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0venatrix · 5 months
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A bug crawled across my lap and I yelled at it in a German accent.
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catch1ngmoths · 15 days
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Hi ok so I was wondering if you can do a comfort fic with joost? Like joost sees readers past SH scars and reader really hates them and finds them disgusting but joost just kisses readers wrist and reader just starts bawling 😔🫶 if this makes u uncomfortable you don’t have to write it I won’t be upset! 🫶🫶🫶
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𝄞⨾“Watch me falter, Your living like a disaster. She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over” - jack off Jill𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋
Summary: you have self harm scars but you’ve never told your boyfriend, Joost. One day you forget about the scars and wear somthing that reveals them. Much to your surprise Joost isn’t as disgusted in them as you are.
Note: thank you for all the love on my last fic, I am currently running on….0 hours of sleep and it’s like 1pm where I live so I’m pretty exhausted so this will probably be my last fic for today unless I get bored! Also!! I see all y’all’s requests and even though I don’t respond right away doesn’t mean I’m ignoring them or don’t see them! I like to respond to the request with the fic so you won’t know I saw it until the actual fic comes out! ^_^
Warnings: SELF HARM TW!! other then that just comfort and fluff >~<
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You and Joost had been together for a few months and everything was going great! He loved you more than anyone else ever could, even if they tried. He held you when you felt anxious or upset. Felt excited with you when you were happy and made sure you were always take care of. Always.
But there was one thing you hid from him, something that ate you alive every single day. Joost always questioned with a chuckle why you wore long sleeves in 90 degree weather but you just shrugged it off, saying you were always cold. That was a lie, you were sweating but you were also hiding something that’d hurt you a little more than a little sweat.
Your old sh scars. You struggled with it on a daily basis, sure they were old but they still managed to haunt you. You felt disgusted by yourself everytime you caught glimpses of them and you were sure Joost would too. I mean…who would want a partner that has scars like that.?
Today was the day you find out because being to caught up in excitement to hang out with Joost you forgot about the scars that littered your arms (or anywhere else, so so sorry to be so an inclusive ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀)) you put on a pair of your favorite shorts and shirt and head out the door to joosts place, not even looking twice.
Once you arrive, an equally excited Joost greats you and drags you to his room. You weren’t even thinking about it, so in love with your boyfriend to even care. He didn’t even notice either, finding every part of you perfect…until.
Until you lifted your arm in a certain way, that put your scars on full display. You noticed that Joost stoped mid speaking and looked over to him to see his face that was full of emotion that you couldn’t quite put your finger on. It was a mix of sadness, confusion, fear, and shock.
You look at him confused until your eyes follow his that were deadpan staring right at your scars. You gasp softly and cover your scars, sitting up immediately. You felt ringing in your ears and your heart rate quickening. You lower your head and feel the tears of shame and embarrassment start to burn in your eyes.
You feel the touch of your beloveds soft fingertips grab your hand, interlocking y’all’s fingers and pulling your arm towards him. You keep your head down and squeeze your eyes shut trying to block everything out.
When you suddenly felt soft kisses on the places your scars were spread. Your eyes snap open and your head raises to look at Joost. He presses soft and gentle kisses on every.singe.scar. He makes sure to press 3 to each one for good measure.
Your heart feels heavy and you just burst into tears, Joost is close to tears as well. Once hes done you immediately jump into his arms, he strokes your back and whispers soft words of praise to you waiting for you to calm down.
Once you’re calmer, only small tears flowing down your wet cheeks he props you in his lap and holds you close. “I knew something was up when you kept wearing all those long sleeves..” he whispers almost kicking himself for not noticing sooner.
“I-I’m sorry… they’re old I promise!! A-and I just didn’t want you to see because they’re ugly and i just didn’t-” your cut off by a soft kiss being pressed to your lips. “Shh…you don’t have to give any explanation or reason unless you want to, okay?” He speaks with that signature smile that you loved so dearly
“You’re…you’re not disgusted.?” You ask looking up at him, he almost looks exasperated at your words. His eyes widening and mouth parting. “Disgusted.?! Why the hell would I be disgusted mijn geliefde, you’re so beautiful to me. Everything about you, even your scars.” He says with a soft smile and a kiss to your head.
“They’re gross, I ruined my skin and now they’re gonna be there forever…” you argue as you lower your head back down and play with his fingers, “so? Who cares, first of all they’re not gross, they’re not disgusting, you’re not ugly and will never be ugly. You’re not ruined and they just show how much of a fighter you are baby. Nothing to be ashamed about, promise.” He says interlocking your pinkies together
You smile and giggle softly, tears still staining your cheeks which Joost quickly kissed away making you laugh and push his head away, “Joost that tickles!!” You squeal as he smiles and peppers ticklish kisses over your face.
You knew no matter what you looked like or what happened or hell even what you went through he would always be there for you. He would forever and always be your biggest supporter. He loved you for you and nothing less.
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rmjagonshi · 11 months
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Fic Updates
Ok, I have been beaten into submission by my therapist. I will start writing again even if everything I write is horrid trash and worse than anything a two year old could come up with. 
Whole Again: Under major construction! I need to overhaul this thing in many different ways before I can give it the ending (and sequel) it deserves. I have completely lost track of the plot (not that there was a real plot to begin with) and need to try and work in an actual connecting thread into what already exists. Which means I’ll be adding, subtracting and rearranging some of the text. Actively changing. As in every day or so something will change. 
In for a Penny In For a Pound: Chapter 5 is missing. I have no Earthly idea where this chapter came from because it does not exist anywhere on my computer, external hard drive or anywhere else I keep digital media. It’s just GONE. Which means I’ll be copying it from AO3 to actually do anything about it. It’s supposed to be a shorter one; mayyyybe like 4 or 5 more chapters. Its on the docket.
What We’re Left; To Carry On: Yup, this one too. Don’t know when I’ll work on it. I’ll probably jump around and add to everything a little at a time. This one is a bit easier to work on because I have things actually planned out. Unfortunately, I have been infected with “Old Man brain rot” and have smothered my Stan Plush in hugs. This one may be slower to update. 
Original Works
So I’m also working on some OG stuff
Heir of Gardatia: This is the first “novel” I ever started. Came up with the idea in middle school and have been “working on it” (cough, daydreaming) ever since. Yes, that makes this damn thing officially old enough to drink. This one too, but this one is unlikely to actually see the light of day until its in a condition to show a publisher. 
The Good Samaritan: Whoof, this one is straight outta the archives. Short story very heavily inspired by Steven King. I don’t even know If I have a hard copy of this one anywhere, I might have to start over. But the concept is rock solid and I know the plot from beginning to end. I just need to get it on paper.
Eat Your Heart Out Dante: Based on a trippy dream I had in 2020 where I went to Dante’s Hell and could do random shit even though I was supposed to be in level 5. I had an affair with an Angel that had extreme guilt because of the affair and he was eventually reassigned to be my personal babysitter because I kept breaking out and messing with shit. Any who, I actually tried writing this one and its coming along. Got caught up in the specifics and and struggling with the characterization, but I’ll get there.  
The Vigil: Also “The Lighthouse” or the “The Keeper” I’m still working out a real title. Another random plot bunny that nested in my grey matter and built a damn fortress. So thing Cthulhu and lovecraftian type thing, only the existential cosmic horror isn’t the monster or the insignificance of humans, but the idea that you have forgotten somthing deeply important to you. You go through your belongings and find things that are familiar, but aren't really yours or that you don’t remember buying. Then more an more things come along to make you think that someone is living in your house and your unaware. Then its fear of dementia or Alzheimer's. Then is that creeping realization that, no, the MOST IMPORTANRT PERSON IN THE WORLD TO YOU has gone missing, you have been looking for them, but you didn’t realize you were or that you even had forgotten they existed until you find them. This one is born from a number of reoccurring nightmares I’ve had that all stem from the theme of forgetting something deeply important not because of Alzheimer's but because I just forgot. “Out of sight, out of mind”. Mainly because cosmic horror gods aren't scary to me. It’s like a nuclear bomb. There is not a damn thing I can do about one if some jackhole points one at my head, so why the hell would I live in fear of it. But forgetting, especially when there isn’t a good reason for it, just my damn ADD, oh, yeah, terrifying as fuck.
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docheros · 3 years
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Jameson has that moment where he's sitting at home and somthing happens on the news. He thinks its just an idiot then he turns around and relizes it's his idiot that is trying to destroy the chickfila resturant chain again
I ALMOST FORGOT TO ANSWER I'M SO SORRY
and YES LCJEJSJDH he calls anti idiot (affectionate) after this
but also, if i'm not wrong, isn't the chickfila chain the one who financially helped homophobic organizations? if yes, jj's like "dear i get your point i really do. but please be more careful next time and don't forget to use explosives" while putting another adhesive tape on him
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nishithunder · 4 years
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Fall (Kuroo x Reader)
He never meant to fall, and she never intended to catch him. - TW: mental health struggles, cursing - Part 2: It’ll be okay, I’m here for you - Masterlist
 ‘I don’t want to get up yet…’ Y/N thought to herself as she opened her eyes, locking on the ceiling fan as it spun around in front of her. Her alarm had been going off for the past five minutes, yelling angrily at her that she needed to go take a shower and actually, ya know, get the fuck up. But it was so hard...doing everything was getting so hard. A heavy sigh escaped her mouth, something that happened often because it was easy. It didn’t take effort to sigh, it might even be considered a staple of her vocabulary at this point. Toes hit the carpet, the first step to being a ‘functioning member of society’ or whatever the fuck. The alarm continued to blare from her phone, and she shut it off quickly, throwing the phone on to her bed. It was Saturday, why was she up before 2pm on a SATURDAY?
 Loud knocking came from the front door, pulling Y/N from the intrusive thoughts that were beginning to spread through her brain. The knocking continued, pounding against what seemed to be her forehead and she groaned. Again, it was too early for this.
 “I’m coming!” She called, shuffling from her room and towards the front door, rubbing the sleep from her eyes and a yawn shoving its way out of her mouth. The knocking stopped, whoever was on the other side seeming content with her voice calling out to them. She opened the door, her eyes meeting with Kuroo on the other side who was smiling at her widely.
 “Did you forget that today was the first day of training camp or did you think I was just going to go without you after you reminded me to wait for you last night?” He asked, a smirk on his lips. Her eyes widened and she pressed the palm of her hand against her forehead, groaning.
