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nny11writes · 5 years

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How do you think Ahsoka actually felt about her betrayal/departure from the Order? I’m hoping the new season will touch on it, but like is she really sad? Angry? Confused? Like the order is all she’s ever known, she doesn’t know how to live a normal civilian life, it was probably one of the darkest periods of her life. How does one teenager cope with that, on top of everything she has seen as a child soldier?

Anon, you KNOW I’m down to rant/ramble!!!!I think she’s feeling basically ALL the emotions at once. She was betrayed by a friend, someone who she thought and believed would turn to her in times of need because Ahsoka had proven she was trustworthy herself. Someone whose life she saved, someone who she shared a traumatic experience with (which can lead to very tight bonding between people). I think she does feel betrayed to a certain degree by the Order itself. She spent her whole life as a Jedi, it’s all she wanted, it’s all she worked towards, and she believed in them. She is culturally a Jedi, the Order and the Temple /are/ her culture. It’s also her religion, and a faith that while she’s had some ups and downs with, it was something she believed in completely.But if the Order could be so blind and so wrong, could turn so quickly on one of their own, could fail what should have been one of their rising stars (Barriss), and they were /wrong/...because I think that Ahsoka might actually understand Barriss’s logic, not completely agree but she can see it now that it’s been pointed out. Ahsoka has been to a degree a blind follower for her whole life. It took a dear friend betraying her and her family seemingly turning its back on her to shake Ahsoka’s faith. Her faith in the Order, the Jedi, their teachings, and ultimately that became a shake up regarding herself as well.Barriss Offee, BARRISS OFFEE, should never have felt so isolated and scared and hurt and angry and bitter. But the Order did not notice, or did not care, and where a safety net of support should have caught her and helped nothing appeared and Barriss fell.Ahsoka wasn’t there when someone she cared about needed her. She wasn’t even aware. The Order wasn’t aware. I think this is where Ahsoka gets so scared and angry and hurt. She knows that she’s a good person and that the Order is overall a good institution to have. I think she still believes in the Republic and the Jedi Order. But if these horrible things could happen first to Barriss and then to Ahsoka herself, then what else could happen? What else IS happening right now? How many people are suffering like this and no one notices or cares because they are vaunted Jedi and famous Commanders?She’s confused. She doesn’t know what to do about all of this, let alone think or /feel/ about this. Ahsoka barely even knows what happened. I don’t think she knows how to process everything she’s realized/had happen, and I also think that Ahsoka struggles between what she was taught to do in these situations and the feeling that if those same teachings failed so miserably why should she trust them.In the Ahsoka novel we also learn that Ahsoka had a lot of feelings of not being good enough. That realizing she didn’t have to be some prodigy with god like skills and knowledge to still be good and important in her chosen career (mechanics) was an awakening for her.I think she probably feels worthless without her position as a Jedi and a Commander. And when she’s not feeling so depressed and anxious, she probably instead just feels lost and cut adrift.On good days she’s hopeful and determined, ready to do some heavy soul searching and go out and experience the wider galaxy. On bad days she thinks about how leaving was a horrible mistake, and how she “can never go back”. (She can, but I don’t think a teenager who has been so hurt and traumatized, and then left everything she’d ever known to seek a better, healthier life for herself would realize that she could change her mind.)I think no matter what she’s feeling at any given time, even when she’s absolutely overwhelmed by all of them slamming into her at once that she cares about people and wants to help. That’s why she goes vigilante on Coruscant for a while (which I believe we’re going to see some of that and I’m stoked!).And I think that at this time Ahsoka thinks her only worth is as a weapon or a tool.So when this all combines, we get a teenager who is living on the edges of society, without support, without a sense of safety and security. A teen who thinks that the lives of everyone around her are her responsibility to protect. Someone who thinks that she must sacrifice everything for others and without support is burning the candle from both ends. She already has the regular teenage hormonal mood swings but now that comes packed with all the shitty extras from her time as a child soldier, a prisoner, a slave, and more. I think when her hope can’t carry her forward, and her confusion and sadness become too much, that Ahsoka can feel her anger burning hotter and brighter and is scared.Because anger and fear are common in her life now, and that’s the first step to darkness right?So what does she do? She copes unhealthily. Between the anger, the belief that she is a tool/weapon, her feeling like her only true skill set is fighting, and feeling the soul crushing responsibility for everyone she even lays eyes on...Ahsoka goes out and finds trouble to solve. Troubles she can beat back and innocents she can protect and help. It’s not healthy for a child, and a teenager is a child, to go on their own to fight /gangs/ because they don’t know what else to do. I know Star Wars is aimed at kids so the stars are normally pretty young. Teenagers to young adults (kids will “read up” and be invested in the stories of kids their age and older, they rarely “read down” and get as invested in stories about children younger than them. That’s why so many YA protags are in the 15-19 age range.). So one could argue that within the text of the Star Wars universe (and there is a specific term for this that I just can’t remember????), that Ahsoka going forth at roughly 17-19 years old and kicking ass while trying to save the galaxy is totally okay and normal. I mean, Padme Amidala was the ruler of a planet at 14! Jedi Padawans go into combat situations usually starting between 12-15! Ahsoka’s at least older!And like, yeah, true. But also that’s still seriously messed up and the galaxy needs to maybe stop putting so much pressure and responsibility on literal children thanks.The thing about unhealthy coping mechanisms (such as “I’m lost in the galaxy, hurt and alone, and all I know to do is punch people. Guess I gotta go take down ALL ORGANIZED CRIME ON THE PLANET”), is that sometimes it’s the only thing you have. I’m not a trained psychologist, therapist, or counselor. But as someone with mental illness, I know that in the past I used terrible coping mechanisms to deal with the pain and trauma and emotions I had. While I didn’t try to take down the mob with my fists, I think Ahsoka is still doing what so many of us do. Trying to pretend we’re ok, pushing our emotions aside, beating ourselves up and then beating ourselves up for beating ourselves up, and then looking for distraction. For me that was video games and alcohol, for Ahsoka it was kicking dudes in the face for the greater good.I think that during this period of time, this is really all Ahsoka has. And while it was not a healthy way to deal with it, it was better than not doing anything at all. I think that as she did this, Ahsoka also began to reconcile some of her feelings and thoughts to her new world. I think Ahsoka came to realize that she still had worth as a person even if she wasn’t a Jedi and even if she wasn’t perfect. I think Ahsoka slowly learned during this period that she didn’t /have/ to be anything in particular. That making mistakes and being afraid are normal. That anger is by itself not unhealthy or bad for you. I think Ahsoka was going through a synthesis of sorts where she learned to trust herself first, and then reaffirmed her faith in the Force. Between having faith in herself and having her personal faith/religion back, Ahsoka became more confident. She learned how to pick apart her thoughts and feelings much better. She began to trust some of her teachings and I think that helped her heal a bit in regards to the Order.I think one of the under appreciated tragedies in Ahsoka’s life is that she was /healing/. She wasn’t just surviving, she was starting to thrive and truly grow into herself as a young adult. I think Ahsoka was on track to get her life going in the best direction possible.And then Order 66 happened.And Ahsoka lost everything again, but this time she had no choice in the matter. This time she had the guilt of wondering if she should have spent more time with everyone before they died. Now she can’t openly be who she truly is. I think that’s why Ahsoka is probably literally depressed at the start of the Ahsoka novel. She had just found her mooring, she’d finally charted a path by the stars, and she was ready to open herself up again- and it was not only ripped away horrifically but then the trauma just continued on and on. Each news broadcast boasting about the Jedi that Lord Vader wiped out this week reopening the wound. Every time she sees a stormtrooper, every Imperial uniform that she was once so proud to see is a fresh trauma.This time Ahsoka has no way to process anything, she doesn’t even get to develop a coping mechanism at all. Ahsoka is forced into survival mode constantly. And so she shuts down emotionally and that’s where we find her at the start of the novel.Basically: I AM PUMPED AND TERRIFIED AND REALLY, REALLY UNDER PREPARED TO HAVE STAR WARS DESTROY MY SOUL WHEN I GET TO WATCH AHSOKA STRUGGLE AND FAIL AND TRY AND WORK AND FINALLY SUCCEED KNOWING THAT IT’S GOING TO CRASH DOWN AROUND HER IN A MILLION FINE SHARDS OF GLASS.

#star wars #star wars the clone wars #Ahsoka Tano #headcanon #headcanons #meta?#JUST SHOOT ME NOW DAVE #GET IT OVER ASHLEY #Y'ALL KNOW I'M GONNA DIE OF A CASE OF TOO MANY FEELINGS #Ahsoka's had a shitty life honestly #I like her so much because she's come out of all of that bs #and she's still trying to help people #and she's still working to make the galaxy a better place #I just love her so much y'all #long post #rant #ramble #Anonymous

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kitkatwinchester · 2 years

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Stranger Things Season 4 Vol. 1

Okay okay.

I've reblogged SO MUCH, but now it's my turn.

This season is my new favorite season BY FAR. It's just SO well done and there are SO many things to love about it and I CAN'T WAIT for Volume II!!

I have so many thoughts and so many random babbles and it will not be in any sort of consecutive order but y'all are just gonna have to deal because I binged it all at once and I just feel the need to babble nonsensically for a second. (Side note: who gave this season the right to be THIS scary?? I swear to God...)

Also in case it isn't already obvious...

MAJOR SPOILER WARNING IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE NEW SEASON YET!

Anyways here we go.

I did not think it was possible for me to love Steve Harrington any more than I already did, and yet, here we are, my heart literally about to burst for this man (I seriously cannot believe there was ever a time when I hated him what was wrong with me??). Aside from Steve just genuinely being an amazing, kind, caring, bada*s human being that I would die for in an instant, his relationships with all of his friends just SENDS me, okay?? Steve and Robin? "Best Platonic duo with a capital P." YES!! OMG YES!! They just have each other's backs so much and help each other so much and are there for each other so much and I love EVERYTHING about their relationship and I just CAN'T. The looks during Tammy Thompson's singing, all of the pointed looks about their respective crushes, all of the pointed looks at each other in GENERAL because they just KNOW each other...I just CAN'T! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! Also, like, the comparison between Nancy and Robin vs Steve and Robin is so beautiful because obviously Nancy and Robin got to know each other and quickly did become friends (absolutely LOVE the power duo these two queens are becoming, btw), but just, at first seeing just how absolutely wonderfully supportive Steve is of Robin and her ENTIRE personality in comparison to Nancy being annoyed with her at first just SENT me and I was just dying. ALSO ALSO, the fact that Steve had so many opportunities to explain that Robin was a lesbian just to make his own explanations easier and yet WOULD NOT OUT HER literally makes him the best friend ever and I just love this man so much. His relationship with Dustin?? Still SO on point and SO beautiful and I love them both so much. I just love how their relationship has developed over the seasons and they are still one of my favorite duos on the whole show. I mean, Eddie literally being jealous of Steve because Dustin admires him so much? And Steve's little smile at hearing him say that?? SEND HELP I'M HYPERVENTILATING! (Also side note, Steve and Robin and Dustin will forever be my power trio and I will never be over it thank you very much.)

