#ya turns out i love it actually

[administer-distractions]

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#trying to be normal about rwby still #update i still hate 🐝 #but i have COMPLETELY 180'd on white rose #ya turns out i love it actually #after what ten years? #also tho where the FUCK is everyone in Vacuo #i s2g if this whole season only focuses on the ever after #like the theme song seems to imply #im gonna lose it #i have not waited THIS LONG for my son to return #only to be denied yet again #dont do this to me

[aroaceleovaldez]

i still think a lot about how technically, it's implied Anubis and Walt started dating each other before they asked out Sadie, and if Sadie had said she wasn't interested they would have gone "Entirely fair have a nice day" and proceed to just go continue to date each other.

Cause like, that was the entire thing. They decided that themselves. That things would work best if they were together (as in both physically sharing a body and also relationship-wise). The "asking Sadie about it" part was secondary. If she had said no, they would have stayed together, because among other things Walt would kind of die if they didn't. Walt and Anubis are technically the first gay couple in the Riordanverse. AND they're in a polyamorous relationship with Sadie. Why does no one talk about them ever.

#tkc #the kane chronicles #riordanverse #walt stone #anubis tkc #sadie kane #saltnubis #< great ship name btw #and for anyone who says ''i dont think Rick intended that'' mind you this book was released like #six months before HoH came out (and. subsequently also. Nico.) #like. Rick was not ignorant of queer stuff at that time. he was actively writing it into HoO/HoH while writing both simultaneously #if Sadie had said no they wouldn't have just gone ''okay Sadie pick one of us and the other will cease to exist on the mortal plane'' #they would have gone ''okay well good luck we have a coffee date scheduled so we're gonna go do that'' #saltnubis is still probably the most entertaining solution to a love triangle in middle grade media i have ever encountered #even some YA media. just ''yeah so we solved both our major problems by dating but like. we know you like both of us sooooo...?'' #also hilarious that meanwhile Carter's romance arc is ''so turns out my first girlfriend was a clone made of pottery'' #''and the actual girl has never met me and this is kinda awkward''

[astrxealis]

if i do "?" in text i'm genuinely tilting my head like a dog if i do "!!" my eyes are sparkling and i am figuratively wagging my tail if i am IN ALL CAPS i'm screaming from the top of a mountain with all the power i can with love and the strength of RAGHHH within me

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #sorry guys. i will not shut up. #honestly i really miss it here on tumblr SNIFFS ..... i say this sm tho but damn real/offline life has really been fun <33 #anyway. meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow me #very good day ty to those who greeted me anywhere or even just liked a post as a little hi hbd or just acknowledgement ya know arghhh arghhh #I'M SO TIRED NOW ACTUALLY i'm on 5 battery but watch me keep talking (writing) some more #i'm insane btw i went out w friends earlier this tuesday (love them sm) and then. they pitched in to buy me the origin of species bcs i've #been wanting the book LMFAO AS A BDAY GIFT IDK IT'S SO FUNNY TO ME BUT GENUINELY I'M SO HAPPY (NERD) <333 #and today i've talked a lot again w one best friend and another of my dearest friends and another too and idk fun day fr #okay i shut up now #that's a lie btw who knows when i will shut up #i might shut up now actually actually #actually i like rambling it's so fun teehee #BUT YEAH TY AGAIN ... genuinely makes me so happy i feel so giddy i was scared today would turn out bad and hey it isn't perfect but to me #it kinda is. in its own way. imperfectly perfect ^_^ <3 yeehaw!!

[toaster-selfships]

Some of C.ars 2 deleted scenes are some of the funniest things I've ever been exposed to. I defiantly don't have a bias in saying that, nope, totally not.

And everytime I rewatch them I never fail to completely lose my marbles laughing at how they draw F.inn. He's like two steps away from being a smug ":3"

I'm too lazy to dig through my infinite gallery for more examples photos of it but..have this one for now...

Bonus last two images.