 “I forgot to be honest with you. Come in, I need to take a shower and get dressed and then we can leave.” Y/N told him, stepping to the side to let him into the house. Now it was his turn to be shocked. She was inviting him into her house now? After only having one actual conversation with her? Either way, Kuroo walked inside, slipping his shoes off at the door and watching her scurry off in the other direction, closing the door behind himself.
 The house was what he expected it to be. Clean, orderly, but eerily dark inside. Not that SHE was eerily dark inside, but she didn’t exactly seem like the type to like that much light. It was quiet other than the sound of the shower being turned on, and he sat on the couch, assuming that her father was away on business again and she was here alone. He pulled his phone out again, sending a quick text to Kenma to let him know that they would be there as soon as possible, that Y/N had just woken up and was taking a shower before they left. He set his phone down on his lap, looking around the living room. There wasn’t much in there as far as decor and pictures went, nothing that really stood out at least, until his eyes locked on a single photo that was sitting next to the television in front of him. In the photo there were two adults and a small child, assumingly it was her family. The man looked to be in his mid 30’s, not very old, whereas the woman did look younger, like she may have been 5-6 years younger than the man was. The small girl, Y/N, looked like she was only 7 at the time of the photo, and he realized she never did tell him how long her mother had been gone. Since she just started going to Nekoma recently, it was safe to say that since they moved due to her mother's death and her father's new job, that her passing was also just as recent.
 “Are you okay?” Y/N’s voice rang out through the room, catching Kuroo off guard and causing him to jump, eyes shooting over to her. He nodded quickly, standing up and rubbing the back of his neck, embarrassed that she had caught him mid zone out. Her hair was wet, hanging around her face as she rubbed a towel over it. She was wearing a pair of shorts and a plain red t-shirt, nothing special, but for some reason it took his breath away.
 “Yeah, everythings fine, are you ready to go?” He asked her, walking towards the door to get his shoes. She nodded, following him and grabbing a set of keys off the hook and an overnight bag near the door. Kuroo quickly realized that when he had shown up, he had set his own bag near the door outside, and it was still just sitting out there on the concrete.
 “Be careful, this complex isn’t the best.” Y/N informed him, closing the door as they walked out and locking it behind them. Kuroo’s ears heated up slightly and he chuckled, giving her a small smile.
 “I wasn’t expecting you to invite me in.” He admitted, reaching down and grabbing his jacket off his bag and handing it to her.
 “Here, just in case you get cold or something,” He told her, trying to sound as smooth as possible. Y/N looked at the jacket that was being held to her for a moment, before grabbing it and setting her bag down, slipping it over her arms and up her shoulders. It was much too big on her, his volleyball jacket obviously hanging off her loosely, but it was definitely comfortable. She grabbed her bag again, not noticing that Kuroo was now fully blushing at the sight of her in the jacket that he wore almost every day since he received it. 
 “Come on, we’re already late thanks to me.” Y/N said to him, shoving her keys into the pocket of the jacket and beginning to walk down the sidewalk, Kuroo catching up to her quickly. 
~Time skip to at training camp~
 “Could you taken any longer?” Yaku asked as Kuroo opened the doors to the practice gym, letting Y/N walk in ahead of him. Kuroo looked over at him, glaring a bit in return, Yaku now shrinking down slightly and turning back towards Lev who he had been talking to previously. Y/N looked around the gym, more than one team occupying the space around them, her chest tightening with every new face she saw. Kuroo could tell she was getting uncomfortable and he placed a hand on the small of her back, smiling down at her. 
 “It’ll be okay, I’m here for you. Nobody will hurt you while I’m around. I won’t let anything happen.” He assured her, feeling as she slowly relaxed against his hand and gave him a small nod. Kenma walked over to the two, looking down at his phone as he walked, only looking up once he was directly in front of them.
 “Hinata just texted me that they were pulling up, they should be here in a few minutes so that we can start practicing.” Kenma informed them, Y/N’s face instantly brightening at the sound of Hinata’s name. This was why she was ready to come, this was the reason she was EXCITED to be here. She would finally get to see her friends again after months of not seeing them and barely hearing anything from. That was all she wanted, she missed her friends more than anything. 
 “Until then, we can do some sets just to get warmed up. I need it.” Kuroo told Kenma, beginning to stretch. He looked over at Y/N, then pointed over to some chairs so that she could sit down. Though he didn’t say a word to her, Y/N knew what he meant, and nodded to him again, smiling a little before walking over to the chairs and sitting down, pulling Kuroo’s jacket around her a little tighter. She liked it, more than she thought she would. It made her feel protected, since it was so much bigger than she was, and she felt like she could hide within it. It also smelled strongly like Kuroo, cologne and maple, somthing that she didn’t exactly expect but comforted her in a way. 
 Y/N felt like Kuroo was a magnet, or had some type of magnetic force, because she couldn’t seem to take her eyes off of him. His movements were so fluid, yet precise every time a volleyball came his way. It was impressive, and almost mesmerizing to watch. She still wasn’t sure what his motive was, being so nice to her and seemingly always finding his way to her. What exactly did he want? Because Y/N was afraid that she wouldn’t be able to give whatever it was to him. She couldn’t help but feel like anyone trying to befriend her had some sort of ulterior motive, though that wasn’t the case with Kuroo. He genuinely just cared about her, but she wasn’t aware of how much or why.
 “THE SHOW HAS ARRIVED!” A voice boomed through the gym, Y/N’s head instantly snapping to the doorway to the owner of the loud voice. Tanaka stood, arms outreached, having just barged his way into the gym like he OWNED that bitch, and Y/N’s breath caught in her throat. Each one of the members of Kurosuno’s team walked into the gym after Tanaka’s grand entrance, all seemingly as hyped up as he was despite the long bus ride they had just taken in order to get there. They hadn’t noticed her yet, and she didn’t know whether or not she should run over to them and tackle them with hugs, or stay exactly where she was at. What if they didn’t want to see her? They hadn’t made any sort of effort to talk to her, though she had texted them numerous times to stay in contact. Y/N was scared of the abandonment, and the rejection that might come from her going over to them as if she had never left in the first place. Her eyes scanned over each of them. Daichi and Suga stood behind everyone, pointing towards a different side of the court. Hinata and Kageyama were already starting with the arguments, causing Y/N to giggle, remembering all the fights and arguments between the two when she was still with them, and how much she missed them. Yamaguchi and Tsukishima were setting down their things, talking amongst each other as usual. And then there was Tanaka and Nishinoya, always in their own world, but walking towards her. No. They weren’t walking, they were running towards her.
 “Y/NNNNNN!!” They screamed in unison, knocking the chairs down around her as they both tackled her in a hug. Her breath was once again caught in her throat, as if she suddenly forgot how to breathe. “WE MISSED YOU!” They continued, tears now streaming down Y/N’s face as she wrapped her arms around the two of them. She missed them, GOD, she missed them so much. Y/N pushed her face into Noya’s shoulder, taking in the all too familiar scent of his cologne from all the times he had been the one to console her when she was having one of her panic attacks. She turned, now pushing herself into Tanaka’s shoulder, tears continuing to stream down her face as she held them tighter.
 “You two don’t understand how much I missed you. I thought you both hated me.” Y/N whispered, trying to keep herself from ugly crying in front of the two boys. Noya looked at her, concern covering his face as he pushed her hair back behind her ear.
 “Why would you ever think that, Y/N? I’m sorry I didn’t always text you back, we’ve been cramming school work so that we could come here.” Noya explained, rubbing her back gently. Tanaka nodded, pointing his thumb back at the others.
 “Yeah, even Hinata and Kageyama studied harder for this. We were all really trying to get the extra practice in, we had been letting our grades slip for a while,” Tanaka told her sheepishly, expecting the scolding look that she normally would have given him before realizing that he was standing in front of Y/N, but how? “Wait, why are you here?” he asked in confusion, then his eyes landed on the jacket that she had wrapped around herself.
 “I’m Nekoma’s team manager now. Yaku convinced me.” Y/N told him, rubbing the back of her neck and giving him a shy smile. Tanaka grinned, ruffling her hair playfully.
 “We made you love the sport that much, huh, Lil Bit?” He asked her, the old nickname sounding like music to her ears coming from his mouth. She nodded her head, shoulder checking him gently in a teasing way. Kuroo watched the three, a smile on his face as he saw how happy Y/N looked, something they hadn’t seen since she started coming to Nekoma. Something about the moment seemed bitter sweet, despite the fact that this might have been what Y/N needed in order to finally come out of her shell. He just wished he could have been the one to do that. As Kurosuno’s team noticed what the commotion was all about, they began to walk over, excited faces as well.
 “Isn’t that Kuroo’s jacket?” Tsukki questioned as they approached, standing behind Y/N and straightening out the writing across her back so that he could read it better. A pale blush spread over her cheeks as he looked, realizing that if Tanaka and Noya didn’t know she was her captain, neither did they, which meant they didn’t realize that she also knew Kuroo.
 “Yeah, he walked with me to the camp this morning and didn’t want me getting cold. He lives down the street from me, he walks me to school every morning too, and home from practice after so that I’m not walking alone in the dark. He’s really nice to me.” She explained, seeming to ramble without realizing it. Noya smiled, placing a hand on top of her head.
 “I’m glad someone is taking care of you, at least.” He said, quieter than normal, as if he only wanted her to hear it. She was always closest with Noya, the two of them being polar opposites so it was a perfect match. Tanaka too, but he was more of a big brother to her, and would always baby her. “I know you’re not our manager anymore, but I hope you’ll still cheer for us.” He added, his eyes sparkling when they met with hers. A large smile was now on Y/N’s face as she nodded eagerly.
 “I’ll always cheer for you, no matter who you’re playing against or what you’re doing. You guys will always be my team.” She confirmed, barely out of earshot now from Kuroo who was walking towards the group to say hello. He stopped when he heard her words, his heart clenching tightly in his chest. That stung.
