tryinglilboy

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Are you ever listening to a song and you’re like, I want to draw like how this music sounds. 

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I’M RUNNING FOR MY LIFE

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chlørine 

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First look at Netflix’s The Umbrella Academy!

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i wish somebody looked at me like the way he looked at that onion

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Transgender Day of Remembrance

TDoR is a hard day for me.

It’s a day where it hurts for me to be alive. 

It’s a day where i realize how easy I've got it.

It’s a day where the deaths of my brothers and sisters is heavy on me. Because, as much as i try to forget so much that i’m trans, it is a part of me, and these people share the same reality as me, and as much as I love them with my entire being, they didnt have my luck.

It’s a day where i pretend to be cis. I pretend to be cis even though my heart wants to scream that i’m trans. My heart just want to put all of these deaths and suicide and hate crimes in the faces of the people i see everyday. 

It’s a day where i can’t scream the hurt i feel in my heart. It’s a day that exists because i have to pretend to be cis, because although i’m in such a comprehensive environment, people wouldn’t see and respect me the same way if i told them i was trans. It’s a day that exists because it is still not safe to be trans. TDoR is a hard day for me because it’s a day where i have to mourn in silence. And i’ve never felt more alone than when i’ve had to mourn in silence.

#TDoR #lgbt #LGBTQIA #LGBTQA+ #transsexual #trans #transgender #ftm #mtf #queer #non-binary #respect #love

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Here’s some hard to swallow pills that’ll probably make people upset but is 100% the truth and idc.

You do not have to stay in a relationship with a mentally ill person if it becomes too much for you to handle. You are not their saviour, that’s not your responsibility to save them.

Any person who uses their mental instability to control you staying is a shitty person. IE “if you leave me I swear to god I’ll kill myself”, still not your responsibility, LEAVE.

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Death transforms us all, but it’s not so powerful as to turn my father into a small jew.

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Because your smile has got me obsessed

#art #drawing #draw #smile #mine #beautiful

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I’ll be right there. But you’ll have to grab my throat and lift me in the air. If you need anyone… I’ll stop my plans. But you’ll have to tie me down and then break both my hands. If you need anyone…  ♪

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respect yourself.

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respect yourself.

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Tony Stark: master of the four elements. Insp (x)

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Dead almost 20 years, you’re still taking me to school.

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I guess that’s just too fucking awful to even have a name.