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blues824 · 6 months
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Hello again bestie coming back with the yandere pic request but for sebek feel free to do what you want to go feral bestie❤️.
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The things I would let this man do to and for me…
Warning: This is a Yandere fic. I do not condone this behavior in real life.
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Sebek Zigvolt
There was little time until he got in.
You were panting, out of breath from running back to your dormitory, and you immediately started barricading your front door. You knew it wouldn’t be enough, however, so you used whatever energy you have left to sprint to your room, where you further barricaded yourself into it.
“Y/N WHERE ARE YOU?!” A shout came from outside, scaring you out of your wits and making more tears fall from your eyes. 
Why couldn’t he just LEAVE YOU ALONE?!
He already hurt your friends, you remember seeing Ace coughing up blood because of what he had done. Deuce had a blackened eye. Epel and Jack didn’t look much better. Of course, this was not without struggle. They did manage to deal some damage, but not enough to get him to stop chasing after you.
“Darling, there you are!”
Shit, you forgot about the window!
He was standing on a broom to float, and even though you sat on the opposite side of the room, you could see the figurative delusional hearts in his eyes. Quickly, he used his fist to punch out the glass pane of the window, and he quickly got into your room.
However, what he saw only made him angrier. He saw the armchair, the table, and the nightstand pressed against the door, and he immediately knew what you were trying to do.
“Y/N, were you trying to hide from me? Trying to keep me from you?! Well, you should’ve known that it wasn’t going to work!” He got closer and closer, shouting, making you curl up further and further into yourself.
You knew this wasn’t the Sebek that you had grown to care for. He was under the influence of a potion. A few students thought it would be a funny idea to prank the knight and get him to follow you around like a puppy. However, he went total psycho and possessive.
Earlier today, you sought out your friends to ask for their help in getting you away from him until the potion wore off. However, he managed to find you in Heartslabyul, where you were hiding out, and he lashed out and beat your friends to a pulp. 
Jack fought bravely, managing to scratch him and punch Sebek in the nose, which broke something, as blood dripped from his nostrils. However, he lost in the end, but you ran while the fight was going on. You jumped into a random mirror and it just so happened to be yours.
And that’s kind of where you are now. You would have to personally murder those students later, but right now you have to deal with a yandere and angry Sebek. 
“Darling, why are you cowering before me? I would never hurt you. I’m supposed to be your knight in shining armor…” He kneeled before, taking your wrists into his hands and making you reveal your face to him.
You were praying to whatever being resided in the heavens that Lilia had a club meeting and could hear what was going on in your room. You peered into the half-fae’s eyes, and his lips were closing in on yours.
“Remember that you will always belong to me, and only me, Y/N,” You tried to push him away, but he kissed you with the force of a cannon ball, even as you wiggled and squirmed beneath him.
Once he pulled away, his eyes were glowing a bright green, and he had a smirk on his face.
“Why are you doing this?!” You screamed at him.
“Because you somehow managed to make me fall in love with you: a human who won’t live for very long. I need to be there for every moment… to savor it until I join you in the stars. Then, I’ll still be obsessed with you because you are a mystery to me.”
Usually, something like this would make your heart flutter and you flustered, but right now it just filled you with a sense of dread. You had the entire confession planned out, and it would have been simple and normal, and he probably would have shouted his feelings for you.
But now, with him whispering, it felt wrong.
Really wrong.
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smicksstuff · 11 months
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"you can't change what happened. But you can still change what will happen." Sebastian Vettel.
The PitBox Crew Series
masterlist
Ferrari Charm
(lance stroll x yngasly) (f1 drivers x yngasly)
warnings: a little swearing.
yngasly
Monaco
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yngasly MONACO BABY !! 🇲🇨👑 plus its arty’s first race !! ✨🏎️
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arthur_leclerc ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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charles_leclerc what about me its my home race too ☹️
yngasly YESS little monaco prince completed his first full monaco race 🥳🤩😍 charles_leclerc was not expecting that shoutout 😳 yngasly we celebrate all achievements 🤭 antonio_fuoco1 so proud of you CHARLIE !!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
estebanocon 💙💙💙
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yngaslyfans SHE MET SEBB !!!!
yngaslyfc OMG I WANNA TRADE LIFE WITH HER
lancestroll my girl ❤️ lose the ferrari hat tho
yngasly NEVER !! Ferrari is life ❤️ lancestroll ASTON MARTIN!!! pierregasly ALPINE !!! carlossainz55 FERRARI !!!! 🤩 charles_leclerc FERRARI !! 😍 lancestroll 🤦🏻‍♂️🤦🏻‍♂️🤦🏻‍♂️ yngaslyfans not the boys fighting for her support !!! landonorris MCLAREN !!! 🧡🧡🧡 arthur_leclerc DAMS!! maxverstappen1 RED BULL !! 💙❤️ olliebearman PREMA!!!! yngasly you kids need to chill! bros about to start a whole f1 team war in my comments !!! yngaslyfc THIS IS TOO GOOD !! even max joined the fight !
noahschnapp YN !!! we need to meet again!! my paddock bestie 😍
yngasly YESS !!! text me when you come to the next race strangerwill im sorry since when did this happen ?? strangerf1 HELL YESS !!!! i was praying that these two meet !! f1bros she really be doing gods work here !! someone get her a job in f1!!
tomholland2013 lovely pictures! 💯
yngasly omg thankyou !!! 😍 gaslyfc this girl i swear!! i love how everyone loves her!
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yngasly
Monaco
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yngasly monaco at night ft my favourite drivers 🍁🐶🌶️👑🍼🍣🏆🐈📚💐🍾🥦 🏄🏼‍♂️ 🦡
(there is no particular order 😉🍁🌶️)
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yngaslyfans so if im right … lance, pierre?, carlos, charles, lando, yuki, max, alex?, ?????????
yngaslyfans someone help decipher the code !! 😂😂😂 yngaslyfans i wanna who the last few are lancearmy the flowers could be fernando 💐 f1fans champagne ?? landoo ?? lancearmy thats not possible the milk bottle is definitely him yngaslyfans damnn this girl making me use my brain more than i use it in school 😳
lilymhe the code: lancelot, pedro, chilli, perceval, little lando, yukisan, max the champ, alexalabono, georgie, fernando, estie bestie, sir, mickey and danny 😉
scuderiagasly not the dog for pierre !! 😂 username9 lily giving us another code by presenting thier nicknames HAHAHA sirlewis sir - lewis - 🥦 this girl is wild carmenmmundt how did you get this from that ? i was stuck at the books 😂 lilymhe i was on ft with her when she wrote this 🤭 carmenmmundt you definitely helped with some lilymhe heyyy its not me only !! alex was on the call too !! albonounite not alex helping with this 🧍🏻 lilymhe definitely not the alex you are thinking about. this requires too much thinking albonounite ALEXANDRA??? girl was in it too
alexandrasaintmleux work of art 🖼️
yngasly hang it in the louvre !! pierregasly GO BACK TO SLEEP KIDDO !! yngasly AWWW MY BIG BRO LOVES ME SO SO MUCH ❤️ I LOVE YOU PEDRO pierregasly love you too kiddo but go to sleep now !! get off here !! someone take her phone mickschumacher i have it yngaslyfc PLS we just got a glimpse to what their text chain is like !! love it 😍
username3 she says there is no order but lance and carlos emojis appear as well
gaslyfc her priorities 💯
louispartridge_ ❤️ till next time gasgas
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yngasly till next time loulou 🔥
f1fanclub NO WAY HIM TOOO !!!
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lancestroll & estebanocon just added to their story
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yngasly
Barcelona
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yngasly TEAM 55 !!! ❤️🌶️✨
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carlossainz55 mi chiquita 😍💯
lancestroll cant believe i got ditched for carlos this whole week 🥺
yngasly im sorry baby im all yours next race ❤️ lancestroll ngl its also carlos im not mad 🙃 yngasly ‼️‼️‼️ carlossainz55 @lancestroll 😘
pierregasly WOW all this for carlos !! Ese hombre español es demasiado guapo para pelear (translation: That Spanish man is too handsome to fight)
yngasly for once we agree 💯 charles_leclerc i wanna be mad that i didnt get the same for monaco but its carlos ….. landonorris cant wait for my post in silverstone 😙 georgerussell63 hey what about me then carlossainz55 i love all the love here 😍 charles & pierre 😘
lewishamilton its the damn bucket hat !!
carlossainz55 cmon mate you love it lewishamilton maybe
sainzforlife has this become a carlos sainz fanpage ?? im here for it !!
scuderialeclerc not pierre and charles calling carlos handsome 😏 verstappenfc max is coming for charles now 😠 sirlancelot nobody forget how lance is okay with yn fangirling over carlos strollies carlos is a mutual understanding sainzfc sainz girlies thriving todayyy
neymarjr Prazer em conhecê-lo 😁 (translation: Nice to meet you)
yngasly 😁💯
masonmount the chels hat looks gooood !!!
yngasly the chels hat was a lost bet! this is the last time you will see it 👍🏽 benchillwell 😳😵 masonmount 💀
gaslyfans girl has got neymar, mason mount and ben chillwell in her comments !!! man i love her so much!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
yngaslyfc ill give anything to hang with her at a grand prix weekend!!!
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yngasly & lilymhe just added to their story
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yngasly
Ibiza
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yngasly spanish getaway with my girl ❤️ + lance
isahernaez te quiero mi amor ❤️
yngasly ❤️❤️❤️
gaslyfans thank you !! i thought with all happening we gonna lose them too 🫠
gaslyfc girl switched from carlos to isa in 24 hours
lancestroll never thought i would be a thirdwheel in my girlfriends relationship 😭😭😭
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yngasly dont worry i got lots of love for you too 😘❤️
lilymhe cuties !! 🔥
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charlottesine you guys are too cute !! 😍
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isahernaezfc cha commenting 😍 she is still following yn too 😍
francisca.cgomes 🔥💯
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New York
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lando.jpg Lando and Yn travel the world pt 1
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yngasly ✈️🗽
yngasly where to next ?!
lando.jpg MONTREAL 🍁🥞 yngasly after ? lando.jpg girl you only asking cause you know ill pay yngasly got to respect the hustle mate pierregasly raised you right !! so proud!! lando.jpg @lancestroll she is all yours mate
lancestroll my my the girl is so hot 😍
yngasly really? didnt think that was your type lancestroll definitely my type ❤️ yngasly you should take her out on a date then lancestroll oh definitely 💯 landonorris ew go away
danielriccardo did yall go to the pizza place i told yall about ?!!!!
lando.jpg yes we did !! yngasly best pizza ever !!! 🍕❤️ yngasly danny next time i come to NY you have to bring me around !! lando.jpg hey i wasnt that bad !! martingarrix mate we got lost so many times ! yngasly we got lost in central park !! ended up at the zoo ? when we just wanted to go to the records store 😐 lando.jpg 🤐🤐🤐 danielriccardo IM WAITING IN CANADA FOR THE TEA !!! COME FASTER logansargeant central park ? zoo? records store ? HOW? yngasly EXACTLY ! ill tell you in the paddock ! oscarpiastri can i join too !!!
f1bros besties in NY !
gaslyfc guys my friends and i saw them in new york and we went to ask for pictures and she also asked for directions after !!
yngasly lifesavers !! gaslyfc anytime bestie !!
teamlance can i just say how i love that lance is okay with her going off with lando or anyone anytime
strollies i mean yn literally knew these guys since she was a kid so they kinda like family already username8 i wouldnt let my partner do this username7 mate their pictures literally look like a soft launch strollies have you not seen that all of the drivers post pics with yn like this? username7 exactly my point. she is literally using them for clout username8 she can be pierre's sister but does she have to have the same friends as him?? teamlance yea she can. she literally grew up with them. they are her friends too. username8 attention-seeking behaviour strollies says the one
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bbarican · 20 days
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ヽ(★ω★)ノ ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ ——— may the 4th be with you!
hi tumblr! may the 4th be with all of you! especially to my fellow star wars fans
kamusta kayo? how’s everyone so far? i cant believe its may - we’re really well into the summer na and i guess we’re all just trying our best not to let the heat get the best of us
some updates for yall but mostly myself kasi alam naman na natin, if i dont gather my thoughts, theyre all just gonna pile up and i might burst so here’s a run down of how life is so far:
family:
visiting japan with our lola was really lovely but it proved to be a bit more difficult than we anticipated
im glad we’re all back in manila, fully rested by now, going about our normal routines ulit
we’re seeing my lola and the rest of my mom’s side tomorrow and im really excited for the roadtrip going to batangas! for the reunion part, meh, lets see how it goes
i miss my kuya more than anything; so many new memories without him present cause he’s in the states but i know for a fact naman na he’s also having fun there and working hard
how is thirdy turning 20 in a couple of days?!
friends:
i saw chevy last night! we went out for drinks and food somewhere in bf and i really enjoyed just talking to her and catching up and laughing and even having our hearts broken over boys
i hope she finds the right kind of love that will surpass what she and her ex had
im forever grateful for my office besties, i will never stop saying that (kahit na may time na nakakainis din sila, love ko parin sila)
work:
i mean, work is work
im just glad to be having productive days here and there
im also really glad na hindi nagiging problem yung pag alis ng boss ko for 11 days since he’s on a vacation with his family which he deserves naman
summer s typically the slow season for us so i guess ill take this time to prep for when the busy season rolls in ulit
personal:
i noticed ive been eating more and i am not okay with it; im going to do something about it starting on monday and i really need to discipline myself better cause if not, im gonna spiral into a really bad place for sure
my dog literally just farted and amoy skunk putangina ang baho
i really want to save up even more money kasi nga jp and i plan on going to baguio in august
and kinakaya naman! i got this in the bag for sure
i have enough right now to buy a laufey ticket too for september so please please pray for me na makakakuha ako ng ticket sa monday
love:
beyond grateful for him, always always always
im 3000% sure im going to choose him everyday, over fights, over drama, over overthinking
he bought me donuts and i love him
so yeah! i hope may is lovely for all of us; its really really hot so i hope everyone stays hydrated and wag tayong magpapakagalit dahil mainit
also stan bini!
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dark-elf-writes · 2 months
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… I read the thing about Harry meeting JD and now I’m thinking of a crossover AU (again) with my BNHA/Havenfall thing and your Astoria/Harry Potter and how Izuku would be besties with Harry. I felt the need to share it because if you’re like me your brain is going to be attacked with thoughts, and these thoughts need sharing.
(Also Harry being a wee punk and Sirius going: MY HEIR! And helping build a flying motorcycle is hilarious so sharing that to. Imagine Alex and Remus just standing there blank. MC is laughing though cause she’s to chill.)
Izuku and Harry would be the best of friends (two formerly bullied kids who are finally getting the love they deserve and latching onto each other) and Alex would (playfully) go through every stage of grief over the fact that this means JD is forever a part of their life with all the chaos and while JD laughs. They can’t deny however how good it is to see Harry have fun with a kid his age and at least with Inko and them around property damage will be at a minimum… probably… as long as Harry doesn’t get too excited around the cosmic bowling lights and JD has forgotten how wild Harry’s brand of Magic can get. JD is laughing until they realize they are now two (2) kids’ role model and then it’s Alex’s turn to laugh.
(Alex pretending they aren’t fully here for the chaos and won’t be second in line to take a spin on the flying motorcycle right after MC under the guise of “making sure it’s safe” is always incredibly funny to me. I feel like they would bond with Remus a lot as the secretly feral one making sure their partner is safe. Sirius for his part will never stop teasing Alex for not being as put together as they try to act after MC makes a joke about “our first date: the bar fight”. Alex prays to every god they know that Sirius and JD never meet.
Also Alex would be a menace with a flying motorcycle considering all the questionable driving maneuvers they pull without the Z axis involved. )
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imagineamagicworld · 1 year
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Slept on my Thoughts and Big Feelings™ about yesterday's patch, here we go (in true stereotypical fashion, this got a bit longer than I initially thought)
Spoilers for the 7.3 story moments (impside)
So obviously this was a very character-centric patch and its highlights really were the cutscenes. Like many people, I expected slightly more out of the gameplay part of the patch, especially after 7.2 and everything we got on Ruhnuk...
But the team really, really pulled through on what we got out of the cutscenes.
Rivix seems like a slimy bastard and I alternated between cheering him on for decking that other random Sithy guy and praying for his downfall at Tau's hand (you'll get him next time baby girl <3)
pleasantly surprised to see him immediately contact the Commander, and YET, I am and will remain suspicious of his every move and will anticipate the inevitable backstabbing
"what about your fascinating Hutt scientist?", mum come pick me up, i'm scared
Sa'har's interactions with Ri'kan make me want to bawl my eyes out, why can't Bioware ever let siblings be happy, she's so gentle but so blind and he's drowning in resentment and rage and they are so doomed
"I had little choice. Some earn what they have. Some are given everything", "and some lost it all", "you dare speak to me of suffering" I am going Insane™
Heta is so delulu it would be funny if it didn't make the situation go from worse to worser so fast, "it's never safe to change a galaxy, never easy to fight corruption and hypocrisy" be for fucking real
Sa'har, just say the word and we WILL come and pick you up (i have all the adoption papers ready whenever)
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"I would be more than happy to go over the details", "... But not right now" PLEASE the Commander is SO TIRED lmaoo
not Oggurobb admiring Darth Nul's work, can you please focus
more on The Discrovery™ later in this post
Mind you, I played this whole patch on my main (Elias my love <3), who is a Saboteur ex-Imperial Agent, but...
my god, the Torian alert talk hit Different™
whoever decided this should be a cutscene and not just a letter... you are everything. It felt raw, it felt reflective, it felt absolutely necessary and i'm really liking the depth it is bringing with it
"I agree with Heta about the banner being used as a symbol of shame and betrayal. And yet... how dare she burn it"
"How you feel about your past is for you to decide"
"I spent so much time trying to be better than my history, I didn't stop to think about where I came from", "Good and bad, this box contains my past. Who my father was. My family. My sense of right and wrong. I can open it and remember when I need to, or I can leave it shut. The choice is mine."
