#why do they choose not to! theres no reason!!!

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️ #@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ... #there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams// #recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 .... #and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)' #and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway. #tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀 #one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny. #and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

[sneez]

fairfax in 70s clothes because i think seventeenth-century men would love flares and incredibly loud shirts and questionable woollen tank tops. i don't have a better explanation than that i am afraid

#artwork #fairfax #puritan swag. the parliamentarian drip #i'm still mid-exams (which is why i havent answered my asks yet i am so sorry dear friends) so this has been my stress relief activity #it has been very effective! would highly recommend drawing historical figures in flares :-D #and belted jumpers for some ungodly reason. i looked at many 'top ten worst 70s outfits' articles in the process of drawing these #i must confess though i would wear 100% of these outfits. especially the first two he is making it work so much #to be honest i dont know if fairfax would actually wear any of these in reality but the whole cavalier/roundhead fashion divide is mostly #fake anyway (they pretty much wore the same clothes for the most part) so i like to think he would. he was a swanky guy #ALSO theres that one extant buff coat he owned which i have posted many times before which had pink silk sleeves so i am choosing to #believe that he would wear all of these. thats my opinion as a historian #anyway! i hope you are all doing well my dear friends :-D i miss you all very much #i am so close to being Fwee now..........i only have two more exams and my final one is on the last day of term so i am Almost There #i am absolutely exhausted though. i have five five-hour exams writing three essays for each and they are about as agonising as they sound #but this time next week i will be done!!! and then i will have time to draw more 70s fairfaxes (my purpose in life) #until then though i will continue crawling across the ground making horrible moaning noises until my final two exams are out of the way #eeueuuu. eueuuuuuuhh. eeeeuuuu. like that

[caffeinatedopossum]

I just heard someone say that getting married is the hardest thing they've ever done.

I'm sorry but if getting married is the hardest thing you've ever had to do, I don't think I can talk to you. That's fine, that's totally okay if that's hard for you. I just need a long moment of silence for my misjudgment of the average amount of suffering that any given human experiences.

#and obviously theres shit like forced marriage and things #however #if you are choosing who to marry of your own volition. that shit should be easy #i cant even count with all of my fingers and toes the number of things that have been harder for me than getting married #for one. the reason im not yet legally married which is that im disabled and im in a very intenese match of Do I Deserve Rights #with the government #after that weve got recovering from an ed. not sure how im managing that. plus i couldve easily died #you know from malnutrition. not only from me starving myself but also due to severe malnutrition in my entire childhood #due to neglect and abuse. its tge reason i never grew properly. i have a hole in my jaw. its also why my jaw is underdeveloped #ive got severe insomnia and anxiety to the point that i wont sleep for days without strong meds #and cant really leave my house alone #i lived through untreated hypothermia and likely heat stroke as well and those were both MUCH harder than getting married #i experienced child labor and escaped what was probably a cult given that i had to run away to an undisclosed location #cut off contact with everyone i knew from it and remain anonymous #i ran away from home because of the abuse and when the cops were called on me i had to sit thete #with a straight face and listen to social workers and authorities tell me that what i was calling abuse was ok and that i had to go back #i had to fight for an education that i never really got. same for medical care including emergency medical care #anyway point being i will be very relieved to spend the rest of my life with my favorite person after all of that #there are no regrets or uncertainties about that. my life is the best its ever been and she only makes it better

[technicolorxsn]

hm

#someones asking me for advice that quite frankly idk how to give and am definitely not qualified for #but it does sorta make me think #i think people are bad at calling people on shit and also being compassionate #it seems people choose one or the other; either be completely aggressive and accusatory or be a total doormat #but like. neither of those are condusive to anything #you can acknowledge why someone is doing what theyre doing *and* why what they're doing sucks #and you can tell them this without being aggressive #i feel like ive always had trouble with doing it but idk #when i have been able to cool off and been given space to think i think ive been better abt it #i think being able to think about how you feel; what you would like (within reason); and how to communicate and achieve that is a valuable #skill #tbh i think my main issue these days is idk how to do that with ppl im not close with #theres a handful of peers in my daily life that keep doing shit that kinda gets under my skin and idk how to say “knock it off” #in a way that both isnt aggressive and doesnt make me sound weird #but also jfc knock if off and grow up #ig ill just keep trying to ignore it

