#with how much I slowed down later on

[cbmagus49]

^2022 Art Summary!!^

Gosh, what a year!! With the 10th anniversary going on I sure picked a hell of a time to jump into posting huh? There was so much going on and everything happened so fast; it still feels kinda unreal ^^’

With Tumblr being such a huge part of my life now, it’s pretty weird to think how short of a time it’s actually been; heck, if you’d told me a year ago that in 12 months time I’d be posting my art online (and fairly regularly at that!) to hundreds of people (how are there so many of you) there is no way I would’ve believed you. It’s honestly kinda wild to me that I’ve only really been active on here for a year now with how far I’ve come, and I am so dang proud of what I’ve managed to get done ^^

(I probably should’ve taken it a lot slower at the start though. Like I don’t regret it or anything, but man, just diving right on into the deep end with zero preparation was NOT the best plan and pushing myself that hard left me super burnt out. Still haven’t quite recovered. Mistakes were made T^T)

It really means the world to me that you’ve all stuck around. Thanks for being here guys 💛

Links to all the posts under the cut ^^

JAN: Relativity Scary-Oke Mabel

FEB: Stan O’ War II

MAR: Young Pokéfalls Stan

APR: Portal Stans Meeting

MAY: Second Summer MonsterFalls Girls

JUN: Land Before Swine Caves

JUL: Mabel Palette Challenge

AUG: Realistic Stan Sketchdump

SEP: Cast Photo Redraw

OCT: Pines Halloween Costumes

NOV: Waddles Sunday Sketch

DEC: Christmas Tree

#2022 art summary #wowee #ya know #with how much I slowed down later on #kinda amazed that I managed to get something substantial out every month #I mean except when my tablet was broken in november #that was rough #but on the bright side that gave me an excuse to have a sunday sketch on the list! #woulda felt weird not to #so it all worked out in the end #here's to a great 2023!!

[icewindandboringhorror]

Hrmm... Revising my game and I feel like there's still sooo much writing left to do, for something that probably won't even amount to much, so.. I do want to narrow my focus more (especially given my health problems seeming to get worse/less energy the past few years), but I'm not sure how would be best to...

I currently have 5 characters as the Main ones with full planned questlines and such, with each character having 6 quests you can do for them. But I haven't really started the writing for the 5th main character. So then I was thinking, if I were going to write 6 full quests worth of content anyway... is it better to allocate that time on just doing a Complete 6 Quests for ONE single character, OR would it be better to do something like.. choose THREE side characters and do 2 quests for each of them? So that people have a wider variety to interact with and sort of sample around (of course with the idea that, once the first version of the game is released, IF people actually care about it enough to make it worth the effort, I would then add additional content to complete those 3 characters stories as well)

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SO... If you were playing an interactive fiction sort of game centered around talking to & doing quests for a cast of characters (like there's no larger plot, more it's just about interacting with people, every character kind of has a self contained story, the focus is just learning about them and the world and exploring the area) --- Which would you rather have?

(and of course it would be stated up front which characters have only partial questlines, so people don't expect them to have full quests like the others and then get disappointed, or etc. etc.)

Basically, is it better to just focus in specifically on having one fully complete questline? Or for there to be a few stories that are not complete yet, but have more initial options available?