It's the intergenerational trauma, fighting against yet embracing your history to shape your future and find your own purpose in life, I-
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This Barbie is an ex-war criminal haunted by the Past!! And so am I!!
The whole Malgus cutscene was incredible and I probably spent at least half an hour (if not more) just going over all the different options.
flirting with Theron at work!! In front of our bestie Lana who is So Done™!! "May I remind you both we still have more to discuss", it never gets old <3
was actually shocked by how involved Theron was in the cutscene? actually had a lot of lines and he felt materially present in a way that i hadn't seen in a loong time (I will never ever kill Theron off [I have morals and I love him, your Honour] but I do wonder how the cutscene looks when you don't have him around?)
Theron calling the Imperial characters the fuck out is a kink I didn't know I had, but I do, so thank you for that
"Some higher-up is all sweaty about my past contracts with Malgus", "One of those contracts was destroying the defense grid on Coruscant during an Imperial invasion", get her ass my love!!
the tensions with Shae are back and, listen, I love our problematic girlie as much as the next person (too much), but I am thriving
"Don't you get it? With the holocron, Heta is part of that plan, willing or not", "You weren't interested in the holocron when you shot a teenager out of nowhere we ran into Sa'har", the girls are FIGHTING
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I just can't get over how similar yet different they both are. Probably won't resonate with all Outlanders, but as a former Imperial agent, Elias NEVER thought he would become a Leader of any sort. He was always content to stick to the shadows, do what he does best with few restrictions and little scrutiny. It's so so so interesting to see Shae feeling like she owes so much to her people and yet struggling so much with being Mandalore
"Make him think you understand" and isn't the interesting part that some Outlanders really might understand, at least in part? Unique perspectives indeed.
"You and I are very much alike. I couldn't stand it when my mind was at the mercy of another... I don't fault you for wanting to break free" (patch 7.1)
"... few minds can comprehend my vision", "none who have stood by my side have understood this. The only one who could have... is my enemy" (patch 7.3)
Mirrors and narrative foils and the weight of our choices and I'm going Insane™ once again
we didn't learn much from the interrogation that we didn't really already know or couldn't suspect, it was very much about the Themes™
I know it's controversial, but I actually like the Nul and Mandalorian plots intermingling
"The Mandalorians are fractured... a broken people. They struggle to decide who they are", something that is so so important in basically all of the Mando characters we have here. Torian, Akaavi, even the Ordo brothers, Heta herself of course and the Varad, the Dar'manda and the Ash'ad, SHAE SHAE SHAE
I am going to ignore how this would inevitably resonate in many Outlanders too, the longing for home versus the morality of doing what's right for the galaxy and fighting your home and saving your independance but never knowing if it's going to be enough-
it was a bit weird that there was no way to prevent Shae from listening in on Malgus' interrogation, but then again, the whole scene where he bypasses us to speak to her directly is so powerful that I can't really mind too much
the them of HISTORY strikes again!!
"Can you not see it? The past looms over us all... a shadow of unchanging history. There are fools who believe they can outrun the shadow. Without a flame to chase it away, it will consume them - they are doomed to repeat the same failures"
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the SILENCE once you get back from the interrogation is so LOUD and I felt a true sense of heaviness from it
Unfortunately, I feel like the Voss part of the patch was the weakest in many ways. I haven't played Shrine of Silence yet (the Flashpoint), but it is (as was announced) not required for the main story content.
The highlights truly were, again, the characters.
Arcann is back!! and we get to have a very nice talk with him about redemption, acceptance and forgiveness. all things that felt very important for Arcann's journey (and for my MC as well, actually)
"I saw centuries worth of horrors committed by my father. I felt the rage and the cruelty born of my desperation to please him", "I was afraid I saw those ruins because I was doomed to follow in his [my father's] footsteps", navigating intergenerational trauma and trying to trace the lines between what you suffered and what you are responsible of, painfully delicious
"I will never expect forgiveness - or even acceptance - from anyone I have hurt. But I will cherish any that is offered", what, me, crying? no, it's just raining, i would never cry (i am bawling like a little baby and will never stop)
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can't say I was that surprised to learn that Darth Nul had been a Jedi before being corrupted over to the dark side, but I'm glad that finally puts to rest the "Lana is Darth Nul" theories
I am very intrigued by that Force power of hers , however : "she could mentally bond with anyone who could feel the Force. In those who did not recognize their own abilities, she awakened that realisation", okay, but what does it mean exactly?
the Voss stuff was otherwise a little bit on the forgettable side, I must admit (but I'm always happy to come back to Voss, so it's okay)
"[the Three] would never share them with an outsider, even one of your status", hmmm, excuse you, Sana-Rae, but I was once married to a Voss lady, doesn't that count for something
And just like that we were back to doing little chores-like quests and rocking it KOTOR-dialogue style. Which was okay, but not groundbreaking by any means.
of course it was Czerka, of course it was
out of all the side quests, I really liked the cantina one, it was so silly
the talk with Sana-Rae before going to see the Three was really touching <3 It really is all about personal choices and finding one's purpose even if it clashes with what you were taught growing up
the... prophecy itself is very vague and doesn't give us much more than what we've learned so far
"Life will be reshaped... scales unbalanced... A wave of change rises and falls... beyond the reach of Darth Malgus... and as he dreams, he awakens a great power... one that will tear the galaxy apart"
"Should Darth Malgus perish, this catastrophe will transpire more quickly"
I can't for the life of me begin to guess at what the devs have in store for us, but you can colour me intrigued for sure (and a bit wary)
the sheer unavoidability of "what is to come" is ???
and yet, somehow, "whatever is to come from this, it is you... who will choose the fate of us all"
"I'm tired of being responsible for the consequences of every decision"
"You can fight against destiny, but it is inescapable"
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When I tell you boyo is TIRED
Overall, very strong themes for this patch. The way both the past and the future are inescapable, unavoidable, dooms that we cannot run away from.
The way we have to embrace them, embrace who we are, who we were and who we can become.
The way there is always a choice, there always has to be a choice.
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Hello, for kinktober could I request lingerie with bruno? Thanks in advance and have a wonderful day !
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Hey bestie <3 glad to see you here. Compared to my last few oneshots I really like this one, it's a little short but I hope you enjoy it too. Also I have no idea how to write a lingerie kink WHY DID I THINK KINKTOBER WAS A GOOD IDEA
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At the end of your bed, you sat with a hand massaging away the stress in your neck.  The other hand held the towel you were using to dry your hair, about to be thrown away into a corner of the room, forgotten until tomorrow. Another day of breaking your back to keep the rest of the team away from each other's throats (mostly Leone). At least it was night now at your little haven with Bruno. It's almost been five months since you've began dating, and only tonight did the idea of sharing a bed together come up. It was exciting, finally, some alone time.
The bathroom door opened, Bruno entered the bedroom wearing a full pajama set with his own towel around his neck. The first four buttons of his top were left open to let the world see his beautiful sun kissed skin, and some black lace.
"Really Bruno? Still wearing that lingerie?" You said it lightly, you didn't really care if he wore it or not but it was humorous.
Bruno subconsciously looked down at his chest. He laughed a little, "Maybe. I can't help it, it's like a second skin." He took his towel from around his neck and throwing it aside to sit next to you in the bed. "It doesn't look bad, does it?"
"Oh, not at all. You can pull off anything." You assured him while cuddling into his side. Bruno held you close, keeping a suspicious eye on you once you started to inch your way up to his blouse. You played with his showing skin, slowly unbuttoning to see more. "Pray tell, does this come in a two piece?"
"And what if I said it does?" Slowly as you spoke, without you really realizing it, Bruno was hovering more and more over you, pushing you closer into the bed until he was directly on top of you, caging you between his arms while yours played with his chest. Sparks of fire were starting to life in your chest, your ribs constricted around your fast beating heart with every intake of breath in a painfully pleasurable way.
"Well? Would you mind modeling it for me?"
"You're a big girl, why don't you take my clothes off yourself?"
Nothing else needed to be said. As Bruno's lips connected with the skin of your throat, your numbing fingers fumbled with the rest of his buttons, finally getting to the last one surprisingly quick. Bruno shouldered the shirt off for you, letting you see his lace swirling around his pecs and feeling them decorating around the cute little dimples in his back. Finally the pants come off soon after, going the same was as his top did. What you didn't get to see before was now set free, in all its glory, more ribbons and hearts caging his thick length in cloth with matching garter belts running down on each toned thigh.
"Fuck tesoro, you look beautiful." You sigh still running your fingers along the mesh of the lingerie, looking at him like you were looking up at a dream. Bruno stood up, striking a pose so you could drool over him more.
"You're so perfect."
His heart melted at the innocent whisper. You were both completely infatuated with each other, it was true. But it was far too unfair that he wasn't seeing just as much of you as you got out of him.
He pushed your sleep shirt up to your neck, showing off your bare chest, giving him the opportunity to lick and suck at your nipples. The noises fighting against the back of your fist was a treat to hear. He worked his way down slowly, kissing and licking more of your skin, playing with the delicate skin above your hips while he pushed your bottoms out of the way to pleasure you more.
"That makes two of us, mi caro." He passionately kissed your lips, coming right back up to your mouth before you knew it. His length entered you, and Bruno was gentle with your body. Softly rocking inside of you while you collapsed around him, scared of ever letting go again as you peppered his face in more love. The night was still young, you both had each other, what more could you ask for.
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twoidiotwriters1 · 1 year
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Copycat: Cryptomnesia —(Marvel Fem!Oc)
A/N: Pray for me besties I got a throat infection -Danny
Words: 1,610
Phase Five Masterlist
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xxi: Comeback
"Is too late to quit?"
"Cat, no one's asking you to fight him."
"I gotta call my mom—"
"Kate, no!" Clint took the phone away. "Take a deep breath, okay? Your mom needs our help. That video is not good, the Kingpin will not take this lightly, he's going to react, and he's gonna do it in a big way."
"This is my mess to clean up, you should go home, you should be with your family. You can still make it in time for Christmas!"
"No one that's faced Kingpin alone has survived," Cat said. "Except for one, and I rather keep him out of this."
"Kate, you're our partner," Clint added. "Your mess is our mess. We're not going anywhere until this is finished."
"I'm not going anywhere, I was joking," Cat approached and took the phone from Clint's hand. "Let's make a plan."
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"Got more magnets!" Cat left the items on the table. "Anything else?"
"We'll let you know," Clint said.
Cat watched them work. They moved almost in sync: categorizing the arrows, testing them, and piling them into groups. She must've been looking at them in a funny way, cause Kate spoke to her with a smirk.
"What?"
"I got the weirdest deja vu right now, watching you work... not important, anyway, don't let me distract you."
"So, this, uh, this holiday party tonight, is it a fancy thing?" Clint inquired as a way to distract them from the heaviness of the situation.
"Yeah. Formal." Kate mumbled.
"You know, you don't have to do this. It is part of the job. It's always inconvenient. It's lonely. You will get hurt... Heroes have to make some tough decisions. So, if you're gonna do this... I just wanna know you're ready."
"...when I was younger, aliens invaded," Kate began, "and I was alone. And I was terrified. But then I saw you, fighting aliens with a stick and a string. I saw you jump from that building even though you can't fly, even though you don't have superpowers..."
Cat hadn't thought about it, but it was true. He and Natasha were always ready to fight, even though they had no healing factor. She wondered if hanging out with fully human agents would help her change her outlook.
"You showed me that being a hero isn't just for people who can fly or shoot lasers out of their hands— it's for anyone, who's brave enough to do what's right, no matter the cost. I'm ready."
Clint looked at Cat. "What about you, Heathen?"
Cat had been going for an entire weekend with practically no rest in between, she hadn't felt like this in ages. The mutant remembered why she'd been an Avenger in the first place: to become hope.
She remembered a time when she'd needed to feel hopeful, she thought about Kurt, and how she'd saved his life by showing mercy. She wanted to be like that again, she wanted to be in a safe space. Although she knew that the rules of heroes no longer worked for her, and her justice would come in a different form, the others would need to accept that as well, and she wondered if they would take it well.
"I lied the other day," she admitted. "Black and blue are my favorite colors."
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"Cat, where the hell are you?"
"I was getting some things from my apartment— also, I can't resist a dramatic entrance," she stepped into the venue and looked around. "Anything interesting yet?"
"Yes, you!" Kate said. "That dress is yours?"
Cat smiled. "You like it?"
Her silky dress was purple —Kate's favorite color— and matched the brown of her hair and eyes wonderfully. She had curls tied in a braided bun, and she was wearing high heels, which made her taller than Kate and Clint.
Kate had to take a moment when Cat finally got to them, the archer was incapable of forming a sentence.
"I'll take that as a yes," Cat grinned.
"You're wearing heels!"
"This is a fancy party," Cat raised a brow. "Why the tone of surprise? You barely know me, don't take me for granted."
The archer cleared her throat, nodding in agreement. "Right. Obviously. You look great."
"You do too," Cat hummed. "Love the ponytail, it frames your face well."
"Okay, lovebirds, focus," Clint intervened. "We've got work to do."
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The evening escalated when a snipper tried to take Clint down. Cat was still in her dress when she and Barton entered an elevator while some of their helpers shut down the lights.
They rushed to the twelfth floor and hid inside a maintenance room, Cat activated M.O.U.S.E, and the mask covered her face. Clint took off his coat and tie and brought out his bow and arrows.
"Hear anything?"
Cat tilted her head, there was a lot of commotion. "Lotta screaming, I can't find the snipper like this."
"We go with the classics, then," Clint opened the window. "Stay out of sight."
"You got it," she replied, going away to take off her dress and get her suit.
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Five minutes later, Cat heard a gunshot and rushed out to help Clint, she saw him standing against a wall.
"Stay down!"
He crouched, Cat put on her dark blue goggles, ran to the window, and jumped out of it. Extending the fabric of her cape, Cat glided before swirling around and landing on the ground in a superhero pose.
She stood and addressed Yelena, who'd tried to shoot Clint as she went down the building moments before Cat. "Gotta give it to you, Lena, you really know how to get on my nerves."
"Nice toddler goggles," Yelena smiled. "Don't forget it was you who looked for me first."
A squeal came from above their heads and they looked up: Kate was falling aimlessly from several floors up and she wasn't doing a great job at slowing down.
"Barton, are you seeing this?"
"I'm on my way."
"Don't try anyt—" she realized Yelena was already gone. "Fuck."
Kate reached the ground at last, but safe nonetheless. Cat moved aside so the girl didn't fall on her and watched as she recovered. "You good?"
"I'm fine," Kate panted, clutching her stomach. "Just another Friday night, am I right?"
Cat sighed. "You're in desperate need of better training..."
A truck stopped not so far away, and a couple of tracksuit guys came out of it.
"Look! It's Kate Bishop and the bluebird!"
Cat growled and pulled out her spear. "My name's Copycat!"
She pushed the button to hide the blades, she wasn't going to kill anyone at first, if she could help it. The young women worked together to take down the group, and one of them spoke when Kate twisted his wrist.
"I know it's not the best moment right now— but I want to thank you, you know? For your advice, how I should speak to my girlfriend—"
"Did it work?" Kate asked, Cat had no idea what that was about.
"It worked, bro! We went to Maroon 5 instead."
"That's so great! So, what's with the gun?"
"I'm sorry, but—"
Kate kicked him and he fell at her feet, then she turned around and threw the guy's gun at another guy's face, knocking him out. Cat's expression was hidden behind the goggles and the mask, but her voice was transparent.
"Okay, that and how you disarmed Maya the other night was kinda cool."
The click of a gun brought them back to the present, a man was pointing at her.
"I got you now, bro!"
Jack Duquesne came out of nowhere and hit the guy's wrist with his sword, he then punched him in the face.
"Jack!"
"Hello, sweeties! Who is your friend?"
"Watch out!"
He turned around in time to shield himself, Cat threw her spear at the man that'd tried to shoot him.
"Thank you for that!"
"I'm sorry you got dragged into this," Cat replied, then shrugged. "Or not. I mean, I don't really know you, so you could still be a bad guy—"
"Who are you?"
"This is Copycat, she's uh— she's—"
A mercenary? A mutant? Anti-hero?
"I'm helping them," she stated.
"Another super!" Jack said delightedly. "Are you with Hawkeye?"
Cat retrieved her spear from the ground. "Really not the time to catch up, man..."
"Jack," Kate called. "Jack, I am— I am so sorry my mom got you put in jail. Are you okay?"
"Never been better," he took down two guys without breaking a sweat. "But I'm afraid I've lost track of your mother."
"Yeah. You and me, both."
"Speaking of," Cat grabbed her taser and used it on a man's throat. "Where the hell is Barton?"
Kate pressed her comms. "Clint, where are you?"
A scream caught Cat's attention and she looked up to see their friend fly out of a window and landing inside the Christmas tree behind them.
"Found him," she said.
"Clint, what are you doing up there?" Kate chuckled.
"I'm just hanging out," he grunted. "What do you think?"
"You're so out of shape," Cat kicked someone on the ribs and felt a muscle in her thigh burning. "Ugh! So am I..?"
The larpers had walked out of the building, and they handed Kate a big bag with arrows, she asked for her mom but no one had seen her. A big truck arrived with more tracksuited criminals and they demanded all of their attention. Kate wasn't ready to face so many of them on her own, so she needed to be in a safer position.
