Seek
"De?"
Dean grinned to himself, tucking himself further away in his hiding spot. He knew that he was practically invisible, hiding where he was hiding himself at that moment. It was pretty impressive, if he could say so himself. But perhaps his training as a young hunter had helped with his skills at hide and seek.
"De? Where are you?"
Obviously Dean didn't answer this question. It was an old trick, a dumb trick that Sam couldn't just pull on Dean. He wasn't going to sit there and answer, giving away his hiding spot just like that. He wasn't that stupid.
"De? You've- you've been gone for a while now."
Was it just Dean or did Sammy sound a little... worried? His voice was all small and wobbly, like he was going to cry or something.
"You didn't run away on me, did you?"
Oh crap.
"De? I'm- I'm scared..."
Dean jumped down immediately from his hiding spot, right in Sam's view. "Hey Sammy, look! I'm right here."
But Sam wasn't crying, not at all. He was grinning, looking way too smug. "Found you."
"What?"
"Tricked you." Sam happily spoke, his eyes shimmering with glee. "I win."
"You fucking-"
"No bad words!"
"Come here! I'm going to get my revenge!" Dean said, ready to tickle his baby brother. Sam couldn't handle that, and Dean was going to make use of it. If Sam could play Dean and trick him, then Dean could fuck with Sam as his revenge.
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Mister Smith
Dean Smith had observed the tall barista for quite some time now. Some may call it stalking, but as a businessmen Dean knew just how important it was to know who or what you were working with before striking a deal. And that was exactly what he wanted to do. He would give Sam all the money he needed for college and to pay for his apartment, and in turn all Sam had to do was make him feel good. How could Sam say no to that?
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how to look at your brother in a platonic and god-honoring way
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Hearts will dream again
Lungs will breathe in
Wash away the sins
It's where it begins
Feet won't fail you now
Arms won't let you down
Wash away the sins
It's where it begins
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do i ship wincest. yeah they're an inseparable pair on a narrative and thematic level, can you truly understand one without understanding the other? they're two halves of a dialectic on heroism and sacrifice. they're two points on the family trauma survivor spectrum, sometimes opposing, sometimes intersecting. they're like watching your parents who should've gotten a divorce years ago somehow stay together, against all reason. they're two inheritors of a rugged American masculinity and isolated individualism, internal and external violence springing forth. regressing to the nostalgia of frontier brotherhood as substitute for the nuclear family. they're a set of quintessential outlaw lovers. maybe true love only exists in the kind of freedom you keep when you're always moving, on the road, in your childlike bubble excluded from society, left with nowhere to burrow your roots except into each other's very being. they're the world's loneliest childhood shared between two feral dogs, one biting down on the other, unable to let go. they're the fantasy of an unconditional love so powerful it can survive the apocalyptic enormity of your own self-loathing. they're a set of matryoshka dolls, one consuming the other. journeys end in lovers meeting, but what kind of journey is it really when you've never left home: it's been sitting in the seat next to you this entire time. your haunted house is not a home but a person who'll never let go. they're an erotic fantasy of domestic horror as a sweet, sickening embrace as opposed to an all-consuming fire, a car driving off into heaven's sunset as opposed to one crashing into a tree. (wrong: they're both). so horribly enmeshed and trapped in a magnified love so destructive to the world around them they leave catherine and heathcliff wuthering heights in the dust. they're two brothers trapped in a 15 year long spiral of an abusive codependent pseudo-marriage, in part due to a network unable to let go of a successful show format, thus unable to afford them any growth that might disturb the status quo. but the implications of it all.
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Edit: Now calling this 'unknowingly claimed' cause it won't leave my head. Have a lil Masterpost
Sam definitely took a photo of the initials before he left for Stamford.
He didn't know why, and for the first 6 months he'd look at it often. If it was 2010 or later, and any other sibling pair on TV it would have been his phone background or something, and that probably would have been enough.
But this is the irrationally erotically codependent Winchester brothers and as time goes on and he doesn't hear from Dean, thinking his Dean agrees with their absentee dad (that Sam should stay gone, that Sam had abandoned their family), he has to do something to make this symbol of home/love/belonging/family/Dean an indelible, permanent part of him. So he goes to a tattoo parlour and asks for Dean's initials. And when he's asked where, he immediately knows he wants it on his hip, somewhere no one's going to see, because this is too personal and sacred for people to know about.
Jess asks of course. Why, who, were you drunk or something? And Sam brushes it off. She jokes about him getting something for her and the rage that boils up in him is only seen on his face but they never discussed it again.
Then when Dean breaks in, and she hears "this is my brother, Dean" she knows, before Sam does, he'll never make it back to her, not in the ways that matter, because it isn't her initials tattooed on his hip.