This has also reminded me of the whole Sombrero scene which I'm surprised I forgot about it cause I used to quote that scene so much, never made me fail to laugh. And like just plain laugh, it was always a losing my mind and rolling off my bed laughing.

#i always get so scared when i put things into the actual selfship tags for some reason JFNDJSKF #but thats how ya get mutuals. ya reach out to blogs you like and say hi and ya post things for people to find #for some reason im so entertained by the fact that his mustache has changed from these rough drafts to how it is now #his personality was also more of a prick UAHDIAHFJR #but i love how final F.inn turned out... that ones mine<333 #self ship #selfship #selfshipping #self shipping #selfship gush

[c6jpg]

classic genshin trailer making a story quest seem a lot more dramatic than it actually is LMAO

#genshin spoilers #4.6 spoilers #0.txt #doing arlecchino's quest now and like. the whole premise is kinda a let down LMAO #like it seemed a lot more. serious? grave? but in reality nah we're just ghost hunters #however i loved the part where lynette popped out of nowhere and was like ALL OF YOU. DUMBASSES. love ya girl that was good #also i now feel like an idiot for being like oh yeah pink haired girl is a melusine ajsfkdlajsf #looking back at that art what i thought were melusine ears was like. her ahoge and bow #anyways. i'll shut up now and actually do this quest asklfjdfas #oh another thing #the release of the arlecchino short makes how this is gonna turn out soooooo predictable #i feel like it might have been better to release it after the story quest. more mystery/story telling #but i guess it depends on how they do the reveal in-game #but i'm talking out of my ass too much without doing the quest OKAY I'LL SHUT UP FR NOW AJDFKLA

[flashhwing]

This Man 👨 Is NOT 🙅‍♂️ Aedan Cousland! 🚫

He Is A Ferelden👨‍🌾 Mage 🧙Named Hawk 🦅

Do NOT 🙅Let Him Into ⛔️ Your Landsmeet!!!

#i did my best okay fjkdls his face and nose are not the right shapes but what can ya do it's origins CC not da2 CC #and you can tell that the only male hair mods are from the 2000's #they are ALL emo boy haircuts #i love them tho fjkdls #also he has an earring because for some reason that was the only version of the classic hawke beard i could find #not complaining. he makes it work #warden hawke au #hawke #dragon age #this has been a post #also i still have the fucking. the tevinter robes mod which worked so well for emmy but i gotta get hawke into some real armor asap #or y'know. warden robes. probably those actually afdsjkl #ALSO also i have no idea what color hsi eyes turned out because i cannot SEE the fuckign color on the character creator #i hope they're brown. they're supposed to be brown. i have no idea

[the-innefable-idiot]

From the same fandom of "I can excuse Book Louis being a slave owner but I draw the line at him being black in the show"

#vampire chronicles #interview with the vampire #iwtv #this came to me in a dream because it's true #reading the trailer's comments on youtube and this is my final conclusion lmao #like 'yeah everything looks nice but Claudia not being a child is actually the deal breaker for me :/' #shut the fuck up just say you don't like her being black and move on with your pathetic little life #this is Hunger Games Rueall over again. amazing how some people lose empathy THE MOMENT a character turns out to be a young black girl #and also my man Jacob as Louis is included in this #but i love (ironic) how people are blaming Claudia's age for not vibing with the show lmao #fandom: 'you should stop vibing with this show it's not following canon >:(' me: 'you know what? im gonna vibe with it even harder' #yeah yeah i know Claudia's tragedy is the being the forever child but lemme tell ya something #*gently puts my hands on your shoulders* it's an adaptation. nothing matters. death is coming to all of us. go outside and touch some grass

[jiangwanyin]

NIRVANA IN FIRE — episode five

#nirvana in fire #lang ya bang #xiao jingyan #nifedit #lybedit #nif #lyb #* #*lyb #these are literally just leftovers from my last jingyan gifset that were too short to include #but waste not want not!!! #ngl i love how th colouring turned out #society if indoors and outdoors nirvana in fire scenes actually had consistent lighting

[atopvisenyashill]

i don’t care that rhaenyra’s oldest are illegitimate not bc i’m a targ stan who thinks she can do no wrong but because legitimacy is a social construct that does nothing more than enforce the patriarchy and class system, and rhaenyra having kids out of wedlock with a man she is consenting to sex with is fine, actually, and if you’re hung up on that it is my opinion that you are clinging to the rules of propriety and patriarchy when analyzing her because you think she should be punished for having sex outside marriage and not like, all the things she actually does that are morally wrong, which is like, textbook misogyny.