"Okay, we need to split," Cat guided Kate away. "Get Clint out of the tree, our backup will get the people out of the street, and I'll handle the bros— Go!"
Kate didn't fight against her orders, the larpers were already working on getting the people to a safer place so she pulled her cape's hood over her head, grabbed her spear with one hand, and her taser with the other.
After a year of feeling misused, there was no power on earth that would stop her from claiming her place.
"Welcome back, C.C.," she muttered, charging against the men.
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howlingday · 2 years
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Hmm I'm not sure if this is fine....but screw it I'll try.
During the forever fall incident Jaune was unfortunately disarmed by the Ursa...but his will to live...to protect...to prove others wrong all combined into one desire and who should respond to that will then the little gem grandma arc left.
Ursa strikes down and a slice is heard only to see the Ursa slice down the middle....turning to cardin jaune's eyes glow red.
Weiss, Pyrrha and Ruby's reaction?
(FFXIV dark knight Fray is here!!)
Jaune could barely believe his eyes. Moments ago, he stepped in to save hor tormentor from the biggest Ursa he had ever seen, only for his sword to be swatted away, and his shield saving him from a killing blow. And now, he watched as the Grimm dissappeared in black smoke as a figure looked back with an all too familiar smirk.
"Don't look too surprised. You knew this was coming."
Jaune heard his voice, HIS voice coming from the lips of this double, this duplicate! With a nod of his head, Jaune found the strength to stand.
"You touched the gem, didn't you?" He asked. "The one you were warned to never, ever touch unless you knew you were going to die?" He smirked. "Honestly surprised you waited this long, but that doesn't matter now, does it?" He jerked his head. "Come on, it's time to give the bully his due."
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Weiss blinked furiously. She rubbed her eyes, sure they would be red. But the image remained the same. Jaune laid on the ground in front of... Jaune! Only, this Jaune looked different.
Gone and away were the white chest plate and arm guards, and placed in their stead were black armor pieces shining like obsidian. And his eyes, those horrible, dreadful eyes were a dark crimson of malice. She found herself drawn to them, yet not in the way she read in romance novels.
No, his eyes were sinister, like a predator that would strike if you so much as glanced away from them. She hesitantly blinked and nervously gulped as she suddenly longed to see Jaune's comforting blue eyes.
Perhaps a date wouldn't be so bad, if only to keep those red pearls of malice out of her mind.
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Ruby opened her mouth to yawn, but then thought better of it. She was ready to leap into action to save Jaune, and now that excitement and adrenaline was gone and wasted, leaving Ruby feeling ready to crash.
She watched as Jaune and his sudden twin approach Cardin, watching intently as Jaune seemed to relax next to him. Moments ago, he was fighting for his life, and now he made a new best friend.
Though friend might have been a stretch, as the new Jaune that appeared didn't seem friendly to her. At all. In fact, if she didn't know any better, she could have sworn he was Grimm.
But that was ridiculous. Grimm had some intelligence, true, but not enough to speak, let alone in full sentences with malicious undertones. Alas, she shrugged.
What's the worst that could happen to her firstie bestie?
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Pyrrha watched intently as Cardin cowered in front of the two Jaune's, scuttling away from them. The instant she saw the clone, she knew he was trouble. She never believed the old stories she heard of evil twins or malicious doppelgangers, but she knew trouble when she saw it. And this thing was it with a capital T.
"So, what's the plan, Jaune?" The mimic asked. "Cut him open, or beat him to a pulp, like he did you?"
Jaune leaned down. Pyrrha clenched her sash tightly, praying Jaune would do the right thing. The Jaune thing. Jaune had always been the one to step up and take trouble head on if it meant someone was in trouble. It's what led him to this in the first place.
But the way the other Jaune spoke. The way he looked. It unsettled her to her very core. She watched as Jaune reached for Cardin...
"You alright?"
And do the Jaune thing. She sighed in relief.
"Do whatever you want to me, man." He pulled him close. "But don't ever mess with my friends, or my team again." Cardin winced and knelt as Jaune gripped the hand tighter. "I mean it! If I hear one word of you thinking about hurting them-!"
"Jaune!"
Pyrrha ducked at her own words, the other two coming down with her. She watched through a bush as Jaune looked around, then let go of Cardin's hand. He looked down one last time.
"Don't forget it."
Jaune walked away, leaving a smoking Grimm corpse, a terrified classmate, and oddest of all, a satisfied new friend.
"Jaune, we have a lot of work to do."
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fangirlfreak08 · 1 year
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Episode 8 thoughts
Omg I’m almost done
Honestly loving all these intros, although my favourites still the crow one
Ohhh wait no nikolais gonna get attacked in the chapel isn’t he
KAZ GAVE NIKOLAI HIS CANE THEY ARE IN FACT BEST FRIENDS
WYLANS HOLDING JESPERS HAT
my man! I mean we haven’t actually put a label on that have we? GOD I LOVE THEM JESPERS SUCH A DISASTER BI I CANT
FINALLY SOMEONE SAID I LOVE YOU
Ding dong mals dead
SLAY ALINA
Darkling shut up. No one cares and I mean that literally
SLAY SHE DID IT GUYS
NIKOLAI NOOO
INEJ GHAFA DOING A SPIN MIDAIR WAS SOMETHING I DID NOT KNOW I NEEDED
Lol look at him talking about how he’s gonna live while he’s dying
Slay Alina you will in fact save yourself
Inej save her life rn
OMG SHE THREW THE SWORD SLAY INEJ I LOVE HER SO MUCH
Are they seriously tryna push the darklina agenda rn?
OMG NO SLAY SHE JUST FUCKING STABBED HIM
AS SHE SHOULD
Why’s his blood black?
NIKOLAI MY BELOVED ITS GONNA BE OKAY NOT FOR A LONG TIME BUT EVENTUALLY IT WILL BE
Kick him zoya he deserves it
IS BURNING THE DARKLINGS BODY THE BONFIRE THE CAST WAS TALKING ABOUT?? DO THEY LITERALLY HAVE A BONFIRE AROUND HIS BODY?
Also there’s still 49 minutes left I’m not entirely sure I want to watch them
Who’s body?
KAZ KNOWS POETRY?!
God Nikolais best mates dead and he’s so heartbroken
Kaz go to Inej challenge
Does Alina not lose her powers?
Not Kaz watching Inej
Nikolai and zoya in the same sentence….that it. Is that all we’re getting?!
THEYRE JUST STARING AT EACH OTHER
JESPER I LOVE YOU BUT FUCK OFF
YES KAZ GET THAT MONEY
Tamar and Nadia holding hands!
JESPER BROKE THE FOURTH WALL
OH SHIT WHAT?? DOES MAL NOT LOVE ALINA ANYMORE?!
Nina and Kaz being besties
Nina talking about clawing her way to a happily ever after and KAZ LOOKING AT INEJ
NO MATTHIAS DO NOT TEAM UP WITH PEKKA
NO NO DAVID BETTER NOT BE DEAD ALREADY
NOT A RUBY AND THE DESIGN FOR A RING NO FUCKING WRITERS NEED TO CHILL THE HELL OUT WHAT THE FUCK
IT WAS BAD ENOUGH IT WAS THEIR WEDDING DAY BUT THEY DIDNT EVEN GET ENGAGED
WHY IS THE DARKLING GETTING MORE OF A FUNERAL THEN DAVID
Zoya and Nikolai finally in the same place and they’re not even gonna flirt
Ngl them having this conversation over the darkling burning corpse is a power play
AHHH THE BEE OMG THATS SO SMART THATS ACTUALLY SO SMART CAUSE ONLY SHOW WATCHERS ARENT GONNA NOTICE ANYTHING
OMG WHAT MALS GONNA BE A PRIVATEER?! WHAT
Yeah but if your paths are that you both decide not to see each other again that’s not really proving anything is it?
MAL DIDN’T GET THE TATOO THANK GOD
Bestie Alina don’t cry he’s really not worth it
INEJ PRAYING IN THE CHAPEL
Is that Kaz brekker? Yes it is!
AYYY MATTHIAS GOT HIS PARDON
AHHH HES SAYING GOODBYE BUT KAZ BREKKER DOESNT SAY GOODBYE
HES BEEN SENDING SPIES TO AUCTIONS TO TRY AND FIND THE GUY WHO KIDNAPPED HER
HE WAS LOOKING FOR HER FAMILY BECAUSE HE DIDNT WANT HER TO LOSE HER BROTHER
INEJ PRAYS FOR JORDIE
WHAT DO YOU WANT THEN?!?!! AHHHHH HE WAS GOING TO SAY YOU INEJ YOU AND THEN HE CHANGED HIS MIND AND SAID ABOUT THE GOLD
HIS MOUTH STARTED MOVING TO SAY YOU AND THEN HE STOPPED HIMSELF
HE ASKED HER TO STAY
FUCK OFF IM NOT OKAY RIGHT NOW
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
STAY IN KETTERDAM STAY WITH ME
I WANT YOU TO I WANT YOU
THEYRE TECHNICALLY HOLDING HANDS
AND HOW WILL YOU HAVE ME
I WILL HAVÉ YOU WITHOUT YOUR ARMOR KAZ BREKKER OR I WILL NOT HAVE YOU AT ALL
I CANNOT COPE WITH THIS LIKE AT ALL
Off topic but Inej looks so gorgeous
ITS THE WAY THE TWO MAIN KANEJ SCENES IN THIS SHOW BOTH TAKE PLACE IN PLACES OF WORSHIP?!
THE HOPE IN HIS EYES WHEN SHE SAID I WILL HAVE YOU
AHHHH NADIAS GOING WITH TAMAR
AHHH MALS STURMHOND NOW?!
OMG INEJ IS GOING WITH
FUCK OFF NO WHAT
I WAS CONCERNED A FEW EPISODES BACK THAT TOLYA WAS CRUSHING ON INEJ AND NOW IM SCARED AGAIN
ISNT HE ARO IM PRETTY SURE HES ARO
It’s giving pirates of the Caribbean theme song
YES INEJ IS HUNTING SLAVERS
BUT MAL IN NIKOLAIS COAT IS DODGY
NO MATTHIAS HAS TO FIGHT WOLVES
PEKKA ROLLINS GO KILL YOURSELF RIGHT NOW
MINOR SLAY FROM MATTHIAS?!
OOOOO NINAS PIIIISSED
Oh shit Nina the letter!!
HES BUYING OUT INDENTURES FOR INEJ
AND THAT GIRL KESH FROM THE FIRST EPISODE
Aaaaaa slay Nikolai
Nooooo Nikolai
HE LOOKS LIKE THAT FANART THE OUTFIT DOES WITH THE BREECHES
AHHHH HES TURNED INTO A DEMON
SLAY ALINA HONESTLY THAT CROWN IS A GOOD LOOK
NOT UNLESS YOUR THINKING OF ME INSTEAD OF TRYING TO FORGET HIM
AHHH NIKOLAI AND ZOYA IN THE SAME ROOM AGAIN
Zoya and genya are also looking gorgeous
YES ZOYA YOU COULD INDEED FIX HIM
Omg so is the triumvirate gonna be zoya genya and Alina rather than David?!
But I look amazing in blue YES YOU DO
OMG ZOYA CALLED THEM A TRIUMVIRATE (which is also not how I thought it was pronounced like at all)
AN OPPORTUNITY HAS PRESENTED ITSELF METHINKS ITS THE ICE COURT
WHICH MEANS THEY HAVE TO GET INEJ BACK NO?!
Ayyyy nikolais officially king
Are divorces a thing? If Nikolai and Alina get married then they just get divorced and Nikolai can end up with zoya right??
JURDA PAREM
SHES GONNA TRY KILL NIKOLAI
Oh god turn nikolais coronation into a bloodbath why don’t you
Slay Alina
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captainbobbin · 2 years
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hi there, i love your kingdom hearts fics and can't wait for more LFOTR! do you happen to have any other good fic recs featuring terrisa or xemsai?
Hey there, I really appreciate the compliment! I'm slowly working on LFOTR and I have about eight other writing projects simultaneously being worked on right now so I hope you enjoy what I have to come!
So, truth be told, I am horribly picky with reading. I read very little fanfics for a subject that I am currently writing as I really do not want to accidentally absorb other peoples' ideas or writing techniques kind of passively, if that makes sense? I'm also like; I think it takes a very special writer in order to keep my attention, as I feel that they either have to write the characters incredibly well or have a very unique take/writing style/spin/au/etc in order for me to be interested. There are very few fanfics that I kind of actively engage with and follow because I spend so much time writing! Its gotta be real good for me to look out for it!
So that being said, my fave writer is my bestie Jewelled for XemSai. Chances are that if you've read my work that you are probably already familiar with theirs, as they are probably the biggest name in XemSai written content. They're currently working on a multichapter fic and they produce really tasty oneshots super regularly - we've even got a somewhat joint project or two kind of in the works (I'm being so slow because LFOTR keeps getting in the way I am so sorry ajsgdasjd;;;;) but yes! Jewelled is great, we send each other writing all the time and we go ham over each other, they're very skilled in what they do and nobody does it like them. Their smut is great, they're a lovely person, they work very hard, I fully endorse going and giving them more kudos and comments and stuff.
I do quite enjoy MoodCodeds longform piece called The Will To Persevere - however I do recognise that it is a fic is very much not for everyone because it has INCREDIBLY dark themes and the XemSai is massively one-sided. As in, mind control/hypnotism which leads to lack of/dubious consent, violence, abuse, threats, physical harm, a general lack of hope in the face of death, etc etc, however their storytelling is very immersive and they have really built up this supremely oppressive atmosphere where poor Saix is just fighting for not only his life but that of Xion and the other kids, too. It's one of those reads that is very harrowing but indulgent in its morbidity - the kind of thing where you know its going to get worse but you're just praying for a happy end by the time it rounds off because Saix just goes through so much. Mood works real hard on their writing and has also become a nice friend of mine, and they have other KH works which are also great (including one where Isa is doing his best to be a dad like cmon man). I'm super aware that TWTP is not for everyone and if you're looking for super soft lovey-dovey XemSai then this may not be the one for you, but I'm in deep on this one and everytime they update I'm just rattling the bars to my cage the same way Saix is haha!
Happy reading!
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bubblelesscoke · 2 years
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so basically i wrote this before ute came out and didn't finish it, so there are no spoilers about ute that im aware of
i don't really know what im doing with this, i just wanted to post it anyways
it contains blood, injury, spoilers for the end of doa and all that good stuff
have fun :)
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Never was panicking. Hard. Very very hard.
He knew this was a bad fucking idea, he knew it! Saving the world had become quite a common thing in his life lately, but damn if it wasn't still hard.
It was harder if you knew you would be fighting against killer unstoppable gods. And Valkyrie Cain. And a bunch of other stuff that just want to see the world burn.
Now, Never was already nervous. He had been forced to pray to the killer gods, one of the strongest people he knew had been turned into a moving Minecraft block, and things were going to shit.
And you might think, 'wow that sounds hard'.
There's more.
As the widely known world-saving-teenagers, it was kind of the squad's job to take care of this whole mess. With some help, of course.
Help like Skulduggery Pleasant, and a lot of students from Corrival, and some random sorcerers here and there. Never was happy that all those people wanted to help.
He was not happy, though, that Omen fucking Darkly, next to his apparently new bestie Never had seen once before, wanted to join in too.
Do not get him wrong, the odds were looking awful on their side and any help was welcome.
But Omen's brother was gone, and Never felt like it was now his responsibility to make sure the boy was safe. Fighting a bunch of creepy god creatures was not, in fact, safe.
He did end up, eventually, allowing Omen to join in. He was a good fighter, had relatively good ideas, and most importantly, had been the one to warn everyone else of what Valkyrie had shown him.
(Never had wanted to ask why had the blond looked so horrified while talking about it, but maybe it wouldn't have been the best idea. Of course, killer gods were always terrible news, but Omen had talked about it as if he had one standing right next to him. The thought made Never shiver.)
Allowing Omen in was, probably, the worst fucking idea ever, because now they were trapped inside a crumbling room, alone, with no magic nor way of communicating with the outside, and Omen was bleeding out.
That last one was the one making Never go nuts.
So no magic-weird god had touched Omen (Thank Lord), but when the room they were in collapsed, something had stabbed the boy's side, and apparently it hurt a lot.
And, because the universe hates Never, that very same room had magic-dampening properties, so Never couldn't teleport away and bring a healer, which was fucking wonderful.
That's not all though. Of course it's not, you idiot. There's always more.
They couldn't get out of the room. The only exit was blocked by pieces of wall, dirt and stone. There was barely any light coming through some small cracks on the ceiling.
Never had tried screaming for help, but had soon grown tired and decided to focus on the important task.
Which was making sure Omen didn't die.
A hard task, really.
Never wasn't an idiot, so after the room had crumbled down and he had been able to check his surroundings, he was quick to say
"OK! Everything fine over here, of course! How's your ass doing, Omen?"
Which had not been answered.
"Omen?"
More silence.
Oh crap.
"Omen, can you hear me?"
A groan. A small, confused voice. Good, not great but good nonetheless.
"Never?"
Never put a hand over his heart as he stood up, relief sinking in. Omen was alive.
"Don't scare me like that, you idiot. I thought your ass had up and died or something." Never felt frustration running through his blood. This boy sure was dumb sometimes.
"Hey Never? I, uhh, I think something's wrong…" This made Never stop for a second. Omen's voice was shaky, he sounded like he was struggling to talk.
"What… What is it?" In the darkness it was hard to see, but Never still tried to look for Omen from his spot next to a wall. Where could the boy be?
"There's, there's blood. Like, a lot"
Never wasn't bleeding.
Nobody else had been in the room with them.
Oh shit.