Keeping that in mind, I absolutely cannot get over the fact that, like, Steve and Robin and Dustin are such good friends that they, like, NEVER fight. Like, obviously they tease each other and stuff, but when they go too far (the teeth punching thing) they quickly talk it out and apologize and make up and I just...I LOVE THEM. There is SO much in-fighting in so many other groupings in this show and it's always so refreshing to see such true and beautiful loyalty coming from that trio and I love it and adore it with everything I have. Also also, Steve continuing to be the literal best babysitter and continuing to complain about it and yet absolutely reveling in it at the same time is the cutest freaking thing ever and I just love him. "Always the babysitter" YES STEVE! IT'S WHAT YOU'RE GOOD AT BABY AND YOU KNOW YOU LOVE IT!! <3 <3 <3 Keeping on the Steve Harrington love...Stancy?? Is that you I see?? 'Cause I'm honestly here for it. I was happy for Nancy and Jonathan because it made sense in the situation, but I was ALWAYS a Stancy shipper, and I kind of always wanted them to get back together. I just don't feel like Jonathan and Nancy are right for each other in the way that Steve and Nancy are--Jonathan and Nancy were really just brought together by shared trauma and that just doesn't work for me. So yes, I am ALL here for it. That said, I have also seen several theories where people have shared that they think Steve might ultimately reject Nancy and see that he really needs to move on from the pining he's been doing all this time and that that would complete his character development and honestly, I'd be here for that too. I just want my mans to be happy, okay? Whatever it takes, I support him. <3 That said, I am VERY concerned for all the pain my boy went through in the Upside Down, and when he said the thing about stuff in his lungs?? Not good. I am concerned. People on this hell site are saying they think Steve's gonna die, and all I'm saying is, NO HE WILL NOT! NO NO NO NO NO! IF I BELIEVE IT WON'T HAPPEN, IT WON'T HAPPEN GODDAM*IT! I WANT MY MANS TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING WITH HIS LOVELY LITTLE FOUND FAMILY AND ALL OF HIS CHILDREN AND FIND A GIRL AND JUST LIVE HIS LIFE GOSH DARNAT!! YOU BETTER NOT KILL HIM!! (Also side note, Nancy and Robin immediately running to his aid when he almost fell over in the Upside Down and each of them helping in their own special way I just....help my heart burst again.)

Okay okay. I'll try to organize this to some degree, so keeping on the topic of characters, this show's ability to change my opinions of people is absolutely INSANE and I am still living for it (seriously--how could I have EVER hated Steve?). Like, absolutely hated Karen and Billy for the longest time, but loved and respected them both by the end of Season 3 (which, side note to that--absolutely loving the fact that all the parents came together knowing full well that their kids weren't murderers, but also, they picked a really awkward time to actually be worried about said kids' whereabouts lol). That said, I have SO many mixed feelings about Sam Owens and Martin Brenner that I don't even know what do with myself. I kind of love them both, I think?? But, like, I hate their methods?? But, like, their methods worked?? Also, like, Dr. Brenner is clearly still a shady dude, but, like, he also clearly cared about the kids and I don't know what to do with that information?? Also, like, Sam Owens clearly cares about Eleven, but he still manipulated her and put her into a situation that tortured her and I just...UGH! So many mixed feelings about those two men and I want to like them but I want to hate them but I don't really want to do either and just...UGH. 001/Peter/Henry/Vecna/?? Same idea. I REALLY didn't trust him from the second we met him, but also, he was REALLY nice to El, but also, it felt very manipulative, but also, he's evil, but also, he saved her life, but also...I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE I JUST DON'T TRUST ANYBODY EXCEPT OUR CONFIRMED GOOD GUYS (AKA PARTY MEMBERS) OKAY?! (Also I know some of y'all were saying that you felt like the ending was too predictable but, like, I don't think it was supposed to be as big of a twist as a lot of people are acting like it was. Plus, just because you figured it out right before they told you doesn't mean it wasn't a twist lol. It just means they effectively managed to put all of the pieces in place for you. That said, I sincerely doubt ANY of you figured out that Peter was also Henry, 'cause that would be pure psychic ability in my opinion lol.) With THAT said, absolutely loved the attempt at showing Eleven (I still can't decide if I should call her El or Eleven or Jane help what do I do?? XD) having a dark side that was then completely demolished by what actually happened. I loved all the themes of dark versus light and anger/sadness/fear versus goodness (very Star Wars and Harry Potter dark side versus light side vibes) that all still inevitably led to El being a genuinely amazing superhero who only wants to do good in this world. I just love that we keep seeing elements of her backstory that just continue to prove that she is wonderful and I am HERE FOR IT. <3

Okay, all of that out of the way, new characters! Argyle was an absolute beauty from minute one and I am so glad that Jonathan finally found a friend to confide in and help him let loose. He needed that so badly and Argyle is literally the best. <3 Eddie gave me bad vibes at first and then immediately became an absolute dope and sweetheart and I loved him for that. I am so glad he isn't dead. So did Enzo, and then he quickly became a beloved character and I was so worried he was gonna die and I'm glad he didn't. As an opposite, Yuri gave me very fun and silly vibes and I loved him and then he betrayed us, so f him. Also, Jason gave me very sweet and good vibes and now I just want him to go the f away. Like, I know he's grieving. I know he's traumatized. I get it. But, like, chill the f out dude. Go away. No one likes you. That said, as someone who has had a lot of bad experiences with sports and sports teams, I was very impressed with how caring the basketball team actually was, and how much they actually supported each other. That's the upside to sports when it works out that way, and I feel like you don't actually get to see it that much. Also, I felt so bad for Chrissy and Fred. And Patrick. This whole season's plot line gave me very strong Supernatural vibes from the Bloody Mary episode (iykyk), and it just made me so sad for every single one of them. That said, my stepmom has a theory that the reason Patrick got taken is because his secret guilt was that he and Chrissy got together and Chrissy was pregnant with HIS baby, not Jason's--hence, guilt. I could totally see that, and I hope they confirm something like that.

All of that said, Lucas is such an amazing, underrated character and I love him for it. Watching him be on the fence about what side he was on hurt at first, and it was actually making me mad at him, but I absolutely ADORED the fact that the second his friends were in legitimate danger, there was no question who he was gonna believe, and he was all in with his friends (even though they abandoned him at the game, and as happy as I was to see Erica be in his place and see both sides respectively win--D&D and basketball--it hurt that they didn't get to see Lucas take the winning shot). ALSO! This man's support of Max I CANNOT. She broke up with him to pull away and be as distant as possible and the WHOLE TIME he was like "nah, this isn't right", but he STILL gave her the space she needed until he absolutely knew he could not anymore and then he finally knocked some sense into her and that's what eventually pulled her out (don't worry, I'll get there) and I just...not enough people stan Lucas. Stan Lucas. He is a wonderful human being and deserves all the love and attention. Thank you for your service, Lucas.

Also, very last thing: Suzie. I know we didn't get much of her, but GOD I love her. Absolutely loved that we got to see her chaotic family of little geniuses. Absolutely LOVED that she and Dustin are still together, and that she broke all of her moral codes to not only raise his grade, but to inevitably help save the world again under the guise that it was for him. I just love her and I think she and Dustin are perfect for each other and it's beautiful.

Also also (I know I said last thing, leave me alone), I do want to give a special shout-out to Erica, who is still sassy as all heck in all the best ways and covered for Lucas for so long and then hopped right into the fray like it was nothing when it was time to save the world again and I just love her okay?

Okay okay. Now more on character relationships. First, small thing: absolutely LOVING the Byers family dynamics. I ADORE protective brother Will Byers. The faces he makes when El is in trouble, and the way he literally sympathy-cried with her after the bullying and did everything he could to try to protect her and help her--I have a sibling thing and I CAN'T, okay? Also, Jonathan and Will just always calling themselves her brothers and Joyce always calling herself El's mom and saying she has three kids I just...we really didn't get a lot of that dynamic because it all split off so quickly and we just didn't get a lot of the Cali family in general because they couldn't do much and as much as I loved every piece we got, I would totally love to see more of it. <3 <3 Anyways, speaking of Joyce... Joyce and Murray and Hopper and Yuri and Enzo and EVERYTHING that came with that oh my GOD! Joyce and Murray are such a power duo I CANNOT! Their sass with each other and yet amazing planning skills are just SO good. They balance each other so well and it's such a fun, yet productive and forward thinking relationship and I LOVE it. Also, Murray, you black belt in karate--I love you sir. Hopper and Enzo? Similar vibe, but for different reasons. Like, honestly, seeing the way their relationship developed throughout with Enzo trying to help him and then Hopper helping Enzo and then the two of them helping each other and just having each other's backs was so good and I absolutely loved it. Also, loved how close they got so quickly. Another situation of trauma bringing people together, but this time in just the right way. Hopper opening up about his daughter was so depressing, but also made so much sense, and it segued nicely into Enzo talking about his own son and god I really hope those two stay friends because I loved it. (Also can we just talk about Jim Hopper continuing to be the biggest bada*s ever and just kicking a bunch of Russian a*ses and blowing up their shed and literally BREAKING HIS FEET and still running through miles of snow and successfully pilfering fire materials to take on the demogorgon and never backing down even when there was a thought he was gonna give up like I just--) Anyways... THAT JOYCE AND HOPPER REUNION WAS SO LONG OVERDUE OMG WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS CRYING I JUST-- I want more, but I don't even NEED more, because it was done SO well just in that few minutes! Like, the shock on their faces, then Joyce just shifting to relief and just diving into him and Hopper not really believing it right away and then finally assessing that Joyce IS IN FACT in front of him and is OKAY and they are TOGETHER AGAIN and then just the RELIEF and the SMILE and I just OMG I'M CRYING AGAIN HELP! I can't WAIT to see his reunion with El. (Oh, by the way, side note? Angela had it coming. F*ck her.)

Okay okay. I think that's a good majority of my characterization stuff. I do have one more big thing (I wonder what it could be...), but I'm saving that for the end.

Okay. Cinematography. Dude. Look. I KNOW the cinematography was good. The cinematography has ALWAYS been good. But, like, the TRANSITIONS man. I just CAN'T with this show. The transitions from the upside down to the real world and back, like, especially when they were all riding the bikes?? OMG! SO GOOD! And I KNOW a lot of people are talking about it, but I have to say it again--"Dear Billy"? That was a MASTERPIECE on SOOOOO many levels. Cinematically, musically, storywise (don't worry, I'll hit both of those things too). It was just SO good. I continue to praise this show on its visuals, and Season 4 just upped the ante even more and I love them for that.

Okay okay, speaking of "Dear Billy".... Music being the connection back to life? Memories of friendship and love being the key to your escape? OH MY GOD I CAN'T! As a future music teacher whose goal in life is literally to be able to help students connect with themselves and their emotions through music, that spoke to me on such a personal level. And as someone who values friendship as highly as I do, the support from her friends being part of what was able to bring her back and help her escape, even when she had pushed them away for so long just had my heart going BONKERS. That whole sequence was SO beautiful and SOOO well done. Everything with Max's character in that episode was so good, with the letters--specifically her letter to Billy--, the support from her friends, her talk with Lucas, everything. The visuals. The music. Her positive memories and which ones stuck out to her the most, her running to her friends as they desperately called for her and the way they all just CLUNG to her when she came back. AHHHHHH!! I'M SCREAMING!!! IT WAS SO GOOD!!! I CANNOT EVEN EXPRESS IN WORDS HOW BEAUTIFUL IT WAS!!! (Also as a side note to that, the sound editing and music in this season was also particularly good and I KNOW they did that on purpose with the themes they had created and I am HERE for it.)

