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i hate having to apply to university because like why am I making a decision on the next 4 years of my life and why is it dependent on the past 1 year of my life like that’s so stupid

#university #university applications #canadian universities #also why does every single university have like 119191029 cons like how am I supposed to choose some place when they all suck

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yk i always diss myself for my cringey early teenage years kind of problematic obsessions but like recently I’ve regetting into them and why do some of them HIT like yes as a 12 year old I should not have been watching sds and yes I would rather die then tell anyone that I watched it but like if u get past all the problems with it it BANGS idc what people say

#obsessions #teenage years #growing up

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idk why people keep making all those calming airport videos like ive never been as stressed in my life as I am when I’m in airports

#Airports #i hate airports #tiktok #i hate tiktok #Funny #no but actually something about airports makes me just automatically stressed

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arctic monkeys vancouver

#arctic monkeys #alex turner #arctic monkeys concert #I just love them #never recovering

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tim hortons frozen lemonade tastes exactly like styrofoam and hospitals but that just makes it more addicting

#tim hortons #frozen lemonade #canada #timmys #it is just the most artificial tasting drink ever but I still love it anyway even tho it literally does taste like plastic Barbie doll #Don’t even get me started on the potato Wedges

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all I want is someone who stalks me to the same extent that i stalk them

#i hate love #is it really so hard for someone to just check my Spotify every single day to see if I have new playlists #teen romance #romance #i think I have a problem

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I LOVE SUMMER like i love just being able to step out my door wearing a tank top and shorts and just feel all warm ??? like it’s not freezing I don’t have to wear a sweater ?? and dont even get me started on things being green like I’m so used to winter and brown that green is just not a colour on my spectrum like sometimes I just see a tree and I’m like Holy Shit how does that colour exist in nature

#Summer #Sun #vacation #this is what happens when you live in a place where it snows 9 months of the year #Canada #anyway in conclusion I am a summer girlie for life

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i love kieran white i cant tell if I want to be him or be with him hes just so

#kieran white #purple hyacinth #the hiatus is killing me #soph pls get better #webtoon

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THE NEW SPIDERVERSE MOVIE IS SO GOOD LIKE WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW GOOD IT IS AND THE EMOTIONS I FELT WHILE WATCHINF IT LIKE RHE SOUNDTRACK IS CRAZY AND ALSO THE PLOT TWIST AND OMG OMG THE ART HOW CAN A MOVIE THAT BEAUTIFUL EXIST I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE

#spiderverse 2 #spider man: across the spider verse #spiderverse #how the hell was this movie so good #Animation #I am obsessed

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I LOVE SHEEP

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the way that I literally was able to just like block the insane incest in shadow of the wind out of my memory and am unable to not think of the book as like a masterpiece and incredible book rlly shows how unhinged the book was

#carlos ruiz zafón #Shadow of the wind #cemetery of forgotten books #spanish literature #what the heck is going on in this book #Novels #all I want to do is live in Barcelona now

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carlos ruiz zafon actually writes the most beautiful books that exist and every single line he writes like physically dissolves my soul with how hard it hits me

“I was raised among books, making invisible friends in pages that seemed cast from dust and whose smell I carry on my hands to this day.” ― Carlos Ruiz Zafón, The Shadow of the Wind.

#how tf are these books so good theyve literally been translated from Spanish and the language is still better then like everything #carlos ruiz zafón #cemetery of forgotten books

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"This book made me insane" I say as if I was sane before

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normal fandoms: omg I’m naturally caring and so hardworking! that must mean im part of the house that represents kindness!

normal fandoms: wow i love the water and the ocean and swimming! obvi the water god is my dad!

the Magnus archives fandom: i have an intense fear of others knowing my secrets and finding out the facets of me that I try to hide underneath my fake personality. I also feel like I’m always being watched even in the confines of my own home due to my fear of being vulnerable without someone having an ulterior motive and using the information for their own gain. this must mean that I am aligned with this entity that preys on the suffering of others through their fear of being watched.

#the magnus archives #tma memes #tma #magnus pod #tma fans also be like omg I love watching people suffer through being buried alive therefore I must be this fear avatar! #what is wrong with tma fans are we okay #I’m aligned with the fear of losing myself in too much space and insignificance in this universe and I am proud of it