i hate to think how lu guang feels home with cheng xiaoshi's stupidity. there's this silly idea in me that believes cxs is lg's found family.
that when cxs makes more ramen than he can eat lu guang just sighs and tells him he'll eat the rest. that when cxs spills the coffee he obviously overfilled in the cup lu guang shakes his head and calls him stupid but still cleans it up after him. that when cxs forgets to take his towel every single time lu guang still hands it to him despite saying he won't every single day. that when cxs sleeps with the tv still on lu guang turns it off and gently smiles looking at his stupid best friend. that when cxs is getting scolded by qiao ling lu guang mentally nods to it but hopes it'd be over soon. that when cxs misses his mom lu guang is there hugging him in silence. that when cxs smiles lu guang is the happiest. that when cxs breathes lu guang lives. I'm stupid to believe all of this, but it's my only thread to life too. lu guang has cxs to live for and i only have them to live for.