#I guess I just feel weird about investing too much into characters if possibly nobody will like them. so the idea of being able to sample #around a wider variety opens up the option of like 'hey even if neither of these 4 are your favorite - you have 3 other options soon too!' #or whatever. BUT I also am very anti-the trend of releasing half finished games or shit like that where people preorder and then #the game sucks on actual release and isn't fully playable or good until 5 updates later #HOWEVER.. those are giant companies with hundreds of employees and millions in funding. I feel like it's different for someone #if they're just like ''hey I am getting zero money for this and doing it entirely on my own in my free time and before I do like 50+ hours #of work on top of the 100+ hours of work that I already did - I would like maybe to at least see some proof #people are interested in this - so I'm releasing the game with like a small amount of the originally intended content removed #that I still have planned out and hope to add later and the game is still entirely done and completely functional #except for just a few quests I might add later.. sorry'' etc. etc. ??? like I think that's different. but maybe some people dont see #it that way and would still be like 'grrr.. how dare there be unfinished options..>:V" idk #And the nature of the quests is such that it's not weird to have it be partial like.. again.there's no major plot. it's not like the quests #are leading up to some dramatic thing and having them half done would make it feel like a cliffhanger. It's meant to be very casual just #chilling and doing little tasks and such. And last thing to clarify I guess - by 'side character' I don't mean taking some unimportant bac #ground character and forcing them to have quests. I mean like.. originally the game had 8 full characters and I thought that was #too much so I cut it down to 5. So I still had everything planned for all the side characters too. Id' just be like.. re-giving them #quests and focuses that were already planned from the beginning but that I got rid of.. former main characters banished to the side lol.. #ANYWAY... hrmm... hard to decide... It's just so niche I think. I feel more and more like I should just get it to a 'proof #of concept' state and get it out there to interest check rather than invest in it soooo much for nothing. Because I really do not have the #tastes other people do or interact with games or have interest in things in the same way. A lot of the stuff that I love (slow. character #focused things with basicaly no action or plot where its' just about getting to explore a world and learn about #people in a casual low stakes setting but ALSO not romance) I think people find very boring so... lol... #This year as I try to pick the project back up again after abandoning it for like 3 years I keep looking at stuff and going.. ough... #yeah... cut this maybe.. I should cut that too.. I should make them a side character.. remove this.. blah blah.. #Though I did ADD a journal and inventory system and other things that like People Expect Games To Have so.. maybe #that will count for something.. hey..you can collect items.. it's not just 'talking to elves for 600 hours simulator'.. are you #entertained yet? lol.... When I was making my other tiny game for that pet website and I gave it to the play testers and someone was like #''it should have achievements so I feel I'm working towards something concrete'' I was literally so blindsided like..??... people WANT that #in games..? is the goal not simply to wander aimlessly &fixate on world/character lore& make your own silly pointless personal goals? I did #do them though because it IS fun to make up little achievement names and such but.. i fear i am out of touch so bad lol..

[disabled-dean]

Controversial take but I'm gonna come out and say it- Dean knew before cas

#listen for me season 11 is the real /oh/ moment for dean #and whike i fulky believe that cas wanted him and desired him and knee that he woukd die for him and guve up everything #he hasn't boiled that down into what it really was #i think it's simply a softer moment to go from someine being your religion #and realizing that that's love #also it just compels me so extremely that cas' feelings mught be too big for him to know what they are #and that dean might have gotten to a place of emotional awareness by that point that he can slow things down #and see them fir what they are #also there's something about the amara storyline that just drives home the idea that dean is being made to feel like he's falling in love #but it isnt working because it dosen't feel the eay he does about cas #like their bond is deeper than the mark of cain bond he has with amara #anyways i think it's very likely that he represses the hell out of this following the widower arc because of how much that split him open #but their is something about jackles performance in later seasons that is just so resigned #like there's an intrinsic weight there #also cas should be allowed to be more feral more often #and wouldn't be interesting if it's his love for jack that makes him go /oh/ #because that is so much softer and more simple #like that's also what love feels like #and it kind if cuts through the chaos of these big unnamed feelings #plus. the intrigue. the heartbreak. the drama. #destiel #deancas #spn

[operat0r]

The Tenno holds no memory of who or what suggested he pay Cetus a visit. Were he the sort to gamble, he may have begrudgingly placed his credits upon the Lotus, who remains ever eager to tug his strings one way or another across the stars. The particulars of this memory escape him, as so many others do, and it is only when he is attending to his weapons in orbit of Venus does the thought of passing nearby Earth even occur to him.

Conferring with Ordis confirms that his docket, nebulous as it has been these past days, could certainly allow him a detour from wherever it is duty takes him next. The Tenno considers it while he oils the barrel of the Vectis he's taken to lately. Slowly, slowly, his ship crosses into Venusian night.