Never walked quickly, standing close to the walls and trying his hardest to see something with the little amount of light there was. Omen's voice sounded like it came from the left-centre of the room. He was probably half buried in the debri.
When Never saw something moving and trying to sit up, he knew he had found Omen.
He rushed to the other's side, kneeling on the dirty floor and trying to do an injury check. Trying, because it was way too dark to see more than shadows. Never brushed all the debri off the boy and grabbed his shoulder.
"Hey man. Can you, like, get up?" Never wasn't sure he would be able to carry Omen.
"Sure, just let me-" Never saw Omen put his weight in both of his arms. So the injury wasn't there. Then, Omen tried to sit up straight and immediately bent over his right side, groaning, clutching it with one arm. Okay, that looked bad. "Sorry, sorry, I just- God, this hurts."
"Don't worry, don't worry. Just, put your arm around my shoulder and I'll help you up, OK? You might have a big ouchie right there." That was probably the most gentle Never had been with Omen for a while. He started to think about all the times he had been an asshole to the blond, and felt guilt fill his stomach. This was not a good moment for self-reflecting! Come on, your friend probably has a really bad injury! Hurry the fuck up!
Once Omen's arm was secured around Never's shoulders, (he was holding the boy tightly, patting around to look for any wounds) Never lifted them both up. It took a couple seconds more than it should have, and he was pretty sure Omen had wanted to ask for a break at least once, but they were finally standing and that was the important thing.
Looking for the safest spot in that place, Never saw a part of the room that looked partially acceptable. The floor only had a couple of big cracks and there wasn't much debri there. Plus, it was the spot with the most light that they could find there.
Even with Never's help, Omen still struggled to walk. He was clutching his side the whole time, and sometimes they needed to stop so that he could regain his breath. That did not, in any way, calm Never down.
(Neither did the pool of blood that was on the spot Omen had just been laying on.)
Once they got to the spot Never liked, he let go of Omen and helped him sit down, with his back being held up by the wall. That's where he got a good look at the blond's injuries.
He had a little cut on his cheek, but nothing that couldn't be solved with a wet rag or something alike. Aside from a few cuts here and there, there wasn't anything too bad.
Oh yeah, wait. There was something very bad.
Do you wanna know what it was?
A huge fucking bloodstain in the right side of Omen's shirt. And jacket.
Oh fuck.
Never kneeled down for the second time in ten minutes, right next to Omen's right side, taking off his own jacket quickly and applying pressure to the wound. Omen whined but didn't push Never away.
"I think it would be better if you just laid down, bud." Omen nodded his head and slowly slid off the wall to lay down on the floor. His eyes were closed and his breaths were deep and labored.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. This was fucked up.
Never put his hand on the hem of Omen's shirt. He wanted to take a closer look to the wound, but that would mean taking off Omen's shirt, and he had to keep making pressure on the wound to make sure Omen didn't bleed out too much.
"Looks like we're gonna be here for a while, huh?" Omen said in a soft voice. Out of all the things you could say in a situation like this, that wasn't one of the best ones.
"Yeah. We just have to wait for someone to come help us. It's gonna be fine." Never wasn't a patient person, so if they made them wait for too long he would kill someone.
"So what do we do now?" Omen asked.
"Well, I try to get help and you focus on not bleeding. You're making a mess." Why couldn't Omen just stop bleeding? Didn't he realize it was scary?
"Woah OK, I'm sorry. Next time I'll make sure not to get stabbed by something." Omen answered sarcastically. Really helpful.
"Yeah, you really should do that. You get stabbed way too often." Never said, running along with the joke.
"If I had a nickel for every time I've been stabbed, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice." Omen quoted Doofenshmirtz. Both of them giggled and Never shook his head.
"Just… Shut up…" That only made Omen laugh harder, but it quickly turned into a very aggressive cough fit. He hid his mouth in the inside of his elbow, and his body shook and convulsed with the force of his coughs.
When he was done, he took a few seconds to catch his breath before pulling his arm away and laying back down. His elbow was stained with blood.
Never looked at him with sad eyes before applying more pressure. He started screaming for help.
And that's how we get here. Never's throat sore due to screaming (probably over half an hour. Damn.) and Omen trying his best to stay conscious. Not an easy task.
Even though Never had done everything right, the wound wouldn't stop bleeding and it was frustrating. Omen needed to heal right now! Why was he just laying there and bleeding? Why couldn't he just stop?
The blond's eyes were closed. His face was scrunched up in discomfort and he looked pale as hell. Never ran a hand through his messy blond hair. Once they got out of there, Never was going to kill the boy for scaring him like that.
They were going to get out together. They had to. Omen couldn't- he couldn't-
A tear slowly made it's way out of his eye, sliding down his cheek and landing on Omen's face. A choked sob shook his frame.
Feeling the tear and hearing the sob, Omen slowly opened his eyes. He gave his friend a sad look before moving his left hand to grip Never's wrist. Never just kept putting pressure on the wound, tears falling down his face and little sobs cutting his breathing.
"We're- we're gonna get out of here, OK? We're gonna get out and everything is gonna be alright and we- we-" His breathing was shaky, he was shaking his head from side to side. "Oh my God, once we're out I'm going to beat your ass up! For doing this to me! Don't you realize how fucking scary this is?!" Never was full on crying now.
Omen turned his head to the side and pressed his forehead against Never's knee, a small gesture of support. His grip on Never's wrist tightened.
"It's alright, OK? You're going to be fine. The world is going to be saved, everyone will be safe and sound. You-" Omen tried calming Never down, but was cut off.
"No they won't! Omen! The world is fucking destroyed, we can't do anything to save it! And even if we could, it would be fucking worthless!" Never bent down over Omen's body, hands still applying pressure. His forehead rested on top of the other's belly, and the tears fell down at a fast pace. "If you're not here it's worthless! But you had to be a big idiot and just- just" A mix between a cry and a groan tore it's way out of Never's throat. It hurt so much.
Never quickly pulled away when he heard Omen call out his name. The blond's expression was one of pain. He had small tears in the corners of his eyes. A thin line of blood was dripping from his mouth.
Omen's grip on his wrist was so tight it hurt. Omen was trying to get Never's hands to relax.
Only then did Never realize the amount of pressure he was putting on the wound. He was leaning his whole weight in, and it looked like it was doing more harm than good. He was quick to lessen his strength, keeping the pressure firm but less hurting.
Omen's expression didn't relax.
After Never had calmed down, there was silence. They could hear the chaos outside, but it didn't matter. Not to Never, who was only focusing on Omen.
"Does it hurt?" He asked in a low voice. It was barely above a whisper.
"What?" Omen frowned, confused.
"Like, not the wound. The…you know."
"No, I don't know… What are yo-"
"Does it hurt to die?" Never asked bluntly. He didn't want to say the word, didn't want to think about it. Didn't want to acknowledge the fact that death was a very likely outcome for his friend.
"Uhh" Omen didn't want to think about it. Or maybe he couldn't. With the amount of blood he had lost, it was probably hard to form a thought. Still, he tried to answer. "I mean, I guess so, yeah. Like, I haven't died before, but I am on the way to…it, so I guess you could say it hurts."
Never just hummed, acknowledging Omen's words.
"I think it hurts because it's slow and I have time to think about it. Plus, you know, the wound." Omen chuckled at that. It wasn't funny. "But if it was fast, or I wasn't conscious, I don't think it would hurt."
He felt Never brush his hair back with one hand, (the other pressing down on the wound) scratching his scalp in an attempt at comforting him. (and probably to calm himself down. Omen knew Never sometimes used contact to ground himself.)
"Is it scary?"
Omen frowned and thought his answer through.
"Well, yes. My life is fading away and I can't do much about it, you know? But… But I guess it would be way worse to do it alone. You're here, and that helps. You're, like, a distraction. I don't have to focus on what's going on because I have you here to help… I don't- I don't think I could stand the last moments of my life being spent on my own. That'd be terrifying."
Never nodded silently, agreeing with him. A short silence followed through, and then was broken.
"What's on your mind?" Never asked Omen.
"A lot of stuff, really. Things that I've done, things that I haven't. That I would have liked to do. Everything that I have left unfinished… Things that I did or didn't say. It's all just crashing down, you know?"
Never tilted his head curiously.
"What are some things you haven't said?" Omen shook his head at the question.
"Nothing important, really. I have always wanted to scream at my parents, but you already knew that." Never knew there had to be more. There just had to be. "There's just some things that I didn't say for… Reasons."
"Aw, c'mon! Don't leave me hanging. Just tell me one big thing."
"Nope"
"Pretty please?"
"Not happening"
"Is it about me?"
He was met with silence. Never instantly tried to pry the information out of Omen.
"Oh my god, it is about me! Tell meeee… Please?" Omen just shook his head and closed his eyes. He couldn't tell Never. Now was not the moment.
Never's tone got softer, voice dropping to a whisper.
"Is it what I think it is?" Even though Omen couldn't see it, Never had a gentle smile on his face.
"Depends. What do you think it is?" Omen teased softly, trying to avoid answering. But Never already knew this tactic, and he already knew what had been left unsaid.
Slowly, he leant down over Omen's face and looked at it. Soft, round, young. Omen could feel Never hovering above him, even with his eyes closed.
He could also feel Never lowering down, until his lips touched Omen's cheek. It was a soft touch, only a kiss, but it still got the message through. Never stayed like that for a few seconds, before slowly pulling away. His hand went from Omen's hair to his left hand, that was resting over his stomach.
The moment Omen felt Never's hand touch his own, he grabbed it and squeezed it comfortingly. Never squeezed back.
Omen still hadn't opened his eyes.
For a second they stayed in silence, taking in what had just happened. But then Omen spoke up.
"I guess that, if I had known what would happen next, I would have told 'I love you' to Auger before he left, you know?" He said that in a low tone. Never just looked at him sadly and squeezed his hand again.
"Sometimes we don't get to say the things we want to the people we love. But I'm sure he already knew you loved him with all your heart."
Omen's eyes opened at that. He looked at Never. (His brown irises had a slightly grey hint to them.)
"Do you really think so? I just-" Omen paused, trying to look for words that would get his point across, without sounding self deprecating. "I feel like I could have been a way better brother, could have helped him more or something. But for most of our lives all I did was just-just let him handle everything on his own." His tone got sadder. "Would it have changed things if I just had been there more? Had been more supportive?" When Omen finished his little dialogue, he found Never staring at him with wide eyes.
"Are you fucking serious right now?" Never whispered out. Omen didn't answer. "Do you genuinely believe you're a bad brother? After all you've done, all you've been through, just for him, do you actually think you weren't a good twin?" Omen felt so weird. One thing was his own brain questioning him, another thing was someone else doing it.
"I don't think I was bad, just, not enough." He tried to backtrack a little bit, but the damage was already done. Never frowned and glared at him.
"What else could you have done? Gift him your organs?"
"Well, no, but I should have talked to him! I should have asked him how he was feeling, make sure he was alright… I should have listened to you…"
Never's expression softened and his hand squeezed Omen's reassuringly.
"As much as I love hearing you say that, you need to understand that we don't always make the right choices. You couldn't have seen what was happening even if you had asked beforehand. Now all you have left to do is think about the fun times you guys had together, and make sure you don't forget about him."
"I could never forget him…"
Their little moment of deep talk was interrupted by people screaming. They weren't terrified screams, it sounded like they were calling out for someone.
They were calling out for them.
They both heard someone who sounded like Kase scream for Never. Some other familiar voices were looking for Omen too. Never quickly straightened up without getting up and started shouting.
"We're here! We can't get out! Guys!"
Silence.
"Never? Never, are you there?" Mahala.
"We're down here! Under the building!"
Some mumbling, and then one of the big pieces of wall was moving, and a group of people stood outside of the opening. Mahala, Kase, Crepuscular, Axelia, Mr. Peccant and Mr. Hunnan.
"Guys, we have a little problem…" Never said softly. The adults quickly rushed to get inside, seeing one of the kids lying moveless on the floor.
"Is he OK?" Said Mahala, looking at the stains of blood.
"Yup." Said Omen automatically. It was the answer he always gave so he didn't really think it through when he said it out loud. "Well, no."
Crepuscular was fast to crouch next to Omen's left side, opposite of Never. He quickly wrapped his hands around the boy's left arm and patted him comfortingly.
"My boy…" There was pain in his voice. Like he regretted leaving him on his own.
"He's bleeding, I can't leave." Said Never, pointing with his head to the wound. Hunnan kneeled beside him.
"I can stay with him, you guys need to leave."
Crepuscular shook his head.
"No, no. I should stay, I dragged him into this."
"He chose to be here on his own." Stated Axelia, who was standing near the door with the other teens and had a worried frown on her face.
"I don't care. I feel responsible for him."
"I'm his teacher, I am the one who should be taking care of him."
Hunnan and Crepuscular stared at each other, Crepuscular ready to argue back. Never interrupted their conversation.
"I can stay, don't worry. Just remember to come back for us once it's over…"
"If we can come back, that is." Kase added unhelpfully.
Silence ruled over the room for a second.
"I'll stay."
They all turned their heads to look at Peccant, questioningly. He looked at them as if it was an obvious answer.
"We're going to need as many teleporters as possible, and you two" He said while looking at Hunnan and Crepuscular. "are more experienced fighters than I am. Of course, letting two children be here on their own would be irresponsible."
Nobody refuted his logic, but Never did look at Omen to see an expression of disappointment and disgust in his face. Exactly the same one he had whenever he was in math class.
That little detail made Never smile.
They had a short round of 'goodbye's and 'good luck's, Crepuscular whispered some things to Omen that the rest couldn't listen to, Hunnan patted the boy reassuringly, Axelia brushed his hair out of the way, Kase and Mahala said their 'goodbye's out loud, and lastly, Never kisses their still linked hands before getting out of the way so Peccant could put pressure on the wound. Thankfully, he wasn't bleeding as much as before.
They all started to head out, Crepuscular on the lead with Hunnan and Never at the end. Right before stepping outside, Never stopped walking, turning to Omen. He felt weird saying this with his teachers there, but he had to.
"Omen?"
"Yeah?"
"… Don't you dare fucking die."
And with that, he left. Hunnan stopped before leaving too, glancing at the boy before holding eye contact with Peccant.
"Take care of him, please."
Peccant scoffed.
"Of course I will."
Hunnan nodded at that, looked at the boy some more, and then left. That left Omen and Peccant alone, which was an extremely awkward concept that Omen had to suffer through.
Peccant probably wasn't too happy either.
A long silence washed over them, filling the room like a big blow-up castle that didn't have enough space, yet couldn't stop growing. It was uncomfortable at the least.
After a short (not for Omen) time, Peccant spoke up.
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and that is all i wrote. i know its bad but i still wanted to share with the few people that might read this, which are definitely not a lot but its still enough to make me feel a bit happier whenever i think about it
thanks for reading, even if you didn't like it, and have a good day
(and if someone wants to ask me for a fic about these kids or similar, you can always ask through the comments or message me the request)
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bludhavensbirdboy · 2 years
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washing your binder in the bathroom sink at 2am because your parents are transphobic core ❤️❤️
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Whipped this up because I was in the writing mood todayyyyyyy. It’s my first Phantom Troupe head cannon ask and I am STOKED. I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY!!!
This is for you @youseebbiggirl, I’ll get started on the next request you had. I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!!!! BTW THANK YOU FOR THE REQUEST IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!!!
without further ado, request are always open
criticism/tips are always welcome
warnings: pervy stuff, murder, torture, fluff sexual innuendos, blah blah blah, things such as that
If anything mentioned above may cause you any type of distress please do not read.
Minors dni THIS AINT FOR YOU
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The Phantom Troupe and a Crush on a wlw Reader
Chrollo Lucilfer-
After joining the Phantom Troupe whichever way you managed to do it. Whether it be killing another member or being nominated in, you will obviously catch Chrollo’s attention. 
So much so that he will often find himself thinking about you while he is reading. He will let his mind wander as he tries desperately to understand the words on the pages but he just can’t seem to focus on anything but you. 
He’ll assume he’s interested in you because of your nen or your fighting capabilities but soon he realizes that he is interested in you romantically. 
Once he makes this realization he will begin to show you kind gestures such as leaving you dried flowers, or maybe short poems.
The more comfortable he gets, the bigger the gestures he will show. Such as taking you out to dances or lavish dates.
You’ll catch on to what is going on and have to admit that you indeed like women, not men. 
He will handle the news well and say something along the lines of 
“Oh, I see…” 
You’ll wonder if he is okay, and he will be! Now he can focus more on snatching souls, jewels, and nen! 
Is slightly disappointed when he found out you were into women, because he thought the two of you could be such an awesome power couple. But hey, you can be a power couple of friends! Right? Yeah he was a little heartbroken.
He gets over that quick and the friendship between the two of you remains. 
He’s very happy to learn you got a girlfriend as well! 
He will offer to take the two of you out just as friends!
9/10 very supportive.
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Nobunaga Hazama-
When you joined the troupe, Nobungana was IMMEDIATELY smitten by you.
Though he never showed it, he would watch your every move and secretly pray to be put on a mission with you. 
In his mind you could do absolutely no wrong; even while you murdered people and stole their belongings. 
Nobungana wouldn’t show his feelings immediately but there would be hints. 
He’d run out and get your favorite snack because one time before he had heard you mention liking it. Or when out on a mission and the two of you stopped at a coffee shop he would go in and order because he had memorized your preferences. 
His favorite thing to do with you was to talk. He could hear your voice all day, everyday, on repeat for hours. You would talk about everything, from your childhood all the way to your hobbies outside of killing. 
This was unfortunately how he found out you were into women and how you already had a girlfriend. 
This man.
Was crushed.