Okay okay. Last small thing before I get into my other major thing. Absolutely LOVED the Easter eggs, references, and homages. My stepmom and I agreed that, with Season 3, some of the references felt very gimicky and fanservice-y, but with this season, it was never in your face, and they were often VERY subtle and tied in perfectly. There were so many homages to classic horror movies (The Nightmare on Elm Street, Alien, Silence of the Lambs), INCLUDING the LITERAL Freddie Krueger playing Victor Creel. How cool is that?? Also, the 80s nostalgia didn't feel as in your face. Rather, it was much more subtle and hinted at throughout, to the point where we were often looking things up to make sure we were catching the references correctly, and that was honestly such a fun thing to have and see.

Okay. Here it comes. The moment you've all been waiting for (well, some of you)...

If you watched that season and STILL don't think Will Byers is pining for his best friend, I'm sorry, but you're wrong.

Everyone has a right to their opinion, obviously. But yours is wrong. Sorry not sorry. XD XD

Kidding. Kidding.

But in all seriousness, WHEN DO WE GET THE CONFESSION?! WHEN DO WE GET IT?!

You cannot, CANNOT tell me that between:

"Crazy together." "It's not my fault you don't like girls." The ENTIRE kindergarten speech in Season 2. "He doesn't deserve that." THE SECRET PAINTING. "Sometimes I think it’s just scary to open up like that, to say how you really feel. Especially to people you care about the most. because what if they don’t like the truth?” (and, of course...) "*tender, emotional music playing*"

Will is not in love with Mike.

You can't. I'm sorry. The evidence is against you, and you are wrong.

Now, does Mike reciprocate? That is the big question, isn't it?

Some people say yes, because he's never told El he loves her. I disagree. I think Mike DOES love El, a lot, but his love language is different than hers. He has a LOT of ways of showing he cares--he just struggles to express his feelings out loud, and I think that's totally reasonable and totally okay. It's something he's been struggling with since day one, and it's something he'll HOPEFULLY learn to get better at by the end of the show. THAT SAID, does this mean a part of him could not also love Will? Not necessarily. I'm sure at some point in time, and maybe even potentially still, there IS a part of him that has loved Will on a deeper level, and I mostly say this because Finn and several other cast members have hinted at it in the press for Season 4. But here's the thing. I think Mike is very much stuck on the idea that Will is his best friend and nothing more, and that El is his girlfriend and always should be. I think, initially, I wanted to read the awkward hug as him maybe developing feelings, but after Mike explained it the way he did, about missing him and not knowing how to handle it, it made sense. Mike is really bad at dealing with and expressing his emotions, and unfortunately, Will gets the short end of that a lot, as does El, to be honest. In any case, I think his closed-minded thinking about the whole thing will get in the way. Does it leave the door open for him to learn and grow and maybe understand how he truly feels about both of them more in the future? Yes. Do I think it's officially gonna happen? No. What I DO think is gonna happen, and what I HOPE TO GOD happens, is Will finally confessing to Mike how he feels. There is a part of me that still firmly believes that Mike already knows that Will is gay (I'm just saying it at this point, I don't care if they've canonically confirmed it or not. He is. How can he not be?). How else would we get the "It's not my fault you don't like girls" line and the visceral reaction from Will that came with it? That's a MOMENT, because it's a moment where Mike revealed Will's biggest secret and used it against him. At least, that's my theory. That said, let's assume that, for some reason, Mike doesn't really know for sure. Either way, we are BOUND to get a coming out/confession scene from Will sometime in the near future. There is WAY too much set-up for them not to, and if they don't, I'm going to be VERY upset, and I'm not usually one to get upset about a lack of queer follow-through in a show, but this one would bother me. Why? Again: Too. Much. Set-Up. Like I said above, between several of the lines they've exchanged, the way the two of them interact, and just the general way that Will constantly stares at Mike and clearly puts him above anyone else, he is pining HARD, and he NEEDS to tell Mike, and I REALLY think he's working his way up to telling him. More importantly, I REALLY think the painting is a painting of Mike. It HAS to be. Why else would it be SO important for him to keep it on him? Why else is it so important that it stays a secret? Because the first person he wants to see it, is Mike, because it HAS to be a part of Will admitting his feelings.

Now, all of that said, I think it's VERY likely that Will is going to admit his feelings and get rejected, OR, that Will being who he is, is going to admit his feelings knowing full well that Mike is in love with someone else and be okay with that, but simply wanting to tell Mike the truth. And honestly, I'm okay with that. I know a lot of people aren't, but as much as I love Byler, I do love the Mileven relationship too, and I think, ultimately, Will is going to be happy having told Mike the truth, whether they end up together or not. And honestly, as long as I get my gay confession--because he is at the VERY least gay (I suppose he could be bisexual or pansexual or something, but he's NOT straight, I can tell you that much) and I will not back down from that argument, no matter how hard anyone tries--I'll be happy.

That said, please note you will be seeing ALL of the Byler content coming up now, because if I thought Season TWO confirmed Will's feelings, I had another thing coming. XD

Alright alright. I think I'm officially done, and I think that was the gist of everything I had to say. I know I missed a LOT, because there is a LOT to unpack with that season, but seriously, this was BY FAR my favorite. The character relationships were SOOO beautifully done and SOOO well developed, and my heart was constantly being torn apart and burst and torn apart and burst over and over again in all the best ways and I LOVED it!! Do I love that it ended on a cliffhanger? No. Was I expecting it to end on much worse? Yes. So I'll totally take what we got. That said, you better believe I am counting down the days until Volume II comes out, and until then, I'll be re-watching as much as I can, because this season was seriously INCREDIBLE, and my emotions are THROUGH the roof, both good and bad.

Thank you, Duffer Brothers. I'm excited to see what comes next.

P.S. One more shout-out for Steve Harrington, just because I'm hoping if I send enough love his way, they won't decide to kill him off.

P.P.S. Was the Watergate just a reason for Joe Keery to be shirtless? Possibly. Am I mad about it? Not in the slightest. <3 <3

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Hello there ! Is it possible to request for a scenario with your one liner challenge ? "This smirk of yours will be the death of me..." + Gahyeon (I melt each time I see Gahyeon smirk ah ah ah) Thank you for doing this, if it's not the case, I apologize to have bothered you. Have a nice day/night ! I also apologize for my bad english.

(No need to apologize, anon! It isn't any bother unless my request box states that it is closed and I get a request. Also I know many people will appreciate this because I happen to know a few Gahyeon simps who are also weak to her smirk... I'm not gonna call names, y'all know yourselves.)

You weren't sure what to expect when you decided to bring Gahyeon out on an arcade date. As far as you imagined, it was going to be a nice day out where the both of you could enjoy yourselves and maybe snag home a few stuffed prizes. How were you supposed to know that Gahyeon gets riled up easily and get competitive when it came to games?

As much as you could, you stuck to playing in her team but alas when it came to certain games, you couldn't say no to her puppy eyes and pouts so you reluctantly play as her opponent. Long story short, you stood little chance in those games as the sparkle in her eyes gets brighter and her smile grew wider each time she won against you. With such cheerful laughter, how could you not join in with her happiness?

Only when the two of you have finally came to the table air hockey machine did you crack a smirk of your own while you rolled your sleeves up. The both of you went through many rounds, Gahyeon was finally happy that you had a game that you could put up a fight with, and you occasionally won a few rounds against her. Time flew by as the both of you scanned your card again and again, hogging the table, and only when the machine beeped, signaling to you that you had insufficient credits left in the card did both of your smiles die down a little.

“Last round, winner takes all?”

At once, Gahyeon’s smirk returns at full force and you could feel the way your heart warmed with such a simple gesture from her. “I’ll win, and you know it.”

As she readies herself, all you could do was stare and silently murmur out, “This smirk of yours will be the death of me... “ before the loud announcer blasting ‘SCORE!” as the red words capitalized appeared on the screen above on your side of the table broke you from your thoughts. Looking back over at Gaheyon and the way she grinned, you stared at her in amusement. “I wasn’t ready yet!”

Sticking a tongue out to mock you slightly, she shrugged. “Well too bad, I don’t give chances.” Huffing as you picked up the puck and laid it on the table, you narrowed your eyes with a pout.

“It’s on then.”

#dreamcatcher imagines #dreamcatcher reactions #one liner challenge #gahyeon imagines #gahyeon scenarios #gahyeon x reader

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Hi bitches, and other asks: a request and some cultural advice for those looking to relocate to Europe given the impending shitshow stateside. You all have my deepest sympathy. I don't envy y'all.

Firstly, please could you stop using the term "Asylum" for "relocation to Europe because I don't like the state of the US."

There's two very different reasons for this: Firstly, while I absolutely know that some of you are in real shitty situations, asylum has a pretty specific meaning and conflating "the US is not living up to the standards of a functional modern democracy and institutionally homophobic" (true!) with "my country is locked in the middle of a brutal proxy war, the US military dropped cluster bombs on my home, and it's a capital offence to be gay" is a bit of a shitty thing to do.

Secondly, and simply, because you won't get it. Not a single EU country will grant you Asylum. We're (wrongly, IMO) finding reasons to turn away the Afghanis and the Yemenis. Whatever *our* thoughts on the merits of your case, you just don't have a gnats chance in hell. So if you're looking for *asylum* resources you're gonna bark yourselves up the wrong tree. Wrong playbook, sweetie.

So how *do* you come over? Glad you asked. Look for Schengen work visa requirements, look for countries that allow student immigration to study and specifically ones that allow you to stay and find a job afterwards, look for shortage occupations in your chosen country (which usually come with more relaxed requirements) and build your skillsets around them, learn the national language and learn it well. Research which countries offer a the most realistic path to citizenship for you once you live there and work on meeting every single one of those requirements (as a general guide, most European countries are 5-7 years of residency plus culture and language tests). Like it or not, Europe will treat you as an economic migrant. So goddamnit be one that they can't say no to.

As for citizenship by descent - there's about 7 EU countries that offer it, plus Spain for descendents of Spanish Sephardic Jews. Each country has different rules, so check each one. As another general guide, you're going to likely need at minimum a grandparent born on their soil.

And lastly, a few social tips: If you're gonna go down this route, please, please be respectful. I say this mostly for your own ability to make friends in Europe rather than gatekeeping, because depending on how you go about this is gonna depend whether you get here and you're welcomed, or whether you're another goddamn yank coming over here, shouting their mouth off and thinking she's European (it doesn't matter if you're Texas born and bred, you're a yank to us - hey I didn't say we weren't ignorant too 😉). Nothing, nothing pisses off a European faster than an American whose grandma once drank a glass of whisky while singing auld lang syne saying "Hey, I'm scotch just like you!". Honey, you're American. (and that's okay!) No one in Europe care about your hypenated Americanisms and on the whole we find it a really weird cultural phenomenon (not meant to sound harsh! Just meant as a cultural explainer). So however excited you are about discovering your grandda came over from Co. Mayo, get used to embracing the fact that, to us, you're American. American-American. So live it! You'll make loads of friends if you take a slightly self-depricatory approach to your country, share weird things America does and generally accept in advance that Europe - as far as the Europeans are concerned at least - is just better in every way and there's no point fighting it. Americans who act (mostly) like Europeans are really pretty welcome over here and you will likely get showered with praise for how you're "not like other Americans". (I apologise for this in advance. It's cringe. I know.)