New Loka can wait. The thought of dealing with the Perrin Sequence agitates him more than he thinks he can bear. Of the Red Veil, he remains uncertain and uneager for rendezvous, overdue as it may be. So, the matter is settled.

"Set a course," the Tenno says aloud in a ship near silent as a grave, and he prepares himself for planetfall.

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The very last thing he takes note of is the smell of it all.

Fondness for Earth is more instinct than anything. It is the home he cannot fully recall, the mother he knows only through hearsay and missives and histories available to him only by other accounts. Its atmosphere is bruised with toxins yet to heal, ugly whorls that, he is told, once existed only in cautionary tales well before planetary invasion was ever a possibility. That the planet is now infested by Grineer boils something deep within the Tenno, hateful without truly knowing why. This, too, is an instinct so deep it may as well be primal, and as the orbiter peels beneath atmosphere and crosses before the face of a singular, tremendous tower of suspiciously Orokin design, he prepares himself for the worst.

He hears the ocean before he disembarks. He hears other things, too: the barking of people from across the settlement, the shriek and laughter unmistakably belonging to children no older than he himself once was before the Void cracked he and so many others open. The Saryn he commands this day, jet black and indomitable in combat, barely makes it off the landing pier before he is rushed by young faces - young human faces, who babble excitedly at him in a language he does not recognize. And when they are chased off, herded by an older woman built like a barrel, thick in the middle with arms that look as though they could bend steel, the Tenno can only stare. Dark smears of blue enshroud bright, steely eyes, as well as a brow the Tenno only belatedly realized is arched, unimpressed.

She lifts a meaty, beckoning hand, and then she is gone, swallowed by the course of natives and travelers both that pour into Cetus.

Outside his consciousness, the Tenno hears Ordis chirp, "Oh, doesn't this seem like fun?"

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The sight of other Tenno has long since ceased to fill him with wonder. Not that it really ever did after the first few encounters: the novelty of their misfortune and the realization that it is shared lost its luster quickly enough, and when he crosses them in the field or upon the relays, he himself tends to keep his distance.

Here, they are impossible to avoid. It is a far cry from the clinical cleanliness of the relays, with their broad bulkheads and pristine corridors. Here, the ocean itself is drowned out by more chatter than the Tenno can remember hearing in his life; here, the narrow passages between tables and stalls and craftsmen hunkered down on small, rough-spun rugs are teeming with Warframes and people alike. Someone cries out about knives and dashes of viridian, cerulean, the colors to make the eyes of a lover shine bright and brilliant. Another hoists a sliver of some sort of flesh for the Tenno to presumably appreciate, though the color of it is immediately off putting. People in bloodied aprons cry over people with sharp blades, and then the people with pottery and stoneware and small jeweled keepsakes join in the cacophony, loud as seabirds, louder than the sea itself.

It is alive in a way the Tenno cannot immediately parse. This small settlement persists at the very edge of a world that, for all the galaxy knows, no longer welcomes them. Yet still they smile and laugh and raise their hands to greet the metal-and-curse beings that mill amongst them, weapons of war with weapons of war strapped to their spines. Yet still they live.

It is unlike anything he can remember. It is too noisy and too wet and there is a smell, he realizes, of salt and animal blood and sweat and strange fruits and hearth-fire, a bouquet so strong compared to the sanitized and recycled nothing of his vessel that he genuinely fears it will imprint upon and stain his senses permanently, that anything and everything forever more shall be overpowered by the smell of Cetus.

Another Tenno, cloaked in the form of a Rhino, gently buffets him aside. He tracks their form to a narrow stall near the center of the thickest part of the markets, where a young human is masked in the crude but unmistakable affectation of a Trinity. Behind them, rows of other masks are loosely hung upon a rack, where the Tenno can recognize Volts and Mags and something else, bulbous about the brow like some deep sea fish. The Rhino gestures, says something the Tenno cannot hear, something that makes the young stall-keeper laugh bright and loud and shameless.

There are worse smells, the Tenno decides then, watching small, delicate things pass between hands both living and false. The Rhino holds a Volt mask with care, as though it were still a living thing and not just carved from formerly living things. There are worse smells, the Tenno decides, than salt and sea and life.