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alolanrain · 5 years
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Found Family!AU *Christmas Edition* Pt.2
Imagine Opal dealing with Madam Boss and bby Giovanni
Gio learns all his baking skills from his Aunt Opal
But his mother hated her sister with a passion
So he doesn’t see her often
When Madam Boss dies, it’s a bloody gory mess, he’s the first one to call her
“I have a son.” Is his hello, because I’m not making Giovanni and utter asshole in this AU he’s going to love Ash from a distance and actually steps down from Team Rocket the first time Ash stops him
And Opal is like, “P l e a s e let it be with that Female Kanto Trainer you brought to Galar that one Christmas, she’s such a sweet heart.”
And Opal finds out it is!!!
She puts her foot down on choosing the name bc Giovanni is fucking HORRIBLE with names and Delia was so tired and stressed a lot during the pregnancy to the point she couldn’t get a lot of shit down for the baby’s
Ash forces reluctant Grunkle Kabu to come to Alola for a week to meet up with extremely reluctant Grunkle Nanu
NANU AND KABU ARE EX-BOYFRIENDS
And Ash doesn’t even KNOW
Acerola kinda knows bc there’s this one picture her Uncle Nanu has at his desk at the police station next to a frame of her parents, him, and Acerola as a baby
She never commented on it and catches Nanu either looking at it with such a warm smile or either a really pained look in his eyes
it was a friendly split up
Both got to busy
And just had to let go
But it still hurt them a lot
ALLISTER AND ACEROLA ARE GHOST BESTIES
No but I’m expanding on the relationship of Bby! Ash and Gary with the older Head Chairman, who I’m naming Diego Thorn, and Younger!Rose, and finally Younger!Kabu
I’m hc that the Chairman BEFORE Chairman Thorn was named Theo Grass
So it’s kinda like earth, grass, thorn, then rose
Because it’s the pretty things in life that are truly poisonous
grumpy Grunkles are getting back together with the help of Ash, Gary, and the Ghost baby’s
the only reason why Kabu is considered a Grunkle is because both Ash and Gary seemed to have fucking LOVED him so much and he fathered Delia a lot since her own family was shit
So he’s the honorary Grunkle while Nanu IS Ash’s Grunkle bc yes tf Nanu is Giovanni’s Uncle but he’s really distant so he never actually found out Ash was his great Nephew until Ash at the age of 20-something came stumbling into his police station with wide whisky brown eyes and shocking black hair and a jaw line that seemed to familiar that Nanu could never forget
Chairman Thorn ALWAYS Came down from his work place, dragging Rose and his own assistant/secretary, Milly, to see bby Ash and Gary bc he’s a really big family man and the two boys absolutely adore him as much as Thorn adored them
And Delia was so afraid at first that Opal would nearly be/ or just plain be the same as Madam Boss and hurt the poor girl but it’s quite the opposite
Opal spoiled her SO HARD, she was the one to make sure that Delia and Gio had everything they could need for Bby Ash’s arrival and afterwards
And both women found out that they share a deep love for winter in general
So they start small traditions that they then pass down to Ash and Gary, because the Oaks get sucked into this bc Professor Oak can’t say no and Daisy loves Delia like the mom she barely remembers
And Opal is just like “Yes more great grand babies.”
And she was there for Delia when Giovanni left Ash and Delia, yes she was absolutely ROYALY pissed at her Nephew, but she also knew why Gio did what he did
Because he did the best thing to protect her, Ash, and by extent the Oaks as well
Because he fathered Gary and Daisy as much as Delia mothered them
But it because a tradition to bring the kids up to Galar to see Graunty Opal and Grunkle Kabu and spend the second week of December all the way to a week after New Years there
So like almost a whole month of family lovin’ time
BUT IMAGINE BBY ASH WADDLING INTO THE GYM FEILD AND CLINGING ONTO OPAL WHOS TALKING TO LEON/RAIHAN/OR BOTH BEFORE THEIR GYM BATTLE
AND SHE NEEDS TO GRAB SOMTHING BUT ASH IS CLINGING ONTO HER LEG SO OPAL JUST S C O O P S HIM UP AND HANDS HIM OVER TO THE TRAINER(S) AND IS LIKE “brb gotta go get some stuff before hand” AND JUST L E A V E S THEM THERE WITH BBY ASH WHO HAS JUST STARTED ASKING QUESTIONS AND HAS FALLEN SO HARD IN LOVE WITH POKÉMON
Raihan would just inwardly panic bc he’s never been good with baby’s before
But damn OH DAMN does Leon start bouncing Ash up and down while trying his best to answer Ash’s questions because he absolutely ADORES children at Ash’s age and wants to get better bc his mom and dad are thinking about having another kid and he wants to be the BEST big brother that he can be
Then Gary waddles over bc he couldn’t find Ash and Gary’s suppose to stick by Ash’s side to make sure the younger boy doesn’t get hurt
Raihan would start to panic even more bc there’s TWO babies now
But Leon would be ecstatic because there’s T W O BABIES NOW
HHH SO THEN COUSIN LEON BECOMES A THING
BUT ITS A SHORT THING BC ASH HAS TK GO BACK HOME AND HE DOESNT SEE LEON ANYMORE
but then he comes back with Gou in tow and the first part of the HC happens and then he sees Leon again
And everyone just watches Leon gush’s about how Ash and Gary were so cute as toddlers and then Ash recalls and just screams “COUSIN L!!!!” Because as a Bby he couldn’t pronounce Leon’s full name
And Hop is like “w h a t”
BUT ALSO IMAGINE NEWLY GRANTED GYM LEADER PIERS BEING BROUGHT OVER TO OPALS HOUSE FOR CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS BECAUSE HIS FAMILY IS S H I T AND HE MEETS ASH AND GARY
DELIA KINDA SUBCONSCIOUSLY BECOMES A MOM TO PEIRS DURING THAG MONTH AND ASH IS LIKE
“Y A S ANOTHER SIBLING!!!!!”
And then Piers gets abducted every year until Delia and Ash stop showing up bc their busy with work/traveling
Until, again, Ash comes back with Gou in tow and Gary gets guilted to come up to Galar
And he sees Piers and just gives the man a cheeky smile and then sees Marnie kinda hiding behind Piers and thinks “Ah yes, new sibling #5,437”
And Marnie latches on faster to Ash than Piers has seen her ever do to anyone else bc she’s been grown up on the wild things Ash would get Piers and another boy into before he stopped coming back to Galar every winter
Bede also gains Brotherly Love bc his family kicked him out for being trans and Ash was having NONE OF THAT bc he’s trans himself
I’m thinking about having Ash and Gary together since this AU is kinda like my AM!AU but not really
Still debating on that
But no My favorite part has to be the competition between all the League officials, except Rose bc he’s an asshole, to get the best seasonal themed picture/video with the trio bc OF COURSE Gou is immediately adopted into the family and becomes Ash’s little sibling
Even people like Allister and Bae get into it
Like there’s a picture Melony took for Allister that had Ash lofting the boy up so he could place the star on the small Christmas tree at their gym lobby with Gou and Gary helping to place other decorations on it
Or Bae’s selfie of the Trio with her together with a snowman that looks like a certain Galar Champion, stolen cape and all
Gou fears for a while that they were all just being awkwardly nice about it until Kabu find them out at night behind Opals mansion they were staying at and gently nudges the truth towards them that they actually LIKE having Gou with them and participating with their family shenanigans and other shit and that they ARE family now because do you honestly think Delia is going to let go of you know? Because she sure as hell hasn’t let go of Kahuna Nanu in Alola
God when Ash brings all his friends who don’t have Good Families over it becomes even more Chaotic
Opals like “WHAT DO YOU M E A N YOU NEVER BAKED COOKIES UNTIL THREE IN THE MORNING?????”
And Lillie and Melony talk about ice types over a cup of hot coco why Allister, Bae, and a shit ton of other people are loosing their mind over Silvally because it can change TYPING W T F GLADION
and Ash is like “oh it’s Silvally!” And Gary would be intrigued but Ash literally shares EVERYTHING with him so he can meet the Pokémon another time when Gladion isn’t so bombarded by people bc the blonde was so used to people in Alola who are used to seeing Silvally that he forgot Alola is definitely not like everywhere else
Hhh Serena, May, Dawn, Zoey, and a bunch of other girls talking with Opal, Oleana, and other female League members about fashion and the younger girls find out that the Women watch their performances religiously bc Ash flippantly said something and that got them interested now they can’t stop watch them
IRIS AND RAIHAN DUKING IT OUT ON THE BATTLE FEILD BC IRIS SAID HER DEAGONITE IS STRONGER AND BETTER THAN RAIHANS FLYGON AND HES LIKE “B E T YOU TINER FUCKER!!!!”
RAIHAN DUKING IT OUT WITH DRAYDEN, because he’s still cousins with Delia in this AU, AND W I N N I N G
So it’s canon, from the new Pokémon game app, that Iris is Leon and Hops cousin
So now Leon just rounds on Ash and is so confused bc Iris talked about this one boy name Ash with a Pikachu who acts like such a kid over face time but Leon didn’t make the connection it was THIS Ash she was traveling with
Hhh snuggle piles in the living room after a fun day outside building forts and what not
Like Ash is dead center in the kids pile bc he’s a kid at heart and Gary’s legs are thrown over his shoulder a bc Ash is in a blanket fort/nest with the other younger kids while Gary is pressed between Delia and Daisy
Opal is curled with Serena bc she’s currently getting deets in the fairy world in Kalos
PROFESSOR OAK TALKING TO MELONY ABOUT ICE TYPES BC HE USED TO BE AN ICE TYPE TRAINER BEFORE COMING KANTOS PROFESSOR
All the younger trainers are so focused on the movies as the adults just talk quietly in the background
And Gou is laying over Ash’s lap while on their phone and Ash doesn’t say anything even though his legs are falling asleep
Idk I’m gonna have Lance as Delia’s brother in this AU
But that doe NOT stop him from acting like Ash’s uncle because Ash ripped Lances two titles out from under him in three years
Leon has been Champion for 20-something years instead of the in game 10 Years
So that it could be plausible that Trainer!Leon and Bby!Ash/Gary could meet each other
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inupibaldspot · 4 years
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Saviour : Chapter 8
"So this is is the place you used to hide your stuff" Emilia asked looking at the huge tree in front of her.
While going back home after saving Luffy and taking the crocodile as dinner, Sabo had suggested that he wanted to go check something.
They were current hiding behind a bush using leaves and flowers for disguise.Looking at the men who were searching for their pirate savings.