All in all, be respectful, learn, and don't treat people's cultures as objects. Europeans can get VERY defensive. Americans (and other europeans) who pick up second citizenships for economic reasons rather than cultural reasons are often kinda frowned upon by the residents of that country, so don't go shouting to strangers about how you obtained citizenship to run away from America - people don't appreciate their citizenship being considered transactional or a cape to be worn when it's useful. Many European countries have laws requiring renouncing any and all previous citizenships upon taking theirs for exactly that reason.

All that shit aside - good luck. None of this is meant to scare you, but hopefully to give you a good grounding of how to approach this socially as well as practically. And of course, Europe is a wide and diverse place. All this is generalisations, but you will find pockets and places where this is different as surely as you'll find die hard trumpers in the most liberal 'burbs of California. Hey, we even have a few over here. Do what I say, not what I do: no one likes someone who generalises all Europeans with the same brush - there's a world of different cultures and traditions and it's a myriad of places - one of which I hope makes you feel very welcome. Good luck getting out, kiddo. You're gonna be fine.

I have nothing to add. This is such wonderfully kind and nuanced advice. We’re so glad you wrote in to share!

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whimsically-ominously-auspice · 4 years

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So why APD of Albuquerque you're not trying this?

I fucking posted it every night of releasing human trafficking victims

So why when it comes to the same fucking issue in the streets under the flag of Black Lives Matter you're all with batons and forcing and hitting people to do what you say like you're a slave owner yourself, Albuquerque Police Department?

"We need to be aware"

No youre getting PISSED off. You're tense and youre intimidated and afraid FURTHER MORE: you're all in one line and NO ONE IS WATCHING YOUR BACKS. So you comply with these fucking ass hole rules, meanwhile someone comes around and stabs you in the neck and you die. A handful of (I'm not gonna write what kind but I know exactly what kind) skillfully and expertly stabbed into your neck. By the time you realize what happened to the first cop 7 more are bleeding out. And you all die.

Now if you're engaging the people at the rally with dance of healthy mind and feelings. You're moving around and spinning and eyes are every where

Then you have good morale.

Cheer. Happiness.

We did this with the NYPD and we always won. Why? NYPD forbid their officers to get on the ground. Or bend more than waist height or go beyond a sqauat they were NOT allowed to touch the ground with their knees or any other body part but one hand to help stabilize.

And we had to have a barrier of at least 9 feet between the police and us.

In some areas we had to use traffic cones and square off the officers so that we would tell others not to enter their private space.

Sometimes street people wanted to dance WITH the police.

So we had to make another area next to the police. But we used a rectangle.

Sometimes officers took off their gun belts and danced with people. They locked the equipment in their cop cars.

12 - 15 times cops were assaulted. We ourselves found them and took them back to receive their punishment or sometimes in the occurrences it was white supremacy (12 times) we verified that who was the dancer to the crowd and offended officer and we took them to an area trash was the next day and we killed them in an alley by a gun shot without a silencer on the pistol them dumped the body in a dumpster the next day to be taken to a landfill. In the case of human traffickers we took them in my van and dumped their dead body on the street right in front of the human traffickers in the street looking to get a girl or child. And we went horn blaring and honking all the way down the road. I would tiny ass jump down and scream "NO! YOU KNOW WHAT?! YOU KNOW WHAT!?!" walk down to the back of the van and open the doors where the body would be dumped out, pushed by Frenchie or another helper and i would scream as loud as i could and it would echo "FUCK YOU!!!" Then i would climb into the back of the van and back up to the driver seat because i would lock the door when i got down and i would peel out tires screeching and horn honking.

They knew me. I made sure.

Fuck with a little girl my size. See WHAT happens.

And we didn't tell NYPD. We just assured them those people would not be seen again. They kinda didn't like to be protected by me. A little girl. They didn't know who i was.

I didn't say "hi! Im CIA let's work together!"

I had the adults get the NYPD to me.

And i said "im the one organizating the dance off. I want to know what are the rules and how can,er help each other be noticed in the streets cooperating with each other? I mean like do you want hugs at the end or because you have guns and you don't want us to take them?" And I made a finger gun and pointed it away from them towards Brooklyn and said "pew! Pew!"

I had girls from the dance classes there on the military base called Governors Island where the NYPD were welcome and allowed on with CIA and military police escorts.

I said "here on the island the police are our family ane we want to introduce that concept into the streets, my city and yours. To create a bond of love"

I used my hands and made them speak, clapping them together and taking them apart one shaking and saying "power" and the other responding "no mine" and "instead coming together with love"

And made my hands "hug each other again"

That was our end. That was our safety hug. We all clasped our hands together at the end and bowed to one another.

We all won. Because love wins.

And NYPD got GOOD. Unfortunately it was 30 years ago and they're all off the jobs.

So, now Tree will prove truth and produce us a video to be seen.

The cops ended the riots. With love and promises that all lives matter. And they promised with all their hearts to make sure their jobs were done and done right.

So yeah they thought i was just a regular ordinary child with big bright ideas because of Michael Jordan's influence. He did help. His fights with Pippen. Scotty was so nervous and he noticed that at parties in Chicago, and every where Scotty Pippen was best dancing. So, they took it to work after some fighting.

"No! Teach Michael to dance and he can teach you to play ball!"

"I already know how to play ball"

I went up to him and dribbled to his right then left an imaginary ball and swoosh I hit the ball in all net

"No. You. Don't Mr Scotty Pippen. Now show me a dance move"

"No this is How i play ball." He bent at the waist and dribbled, tucked it in, like a football, looked lest then right then swoosh, "that's my ball not like you and Michael Jordan you to show offs"

"Show me" so I tried to mimic ignoring Michael's heys. And he picked me up like an egg and said "now you swoosh" I did And jumped out his arms in a full jump shot. "Don't i do that? Hey! Pippen!"

"Some but that's because you're a hot shot"

"No I'm a hot shot!" I did a combo of their dribbling like Charles did. And Pippen always took the ball from him. And i sat next to Pippen on the couch after Michael stole the imaginary ball. "A hot shot is a needle full of bad dope"

"Well he used to be until you changed him"

Michael Jordan was forced to blush.

"And so but what I was thinking since y'all roll together, then you two can create a dance together that is not only beautiful to us as were watching but confusing to the other team. And all we need to do is maximumize your rhythm together"

"Man i was just telling her you were the best dancer out there and i wish i could dance better like you"

"That's why I always follow you on the court. I even asked coach to place me next to you because you are the best on the court. And i thought we could be friends but i guess that didn't work out" he wanted to hide his tears and crushed dreams. And reached for his coat "ah man i gotta go"

I grabbed him. Coat and all. "Today can be the day that is the start of a beautiful friendship. Please show us the dance. Please try"

"And hey the way I see it no one on the opposing team's will expect it and we will win more. So we will do better as a team. What's the way you put it. There's no eye in team" interested Michael.

"No eye in team. There's eyes! You need at least two to make a team. Two eyes on one head don't make a team. That's just one person. One I. So you need at least two heads of the skull type"

"Alright ill try it. But this is a small space here"

"And so it is when you got hundreds of people coming after you and that ball"

"Oh there isn't that many"

"Michael says that what it feel like so he think of the ball as his family he has to protect from kidnappers."

"Oh you, too man? I was talking to a few of the other players... And they're in the same boat"

We are all in the "same boat" this is one Earth. One race of people. The Human Race.

And everyone needs to act like it.

No one is better than another person. Only different.

Which is why the dance off has always been perfect.

...... ....... ..... ..... .....

That said i am still eradicating those whom refuse to show that regardless of where they come from. Earth or another planet, without the true skill of humanity, they will be eradicated. They have had thousands of years to learn. And i over all blame the problems in the world on them that cannot accept the world the way it was when we were all born the first time. Because that is what being a human is. Not being a GODDAM babysitter and involuntary prisoner. Whle some scum try to figure out how to force me in love with them while using hate. As if I've never loved them. I could be standing there loving them and they don't know because they do not know what love is. Jesse. There's a fine line between love and hate. And you crossed it to many times.

....

Everyone else:

Learn to get along

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survivorkomnata · 5 years

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Episode #1: "I'm ready to punch a bitch." - Timmy

I swear to god... If y'all cast any of my enemies I'm gonna DIE. I need a chance to STRIVE AND NOT DIE.

Omg getting in the game feels soo amazing, like I have said I have not played in sooo long so i feel this will be the ultimate test for my capabilities, the good thig is that not many people know each other so that’s good. My idea for the first day is just to talk to everyone see where they are if they know anyone etc etc. This is just veery exciting!

Feeling good about my tribe, most people have actually talked which is a big plus. Getting good vibes from Shea, and Miguel, and Federico a bit. If Alyssa is the Alyssa I know she’ll be fun to work with too. Still though, early days on the Kato beach. First challenge is kind of annoying though as some of the items are ??? But I’ve done some videos and I’ll try and do more.

WOOO the game has started!! I'm excited for the most part except.... THERES TOO MANY TUMBLR FACES HERE. I wanted an entirely new slate and a whole new cast for me but I guess that's a rip! I know Alyssa, StephenW, Zach, Timmy, Jess, and TJ!

I think that the idol system is definitely cute!! And I want to get an idol so yeah!

I think I'm hitting it off pretty well with Zach (He's probably good with peeps tbh), and Liam (Even though I confused his intro with Daniel's)

The challenge is a scavenger hunt aka my least favorite challenge so thanks, I hate it!!

