#yEA IM BEING ANNOYING

[martyrbat]

for when dc releases a new comic that mischaracterizes him again AND the humiliating ordeal of telling ppl that arent your mutuals that bruce fucking wayne aka mr cashcow is your favorite character

#no one understands him like how me and my mutuals do.... #the bats need to stop being in other characters comic books because then the fans of that character hates it and so do i #they never characterize him right in them and because im aware of how invasive and annoying the batbitches are.... #like.. sorry about my stupid idiot blorbo ruining this characters comic. they ruined him in too if it helps. yea it fucking sucks... sorry. #anyways this was first made because i was talking to someone and said bruce was my fav and got sent ‘oh. okay.’ and the convo ended like. #yeah. i get it. hes still my favorite and for a reason but no i fully get it and understand sorry. #but also while i was getting it™ i thought about why and because god dc sucks and like. #this is just an average tuesday when a shitty comic drops and you have to suffer for being a fan of his :// #posts from the crypt

[smoosnoom]

ten lines, ten people (rules: share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people. if you have written less than ten, don’t be shy and share anyway.)

thank u so very much @pretentiouswreckingball for tagging me 🫶

10. salubrious He’s killing his mother. 

9. mike wheeler's guide to falling in love with a superhero Now, Mike wouldn’t say he was an expert in anything, besides being a massive idiot. 

8. resplendent Will is warm under his hands.

7. adulation It’s a warm, Wednesday afternoon when Mike practically climbs on top of him. 

6. need-to-snow-basis Mike, Will establishes on a Tuesday afternoon, is acting strange. 

5. compunction Mike Wheeler knows he’s a bad person. 

4. your mute inquiry There’s a life we’re all – We’re working towards a life we can’t taste, and we’re dying to – We’re all dying, and we’re all starving, and salvation isn’t coming, and there’s no one to save us, and – There’s – There is a –

3. love me on purpose December is freezing.

2. where we lay our scene Neil would like to say he’s a pretty decent fellow. 

1. cleaving Will wants to say he hates Hawkins. 

tagging @byeler @parkitaco @light-lanterne @miwism @boycattj @itsromeowrites @willelfanpage @elekinetic @andiwriteordie @etchedstars (with no intended obligation) :)

#i tried to tag people i dont usually tag or . interact with #i hope u all feel ok being tagged bc . i havent seen anyone on st tumblr do this yet so hopefully this little trend goes around #since it seems Fun #but . yea hopefully none of u are annoyed ! #so . yea #umm #byler #LOL #obligated byler tag #also CAN WE TALK ABT THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN 10 AND 9 HEEELEPP #THE WHIPLASH BYE #ok . GOODBYE and GOODNIGHT #i am a little . inebriated so um hopefully im not rambling like a lunatic in these tags #ok BYE

[jrueships]

the monthly apathy is back, rlly sorry if i said smthing to u and then u say smthing back and i don't respond for like a thousand years only to spam u after it passes and then u respond bcs ure awesome and i go on an unspoken vow of silence for yet another thousand years and the cycle just continues

#hard to will myself to just brush my teeth #it's so fucking annoying having these highs and lows and never a middleground bcs it's like #which one is actually me?? #i feel like none of them are really #when im feeling high energy i act extra confident and funny showman #but as soon as i stop i just feel huge regret and embarrassment over it #but im also so lifeless and feel like i can only say a lot if it's abt smthing negative bcs i can feel more deeply when im low #but it's only abt dark intense stuff #and when im in my highs i just dont have the attention span to care abt deep anything #it's like im either soaring in the sky or drowning in the sea #im never just On Land #like i cant just enjoy Earth #it's so fucking aggravating #' i would love to have high energy highs tho bcs i would be able to get sooo much done' #yea. it seems like a lot. until u realize it's literally just flighty-ass attempts at catching up on being a half human #trying to do all the stupid shit u somehow found aggravating difficult to even think abt doing during 1 of ur lows #like . why am i having to try and make a mental note to myself on... responding to. compliments. #when im in a higher energy mood #like. why cant i just #ARGGHEHHHHHHHRHRHHRHRRRR #anyways yea srry abt all the asks piling up and then me asking for more anyways and all the texts on read

[layalu]