He had fallen so head over heels for you and now he learns that you have someone. 
After you let it slip about your girlfriend, Nobungana goes quiet but still he had a smile on his face so as not to offend you. 
The two of you still remain friends but now he has dialed back the flirting. 
Every now and again the three of you go and get coffee. 
He enjoys this quite a bit because he feels like he is “one of the girls”.
10/10 besties for life (you three prolly have friendship bracelets) (don’t @ me this is what I believe).
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Feitan Portor-
Let's not beat around the bush, Feitan did not like you at first. In fact he was completely indifferent to existence or at least he wanted to believe that. 
It was actually quite the opposite, Feitan was slightly, more or less, obsessed with you. 
And he absolutely hated you for it. 
Thoughts of you kept him up all hours of the night, thoughts of you distracted him while he tortured his victims. 
What was worst of all, he found that he enjoyed it? 
So much so that he went out of his way to be near you. And though the two of you rarely spoke, he often could be found somewhere in your vicinity. 
He’d stand next to you during meetings, sit next to you, or walk beside you. 
It was obvious to everyone else that Feitan had feelings towards you.
These feelings were confusing as they were a mix of desire and hatred all at the same time. 
Therefore, he was prone to act harshly towards you and slightly less harsh other times, it made the whole friendship very confusing to you. 
One minute he would threaten to torture you to death, then the next he would threaten to kill you swiftly.
Charming.
Anyways, after several weeks of these interactions and the noticing of his actions, the others decided it might be in both Feitan’s and your best interests that they tell him you had a girlfriend. 
Nobungana broke the news to him, to which Feitan didn’t respond. He only nodded and went to attend to business as usual. 
The idea of relationships are very foreign to Feitan and I think he’d have a hard time wrapping his head around a straight relationship, let alone a lesbian relationship. 
Eventually he came to the conclusion that you enjoyed women and not men, and that was just how it was. 
He honestly felt some relief knowing that he could now get over the thoughts of you and not have to keep being distracted, or confused. 
Your relationship with him is still weird. 
But he’s now less prone to snap at you!
He’s more or less back to threatening to kill you but this time slowly and methodically.
Yay?
Regardless, things are back to normal and he no longer has the desire to be close to you or for that matter really cares. 
4/10 weird either way.
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Phinks Magcub 
Yikes ok so Phinks. This man noticed you the minute you became part of the troupe. Like the s e c o n d you walked up.
He is already conjuring dirty thoughts of you in his head. 
He literally will think about you all the time, most of the time it being sexual fantasies. (I don’t make the rules, I just follow them)
Will insert himself in any conversation you're in just to flirt with you, it doesn't matter who or how many people are around. 
Will make people uncomfortable with his pickup lines and flirting. 
He constantly calls you pet names such as: baby, baby girl (his favorite), puddin, baby doll, and hot stuff. 
At first you thought he was like this with everyone, you are wrong. 
It’s just you. 
Absolutely will not refer to Machi or Shizuku by these names.
He makes weirdly sexual jokes not prompted, such as one time you and Nobungana were trying to find a comfortable place to sit and phinks pipes in to say,
“I’ve got a nice seat right here for you, baby.” While patting his thigh. 
You eventually had enough and told you were not interested, were never going to be interested because you like WOMEN and that you have a GIRLFRIEND. 
This did not work.
In fact it made it worse. 
He once replied he had two thighs and two hands...one for each of you. 
Always says you should bring your girlfriend around so he can get a good look at her. 
This earned him a busted lip.
Still he persisted. 
There is no friendship, just uncomfy vibes. 
-47million/10 an absolute perv.
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Uvogin
Maybe I’m biased but I believe Uvogin to be a teddy bear. 
I think once he realizes he has a crush on you, he will be very gentle with you and only speak kind words towards and about you. 
He would absolutely get you anything you wanted, jewelry: got it, food: on lock, a compassionate, large man, that wants nothing more than to protect and love you: already here baby. 
He also would be very very very OPEN about his feelings towards you, will probably tell you after he decides that he indeed does have a crush on you. 
A little bit of your soul might die when you have to tell him that although he is very sweet, you are not interested in him because 1. You like women and 2. You have a girlfriend.
Was sad for a millisecond. 
Initiate big brother mode. 
He now protects not only you but your girlfriend. Will shower you both in gifts and platonic love because he sees the two of you as little sisters. 
Will carry the two of you on his shoulders.
Will always answer your calls and texts.
The three of you have a group chat. 
Uvogin is now big bro Uvo. 
He wears his new name with pride. 
Your friendship only grows stronger and then the two of you become inseparable. (More like 4 of you, including Nobungana and your girlfriend.) 
868 trillion/10 loves you unconditionally and is literally the best big bro anyone can ask for.
(The 4 of you have friendship bracelets and a group chat, c h a n g e   m y   m i n d).
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A Jeon Jeongguk fanfic, by jeonggukkiss.
Tough | mom!reader x ceo!dad!jk with a little bit of reader x yoongi | smut, angst, fluff, slow burn, slice of life ! au series
Warnings for this chapter: semi edited, nari cries :(( , y/n also cries, angsty chap, yoongi cries too D: , stalker-ish jk, graphic depictions of being chased by a whole security team, besties... im scared to tell you this... hella sad breakup, yoongi says fucked up shit when he’s mad, scary situations that requires y/n & nari to move houses, y/n experiences a panic attack, more to be added
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"Nari, please stop making a mess of your food." You sighed at the 3 year old, who was silently crying while trying to eat. You picked up an already wet napkin to wipe at her chin, silently praying she stops crying soon or else she'll be too sleepy for the rest of the day.
She tried to cover up a sob but you heard it clearly. Feeling guilty for scolding her, you picked her up and sat her on your lap while the television idly played.
"I'm sorry, baby, really, uncle Yoonie, Hobi, Namu and Jinnie can't come celebrate your birthday today, but, you know, at least Eomma's here." You assure her with a tight lipped smile as you rubbed her back and pushed back her hair that had fallen to her face.
"No leave E-eomma." She cries into your chest as she hugs you. Your heart broke seeing your daughter miss her uncles. You wanted to cry with her. But this was for the best. You pray that this was for the best.
It would have been better if Nari grew up without any knowledge, memories of them.
You vividly remember the fight you and Yoongi had. Last week while Nari was asleep.
"You shouldn't have told me you wanted something more if you're going to act all entitled about it!"
"Entitled?! We're in a relationship and have a daughter that's turning three next week! I'm not being entitled, I am practically acting like your girlfriend because I am! And I act like this, it's because I care about you, Min Yoongi!" You snapped at him.
"Then don't suffocate me if you care about me! And daughter?! Nari is not my daughter! Mind you, she's Jeongguk's for fuck's sakes! You're always so clingy and-and just so suffocating to be around with, don't you have a kid to take care of rather than wasting time rubbing your affection all over me?! Or are you too much of an annoying loner to do anything other than that?"
And in silence, you hear your heart break again. For the second time since 2 years ago. But this time, the pain was doubled.
"We should've just stayed as damn friends." He muttered as he looked down, breathing heavily. The whole room was filled with heaviness. Your heart felt heavy as well.
You curled your fingers, feeling the hot tears streaming down your face. You didn't want him to see how weak he made you, so you aggressively wiped them with your palms and sniffled quietly before you looked up at him.
"Yeah.You're right, I���you know what? I think it's better if we're strangers again from now on. Don't come to visit me after this or I'll leave and you'll never see me and Nari ever again. I did it once, I don't see why I can't do it twice." You kept your voice steady as you try to keep your tears at bay. He takes a moment to digest your words, then looks up and quickly shakes his head, finally realizing his mistake.
He walks towards you and wraps his arms around you, regret eating at his subconscious. He sobs as he nuzzles his head in your neck.
But you didn't react, even though you wanted to hug him tightly and never let go.
You're not a fool, you were not going to allow yourself to be a fool. You ignored the red flags the first time with Jeongguk. You weren't going to again, this time with Yoongi.
"Y/N, I'm sorry, I-I was just stressed about work and mad and — please don't leave me, please I-"
"The door's right there, Yoongi."
You haven't seen or heard from Yoongi ever since he went out the door. You then told the 3 other men — as nicely as you can — that they were not allowed to see Nari too. They were puzzled, hurt even, and wanted to protest but they didn't. They knew they had to respect your decisions.
Even if it hurts them. Even if it hurts you.
Your heart was still hurting, very much, but you did everything that could distract you. You always focused on Nari but sometimes even looking at her hurt you. Every time you looked at her Yoongi's voice crashed through your ear.
"Nari is not my daughter!"
You shivered and blinked back to reality, realizing that your daughter had fallen asleep on your lap, her tears were drying on her supple cheeks. You sighed and leaned back onto the couch, grabbing the blanket beside you and covering you both.
This has become a routine for you both, Nari crying because she misses her uncles, you comforting her while trying to hold back your tears, her finally falling asleep on your lap. And when she was asleep, it was your turn to cry.
You finally let out a few tears, trying to reign back your sobs to not wake up the little girl sleeping. Before, you had everything under control, everything planned. How you were supposed to raise Nari all on your own. Now you regret all your decisions.
You shouldn't have let them meet her.
You shouldn't have let them visit her, or take her out.
You should've just stayed away. You should've just kept your distance.
You should've never called Yoongi in the first place.
You cry harder, remembering everything the two of you did. How every memory you had with your daughter he was always somehow in them all.
You missed him, but you weren't going to act upon it.
So you built up the wall Yoongi had broken down, built it up twice as high so that not one person can climb over it. Built it up so strong, not one person can make it kiss the ground. Only you and Nari were on the other side of the wall. And that's fine by you.
You rested your hand onto Nari's back and shushed her as she whimpered in her sleep, probably dreaming of the man she calls appa again.
She had trouble sleeping at night, she had grown accustomed to the man she knows by now as her dad sleeping next to her, with her mom on her opposite side.
"How are we supposed to celebrate your birthdays now, baby?" You whisper as you stare into space, hand combing her hair as she sleeps soundly against you.
You had planned to take her out with Janyeon and Areum today but Areum said that Janyeon had daycare today. Which reminds you...
You have to apply Nari for daycare soon.
You were nervous, she had never been around that many kids, only with Janyeon. But Nari was smart, like really, really smart. She started to understand Korean and English words at 2 because you talk to her in both languages, sometimes you even mix them both in a sentence. Although she still blubbers, she's familiar with a few Hangul characters and English letters. You taught her shapes and numbers, and so far she's getting the hang of calling out the different colors around her.
She has shown great intelligence at her age. It made you think she's secretly Namjoon's twin.
You know she can handle anything education related, but you're nervous about how she'll cope with the sudden change of environment for her. Nari's a very open person to adults, since adults were the only people she was exposed to, you didn't know about children though.
You sighed as you sat up, carrying Nari with you as you stood, you walked to the bedroom to carefully lay her down on the bed. You tuck her in and start to contemplate your choices.
Either a, you call the helper that stays with Nari on times you went out and make her watch her for a few so you can go and apply Nari for next month's daycare program. Or b, you can just bring Nari with you.
But she's sleeping right now. Stupid, you thought to yourself.
You stood up and went out the room, walking down the hallway and into the small kitchen, sitting down at the dinner table, you picked up your phone out of your pocket and searched for the helper's contact.
"Yes, Eonni?"
"Hey, I'm sorry to be a bother but, I was wondering if you can watch Nari today?" You nervously pinched and played with your bottom lip as you talked on the phone.
"Today? Really? Isn't it her birthday?"
"Yes, but she's asleep right now so I think we'll be going out late this afternoon. I'll be quick, I just need to run a few errands."
"Oh sure, I'll be right down."
The good thing about your helper was that she was always one call away, she literally lived two floors above yours.
You wait for the helper, leaving some money on the dinner table, and draping your coat on your arm as you get your purse. When she came, you exchanged a few words and laughed before you went out into the cold Seoul morning.
You walked a few blocks, crossed a few streets, and saw the playground near the daycare Janyeon goes to. And just in time to see Areum walking out onto the sidewalk. Her gaze mets yours and after being surprised, she smiles widely.
"Eonni! Are you finally enrolling Nari?" She reaches you and wraps her arms with yours, walking the same direction with you. You nod and she squeals in excitement while you chuckle.
"I've been telling you since I saw how she pointed at Hangul characters! And did you know she speaks a bit of English!? You got a gifted one!" You playfully scoff while trying to hide your proud smile as you both walk into the daycare, kids running around and screams of happiness were heard in a few rooms.
She obviously got it from me, you thought. You didn't have a whole wall dedicated full of your medals and certificates of academic excellence recognition at your parents' house for nothing.
"Hello, welcome! Are you two enrolling?" A teacher notices your entrance and approaches you both. Your sister shakes her head as she points at you.
"I have my son enrolled here already, he's in class Sunshine 2, Go Janyeon. My sister here is planning to enrol her daughter." She says as the teacher nods happily.
"Oh! That's wonderful news! Let me assist you to our director, you're just in time, we have a new program this winter." She walks you both through the colourful hallways, stopping at the only room that looked more professional amidst the child-friendly design the whole daycare had.
"Just sit there and he'll be with you in a minute." She opens the room and points to the two chairs in front of a desk. You both comply and sit. After a few moments the director comes in.
And my, was he something.
"Good morning. Welcome to Seoul Central Daycare, or in our words, a galaxy that holds the brightest stars of the future. I heard you have a star to enroll here?" The director greets you both in a deep voice, with a smile as he sits onto the chair behind the desk.
He reaches for your sister's hand to shake it and then turns to you, stopping a bit to stare at your features, before reaching for your hand, shaking it slowly with a soft smile.
"Yes, I actually have my son enrolled here, Go Janyeon, if you know him." Your sister starts. She figured you would be clueless how to handle these kinds of situations, it was your first time handling something that helped shape Nari's future, so she had to talk and she took first charge of the situation.
"Ah yes, that cute one has the most stars this week on his goodie chart, the daycare teachers love him." The director chuckles before letting your sister continue.
"Actually, my sister here wants to enroll her daughter, she's three years old, and she's very gifted." She nods at you and you smile, again holding back the proud look you had.
"Oh? And her name is?" He turns to you and once he looks at you, he smiles again.
"Her name is Cha Nari, and I'm her mom, Cha Y/N, it's a pleasure to meet you sir..." You trailed off, not knowing what to call him.
"Park Seojoon, but I prefer Seojoon, if you will, and the pleasure is all mine." He sneakily sends you a wink before smiling. You felt your eyebrows raise in surprise and you awkwardly smiled, looking down a bit as you were caught a bit off guard.
Woah, that was smooth but why do I have the sudden urge to laugh, you thought.
"Gifted you say?" He asks you, his smile never falling. Your sister notices the exchange and catches on to what the director was doing.
She stands up quickly, making you both look at her.
"I'm really sorry, but I have to go to do important errands, I'll be back to pick up Janyeon later. You can handle it from here on out, right Eonni?" She asks you as she heads for the door. You nod and she smiles and winks at you before she's out.
You turned back to the director but he was already looking at you, a fond smile on his face. You blushed, embarrassed, and then you cleared your throat.
"She's a very smart girl. Last year, she started picking up on the Korean and English language, and she recognises some Hangul characters and English letters, she's very good at memorization. Right now, I'm slowly teaching her how to identify colors. She's a curious girl, and is open and enthusiastic to learn one new thing every day." You say in a faint smile, feeling proud of how Nari was progressing every day.
"I see, and when can I meet this angel if you are going to enroll her here?" He asks as he places his chin on his palm, staring at you in awe.
"Uhm, when she starts daycare? I guess?" You shrugged and smiled confusedly at him.
Why is this man flirting with me? I'm literally just trying to enroll my daughter. The voice in your head exasperatedly comments.
He chuckles and leans back, his arms reaching down his desk and he pulls out a pen and paper. He writes down something on the back of it before speaking.
"Here's an enrollment form, the school banking information is in there, Nari's information, a copy of her health records, an emergency contact, a copy of her birth certificate and other requirements are stated there, it's fine if you pass this form and the requirements on the day you enroll her. If you have questions, numbers are on there as well." He passes you the paper.
You picked it up from his hold and thanked him before folding it neatly and placing it in your white tote bag. You stood up, him following suit.
"Ms. Cha, I would like to meet you again, not professionally, if that's possible." He rounds over the table to finally stand in front of you.
Huh?
Your brain short circuited for a bit.
You still for a bit, staring at his chest. He was so tall, taller than Namjoon, you could say, your head only meeting just a bit above his chest. You looked up and saw his eyes already piercing yours.
You stare at him and your knees straighten up, feeling just a tad bit intimidated under his gaze.
"You don't think I have a husband?" You ask him in a fake joking tone with a raised brow, hiding the annoyance in your tone, he tilts his head to the side before chuckling softly.
"Cha Nari, Cha Y/N, same surnames, most mothers use their husband's name on their child but I figured already. And you came here with your sister when most moms come here with their husbands or no one at all. I think it's safe to say that I'm asking a single mother for her friendship." He smiles and holds out his palm.
You smile and nod.
Where...
Does he get the audacity?
You were not one bit swayed with his attempts to flirt. You're a tough cookie to crack. He's up for a challenge.
"You're very smart." You pressed your palm into it intending to shake his hand but instead he brought it up to his lips, kissing your knuckles softly as a farewell. You chuckle lightly, a bit repulsed by the director's actions.
I swear if I don't get discounts on Nari's school fees, I'm gon—
"Do you give all your clients this kind of greeting?" You interrupt your own train of thought with a fake high pitched laugh as he lets down your hand and walks beside you out into the hallway.
"Only you, ma'am. Hard to believe, I know, but I'm a very professional person." He winks down at you. You scoff and shake your head laughing. He then stops in front of a board that was filled with one by one sized pictures, you look closely and see that it was pictures of mothers, their names and their kids' names under the picture.
