#Im venting

[teaboot]

Theoretically I enjoy living with people but unfortunately when you tell people you're a neuroatypical raccoon with twelve ongoing hobbies, completely random work hours, and a series of admittedly unusual lifelong compulsions they tend to hear that and go "oh haha you're trying to be Quirky okay" and then save their ten million questions and concerns for when you can't run away

#Im venting #Sometimes I HAVE TO sleep on the floor #Sometimes I HAVE TO stand on the coffee table #I own a blowtorch because sometimes I NEED TO USE A BLOWTORCH #What kind of lives are yall leading that you just NEVER HAD AN OOPSIE AND SPILLED BEESWAX IN THE KITCHEN #Like what isn't clicking here #'Why do you have a trumpet if you can't play the trumpets because I'm an ADULT #'The leopard is creepy' your FACE is creepy #Objectively I am aware that the way I do things is Not Normal but it's Normal For Me #And so many people demanding REASONS and it's exhaustingggg #I'm autistic I'm bored and I have ten thousand hobbies and a zest for life #If you don't wanna make paper mache body armor at 3pm on a Wednesday just be open about that #But like #I did warn you #I warn EVERYONE so I KNOW I WARNED YOU #*screeching*

[tomcatyowls]

will it kill some of you to read reliably sourced information about TBMC . will it really .

#yowling #in case this isnt clear #IM VENTING #release me from your drama #tbmc #ramcoa

[captain-k8kat]

I'm genuinely very glad that I rarely have anyone ask me out or try to get with me because I don't like explaining that I'm aroace and I don't want to date them and flirting makes me uncomfortable, but also there is this nagging at the back of my mind that's just like "am I really that unapproachable and unappealing that no one would want me?"

#last time someone asked me out was like...4 years ago? #and i handled it very poorly i kinda felt bad for the guy #but last i heard he's gotten married so that's nice #but you know #it is a blessing in desguise that barely anyone want's to date me #tho i still lowkey hate feeling unlovable orz #but whatever it's fine #aroace #aromantic #asexual #im venting #idk if anyone else feels the same way o(-(

[pussyistheforbiddenfruit]

Literally women oppress themselves, they give birth, fuck, breed and befriend their oppressors then complain about he's harming you, like yeah no shit Sherlock.

Are women retarded or something? I swear its seems that way lol

#women's self-oppression #feminism #annoyed #im venting #vent #im tired #obviously not all women especially not the ladies who follow me lol love you all ❤️🙏🏽 #but i swear its like most women are🤦🏽‍♀️

[virtuheaux]

What about me makes everyone fucking ghost me? What kind of energy do I ooze to make everyone keep disappearing like this? What am I doing so wrong?? I don't get it. Is it me?

#this is in general #im venting #maybe even whining a lil #but its so frustrating #why doesnt anyone want to stay in my life #does my aura give negative? #can people feel the things that are wrong within me? #idk #who even cares fr #nothing matters in the long run of it or #whatever #lol

[nimhmistsong]

Guys, I wanna write my own book and I have everything outlined and I just-

Yes, I love my world and characters, but they aren't my blorbos. I don't wanna write this. I WANT TO WRITE MOLLYMAUK HAVING A GOOD TIME!!

IF I COULD GET EVEN A QUARTER AS MUCH WRITING DONE TO MY ACTUAL BOOK AS I DO MY MOLLYMAUK/KINSLEY/LUCIEN FANFICS, ID HAVE A THREE BOOK SERIES BY NOW!!

I know I can write long stories with over arching plots, powerful conversations, and engaging moments. I know cause I do it as a hobby. So why is it failing now that I need to do it? Why can't it seems as good as the fanfic I re-read.

Yes, I re-read my own fanfics cause I made them and they cater to my taste. Who wouldn't?

Either way, I just find myself getting really irritated at myself. Because I know I can sit down and write for 3 days straight. Why can't I do it for the book I am pouring all my hopes and dreams into? Why isn't that occupying my mind in the same way. I've drawn these characters. Filled them out and made them rounded as best I could. I made them from pieces of myself. Shouldn't that make it easier?

