#well now im overthinking

[historyofadrowningboy]

Ehem. Let's DO THIS. Introducing my baby from @infamous-if , loved it so much I had to paint my OC.

' Winter wakes the wolf '

Chase, lead singer of the Alternative/Rock band, Moonless. He's always there for the illegal fun parts and is known to have unstable hair color disease. (But oh well, he's in the indigo-ish area, goes well with his new clothes.)

Drinks too much but can be trusted to be sober when needed (or.. maybe?). "People die either way" he said, lighting up the new cigarette. Running away from his problems might actually be his favourite workout, thats why he looks so lean. Uncanny amount of smol tattoos and accessories, fits his baddie persona he thinks.

Has a habit of lying about how he doesn't have feelings for Sev and how he deeply doesn't enjoy cat walking on Orion's nerves. Mostly takes nice approaches, flirts without noticing cuz it's getting a habit but miraculously gets shy with people he has feelings for, not looking at Seven nope.

Anyway I talked too much for a first post I guess? But beware I'll be back with a STOOOORM.

#infamous if #infamous oc #AAAA IM DOING IT IM POSTING MY FIRST #way too nervous but at least i hope he looks good #and the band name is ok? #well now im overthinking #here it comes tho im going to post shit 24/7 #my art shit #oops i forgot that stiches tattoo #weird tattoo but my boi's weird #digital art #my art <3 #my ocs

[ghostlyheart]

All of Nadja's outfits in the WWDITS premiere (5.1 + 5.2)

#what we do in the shadows #nadja of antipaxos #wwdits s5 spoilers #her costumes were absolutely on point as always #I think they have a really good balance of integrating new stuff while also having established pieces of their wardrobes #because there's amazing new stuff but also i can be like ''oh that's the dress from the werewolf kickball episode!!'' #seeing them rewear stuff makes the world feel a little more grounded (so all the Not grounded in reality stuff is even funnier) #also i always feel the need to clarify that I am so new at this and I know there's plenty of stuff I still need to learn #there's so many amazing giffers for this fandom who create incredible sets and i always worry it's presumptuous to post my stuff #when it's still very much a work in progress #which is probably me overthinking it a bit skdjksd anyway #im realizing that the first two may in fact be. the exact same dress and i just cant see asdjksjd #but it's too late now oh well. at least the hair changed

[pbnmj]

Genuinely curious, what’s up with Noir’s age? And what does it have to do with his 08/09 run? ((You may ignore if you wish :D))

i no longer have to do an extremely long explaination about comics noir because it has already been done here, by foolsocracy!!!!!!! really great breakdown of his very vague age, which is never said outright in the 08-09 run, only implied!! my own personal take on this is that he's 17-turning-18 in the first one, just about graduated high school but not able to afford college (see the panel below LOL)

this also got a little longer than i thought it would, so under the cut for the rest of it! the tl:dr is "itsv!noir is not the same as comics!noir, and people saying that he's 19 isn't strictly true. to me, he's around 30!"

eyes without a face (the 09 run!!) only takes place 8 months after, in september 1933, which makes peter 18-turning-19. this is more of a headcanon though!! (see the noir birthday poll, which made me a noir-is-a-december-baby truther)

(peter being a libra is mentioned once in the first issue of amazing spider-man (2015), mostly as a punchline, and a specific date of october 10th was given in another issue that i have lost. other media, like with the mcu, has his birthday on august 10th. but to me noir is a sagittarius and you cannot pry that from me)

the 2020 run of noir begins establishing the year as 1939, making peter around his mid-20s, and 25 if you believe me on the 'peter was 17 in noir 2008' LOL.... i won't lie though i haven't read this one properly i very quickly skimmed so pinch of salt regarding my takes on the 2020 run

noir being in his teens during the first original runs is why "itsv!noir is 17-19" goes around so often! i've seen that on tumblr, twitter AND on tiktok and i don't mind what people hc, but it has become a pet peeve when people say it like its canon even though it's never been mentioned by the writers or the art book. itsv!noir is similar to his comic counterpart, but his differences in his origin story make me interpret him as a different noir (like how peter b.'s dimension is 616B, making him... 90214B?)