>>Dean
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Giggly
"Sam, feet up."
"But they're not mooooving."
"You're impossible. Move your damn feet, Sam. You've gotta move them to get them up."
"They're heavy."
"Don't pout like that. You can move them, so just... do it."
"I don't wanna. I can't."
"You can, Sam."
"I can't. Carry me, De."
"Carry your Sasquatch sized ass? Hell no, Sam. I wanna save my back. You can walk."
"Tired though. I wanna sleep."
"Then you'll have to sleep on the freaking sidewalk."
"You wouldn't leave me."
"I would."
"You wouldn't."
"I totally would if you don't start moving those legs."
"You wouldn't. Cause you love me."
"I do. But I don't like drunk you."
"You do though."
"I don't. Cause you're slow, sleepy and giggly."
"You said it was cute. I was cute."
"You are. But you're also very annoying."
"Am not."
"Are too. Now move those freaking legs or I'll break my back carrying your ass."
"Fine, fine. But I better get kisses."
"You will, just move Sam."
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My writings
This post contains all of my writings on Archive of Our Own (Ao3), so if you’re interested please don’t hesitate to read through this.
This post works as follows:
Every story I’ve written will be put right here in this post under the most prominent theme of the story (so angst or fluff etc.).
The title will be first, then if it is a one shot or a full story, then the description of the story, then the link and then perhaps some warnings. (Title (one-shot/full story) - description - link - warnings).
Every title in bold is a finished story, every title not in bold is unfinished.
Thank you for looking through this post and have fun reading!
Fluff
(All kinds of cute little fics that are just too fluffy and adorable)
Only You (One-shot) - Sam's eighteenth birthday is coming up and Dean has planned a nice trip away for them at a very luxurious hotel room to finally have their first time together... - https://archiveofourown.org/works/35230624
Playing Pretend (Full story) - Sam and Dean pretend to be a couple for a hunt, only nothing is what it seems. Insecurities are being brought up and fear takes hold of the brothers as they desperately try to catch the creature before it kills another couple... - https://archiveofourown.org/works/41030778/chapters/102835122 - (Also has angst)
Angst
(Sadness, happy ending not guaranteed)
Run Away to Mars (One-shot) - Sam leaves for Stanford, but why can't he stop feeling homesick? - https://archiveofourown.org/works/41139873 - (Open ending, kind of a happy ending)
Dumb Bitch (One-shot) - Dean finally joins Sam for a work party that Sam's boss is hosting. While Sam is busy getting that promotion, Dean finally notices how everyone sees him as someone that he's not. But what about Sam? What does Sam think of him? - https://archiveofourown.org/works/41440641
Hurt/comfort
(Sadness but with fluff and a happy ending)
Alternate Universe
(where they’re not their hunting selves)
Monster Town (Full story) - Dean, forced to retire from hunting due to a permanent injury, has moved into a tiny little town in which everything and everyone was boring. Or at least he thinks so until he meets Sam, an antique shop owner who has lived all his life in said boring little town. From then on Dean's life seems to be a little brighter. But maybe nothing in this town is as boring as it seems... - https://archiveofourown.org/works/34763395/chapters/86558317
Mister Smith (Full story) - Dean Smith had observed the tall barista for quite some time now. Some may call it stalking, but as a businessmen Dean knew just how important it was to know who or what you were working with before striking a deal. And that was exactly what he wanted to do. He would give Sam all the money he needed for college and to pay for his apartment, and in turn all Sam had to do was make him feel good. How could Sam say no to that? - https://archiveofourown.org/works/41420907/chapters/103872840 - (Lots of kinks, angst, fluff)
Smutty
(just... sex)
Hold it (One-shot) - Sam had to take a leak. And ‘had to’ in this case really did seriously mean had to, as in: Sam’s bladder was about to burst with how much it was filled up with. He wasn’t sure if it was actually possible for it to explode, but he felt like it wouldn’t be too long before he would find out. And for some reason Dean had chosen today to take much too long with everything he was doing... - https://archiveofourown.org/works/35781856 - (Underage, watersports)
Spank me big brother (One-shot) - Sam could be kind of a brat. A teenage brat. But only whenever he wanted Dean to punish him because let's just be honest: who wouldn't want Dean to spank him? -https://archiveofourown.org/works/37535449
Other
The road to satisfaction (full story) - Dean finds a kink list online that he wants to explore with Sam to spice up their sex life a bit more. Sam's all in - https://archiveofourown.org/works/41464740/chapters/103984326 - (lots of kinks)
(whatever doesn’t fit in the other themes)
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thinking about how the original plan (had the writers strike not taken place) was for sam to use his powers and save dean from his deal & castiel wasn’t even supposed to be in the show because eric kripke did not intend to include angels…
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