#screaming into the void #life is frustrating #i love my blorbos #but sometimes they overpower my ability to do anything else #executive disfuntion is also probably not helping #im venting #nothing serious #book writing

[ri-a-rose]

I think raspberry has worms

#i really need to take her to the vet like fdddddd #im still recovering from being sick a week ago and ushdvjdb ive let a couplee of things build up #i finally cleaned rasp litter boxx after way too long #im just im so tired and ffhfhhfd #it really doesnt help that im a dumbass and stopped taking my pregabalin bc i ran out bc i forget to refill it #every fucking month #i need to do better about that #fnxusnal #tbd #im venting #thats why ive been hit and miss mia the past week #idk if anyone noticed but yeah thats why #ritalks

[gayspacesprinkles]

My work keeps getting my check wrong and AHHHHHHH I wasn't paid for 5 hours and I'm patient because they are small business but fuck man. it's fine it's getting fixed, but why can't we just get a clocking in system instead of old school punch in/out. My last job had it too but I've only ever had one fuck up.

#im venting #venting

[nasiens-mother]

Me voy es a meter un GRRR NO AGUANTO NO AFUDNYO PUCNDHWS ICNE FIJFID E TSU DPOTAS MADRE NE CAEN BIEN MAK SAQUE SE A ALSNEVR VERGA LSIS DIOSD 👹👹👹👹👹👹👹 OJALS SE LES VAYA EL INTERNER IJOS DE SU REGRENDBGATABDS NASFE LOS DIODISI OJAKLAA OJLA Y USSSHHH LES HAGAND UN CLAMZON GIHMO LOS RE AODUO IJOS DE RIMEOIL OTAR O YO WUE SE GURNDHIS PUTIS 👹👹👹

#how do i explain this #JAJSHDHD #im venting #nothing serious tho #:p #arepita lover #yo #ayudame dios #salu2 #my stuff

[bunny-j3st3r]

hm

wanting to express how I've been avoiding something because at the time I felt like I was placed into an unsafe environment and felt like I couldn't be myself and was forced back into hiding myself but not being able to bring it up because the last time I tried to I was in the middle of a paranoia induced breakdown but I still feel like I'm not in the right position to say anything even though it makes me mad

#im venting #im deleting this soon #but I needed to type it

[delugeinacup]

you know the woman in the fridge trope? thats what clint barton is in fanfiction. i dont think ive read a single winterhawk fanfiction that didnt strip and tear down and abuse clint for the benefit of some other character [in this case bucky] to rise above, improve themselves, be given motivation, be the hero and the big strong savior of some sort. thats all that ever happens to him. hes the damsel, hes the injured, the weak, the mess, the "disaster," the one constantly sacrificed for the sake of absolving and building up the other character into something big and good and better and important, always as the cost of clint’s autonomy, health, well being, dignity, self worth, skills and ability and value. so the other one can "build" clint back up and be hailed as the one that saved him and got him through his times of trouble and become the shining star in his life or in the story in general. 

bucky doesnt have to do RIGHT, or be better or have his own character development... clint just has to be damaged and torn down in a way that makes whatever bucky IS already, LOOK better. so he can be the pillar for clint and by virtue of clint being so LOW, bucky is higher. its annoying. and its cliche, and its every single story in this entire fucking tag on tumblr and ao3. not one single one isnt like this. im not sure i can take it anymore. 241 pages of winterhawk fics, and i have not read a SINGLE one [excluding snapshots or kissficlets or pwp] that isnt this exact plot over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. 

[to be clear; ive read every. single. fic. in the winterhawk tag on ao3. 4,800 or so fics. - i filtered out threesomes and fics with other clint pairs and bucky pairs, or when clint/bucky was a past/former/barely there minor side pair. i may have skipped a few things because they were really poorly formatted or poorly written or were just art or bullet points or poems or ideas, but... yeah. all of them. im housebound, have insomnia and a compulsive disorder that drives me, and have NO life, so i have all the time in the world to read, so that’s what i did.]

no other character gets treated this way, that ive seen. and the depiction of clint in fanfiction is not even remotely canonical for him in the comics or movies. i dont get it. do yall not like the canon character at all? why not just make an oc then? if you are just gonna change everything about him except his name and the archery thing and some of the circus backstory, why not just find a different character to use or pair with bucky? maybe youve all been in echo chamber headcanons for so long you forgot who he is?