"Did you find it?" One of the men asked.The other shook his head saying no.
"Its good that we moved those savings." Sabo who was beside Emilia said softly.
"Want to go check the Grey Terminal?" Ace suggested.
"Grey Terminal?"Emilia asked confused.
"You've never been there, have you? For now just follow us." Sabo said looking at Emilia.
When they reached the place,Emilia was kind of shocked at how 'un kept' the place was.There were garbage everywhere also the people who lived there didn't look very friendly.
"Damn." Sabo cursed. "Bluejam's people are everywhere.They must be serious on killing us"
"They must be very frustrated at us." Ace commented.
Emilia just sweat dropped looking at the boys who were sitting on top of each other, with Luffy,who was the youngest and shortest supporting the other two.
"Oh! Aren't you the kids everyone is looking for?" A man suddenly asked.
This made the other men notice them and start chasing them.
"Should we fight them,Sabo?" Emilia asked as she ran.She was quite confident that they would win.
"No. We might anger Bluejam more.For now lets just run!!" Sabo said.
After a while of running,they had finally been able to out run them and were currently resting.
"Can't believe they bought the guys at the terminal at their side." Sabo said disappointed.
"It doesn't matter. We'll just fight them."Ace glare.
"No...For now lets not do anything." Sabo objected.
"I agree with Sabo." Luffy who was currently hanging on a branch commented.
"Huh? You shut up" Ace fought.
"I also agree with Sabo." Emilia said looking at Ace. " The reason why I asked if we could fight those guys before was because they didn't have any weapon. And also it seemed that Bluejam wasn't around."
"Yeah...If he were around we would have been dead." Sabo said agreeing with Emilia.
"No matter how strong you guys are right now,you are small.I don't think that you guys will be able to beat those experienced pirates in strength or in number." Emilia said. " Especially Ace and Luffy. If you guys come across them, for now run."
Ace looked at the girl who was staring right in his eyes, as if daring him to oppose her decision.
"Fine."
.......
They were currently home and were eating the crocodile they had brought home that time.
While eating Sabo looked at Emilia and notice how she looked elegant.
"Emilia." Sabo called out. "Were you a noble or something?"
"Huh?" Emilia looked confused of a second and then started giggling. "No,I'm not. Why are you asking that?"
"You always have that soft, formal tone you use while talking and also while you eat you always seem to maintain table manners." Sabo replied. "And also your face is very....pleasant to look at."
Not that all the nobles he met were pretty but they were always clean and dolled up.And this Emilia quite similar to them.
After that Ace and Luffy looked really confused. What were these two even talking about? More importantly what were table manners.
"It must be under the influence of my mother.She was always quite strict on those." Emilia said smiling. "But Sabo,it seems that you've met some nobles."
After that comment, Sabo got nervous. "Staying in Grey Terminal made me see the nobles when I entered the town...hahah...."
"Let's forget about that." Sabo said trying to change the topic. "Do you want to become a doctor or somthing,Emilia?"
"Uh..Not really." Emilia said ." I don't really know what I want to be in the future,honestly."
"Then join my crew,Emilia!" Luffy suddenly jumped in the conversation. "You can be vice captain and I'll be the captain!Sabo can be my navigator and Ace can be errand boy.Hehehe."
"Huh?! Why would we be errand boys?!" Ace shouted. "Instead you come under my crew."
"No way!" Sabo along with Luffy objected.
This led to the three boys to start fighting while Emilia just watched them.
"Why don't you all be captains?" Emilia suggested. "You can be captains of your own crew but you'll have to be separated from each other."
Emilia didn't want that,of course.What she was doing was trying to make them realise that having each other by their sides was much better and fun. And that they shouldn't fight.
"But..." Luffy said saddened by the fact they might have to be separated.
"Then let's get along for now.When the time comes we'll decide." Sabo said as Ace also nodded his head,agreeing.
After some time Emilia stood up and started walking toward the door.They boys were currently having a bath and she decided that she would take her bath later and that she should train for now.
"Where are you going?" A voice behind her said.Emilia noticed who he was without looking.She had been training herself to always have her observational haki activated.
"I was thinking of going out to train." Emilia said opening the door. "What about you,Ace? Weren't you guys taking a bath?"
"Uh..I forgot to get my towel." Ace said.
"Okay...Then I'll get going." Emilia said opening the door.And just as she was about to walk out Ace started talking again.
"I can help you with your training if you want.We could spar or something." Ace suggested looking away.
Emilia was shocked.This was the first time Ace initiated a conversation with her and along with that he was trying to help her.
"But-" Emilia tried objecting.
"Come on." Ace walked past her not even letting Emilia complete her sentence.
.....
"Damn it!" Ace shouted who was currently on the ground groaning.
"Should we stop?" Emilia said approaching Ace.
"Why are you so strong?!" Ace asked.Looking at how small and skinny the girl was, along with her pure and innocent looking face; It didn't look like she could even hurt a fly.
No matter how hard he tried the girl always seemed to read his movement and throw him away with monstrous strength.
"Wow! Emilia is so strong!" A small voice suddenly shouted.
"Shut up,Luffy!" Another voice was heard along with the rustling of leaves.
"What are guys doing here?" Ace asked standing up ,dusting his clothes.
"Uh...Just like that." Sabo replied.
"When did you guys even get here?!" Ace questioned again.He was already embarrassed that a girl beat him several times and on top of that he now knows that Sabo and Luffy saw that.
"They were here during the second round of our spar,Ace." Emilia said. "How about we go home now? It's getting quite late."
Sabo and Ace were walking behind where as Luffy and Emilia were walking in front of them.
"Sorry,Ace." Sabo suddenly said.
"For what?" Ace replied staring at the duo in front of him.
"I couldn't stop Luffy from disturbing your alone time with Emilia."
"Huh?! " Ace shouted,face red.
"Is there something wrong Ace?" Emilia asked with a questioning face.
"No there was a bug." Sabo said. After that Luffy and Emilia again started walking, Luffy talking about how strong Emilia was.
"There is no need to feel shy Ace." Sabo said with a teasing expression on his face. "She is quite a pretty girl, you know."
"Shut up!" Ace said walking faster trying to run away from the conversation with a noticeable red face.
Sabo just laughed at Ace. And also started running trying to catch up to the trio. "Wait up!"
.......
HEY GUYS~! HOW ARE YOU LIKING THE STORY SO FAR? SORRY THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING SO IT'S KINDA HARD.
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Ateez’s reaction seeing their S/O naked/ in your undergarments
Hongjoong: 
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You’re currently changing your clothes, trying to find something suitable for your date. “Hey Y/N, are you nearly- HOLY LORD I AM SO SORRY. I’M LEAVING NOW!” He screams, covering his eyes and running out of the room.
Oh, this is very embarrassing.
Once done changing, you walk out of your room into the living room to see a flustered Hongjoong staring aimlessly at the wall. “Hey Joongie, sorry abou-”
He cuts you off, looking up at you. “You’re really pretty. How did I get so lucky?” He cries, walking up to you and hugging you tightly.
Seonghwa:
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You stand in front of the mirror, in your undergarments only, staring at the pile of clothes behind you. Yep, you couldn’t find anything to wear again, feeling like you’ve worn al your clothes out at least 3 times now. So lost in thought, you didn’t even notice your boyfriend opening the door and leaning on the door frame, checking you out with his signature smirk.
“Damn... you look good not wearing much.”
You snap out of your trance and turn around to look at him while trying to cover as much as you could. He chuckles and walks up to your flustered self. “I’ve been checking you out for the past 3 minutes, don’t hide.”
“I’M SO EMBARRASSED WHY DIDN’T YOU SAY SOMETHING?!”
He laughs again before walking out. “Damn, NEVER FORGET THAT YOU HAVE AN AMAZING BODY!”
“YA PARK SEONGHWA GET BACK HERE!”
Yunho:
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You were undressing, getting ready to shower after a long day out. Ah, you just wanted to relax. You let out a sigh as you fold your last piece of clothing. Then, you hear the loud footsteps of your boyfriend making it’s way to you. You forgot to lock the door and Yunho comes bursting into the bathroom with your phone.
“Y/N AH YOU’RE FRIEND KEEPS CALL- Damn, you hid this from me all along?”
You try to cover yourself as you make your way to him, to get your phone but he raises his arm before you can snatch it from him. He laughs as you try and jump for your phone. “Baby girl~” He sighs and you look up at him.
“You may have given me a problem down there, wanna help me? He smirks.
“Sounds like a you problem.”
Yeosang:
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The heat made you want to wear nothing, so, you started to undress. You were alone in the apartment... or that’s at least what you thought before your boyfriend, walked into the room, on his phone and he looks up to greet you, not expecting you to only be in your undergarments.
You saw his face go red as his eyes widen and turns into a stuttering mess. “O-oh God, I-I am so so-sorry Y-Y/N. I’ll b-be back,” He instantly turns around and walks out of the room, covering his face. You laugh at his reaction, making him walk back and stand in front of your door. His shyness leaves as he smirks, checking you out.
“But you do look good, mind if I check you out for the next few minutes?”
Yeosang being the 2 faced Gemini he is
San:
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You’re laying on the bed, barely in anything and not covered as you wanted to cool off and relax. It was way too hot to do anything and the heat made you very sleepy. But then, you heard the energetic jumps of your boyfriend making it’s way up the hallway. Too tired to care, you just turned around so your back faced the door.
He aggressively opens the door and the jumping stops. That’s when you turn around to look at him, shock written all over his face. “Sannie~ Stop staring. Out, out,” You wave your hand but his shocked look turns into a devilish smirk.
You knew exactly what he was thinking and you instantly jump up to push him out of the room. “No, no. I know exactly what you’re thinking about and it’s a no.” You push him out into the hallway and he continues to stare, smirking as he looks you up and down. You close the door in his face and you hear him start to jump away.
“BUT DAMN THAT BODY THOUGH!”
Mingi:
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The apartment’s quiet and you lay on the couch, watching TV in a small amount of clothing, as it was comfortable. But that’s when your ears perk up to the front door being unlocked. You sit up and look at the door, only to see Mingi walk in, looking tired. He smiles seeing you but it drops seeing you.
