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started taking birth control and i feel like im betraying the moon a little

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lemon drop cardi

im not the best at taking photos, but i finished the pattern for the lemon drop cardigan! its comprised of lemon peel stitches, with an oversized dropped shoulder. its totally customizable if you understand how to size your own garments, and if not, then it works great as an oversized cardigan! i hope you enjoy!!

#crochet #pattern #fiber art #crochet pattern #free pattern #its literally so slay you should make it and share your creation with me

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just made a blog to post my crochet patterns on! my first cardigan pattern will be posted soon!!

#crochet #blog #blogger

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im happy to share my orange with you, even if you don’t understand the sentiment. i love you enough for it to not matter.

#orange

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im longing for a period in my life that ive never had or experienced but it feels like nostalgia and it feels like mourning

#writing #rant #idk how to tag this #this is actually from a message i sent my friend following one of those summer camp tik tok vids #they make me very sad #but in a happy way #cool #slay #jungkook

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I don’t judge the trees for their discoloration, or the way they lean one way a bit too far. I don’t hang on to how it has two extra branches compared to the average, or that its leaves have begun to fall. I do not blame it for the passage of time, or for the way it had to grow to be able to fit into the earth. I do not blame the tree for not looking the exact same as the one next to it. 

It’s but a tree, and I am but a human. 

Nothing more, nothing less. 

just another tree in a forest

#writing #prose poem #i know its not that good #i want to be able to talk to people #i don;t know when i started to feel like i couldn't #i don't know when i started to feel so isolated #i thought i was okay #i thought i was getting over it #i thought everything was getting better and i had it all figured out #i thought i had started talking to a boy who i actually like and who actually treats me right and all the negative was gone #but i still feel like im missing something #if its not the sexual approval of a man than what is it #if its not being wanted than what is it #if its not getting everything i thought i wanted than what is it? #what am i? #i thought that getting it all meant being done #but i fear i havent even started #i new chapter begins soon #but i don' think i've finished the chapter im on #im not ready to let go #and i think thats the scariest part #i think thats what im missing

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open when you miss me, write back when you read me.

“you know, as i’m writing this, you actually sit not even five feet from me. you look beautiful tonight, and while its crazy, I stare at you in the same way I think a student states at paintings in art museums. You’re home for not much longer, this I know. So I study you as if you are acedamia. I long for you as i do a good slow dance, and i stare at you as if you will disappear at any second. You will.

But, this is not a paper of melancholy. You miss me, no? Of course you do, i would miss someone as extravagant, lovable, gorgeous, and unforgettable as me as well. Fairly, I would miss you too. Im sure at the time of you reading this, I do. I have. I will. Just the same as you. Im sure I miss your smile, your hair, your skin. I’ll miss the way you never miss to groan when a good song comes on the radio and you see me stand and know you must stand also, take my hand, and twirl me around the kitchen. i know you love it. i know you’re miss it. i miss you.

i want you more than i could ever want anything, and you have not even left me yet. i rue the day you do.”

- excerpts from a story i have yet to tell

#rant tag #fanfic #fanfiction #rant #yeah sure #writing #okay so #this is once again a projection of my standards onto mlm fanfiction #but no its getting bad #like i dont even need to experience it i just need to see someone else experience a love that is raw and pure and unfiltered and shameless #omg what? what is that tag? im never on tumblr why is that a whole tag? #did i make that? #i just romanticize love so much that i try and model the relationship into what i crave #okay yes #i think these are autofilled tags that i have written before #thats cool #bye now

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i have no idea what gives 32 year old ironic millennial so im doing environmental studies!! woop!!

literally thus blog is two years old and i barely have any posts thats so embarrassing of me

anyways what should i go to college for🤩🤩please im having a crisis. like should i do chemistry? should i do some sort of social science? should i even go to college? literally somebody help me 🤪🤪

using a gif because my life is falling apart and i think i want to be a 32 year old ✨ironic✨ millennial so what degree is that

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if they wanted to they would 🤷‍♀️

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im thinking about writing a rhetorical analysis essay over fanfiction and dedicating a blog to it. opinions?