#warframe oc #warframe rp #warframe fic #writing #i don't know what to tag this lol i am falling back in love with warframe and i want to write about it #when last i played plains of eidolon was still pretty new and i was so overwhelmed by it that i never could really get into it at all... #it's still a little overwhelming all these years later but i've been taking it slow now that i'm mostly playing solo #i gotta learn how to take down eidolons! i gotta get arcanes! i want to build a zaw! #but i also want to absorb the world better. i'd always wanted my guy to be... you know. a guy! so i guess that'll be fun for me #i have to slowly catch up on the story stuff.... so much has happened i'm sure #but i'm weirdly excited. anyway sorry i like to talk in tags LOL

[coquelicoq]

yeah sex is great but have you ever unflooded your street by removing leaves from the storm drains using the litter-grabber tool you bought from lowe's two weeks ago for that exact purpose?

#every year my street floods in the autumn when it rains heavily. usually multiple times. every year!!! #i hate it it's so stressful. and of course the cars keep driving down it even though it's unsafe. a lot don't even slow down #and they throw up these huge walls of water with their passage #the street becomes totally unusable for pedestrians wheelchair users bikers strollers etc. #it's just the worst. and every year i'm like oh i should get a thingy so i can do something about it #and i never do in time. but this year. THIS year. watch out world #i cleaned out the drains preventively a few times in the past couple weeks but today is the first day of somewhat heavy wind and rain #so i went out this evening and two of the four drains were completely clogged :( but i got out my tool & as soon as i cleared a little spac #a whirlpool formed and sucked all the water into it! with this amazing noise. it was fantastic #then i cleared away the rest of the leaves cuz that tiny spot would get covered up very quickly otherwise #i came back by an hour later and they're still looking great <3 i'm basking in the afterglow #it is funny how much easier a homeowner could do this than me. those people have yard debris cans #they have space for shovels. god. a shovel. my kingdom for a shovel #i'm just piling the leaves on the curb one handful at a time and then leaving them there (out of the way of everyone of course) #because i have nowhere else to put them and no way to transfer them farther distances #but it's mostly just apartments near this intersection so we gotta do it for ourselves #anyway i'm probably gonna have to do it again tomorrow because there are a lot of dead leaves out there right now #but man! i've never been able to do anything about this before except call the city and wait for them to send someone. this feels so good

[munch-mumbles]

ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?' #and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.) #etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh? #and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

[whumpy-wyrms]

Has Aspen watched Wolfwalkers before? I think he would absolutely love that movie :)

YESSSS YES YES ASPEN FUCKING LOVESSSSSS THAT MOVIEEE

AND SO DO I!!!!!!! like i’ve never seen that movie before but i’ve wanted to watch it for a long time and this ask FINALLY made me watch it and oh my god HOLY SHIT IT’S ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES NOW. i literally JUST finished it and i don’t even know what to say besides this

i need everyone to watch this clip in particular because holy shit i cried during it /pos. like i can’t even describe how much i love this movie and how much it means to me just wow WOW it’s absolutely fucking amazing and i definitely recommend it to everyone. the animation is stunning i love the main characters and everything is just so EXPRESSIVE and the COLORS ANR AHHHH THE WOLVESSSS

Aspen loves it. it’s one of his favorite movies now too (maybe his favorite idk i’ll have to think of what other movies he likes) but guys i don’t even know what to sayyyy that movie is sooo good

thank you so much for sending this ask because wow i don’t know what it is with me and wolves now but wolves are COOL and i LOVE this movie i’m so happy i finally watched it!!! :D