He always respected your privacy and had never seen you like this. Mingi’s face looked like he’d seen a ghost so you decide to speak up. “Hi baby, sorry, I just felt really-”
“You’re really pretty and I think I’m going to combust the more I stare at you and I don’t know if I can survive knowing that my baby looks like this. Someone send help I might die because of your beauty,” He quickly cuts you off, turning into a mumbling mess and he quickly raps out his words. You laugh at the blush on his face and you open your arms to bring him into a hug.
“Why did you hide such a beautiful part of you from me?”
Wooyoung:
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His screams only got louder as he got closer to the room you’re changing it. He asked you to go out with him while he had the time to and you quickly agreed but finding clothes was a struggle.
“Baby if you want to go out like that, I wouldnt mind.” You hear Wooyoung smirk as he stood right behind you. “Oi, nope. Out out out out,” You had to pull him out of the room as he continued to laugh. “Naw but you look so pretty though~”
“I said no Wooyoungie. Now wait in the living room until I find somthing to wear.”
“I can help you choose so-”
“I am not letting you look at me anymore.”
“I’LL BE IN THE LIVING ROOM THEN BUT GOD HAS BLESSED YOU WITH SUCH A BEAUTIFUL BODY!”
Jongho:
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Flustered little boy didn’t know what to do once he saw you're wet body, wrapped in a towel, in the bathroom, fresh from taking a shower. He had just come back home and wanted to take a shower before seeing you, but that didn’t go to plan. Both of you stare at each other, not saying a word. You felt heat rise to your cheeks as you stare at your boyfriend, with an obvious blush on his face.
“I-I’ll be. Um, yes, I-I’ll be outside.”
You giggle a bit to cut the tension. “Sorry that you had to see-”
“BUT WHY ARE YOU APOLOGISING? I THINK MY EYES HAVE BEEN BLESSED EXCUSE ME-”
A/N: this is my first post, oh my gosh, I’m sorry that this might be bad. I hope I can improve as I write. Thank you for reading this! None of the GIFS belongs to be.
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Do you really think, based on proof that Jk is not in a relationship with that girl. I want your honest opinion because I have always thought of you as a smart person. I have supported Jikook and been a follower of years for a long time.
Thank you! I appreciate that you think in this way !!!!! тттт
I’ll say like this: I can accept and imagine all options.
In my opinion,they’re not in relationship. And I don’t talk about bh statement( reputation and image matter 👌) and don’t talk about my feelings etc.
That girl had to write such statement in her ig... it’s not cool.
You know,here we’re faced with heteronormativity, double standards, hypocrisy. When boy hugs boy it’s ok, but when boy hugs girl it means only one-they’re dating.... I’m really sorry for all who thinks like that, because most probably they don’t have friends of opposite sex. (If hugs between boys and girls imply romantic relationship,then I have harem.....).
Also. Do people really think that Jungkook is so stupid and careless to hug his gf in public place? But yeah, we all people,that’s true. But also one thing: if it’s his gf... one thought came to mind: if it’s really his gf, earlier someone for sure could have some other pics,info that could be leaked now. But hmm at least no one said about it anything. ( hope I managed to convey thought lol) ( btw,girl dressed in different clothes at restaurant and at hug photo; and someone also found photos of guy that really looks so similar with Jungkook. But it’s even not such important in fact).
Also how Jungkook must feel now.. sigh. You even can’t calmly spend time with your close friends.
But! I also don’t deny possibility of relationship with girl, because we simply can’t know what happens between them.
But again, my thoughts remain the same as I said in the beginning.
Anyway,time will tell and put everything on its place. For me Jimin and Jungkook have something special between them,don’t know for sure what it is or how to call it, but I can’t deny that they are the closest in the group. ( and it’s funny? or sad? how we hurry forget everything connected with these two when somthing like that happens. ???🤷‍♀️)
One thing I can say for sure: we all ( all in fandom) must move on and chill. Nothing bad happened. When I read netizens comments.... I laughed, was disgusted and shocked of immaturity..
And you know, kpop industry created such system by itself. And idols are birds that are in this cell of ideal image and innocence for everyone.
But at the same time they know what they choose.
It’s hard because you can look at everything from different sides.
Something like that,sorry,it turned out too long (and it wrote very bad I know haha) ,maybe I forgot to mention something.
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Night of the Red Moon Ch.2
Genre:Angst, Fluff, Smut(Later On), Supernatural!au, Royalty!au
Description: Ever wondered why the moon turns red and what happens during this time? Curiosity got the best of you princess, now you wonder through the kingdom's forest late during a red moon night. You meet 7 men in black cloaks in the forest, one wore a mask that shone in the night luring you in. What will happen to you and these men... will you regret your actions ? Only the night itself will tell what will happen...
Chapters: 1,2
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"Y/N... please don't ever leave me "  A man whispered.
"I'd never leave you. I promise that I'll be with you forever."
“Then promise me that one day you'll marry me."
“I promise, I'll marry you one day." He placed a ring onto my finger as a promise.
"Please don't forget about this promise because I'll be back one day and make sure that this promise is fulfilled." He gave me a kiss.
"I love you ..."
*KNOCK KNOCK*(On my door)(Sorry, please continue)
Y/N POV
   I woke up to the sound of one of my maids knocking on my door. I looked out my balcony to see that the sun was just barely rising in the horizon. "Your Highness, I'm sorry to wake you but your parents would like to see you down in the dinning room once you get dressed. Your bath has already been made." "Alright thank you." Then, I remembered the dream that I had and somthing about it gave me a weird feeling like it  actually happened. That voice that I heard sounded so familiar but I can't remember who it was. "I need to get up!" As I sat up from my bed I noticed something on my nightstand. I picked it up and examined it and that’s when I realized where I recognized this from. "This is from that masked man from last night." This was from the piece on the cheek of the mask. That means that he must of been here last night in my room... I ran to my bathroom and looked in the mirror for any marks that could have been made. I sighed in relief when I realized that there was no marks or any sign of him touching me. "What was he doing here last night then?" I thought.
"Stop thinking about this and get ready, mother and father are waiting for you." I quickly undressed and got into the bath waiting for me. I shivered when I entered due to the water being cold probably because I waited too long to get in.  After cleaning up, I got out of the bath and dried off while getting dressed into a dark blue ball gown with beautiful off-shoulder lace sleeves.
After I finished getting dress, I headed down stairs towards the dinning room where my parents were waiting. When I walked into the dinning room I seen that my parents were talking to one of the neighboring kings. "Good morning Y/N"
"Good Morning your highness. I'm sorry if I interrupted something”
"No, it's quite alright but it's a good thing that you're here now because there are some matters that we must take care. So please take a seat." I took a seat and that's when I noticed the thick tension in the air. "You may not know this Y/N but there has been some tension with other kingdoms as of right now and it's possible a war may break out. I need you to stay safe because you are the first in line for the throne and you are my only daughter." My father spoke and took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry to be having to be doing this but I have no choice but to keep you in the palace for your safety and if you are to leave this palace you must have guards present with you at all times." My eyes widened. "Father, please don't do this. There's no visible danger other than some disagreements between our kingdoms." I didn't want to be held up in this castle and even if I did get to leave the castle I didn't want to be constantly monitored. "I'm sorry but this is my only option, I can't loose you..." I then remembered what Jin told me last night when I questioned him and realized why my father was being like this so I kept my mouth and nodded in agreement.
"Thank you for understanding Y/N. That is all that we wanted to say thank you for listening." I got up from my seat and bowed while exiting the dinning room.  I headed towards my room knowing that there was very little that I could do.
When I arrived in my room I sat on my bed and picked up the piece of the mask that was laying on my nightstand. My mind keeps traveling back to the thought of this man. I don't know what it is about him but he's just so alluring. I don't even know what his face looks like. I hope that I see him again but this time with the mask off. I wanted to understand what he is and what he's like and what he's capable of. "Could the archives have any books about vampires? I'll look later tonight when there's less people around."
With that I the piece into my nightstand drawer and headed to my lessons with my teachers. My first lesson was history, next was writing, then politics and economics, and many more. When my lessons are over I head to my sword and combat training. My mother was against the idea of me training because she thought that it was very unladylike like but eventually she grew to the idea although part of her still did not enjoy the idea. I didn't want be helpless in combat but even now I still have many ways to grow especially in courage and strength. I showed my weakness last night because I was fearful their abilities. Even though I did not believe in vampires, I've always heard of stories about their incredible strength and power although I do not know if it is true. I will find out the truth even if it kills me.
Nighttime
 Now that the night has fallen, it's safer to go into the archives and get the answers that I desire. I quietly walk over to my door and lean up against it to listen for the guards trying to determine how many out in the hall. "I hear at least 6..." I whisper to myself.
I then walk over to my closet with a small candle holder in hand closing the door behind me. I carefully place the candle down away from my gowns on a small table and walk towards one of the shelves and carefully pulled on one of the handles on the side to open a secret passage that leads me away from all the guards down towards the library on the first floor of the palace.
I carefully climb down the five flights of steps that lead to every floor of the castle. The journey down the stairs was very long but not very difficult. Once I reached the first floor I carefully opened the other side and peaked out to see if anyone was around. Luckily no one was around meaning that it was safe for me to come out. I had to be quick in case someone were to come this way and see me.  Once I reached the archives, I carefully opened the door and entered while closing and locking the door behind me.
"I forgot how big this place was..." I sighed in annoyance. I started my search for the books I needed. I skimmed the titles of the books and noticed that they were alphabetized and organized in their genres. "This will be easier but still... this is going to take so long." I went towards the back of the archive where it was more eerie than the rest of the archives but I had to do this. Once I reached the section I was looking for, I started searching every row from the bottom to the very top, using a ladder. I kept looking but I saw no signs of the books that I desired. Then I noticed that there was a large gap in the shelves where  books were supposed to be.
"Something seems off..." It was almost as if someone didn't want anyone to read these books.I just kept searching and searching but there were no signs of these books. "... Where could they be?!" I groaned in annoyance.
I was ready to give up completely and try again some other time so I got up and started heading towards the entrance of the archives. "This was a waste of time. I didn't even find the books that I was looking for."
As I was leaving, I seen something shiny in the corner of my eye so I glanced over and seen something sticking out from between a book but it didn't look like a bookmark. So I walked over to the book that was on the shelf in the far corner of the room and took the book out of its place and opened it. When I opened the book I realized that it wasn't a bookmark but more like a weird key. It wasn't like any key I've ever seen because it was flat and rectangle but with pieces of it cut out with some edges meant to fit in somehow. The more I studied the object the more I noticed that I've seen a marking like this earlier.
