#which im not sure ill finish in time

[bee-rosmyth-art]

Decorating the christmas glados :)

#portal #portal 2 #glados #wheatley #chell #christmas #glados portal #wheatley portal #chell portal #artists on tumblr #illustration #my art #digital art #happy holidays #i was going to do a lot more for this but then #i started working on a much bigger portal christmas project #which im not sure ill finish in time #lol #i figured id post this just in case i dont get the other one done

[wraithdolll]

moonwatcher

#moonwatcher #wings of fire #wof #my art #super old art #nightwing #wings of fire canon #im like 90% sure this is from my au where moon kills darkstalker #becomes queen of the nightwings (shes really not into it) and melodrama ensues #illll probably revisit the au and flesh it out more once i finish arc 2 #i also defo made it out of spite bc i got groomed during my time in the wof fandom #and my groomers reallllly loooooved moonwatcher x darkstalker #which. y know. probably what the kids nowadays would call a disgusting proship #age gap discourse aside the power gap hes abusive he takes advantage of moon etc etc #like cmon #so i thought itd be fun to have her murder him #i also had a peril x carnelian agenda maybe ill revisit that #the jade winglet

[petricorah]

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#i have two comics that are close to done and dont know which one to finish #ones oblivious pining and the others joking about dating the blue spirit #also i have tickets to see the ATLA concert tomorrow?!? im so excited #ahh i have so many zukka comics planned but im not sure which one to start on next #ones a longer post canon one about sokka drinking cactus juice and confessing and zuko doesnt know how to say he feels the same when sokka #puts his life on the line for him #another is the 'do you regret it' betrothal one thats not really angsty #one's a redo of my tea shop au with sokka being the college kid who comes in to work lte at night #ones a canon one about zuko getting sick and not knowing how to trust the gaang #i really like that one but its not really shippy #and then more. so. many more that i dont know which to start #hajsjdj #notmyart #CRAP I NEED TO SET UP MY STORE #i might just accept that maybe ill take a loss this first time and do it before i cant anymore. just do the easiest platform and just Go

[harvestmoth]

been playing awakening for the first time lately, youll never guess who my favorites are

#sorry for the fire emblem posting again it was bound to happen eventually #i dont think im very far in it though. maybe about mid game? #and ive been playing it with the gay mod which. makes it a tad bit difficult to tell whats canon dialogue and whats the gay mod for some #surely the chrom robin story dialogues are from the gay mod. they have to be. #dw though when ive finished the game im planning on looking up the canon dialogue for some scenes and the supports #i really like the story and characters so far so i wanna know more about them outside of it #though i will say. i knew the childrens hair would like match the other parents but i was not expecting it for some reason #pink noire jumpscare. very cool though #the pair up feature is so broken though its awesome and officially my favorite fire emblem mechanic #i say that but ive only ever fully played 3 houses. ill finish engage after this and then maybe ill do fates finally #.. i dont wanna play fates though ive tried three times and just cant get into it #fire emblem awakening #olivia fire emblem #tharja fire emblem #tharlivia #i think thats what they are. i think

[broke-on-books]

😍😍😍

#accidentally slept through my only class today #which whoops sorry. (my 9am english) #which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay #anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb #but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked #around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal #and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back #got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow #then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive #been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea #(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize) #and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc #they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even #had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!! #didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks #and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i #grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like #card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill #backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333 #anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops #blah #oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being #silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too

[nopeleavemealoone]

I wrote out the plot to an entire novel a few months ago but the problem is its a romance and I didnt want to start writing a novel about two guys falling in love when i am finnicky about the romance media I consume but the motivation hit and I just wrote twelve pages feeling great