Pick-Up Person Board.
"Now don't be surprised. We have this board here for safety reasons, this board determines who picks up the child after school. If the mother wishes to change the pick up, she can request to add another picture. Do you mind if I take one of you today? Since you're already here." He proposes as he whips out his phone.
You nod and he told you to stand by the white wall next to the board. You fix your hair a bit and stand up straight. You smile at the camera for a few shots, he was adjusting every angle so your face was seen beautifully.
You genuinely laughed when he started to playfully angle himself and shoot like a photographer to a model.
"You're a natural, Ms. Cha!"
"Pssh! You! Are! Crazy!" You continued laughing at him while trying to stay still, but your face was all wrinkled in a happy giggle.
He's not all bad, I guess, comes commenting your conscience.
When he was done he stood up and you learned from his shoulder on your tiptoes, trying to view the pictures but his height was making it difficult for you. He laughs and shows you the pictures.
"You look beautiful, don't worry." He says as he swipes on the screen. You scoff again, his compliments having no effect on you. Turning off his phone, you both continue to walk.
You stop at the glass doors of the daycare and you turn to him. He smiles down at you in a fondness you can't decipher.
"I'll be waiting for Nari, and you, Ms. Y/N." He says as he opens the door for you. You laugh and walk out the door before turning to him again.
"Expect us to come soon, Mr. Seojoon." You wink, flirting back subtly just for the fun of it, before bowing and turning back to walk out the daycare grounds.
"Mhm, confirmed, she has you whipped." The guard at the side of the glass doors shifted his eyes between you and the man still staring at your walking form.
"Damn right, Wooshik, that woman is a living goddess." Seojoon speaks like he ran a marathon. No woman had that effect on him, not even the mother of his 5 year old son that he's divorced with.
"I'd say, when I saw her walk into the gates, I was shocked to find out she's a mom. I mean, she looks so young!" Wooshik adds as your walking form has disappeared further into the streets of Seoul. Seojoon leaned against Wooshik's guard desk and sighed.
"Her sister said her daughter's a gifted one. I think the kid's got it from her."
"Hyungs!" Called a new deep voice. They both looked at the direction the voice came from and waved simultaneously.
"Taehyung!"
Wooshik calls over the newcomer. The younger one came through the daycare's gates and stopped in front of them. He was carrying a grocery bag. He smiled and did their usual handshakes and hugs before going back to where he stood.
"You should've arrived sooner. There was a goddess who came by a little earlier before you." Wooshik nods his head at Seojoon, who was smiling at his phone.
"Goddess? Who?" Taehyung laughs as Seojoon practically swoons over his phone, fanning himself. He turns the phone to Taehyung, whose smile dropped and a shock expression now on his face.
"Her name's Cha Y/N. And she's by far the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life." Taehyung stares in shock at the elder's phone, he mindlessly drops the grocery bag he was holding
"Taehyung, you okay buddy?" Wooshik asks at the younger, who continues gaping at your smiling face.
"B-But— how? When?" He stutters out as he grabs a hold of Seojoon's phone. He studied your picture and swiped, seeing more of you, laughing and smiling.
"I told you, man, she was here earlier, enrolling her kid or something." Wooshik shrugged and turned to Seojoon.
"She was here to enroll her kid, and she said that the child's gifted, very smart from what I heard." Seojoon says, a smile never fading from his face. Taehyung nodded in silence, still and even more shocked. He picked up his grocery bag, and bid goodbye to his hyungs. Before he left though, he shouts by the gate of the daycare,
"Hyung! Do you think you can send me that picture?"
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And then back in the dorm.
"I'm telling you, hyung! It's her!" Taehyung follows Jin around the place, screaming at the eldest as Jin tries his best to ignore him.
Everybody was wondering what's got into Tae, they had never seen him so panicky and loud unless it's his usual nonsense or something really important.
"Taehyung, she's gone. As far as I know, she left Korea. Stop believing lies." Jin simply and calmly answers the younger with a lie while he cooks. He knew what Taehyung is saying is true. But this is the best for all of them.
"Jin-hyung! Ugh! Why won't you listen to me! She—" A ding from his pocket cut him off. His eyes widen as he fumbles around, and picks up his phone.
"It's her! I'm telling you it's her!" Taehyung screams just as soon as the three other men come inside, Yoongi and Jeongguk still asleep. Jimin laughs and sits down on the dining table, waiting for breakfast to start.
"What are you on about, Tae?" Jimin asks as soon as Taehyung stands at the head of the table, looking like a CEO ready to start a board meeting.
Taehyung got out his phone and placed it onto the table.
"I found Y/N." He says as a matter-of-fact as the others went to look into his phone. Jimin gasps and picks up the phone.
"What the fuck?! Is this really her?!" He asks as he stares at the picture on his phone. The woman who was smiling beautifully at the camera. Namjoon and Hoseok looked into the phone and then looked at each other, a sheer panic expression painted on their faces.
Jin turned around and cleared his throat just as soon as Yoongi came into the kitchen, followed by Jeongguk.
"Why is it so fucking loud this morning?" Yoongi grumbles as he walks over to the coffee maker.
"It's Y/N!" Jimin shouts. Yoongi stills and almost dropped the cup in his hands. From the corner of his eyes, he saw Jeongguk's head perk up at the mention of the woman. Yoongi turned around, cup forgotten on the counter.
He, Jin and Jeongguk approached the table. And they all leaned over to look at Taehyung's phone.
Everyone in the dorm was stuck in silence as they stared at your picture, a beautiful smile painting your face as you stared at the camera.
Another message came in, it was from Seojoon again, and it was a video. Jimin clicked it hurriedly and your face popped into the screen.
"You're a natural Ms. Cha!"
"Psssh! You! Are! Crazy!" You laugh as you try to smile at the camera but fail as you giggled loudly.
Seojoon Hyung: Isn't she the most beautiful person you've ever seen? I'm in love >.<.
A small chuckle was heard in the room, breaking the thick tension and silence. They all looked up to see Jeongguk smiling coldly.
"She's still here." He says as he watches you laugh into the camera.
It was so strange for him to hear your voice again. He didn't know what he felt. Anger? Regret? Sadness? He couldn't tell. But he prays he never sees you.
He prays your paths never cross each other again.
Or else he might not be able to stop himself.
"Seojoon? The one that owns the daycare down south?" Namjoon asks as he saw the message. Taehyung nods.
"He said she'd enrolled her kid there."
"She has a kid now?!" Jimin screams in shock. Jeongguk laughed in an obnoxiously loud way and the whole room quieted.
"She's a mom now. Wow. Happy birthday to me then." He shrugs as he walks to the counter to get his morning cereal.
Yoongi's eye twitches in annoyance. Hoseok, Namjoon and Seokjin looked at each other warily.
But they knew they couldn't say anything, they had to respect your choices. Yoongi quickly whips out his phone as well and makes a quick text.
"Okay, uhm, let's just eat breakfast." Jin says as he turned off and took Taehyung's phone from Jimin and handed it to the owner.
"But Y/N—"
"Clearly doesn't want anything to do with us. Leave her be, Taehyung." Yoongi cuts in sharply. Taehyung bowed his head and Jimin shut his mouth.
They all missed you, wanted to see you, ask how you were doing. Jeongguk too, though he didn't want to admit it.
It's better this way.
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Yoongi: Wear a mask every time you go out. Pollution is getting worse these days. It's safer that way.
You read the message Yoongi sent you and sighed. You picked up the mask you had brought with you and wore it, covering your nose and mouth with it.
It was the first attempt of his to reach out to you. But you were disappointed. You expected more from him. You weren't surprised though.
"Guys! I'm home." You call as you step into the apartment. Taking off your shoes and coat, Nari comes from her playroom screaming.
"Eomma!" She happily jumps at you and you catch her. You laugh as she fills your face with kisses. The helper follows behind her.
"Thank you for watching her, lunch next week? My treat." She smiles and hugs you warmly in response.
"Sure, Eonni, happy to watch her anytime. See you again Nari!" She bids farewell as she steps out of the apartment. You pick up Nari and walk to the couch. It was lunch time now and you hadn't cooked anything yet.
"Nari-ah, what do you want for lunch? Mommy hasn't cooked yet." You ask her as she runs around the living room.
"Chicken! Chicken! Chicken!" She screams as she runs around in circles. You laugh at her, knowing later she'll be tired and sleepy after she eats.
"Go grab your shoes and coat, baby. We'll eat out." You tell her as you got up to grab yours. She follows you to the coat rack and shoe rack, she steps on the baby step stool to reach for her stuff while you reach yours.
"Need mommy's help?" You looked down at her as you shrugged your coat on again. She shook her head and continued to put on her sneakers, only calling for your help to tie them.
You grabbed Yoongi's beanie that he left on the rack and put on Nari, and a black mask to cover her nose and mouth, solely because she gets allergies from the cold.
You strapped on her bag that was filled with her things and went out with her into the wintery Seoul.
You hold her hand as she skips along the sidewalk next to you until you stop at the chicken place you both go to. You led her in first and closed the glass door behind you.
"How many people?!" Shouts the waiter at the back at your arrival. It has always been like this, they cook in the back and you have to shout out to get their attention.
"Two please!" You shout at the waiter in the back as you waved at her, notifying where you'll be sitting.
There weren't too many people today, probably because the weather's freezing. But Nari enjoyed winter, she loved snow even though it caused her to sneeze all the time. She loves being out when it is this time of year.
"Here you go, the usual?" Your waitress comes with lemonade and glasses before asking. You nod at her with a smile and she nodded. It was only a while you had waited and next thing you know your food was here.
You and Nari ate noisily, she sat in her high chair next to you and played with the crayons the staff gave her. You both laughed and you comfortably talked to her how you would to your friends, it was your strategy to help her learn both Korean and English.
"Nari, what part is this?" You ask as you hold up a thigh part from the chicken platter. She giggles and grabs it from your hands before munching on it.
"Tae part." She laughs with her mouth full trying to say thigh but you stilled as you heard the words fall from her lips.
Tae. Taehyung.
You shook your head, it's probably a baby thing, saying things out of nowhere. You paid it no mind. You continued to eat like your daughter hadn't said your old friend's name that she doesn't have any knowledge of.
"Nari, do you wanna go to school? New experiences, honey. Learn new stuff and maybe even play more?" You brought up the subject as she sips her sippy cup where you transferred the lemonade.
"Play mommy?" She asks you as she looks up, her big doe eyes and lips glistening. She looks so much like Jeongguk. She was so beautiful.
You nod and brush her hair. She smiled at you with barbecue sauce all over her mouth. You laughed and wiped them off with a napkin.
Little did you two know that someone was watching you out the door as you both ate.
"It's her. It really is her." Taehyung whispers as he stares at you in awe, noting how much you've changed.
"She got prettier." Jimin gushes as he stares at your face, noticing how much you've matured in the last few years. Taehyung nods in agreement.
They had both followed you here. Jin sent them out to get take out for lunch. They were on their way to a dimsum shop but stopped when Taehyung saw the familiar color of your coat when you rounded a corner. All thanks to the picture Seojoon sent him.
And when you leaned back to call at the waiter, they finally saw her.
They saw Nari.
"Oh my fuck! Tae! There! That's her kid!" Jimin pushes the other as he jumps, pointing at the cute baby, face messy from all the barbecue sauce.
Nari looked up from her chicken and saw the jumping man outside the shop. She laughs cutely and you look at her confused.
"What's so funny, baby?" You ask her as you follow her line of vision to the outside, but nothing was there.
"Jump!" She says as she continues to chew on the chicken meat. You chuckle at her wild imagination as the waitress brought more rice.
You spoon fed her the rice, knowing she was just going to snack on the chicken and ignore the rice. Just exactly how Jeongguk does. She picked up his traits more than yours.
"Nari, after this, do you want to go to the park?" You ask her as she chews more. She nods and smiles at you, teeth stained brown from the sauce. You laughed and continued to eat.
"We have to tell Jeongguk." Jimin says to Tae as they went into the dimsum shop. Taehyung stares at him weirdly and falls in line.
"Why? They broke up years ago, Minnie. There's no point." Taehyung shrugs Jimin's proposal without a care, following the line to the counter as the shorter man follows beside him.
"But, did you see how old the kid looked? Probably about 3 or 2 years old." Jimin continues. Taehyung looks at him, curious about what the older man was trying to say. He cocked a brow and beckoned him to continue.
"What if it's his kid?"
Taehyung laughed loudly, startling the people in line with him. Jimin smiled apologetically and kicked Taehyung's shin lightly, making the younger stop from laughing.
"Jimin, don't be stupid. She can't be Jeongguk's daughter. If it was then she would at least reach out for child support." Taehyung says as he crosses his arms on his chest, looking at the shorter man.
"I don't even know anymore, Tae. You know what, let's just go order and go home." Jimin nods, shutting down the idea quickly as they rounded up the counter.
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"Come again soon, you two!" Said the waitress as you and Nari walked out the restaurant, hand in hand. You waved and walked forward, Nari skipping alongside you.
As you rounded the corner towards the bus station, you suddenly saw so many people in front of the street you were about to walk, each having a different item in their hands. Cameras, lights, mics and reporters and many more surrounded the area and you pulled Nari up to carry her, scared to lose your daughter in the sea of people.
You pull both of your masks up and walk silently, trying to stay camouflaged in the crowd.
"Mr. Jeon! Happy birthday! May we have a minute of your time?!" You heard a reporter shout far behind you.
You gasped in shock and like your body had a mind its own, turned around to the other side of the wide street to see a man, clad in a formal suit and tie walking out the building, the reporters swarming the area as security tried their best to distance them.
Jeongguk.
He looked... pristine. Like a protected gem. His hair was slicked back as he nodded and smiled charmingly at the reporter, who tried hard not to swoon.
He looks up for a second, feeling something off, before he skimmed the area and then, all of a sudden,
His eyes met yours.
You squeak before hurriedly dashing off, trying your best to run with Nari in your hands. It was a good thing you weren't wearing heals today. Or else that would be the cost of your downfall.
"You! Hey! Who—" You heard him shout distantly but before he had the chance to run to you, his face was being shoved in microphones and cameras.
You ran and ran, feeling your knees burning from running while carrying Nari's weight with you. But you didn't stopped running.
It wasn't long until you heard multiple footsteps behind you, so you tried your best to confuse them with your directions, rounded all corners and avoided familiar crosswalks until you reached your apartment complex, noticing how the footsteps behind you seemingly so distant now, they lost you somehow.
You ran straight to the stairs, ignoring the people in the open elevator that stared at you. You placed Nari gently on the ground as you reached your apartment door.
You fumble with your pocket for the key and opened your apartment door. You ushered Nari gently inside and quickly followed, locking it and peeping through the peephole. You closed the curtains and turned off the light, you were suddenly grateful you put the shoe racks inside the house or else the people outside might know you're home.
Nari stared at you curiously, wondering why all of the sudden her mom had run back home when you were both supposed to be going to the park. But she just watched you, she's very smart to sense something was wrong and kept quiet.
You looked down at her and sent a panicky smile, putting up a finger against your lips as you signaled her to be quiet.
You then heard a group of distant footsteps from outside your door. You quickly looked into the peephole just in time to see a group of men looking around outside your door.
You stifle a gasp. With fear coursing in your veins, you quickly hold on to the lock of the door. You then see the tallest of them pull out his phone and look like he dialed a number, he didn't bring it up to his ear though.
"Did you find her?"
"My apologies, Mr. Jeon. We lost her. We also asked the building's staff if they had a tenant under the name..." You froze at his next words.
"Cha Y/N."
They knew you. They knew who you were. And they saw you with Nari.
They were trying to find you.
You distinctly heard the other voice on the phone sigh.
"That's fine. Seoul's not that big for me to search. And she can hide all she wants, I'm going to find her sooner or later." The person on the phone chuckles and the guard agrees.
"Yes, sir. We'll try our best to find her. We've already got the area scouted." Your eyes widen in shock. You looked down at Nari now silently playing with her dolls in front of you, not seeming to want to leave your side.
How were you going to go out now?
It was a good thing that your apartment was under your sister's name, Go Areum, it saved you at this scary moment.
You peeped the peep hole again and saw that the men were now looking at your door. You refrain from squeaking in fright as you remembered a person can only look through the peephole from the inside. You prayed silently to whoever was up there for a miracle.
"Kim Jisoo, you should leave before we get sued for trespassing on paid and protected properties. But keep the place under surveillance." Says the voice from the phone. You sighed in relief and continued to listen.
"Yes sir, follow through, boys." He says and ends the call. He signals the men to leave, making him the only one left in front of your door. He looked down the hallway.
"Cha Y/N, I know you're here. I'm going to find you." He silently says in the empty air, taking a moment to study every door in the hallway, before turning and leaving.
You sigh and finally slumped back to the wall. You breathe in heavily as you start to relax.
"I have to make a plan." You look at the floor before you look at Nari. You had to get her out of here, it wasn't safe for both of you to stay here now that Jeongguk knew your whereabouts.
Jeongguk was not going to stop, especially since he sent those men after you. He must've had a reason why he wanted to find you.
You shut your eyes as you thought of a plan to get Nari out the building without you coming out with her. You think and think until a plan finally finalizes itself in your head.
You pulled out your phone from your coat and dialled his number, even though it was against your will, you had to. To keep Nari safe.
"Yoongi oppa?"
"Y/N? How are you? Do you need anything? How's Nar—"
"Oppa, I'll answer your questions later, but please, I need your help." You shakily say as you feel your hand tremble from the nerves.