I walked back to where I was originally looking for the books and looked where the missing books were once at and looked in the back. That's when I noticed that this key did fit in with the markings. I tried putting the key into the pattern and it fit which led to empty sections opening up and creating a doorway. "Wow..." I was amazed I've never noticed this before. "How many other secret passages are in this palace..."
When I walked through the door, lanterns in the room lit up. The room was filled with so many books in all shapes and sizes. I ventured further into the rooms to examine the books closer. I opened up the books and read a little bit of each book and knew that these were the books that I was looking for. "My parents were hiding these... maybe Jin was right and they are hiding things from me and I don't even know it." The more I though the more curious I got so I started going through the books and started to find the ones that would tell me the information that I wanted.
*Several Moments Later*
 I looked through multiple books and found the ones that I needed. Each books that I took all talked about some sort of history about vampires and their abilities. I knew I was going to come back again but for now I can't take too many in case someone does come in here and sees them missing. I exited the room and took the key and placed it back where I had originally had found it. I left the archives and quietly headed back to my room with the books. It was already late at night so I would have to save the books for the next day. I placed the books underneath my bed away from others so that they wouldn't be able to see them.
 I got ready for bed but something about this night had a weird feeling. I walked back into my room which was only lit by a small candle. I froze in my tracks when I noticed someone sitting on the side of my bed. "Don't be scared Y/N it's just me."
I recognized the voice and I calmed down a little bit but I didn't let my guard down even if I knew it was him. "What are you doing here Jin?" I walk closer towards him but still kept my distance. "I'm sorry that I barged into your room like this but I needed to talk to you."
"About what?"
"The question you asked me yesterday when I seen you. I'm really sorry for just leaving you like that back years ago and I didn't come back like I did today. I really am sorry about that." He stayed silent for a few minutes and then started speaking again "Y/N, Hoseok and I were telling the truth yesterday. You don't remember no human here does. I know this is asking for a lot but can you trust me? I understand if you don't."
I thought about what he said. Why would he come back here after all this time and lie to me? Wouldn't just have left completely and never returned? Wouldn't he have killed me when he seen me in the forest yesterday rather than standing up for me.  He didn't deny the fact that he wasn't human when I asked him. I need to trust him. After a few moments of silence I spoke up. "I'll trust you only if you can build up my trust in you. You'll need to prove that I can trust you." Jin smiled widely and said "I have never said this before but you know that man I called Namjoon yesterday?"
"Yes?"
"I have a thing for him and I've never admitted this to anyone else so there." I could see the red on his cheeks start to appear. I laughed at this. "What? Are you making fun of me for liking another man?" Jin pouted. "No, I find it funny how red your face gets when you all flustered like you are now."
"Please don't say anything about this to anyone else."
"Who would I tell this to? Would I randomly go up to someone and say there was this vampire who came into my room and came out to me."
I started laughing quietly just thinking about that scenario. I also seen Jin start to smile himself. "This is only a small part but this is a little piece of trust that you've built up Jinnie~"
"HEY! Don't bring that nickname up again!" Jin just kept becoming more and more flustered by the minute. I just kept laughing at how he was acting right now. After letting Jin get his emotions in check he spoke up. "Y/N. Those 6 other guys you seen with me yesterday are my closest friends and when I returned back to them yesterday they were intrigued by you and they were wanting to meet you."
"Really? Why would they be intrigued by me?" You raised an eyebrow at that question. "What normal person would randomly walk out in the middle of a Red Moon without someone nearby or without a weapon and be confronted by 7 vampires but not scream and shout? You were the first person that didn't scream or shout when you seen us." "I kept telling myself I was going to get killed." Jin laughed at my comment. "You didn't which is a good thing. So are you alright with them meeting you?" You thought about it. By meeting them you could gain some knowledge that those books didn't provide by  learning from them instead. "Alright. But where would I meet them?"
"You won't have to go anywhere they could always meet you here."
"... Just make sure that you tell them to wait on the balcony and not to kill me." Jin smiled "Will do. Now goodnight Princess and get some sleep. They come on Friday night." Jin waved goodbye and jumped off the balcony leading you to run over to the railing to see if he was hurt but he was already gone. "Woah... where did he go though." I didn't think about it too hard and headed to bed knowing that morning was well on it's way here. I'll try to get as much sleep as I can but I highly doubt it'll be much. I'm looking forward for their first visit.
I haven’t updated this story in almost a year but I really want to continue it so I’ll try to continue the story.
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My husband had to have an abcess drained today. Medical stuff always fucks with me so thats why I'm awake. My Mum has to have her gallbladder taken out and while it is a minor surgery I am nervous about it because, again, medical stuff.
I think December will be a month to work on healing spells and rituals. I also need to leave an offering out for the gods for Thanksgiving.
Offerings, man that's somthing I've been meaning to do. I always end up forgetting. Of course the Gods know that I'm forgotful so they aren't mad at me.
Well, I should probably put down the Symbrock and go to bed.
Good all
Mrs. Darkling
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU! This is my last prompt for Christmas, hope you don’t mind I went a little ott , I liked the idea of doing somthing that wasn’t according to their original plan for Christmas, Hope you like this! ^^ 
 Tomorrow I’ll start the New Year ones. Thank you all for your love and support not only in the holidays, but eveyday, I’m super grateful for having all of you here <3
CHRISTMAS SPECIAL
Spending Christmas in a way they didn’t plan
Zen
“We’re lost” Zen admitted, his dramatic voice tone made him sound like this was a huge defeat. It was, because you were right from the beginning, he didn’t know the way , he said you didn’t even have to bring a map to find the director’s house for a Christmas celebration along with his co-workers. Well… it turns out he needed the map…
“Yeah, I know.” You grabbed your phone, typing mindlessly. “No service. I can’t turn the GPS on and can’t call anyone either.”
“Babe, I’m really sorry…  I thought I knew the way, but… I…”
“Zen, do you mind not talking right now? I’m just…”
“Pissed?” you nod, avoiding his gaze. He nods back.
Yeah, he knows you are pissed. And though you won’t say anything, he’s sure you’re wondering how it would have been if the two of you went with your idea of spending Christmas with your family instead of going with his to spend it with his co-workers. Ugh… he was pushy, wasn’t he? All because it’s so weird for him to be around a happy normal family.
“MC, I... I have nothing against your family.”
“You saying that when I didn’t ask makes me think you don’t mean it.”
“I… I do! It’s just… I… feel weird to be with them when we’re not… married yet…”
“Zen, I told you I don’t care about this, neither do them, for that matter. Just… be honest with me… is this because of your family?”
Was it? He never thought about it. At least he tried not to… yeah, he refuses to believe that seeing you celebrating Christmas with your family happily makes him think about his own, how could it be if he tried to make amends with them, if they admitted their mistakes and accepted him… if…
“It is. Guess I’m just… not used to spend Christmas with… parents, cousins… family, you know?”
“But… we spend Christmas together, am I not your family?” you place your hand on his over the gear shift. Zen smiles, looking at you.
“Yes, you are…” he brings your hand to his lips, placing a gentle kiss. “And… I’m much stronger when you’re with me, wherever I go.”
Even to his family’s house.
“We don’t have to go there if you don’t want to, MC. What if… they get rude at us?”
“Then it’s their loss on spending Christmas with their amazing Zen and his amazing girlfriend.” He laughs when you mimic his usual tone in talking about himself.
“His amazing fiancée.” He corrects you, taking a small velvet box from one of his pockets.
Yoosung
You look at the clock in the wall again, time didn’t pass quicker or slower ever since the last time you checked what time was it, but it’s hard not to feel worried, Yoosung has been there for a while now.
You guys were getting ready to head to his parents’ house for Christmas dinner when he got a call. An emergency at the clinic. Apparently, a pregnant dog got ran over by a car and the owners were desperate.
You didn’t catch all the details, Yoosung wasn’t keen on sharing them, he was tense, and you were pretty sure he didn’t want you to come with him. But you did, hoping it wasn’t that serious and you would still be heading to Christmas dinner.
It was serious, though. Considering how long he has been in the surgery room… you’re worried, not only for the dog and her puppies, but for him. He dealt with emergencies before, but nothing so serious, nothing so awful at a day that was supposed to be all about joy and celebration.
You still feel chills remembering his serious expression when driving towards the clinic. It’s so rare to see him like that, you’re not used to this side of him, so you’re not exactly sure on what to do to help him.
“I might have to euthanize her…” he told you a little before going out of the car.
“Yes, it’s a possibility…” you agreed, knowing your comment wouldn’t add anything to the situation. “You’ll know what to do.”
You tried to comfort him by holding his hand, but he didn’t let you, getting out of the car in a rush.
The sound of the door being opened echoes through the hall, and you see your husband going to the owners as he removes the mask. You’re a little far, so you can’t hear it properly, but you see him nodding negatively, and the owners lowering their heads.
Your eyes meet his when the owners go to the surgery room after he allows it. You let him come to you, trying not to look pitiful.
“I couldn’t save the puppies…” he states.
“You did everything you could. It’s jus-“ he cuts you off by hugging you, finally allowing himself to exhale.
“But I saved her.” He whispers in your ear, and you hug him back, smiling breathlessly. “I’m sorry for ruining our Christmas…” and he looks at you, giving his usual widen glossy eyes you fell in love with.
“You didn’t ruin anything, silly.” You give him a small smooch. “Now get back there and give them the instructions about the postoperative process, doctor Kim.” He blushes a little, but nods firmly, heading to the surgery room.
“Oh… Merry Christmas, MC.” But he comes back to give you a small peck.
Jaehee
She checked her phone one more time. No service. Gosh…
“Have you tried putting your weight on the lower part of the door?”
“Yes, Jaehee. I did in the first two times you asked me this…” you sigh. Oh, the situation is bad enough, and you’re giving her attitude right now?
“You don’t need to be rude.”
“And we didn’t need to get back here tonight, right?”
Well, come to think of it, you really didn’t. The two of you were on your way to a Christmas gathering with some of your friends when she wondered if she forgot some lights on at the cafe. So you decided to check.