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I can already tell that this is going to be an interesting season just based on the people that I already know coming into the game. I'm happy that on my tribe I already know Tim, Jess, and Zach so that should be good for me for at least the first few rounds. I don't really want to stick with the people I already know though because that's boring. I'm happy Alyssa is on the other tribe and not my tribe right now because I have no intention on working with her because people love doing whatever she says in orgs and I'm not here for it. If we get onto a tribe together or both make it to merge, she is my target and I won't be quiet about it. Might as well focus on my own tribe for now though. Besides the 3 mentioned before, I have only spoken to Karthik who seems alright so that's good. Only issue is that he's like 10.5 hours ahead timewise so that's going to be interesting. I still need to talk to the others but all in good time.

hie girlies this is my first confessional of the SEASON! as always, i'll just give a typical analysis of each person on my tribe, how i vibe with them, etc. i'll also throw in some random pieces of info i guess woo. this is finna be long btw.

jess - she's a likeable queen but she has a big tendency to leave me on read. i think this is either her thinking i'm boring but i'm not sure. ik in TS guyana she was criticized at FTC for being lacklustre in responding so i'm hoping it's just that opposed to something on my behalf. she's really cool tho!! karthik - karthik is short in response sometimes but never leaves our convo on read, which i respect. he seems to know that i won embb9 + am 'really liked' in the community.. he rlly is delusional huh? jk ASKGDS he's great tho. i know my friends like him and he can be a great player so i'm anticipating working with him hopefully. stephen - stephen is a king too. he's someone that probably would know some of my game ig but... who knows. he's relevant in EM. our conversations have been fun and i'm really hoping to get close to him because he seems chill. timmy - i know timmy from tumblr. currently he's not that great socially but i do like him and we have a long ass snapchat streak. there are a few tumblrs in this game but afaik i don't have any bad blood with him so i'm def planning on roping him in. the most recent thing is he backdoored my mom's duo in his last org AKSGLDSG so... stan list. daniel - daniel knows me from a past org that i put no effort into, which i think is fine because i really only made it far since my duo/partner dragged me. i'mma play up a perception with him, but he is really cool as of now. i am SOOO worried that i did something bad or mean in that game and he's going 2 haunt me LOL. tim - tim is the person i've connected with most. he's really chill, actively messages me back, and is just fun and flirty. we've already talked about him and his potential boy, our favourite cereals and overall eating. i know him from tumblr too, but vaguely, but i was apart of the 'evil friendgroup' whereas he was on the other, 'nice friendgroup', but i'm hoping that has minimal impact if any. liam - liam is fine. i know him from FB but we've never interacted. he knows i played egypt so... if that's his perception of me.. i'm FLYING. he's really nice though + is a fellow canadian, so i'm hoping to get close to him. woo!! ally - saving the best for last. ally is really nice and i do like her a lot. she is sweet and like... we're great pals ?? ASGKDSG jk idk. we played a game together where i immunity ran final 6 onwards and voted her out twice (f4/3) and it left a bitterish taste in her mouth (but rightfully so for how i handled it). we are friends but i'm scared that she aint finna let me far. idk. i want her out soon bc she could do damage but i'd also be 10000% down to work with her again this game. WOOO idk. love u ally.

so that's the cast assessment. as for other stuff... well... the games fun. i hope some peoples lack of activity is just my paranoia rather than them hating me, because i don't want to come off as aggressive or anything, and in fact, i want to tone it down slightly this game AKSGDSGL. some dynamics/(matt please forgive me)meta this game include: alyssa / jess - a loyal duo in TS guyana. tim / stephen /// timmy - all tumblr girlies. not sure how close they are. i think stephen/tim were part of the 'nice friendgroup' on tumblr iirc. ally / fede - obvious friends, they literally FLIRT in the public VL (jokingly i imagine). they're both nice tho so maybe i make it a trio?? daniel / tj - rlly good friends i think. they're both zwooper kiddos and i think i played with both in that one zwooper game i played, not sure tho. will do research. miguel / liam / shea - idk how close they are but they are all FB-ish people so... i imagine they may have some thing. ally / karthik - i think

there's prob more but that's it for now. i'm not going to focus my game on that meta ^ whatsoever. i just need 2 keep in mind who's with who and who has some friends from before. idk. just a good mental note type thing. every game is a new slate tho so i'm not holding any preconceived notions abt them.

i really love everyone on my tribe thus far. can't wait till i become a bitch tho... i hope dat dont happen AKGLDSG

So, I'm really happy to be here. This is my 3rd or 4th time applying so I feel ready and excited to play! I was super happy to see Alyssa on my tribe as we get along super duper well. I like my tribe overall.

This first challenge has me a bit nervous. I started my new job today and they didn't give me a very long break for the hours I worked and my ankle and knee are really acting up (I broke my ankle in like 2014 and my knee in 2016 and they still hurt a lot sometimes). I'm worried because I'm not sure if I'm going to be physically able to like dance around and do crazy stuff like that. It sucks that the first challenge is something I can't physically.

I'm just hoping even if I don't do the best in the challenge that I can kind of make some strong social ties so I'm not the first one out if we lose. I feel really good about Alyssa, Luke, and Jake right now. My strategy is always just to be in everyones good graces. If nobody wants me out, I won't leave, that's the goal.

I was finally able to get part of my submissions from my challenge submitted and I plan on doing more tomorrow. I have been speaking with most of my tribe mates and I'm liking them a lot. I did get a bit of a late start so I'm worried some alliances might have formed but, it's all part of the game. I have good relations with Shea and Jake and I hope to further relations with Miguel and Federico so I have some solid foundations to work with and so I can hopefully have some numbers in case we go to tribal. I'm also proud of myself for going on camera multiple times for the video portion of the challenge as it was something I would have never considered doing in past orgs I have played.

I'm not the best with confessionals, but I'll try my best! I'm quite enjoying these people so far, and I've really connected well with Zach, Jess, Ally, Karthik and Tim. That being said, I don't wanna really worry about allies just yet, winning is the first priority.

So me and the tribe are getting along pretty well! The challenge is going ok so far but I still want to try and win! It seems as if we lose its Karthik.. but who knows!! Its time for fun pals and gals.

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Talking with Luke about not wanting to go to tribal first but I’m low key channeling Aubrey and would love to solidify an alliance as early as possible, which tribals help with.

I'm sad that we lost although I expected to lose and I'm actually quite glad that Karthik got sent to the basement. This means they are safe without me having to campaign for them. The person with the 2nd lowest score, Timmy, should be on the chopping block to my knowledge. I'm lowkey ok with this bc he doesnt contribute much to convos…

Ahh this game has been amazing for me so far! We won the immunity challenge so I won’t have to vote anyone out! I have made genuine connections with many people in the tribe and I got kind of separate deals with, Stephen, Federico, Shea and Luke so I think they have my back. I have also talked a lot with TJ and Jake but no deal or alliance have been made with them. But as a group I don’t have like a group of allies yet just 1 on 1 alliances. In case we lose I would try to vote out either Isaac or Alyssa.

First day is over, and I can't be more relieved. I love the fact that I cannot be the first voted out, and even more, I love that I feel as if I've made some good connections so far. I really think Alyssa and I will be able to work well together. Yes, we have some stuff to work out from before, but I want it to work out such that we can work together throughout this game. I really like Federico and LH, and I'm hoping things stay this way for the time being. I'd like to keep winning, but when that time comes that we lose, I need to be ready.

Okay. Buckle up bitches. It's story time

Just kidding..

So far I'm trying to connect with every single person individually.

Being put on a tribe with the guy who I literally got out in another game less than a month ago is a mood.... I'm working EXTRA HARD on making sure Tim likes me and trusts me. I'm going to use the fact that I'm a loyal a$$ bitch here and hope he thinks I would ride to him to the end (Honestly I probably would. I LOVE TIM).

Other than Tim the other people I'm vibing with so far are my two Canadian QUEENS: Zach and Aly. Aly seems like she can pop-off at any second but so far she seems like someone I can work with going forward. Zach on the other hand needs to STOP BRINGING UP GUYANA. For some reason he's praising me which NORMALLY I'D LOVE because I don't think the words: Jess, Praise, and Guyana have ever been said....but he's putting a target on my back.

Other than my Canucks... I really like Stephen but he's intro SCARES ME. He seems like he's going to cause some chaos down the line...

Everyone else has spoken maybe about 30 words total to me? so yikes.

TOODLES XOXOXO

Well we just lost the challenge ;( I’m hinestlg not feeling too safe at the moment. I was one of the lower scoring players on the tribe, and the lowest was sent to the basement. Right now I feel like a sitting duck. But on the bright side, I think I made a decent connection with Zach and Timmy. So I’m just gonna talk around find out a vote. If it’s not me yay! If it is, then I’ll just have to somehow fight my way through it :p

Woooo first confessional!! I'm liking the start of this game, and I've decided to take it a bit lighter than past games. I'm here to have fun. This doesn't mean I'm not ready to strategize, but maybe the lighter tone will help me not fall under the same mistakes I always make.

I'm getting closer to Miguel and Shea, which is bad if you consider they were the lowest scores in the challenge... They better start getting more involved in this!!!

The fireplace is on. The tea is warm. I'm getting cozy, and I'm not gonna move any time soon…

So I've gotten a chance to talk with most of the people on my tribe. Right now, my closest ally is probably Karth. We have an established history of working well together, and right now, were searching for the idol together. I'm also pretty close with Ally and Zach, and trying to get closer with Jess, though I can't tell if she thinks I'm too gamebotty or not. Ally, Zach, and Jess also seem to have some kind of relationship with each other. Idk if it's an alliance but it's something. In light of this, I'm going to be trying to get closer with Tim, Dan and Liam. I think Tim and Liam know Jess though so that might be a hurdle I need to deal with. Someone I've left out of this discussion is Timmy. I've talked with every voter so far except Dan, and they all seem okay with letting him go. There's always paranoia that they're all just playing me, but I really doubt it is gonna be the case here. My biggest worry now is what position I'll end up in if we keep losing challenges.

HELLO. Okay so we won the Selfie Scavenger Hunt which is GOOD. Someone I don’t know got sent to isolation for the other tribe but that’s fine. TJ and I were kind of on the same page of sending Jess to keep her safe which is good that we are!! She’ll be fine though because she did the best in the selfie scavenger hunt, unsurprisingly. Haven’t really talked game with anyone besides TJ because there’s hasn’t yet been a need to, but I’ve been having personal conversations with most of my tribe! Isaac just messaged me today which I think is the last one. But yeah! Things are going okay! Woo!

So me and Jess are officially aligned! I shared my idol grid with her and we talked about our tribemates. I really haven't connected with everyone but I have at least talked to them. It appears as if the vote will be Timmy unless someone magically pulls out the idol and plays it on him or the vote somehow flips on to someone else. The scary part is that Timmy is being quiet asf.... and I have no idea what is up his sleeve. The basement twist is gonna be really scary next round if we lose and someone can be sent back to the basement twice in a row…

omg hii.. i love my tribe so far tbh!!! i feel close to zach, karth, stephen, jess, and liam. i feel like i’m in an okay spot. i feel a lil weird about playing with a couple of these ppl again - zach and i played in ts and he killed me in 3rd and won the game, and i played with stephen in embb4 and as, i got him out in embb4 and he got me out in all stars lol.... i’m hoping no past game beef comes into play but we’ll see! i’m voting timmy out this tribal, he hasn’t said a word to me so... Shrug Emoji. hopefully everything goes according 2 plan ! i’m glad karth was “exiled” cuz i think he would’ve been a target and i don’t want that. i’ll do a more in depth and full cast analysis l8r~

Oh Timmy.. I want to keep you safe but I also want to take out any possible people Alyssa can work with in the future... you made the mistake of telling me you brought her into the ORG world jkjk. Sorry <3

ON THE REAL THOUGH.... I can't stick my neck out for someone on DAY 3. If the tribe wants Timmy's neck I gotta help deliver it. I just wish he was more SOCIAL because he would def be someone I would like to work with <3

I came into this game, saw Shea, and had an absolute fucking breakdown djdhdjdj. Like who am I? I need to get it together and push in the challenges because I didn’t help with the first one at all because seeing Shea just did something to me? Like? I’m going to try to put more effort in moving forward but right now I feel like Aubry in Kaoh Rong when she had that attack, hopefully I can recover as well as she did.

Why is Daniel trying so hard to save Timmy akdjsjs. Just... let him go in peace plz... also I'm Timmy starting to talk to people for the 1st time since the day of the vote..