again, we are straying from itsv canon/etc here because i'm deranged, but i personally hc noir as being 32! some of my friends think he's in his mid-20s, others think he's older, but really the only reason is that 32 is the midpoint between the other two peter parkers: ripeter was 26 and peter b is 38. he's also voiced by nic cage, which makes me think older in the first place!

i just like the idea that he's more experienced that ripeter, but hasn't gone through as much as peter b. he spends most of the movie being broody ("moral ambiguity of your actions!", "matches burn down to my fingertips", etc etc), or snarkier than you'd expect ("it's that easy" "who are you again?" "you gonna fight or are you just bumping gums" etc etc). he also very sweetly tells everyone that he loves them before he leaves !!! i feel like it can in fact be in character for a peter parker in his late 20-early 30s, distanced from his tragedies in his own world by time (he doesn't forget them, that's different !) being able to look out for the spiders around him.

okay now we are VERY deep into hc territory, but it makes him able to balance out the rest of the itsv spider-gang as an older-brother figure who's able to guide peni, miles and gwen but also be able to act as a voice of reason for peter b. and ham if the sitauation calls for it. that being said noir is still peter parker and is therefore capable of spider-esque tomfoolery, which can lead to him misjudging the need for a snarky one liner ("this is a pretty hard core origin story"). my characterisation of him is also very inspired by heyitsspiderman, the itsv fic that changed me for the better, and noir isn't even in it that much LOL

veering back into itsv!noir's age and your actual question though: he's always read older in the movies, and not at all 17-19. noir is always going to be around 30 (32 if i have to give a number) to me!! if anything, he did go through the same kind of 'canon events' as comics noir did, but is an older and more experienced version of him, with tweaks to the backstory (like a radioactive spider instead of a spider-god, and webshooters instead of organic webbing). there are reasons ofc to see him being younger (egg creams are non-alcoholic, and that if it's 1933, his comicsverse self would be 18-19 too) . however you must consider that sony didn't expand on this and therefore it's up to fan interpretation and also that

#this kind of turns into meta . sort of . sorry about that #and i know some people take those jokes noir makes as like. just very blunt observations of what is happening #i personally believe they are jokes that aren't landing. or just him being a bit annoying <3 i love him for this #i can talk forever and forever about movie noir. its how i got into him in the first place . picked me up and swept me away #and now i overthink and read too much into his like. 6 mins of screentime #also the rich beautiful itsv noir backstory that exists only in my mind..... which is mostly the same #just with small tweaks and adjustments. its MY SIDE CHARACTER and I GET TO CHOOSE THE HCS #eg. the insane 'peter quits working at the bugle very annoyingly for everyone involved before becoming a PI' like this shit just #swirls in my brain. forever and ever. #noir #answered #edit: sorry im just realising this is boiling down to itsv noir is freshly out of his 20s #therefore experiencing post 20s clarity and is not yet going through a peter b-like midlife crisis #and is not a teenager anymore and doesn't have to battle puberty as well as supervillians #so he's somehow doing a little better than the rest of them and able to pass on funny little tips and lifehacks

[faeymouse]

Getting through the Kickass Video Essay of the Week is always dangerous because it makes me desperately want to make video essays myself, except I wouldn’t know Adobe After Effects if you slapped me across the face with it, YouTube terrifies me as anything except something I consume, and all my actual best thinking is done via Tumblr afterthought tags because in my head I imagine it’s sorta like glancing sidelong at the camera and adding additional context to any given moment or thought like I’m in the Emperor’s New Groove