WIP Whenever

got tagged by @buridanshorse and @greypetrel! <33

don't have anything DA related that's worth showing rn lol, but i got uhh. these two xd

one is practice that i'm vibing with & the other is for a friend; teechnically "finished" but i've been thinking about cleaning it up bc it's cute and i love them

tagging (as always with no pressure ofc) @brainwormterrarium, @a-drama-addict, @giantbukonut, @bearsizedant, @beelzebard, @goofsoup, @exotic-inquiry, @the-penguinspy, @daggerbeanart, @absyntthe, @creativegoblin, @superboyconner, @quakingbirch, @ndostairlyrium, and anyone else who has something to share! :]

#i always feel like im being annoying when the tag list gets long but i also feel bad for leaving out ppl fslkjf #so yea. if anyone would rather not be tagged (or would like to be tagged) please tell me! #wip wednesday #(<- for sorting's sake lol) #my art #the wolf n cat are (shapeshifted) characters from a buddy's dnd campaign and i love them lots #the deer is random lol but i do love me some glowy deer #need to do the foreground still n adjust values n stuff and idk if i wanna make the bg trees cleaner but. probably not lol

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload? #me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃 #listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook #i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort #to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop #being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol #i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like #let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and #make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works #ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil #ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations #bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess #its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively #health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by #medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary. #like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think #of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf #my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its #bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror #when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the #most me coded character to ever exist #unrelated

[satsuki-yumizuka]

having self control sucks. i want to be very blunt with people but then i stop and think "wow. this is not how people talk. i need to relax"

#but its so much easierrr u know. somtimes i just wanna be like #hey #i wanna be friends but i dont usually dm people bc i feel like im annoying them alll of the time. u know. #so sorry if i dont do that #but then its like o yea. thats like. ridiculous to say to someone unprompted. oh well #ppl dont usually talk like that !@@ damn !!! #even though being blunt and stating things directly is like. so much easier. #i should be able to jusy do hey i like u ur cool. we should talk more. i wsnt to talk to u . #and not like in any specific way u know just pike. talking to ppl is so fun #im not talkin to anyone is specific rn sorry. but like u know what i mean #hate having to mask shit behind “proper manners” let me be weird with 0 judgements pretty please @da whole world

[bunnymedley]

Not all cis straight men that ACCIDENTALLY interact with you are chasing you just because they see your posts on SOMEONE ELSES blog and interact with it. The post your followers are now seeing and harassing someone and bullying them over, was not rebloged directly from you.. If you expect everyone that comes across a post you have OVER A THOUSAND notes on, to go look at your bio/check tags , you’re being unreasonable. And jumped to conclusions and villainized  someone before idk.. using your brain? Instead of taking the time to message them and ask them not to interact you immediately classified a straight cis man that isn’t interested in you , as a chaser. I’m sending this anonymously so I don’t have to be bullied and harassed as well. There’s a right and a wrong way to go about things. And publicly shaming someone for an innocent mistake is foul. And I hope the same isn’t done to you.

-someone who stopped and asked the accused person why they interacted in the first place..

wont somebody think of the poor cishet daddy doms

#anon #no idea what blog ur referring to but starting an ask with 'not all cis straight men' guarantees im not gonna take u seriously #this is the first i've heard of some weird men being 'bullied' but if they wanna be annoying on my posts thats their issue #but yea i genuinely have no idea what this ask is about. why are u being melodramatic at me

[netscapenavigaytor]

me smiling serenely: i love house of leaves but i understand that its an incredibly difficult book to get into and is really, REALLY not for everyone, and johnny truant's... everything can make like half the book difficult to get through if you don't IMMEDIATELY click with his character

some complete stranger minding their business: house of leaves kinda sucks and johnny truant ruined the book. just skip his parts

me, crying screaming throwing up etc.: SHUT UP...... SHUT UP.............. LEAVE ME OLONE