#i was screaming at the tv during the super intense parts like wow WOW this movie was amazing #imagining Aspen running through the woods as a wolf being so so so happy #i’m so happy i got the idea to turn him into a werewolf later on in the story so he can finally truly live #like Aspen turning into a werewolf marks the end of Silas feeding on him i think. it’s a brand new beginning. he’s truly alive and free now #and i love that so much #i’m so happy #i’ve gotta write down everything i’ve been coming up with for silas and aspen because it’s a lot and some people might be outta the loop #but basically after a very long time of being Silas’s bloodbag Aspen befriends a werewolf and gets turned #Silas was pissed because werewolf blood is kinda gross and Aspen now smells like wet dog and he’s overall less appealing #and Aspen is over the moon when he gets turned because he’s a wolf therian (otherkin) and he basically just got everything he’s ever wanted #and by then he already got closure for some stuff in his past (relating to how he originally died and one of his friends and ghosts) #so like he’s Happy. he’s so fucking happy. he’s the happiest person you’ve ever met by then #and also that is past the point where Silas eventually warms up to him (because aspen is literally a delight to be around #even to people as cold and heartless as silas) he still kills aspen for fun though. aspen is used to it and honestly doesn’t mind anymore #their dynamic is just sooo fun. #and i love werewolf aspen so much and need to talk about him because he’s all i’ve been thinking about and drawing #like Aspen is a bloodthristy werewolf who doesn’t know anything about his powers and Silas begrudgingly helps him because he’s Involved now #lots more happens in the story after this. it’s gonna take forever to actually get there tho like im a slow writer and haven’t even finishe #the first chapter. but yeah i love werewolf aspen and the werewolf who turned him is very cool too. don’t know anything abt them yet but im #working on it. anyway i love wolfwalkers u all should watch it because it’s amazing #ask #aspen oc #silas oc #brc ask #blood runs cold

[muthaz-rapapa]

☕🥞🍯🐇🍇🍑🍎

#that must be torture #sitting around so much good food and not being able to eat it #i bet after Akiho leaves for school Momo complains about how upset she is the ENTIRE day to Kaito 😅 #all she wants to do is sit down at the table with her kids and enjoy a meal together with them 😭 #but Kaito being a dumby thinks that she's just cranky b/c she's hungry and just keeps feeding her till her tantrum passes 😂 #then years later he finally gets it and she smacks him for being so slow 🤣 #momo #my YunaAkiMomo gifs #🕰️🌾🐇

[housebutch]

anniversary sex hits different

#me at the start: i wanna go slow and make love to you #me 45 minutes later: fucking them face down into the mattress and making them thank me for it #they’re cuddled into my chest rn and i can’t stop thinking abt how i love them so much #i’m so lucky

[ejunkiet]

.

#not a vent post really #but just. slipping into a phase where my writing style frustrates me #which means i'm going to be slowing down for a while. it's work pressure and that initial burst of inspiration dying down #and it comes and goes in waves but honestly. it's time for me to slow down anyway #so i'll be picking at longer projects and maybe writing small things #but swapping to more passive activities #i have games to play!! and cross stitching!!! #and so many tv shows ;u; #maybe i'll do more hc posts? i have so many IDEAS #but words... words are hard. especially when you're sick of your own imagery 🤣 #it's frustrating as i love these projects and enjoy writing most of it #but ending up being so frustrated when I post them that it just takes the fun out of it. #i always like them when i return... a month or so later #this is also how wips that never get finished are born - so that's why i've been pushing through this to get the ones pretty much done out #but yes. gonna need a break for a while. #got one last thing i'm writing for sri #it's short and sweet and i'm still inspired for vinny #but after that #slow progress on my long chaptered stuff 🤣

[elbowreveal]

alright, im headed to bed now.

#see you another day #so many of you have said and done things so much more beautifully than i ever could #im going to get some rest. remember to take care of yourselves. #also thank you to that anon- ive found how to shut off reblogs on new posts #ive also slowed my queue down but theres still like 60 posts in it :( #i dont want to give anyone random notifications in case it upsets them but ill figure that out later

[meanderings0ul]

About to hit the 25k mark on my current Big Project. Am currently simultaneously:

A) tearing up at the scene I am typing

and

B) genuinely panicking about how many years this thing is probably going to take me to finish