also I genuinely do hyperfixate so it would be niche topics I can’t imagine anyone else on the planet finding entertaining (except me) like, “Is the Grid It’s Own Character?”; “Are Programs Posthuman?”; “How Kevin Flynn Destroys the Sublime”; “Why Tron Legacy is a Horror Movie”; “The Grid and the Closet” and it analyzes how, symbolically, a dude constantly leaving his heterosexual day life to live within a neon-lit fever dream where traditional procreation is literally unheard of and everyone wears skin-tight body suits and stilettos and oscillate between high-octane performance and nightclubs, and he’s unable to talk about this double life to others outside of this place, might be construed as possibly a lil LGBT+ (would this make CLU a physical manifestation of Flynn’s own fear of his homosexuality?); over an hour of me going through Scars 1 and 2 screenshot by screenshot and it’s titled something like “WATCH TRON UPRISINF” in all misspelled caps where it’s painfully obvious I have no background in Film Theory but by god that’s not about to stop me,

and idk something like “Identity in Tron” where I cheekily compare Tron Identity and the Uprising episode “Identity” that have nothing in common other then a fixation on identity discs and like what are those? Halo symbolism? The soul? Are programs angels? (insert here about previous scholarship on this bc I *know* somebody’s talked about this somewhere already) Are programs without discs fallen angels? Is Tron Identity purgatory? Is Query on the level of a User with how easily he manipulates information on a program’s disc? Does the Grid have its own disc somewhere??? Where’s the MCP’s disc?? Why is there a pawn shop in Argon; do programs really buy and sell used goods, and is this due to an ever shrinking amount of space/memory on the Grid? Is currency on the Grid held within the disc? Does this mean programs are their own currency? Is this capitalism or communism if the means of production (the programs) are also the currency? If a program steals another program’s disc and learns all their secrets, could the disc-less program not just take the thief program’ s disc and use it as their own, since it technically holds all their memories now? What happens when a program’s disc runs out of space; do they all intermittently explode in a giant cloud of amnesia like Cass does? If seeing Tron’s face was enough to momentarily snap Beck out of his amnesia via the power of friendship, does this hint at the possibility that programs may not need discs at all?

and so on so forth until my brain finds something else to chew into infinite nothingness

#babbles #de late #tronblr #tron identity #tron legacy #tron uprising #also it may not show very well on here but im very shy and that fear of being perceived is a doozy #idk man like being perceived via blog posts? fine cool acclimated to it mostly #but video? hearing me??? i mean yeah ive done like voice over stuff and podfic #and even that stint with twitch streaming #but like… how do i put it? its so different when its purely my thoughts and opinions and analysis you know? #im probs overthinking it but ykw that’s the stage we’re at right now and im meeting myself there #also if you haven't watched the new hbomberguy video go. check it out and the badass lgbt+ creator playlist he has included at the end of i

[shdwtouch]

also uh. this is part inquiry, part vent ? I know it's kinda shitty to be like "do you like my character ?" but now that I've gotten through more of act 2 and done the questlines involving the shadow-cursed lands... I honestly feel kinda silly. like.

knowing what happens with oliver / thaniel, as well as what is implied with arabella, I'm worried that shade is a little... redundant. I don't know. like. if people like her as a companion and the way I've built her lore that's good enough for me, I just. worry. and I worry that people may think I'm trying to replace those narratives. I don't know. it's hard to explain just how I feel. but mostly I feel silly. and worried.

probably overthinking it but. input would be most appreciated. honest input; I just want to know what people think / feel about shade in relation to the characters and lore we already have in the game, I guess. I am genuinely curious what people think.

edit: read the tags but also I should post a disclaimer, I know that if people didn't like shade they wouldn't be following or interacting with me. that's not the question I'm asking here. I'm asking for input on where she stands in the game canon lore, on what people think about that. I am honestly so, so thankful for the support and love I have received in writing shade. <3 I was not expecting this kind of love and interest, and I am grateful for everyone who has given her / me a chance !

#《 ° puffin.exe 》 im a puffin ! i dont do much #° ask to tag ! #idk how to tag this cuz its not really negativity or a vent but i know some people dont like seeing “do you like my muse / blog?” posts so #please know i am approaching this with the best intentions. as a member of the community who wants to respect the community and its content #im probably just overthinking but. i am curious. i really am. i want to know what people think. #i just. feel silly. like i jumped the gun. i should have waited to finish act 2 before making her i just. got excited. #and now i have all this muse for a character that. well. doesnt need to exist in canon. #so like. i guess i should say. while i do want people to be honest. please be gentle. i genuinely love shade as a character #and am so proud of her. so keep that in mind please. idk.