I'm ready to punch a bitch. I have no idea what is happening with this tribal and I just hope it's not me. I keep hearing about the "majority" and people want to vote with the "majority" but nobody is saying who it is and what it is just that they don't want to be the one to say a name. So I'm being forced to say Liam because that's easier than Stephen even though Stephen was the one saying my name, but honestly it is what it is, I haven't spoken to Liam so I don't care that much. I just don't get why people play if they're just going to hide behind someone else because that's so stupid, like just play for you. I'm not just saying that because they're going against me, but like where has Liam been and also Stephen is the most vocal right now and he is going to be a problem later on, I can already tell.

Timmy is voted out 6-2.

#episode #escapenow

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"Will i bus or keep you guessing?" Smalls rented 19 charter buses holding roughly 230 people each.

"Walk out" then get on a bus to be transported to a hidden meth lab underground. To make poisonous gases to poison me and other innocent victims.

But I was the Target the CIA tells me.

"Cause bitches like you are bad for my health"

"Dropping bombs on your moms"

"Doing foul crime"

So had the Amazon workers -- over 4000 of them decided not to be kidnapped to make poisonous gases they would been beaten and raped until killed. Both men and women.

No food nor water. Beaten and raped until death.

If I were evil I would say you deserved it for being stupid.

But i can't say that in good conscience. Because if they refuse then it is in essence to protect my life. Or just to defend their own.

In all my factories i have CIA and FBI undercover. Any police agency wishing to work undercover is allowed.

At least 2 CIA agents were going to go and called in back up. Which means trained assassins would have infiltrated the buses and went along for the ride.

All you have to do is drive to the location and park a car and mix in with the crowd.

In these cases in 15 minutes a CIA agent can get back dated work badge filled with false information on their record. 9 had gotten badges before this morning. On one team. There were 7 teams. An extra 700 unidentified non listed to walk out "workers"

So this could had been handled exclusively and the public would Never had known.

So they go in and about 1 day of looking around and seeing what is what. Preventing abuse and so on.

Or they would prevent boarding and done something different. We prefer the experience of stupidity. When you make the wrong choices you can see it in your face.

So start thinking for yourself.

Another 75 vehicles were in position to follow these Charter buses for their safety while on board. In case of a motor vehicle accident. Crazy driving. Any random shit. And of course eye witness verified location.

My bust since I took over... The charter bus was able to give location of destination. And previous history of his use.

I prevented harm and lectured harshly. But my lecture is real life.

And now instead of using time to help the stupid.

They are now risking their lives to save people already in serious and grave danger. Innocent people.

9 times he's gotten away with it. Which means every time Smalls kidnapped the undercover CIA didn't request back up. They thought they could handle ot themselves. They are probably dead.

Teamwork. The CIA. Y'all call back up. Every fucking time. That is why i post shit. If i post and y'all read it makes more danger sometimes.

But there's already danger that is too much because the danger i alert knows to back down. If i don't alert they will attack who is helping.

So, it can provoke them but they know strict punishment will occur.

But if i announce any CIA not busy will lock on at least 61% lock on every single time i post an issue.

This continues their training. Compassion. Competition. Sympathy and understanding their way may not be the only simplified way of doing things.

And makes them aware If back up is needed.

Locally 85% will prepare to duty. Dressing. Eating. Having coffee. Staying awake. Fueling their cars. Doing chores they put off. Watering animals early.

It can be days before they return home.

34% auto walks out. And applies for duty. Which means they go And find out what the fuck to do to help. Find critical situations. Apply their skill.

Which means 50% is on back up. We never send them all out. If we have to we began servicing areas nearby. Taking only 1/3 leaving the remaining 2/3 to prepare for their communities.

And at that point the military is on its way or already there.

The military is on Staten Island and Long Island Sound.

14000 victims. Will return home today or to a safe community housing development where the military are also under Quarentine.

So today is a good day.

Because ONE undercover agent called in back up

Only one in the entire factory of 10,000 people. Because he felt fear. Fear exists to warn.

So he listened. And he has saved nearly 20,000 people.

It shouldn't be a miracle. But it is.

It shouldn't be a miracle not solely because it never happened But because MORE should called in back up.

What if the first time they called for backup?

No one from Staten Island Amazon would been kidnapped.

So it's the 9th time. And finally a MIRACLE OCCURS.

We HAVE to call it a MIRACLE and not Just Another Day On The Job. And that is so bad.

I'm not about yelling or disciplining those who failed. Your minds do it your selves.

Those that thought they were good enough and strong enough. "I been in Vietnam" "i been in Iraq"

Baby it don't matter. It don't matter to anyone. Not especially evil.

I can tell you why i hide. Because it's easier to fight. If people don't know who i am. They Don't fight as hard. When they find out who I am or i have something planned for eradication. I am attacked. By 20 and 30 people. In my mind. Esp. Metaphysical violence because of muscle memory allows them to punch me in the face and i can feel It.

I consider myself lucky because it is only metaphysical. But i am constantly attacked. Today I had 12 attacking me and contradicting what i say to fuck up my mind.

There are times i need to call for help.

And it's just in my head.

Being in a bunker situation alone. I know for a fact as a regular human i would die.

Even if i fought

This is why i posted directions on how to attack and kill in certain kidnapping situations.

Because it's impossible to do alone.

We need Team Work.

Its a world we're saving baby. A whole world.

No one can do it alone. Its been proven.

United We Stand. Divided we fall.

I never really honestly loved this statement.

Made me think of the British red coats. They always stood in one line formation. In lines and rows and rows of people. They all died.

Americans who did not fight that way won.

Divided in Unity we Prevail.

I wrote about the golf course in Mississippi. The whole town kidnapped. Alex and i had to physically without weapons fight. I never finished the story.

I used sexual indecency to lure then hid while Alex killed. We were divided. We were unified in the objective.

I knew what he had to do. He had to kill. He couldn't allow me to get hurt. He's always afraid of that. Its s weakness that divided us in a way that can cause failure.

Except i know how to protect him. Lure them to me..

Easiest trick in the book and that is what those Fallen CIA agents attempted to do. But they didn't have back up. No one knew they needed to be saved.

We had 7 other people that knew where we were. We had a plan to lock up in the cashier area where limited golf balls and golf clubs were and fight in a shelter if necessary until our back up arrived

Alex had no back up when he went bike riding. Trust me he's sick. The radioactive Radon is in his lungs and his body is rejecting it as best as it can.

He's lucky I felt the calling to relook at that picture I merely glanced at in a disapproving manner and took the time to care about the man I love although he's on my last nerve.

It was many hours later. Too many in fact. But at least it wasn't days.

You need back up. That is how we are created!

There is nothing I can do about that. To eradicate soulmates means you will become out of control evil and hate others and make them your slaves.

Planets Zulululu and Xion did just that. That is why there is a problem with them!

I fixed their planets. I decided to punish them because as I did here i lectured them. Immensely. And they hurt our precious people. So indefinitely i am opposed to their existence here on Eaerth. Of any alien life. I don't care if it's s drawn cartoon. I don't want it.

Joe Cool is gonna die in those educational cartons just so you know.

Charlie Brown. Linus. Lucy. They're all gonna die. We will keep our old treasured cartoons but we will create cartoons where their death occurs. It is revealed that Lucy is a mind controlling bitch who needs her face punched in. Linus is an abused kid that finally cracks and kills his parents.

And even in this Linus and Charlie Brown team up to kill Lucy.

Call for backup.

Alert your DNA4U Friends List.

Don't do life alone!

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This case will be going to the grand jury

Okay

So what a grand jury does is determine via a jury panel of 12 or the local dictated amount, sometimes it is different -- in a closed private setting, if there is enough evidence for a probable cause to arrest the people for the crimes

Now I am told by Tree that this man whom was murdered was kidnapping for human trafficking and that is why he was killed.

Now I'm all about being anti racial crimes and modern lynching due to skin color

However SMS will show what he had done just hours before to these men. Where they all had been and what led up to the death of this man.

This is in February. I said and I said we would kill human traffickers.

This is a result of that statement

I wish it wasn't a black man. I do. I love black people all day long but we can't control what they do or do not do.

Due to the racial profiling and the claims that black are arrested unfairly we do have a higher rate of white people to do these killings.

This is to protect black people.

Killing one black kidnapper saves thousands and millions of African Kings, Queens, Princesses and Princes that will trust a black man to not kidnap them.

So I hope you do understand and I hope that the truth is shown and the truth is understood and justice is preserved in the grand jury

Had it been a group of black men killing one black guy it would been looked over as a gang thing. And ee don't want that either

So this video was purposely leaked to allow us to explain the choice of skin color that we use -- predominantly white (light) to protect Mexicans (Latino, Hispanic, Spanish) and African Americans

Because of white privilege.

It was expected and yet not hoped that this gossip would have happened. It shows the extreme damage in our communities.

And while this entire article is hurtful (and untrue) it does represent what police do.

I couldn't read all the words, they were so painful. Here we are trying all we can to protect innocent African-American and Latinx and still the screaming of indecency is arisen.

And yet we all still see the point. The Civil War was so long gone, no one who fought in it is still living. Yet daily it is still fought.

While y'all are not following instinct extremely close...

Y'all do recognize he was murdered ... He was murdered jogging ... And he was murdered for who he was ... But he was simply not just black. He was also a human trafficker.

Yes, my friends and my foes, black human traffic, too. Just like they deal drugs. Its "good" money meaning it is a lot.

I don't think I've called out a black person yet and this is the first. Just because I hadn't said didn't mean it ain't true

I've called out white people only. One girl and many men. Yet the Chinese and Asians have been attacked but I hadn't singled out one single Asian. Only white men (at that time it had began in Connecticut)

Yes yes yes Mexicans, Blacks, Whites, Native Americans they all human traffic

Native Americans are notorious for human trafficking. Y'all did not know that but they are. Agent Orange is 39% Native American. "Well they did it to us"

So you know it fucking hurts and you don't do it to other people, ass holes. But no. It makes them feel justified and right. They're not. They're shameful.

So this article is full of gossip and untrue words strung together to create bull shit.

I wish it was 3 innocent and good black man on one white kidnapper.... However the facts remain it was one African American Kidnapper that used people for humam trafficking

I am incorrect -- I have called out two African American Women for human trafficking --- Oprah Winfrey and Gayle King.

But this is the first male.

I also posted a video of actors that were all 100% human trafficking. And some were African American.

Now im going to tell you about Zulululu because of the high deaths of African Americans in this COVID crisis

Zulululu kill humans and then they take over their bodies. Okay.

So Zulululu are racist and ass holes. They are rapists. They have no respect for women. They male chauvinist pigs. They're disgusting.

So unfortunately I do believe that the Zulululu (and the other 3 planets as well) have already killed these Africans and then took over their bodies.

They did it to Michael Jackson. Alex Laughlin when he was Gaberial. Matt Hagan was my twin brother and he's been taken over by the alien in the film "White Boy Rick" that was Rick. He killed himself in jail to kill my brother to take over his body...

It makes me very sad. I want to cry.

Denise was killed and taken over by an alien. So the Zulululu uses my aunt's actual human body. Same with Nathaniel.

So it is very horrific.

So this huge amount of African Americans dying... Im sorry y'all but they ain't African Americans, baby. They ain't. Baby. They been dead a long time. And I am so sorry, i truly am.