[mothheart]

lol even people who have periods will shame anyone who uses pads

#like its not already stigmatized enough #you dont have to like it personally or be comfortable with and you can feel whatever way you do about it #but it isnt 'nasty' and its childish to be grossed out by what OTHER people choose to do with their bodies and their periods lol #theres a lot of reasons why its too painful for people to use tampons even if they wish they could. #endometriosis pcos vaginismus #and why do you even care so much anyway. why do you contribute to the issue. childish as fuck #delete later #miles rambles

[hydrostorm]

its impossible for vampire the masquerade to have a protagonist which i actually love when it comes to how it effects the storytelling of the lore but beckett does have protagonist syndrome. he wants to change the course of everything but the context of the world makes that agonizing to pursue, because that world is not meant for people who want to change things. it is exactly like trying to combat capitalism.

#i feel like throughout his (un)lifetime he had to gain that kind of motivation somehow #and that it might have gone well as he figured out more and more about how to accomplish that #i mean im not sure exactly but like #maybe bloodlines was a bit of an awakening #i cant help but feel like anatole was involved in this realization.. maybe not initially but if you consider the jyhad diary #hes pretty different in the diary in that hes not skeptical of antediluvians and gehenna in the same way #like if the events of bloodlines was a game changer for him it could be seen as like #kind of reigning in that confidence or slowing down his hubris of being the Knower of Everything and breaker of the jyhad #what i like is that even then it does not slow down fast enough. #i mean anatole had his own motivations to some degree perhaps but they were close friends for . i think at least a century #they must have evolved together as people (which is why i choose to believe anatole was the reason beckett realized he could be wrong) #especially in how beckett specifically says ''theres just a slight chance. best be safe'' #anatoles foresight proves itself constantly but its still just foresight #beckett believes anatoles foresight even over his own skepticism. i think this is outright stated #IDK THIS POST TURNED INTO POINTLESS RANT listen. i am buzzing with thoughts and tumblr is my only outlet #the jyhad is vampire capitalism by the way. vtm loremasters do not come for me

[minarcana]

#ok guess what fuckers youre going to be on another tag ramble adventure with me #ive been afflicted with the same images in my brain tumbling around and the only way to free my brain is to write them out #and anyways i have been contemplating wol au uri for a bit due to various reasons (he came up and then i got this image and couldnt be free #shb with uri as the wol is. after killing vauthry. he is SO fucked up that raha STILL wont just let him die #he was supposed to have raha send him to the rift with the light and let him die there but now that he cant stop him rahas taking it himsel #and theres the whole. 'no we really cannot have the wol die.' thing. #that makes it infinitely worse to uri. him just yelling through blood to let him die! let him have his turn! he WANTS to die! #the idea of bring told that the wol CANT die makes it so much more unfair to him #'you wouldnt know what to do if i died? i didnt know what to do for years after louisoux died! i still dont know what to do without moenbry #da! papalymo can sacrifice himself and everyone adapts! shtola has thrown herself to the lifestream twice! minfilia died! i had to stay sil #ent and let ryne choose her own path if she died or not! i cant tell people that i would be lost yet everyone gets to tell ME that? #do you think i am better than them do you think them worth less why do they have the right to die and i do not!' #he is SO SO SO much worse as a wol and it falls out in one outburst after hes quizzed as to why he thought he could sacrifice himself #but he also realizes that its really fucked up to say that aloud so yknow. yknow what. yknow. #hell bottle up all his feelings and then one day hell either die or start crying and it looks like he aint allowed to die! #he still takes the aid from ardbert at amaurot with the statement that #'if i dont try and save who i might then ill never be able to face moenbryda' #anyways cannot stop thinking about me giving uri the echo like 'this will be funny!' and hes just 'my life has become infinitely worse' #HEAD IN MY HANDS

[binders-and-beanies]

I’m like the Loudest about letting people have harmless kinks and express their sexuality etc but y’all Have to respect consent. If someone’s not into something stop telling them that yes they are they just have to discover it, or that they’d be cooler if they were into it etc. Stop thinking people are bullying you for what you do consensually when actually you’re upsetting people by repeatedly crossing their boundaries