“but the lords” so the thing is i don’t give a shit if the lords think she’s a slut. i understand the time period bc not only am i not stupid, i also understand that it is still a big issue in many communities for mothers to have children out of wedlock. i am saying i do not care because it’s a fake issue the way “brienne can’t really be a knight because she’s a woman” and “sansa can’t rule winterfell when she has true born younger brothers” or whatever else. legitimacy is a tool of the patriarchy, of colonialism irl, of classism, and the argument “rhaenyra is a bad person for having children out of wedlock when she knew that would put them in danger” is stupid bc legitimacy doesn’t fucking matter and neither does marriage.

#valyrianscrolls #it’s a classist and misogynistic argument i need this fandom to be less heterosexual and realize sex and love that exist outside of marriage #aren’t dirty!!!!!! those kids are not dirty for being harwin’s and she’s not a bad person for it eitherrrr. #rhaenyra targaryen #me shit talking people in the tags #like people will say ‘cersei took it too far by’ i actually don’t care that she cheated on her abusive husband when there’s a million other #bad things she’s done that she feels no shame for. women are not bad people for cheating even if they’re royal!!! #‘cersei is had for killing robert’ like if joe biden got murdered by jill and it turned out he’d spent their whole marriage abusing her #i would say ‘yeah girl go’ #like the ‘taking it too far’ is her bad decisions when in power. her passing her bastards off as her husbands is certainly scandalous but in #the Specific case of ‘cersei coped with the humiliations heaped on her by defying robert the best way she could’ man whatever #the problem with joffrey is his personality ya know. #but like that is very much robert’s son also. it’s just. every day i am forged to see the Most Ridiculous takes. why. #that one lady who hit her husband’s penis off was innocent actually. he shouldn’t have been doing things that made her need to bite his peen

[slingerapen]

Complaning about the mortal instruments is still so fun bc it has such real conflict hidden underneath the layer of badly written fanfic-turned-YA. Theres so much there. But its always glossed over or other fans just talking about how its problematic. Yes it is but it couldve been such real commentary about cults and militatism and incest and abuse and homophobia and xenophobia and racism and sexism and anti-semitism and (christian) supremacy with an absolute asshole of a protagonist who thinks the world revolves around him (because the narrative does! No golden eyes go unnoticed even by characters who hate him!). But it is still YA.

#im too old to actually reread the series. but ive been loving the discussion on impishidea.com for years #theres probably books out there with these themes #but the point is that it needs to be seemingly unaware of itself at first bc its fluffy and cool and YA. #but then the shit breaks loose #simon was always my favorite character bc its all being done to HIM. #clary goes along with jace in EVERYTHING. but in doing so she treats her best friend like dirt #best friend who. bc of her involvement (and his devoted friendship to her) is kidnapped #and later turned into the thing that traumatized him #remember when he couldnt watch a goofy dracula movie anymore.... thats kinda sad bc his normal is gone too! #but he wants to be normal! #he turns into a vampire and goes right back to his band and tells them everything and he just keeps chilling with them #my boy just wanted to follow clary... #and then that shadowhunter acadamy shit... please come on #get him out of there this boys arc is a TRAGEDY #the mortal instruments #sorry for infodumping jfc #anti cassandra clare #i guess. not really the point of this post #but its easy tagging for ppl who like tmi criticism #added the anti semitism because when you consider it in terms of simon being the victim of most of jaces... everything