#i am sure everyone writing a book does this exact combo of things #but o m f g #the scale of what this has turned into. the amount of research and worldbuilding work I have done this year. #last time i did anything like this it was 2017? that was a lot of time and experiences ago. #and while there's every chance i finish writing that project someday *i did not finish that project* #i'm so terrified my brain will flake out on this one. even remembering that i put down option three for months and still finished that one. #that one was nothing like the scale of this. this dwarfs RSofC. there is so much of my heart and soul and hopes in this one. #i think my guess of 60k range was...woefully off. i would not be shocked this hits 80k. would not be shocked it exceeds that. #i've done a novella and a thesis. this is a book. #i did not expect the notes i took down the night i saw M4 to become a book. but it did. #and i've learned so much as a writer since the last time I tried a Big Project. #I wouldn't know how to structure this without having worked on Option Three and RSofC. #I wouldn't even know how to *write* it without things I read in 2020. and things I felt in 2021. and things i've been able to say this year #this has become something so beautiful in my head and i want it to exist so much. #but i am such a slow writer. #i hope we're all still around to read it when it's done. #project: BinTG #and i think i wanted this to have for later #for whenever it's finally done #because i'm getting the sense that by the time it is my life will have changed so much again this moment will feel like someone elses #and i'll want some of this some of her some of me to have to look back at

[starberry-skies]

frothing at the mouth rn don't spend the entire ffffffun game inking every single corner of spawn otherwise the actual match will be a 3v4 aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

#just played possibly the worst turf war match ever in my life #i went in trying to deny mid yk get space #2 of my 3 teammates were just. at spawn #the other was a splatana stamper and was just kinda. sitting there #frothing at the mouth #i kept ouching and this waying to try and get my teamates off their asses but. nope #i got 5 splats and 900 pts and i did the best. how #our fucking flingza only dropped missiles halfway thru the match bc they spent 30 seconds inking over already inked turf to get that oneeee #spot. what #if u wanna ink every corner at least play reflux #flingzas are slayers and occasionally skirmishers #the only ink they should be getting is flings (flingz?) over enemy ink #and occasionally laying down some spawn paint #they would be so much better as a carbon omggggggggggggg #bc they were walking so slow which made them paint slower which made us down one player for that much longer #i wonder why. maybe it's bc theyre playing a med/heavy weapon that rolls super slow #bc flingzas don't really roll! #aaaaaaaaaa. yk #chirping #maybe delete later

[haemosexuality]

i vastly prefer stories that introduce characters way before introducing serious plot. i just finished dungeon meshi and just started jujutsu kaisen so ill be using those as examples dungeon meshi starts out slow. there are so may chapters before we even get a hint of the really serious underlying plot. by the time it starts, you already know all the characters really well, and you already care about them. which helps me care about the plot more jujutsu kaisen immediatly started throwing curses and shamans and action scenes this guys life purpose on my face and like. i just met these people, i dont care

#is this why i vibe so much with cartoons? so much episodic slice of life stuff before we get into plot #its how i like my shit #another good example would be the magnus archives. u dont know shit for so long #bg3 starts of with a whole fucking lot of lore dump that left me overwhelmed but after that it slows down quite a bit #you really get to know everyone very well during act 1 #anyways everyone speaks very highly of jjk so im sure ill like it more later this is just my very initial (ch 3 out of 200+) impression #its like can we slow down a bit #jjk

[vzajemnik]

officially becoming a pink pilates princess

#🗞️ #first workout done idk how i feel about it yet..... #i like how slow it is and how much you focus on breathing but its confusing at times lmao #i like yoga so i knew ill probably like it or at least not mind it so ill see how it goes later down the line

[swagging-back-to]

there is literally nothing i can do for her and thats the most devastating part

#actually the most devastating part is that it happened without warning and in the span of a few seconds #this year ive learned that sudden and traumatic death is so much worse to survive than terminal illness or slow death #when it's terminal you have at least a day to accept it (for putting animals down) #meanwhile whe it's sudden? once you realize it happened things just get worse from there #like how i was woken up to cash dying and then not even an hour later he was gone. #even comparing karydas death--which i had been expecting for weeks--to cloves injury is like night and day #i felt sad for karyda but i didnt cry