#Its about a guy whos miserable because hes just sure hes about to die at any given moment so hes a depressed prick to everyone #X the guy who calls him out and helped him stop feeling so depressed #The first guy to be fair has a valid point to be so sad he has a chronic illness #And everyone does actually think he is dead for a second there #But they have a sort of enemies to lovers arc #So far i wrote the beginning of the book which includes their meet cute and then i wrote a scene from the middle of the book a while ago #where the healthy one uses a wheelchair to sneak out the sick one and they have a midnight date in the park #Lets hope the motivation carries on and I wont live with this twelve pages of content for the next six months #I think if I finish it I’ll go ahead and get it published #But if I finished it is a huge “if” #Anyways im just having a lovely time over here #Edit I have a first draft now five months later fuck yeah #Mine

[the-holy-ghosted]

LEAVING PIECES OF ME BEHIND...

character courtesy of my beloved darling @skelelephant go follow them immediately Or Else

#gifts from a pure black void #oc: roark #thats erins tag for him not mine #roark renshaw #hope to fucking god thats not a real man #ummm what do i tag #lightning #green #sure! #ANYWAYS. HIIII im posting this like two days after i finished it and already put it on instagra #this is roark!! hes not mine hes erins oc but what he IS is my skrunkly little scrimblo hes my ugly little purse dog hes my baby #he is the worst also which is why i love to put him in emotionally upsetting situations #i love drawing him soooo much. so so so very much #i have. my own ocs that Pair WIth Him in a way but ill post them another time maybe (no i wont) #anysways enjoy

[stevethehairington]

book 2 of the year = finished!!!

#mack reads #ya girl has finished the terror! #it was.... interesting #it was in part what i expected and also not at all what i expected at parts #was a little bit disappointed by the like. anticlimacticness of the thing #i think.... it was a slow moving plot for sure which i dont think paid off as much as it could have #it just kind of felt like there was all this build and it kind of just. plateaued? #out of the 2 dan simmons books ive read so far the abominable FAAAAAR outranks the terror like there is NO competition there #i bought his other books summer of night and hyperion so im gonna read those next!! #i have HIGH hopes for summer of night bc it was described several times as having v similar vibes to it by stephen king and that is ENTICING #but i think im gonna read the hunger by alma katsu next! #its shorter than the other two so i can start and finish it tomorrow or sunday #and THEN ill start... probably summer of night #but i digress #final thoughts: the terror was alright and im curious to see how they translated it to the screen! #im gonna start the show tonight!

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#theres a special kind of agony in tryinf to find an apartment in an college town with a housing shortage #everythings expensive as fuck and im sure its frustrating for everyone but i feel like its especially frustrating for me #bc it takes me so much fucking time to understand the information right in front of me and then i doubt myself so i have to check and check #and double check and triple check that im on the right website. that im inputting the right info #and its like. what if theres a better place i could b looking? like i found a management place to apply to thats expensive but less #expensive than another place but the building looks like its kinda on the edge of town like 15min drive from school #which i hate bc im an anxious freak and its gonna b worse than driving here bc itll get icey as fuck there #like proper inches of snow all winter. negative negative cold. so its like. do i take a nice apartment thats kinda far away #or a slightly more expensive apartment thats like 10min from school and more in town #and then theres the application stuff. and i cant fill anything out without having a full on like sobbing breakdown #but im that way abt everything. i do that all the time when i have to buy plane tickets #its exhausting. and i cant plan my exit until i know when i can move into a place. whatever. it doesnt help that my hormones r fucked rn #or i hope its the hormones. ive been so tired. so so tired. like sleeping 9hrs and still tired when usually im wired after only 7hrs sleep #i hate it. and super brain foggy. and this week i have to finish taking measurements for the last time #so i gotta decide if im gonna go in tomorrow or Monday to start it. its gonna suck so bad bc im gonna try to do it in 6 days. which will b #agony. but after that ill never have to do it ever again. ugh. im just so tired and i dont wanna limp my way into a new project feeling #like damaged goods. which is exactly what it feels like now. ive just done a very good job of making my job difficult #cant go into the lab without feeling physically ill. drained away all my joy. now theres only a sad distant recognition of how far ive #allowed myself to fall. i kno ill feel better once i have a place to stay and i can quit my job just getting there is taking an eternity #unrelated

[consciouschunkofmoss]

disappointed. there should be more natalie gifs the girl was looking absolutely stunning in that outfit while landing the most homosexual dialogue one could come up with and stabbing people with forks