You glanced at Nari starting to lay on the floor again, wanting to sleep from being full and having her energy spent from all the skipping she did earlier. You held up your phone to your ear with your shoulder as you picked up Nari and laid her on the couch.
"Sure, anything, what is it?"
"Can you come by and pick up Nari, bring her to my sister?" You say as you went inside to your room and brought out a duffle bag. You started out by getting Nari's clothes, all her belongings.
"What!? Why? Are you leaving again? Y/N, if this is about our argu—" You sighed, cutting him off.
"No, this is far more important than our argument. Please, oppa, just help me." You were on the verge of crying as you rashly folded Nari's clothes into the duffle bag, making sure everything fit so you can pack more of her needs.
"Then— fine, I hate it when you're being secretive. What time should I come by? I'm in the studio right now so it might take me 2 hours?" You heard his fingers clicking a keyboard.
"Perfect, just as long as you come. Bring no one with you, make sure no one can recognise your face. Act subtle." You advised him as you started to pack a few toys that your daughter can't live without.
"Fine. Y/N?"
"Yes?"
"I'm sorry."
"I, oppa... Just— just come, please." You ended the call before your tears escaped your eyes. You sobbed as you then brought the duffle bag to the living room, packing up Nari's diapers and bottles. You squeezed everything inside the duffle bag.
You couldn't bring the wheeled luggage, it was too eye-catching. So this will have to do. You can bring the luggage out once Nari wasn't in the apartment.
You took your phone again and sent a text to Areum.
Y/N Eonni: are you free today?
AreumUgly: Yeah, what's up
Y/N Eonni: Meet up with Yoongi and take Nari to mom and dad's
AreumUgly: Why what's wrong, you were fine this morning
Y/N Eonni: I'll explain later , can you do that for me?
AreumUgly: Sure sure, just text me the deets.
Y/N Eonni: okay, thank you. I promise to explain everything later.
You finished packing the duffle bag, but you weren't finished with your plan. You checked into the living room to see if Nari was still sleeping, which she was.
You then went back into the bedroom, crouching under the bed and pulled out the box you promised to never open up again years ago.
"Just this time. This. Time. Only." You say to yourself as you open the lid and see what once was your obsession.
Hair products. Different dyes, tons and tons of large bottles of hair dyes. There were a few extensions, but that won't help you.
You looked at your healthy, brown hair and sighed. You had to completely change your hair since it was the only thing they saw of you.
You picked up a large bottle of bleach considering your waist-length virgin hair, a 30 volume developer, and an almost grey shade of lilac hair dye.
This was the best option.
Jeongguk knows how your hair looks in different shades of blond and red. But not this. You've never tried lilac.
"Just today. After this, you go back, Y/N." You warned yourself as you pulled on the gloves.
You changed into an old tattered shirt and looked at the time. You then started to bleach your hair, wasting no time as you hurriedly applied the product down and up the length of your hair.
It's true when they say old habits die hard. You were coloring your hair like how you would three years ago.
You coloured everyone's hair. The boys' more especially, they loved having their hair color changed ever so often. Your sister had also become your muse back then. You loved it when you were bleaching and dying a person's hair. It was your kind of talent.
After you had set the bleach in for 20 minutes in two sets, you then proceeded to color your hair in the dyes you chose. After letting that set for another 30 minutes, you went and rinsed. You weren't surprised with how well the color lifted on your hair, it was grown out and was free from chemicals. You blow dried and brushed your hair and looked into the mirror, observing yourself.
Honestly, you admitted you could've done better, the lilac wasn't that lively so your hair looked all smokey gray with just a tint of lilac. But vanity wasn't important here.
Escaping from Jeongguk was.
You brushed a hand through your hair, sighing as it laid in front of your eyes. You were trying to escape your obsession with hair dyes because you had almost fried all of your hair off from dying it too much all those years ago.
You went into the living room, seeing Nari still asleep on the couch, you didn't take off her coat since Yoongi was taking her out again. You put on a beanie on yourself, as the cold chilly winter air was starting to seep into the apartment.
It was 3 in the afternoon when Yoongi knocked on your apartment door. 20 minutes after his arrival he was out the door with Nari, the duffle bag on his shoulders. 30 minutes after his arrival, he and Nari were probably in his car and you were now packing the luggage, filling it with your clothes and more of Nari's needs, folding everything into tiny pieces for more space.
You got your white tote bag and checked to see if all the things in it earlier were still inside before you slung it over your shoulder.
It had all happened so fast.
After you were done, you changed your normal brown coat into a jet black one. You changed into black slacks and a gray turtleneck, before taking off the beanie and putting your hair into a low ponytail, letting your long fringes frame your face at the sides.
You knew Jeongguk still thinks that you hate your hair up considering how much the guards knew so much about you, of course he must've told them how you always looked like.
But you were one step ahead. Jeongguk may be a CEO, business wise, but you were a mother, streetwise. You were the smart one when it comes to being sneaky, well, you're actually just really smart in general.
You were closing the lights and were about to leave the apartment, luggage in tow, when you heard a ding from your phone.
AreumUgly: got Nari
AreumUgly: *photo attached*
It was a photo of Nari and Yoongi inside your parents' living room. Nari and Janyeon were sitting on each of Yoongi's thighs as your father had his arm over the man's shoulders and your mom was smiling in the back as she was holding up a pot.
AreumUgly: Eomma's cooking dinner when we got here, you should hurry
Y/N Eonni: On my way
You stepped out and locked the apartment door. You checked your surroundings before you walked, wheeling the luggage you had and went inside the elevator.
You got out of the apartment and made sure to act natural.
The sun was setting as you walked, giving you its remaining light to make you feel safe as the sidewalk was still a bit crowded. You waited on the bus stop, adjusting your mask as the bus rolled in.
You sit on the singular seat, not wanting to be next to people.
Every moment since you walked out your apartment, you were walking on your tippy toes, observing everything and anything before moving cautiously.
You were alert, more so than usual. Ever since you became a mom, you always have to be up on your feet.
You leaned your head onto the bus' window, watching the scenery outside. You wished your life could just magically go back to normal.
Just you, your daughter, and no Jeongguk.
But fate said none of that. Here you were, a newly dyed-haired single mom on her way to her parents' town, running away from her CEO ex-boyfriend who was the father of her 3 year old.
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"Y/N! My child! Oh goodness! What happened to your hair?!" Your mom rushes to you as soon as you walk in the living room. She runs her hand through your hair, looking in disbelief at your now smokey lilac hair.
"Please sit down, Eomma, I'll explain everything." You pulled in your luggage. Yoongi noticed your presence and stepped in quickly, taking the heavy suitcase from you.
You thanked him quietly, you knew he was stealing glances at your hair, but he didn't question it.
"Eomma! Hair!" Nari screams as you step into the living room, rushing to you.
She pulled you down by your hand and started to run her hands through your soft silver locks, making you chuckle. You pulled her into a tight hug, kissing her forehead as you wrapped your arms around her tiny frame.
"You're safe now, baby. Mommy missed you, though." You pulled back and pouted playfully at your daughter, making her giggle and kiss your cheek.
You smiled tiredly and stood up as Nari went back to play with Janyeon in his room.
"What do you mean safe? Y/N, what's going on?" Your father asks you as you finally sit on the couch. You sighed and looked at the two toddlers, making sure they were busy with playing.
Yoongi sat next to you while your parents and sister sat in front of you both.
"Jeongguk, he knows I'm still here." Yoongi's brows jumped and he leaned in.
"How?" He asks softly, noticing how shaken up you were.
You feel your eyes glisten with unshed tears, and when Yoongi puts his hand on your thigh like he always does, that's when you burst into tears. He quickly wraps his arms around your shaking frame and comforts you.
"Nari and I went out to eat for lunch, then when we were walking, you know the wide s-street where all the large corporate buildings were?" You try to say as you hiccup, Yoongi's hand rubbing your back. They all nod and wait patiently for you to continue.
"There were press everywhere, apparently J-Jeongguk was there t-too, he saw me and N-Nari, so I picked up Nari and ran. He s-sent guards a-after us, so I-I ran through different streets and I avoided crosswalks, when I lost them, I ran b-back to the apartment, but they arrived as soon as I locked the d-door." You sobbed into Yoongi's shirt, feeling the man press a kiss onto your head as he shushed you.
"That's why you wanted Nari out of the building." Your sister says in realization. You nod and sniffle before continuing.
"One of his guards called him and they spoke literally in front of my door. He told t-them to have the building under surveillance. They were roaming o-outside my hallway when they mentioned my name." You slowly calmed down as Yoongi continued to ease your shaking body.
You wrapped your arms around his waist and leaned down to wipe your tears onto the sleeve of his shirt, knowing he wanted you to do it. That's how he knows you're calming down.
"Did they see what you looked like?" Your mom asks, making you shake your head as an answer.
"No, but they know my hair color and what my coat looked like." They all nod, now knowing why you had suddenly changed your hair, and why you weren't wearing your favorite brown coat.
"Oh my Y/N, you must've been so shaken up. Let me make you tea, okay? Try to relax. You and Nari can stay here as long as you need." Your mom stood up and kissed your forehead, you nod and watched her go to the kitchen.
You felt Yoongi's arms tighten around you, pulling you closer than before. You looked at him and saw him looking down on the floor.
"I'm going to kill that bastard." He says in gritted teeth.
"I'm bailing you out if you ever do." Your father quips angrily, making you and your sister let out a laugh a little. You leaned back as your father stood up as well, following after your mom to finish making dinner.
"I'll go check on the kids, you should calm down first, Eonni." Your sister says as she left you and Yoongi both on the couch, going into the kids' room and closing the door after.
Yoongi leans back with you, now resting on the couch as his arms are still wrapped around you. You sighed and closed your puffy eyes as he ran his hands through your hair, admiring how the color suits your complexion completely.
"Your hair suits you." He says softly. You smile and leaned closer till your forehead was now onto his shoulder.
"Really? I thought brown was my superior hair color?" You say in giggles, finally calming down as your breathing returns to normal. He airily chuckles.
A moment of comfortable silence looms over the both of you, before he speaks again.
"Am I forgiven though?" He says as he leans back to look into your red eyes. You studied his face a bit before nodding. He sighs in relief and smiles at you.
"But we're just friends now." As soon as you said those words his smile faltered. His brows furrowed and he looked at you before laughing.
"You're kidding. You're still my girlfriend, you're just getting back at me." He said and he shook his head, laughing airily again.
You felt your eyes glisten again, your silence making him look at you in all seriousness, disbelief and heartbreak written all over his perfect face.
"Y/N, no. Please no." He said as he saw that you were serious.
He felt his heart shatter into a million pieces.
You shook your head as tears fell down your cheeks once again.
His own tears cover his cheeks as well as he sobs, shoving his face into your shoulder as you both cry. He shakes under your hands, body rocking as his sobs escape him.
You pull him back, seeing his face red and blotched with tears. You wiped them with both of your hands before he caught yours in his, intertwining them.
"Y/N, please don't do this to me. I can't lose you. I can't lose both you and Nari. P-Please, I love you and I need you both. Y-You're my family, I—" His own sobs cut him off, making him bury his face into your shoulder again.
You shush him, crying silently as you comfort him the same way he did to you earlier.
"You were right, oppa, it's better this way." You comfort him, holding him as he shakes his head.
"I wasn't mad at you, baby, I was just s-stressed from work, I-I didn't mean to take it out on you, I didn't mean to say all those, I'm sorry, Y/N. P-Please, don't leave me." He cries into your shoulder.
"Oppa, I still love you even if we're not together. You're someone I know I can count on. I trust you. You're my best friend." You assure him as you rub his back, not wanting to cry anymore.
As much as it pains you to do this, you knew you had to. It would save you and Yoongi from future heartbreak. You love him, wanted to be with him and marry him, probably have more kids. You can see a future with him. But this was the right thing to do.
Focusing on Nari was your top priority. Maybe when the time was right, you and Yoongi could have a chance.
And if that time comes, you hope you're ready to love him with all of your heart again.
"Y/N, I love you. Don't do this to me." He begs you as he looks up from your shoulder, shaking hands coming to hold your face. You shook your head and smiled at him, feeling your heart ache.
"You know I love you forever, whether you're my best friend or my boyfriend or even my enemy, right?"
He nods and leans his forehead against yours, shutting his eyes as he cries silently.
"You know you're still an important person in my life?" He nods again.
"That will never change, Yoongi."
Your parents watched you both from the kitchen, your sister was also watching you both from the crack of the door.
They love Yoongi and treat him as if he was your husband, a member of the family. And seeing you both like this, it broke their hearts.
It broke yours.
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"Eomma, sing?" Nari asks as you finally lay next to her on the bed in your old room. Yoongi lays on her other side as he drapes an arm around her torso, cuddling both of you to him.
He didn't want to drive all the way back home, your family also insisted he stayed here for the night. It was also technically still Nari's birthday, so you let him.
You scoot closer, wrapping an arm around her torso as well and you sighed. You closed your eyes and started to pat her thigh, lulling her to sleep just like every night as you started to sing.
"Hoping for more good days
If you believe me then say one, two, three
If you believe then say one, two, three
Hoping that everything will change when we say..."
You trailed off, waiting for Nari to say the next words. When you heard nothing, you opened your eyes and saw that both Yoongi and your daughter had their eyes closed. You smiled and kissed their foreheads before lying back down and closing your eyes.
"You're still the singer I fell in love with." Was the last thing you heard from Yoongi before sleep took over you.
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Ring! Ring!
Came from your phone making you jolt awake. You looked at your wall clock near the door. 3:12 midnight. It seemed fairly dark outside, the moon was the only light coming from the window.
You were annoyed, disturbed from your sleep, because of being a light sleeper, it peeved you. You untangle yourself from the two sleeping people, grumbling as they were moved. You looked at them and saw that Nari was now all snuggled up into Yoongi's chest and Yoongi was hugging her.
Well, that's one good sight to see waking up. You smiled and leaned over to the bedside table.
You picked up your ringing phone without looking at the caller id, grumbling as you tried to wipe the sleep off your eyes.
"Who is this? Don't you know that it is very rude to call in the middle of the night? People have to sleep, you know." You snapped at the phone.
"Y/N? Is Yoongi there with you?" Jin's voice rang through your ears as he talked. You then quickly apologized and said yes.
"Y/N, listen carefully, if you're at the apartment, you have to leave now, Jeongguk—" Jin's voice got cut off as another contact was now calling your phone. You sighed in annoyance.
Why is everyone calling in the middle of the night?!
You click hold and answer before talking.
"Hello? If this is someone I know, I'm trying to sleep, can you gu—"
"I'm going to find you Y/N." An oh so familiar voice talks, cutting you off in complete silence. You almost dropped your phone in shock.
"Who are you? How did you get my number?" You tried not to stutter and remain calm. You knew who it was, you just wanted him to think that you didn't know any of his plans yet.
"Still naive you are, I see." He chuckles. Your nervousness was now replaced with anger, but you didn't let your emotions get the best of you.
You gripped your phone in your hands as you open your mouth to speak.
"Listen here, kid, I don't know who the fuck you are or what kind of prank call you're doing, I'm a mom and I could beat the literal fuck out of you if I wanted to but I'm smarter than that. If you ever try to harm me or anyone I love, you're gonna have to face me and my lawyer in court, dipshit. So stop calling me, you fucking weirdo." You snapped at the phone and ended the call before he had the chance to answer.
You looked at the screen and noticed Jin already ended the call and just sent text messages. You sighed in exhaustion, feeling the adrenaline flow out of you as quick as it came. You ignored them, planning to read and answer them all in the morning.
You laid back down on the bed, and as soon as Yoongi's arms wrapped over your torso, you quickly fell asleep.
Meanwhile, Jeongguk was in his room at the dorm, sitting on the chair of his desk as he stared at his phone in pleasant surprise.
Who would've known you had it in you to be a bad bitch?
He rarely ever heard you cuss before, he only saw you angry twice and it was a scary sight. When you were around them or when you two were alone, you have always been an innocent good girl.
Maybe he had underestimated his knowledge about you. He was the naive one to think that after all these years you wouldn't have changed one bit.
He was so wrong. He was now starting to doubt himself, doubt his plans to find you and bring you back. But he knew one thing for sure.
He wasn't going to stop. He was going to find you, no matter how long it takes.
And meet the little one that he so badly wanted to know who's the father of.
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Author’s Note:
supportive reader:
AAAAAAA IT IS FINALLY TUESDAY SO HERE *gently puts chapter 3 onto your dashboards* ok so the next chapter will be in a more past timeline so no yearly flashbacks to Nari and Jeongguk's birthday ;(
but I hope you all enjoyed seeing Nari's past birthdays in the meantime :)
Jeongguk acting like this is creepy but uhm a bit hot? Wtf im so fcukedup anyways
so sorry for the unrealistic hair color scene i know that achieving a light lilac hair tone in one day is nearly impossible with virgin dark hair but since it's fiction i say whatever happens happens heheheehehheehheheheheheheeh
Also So Sad we aren't going to see YoonY/N anymore
:( or are we? O.o
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Genshin Boys With A Dense Crush (Part 2)
Here is part 2~ so, the reason why I didn't include Bennett and Razor is the fact that I can never write for them, like IDK why but its just very hard for me. So yeah, sorry about that. Part 1 (Albedo, Childe and Diluc)
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Chongyun
Dense + Dense = more dense
It was painfully obvious that Chongyun likes you but for some reason, he can’t quite figure that out for himself
But everyone around them knows
Xingqiu is actually on the road to writing a book about the two of you
Xiangling, Xinyan, Hu Tao, and Yan Fei are betting on how long until Chongyun realizes his feelings
Chongyun doesn’t know why he likes to see you every day, wants to have meals with you, and why he gets uncomfortable when he sees you with another person and smiling at them
Maybe it was the work of g-
“Oh I like them” -Chongyun one day when he woke up
He consulted his best friend Xingqiu about this and Xingqiu just placed his books down and said “dear archons finally, it was getting very painful to watch”
So the two started planning a cute little confession scenario
Somewhere Xinyan and Yan Fei are crying because they lost the best but Yan Fei is arguing that betting was illegal and has no ground in the law… Yan Fei, you betted with your conscience please stop
Anyway!
