Props to Filoni, that episode worked really well at exploring Ahsoka and her past. And I'm claiming victory for my headcanon that Ahsoka deals with her trauma by fantasising about the Clone Wars as a great big adventure!
I think it's definitely correct that Ahsoka was seeing her past with adult eyes and realising how fucked up it was. Also, unlike Luke, she can't separate Anakin and Vader and can see the qualities of Anakin (his casual callousness and drive for victory) that lead to Vader. They make her nervous because she can remember that being in her as well, and is scared of what is passed into her.
But it's about accepting her past. When she's holding Anakin's red lightsabre, her eyes briefly flash yellow as she thinks about killing him, before deciding not to. She makes the opposite choice to Ben Solo's 'kill the past', by deciding to accept it, but not letting it define her. That what happened to her was fucked up, that Anakin was not the great guy she thought he was, but that doesn't have to consume her. By not killing it, she chooses not to let it have power over her. And because of that, she's able to truly move on from it.
Which is a nice way of illustrating the Jedi philosophy toward this.
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you just can't replicate it. it was a different everything. you can't make a 70's scifi again, or a 60's scifi again, our acting styles have changed too much, our writing, our cameras, our photography. anything you try would be a shadow, a pastiche no matter how good of one it is, its going to lack the soul of the original, a bad clone with too much of the modern in its blood to be the original.
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The way western leftists react and discuss Ukraine and the war made me realize that sometimes exposure is not useful and helpful at all. Sometimes it’s better to just shut the fuck up, in fact. If someone is unable to admit that Russia is commiting war crimes and genocide without mentioning all the other wars, NATO or the USA (to somehow downplay the seriousness of it) such voice is annoying/useless at best and incredibly harmful at worst. People who until february couldn’t even point where Ukraine lies on the map are trying to drop some hot takes that just make them sound like the most tonedeaf and ignorant pieces of shit. If you are unable to understand nuances and the reality of eastern/central Europe just stay quiet about it. Nobody needs your voice, thank you. Best thing such people can do is repost fundraisers (preferably with support for the Ukrainian army) and listen to others.
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the text below is me analyzing a fandom headcanon as if it were a research topic. i apologize in advance, this is just how the idea of 'having fun' sits with me
on the topic of exploring things related to kaveh and alhaitham
A thought occurred to me today that with all the "reincarnation" headcanons i've seen people always say Alhaitham could've been the Scarlet King,
and I would like to suggest an alternative approach *nervous laughter* look this is jus an exploration of the headcanon, nothing serious. Anyways,
let me introduce the concept of kaveh, actually, being the said reincarnation. hear me out
sumeru has a lot of lore and i'm yet to grapple with all the things related to the Desert, but
If Scarlet king has the name of the Scarlet king it implies that there is. something Scarlet about him. And this is where I'm always stuck with Alhaitham: there is. nothing scarlet about him besides some eye coloration. Ok, not important. But when you explore the Mausoleum of King Deshret, you find that mural with the eye over the pyramid that looks uncanny similar to that of alhaitham. so, because the eye symbolizes the power of King Deshret, it might be easy to say 'ah yes. it does make sense, the Eye=Scarlet King=Alhaitham"
except (and this is where my inability to recall the lore comes in, so i might be completely off the topic at the end of the day) the Eye does not represent the Scarlet King. The Eye represents the Power of the Scarlet King, and when you ascend the Pyramid, you figure there is a messed-up IA driven machine [the one you normally fight in the smaller pyramid to the south]. And that machine was like. The pride and joy and all things good and proper when it came down to handling and running the place built by Scarlet King and his followers, like his right-hand man.
so in my analytical delusion i raise you a headcanon: this is what Alhaitham is. He is the re-incarnation [re-emergence? idk] of that very entity that at some point got corrupted. By that I do not mean that Alhaitham is somehow a robot, absolutely not: I just imply that in the new life he as a human possesses a number of traits and characteristics extremely similar to the one of the IA [managment, high productivity, analyzing and correcting the system, establishing the best possible order for the society, etc.] In other words, Alhaitham is the right hand of the Scarlet King and, I would argue, a figure of equal if not even more importance than the Scarlet King himself.