[sapphicsnzs]

started crying over a tik tok…turns out i have a low grade fever

#self obs #if you’ve seen the orange cat black cat tik tok which is so niche but oh well #anyways i cried and tears keeps rolling down my face like im so dramatic when i have a low grade fever #i’m so tired but i’m scared if i go to sleep im gonna have really awful dreams #i’m just overthinking everything right now and i’m so stressed i just need to cry it out lol #i’m gonna wake up in the morning and realize how dramatic i am like it’s barely a fever get over yourself

[mittenlady]

need an entire licensed therapist with a degree in psychology who is professionally trained to sit me down and explain to me that no my writing ability is not determined by the amount of “hits” to “kudos” on a “fanfiction” on “archive of our own”

#fanfic #ao3 #fanfic things #writing things #WHAT DO YOU MEAN 36 KUDOS TO 450 HITS OH MY GOD #MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmhey guys. #this is literally so bad #rocking back and forth on the floor holding my knees #uttering like someone deluded #overthinking absolutely everything i wrote overanalyzing literally every possible reason except “well it’s a multi-chapter fic.” #this n is because i drank an iced coffee for breakfast and now i am mental ill #GUYS EVEN THE MOST KUDOS’D FIC FOR THE PAIRING HAS A SKEWED RATIO IM LITERALLT. Insane #oh my God #ok so the coffee won i think i need to take a walk

[berryblu-soda]

your trademark is: axolotls and a plethora of lovely OC's and beautiful art!

(Unsure if that's a specific enough trademark, but it's what I think of when I think of you!! <3<3<3<3 )

ABBY!!!! oh heck yeah my brand is going strong then >:3!!!!! *cheering and celebrating *so* hard!!!! TYYYYY TvT <3<3<3<3<3!!!!!!!

yeye that counts as a trademark :>!!!!

#oh my gosh i was overthinking yours actually aghhhh #also dunno what trademark means exactly; but stuff i cant see without thinking of you is: #tmnt <- youre specifically the 1987 version; they are so little guy and friend shaped <3<3<3 #also known httyd enjoyer but dragons overall tbh!! #the color green!!! as ive said before!!! #and amazing art i dont cheer for nearly as much as i should!!! #<- no srsly i love all your character interactions sm!!!! and its so bright and colorful too <3<3<3 #i think i´ll start reblogging even the ones i feel i need context for hehehe #whoops- tag ramble D: #oh well dfhgshfs you know what youre in for w me by now im pretty sure hjsdfdsjgfj #abby <3 #ask game

[studiousbotanist]

#does a bear blog in the woods #just phantom period stuff fuckingbw my brain chem i think is whats going on this week ! #i knew the new tfb would rip emotions outta me but im messed uppppp . #ive been single the longest ive been in a Long Time now ... #theres good and bad . theres so much cooking in my head from these few months #dealint with grief . bad job . good job now #and still working on getting my life and health togethwr #and im really trying to craft and make shit again . its So necessary for your soul and ive been neglecting #tabletop has helped so much and roleplay will too qhen i get into it #in the mean time though . im LONELY !! im in a mood where being by myself is Torrrtureeee . butnive also been overstimmed ! #i was very somber earlier cuz i jusf did Not have rhe energy to be up and do shit ..wjich is why i called out #but was just thinking the thing i miss most abt a relationship is always having some1 to hang out w or be around #especially physical side cause i am very physically affectionate !!! and tryin to get back to it . #its been hard cus of well ...trauma and also the pandemic . overthinking . itd help if i cried i think #i coulsve put this all ina read more ..too late now LOL ! #i just want to word vomit . been stuck in a bad nasty rude to myself feedback loop abt NOT venting and NEEDING to reach out directly #but good gd its difficult when we are All exhausted . and when i judt Need the vocal speak vs typing #if u read all this mess thank you LOL . ill be okay . ive got to let myself feel this

