonlight-at-dawn]

is it masochistic to get two vaccines and a blood draw all from the same arm, the same day?

#misha rambles #my left arm is a pincushion #phlebotomist today was like 'and do we have a prefere-oh okay you already got the arm out' lmao #'yeah i've been getting blood draws regularly since i was 22 i've got a system' #'well it's a very good vein' #'yeah and my right is hiding so' #*pokepoke* 'yeah you can tell you get a lot outta here' #today my blood is like 'get me tf outta here' i don't usually bleed so much from a stick or jab #but my flu shot site bled and there's a big well where my draw happened #hey. hey blood. hey. we're anemic can you not be like that. hey.

[vvitchering]

We need TBOBF pt 2 and it’s just Boba and Fennec and Cobb being a scooby gang during the (non)events of Mando S3

#and then they line up when they all crash through the ceiling in the finale next week to rescue Din and the whole show #I actually have this whole vision where Din is being tortured by Gideon #and then someone shoots Gideon from behind and we pan over slowly #and see someone with a mechanical arm holding the smoking gun #and it’s COBB #and he’s got his scarf up over half his face but he pulls it down to smile at Din like #Well everyone else here is wearing a helmet! I felt left out! #and five seconds later Boba kicks the other door down like FUCK beat me to it #Fennec is out in the hall herding confused Mandalorians #Bo is in the corner somewhere having a panic attack or something who knows she’s incredibly bad at this #they’ll collect her later #the mandalorian #the mandalorian spoilers #kinda sorta #not really #but I can dream right

[sisterdragonwithfeathers]

Ok, I could use prayers.

#I've had a nasty cold since the day of New Year's Eve #sore throat #green gunk #used three whole small boxes of tissues + a full roll of toilet paper blowing my nose #all that lovely stuff #it's been gradually improving #but this evening my sinus issues finally made their way into my ears #and I can't hear out of my left ear #and it was right after we got back from a trip #(on which I was healthy thank God) #but before that I had a rough sore throat and a quick but heavy cold #and before and during THAT I did some small harmless exercise and somehow strained something badly in my neck #and I've done really well alll things considered holding up during each of those things #but I am truly tired of being unwell #and unsettled #and I miss sleep being pleasant #and tea and water both being satisfying #and I need to be getting my life together #and I don't feel like I can do that while I'm SICK #and part of me is wondering if it's some kind of test #and whether or not I'm failing it #but most of me just DOESN'T CARE right now and just wants to be WELL #and not in pain #and not sick #but there's nothing I can do about it #so #prayers appreciated for whatever I'm supposed to be having #since apparently the answer isn't 'health' or 'comfort' yet

[just-jammin]

fun fact: this whole day wasn’t planned to happen lmao—

anyways

brunch

dinner

also my bro and i got a pic from a Denji cosplayer before the movie

sooooo yeh t’was worth it BD

#not only there was a Millie cosplayer right as we got in the swedish restaurant #there was also a Petra cosplayer before we left as well #i recognized a couple of holo cosplayers too (Shuba from when we arrived and an Ame & Peko from when we were locating our cinema) #so yeh today was very VERY poggers :DDD #that was stupid #<= (a tag for me speaking) #idk anymore #<= (also a tag for me speaking)

[twilightarcade]

I love making a character and then them immediately morphing into a knockoff of my dad. Like haha u were a guy but now you're just like my dad in particular and I'll never forget about that how does that make you feel

#wordstag #it's happened like... 3 times #maybe it's that whole like father like son whatever thing. He's bleeding into my personality and I just go haha yeah no that's my dad #I have considered stealing from my grandpa's speech habits intentionally but #one has the exact opposite of speech habits. Not speaking habits. Kinda like my dad but slightly worse #the other would probably be a bit disconcerting to hear in any of my stories because it would likely be received with immediate suspicion #the other other I never met. He was an largely absent thogh according to my dad #he had a cool car? Alcoholic. Maybe thats why my dad is like this #anyways about my other (the first other) grandfather he was really like #well he was in the army and he loves me and my sister #he would always tell us to watch each other's 6 (then clarify that 6 meant back) whenever we left #which would be mildly disconcerting (I literally just made that word up idk if I'm using it right) in any context I would put a story in #though maybe it could be played as like.. a red herring or whatever #first grandfather (metioned) is the plant guy #anyways I'm absolutely starving. Terrible headache. #but I don't leave for another hour so like. Sucks to be u #getting sorta sleepy and tired of old people #<- that was written an hour ago I'm back home now and ate but I still have a headache #might just sleep about it #I was standing outside in the sun for a bit at the end... got a super cheap sketchbook and some free mechanical pencils though #+another tiny notebook. for the soul #no one ended up beating me up over it. Unfortunately #I think it would've been funny #wish I could come saturday just to see the final totals. But alas