But there weren’t any lights on, not even in the storage room where you were now trapped due to the door being slammed by some sudden wind. Exactly like it happened on that Valentine’s Day, but… a little different.
Because things are different now. You are actually a couple, you do things that couples do like planning on trips, cuddling lazily whenever there’s an opportunity… and fighting because of silly things like a door.
At the same time, things didn’t change that much, sometimes she still wonders if she’s being too greedy, if everything that she’s experiencing now it’s supposed to be enjoyed this much and… if she really deserves.
Maybe…  maybe the whole “forgetting the lights on but not forgetting” is just an unconscious way of self-sabotage? She doesn’t feel allowed to enjoy a nice Christmas party with you and your great friends, so she comes up with an excuse to come back to what’s familiar: the cafe.
“I’m sorry, MC…”
“It’s okay… guess I’m exaggerating, I’m sorry too…”
“No, I’m… I’m apologizing for still having doubts about… us, about me. I’m… everything is just so new and so good, sometimes I don’t… know how to handle all that, you know? So… I don’t know if I could enjoy the Christmas party properly… I’m sorry…”
You sigh.
“And do you think I’m 100% sure of everything all the time? Jaehee, no one is…” you go to her, holding her hand. “It’s okay to have doubts, we’re still learning… I like to learn it with you…” you lean towards her, making your forehead touch hers.
“I like to learn it with you too…” she smiles “For example, we should have learned by now that a door stop it’s a good investment.” You both laugh, then she looks at her phone. “Oh! Look! The service is back! We can call someone to get us out.”
“Yes… or we could stay a little more like this, I… am spending Christmas with the only person I would want right now…” she nods and kisses you, her phone forgotten in one of the shelves of the storage room.
Jumin
So many people! And yet, you feel so alone…
You watch as Jumin keeps making small talk with his acquaintances and sipping his wine, sending apologetic glances in your direction. He hates all of this as much as you, doesn’t he?
To be fair, you didn’t have exact plans for Christmas, your idea was staying home and running some errands here and there to hand presents to family and friends, there wasn’t much of a discussion, but that seemed to be the plan for him as well.
Then, Christmas came, and long with it, an invitation to a party thrown by one of his closest partners, something he could decline if he wanted, of course, but doing so would raise unnecessary rumors about the partnership, so declining was acceptable, and yet, avoidable.
So now you were stuck at this party with people you didn’t really know that well, trying to make a clearly cold and bureaucratic event something cozy and familiar, something… that would remind Christmas somehow.
“We can stay just a little and get out soon. Don’t worry, my love.” He said before you got out from the car.
But “soon” never came. Everytime one of you tried to go for the other, some guest would be faster and drag you to make more useless small talk. You were getting tired, and lowkey frustrated at him, he usually was a master in wrapping things up and leaving politely… what was taking him so long now?
You went to the balcony outside, looking for fresh air. Then you felt a coat being draped over your shoulders.
“It would be really bad if you caught a cold during the holidays.” He said, not looking at you. “It would be my fault since I dragged you to this.”
“You didn’t drag me, I came because I want to spend Christmas with you, doesn’t matter where.”
“Me too… even if the place is not the one I pictured to be with you right now tonight.”
“What did you picture, then?”
“I pictured having dinner, then holding hands as we talk about our traditions for the holidays, the old ones, the ones we intend to create together, looking at the Christmas lights in the town… I’m not one to daydream, but… I suppose that what I was doing while talking to those people back there.  I’m sorry if… nothing of this is the reality right now…”
You chuckle, slipping your hand to hold his.
“We had dinner, we’re holding hands and I see a bunch of lights from here, don’t you?” you chuckle softly. “Jumin Han daydreaming… oh my God… please tell me more about that.”
“I will after we discuss our plans for Christmas next year, I’ll make sure parties like this don’t get in the way of them ever again.”
Saeyoung
He was pacing back and forth, biting his nails and doing his best not to look so agitated, probably failing miserably as you seemed worried about him.
Oh… he knew that look in your face, the same one you would give him back at those days in Rika’s apartment, when you clearly wanted to say something, but couldn’t, afraid of him snapping at you again. Ugh… he never would do things like that to you again, not even now he’s worried about his brother so much.
Saeran wasn’t feeling well, maybe it was the cold day and his health that was still fragile, maybe it was the holidays making him stressful, trigging old memories that would be translated in physical symptoms. He couldn’t take his brother to a regular hospital given his identity being a secret, so he had to call Jumin in a hurry and find a reliable and discreet doctor.
Well, Christmas was always terrible for the Choi brothers, why did he think it would be any different this year? He couldn’t stop thinking this as he waited for a diagnosis outside Saeran’s room. And you right beside him, probably feeling as impotent and scared as him, maybe frustrated for being unable to have the normal and happy Christmas you deserve so much.
“I’m sorry… I promise I’ll give you a gift each day until next Christmas to make it up to you.” He says.
“This doesn’t matter, silly. I just hope Saeran is fine and we get to enjoy what’s left of Christmas all together.”
“You didn’t sign up for all this drama, MC, I’m… I’m really sorry.”
“I didn’t, but I don’t regret it either, don’t you know that?” you hold his face with both your hands, making him look at you. “I love you, Saeyoung.”
“I love you too.” He sighs. “Can you do that thing you did the first Christmas we spent together?”
“What?”
“Telling me Saeran is fine.”
“Of course! Saeran will be fine!”
He smiles, knowing that this time will be true. Unlike that Christmas, he has his brother next to him, and you to always remind him of that, giving him your brightness and warmth, illuminating his life just like those fireworks you two watched together last Christmas.
He is taken aback by the doctor coming out of Saeran’s room. You both look at each other and go to him, giving each other support for whatever he has to say.
“Nothing too alarming, just a small indigestion. But maybe you should call a dentist.” The doctor says bluntly.
“Why?”
“He might have lots of cavity after eating so many candy canes.” You and him sigh in relief, wondering when it will be acceptable to laugh at this situation.
 Jihyun
“I called the tow truck. They will be here soon.” He said, putting his phone back on his pocket.
“Are you sure you’re okay, Jihyun?” you ask him again for the third time.
“Of course I am, darling. Don’t worry about me.”
“How can I not? You seemed so frustrated when the car broke down…”
“Well, who wouldn’t? It’s not an old car, there’s no explanation for this to happen, especially in a day like this, at… such a moment like this…” Oh… there he goes again, and this is clearny not about the car at all.
You tried to believe he was really okay on having dinner with his father this Christmas. The first one after he came back, the first one after Rika and, well… everything. He said he was, but deep down you knew he wasn’t. His unresolved cold tension with his father was the latest link to the Jihyun he was trying to leave behind. He knew that, you knew that he knew.
But he said he was fine. And honestly, you should know better by now that old habits die hard. Most time, when he says he’s fine, it’s because he is, but on this situation? You should know he wasn’t fine at all.
“Are you cold? Come here, I’ll warm you up.” He says, pulling you for a hug and taking you aback.
“What about you? Aren’t you cold?”
“A little. I won’t if you come closer…” he says softly, placing a kiss in your forehead. “This must be a terrible Christmas for you…”
“It’s not that bad… what about you?”
“You keep asking ‘what about you’ quite a lot today, MC…”
“Well, yes, I really want to know what you’re thinking about this.”
“About the car breaking and getting stuck? I don’t like it, of course.”
“Yes, but what about having dinner with your father, Jihyun? You just asked me what I thought about it, but… again, what about you?”
“What about me? Well, I’m just… I don’t know, I’m just…”
It gets quiet in the car, and you just feel his hand holding you tighter.
“I’m scared, MC… and excited.”
“You are?”
“Yes, I’m still a little scared since my father reminds me too much of the past, but well, it’s the past… the present is great, and the future seems greater, so… I’m excited. Is my answer satisfying enough now, darling?”
“Yes, very much.” You say, nuzzling in his neck.
Saeran
You were getting a little anxious, checking the time in your phone and trying to avoid your family’s curious glances. Just imagining one of those meddlesome aunties coming to you with that fake pitiful tone of voice, commenting on how sad it is to be stood up on Christmas makes you clench your fists involuntarily.
Saeran would never do that. No, he would never stood you up, not on Christmas, not on any day. Not in front of your family, not in front of anyone.
To be fair, you told him he didn’t have to participate in your family’s festivities if he didn’t want to, he insisted he would. Come to think of it now, you wonder if he didn’t feel challenged to do so, and realized this was not for him in the last minute. Oh… did you sound like challenging him? Pressuring him? If that’s the case, you should really call him and apologize, reassuring him it’s completely fine if he’s not ready to be surrounded by your family like this.
But he’s not answering the phone, you called before, everything just goes to voicemail. Is he mad? Avoiding you?
“Sorry if I made you feel obligated to come over. Guess I was super excited to have you here for Christmas didn’t even check if that’s what you really wanted. Sorry…” you texted him, putting your phone away to avoid checking if he saw the message, if he was typing, if he saw and just ignored it…
Hum... and to think you imagined having a traditional, almost boring Christmas with him. Exchanging gifts, wearing ugly sweaters, holding hands and sitting on the couch next to the fireplace and just… being happy and normal like he deserves it. But… maybe it’s still too soon to be normal… you just hope he doesn’t think is too soon to be happy…
Feeling gloomy, you just sit on the couch, it’s like the party your family is throwing is happening in a world apart… but then you get pulled back by one of your nephews.
“Auntie MC! Santa is here! Come see!” he grabs your hand and drags you outside, you’re trying to fake a smile and play along with whatever this kid thinks he saw, but… there’s no need to play along, there’s really a sleigh in front of your parents’ house.
And this Santa… seems very familiar, for some reason.
“Ho Ho Ho! Merry Christmas, kiddos! Here, have some presents!” It’s Saeyoung. Oh my God… what is he doing?
You come closer, trying to make him look at you.
“Oh, I don’t have any gifts for you, child. But my helper does!”
You would laugh if you weren’t so shocked by seeing Saeran in an elf costume getting out of the sleigh and coming to you with a gift in his hands.
“What was that text about? I said I was coming over, and I did, right?”
“You… you did! Though… not the way I expected…”
“Yeah, I know… I wanted to make a surprise because you look… r-really cute when you’re surprised… so… I feel pathetic, but I guess it’s worthy if you look that cute… Merry Christmas, MC.”