#this is particularly about people trying to assign me a fursona after I say no 50 times or like touching me while acting like an animal #I’m not even saying like i DoNt CoNsEnT tO SeE tHaT im saying I don’t consent to being Involved in it #all kinks have potential for people to not be normal but it’s like.. #unique w furries bc they’ll stay in character and pretend they can’t understand ‘no’ bc they’re an animal #theres just smth particularly disturbing abt trying to get someone to stop doing smth to you and they won’t even speak in words to you #and people take that as me being like Anti Furry like?? no I’m anti You if that’s how ur gonna act lol #bc you Are capable of being normal n harmless abt it it’s just some ppl choose not to n act like ur oppressing them if u say no #but anyways this applies to all kinks that’s just what I’ve personally experienced #also stop finding reasons why everything you’re not into is morally wrong and everything you do like should be applied to everybody #mine #txt

[toastsnaffler]

my graduation is supposed to be in august + im requesting to graduate in absentia but i feel terrible abt it bc im not telling my parents 😑

#just bc if i do tell them they'll probably pressure me into going. and i dont fucking want to its my degree i can celebrate how i like #i wont even be living here in august!! and its a wednesday which is super awkward + im only allowed 2 guests but i have 4 parents lmao #which means i have to choose between my mum and dad. which will end up in hurt feelings either way #and theyre making us pay for our own robes which is stupid bc they literally have like 40k from me already #i cant sit in a stuffy hall through a two hour long ceremony that i wont even be able to hear with no one i know ill commit homicide #no point in doing drinks aftwr bc none of my friends have the same graduation date and i dont drink #like theres not a single reason why i would want to go. so im not going to #but i can already feel how disappointed theyll be.... and theyll be more mad if i dont tell them beforehand but i dont want to debate it!! #ik this is such a stupid thing but its making me stress like hell #ugh #my current plan of attack is not to tell them until they ask abt it and then the decision will be made so they cant do anything abt it #even if theyre upset abt it. but i HATE lying even by omission im the least dishonest person ever this is making me feel sick #and i have to tell them eventually bc ill need to get my diploma delivered to them so arghhhhhh #i technically got my degree over a year ago anyway bc i dropped out this is so dumb #they shouldve just been like sorry no ceremony for dropouts!! and then it wouldnt be my problem #whatever. deadline for registering is at 5 so itll be out of my hands once that passes thank fuck #.diaries #i think im getting unnecessarily worked up abt it bc im just generally in a shitty mood tbh #gonna go for a walk and find somewhere to sit and read outside until i feel more sane i think

[perenlop]

journeys is one of the most disheartening pokeani arcs because you can tell they had a decent setup for it but also that they had no clue what they wanted to do and lost steam partway through

#tbh some of the decisions legit make me wonder if a lot of it was pushed by tpci and they had to make a ton of changes #like. idk if id go as far as saying they made them add ash at the last minute but i do think tpci was weird about his arc here #while im glad they did choose to conclude his character in JN i do feel like SM was a good stopping point for him #and like i wonder if the original plan was for goh to be the sole protagonist bc he feels more realized than ash does in this arc #obviously i dont think that was a plan for very long if it even was a plan at all bc ash is so important to the show #but like at the very least i think they were just confused and not sure how to handle ash #and this is purely speculation on my part dont take it as gospel but i wonder if theres like a ton of mandates around ash #that makes it a bit harder to write stories around him these days. like in OS he was allowed to be a fuckhead basically #but now that hes basically a second mascot for the entire franchise i imagine theres a lot of strings attached to him now #like thats the real reason he never ages or anything its a lot of corporate stuff. #and despite JN supposedly having more freedom than any other series they probably couldnt do too much with ash or something #idk if that really tracks well with SM tho ill have to check once im there #but idk maybe thats why he and pikachu both are weirdly characterized there #echoed voice

[othercrossee]

Feels like theres an insane missed opportunity about irida character in the game cuz shes picked as leader after the war, FOR A REASON