[rox-of-iu]

@ the people saying kind words and offering me english alternatives for the czech in my last post

first of all, I know you mean well and I love you to bits and I'm giving you a little kissy, ok? But... guys I do know English phrases... hahhah

Listen,,,, I am chronically online and I do actually have a certificate from C2 exams that is just 5 points shy of being 100%. I Know it absolutely doesn't look that way but that's just because I'm the laziest guy around and I don't feel like fixing it after myself when I have the excuse of being a foreigner- sahdjsd

so when i use czech words it is not out of the necessity of not knowing any substitutes but just me goofing around and going haha funny word go brr

#man this is probably coming of as mean and super defensive but its not supposed to be 😭😭 (tones still hard in any language) #it is genuinly super nice of you to try to help out!! and you couldn't have known so 💞 #but just throwing that out there....jasdhksdj #o(-( man #ykno like i said throwing in cz words is just me having fun with it #since its my scribble side blog and all that #because due to spending almost all my free time connected to english-centric internet my own language/culture took a bit of a backseat #like even in my day to day life which is very prevalent among lot of foreign people today #but i wont get into it now it doesn't rly matter #so me throwing in some funky words is me just having fun around and trying to bring some of it back while i doodle #but looking back at it it is prolly weird to do since ykno its Chinese so what is cz doing there and no one will understand it anyway #so ppl are probably left feeling confused or cheated out of something #so i should probably just stick with eng alternatives #oh well #idk why im even making this post this has completely derailed ashdk and again I'm not mad at beloveds who commented and left tags #it just made me think #and overthinking hahh bcuz im in the middle of stressful projects #plus tHE STUPIDASS UNI DOENST WANNA ACCEPT MY MONEY OK PLEASE TAKE IT I BEG OF U I WILL PAY EARLIER NEXT TIME (lying) #anyway thats all jhds uhh bye #wait im already having regrets about making this post in the first place man but i did spend valuable time typing it out so ughhh

[queernarchy]

roommate literally told me today she misses the days before i lived with her and her best friend when they were just alone together like bitch WHY POST THE AD

#girl will not miss an opportunity to either ignore me or either tell me about all the people she likes more than me #as well as the fact she has fully talked shit to me about one of those friends before!! #saying that they weren’t as close to her as they thought they were? #and now is including them in her closest people in the world list #wild shit #the way she talks into the night full volume with all her friends and 0 considersation for my existence #the way she talks about how she overthinks everything and thinks about people constantly #and therefore either Uniquely does not think about me or thinks about me and deliberately chooses to do the most inconsiderate thing #possible #personal #me: hey let me know if i did anything im happy to communicate #monika: literal crickets #my life sucks lmao

[seithr]

unfortunately the allure of "at work i genuinely don't think that much and have no time or capacity to worry about home because i am fully mentally 'at work'" and "at work my family isnt there and i am not reminded of things happening in it by being asked about it by one of them or seeing them" and "at least i make money at work and am there often enough its a good amount and i feel useful lookibg at it" is really startibg to wear thin rifgt now

#i like not thinking i like being so caught in my sorting and doing a good job and helping people i dont feel the coldness settlibg in #i like not havibg sudden run ins i overthink later or being asked What Do You Think Haha in front of people id like to not air laundry to #people who respect me enough to wish well when im just a little bit not all there but dont want My Answer About It or My Assurance #i like not having to consider another job or parrttime searching again and scheduling both them at the same time #i like not thinking man but now im sfucking tired going too. when im cloxked in i turn all this off and i wish i could always be that way #helpful! im happy to help! im glad to. no worries no problem. thoughtful and useful and a joy if a little in need of guidance #the build up to therr. thinking about all of it alone on the way. always the sitting with it. the hours settling in #its wearing thin. something about it is. i think its only me. i wish i worked all the time so i wouldnt wind down back to all of this #everything here and reality going on and all the bad news and every bad memory and experience and incoming ache fffffuuck me man #im fine before anyone (noone) gets conc3rnened im just so tired. im so cold. nothing will come out. do i really need that as proof it hurts