#the whole nat sequence was #yea #it was something #yellowjackets spoilers #was i the only one getting a gay vibe or #i think its interesting to iterate that. honestly im not even in for the ship dynamics anymore. whatever comes will be appreciated #misty and nat are already in such a tangly mess of relationships that it really isnt solely about them anymore. which is great. #and i talk only of these two for their obviously famous dynamic #but really. all the characters are sharing from this greatly complex web of interactions and shared experiences #that it becomes impossible to focus on only two people #just rambling #plus the lottienat dynamic really is kicking right now but you can tell that the narrative wont be so individualistic anymore #(at least in my eyes compared to how season one went) #i have a lot of thoughts on the pilot but honestly its a bit too early to process everything. so ill let my brain soak on the yj broth #for now. at least #until i finish my work #edit: i said pilot im not sure why i said pilot but its good timing to use from and say that the 'lend me your ears' thing was very hip

[lakeraydia]

finally finished watching adventure time btw. ohhhhhhh i get it now

#'finally finished' my brother and i got sick and watched literally the entire run over the span of like 4 days #which is. A Way To Watch That Show #also im lying i didnt even finish it theres like the whats it called. the long ones #anyways i was always like hmmm people sure do like this show but i dont really understand the appeal #i used to watch it all the time as a kid apparently but i like. literally forgot that lol #mustve like imprinted on my subconscious or whatever really hard tho bc the whole time i was like Wow this is so literally me. #anyways what was i saying. uhhhhhh #tv show good #i hope the new show they make is good ill be sad if it isnt what with finally knowing whats going on there after all these years #but it looks good and i think i saw someone on twitter say the first episode screening was good so

[hecksupremechips]

They did Ryuki so dirty in aini and I’m gonna be salty about it for the rest of my life I think

#aitsf #ai nirvana initiative #kuruto ryuki #like cannot emphasize how they just did not use him in the second half of the game #and i dont wanna diss the mizuki side cuz i honestly really loves it and i love her so much but just like #why did they even make ryuki in the first place if theyre gonna cut him off like that #and same with tama too its like you spend this game getting attached to these two really good characters and then its like ha fuck you! #and then all the stuff thats ACTUALLY important to the plot and the case begins #they dont even have like a moment where ryuki can feel relief at date being alive like dude #they like. this guy drinks himself into oblivion and goes insane over the death of a man he loved whose death he blames himself for #and the game cant even give these two characters like even a kinda touching reunion they just straight up DO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE IT AT ALL #which dates role in the game in general i think was also done dirty but i digress #like yeah okay sure just have almost all of ryukis motivations revolve around date and wanting to become worthy of him #and ​then go eh whatever anyways #oh and then have ryuki literally get shot at the end protecting date cuz thats how much he loves him and just like. they barely even care #date is literally the only person that seemed to have acknowledged it happened but it was literally like #oh no!!!! ryuki is literally bleeding out uwaaa!!! anyways #i used this card hesitantly with pewter after finishing ai1 but fuck it ill say it with my full chest this time #im calling homophobia here like come on you cant ignore this one #sorry to pewter and ryuki for both being canon gay and really interesting characters but the game doesnt care about you 😔

[todayisafridaynight]

oh my god i forgot to share my delulu-ass dream where i made a masadai doujin

#snap chats #NO LISTEN CAUSE LMAO #im 90% sure i was also dreaming of scenes from shay's disneyland fic. cause i still love that fic. #honestly i think it was just an anthology of short stories WHICH. ive always wanted to make a remastered anthology doujin #for all my mineda| and arakavva fam stuff yk. like go back and redo all of them so the art's Up To Date. and in color LMAO #god imagine if i did... ive always wanted to make a doujin but i also know im terrible at long projects and writing stories #(i still have to finish that comic from last night for starters LMAOOO) #anyways. hey everyone. life update time. its fucking POURING #i went out grocer shopping with my bro cause i needed to get a new makeup palette and brushes #buuut.... yall gon be mad at me....... while i was out my store finally started to sell the metroid prime remaster... 👉👈 #LISTEN ive wanted to play prime for YEARS ever since i first saw it was a thing for gamecube but i was never able to get it #and then they had a demo run of it at the store and.... yall... i love metroid a lot... #i played super metroid and the first metroid games a lot when i was growing up and prime has been on my list For Years #one day ill play the judgement games...... just not this month i need to catch up with my girl samus 😭😭 #cant even do THAT today cause that means going upstairs and my moms home and i also Have That Comic I Wanna Finish SO #thats a thing for me to do..... for now tho bye i got drawing to do