i guess no one in winterhawk LIKES clint, and just uses him to boost bucky and provide him with ever more glorification and character development - while stripping clint of all the things that make him clint, or plotting for him to lose them so he becomes dependent on bucky anyway. im close to abandoning this fandom entirely, [ooh, im sure youll be devastated if i leave, since im criticizing yall, right?] because the headcannon bullshit of clint being a pathetic tiny talentless incompetent clutzy disaster with no skill to speak of, spending all his time berated and belittled by everyone, only being spoken to in “bantery” insults and outclassed in every conceivable way, while having his marksmanship reduced to ONLY shooting arrows and even so, not up to snuff compared to the main character of the day, and stripping him of ANY and all combat skills, and he also cant speak a complete sentence without stuttering and blushing every other line is just... so fucking exhausting. 

yall dont like clint at all, it seems, cause you reduce and disrespect and emasculate and infantilize him and use him solely as a dickless fuckhole for whoever you pair him with, and pretend hes an unintelligent oblivious idiot and ... god the incompetence thing really irritates me. at best, hes some kind of mascot to your ensemble fics, and is always always shredded and injured and needs to depend on everyone else and in no way is a worthy member of any agency... hes always the slapstick idiot who needs to be compensated for by everyone, and talked down to all the time because hes not good at literally anything. why is this depiction of him so popular?!?!

read the comics, guys. and not just fractions kinda lame take for the sake of glorifying kate.

#winterhawk #clint barton #hawkeye #bucky barnes #winter soldier #wintersoldier #fanfiction #headcanon #fanon #irritation #cliche #dni #i dont care #im venting #i dont care about any of you or your opinions #youve already proven your biases #i dont need biased explanations #my complaining wont change anyhting #and thats fine #people can do and like what they want #but i wanted to read fics about a character i love #and instead i get some stranger with his name that barely resembles the character i enjoy #nothing to be done #people always think they are right and that cant be combatted #discourse

[agent-sapphire]

as a five/viktor duo lover, i was irked when five asked allison if she was okay after viktor punched her like??? five did not say a single thing to defend viktor and im just.....disappointed. 

#IM VENTING #like five u watched allison choke viktor with her power??? #and all he said was ''allison chill out'' and ''how are u doing that?'' LIKE BRO #and allison saying the basement comment??? NO COMMENT ON THAT FIVE??? ok............. #idk man #five/viktor dynamic was butchered so hard #the more i think about the more mad i get #number five #viktor hargreeves #the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy spoiler #tua #tua spoiler #tua spoilers #tua season 3 #tua s3 #text. #my post.

[hunters-trashblog]

My exes new partner deadass misgendered me and said they'd deadname me if they knew what it was

Lmao okay you child

#hunts vents #im venting #hunts stuff #hunts rants #hunts rambles #tw misgendering #tw deadnaming

[soanywayimscreaming]

Nah imagine being Regulus and always being known as “Sirius’ boring brother” or “Sirius’ other brother,” and “Regulus? Who’s that?”

#regulus black #im venting #only being known as the younger sibling and not an actual person #always being last place #always forgotten

[yandereyell]

what do you mean you don’t think about me 24/7? that just doesn’t make any sense babygirl ♡

#male yandere #lovecore #lovesick #yancore #yandere #yandere aesthetic #yandere blog #yandere vent #actually yandere #irl yandere #yandereyell #im venting

[nimhmistsong]

This won't make sense to anyone but the Library of Ruina fandom, but-

FOR FUCKS SAKE PHILIP!! WHY WON'T YOU DIE YOU BLOND BITCH!?! WHY DOES ROUND 3 HAVE 7 STAGES?!?! HOW DARE YOU!!?!

I got to the last stage of the crying children fight. Then only had one librarian left. And he was immobilized because it's ability. At full health, and light, I could have beat it one go. But no- Philip has to be A WHORE!!

#i am feeling salty #I've been robbed by this bastard repeatedly #why won't he die? #please just fucking die #I'M ALREADY NOT GOOD AT THESE KINDS OF GAMES PHILIP YOU'RE NOT HELPING YOU ASS #library of ruina #im venting #forgive me