#z rambles #< clearly do not fucking like everyones interpretation of her character #Okay silly little inexperienced young girl irida is fine but idc for it its not a trope im like excited for but its there #Still I just don't like how they made her to be this. I wouldn't say naive but clearly incompetent leader with the tropey protecting bs #but like. It don't make sense then why the fuck is she leader when theres other a LOT more competent people #There must be sth they saw in her that was like oh yeah shell guide us to a better future. We will have a life better than the current one #I'm just annoyed about it idk why I choose to be annoyed about it now #I do feel like no matter what everything. Protecting her people wouldve already been her intention to begin with #So making that the resolution for her at the end was kinda redundant #I feel like there's a lot more to her than whatever tf they gave her #Or that's cuz I'm crazy and whatever WHATEVER #from here on out I'm talking about Irida separated from the game > #Like. Shes picked as leader and sinner went with her probably cuz for what? Sinner doesn't stick to people they don't find worthwhile #Maybe theres this interest of like huh so the pearls have u as the leader now they must have a reason and I wanna see how it plays out #And I think during their first conversation sinner might've caught themself thinking oh this is just like great grand leader #Mostly cuz from their idea of uniting people and building a safety community and lack of trust in their power and knowledge #But idk there's sth there that made sinner caught themself reminiscing about the past #Anyways back to normal stuff > #Its just annoying cuz now even the whole palina is kinda petty about not being picked as leader shit even worse?? #Like obv palina can be petty about it that's valid of her but writing irida off as this inexperienced clueless kid zero goal is just.... #There's sth about it that set irida up for failure from the start and I don't like it #Also with this writing. It must makes palina case so much worse? Like she's not just petty here. Shes just. Kinda a bad friend #Also cuz palina character works on the tough love bs and I DO NOT like it one bit so #Its weeeeirddd #But pla is a really short game and it didn't establish much for our imagination and their time so #Its awful but it gives me room to imagine and. Complain.

[crescentmp3]

soon i wont even be vagueposting about my pain anymore im just gonna start posting in detail like my blog is a journal.

#many topics but one of them is impossible to talk about here because person in question will see. next topic then #i relistened to two audio messages my ex-classmate sent me when i was still in middle school and in love with her and i want to cry! great. #im the reason we drifted apart‚ is what causes the pain mostly. #im so terrible at starting conversations it caused our entire friendship to end. our four year friendship #we had so many intimate moments together and heartfelt conversations and told each other things we never spoke a word about to any other/ #/person in our lives and i was the reason it all ended just because of the stupid fear i have that if i send a message first i'll be/ #/annoying. by god i accidentally ended a four year friendship out of fear of it ending #one thing i hate about my tendencies is my overworrying over every little action i take. #i know that if a person i talk to is worth being a friend with‚ they'll forgive these little mistakes i'll make‚ but the idea of being/ #/imperfect is so terrifying to me that i cant even bring myself to talk to someone unless they explicitly tell me its okay. #and on top of that i need it constantly too. #the thing is i hate this. i hate that i cant. i know its illogical and im making up things to be afraid of but i cant stop. #its that if im imperfect that means the person in front of me has a chance to hate me and that thought is so terrifying i choose to not/ #/interact at all #i hate to admit i silently pray for a few specific people to interact with me every day because i know i couldn't do it myself #the way this is is because if they interact with me first that means i can be sure they want it! theres no other way to be sure #and i dont even know why i need to be sure. i know i dont. i can just attempt conversation and go away if they'd rather not talk to me #i just. its terrifying #let me summarize. what if they hit me with the beam #basically. #♚ — vent ! #vent tw #tw vent #ask to tag

[caffeinatedopossum]

I keep seeing tiktoks about how the owl house fandom is so annoying apparently and people can't seem to escape the endless fan content and passionate rants about it... like girl you know we're mostly desperate gays and traumatized autistics right. Please just let us have this ;-;

Anyway I absolutely should not have taken that personally but after *finally* starting to become a little more comfortable with having special interests and hyperfixations ... I did unfortunately take it personally 😔 like it seems like one very small thing to get upset about but I'm so tired of constantly worrying that my only form of happiness will only ever be annoying to people and then having that fear affirmed again and again.

#its okay to not like the same things as me. theres plenty of things that my favorite people like that i dont really #and i still love to see them happy about things #im not being subjected to some horrible torture just because someone likes something #it honestly makes me really happy that other people can find joy where i cant #because you know sometimes i cant find anything to be happy about and those excited faces and passionate rants #remind me that theres happiness even in places where i cant see it #this kinda derailed but yeah #basically im just really tired #hearing stuff like this makes me want to stop making things and never talk again #its the reason im so surprised when someone likes what i say or what i make #because i have been fully prepared for people to openly hate me or at least find me annoying #idk i know im too sensitive about things and i have a lot to work through #but thats what im trying to do you know #im trying to figure out why this is upsetting to me #actually no you know what this is a pretty big deal #i want people to stop acting like my mere existence is an inconvenience to them #you can look away! im not imposing myself on you im literally just here #i didnt choose to be here but i am and im gonna enjoy it if and when i can