He says before kissing you, both of you ignoring Saeyoung’s teasing and the kids around the two of you making “Ewwww” noises.
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primiera · 3 years
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honestly i’d be less annoyed it if was somthing i actually wanted, you can’t tell me i;m having something for lunch, put it in then forget about it and act like i’m the one who forgot
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commastudying · 6 years
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What you should put into your pencil case
Hi everyone, it’s Chamee and I’m back with another helpful? post. A pencil case is somthing that is really basic and you probably know what should be in one but hey, you never know! I got this post idea from another studyblr but I forgot the name but credits to him or her!
Pencils! These are one of the most essential things you need in a pencil case. A lot of people use pens but having a pencil is super important. Have more than one pencil at a time and also have a variety of pencils: a normal wooden #2 pencil and a lead pencil. Always keep a pencil becasue your teacher might want only pencils in your work or you might have a scantron for a test that requires only HB2 pencils.
Multi-coloured pens You might need different coloured pens to correct your work. These are the basic colours that you might need: black, blue, red, and sometimes green. There are different kinds of pen types such as gel and ballpoint. Gel pens are smoother but they smudge very easily. Ballpoint pens sometimes feel thick as in the ink might not come out very well. If your a student that doesn’t really care about stationary, use multi coloured pens.
Erasers/white out These are super helpful if you make a mistake either in pen or pencil. I recommend using white out that isn’t in liquid form because that takes a bit of time to dry while the ones that aren’t wet can just be used right after. I recommend erasers that erase very well (obviously). The erasers I use are the Muji one and the Ain one or the tombow art one.
Highlighters Highlighting important sentences or words are super important as a student. Flourescent highlighters can hurt the eyes of some so use pastel highlighters such as mildliners or unipropus window pastel highlighters.
Additional stuff: you might need rulers or compasses or something for math so when that unit comes up, don’t forget to have those! Reblog if you want to add something!
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finnielucy02-blog · 7 years
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Right,sick off all of his drama and anonymous questions this ends here.Me and Lily fell out on the first week of the summer holidays Since then we have not spoke The situation was perfectly fine before you got involved in it, now it's Just escalated into somthing thats ridiculous,I understand that you are just sticking up for you're friend and that's fine but now your just stiring stuff that everyone forgot about. Lily said herself 'I hope we can all forget about it and move on with our lives'
Well it's not my friends asking annons about why I should be nice to u and how you've done nothing wrong so if u want me to stop saying stuff you will have to get whoever is sending the annons to stop because if I think I'm not going to saying anything to them when there saying lily is I'm the wrong u can think again Anna because ur saying I'm brining up the past but I'm not the one sending the anons to myself now am I
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Rough draft to my short film.
Fade in:
 EXT. Driveway- Dusk
GARRET, American mutt, mid 20’s, revels in dark humor, nihilistic commentary, and self-destructive behavior, refuses to cope with pain in a healthy manor, preferring to charge into impulse decisions with reckless abandon. Smalls sparks of his previous “happy” life style are quickly over cast by self-proclaimed pathetic despair. Dark when he doesn’t want to be, desperately wants this chapter to end.
[GARRET is walking up his drive way as he answers a phone call from his friend JOHN asking about the party.]
J: So dude, did you end up hooking up with that girl the other night at the party?
G:What girl? You know I never remember anything from nights like that.
J: That dime piece in the little black dress that was basically eye fucking you all night.
G:yea, not ringing any bells man, I honestly don’t know why you even bother asking my shit like this at this point.
J: Nah, you’d remember her, that girl was like a goddess.
“well im flattered, but goddess seems like a bit much.”
[As GARRET enters his room he see a beautiful girl sitting on his bed]
G: uh John, what exactly did that dime piece look like again?
[JOHN proceed to describe the girl sitting on GARRETS bed perfectly]
G: yeah, I got to go man, somthings popped up.
S:It’s Sam in case you forgot, obviously your little fuckboy friend did.
G: Um, what are you doing in my room?
S: I’m hurt. But if you need a reminder Garret, I’m here to help you end it all.
G: uh huh, ok yup. Look sweetie you got the wrong craigslist ad but it’s all good, I’m sure this shit happens all the time, so just let me get the door for you aanndd…
[as Garret turns around to get to open the door to his bedroom Sam suddenly appears in front of him]
G: woah what the fuck?!
S: You might not remember it but I’m here to help you end aaalll your suffering because you’re the one begging for it.
G: ok, ignoring whatever the hell just happened you’ve still got to have the wrong guy, you’re making it sound like I just wanna blow my brains out and I’m not interested.
S: oh poor baby.You might not be deepthroating the barrel of that little revolver you have buried in your sock drawer, but with the habits you’ve picked up the past few months…you’ve done nothing but cry for help. Just look at the damage you’ve put your body through.
All the drugs…
[Flashback to montage of GARRET doing various drugs]
Taking anything and everything  people offer you just try and pick yourself up out of a whole you dug self into. You start rolling away and dive head first into self-destruction, and for what? When it’s 4am, and your all alone high as kite driving the streets she’s never going to invite back over to vent on her front steps again.
[GARRET has a subtle hint of pure shock on his face, just trying to process details to memories he thought he didn’t have anymore.]
All the drinking…
[Flashback to montage of GARRET binge drinking]
Your poor liver. It’s only been maybe 6 months but I doubt your BAC has come down to a legal limit once has it?
Your friends…or at least the ones you have left must think you’re one of those real cultured hipsters with all you know about liquor.
But we know the truth, don’t we?
The only reason you know so much by now is because nothing works forever.
The rum won’t get you through the day anymore, the whiskey won’t help you sleep, and all your stories with tequila don’t end so cathartic, do they?
So now you just try to forget. By any means you can, you just drink and drink till every night’s a black out and every sunrise has to be met at the bottom of a bottle because alcohol poisoning sounds more appealing than facing your fucking problems.
[GARRET sits down on the bed, now visibly unable to comprehend how someone he thought was a stranger knows so much about him.]
[SAM seductively walks over to the bed, clearly with motive, mounts on top of GARRET and begins to whisper into his ear]
And the women…
[Flashback to montage of GARRET bringing different women back to his bed, like the way SAM is taking GARRET now.]
You can’t fill the void she left in you by filling up every girl with pretty face that smiles your way.
What was your plan?
Was fucking your friends supposed to make you feel better?
Was fucking HER friends supposed to make you feel better?
All the random little trollops you’ve found weren’t going to magically replace her.
But I suppose I can’t blame you, with a dick like that I can’t imagine id do things any differently;)
[GARRET pushes SAM off of him and gets up off the bed to finally confront her]
G: Alright that’s enough! I get it! I’m fucking bastard. And you clearly get that I’m a obvious mess too, so what the hell do you want?
S: I told you baby, I’m here to end all this pain you’ve been feeling.
[SAM’s eyes suddenly turn pitch black]
You see Garret, you swipe right enough on tinder and eventually you run into a girl like me. All I want is fulfill every fantasy you can imagine so that for a night you can forget all about your pain.
G:yea well you sound like a robot on tinder.
S: Perhaps, but I’m the real deal.
G: the real deal comes with a catch, so what is it.
S: No catch here, it’s a win/win.
G: Bullshit.
S: You get to have me; however you want for whole night and then a few days later I end all your pain. Then I move on to the next one, win/win.
G: stop being so vague and just fucking tell me!
[SAM erupts, cracks form around her eyes and mouth, manicured nails transform into talons]
S: I’m here for your soul you ignorant little heathen!
[GARRET now terrified on the floor in front of SAM]
G: Then….the why are we even having this conversation? Why didn’t you just kill me when I walked in?
[SAM now attempting to calm down]
S: Because, your different.
I’ve done this so many times and it always plays out the same way.
I look for the heart broken man, their the easiest prey.
They tell me their sob stories, I brighten their miserable lives for a night, and then I come back a few days later to simply take what they no longer value. Their soul.
And most of the time it’s not hard because they’re usually begging me to come back.
But you, oooohhh you. You’re an anomaly I just can’t get out of my head.
Sure there are men that hurt than you,
but your despair is like an intoxicating cologne I can’t escape.
The regret I taste on you is something I can’t resist.
The air around you is dark but greets me with a warm embrace.
Your pain excites me to no end,
But it’s this faint, awkward little glimmer of hope you don’t let anyone see that really gets me.
You force yourself to suffer with every moment you get to yourself, every time you picture her face.
But you don’t want her back.
G: I just want better for her…
S: But why?!
I can’t count on 1 hand how many women I can thing of who deserve a man like that and yet her you are just throwing it at her every day.
She only showed you compassion when it was convenient,
She was emotionally distant,
She was just using you for sex because, and I quote “You’re the only one who knows how to fuck me right.”
And to top it all off she cheated on you.
G: Yeah, and my emotionally wrecked response to that is really what ended that relationship.
S: A relationship she didn’t deserve!
Look, im supposed to come back here and just suck the life right out of you and move on.
But I want to offer you a deal instead.
Be mine,
Show me the endless passion you’ve shown this girl.
And I’ll help you forget.
The pain is like a scar and it never truly fades but I can make you forget her name,
Let you move on.
[GARRET stands to his feet and lets the choice weigh on him]
G: So all I have to do to keep my life, and spend the rest of eternity fulfilling all my fantasies with a smoking hot demon is let you make me forget her?
S: that’s right, anything you want.
G: well in that case,my answer is…..
No.
[SAM recoils from GARRET’s response]
S: are you fucking insane?!
G: yeah obviously.
S:This isn’t some indie art house short film!
You don’t get some magic award for being the most depressing, self-destructive glass cannon in the room!
G:This is simply who I am, and I’m tired of making decisions based on what other people think I am.
You’ve painted me in a dark and pathetic light But you need to get your fucking fakes straight.
I’m not some broken little play thing that needs to be rescued and fixed.
I may not have made the right choices to cope with my problems but they we’re still MY choices and I CHOOSE to live with them.
So you can take your offer and shove it up your ass.
[SAM licking her lips now]
S: MMmmmm, I would have let you do it had you chosen differently.
[SAM grabs GARRET by the throat, suspending him up against the wall]
What a shame, the good ones always make the worst decisions.
[GARRET smirks, as if somehow, he’s one a battle with his inner demons.  Camera fades to black as SAM’s claws swing toward GARRET’s throat.]
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