[mishapen-dear]

vod over. ccbbh is trying to kill us all

#vodblogging #THAT WAS AWESOME #f urniture. #what the Fuck are the death flags about if qbbh is no longer actively suicidal #is he just making silly little references to freak us all out #id get that but the frequency of them. mm #bastard is MADE of masks #and there's a different truth hidden in each one #im already trying to theorize but i am still actively processing #so its. ahha going well #we can trace his upswing back p definitively back to when forever built that appreciation room #the apology brownies to ron... #i think it's interesting how he called ron 'the federation worker' but ill shelve that before i overthink it #for now #but now im wondering how many death flag's he's thrown when he's been alone #when he's not performing for anyone but the ghosts #and he normally saves his very best acting for the living #he's never lied to us... not directly.... <- thinking SO HARD about that #fae ass motherfucker #there's something wrong with him all that iron should be burning him to fucking ash #one thing that's not sticking out to me is why making everyone mad at him would have helped protect the eggs #maybe he was thinking if he no longer was the primary *trusted* babysitter #who was so well liked #they'd make it a point to keep the kids away from him and start actively thinking of the kids' safety themselves? #but that feels so simple #and not quite right. because the people who cared already cared and the people who didn't already didn't #so ig the question there is how certain was qbbh that their minds could eb changed #IF that's even what was going on

[risingsunresistance]

thank you techno o7

#it feels like a bad decision to sell them but what else was i gonna do with them? we maxed ALL of our gear with these #plus i saved 10 of them that i still have #yes i had 44 spares of harvesting 6. dont worry about it #i did A LOT of shiny pigs.......... A L O T #sell offer was way more but they just wouldnt fill #i tried for a day or two but the price is going down even more. might as well sell while i can i guess? #im praying shiny pigs come back for the 4yr anniversary. or maybe for techno's birthday... #which will make the price drop horribly. so i wanna sell now #augh im overthinking this but. AUGH. ripping shredding violence etc etc #chat #sb

[gilliontidestriderchampionoftheu]

chip and jay are kindof like jack and davey from newsies if you think about it

#my post #jrwi riptide #as much as id love to also shove gill into the main 3 he is in no form a well-meaning journalist. im sorry hes just not kath OR denton #oh god now im gonna overthink which bg newsie hed be #oh my god. ollie as crutchie. yes. #i think i wanna put him as specs #bcus while i dont think gill is sneaky enough to get near the refuge unnoticed. hes definitely brave enough #also the only line i can remember specs saying is 'and i lost my shoe!' gill has to be shoeless in every universe

[jwooyoung]

don't know whether my neighbor meant to be passive aggressive when he mowed HALF my front lawn earlier without saying anything even though the grass wasn't even long since I just mowed 10 days ago but.......... 🤔

#we mow our lawn once a week im slightly late this time cause i work all day then it rains EVERY SINGLE DAY right as i get off work #so i was planning on doing it either today or tomorrow even though its not even that long anyways and theres barely any weeds #but i went out there to do it earlier and half my fucking lawn has been NOTICEABLY mowed #like bro went all the way to my mailbox in the front #and maybe he was just doing a bit extra cause obviously our lawns are connected but #HE WENT ALL THE WAY UP TO THE SIDE OF MY HOUSE SO #THAT'S LIKE 10 FEET AWAY FROM THE PROPERTY LINE. YOU DONT JUST DO THAT FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES #i just finished up the rest but now im like well if he did do it passive aggressively ive just 'given in' to him thinking #my grass was too long !! so now i feel like a stupid idiot GIRL who doesnt know when her grass is too long #EVEN THOUGH IT WASNTTTTTTTTT #i am overthinking and overanalyzing i am aware but the dads on my street intimidate me lmao #im the yard girl of the family so they talk to me when im out there doing yardwork #and now i feel like ive gotten a bad grade in Yard and got scolded or something LMAO #anyways rant over thanks for listening to my lawn gossip #j.txt