[asexualastarion]

there was a sewer man,

#anyway. my poto hyperfixation is returning #(as if it ever really left lmao. if a fixation has lasted since 2005 it's time to call it a special interest) #also i didn't intend to outline this in blue but accidentally did for the first one and had to commit but ya know it turned out ok #ALSO ALSo realizing that the grey bg is making it look like i forgot to color in his vest. his vest is also grey i prommy i prommy #want to make a full ref for his design so wont go into much detail here but basically it's a combo of book/movie/musical designs #and then the mask is based off of a porcelain doll/an actual masquerade mask with the eye/blush/smile painted on #so like he's always half smiling #the shit on his mask side is a combo of deformities in the bone/some big ass birthmarks/burn scars #anyway i love this evil pathetic old man beast. would kill him if i had the chance #poto #the phantom of the opera #erik destler #my shitty art

[fagdykebassboy]

finally finishing up chapter 2 of reception fades after being kinda sick + working on other projects guys i forgot i wrote all this shit like😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#In A Good Way #like im rereading and editing like. Damn. I wrote that?! Theres still a bit i wanna add but other than that its like. Pretty much finished #also some shit i just wrote i dont know why every time i do description it turns into a more poetry style but i like it #its probably my favorite part of my writing like when i do it well i do it fucking *well* ya know #also i love love love doing dialogue but i always get worried its a little repetitive + i never know how to space out all of it #im trying different styles of dialogue recently i feel like this project is gonna be good with helping me solidify my writing style #whatevr im rambling i need to actually go finish this thing #Reception_Fades

[rainy-days-are-beauties]

I just love aaddtsotu so much and dante and ari, omg dante and ari-

like they're such beautiful people?? and their relationships with each other and with the other characters I cant-

all the characters in that books are so beautiful; their parents, their friends, i just literally, dear god. I cant.

and i don't use the word beautiful lightly. if I say someone is beautiful i mean inside and out.

just- the way they think? and the way they talk and communicate and miscommunicate omg they even miscommunicate beautifully like how.

and their relationships with each other bro why can't people talk and think and listen like that in real life?

why, why, whyyyy can't people talk poetically? why god why.

"let yourself be loved" "perhaps not as lovely as your son" and ik those are quotes from the sequel but my point still stands. I don't think anyone has ever told me to let myself be loved or anything of the sort.

and the way ari starts to understand his parents throughout the book?? omgggg do I wish I could have that. I'm sure I'm not the only one, too. my parents were good parents, objectively (by this i mean they never abandoned or physically abused me, supported me through most of my endeavors and loved me.) (despite this, there are some issues there; the ones that come from growing up as the eldest daughter in a desi family, iykyk.) because of how they grew up, they never truly opened themselves to me.

so many of us go through life never learning to understand our parents, the ones who (for the most part) loved us first, and never letting them understand us.

sorry i dont even know what this turned into, it started with ari and dante and ended up with me sharing my wishes for true familial understanding on the internet. I'm going to go before I embarrass myself any further...

#aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe #ari and dante #aristotle mendoza #ari mendoza #dante quintana #rambles #ramble of the day #this book!!!!!! #this book is beautiful #i love it #and the movie came out yesterday!!!! #i will never understand people who are overly critical of ya books #and i mean like #without actual reasons #like stfu #ur either too fucking old or impatient #you can dislike the book #but dont make up bs reasons #this is turning into another rant mb #bye

[jestroer]

Sorry to anyone with Prankster deck I met on TCG matches and quit right when i saw your cards, my reasoning: Its just not fun, im sorry 

#not that it is not a valid or overpowered deck its a possible deck #i played with it first days when TCG online was out because i was like man this Mumbo guy hes fucking good #but like #its not a fun one to play against at least for me idk #Also somehow all of them get their grian and mumbo in a first turn?? #witches i tell ya #i just want to play my silly deck consisting only of XB and Keralis #terraform Keralis is a very good healer card actually i didnt think of that before i made this deck for fun #shitpost #it just happens so often if any of my mutuals play with prankster decks and i quit on ya im sorry i love you #<3