#forgive me for not making the houses blue im on mobile. also to my other followers ill probly reblog stuff soon im just Thinking lol #at any moment i could start making annoying amounts of textposts about #house of leaves #if i so desired. this isnt anything new as far as my interests go tho lol #anyway the average critique i see of HoL on here is very reasonable (misogyny; shock content; a little full of itself) #but also ppl being like This Book Sucks. directly in the tag makes me a little insane #and also GENUINELY if you skip johnny's stuff you HAVENT read house of leaves youve only read the navidson record #the fuckeng... THEMES AND NARRATIVES ok....... #like yea im biased as an enjoyer of guys who suck spiralling forever and ever but like its more than tbat you know. #i cuold make a whole post abt trauma and the search for deeper meaning when theres only emptiness and how important johnny is to that theme #maybe i will make a post about that i dont know. #but anyway. sometimes a book isnt good or bad its an experience ok? #anyway these tags are getting too long i should shut up now. rip johnny you wouldve loved tumblr tags

[deermouth]

It's really funny how much one of the guys in this book is Henry Winter

#im being flippant and i dont find it annoying i just am like 'oh you' whenever he's in scene #txt #currently reading #yea im still not done with the likeness ive been busyyy

[uncommondumdum]

Probably just going to use the comment section if I wanted to have a conversation instead of reblogging with what I have to say

#(I’ll somewhat still do it tho) #it just feels like im being annoying and flooding ppls dashs #so yea

[martyrbat]

im still not over that video of the fat men in swimsuits dancing and partying and a cishet woman making an addition to the post saying how they looked friend shaped and like theyre safe and give good hugs like. girl can you take your fatphobia and infantilization someplace else some of us are horny !!!!

#i think some people take fatphobia as JUST being denied medical care constantly being ridiculed and mocked and targeted in crime etc etc #but also like. youre treating fatness as a blanket moral judgement for a whole group of people lol #a fat person isnt more pure or innocent or safe than a skinny person just because theyre fat #like yea i feel comfortable around other fat people more because of my trauma of treatment from skinny people #and im more attracted to fatness but wdym they look trustworthy just because theyre fat??? #like its just always so weird how people cant talk about fatness normally even when trying to be ‘supportive’ #you 9/10 wouldn't say a skinny bitch looked friend shaped/like they give good hugs bc theyre skinny why is that the only compliment we get? #im just being bitchy rn im in a bit of a mood and forgot i screenshotted that before deciding to be the bigger person #me at 11am: its annoying and strikes a nerve but alas their intentions were made in good spirit and it isnt worth complaining about #me at 6pm: i can kill you with my bare hands i WILL kill you with my bare hands. 🐻👋 <- watch out. bitch.

[glamfellens]

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#minor vent. #i left my home town about 6 years ago #and im kind of sick of some friends and especially family being like oh come visit. come up and visit us we never see you #like are you not perfectly capable of travelling down to see me why is it always on me to make the effort #im about 5 hours away by train and its just like. idk. Annoying #also i havent forgotten the one time a friend of mine just bought a house with her boyfriend and i had just moved to worcester #and i was like yeah you should come see me for a weekend we can hang out #and she didnt because her boyfriend told her. and i quote. #'why would we waste time travelling when we could spend it decorating our new house' #like yea i get it they were excited to have their own house but telling me that spending time visiting me was a waste. Lmfao. Sure #and in the six years ive been away my parents have not once made an effort to come down to see me #when my brother got married he booked a hotel for the guests that did not have enough room for me to stay. #i wouldve had to stay in a separate hotel miles away from everyone else bc he got married in the middle of nowhere #and considering i moved away to get away from them in the first place. i ask u #why should i bother making a fucking effort.

[benetnvsch]

sigh- maid day wip ig I probably won't finish this but also maybe I will depends On If The Friend I sent It To Says Nice Things About It

#if not I will burst brightly into air #/ref that literally only 4 people on this entire earth will get none of whom follow me on tumblr #“omg good for him what an icon hell yea” #still the funniest thing I ever experienced #so also Im realizing that Tumblr is Like #Kinda where I just say anything that comes into my minds #I am a chronic tag ranter #so uhhh #sorry for being annoying guys uwu #sorry if u followed me expecting to see actual content not used to that #if u want just art and not the mental illness feel free to follow my twitter instead #which is basically just art #gonna be honest the amount of ppl following me for art is low-key stressful bc I am An Artist who Does Not Draw #<- His ass is Not Drawing #KDJHDJHFKJGFKJGFK #THATS SO FUNNY TO ME #what if I make that my new art tag #<- Kite's ass is Not DRAWING #Cackling #if ur reading this this far hello ily ty for being hear peace sign and kisses (platonically) #kite draws #sure whatever ig I do sometime idk if this is tag worthy like actual tags that make sense #I am a hater first foremost #jk I actually am quite happy rn talking with Other Friend who :) hapenis #LMAO IYKYK HI IF UR SEEING THIS ILY #FUCK THE CONTENT WARNINGS SHIT #cw gun #cw knife #there #sorry

