k3t4min5

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#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #tw restrictive ed #ed vent #wlw post #tw ana diary #ana bllog #anatumblr #ana trigger #ed bullshit #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #kcal #low cal diet #calories #anorexcya #anor3c1a #losing weight #weight loss #i wanna lose weight #i need to lose this weight #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #tw eating issues

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all i needed was for u to stick to your words

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #i need him #i love him #i miss him #toxic love #unrequited love #at my worst #words #spilled words #words words words #lies and the lying liars who tell them #liar liar #i hate boys #deppresing thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing

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been in my 'wait huh' era for too long

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #like huh #uh huh #huhhh #confused #derealization

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'i still love the people i've loved, even if i cross the street to avoid them'

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #friendship #situationships #i hate him #deppresing thoughts #bad friend #toxic love #unrequited love #i love him #lovers #people #wrong person #pushing people away #avoidant attachment #actually avoidant #avoidant personality disorder #best friends #friends #missing you #i miss him #i miss you #but still

[k3t4min5]

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #toxic love #unrequited love #i love him #i need him #i miss him #everybody moved on i stayed there #moved on #move on #cant move #him #his name is #moving on #his hands #their names are #names #deppresing thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff

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nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #tw ana diary #ana bllog #anatumblr #ana trigger #anorexcya #anor3c1a #kcal #kcal counting #tw kcal #low cal diet #calories #skinnni #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be skinnier #food #tw disordered eating

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who thought it was a good idea to put calories in alcohol.

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always fall for the wrong person

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #toxic love #unrequited love #i love him #lovers #i miss him #i need him #wrong person #another universe #always #falling apart #fall out boy #falling in love #falling for you #falling for danger #falling for him

[k3t4min5]

if u can't change him, be worse than him

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #i love him #i miss him #him #worse than usual #at my worst #change my mind #changed #deserved better #he can use me

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i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #missing you #i miss him #pushing people away #at my lowest #worse than usual #at my worst #deppresing thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts

[k3t4min5]

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #mental health #please help #pls help #help #mental illness #deppresing thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #leave me alone #loneliest #lonelly

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i lost 4kg in a month

now i still dont feel skinny enough but flat like where tf are my boobs

i hate my body

#hate my body #mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #too fucking much #bpd thoughts #die #depressing shit #ed vent #ed bullshit #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #anorexcya #ana trigger #tw ana diary #anatumblr #ana bllog #kglw #flat belly #fuck my body #kinda depressing #tw depressing thoughts #i wanna be skinnier #kcal #calories

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i feel unreal

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #deppresing thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #unreality #unreal unearth #falling apart

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i miss you more than anything

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #i miss him #i miss you #missing you #unrequited love #i love him #toxic love #mitski #francis forever #Spotify

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pretty enough to be sexualized but not pretty enough to be in a healthy relationship

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #love #i hate him #toxic love #unrequited love #i love him #lovers #toxic relationship #relationship #sexualwellness #sexualized #sexualization #pretty #not enough tho

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I suck at this disorder

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my dinner today🎀

#mentally fucked #venting #actually mentally ill #i hate it here #bpd thoughts #too fucking much #die #depressing shit #ed behaviour tw #ed vent #ed bullshit #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #mealspo #tw ana diary #ana meal #ed meals #mealsp0 #low cal meal #kcal #low cal diet #ana trigger #anatumblr #girl dinner #mealspø #anorexcya #anor3c1a