And Kaveh, in this case, could be the Scarlet King. First of all, I love when the color coordination checks out. is it subtle? absolutely not, but boy does it work wonders for me. Second of all,
because - and I make a huge leap here bc there is not really much information on how Kaveh operates outside of his direct connection to Alhaitham [as a scholar and an architect] - he is an inspired architect. He is someone that builds, that creates. And if we put down the Scarlet King's image to basic aspects,
what was he, if not a creator? a great architect, who built a society and glorious cities? this is- and the tragic irony about contemporary people thinking that King Deshret was a tyrant when in reality he was probably an incredibly passionate creator, wishing nothing but good to his people? It would also make sense with the forbidden knowledge thingy, because who but extremely driven (probably to the point of obsession) person would go out seeking knowledge so far and so otherworldly that they would in the end reach something that disrupts the laws of their own world? once again, the tragedy of it all??? willing to do good to the point it turns into evil where you could not foresee the consequences???
I just think there is something here. i just think this has some narrative potential
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the skip button,, is probably the one ending nick's narrator goes through, and doesn't make him do again.
it simply fucked him up Too much. enough that trying to fix or even understand his reaction,, the notion of going through it again is more distressing than any amount of internal inconsistency he could feel. and doesn't it make sense, anyway? that's a, that's a normal thing to have a strong reaction to, there's.... there's no need to look at it any closer! it's fine. he's fine.
nick, i think,, probably was starting to actually be more present, over the course of the memory zone?? it's something new, it's so different from the office, it's calming, nothing bad has happened to him yet. it's.... it's actually pretty nice.
and this side of his narrator,, feels like an echo of something he'd mostly forgotten. he... probably even has some emotions about that. somewhere in there.
even with the bad reviews & the unease he is starting to Actually feel in a more concrete sense, by the time they actually get to the skip button room, nick is more present than he's been in a long time, and he doesn't like it.
the first couple skips, he waits at Least until the narrator loops or goes silent.
the fourth skip, with the extended guilt trip, he gets stuck on.
(this, too, is an echo of something he'd mostly forgotten. before he understood how this worked, before he'd shut himself down so completely.
he just... he'd tried so hard to get through, avoid, go around, bypass in any way the barriers his narrator put up. it's not like it took him long to work out just where he was being forced to go. he didn't understand, and he didn't want to go back, he didn't think his narrator wanted him to go back there either! so why was he doing this, it hurt both of them, he's sorry, please just let him make it up to him, force him to go down any other route if he has to still take the choice away, just please don't make them go through this again please —)
he. actively tries to make himself dissociate again, during that segment. he doesn't want to do any of this. he knows that would make it easier. his skin is crawling with that fear he felt the First time his narrator forced him to hurt both of them, and he can't figure out how to make it stop.
he is very, very familiar with only having one path forward by now.
forcing himself to move past that skip, does prove to be a breaking point for nick; the parallel is too much. the, he's going to make me do this again, he's going to make both of us do this over and over and over until he's satisfied, is too much.
by the time the reset hits & that doesn't happen? he's too far back under the static to even feel relieved.
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why can't she see that
i am struggling within
because of her
why cannot she see
her actions' consequences
exist and are real
why can't she see me
being damaged day by day
from her screaming and
why doesn't she know
what she is doing to me
is wrong and hurtful
her emotional immaturity
is just a gratuity
her codependence and brutality
is nothing more than a legality
i have the names of these problems now
but that ain't making nothing right
all i wanted when i was a girl
was to be tucked in normally and told goodnight
sometimes i still wonder
why shit has to be this way
and then i tell myself
"it's just for this day"
tomorrow she'll be normal
tomorrow she'll apologize
tomorrow she'll go about usual
tomorrow she won't agonize
saying the things you said to me
is not right, it leaves a bite
and it still isn't okay to say these things
and then go about as if everything's right
because when you do it over and over
to everyone you've ever known
it leaves a lasting scar and damage
words are engraved in stone
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