#essay #fanfic #fanfiction #writing ideas #i dont have the energy to tag this anymore

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literally thus blog is two years old and i barely have any posts thats so embarrassing of me

anyways what should i go to college for🤩🤩please im having a crisis. like should i do chemistry? should i do some sort of social science? should i even go to college? literally somebody help me 🤪🤪

using a gif because my life is falling apart and i think i want to be a 32 year old ✨ironic✨ millennial so what degree is that

#college #crisis #college crisis #that has a nice ring to it #pls help #like fr fr #im not joking #not this time at least #like im crying myself to sleep this is not okay

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nevermind they left me

i am so effortlessly devoted to you.

-from the saved chats.

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i am so effortlessly devoted to you.

-from the saved chats.

#quote #love #i am so in love #literally #like i have never loved another person so much #i dont know how i made it this long without them

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what if the mirror dimension isn’t actually a dimension of mirrors and it’s actually where a ton of different universes meet

#mcu #marvel #doctor strange #spiderman #spider man: no way home #peter parker #someone please understand what it is that im trying to say im not the best with words or vocalizing thoughts that are my own

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list of mundane things that feel like ancient human rituals

cleaning or wipe your bare feet

breaking off a piece of bread and handing it to someone

putting the weight of a basket on your hip or head

eating nuts or berries while hunched over close to the ground

seeing something startling just out of your line of sight and very quickly stepping or leaping on to a larger object to get a better view

cupping your hands into running water to wash your face

the unanimous protection of a baby or child in a public space where women are present

when an elderly woman laughs and grips your forearm tightly

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DILFLOMAT

The Dilfplomat Kim Seokjin

Seokjinie for UNGA -2021

Seokjinie later that day in MET Museum -2021

Mom, dad.. meet your future son in law 😭😣😍💞

Btw, there are some photos I randomly found on twitter.. if this edit/screenshots belongs to you, please PM me for further actions (whether you want me to remove the photo or to be added into credit) ❣❣

You can find this post under #MoonJin2021

+BONUS

"The Ending All Model's Career Line"

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Do y'all know what I love thinking about? I love thinking about how diverse witchcraft is. I mean, pretty much every single culture has their own beliefs in different things. It's incredible really. And what else is really cool is that a lot of them have the exact same intent, executed by vastly different practices. For example, cleansing your space has always been a huge deal! Smoke cleansing, sound cleansing, salt cleansing, smudging, incense, prayer, meditation - and I think it's really important!

Like, let's be honest. When we first got into witchcraft, when we first started researching Paganism or Wicca or whatever title you call it, especially within the last 5 to 10 years, we've been kind of bombarded with a lot of the same messages especially in the United States. A lot of us kind of fell into the gimmick that all witchcraft was universal, when a lot of things aren't even heard of in other places.

Historical witchcraft is something that doesn't really come up on the first page of Google. It's something we can't just search up in the library all the time or ask others about. Unfortunately, paganism and witchcraft have been kind of mainstreamed into the one stereotype, And I think that's really unfortunate because there are hundreds of cultures that can share such incredible knowledge with us, but we've been too blinded by the occasional informative tumblr post And even more unfortunately, mainstream media.

So I think we should share something. All of us, especially those who may be practicing magics or witchcraft that isn't often not seen in mainstream Tumblr or media, and even MORE especially those who are part of vastly different cultural practices.

I'll go first. When I was living abroad, I had an elderly nanny teach me something I still use to this day. I wish I could tell you exactly where it was, but I moved every three to four months as a child and I was only four or five. I CAN tell you it was somewhere in Eastern Asia so if you recognize this, please let me know! My nanny taught me to fully saturate water with sea salt, toss in a handful of whole peppercorns, leave it overnight, and sprinkle the water across my doorstep/windowsill to protect my home from negative influences entering whenever I opened them. To this day this is still a practice I hold very close to my heart because she was the one who taught me a lot of my life skills. How to crack and egg, how to use chopsticks, so on and so forth.

Share with me the things you do because it was passed down!