[devilsminionpdf]

walking the fine line between being honest with my therapist but also not being so honest that she decides im not stable enough to know my own gender and not give me that nice little dysphpria letter

#it's annoying but it's also strangely fun i feel weirdly like a secret agent. the thrill of lying by omission etc etc #it's largely about trying to explain to her the disconnect from all of humanity always and forever #which is fine because she goes 'ah yes transness isolation checks out do you have friends in the community' #which yea i do. but listen. someone could be identical to me in every aspect and the disconnect would likely still be there #it's still preferable to being around cishet people but it still is like living out any page from no longer human. performance etc etc #*grabs her by the shoulder* im forever and eternally disconnected from everything and everyone do you get it. and i do not know why #[ it's probably because im constantly lying about things big and small to everyone but still. why am i doing that either ] #poking my brain with a stick. what the fuck are you doing up there #having a moment truly two personal posts with less than 24 hours in between. what's going on man #apples.txt

[opens-up-4-nobody]

the good thing about asperger's no longer being a diagnosis is that it's just called level 1 autism spectrum disorder now. i know i probably shouldn't be poking around in the mental health of strangers online, but as an autistic person myself, your struggles resonated with me. ever since i've been able to accept, understand, and begin to provide myself accommodations for my autism, my mental health has improved tremendously. autism is also co-morbid with oodles of other conditions, so it is definitely possible to have autism and other conditions that may have overlapping symptoms

It's funny, I was diagnosed, accepted it, over analyzed and rejected it, subsequently forgot about it entirely, then when the only helpful counselor I ever had brought up the idea I was like: Oh yeah! That makes sense. And went through the same process over again. I will say, having someone point out that something might be inhibiting my ability to interact with people was extremely helpful. Because I just thought I was really bad at it and processed it as a point of failure (which was intolerable). At one point she said "You don't have to do things you don't want to just because you feel like you should" and I think about that a lot. That should have been obvious but it was like she slapped me with a fish

#i used to pretend to be a person a lot more. now im just like im too fucking tired to not be anything but myself #ill wear whatever weird patterns i want. ill avoid all eye contact and say whatevers in my head. bc usually its nothing #harmful. perhaps a bit blunt but usually in a way thst makes ppl laugh. with me or at me idk but whatever #ill be as weird as i want. i wear fucking white moon boots around everywhere lol. ay now im just being defensive bc #these r the things my sister would make fun of me for lol. point is im probably autistic and overthinking it #but in the past few yeas when the obsessive compulsive behavior started to become a more and more obvious problem i was like hm maybe its #something else and my brain restricts even the words i use in the context i use them so i became no longer allowed to say oh yea im #autistic. which is annoying. thr malignant force that is my obsessive compulsive tendencies. which again im not allowed to name bc its not #allowed without an official diagnosis bc thats how my brain work 👍 #level 1 autism sounds Hilarious tho. the teired heavens of autism. ive only ascended to level 1. allegedly. #god. my brain. y do i have to plausible deniability myself. its like im waiting for someone to collect evidance and make an arrest bc of #messy liguistics. ay ay ay. there r 2 wolfs inside me. one is trying to drown the other lol #unrelated #me when i have to b around ppl: actually im an insect person. an alien studying humans. watch them go #but no no im not one of them. im simply an observer

[filmfactors]

this is such an invasion of privacy and consent and nobody comments on it

#ya i sifted thru ur memories learned all ur names and everything else BUT DONT WORRY i did it to make sure you werent evil #if i was doraemon being a guardian of like these 4 children id be on the defense... maybe offense #but yea lets focus on how sonya ig is the perfect robot cat even if gian and suneos response to punch down at doraemon IS funny #sky utopia commentary #in case bc i predict im gonna be annoying and commentate a lot