teenybratt

[teenybratt]

I am officially no longer a teenager. Manifesting a healthier life in my 20s - determined to become the adult I needed when I was a child 💖

#happy birthday to me

[teenybratt]

Sobbing over how much kinder people are on here than the people I know irl 🥹 there aren’t enough words to express how grateful I am. It’s ironic that I started this blog basically as a kinda h0rned up way of coping and it’s turned into the thing that’s going to potentially change everything for me just because people are kind.

I’m sorry if that didn’t make sense I’m in some state atm lol. Thank you all so much ❤️❤️

[teenybratt]

Hi it’s me begging in tumblr again but for a good reason this time (I’m half kidding)

I found a therapist with a flat rate of £70 a session which is actually cheaper than betterhelp I think. She’s a woman which is an absolute must for me and she deals with child abuse cases etc. I’m going back to work on Thursday so that I def have money going forward but right now I’m trying to come up with £140 so that I can begin my sessions while waiting on my wages coming in, after that I’ll be able to afford weekly sessions on my own.

So if anyone can help me out with anything at all then I would really appreciate it - I’ll leave my tips turned on just in case. Again, no pressure if you can’t - nobody has any reason to just give a stranger on the internet money and I absolutely get that. I’m just exploring all my options to try and keep on top of this ❤️

#therapy #help #tips #trauma #donations #personal #me #CSA #actually cptsd #cptsd recovery

[teenybratt]

I got discharged from therapy today because they “don’t feel that this type of therapy is appropriate for someone with my needs” - I’d be fine with that if they offered any alternative but I’ve just been told to go back to my GP which means another long waiting list before I’ll get any help.

I can’t afford private therapy , I’ve tried betterhelp (btw don’t waste your time or money - the person I got was in her pyjamas in the call and was KNITTING during our session???) - genuinely running out of options at this stage.

Does anyone (UK based please) have any suggestions on what I can do? It’s like £200 a session for any therapy I can find and I am terrified of wasting what little money I have on another flop. I‘ve taken time off work so my income is basically non-existent and I can’t go back to selling content bc that in itself is bad for my mental health lmfao. Genuinely can’t win.

#ask #mental health #help

[teenybratt]

Good luck on your mental health journey, hope it all goes well and you come out the other end better than ever

Things get a lil bit better every day. Massive thank you to everyone who helped me out recently, be it through tip-gate or just sending genuinely nice messages like these. I should hopefully be back to myself shortly (in a good way) and probs be back on here acting like a little cunt in no time lol.

Love you all loads 💖

#ask #cute

[teenybratt]

Hey it's been quiet here for a few days just wondering how you're doing?

Like I said, it’s gonna be boring here for a while. Working on my mental health and this blog doesn’t serve that purpose anymore. I just come in here to look at porn.

#ask

[teenybratt]

I called it off with that Irish guy - properly this time. He was very sweet and mature about it which ofc made me regret it immediately but I can’t keep doing this to myself. Healing isn’t fun 😭

#personal #life update #healing

[teenybratt]

I’ve ended up taking some time off work & college bc I need to focus on my mental health.

This blog is gonna probs get really boring for a while, if you were here strictly for sexual content I’m really sorry, I don’t know when that will continue. Right now I’m just focusing on becoming the best version of myself and not letting these toxic people control my self worth.

I’ll still be on here for a vent and to talk to my friends once I feel better but I’m trying super hard to love myself again which I guess means moving away from the past for a while.

Again thank you so much for everyone who has messaged etc I promise I’ll get back to everyone eventually. Just don’t wanna give you this version of me bc honestly I can barely look at myself atm

Love to you all x

#personal

[teenybratt]

Im going to write no on your face in gum. It's gonna be really sticky and unless you get it off soon will harden and dry, then getting it off will be a real chore

Now the only question is was that a typo or just bizarre?

The secret third answer: it was you putting your whole ass into trying to be funny.

I laughed though ngl

#ask

[teenybratt]

So I’ve been referred for a new type of therapy (new to me, idk how new it actually is) so hopefully that will help me make better decisions going forward.

It’s wild to feel like this blog is my safe space to talk about this type of stuff but I genuinely feel more comfortable talking about it here than to people in my life. Wild lol

Anyway I hope everyone is doing well, I’ll be back to my old self soon hopefully. For now I’m just gonna be here watching porn and trying to keep my mind busy x

#personal #maybe a lil too personal

[teenybratt]

As predicted, I’m yet again struggling mentally. This is just a post to say that I’ll get back to everyone when I can. I’m not leaving or anything, just not really up for interacting with anyone outside of my immediate friends.

Appreciate you all, brb x

#personal

[teenybratt]

All I want is some weed and a cuddle but I’m piss poor and friendless lmfao.

Hate my life rn someone cheer me up x

#cries in poor

[teenybratt]

Didn’t mean to give you the wrong impression, my fault.

Favorite music or artist right now?

I listen to the same song on repeat bc I am probs autistic as fuck

#ask #I am acoustic leave me alone

[teenybratt]

Can you share an Omegle story?

I’ve told some of you about this but yeah, here’s why I don’t give out my socials.

There was a guy that I met on omegle - he said he was my age and he said he lived near me so gave him my Snapchat, he said he was going to take me to Maccas etc, usual stuff. Kinda started to get the vibe that something wasn’t right about him, I was already sexually active (😭) so I didn’t mind sending him “sexy” pics but he never sent anything back, kept saying he was too shy - I felt kinda bad for him so I didn’t block or anything bc I was a dumb 13 year old 🤡 I just kinda ghosted.

Anyway this dude (who obviously was a pedo I pretending to be a child) used my snap to literally track me down and worked out what block of flats we were in. It was one of those temporary homeless flats so you had to sign in and out, im guessing that’s why he never came into the building (thank god tbh) - I never saw him there myself but a neighbour told my aunt that there was a guy hanging about outside looking for me. She said that he must have had learning difficulties or something because he kept asking if someone would come in and bring me out to him, apparently he seemed really confused when people said no or asked how he knew me etc. He kept telling everyone I was his “best friend” - the neighbours man went out and asked him his name and from what he told my aunt, the guy bolted as soon as he was asked for any of his details.

Obv my aunt told me some old guy was outside looking for me and was abso livid that I had given someone her address. Kept telling her I hadn’t - then eventually I get the messages on snap from him, saying that he was sorry he lied about his age etc but if I wanted to meet him then he was still up for taking me on a date etc. Sent a photo of himself and everything and when I tell you this was the ugliest man I’ve ever seen. Like if I told you to draw a pedo this is exactly what you’d expect him to look like.

Blocked him obv and deleted Snapchat, never had it since.

#ask #creeps #omegle stories #ew #thank fuck it’s been taken offline

[teenybratt]

Can u do a No Nut pose for me!!?

#ask

[teenybratt]

All this is only with consent. This is only hypothetical, a man can dream lol

Unfortunately having shitty anons hasn’t really put you in a humorous mood. Hopefully that changes because I was only just teasing. Although it is something I actually wanna do, I was trying to shed light into this situation.

Writing “NO” on your face is not a bad idea LOL

Actually, other people have made me laugh alot today. You need to work on being funnier bc ignoring someone telling you no isn’t comedy my guy, read the room.

#ask #it’s always a joke when they get called out

[teenybratt]

“So anyways, I started blasting” is what ima say after I cum on your pretty face LOL

And before u say “I’m gonna write ‘no’ on your face with my cum” or some dumb shit, learn what the first c in cnc stands for.

#no #n #o #consent matters