That is why we have DNA4U. It dignifies your actual child or mom or aunt or uncle as alien or not. As human souls or some alien mouth breathing fool.

It is why all human bodies have COVID-19.

Because if you, my sista, get killed by an alien then the antibody "melts" caused by the alien soul and baby girl you ain't gotta be dead watching your body walk around no more. It's gonna die. And it's gonna die bad and it's gonna suffer. And you getta watch that alien panic.

So as soon as they alien soul enters the COVID activation occurs, your soul removing the antibody with you. Or thinking the body keeps it then the alien melts it. However you wanna look at it. IDC. However it occurs, idc. However its mutated in each individual idc. The mother fuckers ain't doing this shit no more.

So baby. Yeah. Y'all African American do have a 29% higher rate of Alien body take overs than the rest of the races. Next is Asian. Then Scottish, German, French, Polish, Swedish then general White from Europe.

Unfortunately they been trying to find me. Not knowing where i will pop up next, they infiltrate places I've been and have made a good life for myself.

Egypt, Outer Mongolia, Scottland as Queen Anne in the 1600s, I've been Joan of Arc, Cleopatra y'all know... So fucking many!

And they keep trying to find me to mate with me. But I can't. I can only produce children with my soulmate. Just like every other single human. Just like DNA4U proves.

Just like Zulululu can't even have children.

I can only mate with my soulmate

And it fucking kills me because they killed zillions and more than zillion of Chinese babies looking for me. And I never was born in China again. Because it was too dangerous.

I was never born in Africa again, it was too dangerous.

I was born in Detroit.. I was born in small town Alabama in a trailer park.

I was born in San Francisco. In London. In France. I've lived poor. Rich. Moderate. I've hidden quite successfully.

And yet... They destroy my people even still ...

So enter COVID 19 which is destroying my healthcare workers with PTSD. Because I don't get a chance to explain

Because the aliens keep getting in my way. Alex Laughlin. A fake Brian. Agent Orange. Eric Trump is always breathing down my neck. Denise. Nathaniel.

Its so fucking annoying.

And in my daily fights and struggles, my people are hurting.

So finally, a man with two stumps for legs because he deals with too many aliens for his nurse care, live in, and his soulmate is in jail for weed trafficking. I've known him off and on for 20 years. He posts a real human that is upset. I can see shes human. I just wanna hug her and take away all her pain. And Joey he says he just wants one miracle. He got it.

Finally the air cleared and I was able to break out and activate the healthcare substitute website and the mental health website especially for nurses and doctors to give them military training on acceptance of death which they get paid to learn. To encourage them to keep on trying. Keep reading, keep watching videos and keep caring about themselves and their mental health care.

For some it won't work. For some it just won't penetrate their brain. They can't hear it yet, they're not ready. But it will absorb if they let it. Each little particle of information that absorbs into their soul is just like that woman said -- it let's them be that one that is there for them because no one else is.

She's so beautiful. I mean shes pretty. She ain't painful to look at. But her words i just got goose bumps. Her beauty, "i wanna quit, but then they ain't got no one but me"

Girl. Y'all. I tell you. Every day. That's me.

I quit hundreds of times. "I fucking quit!! Fuck y'all!" Two days later I'm back at it. I can't stop.

Its that Orphan in me. It's that Queen in me, that Goddess of Earth.

At any rate. We're gonna stop this shit.

Racism. Its gonna stop.

Unfortunately COVID deaths of African Americans will not stop.

We have tried everything. Tricking a switch. "Okay alien just jump out and let her back in her body because she forgot something in there and she needs to get it" next thing we know its another car wreck and girl is dead and kicked out.

Exorcisms.

The Exorcist. That Horror film. All real.

We have tried it all m

And that is why we are in this horrific mess.

Luckily we got all kinds of shit planned!! Surprises around every corner and we are gonna get this done

We're gonna save Humanity, Ecology and the Earth itself.

We are gonna kill the souls of those from those four planets. Now it's gonna take time and its not gonns be fun.

But i got lawyers for the people that have been beat by cops finally assigned today! Yay!.

More than half of the 18,000 cops that are beating people for no reason have been killed today. Thank God for that and Tree of course and the snipers, Thank you.

And so this man in this article, unfortunately was ordered to die by me.

He was ordered to be killed by white people.

I don't want black men or Latino to be imprisoned for serving justice. White privilege is real.

All four planets for whatever reason decided to torture and bully and pick on African Americans.

Maybe because I'm white now... But i have to be white.. It's too dangerous to be black. Come on.. Yeah I used to black as Hell. But shit, a girl cant even walk down the street without being raped. Black girls are raped 4 times more than white. Asian girls are raped 6 times more often. 6 times! And they been killing most of them!!! So you know you gotta count that like every single Asian girl has been raped at least once.

They don't have it easy y'all! Stop picking on them!!!

Any way So there is a racial thing to the COVID but it's definitely not a human thing that is targeting them.

Y'all. Our African have already been killed and aliens are just walking around in their bodies.

So y'all don't cry no more.

Be mad.

Realize what's going on.

Alright so im telling you our families are dead and murdered.

Solution? Yes there is, in time.

We will ghost them back to life, creating bodies out of thin air for their spirits, their souls that exist.

Okay so i remember Alex Laughlin as Gaberial.... But Gaberial is Hispanic... And Alex looks French. So when the alien does take over it alters the physical characteristics of the original body.... But only slightly...

So some will request a dramatic overhaul of their appearance....

Okay say... Like Denise.... If Denise the real one looks too similar to the alien compound.... And we all hate her... Its simple to change the way she looks so that we don't ever see the old alien Denise when we look at the real Denise.

So she's been gone over 30 years..,

Gaberial 20

So its just like the changes that someone would make while growing up or growing old -- that is the way we look at it.

So i remember Gaberial as he was... And so he will change as he was only about 13 when his body was overtaken... So easy for him to have a new grown up self. Also same as easy to have him as original.

It all depends on the person and who did the alien take over and all that complicated stuff

So they analyze the complicated and we make it simple for compression of the new or old face.

And we allow it a choice and we say it is and it is respected and the person is loved.

Because that is humanity.

Again i apologize for the pain due to racism. The article does spell out the past and current situation especially with cops Here lately.

I was and still am totally with the Eric, "i can't Breathe" movement which ended in murder..

And that is why i am so angry.

But again. Please understand the justification of this killing and the reason we are using white privilege is to protect those that do not have white privilege.

We seize the opportunity. We don't make the opportunity. We use it.

Do please forgive me for doing so. I am only trying to protect the few good ones we have left because we all love you and we need you all safe!

I don't want yall in jail for a second for trying to save the world.

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The curve flattened I'm told due to evaporation.

Evaporation is allowed to occur when 3 or more people in one house have COVID-19 and give consent to immediate travel to their home place -- some aliens prefer not to call it a planet but it is

So when they are diagnosed they are sent home in NY state including NYC. And so it's made s remarkable difference in numbers.

The evaporation numbers are electronically recorded live in a databank

So dead bodies to dinosaurs and handle that nasty drama or evaporation and hands free and clean.

And as a doctor or nurse, "you are diagnosed with COVID-19. You will have an adventurous future. Please go home and enjoy your ride. Here's two prescriptions to help you on your life's journey"

I mean really. Try a little flavor.

"Bitch you gonna die yo! Here take this pill so you shut the fuck up while you dien' ain't no one wanna hear you yo! And push this down and suck when you be coughin like you dyin cause you will!!" I mean i Don't even care. What are they gonna do? Complain? When? They about to die. In case they do "I explained the medication use and how to and when to and I said the future is different than it is now. And i need a break. Care to join me away from this soon to be home individual?" now its only for now and i really don't recommend you to talk to someone like that except people like me, just wanna punch some fucking ass holes in the face.

Besides some people find that kind of interaction comical and they actually do prefer it to normal doctor talk. Its humbling. Some get upset like Denise.

And i just walked by Uncle Dad and he said to her when she borrowed $2000 from me and lied it was for bills but it was so she could go to Hawaii and she said "just between you and me i borrow this Don't tell dad" and she was talking about it because I walked by and he said "yeah Denise just between you and me You got a bloody broken nose"

Because he wanted me and my daughter to go. And she borrowed almost all my savings and i didn't have enough for 3 plane tickets to Hawaii when she already had $2,000 and 2 paychecks go in and had over $6000 of her own money on the trip after bills paid. So she had $8000...

And i couldn't go. She she got a busted nose. She was until 6 months ago assisted leader of Zulululu on Eaerth.

She insisted that Nathaniel try to initiate sex with me at that time and lost her rulership.

Because in reality she told him to rape me. That's what she fucking did.

Anyway point. If someone talks in a different manner to a COVID than usual. But isn't abusive as i was not abusive in the passage above i expect it to be excused and accepted and discontinued soon. As it is ONLY for COVID-19 activated and not carriers (which will only show up in DNA4U)

A lot of people The most strong people have been invaded by aliens. The strongest.

And we been beat down. Over and over.

I'm gonna pull out the NHRA because some of them kids are real special to me.

32% are human. 92% of the remaining percentage are alien. That's just the drivers.

72% of mechanics are human. 4% of the remaining are alien. (Cause they're fucking lazy -- not just an opinion)

The rest evil humans.

So of 600 drivers... Take 32 times 6 and you got some fucking number i ain't a calculstor but it's about 3x6 is 18 plus in the ones column 2x6 plus Yoir carry.

192 I'm assuming out of 600.

So that totally isn't right. 32% of drivers. 1/3 of 600 is 200

Fuck tree msn noe he says there's 900 drivers. Makes me laugh

So over 300... Why does the calculator say 288??

Why does this not work? 32% oh is not 33.333% it's less than im all thinking 30% is 1/3.

Fuxk math.

I'm sloppy in math. I have good humor about it tho and tree gets a good chuckle at me because I get so dumb about it. I was looking for 35% which is about 315.

See why Yall need 8 hours or more of restful sleep? Denise kept me up all night acting stupid screaming and then Nathaniel woke me up early worried about his livelihood. So i got me like 4 or 5 hours.

So 288 people surrounded by 900 people.

This is often the case then the remaining (i have a calculator here) 612 people try to drag down the 288 i can clearly see that they are outnumbered by over double

So that is a two on one unfair fight. Two not even being allowed to be on the fucking planet!!

And the one alone to stand or ball up to defend is nearly defenseless.

Then in the NHRA to make matters worse the aliens lie and manipulate to get their mechanics behind them.

So i developed a system that the driver team that wants to fight fights as a team and they have to pay real cash money starting at $10,000 that just goes up and up. If they intend to fight a human and Easter Egg occurs and the aliens that put up the bounty to warrior can't fight and must award all cash to the human ran team. Like Erica Enders.

And if she catches you talking shit after the cash award (usually a wire payment) and she will. She racks up fees and fines aka charges. Then she can beat the shit outta the alien team that has to stand there with their hands at their sides or in their pockets after the pockets are cleared by the awarded team and each person gets 5 hits to the face or ribs then the shit talker gets 10 from each team member from the human side.

Since 2013.

Aliens do not belong on Earth. Many of the drivers are the worst offenders of human trafficking which is why They are allowed in the NHRA so we can spy on them and is why rhe mechanics are so many humans.

Because by default humans hate aliens. Its just a distaste we are programmed and then we feel sorry for them for our programmed hate..

