[𝐀𝐧𝟎𝐫𝟑𝐱𝟏𝐚]
For my project, I wanted to give voice to the protagonists who have to endure day after day all the conditions I want to portrait. In this case, I asked the model (who also happens to be a dear friend) to write some feelings or thoughts about living with it (I am trying not to use some trigger words so this pic doesn't get banned). This is what she decided to share with us:
"You don't do it for the beauty of it. Or at least that's what you say.
You just don't know why you do it.
No, it's not pretty.
You are transforming into a beast that lives between tension and panic, because it is fear what attaches itself to your brain like ivy, what marks you with its dirty footprints. And then you start to reject what is under your skin, which is nothing more than your own existence.
You live between guilt and guilt. Because the beast attacks when it feels vulnerated. Because you say you didn't want to hurt them but your muzzle is stained with beloved blood".
I personally felt very touched by her words, and I think she is really brave for sharing all this thoughts in such a public way.
Thank you so much @p4nt0cr4t0r4 for being part of this project, and for being my friend after all this years.
I might not be the best at being present, but you know you can always count with me 🖤
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heres a rough idea of how I plan Watchclan will look like throughout the timeline (subject to change)
Gen 1 Watchclan: The Founding
Leader: Watchstar- strong white tom with few scars running along his body (soldier 76)
Deputy: Ravenshadow-scarred black tom (reaper)
Medicine cats:
Owlsight (ana)- stoic light brown classic tabby she-cat with several scars from battles
Apprentice, Lightpaw
Warriors:
Lionheart (reinhardt)- giant pale yellow tom with great battle strength and long fur
Emberwhisker (torbjörn)- unusually small golden tom
Leopardfang (sojourn)- sleek dark brown she-cat with spots and striking blue eyes
Apprentices:
Lightpaw (mercy)- young golden she-cat with tufts of hair resembling wings on her back and bright blue eyes
Queens:
Owlsight (ana)- stoic light brown classic tabby she-cat with several scars from battles
Kit: Falconkit
Elders:
n/a
Gen 2 Watchclan: The Thriving
Leader: Watchstar- strong white tom with few scars running along his body (soldier 76)
Apprentice, Quickpaw
Deputy: Leopardfang (sojourn)- sleek dark brown she-cat with spots and striking blue eyes
Medicine cats: Owlsight (ana)- stoic light brown classic tabby she-cat with several scars from battles
Apprentice, Lightpaw
Hollyberry (moira)- young tortishelle she-cat with one red eye and one striking blue
Warriors:
Ravenshadow-bitter scarred black tom (reaper)
Lionheart (reinhardt)- giant pale yellow tom with great battle strength and long fur
Emberwhisker (torbjörn)- unusually small golden tom
Batfur(Dr. Liao)- slim black and brown she-cat
Hawkstripe(Cassidy)- scruffy brown mackerel tabby tom
Apprentice, Falconpaw
Sparrowstrike(Genji)-sleek, heavily scarred gray mackerel tabby
Swiftfrost(gerard)- sleek black and white tom with ice blue eyes
Sleekdance(amelie)- slim black she-cat with striking amber eyes
Bigspirit(Winston)- unusual black dog that was raised by cats and knows the language
Apprentices:
Lightpaw (mercy)- young golden she-cat with tufts of hair resembling wings on her back and bright blue eyes
Falconpaw (pharah)-young dark brown tabby she-cat with tufts of hair resembling wings on her back
Quickpaw (Tracer) -sleek ginger tabby she-cat
Queens:
n/a
Elders:
n/a
Gen 3 Watchclan: The Falling
Leader: (temporary) Leopardfang (sojourn)- sleek dark brown she-cat with spots and striking blue eyes
Deputy: Quickspark(Tracer) -sleek ginger tabby she-cat
Medicine cats:
Lightwing (mercy)- young golden she-cat with tufts of hair resembling wings on her back and bright blue eyes
Warriors:
Lionheart (reinhardt)- giant pale yellow tom with great battle strength and long fur
Emberwhisker (torbjörn)- unusually small golden tom
Batfur(Dr. Liao)- slim black and brown she-cat
Hawkstripe(Cassidy)- scruffy brown mackerel tabby tom
Sparrowstrike(Genji)-sleek, heavily scarred gray mackerel tabby
Bigspirit(Winston)- unusual black dog that was raised by cats and knows the language
Falconrain (pharah)-young dark brown tabby she-cat with tufts of hair resembling wings on her back
Apprentices:
n/a
Queens:
Cream (Ingrid) -gentle kittypet temporarily joining the clan for her kit and mate Emberwhisker
Kit: Lynxkit(Brigitte)
Elders:
n/a
Gen 4 Watchclan: The Return (current)
Leader: Quickstar(Tracer) -sleek ginger tabby she-cat
Apprentice, Beetlepaw
Deputy: Hawkstripe(Cassidy)- scruffy brown mackerel tabby tom
Medicine cat:
Lightwing (mercy)- young golden she-cat with tufts of hair resembling wings on her back and bright blue eyes
Apprentice, Lynxpaw
Apprentice, Frogpaw
Warriors:
Lionheart (reinhardt)- very old giant pale yellow tom with great battle strength and long fur along with one blinded eye (will retire to elders den when crisis is over)
Apprentice, Lynxpaw
Eaglewatch (soldier 76)- former/retired leader Watchstar, a heavily scarred old white tom (will retire to elders den once crisis is over)
Owlsight (ana)- former/retired medicine cat, old and scarred light brown classic tabby she-cat with one scratched out eye (will retire to elders den when crisis is over)
Sparrowstrike(Genji)-sleek, heavily scarred gray mackerel tabby
Apprentice, Rabbitpaw
Bigspirit(Winston)- unusual black dog that was raised by cats and knows the language
Apprentice, Mantispaw
Falconrain (pharah)-young dark brown tabby she-cat with tufts of hair resembling wings on her back
Roseclaw (zarya)- scarred large ginger she-cat
Frostberry (mei)- light gray and white long-furred she-cat
Featherstorm (bastion)- gray tom born without one eye and unable to speak
Echoflight (echo)- white and gray she-cat with bright blue eyes
Crystallight (symmetra)- beautiful sleek siamese she-cat
Apprentices:
Lynxpaw(Brigitte): sturdy ginger tabby she-cat training as both a medicine cat and warrior
Frogpaw(Lucio): small dark brown tom with bright green eyes
Rabbitpaw(Dva): small calico she-cat with a tiny tail and one curled ear
Beetlepaw(efi): young black and brown she-cat
Mantispaw: young carcal raised in the same household as Beetlepaw and able to understand cat language
Queens:
n/a
Elders:
Emberwhisker (torbjörn)- very old unusually small golden tom
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