[dyketubbo]

But since you stated that you don't care if you bother Dream fans, why should they care not to bother you if you're posting anti-Dream stuff in the main tag? And it seems contradictory to say you're not seeking fans when you also said "so i can try to get fans to open up their goddamn eyes" I mean which is it. Just admit you main tag on purpose to be a little antagonistic. It's not a crime. And just the same as being able to block you, you can turn your anon inbox off.

whats your problem 😭 chill out shit isnt that deep. like i said i mean what i say. i still mean what i say. thats all there is to it, it seems like you just have a problem learning how to leave people alone. again, not surprising since it seems clear that youre likely a dream fan at this point

also on the anon point: it is My Blog. its Your responsibility to curate your experience and block blogs you dont like, just as ill try to block you through the other ask you sent and hope tumblr works. its really easy to not send an ask just so you can be a dick behind a gray circle with sunglasses. ive personally never done it, surely you can figure it out. tata

#i saw your other ask too like #why are you so pressed by this #im gonna just block you through the other ask you sent but like i know you dont get notifs for anons answered #so. why are you still here. thats Your problem at this point #if a dream fan goes through my tag for him and opens their eyes that is an extra benefit #but it is not the main reason i tag his name #sure for some posts its because i want a certain issue to not be brushed aside i.e. the allegations #but the main purposes are organization and blacklisting like ive stated multiple times #i have anon on because theres still people out there who dont use anon to be a dick #and i dont want to stop them from having a way to talk to me just because some people on this website dont know how to be normal #i dont have to do anything bud. youre the one whose choosing to come back to My blog #ive made my stance clear no? you dont have to try and look deeper into it to try and make me admit something that isnt true #i understand the urge to want to Win a conversation or whatever it is youre trying to do? #but im not gonna budge and if blocking you doesnt work its your job to stop engaging with me #shoos you off my porch with a broom #angel answers

[maschotch]

u care abt reids character development more than the writers and u dont even care about the guy lmaooo

kasjkshfj honestly

like. even if he was written consistently, or even written well, i dont think i’d like him v much. but that doesnt mean i dont want his character to be cohesive or make sense at all

i know they’re all main characters in this ensemble class, but he really is (especially in the first and last seasons) A Main Character bc he’s the one who goes through conflicts and supposedly developing his character. but they’re so fucking flippant about what to do with him and just give him stories that they think will sound interesting that they dont bother actually having him grow as a character. which just makes him seem so immature

#ik i complain that we dont get a lot of hotch bg or much ab him at all beyond 100 #but honestly im kinda grateful akdhskdhk #bc foyet was fun for him but 100 was just sooo awful for his character akdhakhd leaving his child for his job yet again like come ON #the reason i can do so much w his character is precisely because there are all these empty spaces #where it leaves a lot up for intepretation #so i understand why people can find hotch boring… they can take his -_- at face value… but theres also something there to work with #w reid….. its like the opposite #they give you so so so so so so so so much and none of it works together #it doesnt make sense #so unless u pick and choose what you want to keep you just have this horribly inconsistent character #akdhkahd idk its kinda similar w jj where its like they dont really know what to do w her #and her only consistent traits are being conservative and bigoted #spencer’s only consistent character traits are being whiny and feeling like he’s better than everyone else #and akdhakdh im sorry but that just doesnt do it for me akjdkshdj #i’ll take hotch and garcia as my autistic rep and leave the reidgirls to play w him like a barbie #asks #char crit #cm crit

[ssluggishh]

english 101. the self esteem killer

#I HATEEE THIS CLASS sorry. im so tired of writing WHY did i choose the 8wk course #i was so determined to do well in this class and then i turned in my first essay and my outlook did a complete 180 #i got full points on that essay. why do i still feel like shit about it. #literally my mental health has declined so fucking much after that essay and i DONT KNOW WHY since i did good on it #ive been turning in less and less assignments these past few weeks as a result bc i cant get myself to do anything #i think i turned in like. one thing last week. out of seven assignments #and theres no late grades in this class so i cant make up those points #i have my third essay draft due tonight and i havent even started it #i just cant get myself to do anything bc for some reason i think it wont be good neough. even tho it was the first time. what the hell #anyway i hate humanities classes i wish i was drowning in equations and chemical formulas rn and im actually rotting away as i write this #two more weeks. i just need to write two more essays. #vent post #college stuff #slug rambles