It is a very vicious cycle and very painful. Because we can't stand the way they act or dress or the way they're so fucking happy. And its because they lie and hide who they are from us and we feel it.

Thus the distaste

No matter how hard we try to like them and enjoy being with them the hiding and lying over and over of their true identity is terrible.

Queen hid from me her identity and I was all who the fuck are you? Like it wasn't like i would be rammed if i asked.

She said "pardon?"

And i was like oh shit and i got all red... And i was all oh im sorry I should not talk to her like that she's elder and proper! So i said "im sorry ma'am i was Just wondering who you were"

"Well I'm the fucking Queen!!"

I must had looked like a turnip by then all the blood rushing to my face to feed my brain.

"Of who?! What? Where?!"

"Of England" and she folded her hands in her lap on one side and looked all dignified.

Holy fucking shit who would thought?! Not me!

But an alien will lie "I'm just like you but ...." And never dignify themselves to say they are alien. And it is irritating.

When Queens or Kings don't announce themselves its full of mystery and wonder.

When an alien DOES then it's full of mystery and wonder.

When they don't it's absolutely full blown annoying.

Sometimes we can act like children and allow a person to follow us around and copy every move like the other kid doesn't know how to live. But there comes a point even a child will explode in temper.

They just don't fit on our planet!

Even Venus. Neptune and Mars when they transferred to human Because they earned the right by following the rules we still had to tweak their brains and look and so on.

Neptune looked like Ewoks. They were so fucking cute!!! I love Ewoks. I slept with one forever in my bed when i was a kid - a stuffed one from the store.. A fake non living one. I didn't know. I just felt a lot of love.

And i was being really abused by Denise and Nathaniel and i felt really better to,wake up to its cute little face. It was the one thing Denise didn't try to destroy because she knew the truth about them but she sure didn't tell me.

So although I have and the whole human race has a severe dislike and distaste for the alien race I did ensure that their deaths are one I would want for myself. For my children. For the proper Queen of England who can joke around and make my body feed my brain to keep me alive for one more day.

Something kind.

Evaporation is a slight accordion feeling mainly in the chest and then off they go.

So no one intended for Donald Trump to be running his mouth telling people not to listen to me

Simple bronchitis treatment then home to their families to discuss the ability to leave and when and where. And apparently there's a website you can organize yourselves on so you don't go alone.

I have tried every other way and it was unsuccessful.

I'm not destroying my own planet that was a gift because some aliens are fucking rude.

Im just gonna send their asses home as i should have done long ago.

Its not about being bitter or wanting revenge.

Simple fact is they don't belong here and they have their own home and their own Gods.

Its straining for their Gods to switch between their home and here.

Not my creation. Not my responsibility.

Not the nurses nor doctor nor military.

Not the mailmans nor Amazon's.

When yall voted for an American Revolutionary War 76% voted yes. Of the world wide population of nurses and doctors and health cate professionals 81.5% voted yes. Over 81% voted for a Revolution

So i expect no problems from now and the next 13 days.

24% of Y'all were probably aliens. Tree says... 16 and a half % which then leaves probably evil humans. Snd tree says yes.

So 100% of Humans says yes fuck this shit.

So y'all drink your grocery store wine. Have your cheese. Leave me some extra sharp cheddar but get you some too and get your ice cream. Buckle down and take your tests for money to buy all that. Don't pay no rent nor mortgage

We will talk to car loans i expect. Talk to your car loan providers. I don't want no dude towing your car cause he know it's at home and you didn't pay the monthly payment.

So use your DNA4U to pay your car loans and car insurance and get your food..

Don't be paying baggers online. I got a couple I follow here on Tumblr always a medical or food need. Go on the street corner and work for that yo.

They can get same as you to take a test

Get your student loans deferred.

If you have no DNA4U access and you did and you got an email saying why then you're leaving the planet So click the link and make your arrangements to get on your way.

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There are people at war

There is fighting and there is killing.

There is some kidnapping.

So we just ask the rest of you to enjoy this time on Earth. We do not need war supplies or more commitment of time to fight from others.

You will not be drafted but paid to sit home and learn what love is to you. Adapt it and make that proper change in your heart based on facts on what the world really is and happens in it.

That is your part in WWIII. Love. And that is it.

We have to show the aliens who is boss. Not just me but all of you.

With the help of the Black Panthers and their guidelines to the military we were able to stop human trafficking world wide.

But it did not last due to the aliens attack.

1990-1992 we survived an epidemic. One unclassified but unclear as to who was really doing what. All Top Secret with valuable leaks to the public.

Unlike now when I share as much as I possibly can regarding missions. Only what i know - not what I can make up.

This time. We need every one to stop what they are doing. Stop congregating with aliens and making them feel welcome on this Eaerth. Our planet.

You need to listen to DNA4U and only allow those specified people related to you to be around you.

We must alienate the aliens for our World safety.

There is no other choice. We must designate and destroy their confidence in being here with us. We all must take a stand and say "you are not wanted here"

As i said Billy is designated as my father. I have no mother listed as. It is because I know who my momma is. Rhonda. I think of you often and how you shaped my career in motherhood. Like its alright to cry when you drop your kids off to school worried about what they may run into while alone. At the same time taking us to the mall to kill kidnappers and say "go get 'm girls!! I'll be right here" without a worrying thought in her head.

I am that kind of mom. But i dropped my daughter off at Girl Scouts. And not to kill.

So many mothers I've had the privilege to know and to claim only temporarily as my own.

This is not the same case with men. Unfortunately i am constantly under attack. With Alex and i seperate they can tell Alex this and that and he would tell me.

Their plan is to kill Alex then say to me he was lying. And tell me they are my actual lover. Thus allowing a non human enterprise to exist in my personal establishment of my home base -- bed.

And so i need all of you humans to bind together and stick with who DNA4U tells you to when you are at home.

As i explained to Alex so he could to explain to all of you because typing so much becomes tedious and exhausting...

You must understand the people you allow you can kill you.

You must determine their values and worth. Are they worth dying for.

As Jesus those whom killed me were not worth dying for nor forgiving. And they were aliens. Because I hide in plain site amongst all of you. And no one could forgive me for that. Nor protect me. They all chose not to.

It isn't about me now. Its about all of you And your loved ones in DNA4U of which you are allowed to breathe in the exhaled elements of their breath.

So you must allow DNA4U to be your guide. In order for us to save this magnificent and glorious planet.

There will be consequences if not. Not that i want to provide them. But it's impossible for them not to exist if the development of love does not occur.

If you need help. We do have a hotline, online contact source and others to allow you to assist you to get into a home with ONLY the people in your DNA4U contact list.

I have 75 non blood relations listed in my DNA4U.

This means the people listed as my blood plus 75 genetically unmatched but spirit is. They are your true friends.

I have 29 enemies. Alex is included on both lists.

So that means you must be the nigger to your enemies. Do not allow them into your home. But onto your porch IF you must meet with them. However that is not allowed due to Quarentine.

Why? Because we allowed aliens to watch at a distance of 9,875,201 miles from our outer atmosphere.

Why? Because they have the same problems as we do or are working to prevent it and also some will help stop alien invasions onto our planet for now.

So when Miami-Dad used a drone to see you party people out on the water. It meant aliens could see you, too. Which meant they could follow you home just by using a telescope and watching what you do and where you go.

I do not allow it but i don't allow a lot of things.

So when Miami-Dade chooses to arrest all of you party goers. There is nothing I can do as long as,it os legal and fair and you are not mis-treated.

Each local and state and county law enforcement received the truth and all the full information regarding the alien wars and the threat levels and,danger and commitment level of these aliens on Eaerth that are set to,destroy.

So they are allowed to set their own guidelines. I so have a maximum they are allowed. Miami-Dade from what i am seeing are following protocol to arrest people out in the open. But if you were at the beach, you do get a free bottle of aloe Vera banana boat lotion. The best i have found. Big 32 ouncer.

I don't want you to suffer from a sunburn while you are in jail for however long Miami-Dade chooses.

The maximum is 30 days. 15 for solitary confinement.

But then you must pay an apology fee which goes on your record.

Then you break the rules again and get caught, it's 45 days plus interrogation. Which is aggressive questioning which is over emotional humans giving you a what for. Screaming and yelling and crying and begging and pleading. The whole Snoop Dogg treatment. Some may do what Alex and i do which is the ice cold stare and slow discussions in a slow and cohesive manner. But you won't know why we caused you to suddenly care so much.

Now these rules apply world wide and there are a significant more amount.

Remember there are aliens on Earth intending to kill only good humans and only humans.

This is a very dangerous situation for all of us. Including me.

The tree estimates the Danger Level of people performing to CDC and DNA4U guidelines to be at less than 2%

My personal danger is at 104%

Alex is at 192%

If you are not following DNA4U guidelines then it is 92% danger level for the world wide.

If you are not following CDC guidelines ONLY you ate at a 32% danger risk level of catching the common cold.

If you are not following DNA4U and the CDC you put yourself into 800% of danger for aliens to be killed. For humans it's 132% risk of danger. To be kidnapped. Murdered. Molested. Raped. Killed. And unfortunately much more.

So,i hope you understand. Development of family. Love. Happiness is the most extreme of things in order to save the Earth.

If you feel angry and wanna yell. Contact an enemy on your DNA4U list.

While Alex is on 3 of my subjects. I am only listed as soulmate on his.

So i can call him and cuss him out. Beat him to the ground so hard no one has to dig a grave for him. As i just beat him in like a nail. He will cry. Climb himself up and make it to soulmate.

He does that. Not me. I'll kick his fucking ass if he even tried.

But just plain enemy. Yell about it. GET IN THEIR FACE AND TELL THEM WHY THEY PISS YOU OFF. KICK THEM. and only contact them via electronic devices. Not,face,to,face.

So, we have allowed a Rage Room experience but instead of inanimate objects. Its actually people. Tear them apart. They will ask you for advice so they can rebuild themselves.

Say "you are my rage room opponent. I must teach you to live a Better life. Don't like what i say? Burn in Hell cause ain't any one gonna help you like i can. Fuck off and die like a bitch. Because now I'm the bully so bend over for my big black Dick"

Unlike if you walked up to me like that. In the internet I could block you. Snoop could block you. Alexis Dejoria can block you.

But your enemy list can Not. You can mail dog shit or your shit to their house. You can piss in their lawn.

The thing is to remember what Alexis said to me last night.

Love thy enemy as thou love thyself.

But sometimes you gotta punch a bitch in the face and mail real dog shit to their door.

But quick hint. Shit dries up. So when they get it... Like boring. It is just dried up turds.

So be a little more creative.

I got Jesse James III an Anal butt plug for a gag. He was so excited. He loved it. He could do as much cocaine as he wanted and switch to heroin and never shit himself!!

I honestly thought he would put it on a shelf and point it out every now and again.

So beware. We don't always know what is gonna happen and we will be surprised.

I bought it because the bullet on the JJFU logo looks like one. That was all. Just a little teaser. But also I felt like a you're doing business. You should take care of yourself and others. Remember that.

Well he really did take care of himself plugging his shit hole up!

So y'all do have a lot of "work" to do. But it only benefits you And your family

If you help your enemy what happens? The world gets better.

That benefits all of us.

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