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nyc40z · 3 months
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“the ugliest thing you can do is bring up someone’s past when they’ve changed”
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thelittlememebitch · 3 months
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Felt this one hard !
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suckmyarschkarte · 2 years
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hello darkness my old friend
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aricruz28 · 6 months
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Claiming this one for the aro bi community
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inzaghismo · 1 year
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severance (2022) is the most fucked up tv show i've ever watcheddddddd fr
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The strangest thing about jealousy is that it can populate an entire city—the whole world—with a person you may never have met.
From The possession - Annie ernaux
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raindrop4sblog · 2 years
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Naked truths are not always pretty
-it ends with us
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grammarrrrrr · 2 years
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Reversed rolls.
Summary; We all saw how Camilo calmed his mother in the movie, now imagine that being normal, imagine Camilo telling Pepa that all would be okay. But, one natural rainy day, Pepa enters her son's room and catches him crying. Then, for once, the rolls are reversed.
The rain smashed against the windows.
Pepa did not like the rain, but this time, it wasn't because of her, it was natural. And Pepa couldn't control that, only her own weather, but even that controlled her sometimes.
”Woah, that's a lot of rain. I wonder if we can even go out tomorrow.” said Julieta, she took a sip of her coffee. ”At this rate it might start thundering.”
She sat down next to her sister, and pushed over a plate of arepas.
”Yeah, usually watching rain that's not caused by me is relaxing. But this time it's really violent. Ay, let's keep our hopes up,” said Pepa. ”And this time it's not even my fault.”
Pepa took an arepa and ate it.
”It's very loud..." mumbled Dolores, she covered her ears and winced.
She put her hand on her daughter's shoulder, and kissed her lovingly on the cheek.
”Lo siento, mi amor.”
Félix was sitting next to Dolores on the other side, and was helping her cover her ears, being gentle with her.
”Hey, it's fine, I'll manage,” mumbled Dolores. ”Focus on something else, like Camilo, I haven't seen him in a while. Sadly I don't know where he is, but he might be in his room.”
”You can't hear?” asked Pepa worriedly.
”No, the rain's too loud... I can't hear anything else...” explained Dolores quietly. ”But I'm fine... Worry about Camilo instead...”
Pepa drank up her coffee, and took another arepa, before grabbing the plate and standing.
”I'll go see where he is, and get him some arepas. Then I'll help you up to your room, so you can rest, okay, Lola?”
She kissed her daughter on the forehead before leaving.
She walked up the stairs, and went over to her son's room, opening the door.
”Hijo-”
What she saw shocked her.
Camilo was there- Crying, crouching, small sobs leaving his trembling lips- He was shaking, and mercilessly pulling his strands- And then he noticed her, he wiped his tears.
”Mami-”, he let go off his hair. ”I'm fine- Lo siento. Just... Forget about it- I-is something wrong?”
She walked over to Camilo and sat down next to him on the floor, and put down the plate.
”I'm fine- But your clearly not, what's wrong, Milo?” asked Pepa worriedly. ”I wanna help you- Like you've always helped me. It's only fair. And you deserve it.”
He did.
Her Hijo had always been so kind to her- Calming her and reassuring her. He had always been so gentle with her, being there when she needed him.
God, how she got lucky.
”¿Cómo estás, corazon?” asked Pepa. ”Solo por favor se honesto, Milito. Por favor.”
She kissed him on the forehead.
”¡Estoy mal, Mami!” cried Camilo. ”Sometimes, when I look in the mirror- I just don't recognize myself, and... I-I wanna shift, I just can't stop... I can't stop working, I just can't... I need a distraction...”
Oh, how his tears broke her heart.
”I'm sorry...” mumbled Camilo. ”I know I should be worrying about you, and your feelings... But I just can't stop mine from dripping over and I'm sorry, I know that's not an excuse, but...”
”I'm sorry!”
God, her heart cracked at that.
”Don't apologize, Camilo,” said Pepa. ”You shouldn't stop yourself from expressing your emotions just because of me.”
She blamed herself, she was always so focused on her own emotions, not her children's. And she should be.
He started to cry more.
”Mi amor, I'm here for you. I promise, okay?” comforted Pepa softly. ”It'll be okay, maybe you don't believe me right now, but it will. I know it will, trust me.”
She wrapped her arms around him tightly and reassured him.
(Later)
His head laid down on her shoulder, they were holding hands- And talking, and eating the arepas.
”I don't wanna wait that long... I wanna be okay. Actually okay.” said Camilo.
”I know, mi sol, but just be patient. It will take time, but I'll be there. The familia too.” reassured Pepa.
”I know...” mumbled Camilo sadly.
”Will you tell them? For me?”
”Sure, cariñito.” answered Pepa.
He smiled, it was small, but it was genuine.
”This is new...” mumbled Camilo suddenly
”What do you mean?” asked Pepa.
”Usually I'm the one comforting you.” explained Camilo. ”Now your the one comforting me. Weird, isn't it?”
”Your right.”
He was, for once, the rolls were reversed.
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alphie-in-the-sky · 1 year
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butchfalin · 7 months
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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moonsorchid · 2 months
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Tumblr feels so different without the boops
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lastoneout · 7 months
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Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.
Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.
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kumanikanna · 1 month
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So I've binged this manga, and here's my one and only contribution to this fandom.
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barblaz-arts · 2 months
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They forgot to tell him
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unpretty · 4 months
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as a kid i thought i would graduate from kid problems like cleaning my room to adult problems like jobs and taxes. but instead i have a job and taxes and still have to clean my room. cleaning my room is a lifetime problem. i will never stop having to put my markers away before bedtime. this is a rude way for aging to work.
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toesockstoks · 3 months
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