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#so i do this thing where i. dont process emotions. correctly. lmao. which im sure is not extremely obvious. lmao. #when i was a kid i spent a lot of time in school counselor offices. lmao. &my high school counselor referred to this issue as being #an 'emotional cripple'. lmaoooo. she referred to the total fucking meltdowns that these times would culminate in as #'a dam bursting'.mao. which i guess was correct i spent a lot of time on conduct probation bc of those little... episodes. lmao. #... (&like all 4yrs on academic probation bc of the much longer stints of mental instability that makes effort of any sort impossible LMAO) #so anyway i started using media to force emotional response to speedrun the trial of processing my emotions #bc once you start crying or screaming or whatever it doesnt really matter what started it; work yourself up enough #&youll end up at the place where it all ends. &begins. &needs to be unraveled or chopped in half. lmao. #&i never stopped using this tactic bc if it aint broke dont fix it LMAO. #so after kicking the process off w millers books ive listened to warsan shires bandcamp almost nonstop #&just finished rewatching the hxh chimera ant arc lmaoooo. #ALMOST. IM ALMOST THERE. I KNOW IT. just a little more force&ill be balanced again i know it. #summer is here i dont have time for this anymore lmao.

[thedevilsrain]

#tw transphobia #in ze tags #was talking to my mom abt transness and that reslity show with a tgirl thats been going on since she was like. 12 #and she started talking about how she doesnt know who she is she doesnt know her gender or sexuality and is fat #and is mentally ill and how all of that was her psrents fault..... for transitioning her at an early age #and i said mom think of the dozens of kid actresses who end up like her bevause theh were on tv at an early age #and think of doing that while being trans and being a tgirl at that #but she was badically tying it back to the early transition #and she talked about how ever since my cousin was a boy they knew he was gay and literally just ignored it until he came out #which im sure was Super easy for him lol #and how thise things you 'just know' but it takes time #and inwas just sitting here thinking about how the way SHE brought me up made me 'not know who i am' #and she finished it all by literally calling the girl a freak because she doesnt know who she is #and i said what the hell dont do that thats disrespectful and she kept repeating shes a freak shes a freak #i told her to stop and asked her how would she feel if someone called her daughter a freak and she just scoffed #and said it again #and i said if you want to call anybody a freak call her parents but not her #and i went to my bedroom and i cried a little #it really felt like she was calling me a freak over and over

[dullahandyke]

society if i didnt have to get an education and instead could just kingdom hearts

#motivating myself by saying that if i finish kh1 it just means that i get to play com sooner #and that means ill get to meet naminé and repliku and axel and zexion (who hfanworks have endeared me to) #but also im not sure whether ill jump straight into com or ill try 2 achievement hunt kh1... #probs both at the same time even bcosi ll be playing com on my 3ds which i can take anywhere #so ill play com on the go n shit and then in the evenings ill sit down n achievement hunt #tho like two of the achievements would require me replaying kh1 entirely w different conditions so like. probs not those guys yet #but like i can get all the trinity shite i can find the fucking ansemr eports #u guys have no idea how much it irks me to see them in jiminys journal lined up like #'ansem report 1' 'ansem report 3' 'ansem report 7' its like NOOOOO IM MISSING SOME #the others had better be available elsewhere or else ansem is gonna have to watch his back against me #i mean from what ive heard as soon as i learn more abt ansem hes gonna have to watch him back from me anyway #but like. collectables criming yknow