The pair of best friends decided to go with a simple type of confession because less is more in Xingqiu’s books
It was going so well, a cute dinner and all of that
“I like you Y/N, can we be more than that?”
Oh is that Xingqiu, Xiangling, Xinyan, Hu Tao, and Yan Fei spying on both of you from the bushes? Why, yes indeed.
“You want to be best friends Chongyun? But don’t you have Xingqiu as your best friend already?” - you with your ever so innocent voice and expression
Chongyun is frozen in place
Xingqiu, Xiangling, Xinyan, Hu Tao and Yan Fei are betting again this time how many times will Chongyun get a friendzone
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Kaeya
Someone revive him
He can’t take your dense nature anymore
This is Kaeya after all everything he does allude to something so WHY WON'T YOU GET IT STILL
“Oh, Kaeya? You like someone!? Can you introduce me to them?” - you asking excitedly upon hearing his and Rosaria’s conversation
Kaeya was pretty sure he was describing you
Rosaria is holding back her laugh, she can't breathe… SOMEONE SAVE HER
“I love them but this dense attitude is too much!” - Kaeya as he slams his fist on top of Diluc’s bar
“Have you tried wooing them?” - Diluc as his wiping a glass down, he's so nonchalant about this situation LMAO
“HAVE I TRIED?” - Kaeya sounding very offended
“How about getting a white bed sheet and painting “will you marry me Y/N” on it?” - Rosaria
“Yeah, they leave me no ch-”
“Sit down, don’t embarrass yourself like a child” - Diluc pushing his brother down to sit
“HOW WILL I GET MY FEELINGS ACROSS THOUGH!”
“Just confess, normally… like… a normal person” - Diluc
Kaeya decided that in two days time he was going to confess to you, two days because he needed to make sure it was perfect
But the moment he saw you laughing with some random guy all the planning was thrown out the window
“Meet me in front of the church when the sun rises” - Kaeya to you when he passes by you at the corridor of the headquarters
When you arrived, he made you stand at the flight of stairs in front of the church while he went down
He kneeled with his right knee touching the ground and he pulled a very neatly folded white sheet from his pocket
He unraveled it and wrote, “WILL YOU MARRY ME Y/N?”
But even before you can react a thunderous shouting can be heard and a chuckle
“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!? I SAID CONFESS NORMALLY!” -Diluc
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Thoma
I’m going to try but still little info on this new pyro husband
Thoma is a very understanding boy
He likes you so much that he's willing to wait
But damn has he been waiting long
He decided he was going to confess to you today as well!
“Y/N! I like you!” - Thoma
“I like you too! You are like my best friend!” - you
Every time this happens Thoma stress eats.
Ayaka is giggling because he has never seen her friend like this
He's trying his best for you to like him, he cooks for you, takes care of you, guards you, protects you…
WHAT IS HE DOING WRONG!?
“You know the festival is ongoing” -Ayato as he watches his sister’s friend mop around like a puppy who has been kicked. “Why don’t you try confessing properly and straight-forwardly there?”
That gave him an idea
He dragged to the talisman-wishing thing and told you that you two should make one
When the both of you were done, you should each other what you made and to your surprise, Thoma made a drawing of the both of you holding hands
“It’s not us being best friends forever” - he clarified
“It’s me hoping to spend many more years beside you as your lover.”
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Venti
Barbatos aka Venti the Bard has been singing a lot of love songs lately
Especially when you were in the audience watching
He always likes your smile especially when you were watching him
So when the two of you were strolling around near the church of Monstad
He decided that he was going to confess today
Years of being alone and he finally get what Vanessa told him about meeting the right person
“Y/N, I love you-”
“Aww, Venti, I love you too!”
“Really?!” - Venti very excitedly
“Yeah! I love you as a friend! We’re like besties!”
Dvalin felt that
Andrius felt that
Hell even Vanessa felt that from Celestia
“Oh I got to go, bestie, I have something to do! See you tomorrow!”
Lately, the winds of Monstad have been depressing?
“I don’t understand! I thought they liked me back!” Venti his chugging his alcohol while Diluc looked at him in irritation
Diluc wants to kick him out but Venti is Monstad’s archon so he decided against it
“Venti! There you are!” - you
Venti hears your voice and because his drunk his happy instead of upset
He throws himself at you in an attempt of a sloppy hug
“Y/N! I love you~”
“I love you too, we are fr-”
“NO! I LOVE YOU LIKE A SIGNIFICANT OTHER I LOVE YOU! THAT TYPE OF LOVE THAT IF YOU ASK ME TO FIGHT MORAX I WOULD!”
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Xiao
When Xiao first had these feelings he was confused
He lived a long life and this was the first time in his life where when he sees someone his chest becomes constricted and warm
“Xiao! Do you like traveler!?” - you excitedly
Xiao felt a tightening in his chest not that good type but am i being stab right now type of tightening
His answer would usually be along the lines of no and he can’t have relationships with mortals
He usually has a lot more patience with you compared to others but hearing you say that he looks good with someone else just made something in him snap
He didn’t mean to shout at you nor did he mean it when he said you should leave him alone
That’s why he's waiting for you at Wangshun Inn, his loneliness grew into worry when after 2 days you weren’t back yet
Upon eavesdropping around he also found out that no one has seen you and your last known location was Mt. Hulao and he immediately began to worry because that place was prohibited to humans
“Are you looking for someone?” - Mountain Sharper appeared behind Xiao as he reached the top of Mt. Hulao. “Are you looking for a mortal perhaps?”
“How did-”
“-That mortal is pretty noisy, they don’t stop talking and they know you.”
Oh, the warm feeling in his chest is back because they were talking about him which means that they weren’t angry at him!
“Where are they!?” Xiao would realize and I swear to you his ready to break every amber rock around Mt.Hulao
“Calm down, they are currently collecting Qingxin flowers”
Right on cue, “XIAO!? IS THAT YOU!?” he heard your voice from behind him, when he saw you, he immediately rushes to you and hugs you
“What are you doing here!?” Xiao would ask, his voice was raised only because of relief
“Oh, I got lost! And Moon Sharper here saw me, we ended up chatting and I guess I forgot the time, he shared so many stories about y- WHY DO YOU LOOK LIKE THAT ARE YOU HURT!?”
“I’m alright… I just… I m-miss…”
Moon Sharper is just looking at this scene and he knows he's about to spill the hottest tea next time the adeptus (idk plural form okay) have a dinner party
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Xingqiu
At first glance, it might look like that he isn’t affected at all
But internal his boiling
WHY WERE YOU SO DENSE
IF IT WEREN’T FOR HIS CLAN'S TEACHING AND WHAT NOT HIS PROBABLY ABOUT TO ASK YOU FOR A FIGHT
“You’ll make a great husband someday Xingqiu, I know it! Your future wife would be so happy!”
“I want you to be my wife though”
“What was that?”
“NOTHING!”
He knows he needs to move so he can win your heart but how can he when you were dodging every advance he makes
What is more frustrating is that YOU ARE NOT EVEN DOING IT ON PURPOSE
As an author he wants to experience romance first hand, so he tries to be romantic about it but this was frustrating
He decided to pull his last technique from his sleeves
He lent you a very romantic book and between one of the pages he inserted a paper that read “I wish for you to be my muse.”
If that doesn’t work Xingqiu is going to ask you to fight him
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Zhongli
Zhongli, Rex Lapis aka Morax has lived thousands of years
Yet this is the first time he encountered someone so dense at first he taught you were just kidding and pretending but when he described what he likes in someone which was pertaining to you
You simply said “WOW THEY SOUND WONDERFUL AND YOU MUST REALLY LIKE THEM BECAUSE YOU SOUND SO IN LOVE” at his face with genuine awe, there was no sign of you being flustered and whatnot
Hu Tao was there to witness this and the younger female had a good laugh when she witnessed this
Zhongli is now praying to Guizhong for help and patience
He first wondered if the reason for such behavior was because you dislike him but it wasn’t the case because you would always smile when you see him
Which makes his knees very weak
In heaven, all the dead gods are laughing at him
He has lived for so many years and yet he doesn’t know what to do because he wants to spend years with you
But a part of him says this isn’t right because his an immortal and you were a mortal, someday him being a former god would drive an enigma in the future
That’s why he was also hesitating on his part
“Zhongli, look-look! A merchant from Monstad gave me a Cecilia!” - you snapping him from his thought, he's a tall man so you had to tip-toe to put the flower in his hair
“There you look even prettier now!” - you smiling up to him
As you were withdrawing your hand, Zhongli grabs it and places it in front of his lips
“I love you Y/N”
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Hello!
So I’m the anon who asked for more Archon War Venti headcanons and I just loved it! I really like reading your headcanons cuz some of them are similar to mine but mostly are headcanons that I didn’t think of so it really is nice to read and see your thoughts about Venti!
I feel like as if I’m asking too much but could you keep doing these types of headcanons? Like it doesn’t have to be Archon War headcanons but like some headcanons about Venti’s relationship with the Ragnvindrs and Gunnhildrs. Because the first Gunnhildr was the first one who prayed to Barbatos and the first Ragnvindr was his friend who left but came back and I really wanna hear your thoughts on that!
And I’ve decided to get off anon cuz you just replied to my texts and I wasn’t expecting that so I’ve got a short confidence boost that I am completely taking advantage of! And thanks for the advice! or uhh comment? observation? I’m not entirely sure but thank you for that! I’ve heard that be said to me a few times and I have been trying to be more, uhh, assertive so thanks for that!
rfouierjkhfkecs i actually came across information on Gunnhildr and the "Red-haired warrior" yesterday when i was doing more research into the rebellion against Decarabian and I was like "wow this would be really fucking fun to research and theorize on, but its too specific/niche to include unprompted no matter how much i want to" but bestie you prompted, and im literally so happy right now because I didn't think I'd ever really get the chance to post about them!
also lmao yeah, i tend to try and reply to as much as I can, since it's a good feeling when someone does and all. but yeah, no problem! I’m glad you felt confident enough to reveal XD. 
This may be structured a bit more like analysis/theory/just citing canon things at first before it gets into a more headcanony format.
ehe i have so much free reign on this it's lovely
More Archon War Era Venti: one two three
spoilers for Venti's backstory and Diluc's(kinda, i think, just in case)
first things first, laying down some canon background because before yesterday i hadn't heard of either of them outside of that one cutscene.
the very reason Decarabian had his storm wall up in the first place was because at the time Andrius had declared war on him- and his tower, and the city of Mondstadt by extent, were basically constantly under attack by Andrius's blizzards, which since he was still alive back then, were a lot bigger and covered basically what seems to be the whole of Mondstadt outside the barrier.
This meant that people had two options. Live in the city under Decarabian's oppression, or live outside the barrier, and brave the blizzards of a warring god... which was not a good idea
but the Gunnhildr clan(not yet called that) tried- and they almost died because of it. In the midst of a blizzard, the clan chief's daughter, named Gunnhildr(which the clan would be named after later) sent out a prayer that was heard by a wandering wind spirit. And the faith of that prayer gave the spirit enough power to create a small shelter to protect them.
When her father past, she became the new leader and also a priestess. She would later lead the clan to fight Decarabian alongside four others. And basically the Gunnhildr Clan ended up as like sworn protectors of Mondstadt
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as for the red-haired warrior, who is basically assumed to be the earliest known ancestor of the Ragnvindir clan(im gonna refer to as Ragnvindir for convenience sake, even though "Ragnvindir" is technically a different character from Vanessa's era)theres not much information on him, but heres what i have from the various wiki's
- he was a wanderer
- one of the first to use the sign of windblume to find other rebels(so he's intelligent)
- actively propped up the nameless bard so he could watch as the tower was destroyed
there's this little tidbit too from the Windblume Ode bow's description that im probably gonna talk about a considerable amount too: "Atop the ruins of the ancient tower, amidst the cheers, songs, and tears of those who had newly won their freedom. A red-haired warrior turned his back on the newborn god, hidden like a single raindrop in a tidal wave of humanity. He was first among those who passed the secret sign of Windblume, the one who wove threads of dawn throughout the long night. His name has since been lost to time, but his deeds are still remembered in song." followed later by "The fate of this clan will likely never change: they shall ever live in the darkness and bring forth the flame of dawn."
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Now I'm going to start with the Ragnvindir(geez, why's it spelled like that tho)
My idea of his character is basically formed by a mix of Ragnvindir stereotypes and just generally analyzing text.
So what do we know about Ragnvindir's for sure? they are shady motherfuckers- or at least they rarely operate in the spotlight. also damn, these guys are more cursed than anemo vision wielders- like the only one who didn't canonically lose someone close to them was Crepus, but considering that Diluc doesn't exactly have a mom..... he probably did
so what do we know? - he was close with the nameless bard - he was intelligent - he likely operated primarily from the shadows "ever living in the darkness" - he was a wanderer - he abandoned Venti during the celebration - but his deeds were still remembered in song, so Venti and him were likely still close
now the question of the century: how will i choose to interpret "turned his back on the newborn god"? And honestly, I'm- not sure- at first i assumed he abandoned him completely- but Venti did still make sure to carry on his memory- which could just be Venti being Venti, but for the sake of sanity, this is how I'm interpreting it.
A lot of things happened to the Ragnvindir that day. He lost a friend, saw another become a god to replace the one they had conquered, and he saw his goal, his reason for being in Mondstadt, come to fruition. "see the world through my eyes" the bard had said, and the Ragnvindir had been a wanderer even before. Sure, the people had won freedom, and that was to be celebrated, but he's intelligent to recognize that people would likely see him as one of the key figures in leading the rebellion. And for him this was a solemn time, and ending to a chapter, and not being one to operate in the spotlight, the last thing he'd want is to be swept up in festivities and attention at a time like this.
It also likely didn't help that he's probably smart enough to understand the idea of "power corrupts," and seeing the wind sprite just readily accept the mantle of Archon was likely not the most comforting thing to happen in the given situation after all. But Decarabian was gone, and Andrius had ceased his blizzards, so without a word, he slipped into the crowd and left, a wanderer once more.
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now back to Gunnhildr
she was the first to receive an anemo vision from Barbatos, no I do not take criticism on this "the power bestowed on her by Barbatos" like please, they basically said it.
It also mentions that she crowned Venti with laurels(symbol of vistory) after the battle- the book Biography of Gunnhildr additionally says "the Gunnhildr Clan will continue honoring the legacy of its ancestors and its duty to the Anemo Archon: to protect Mondstadt, the land and all who inhabit it, forever."
I really like this because it conveniently ties into my past headcanon about Venti granting visions to the people of Mondstadt and having them be the ones to erect wind barriers and defend the city in his absence.
So in the Archon War I like to imagine that the Gunnhildr clan had a lot of people who were actually granted visions and were basically in charge of protecting it from those who would attempt to ambush them.
Mondstadt essentially became known for this- the fact that the mortals within it were strong enough to fend off the force of a god without support from their own.
but regardless, Gunnhildr, as she had before, served as a priestess to Barbatos, the closest thing that Mondstadt had to a ruler, and yet she only took charge of prayer and protection.... i hate to just- equate them to their descendants- but to an extent- her role was kind of like a merge between Jean and Barbara- Except with a whole lot less structure.... i really dont want their characters to just be carbon copies of the descendants but- c'mon, the comparison was right there.
anyways besties- back to Venti so i can tie them in
The Archon War was one of the worst times for Venti in his entire life thus far. And the time immediately after Decarbian's fall, while Gunnhildr and the Ragnvindir were still alive, was the key period of time in which things could have gone very differently.
Venti is the god of freedom. That's a reoccurring theme and I think I've made that abundantly clear. But during this time, Venti was anything but free.
I've mentioned before how he would stay far from the city of Mondstadt so the shockwave of his death wouldn't reach him, should he fall.... well- Venti is new to a lot of things- godhood- humanity- war- freedom- and at this point he was trying hard to figure out how to be Mondstadt's god without becoming Decarabian, and while still being able to survive, and make sure they survived, and see the world for his friend, and carry on his friends legacy.
And this is a lot of stuff for what was once a carefree elemental being, and there were certain things that had to be done for this to happen. He couldn't just stay in Mondstadt, or he would grow weak and his people would be vulnerable to attack, but he couldn't abandon it, because despite being able to fend for themselves, there's always hat just in case. He couldn't stay in any one place outside of Mondstadt for very long or he'd be found and killed. He knew in order for Mondstadt to survive he would have to take an active role in the war, strengthen himself so he could defend Mondstadt, and thats exactly what he did.
He started by going after the less powerful gods, ones he had a chance at beating with the power he got from the Gunnhildr clan and the rest of Mond, and by wiping them out, he would grow stronger, so he kept it up- working his way up the metaphorical ladder.
but he couldn't let anyone near him either, because he knew just what would happen if he was attacked then. Were it not for Gunnhildr's prayer, the early years of the Archon War would have been without contest the loneliest time of his life, and there would be nothing he could do about it, bound by survival and his attachment to the legacy of his friend, constantly fearing for his life and going against his very nature as the god of freedom. Frankly thrust into that circumstance that early on, and having to face it alone, it's likely that Venti would have caved under the pressure and dropped his attachment to either his survival, or to his friends legacy... or just something entirely worse(isolation messes with brains) so I'm attributing the fact that he didn't do that to Gunnhildr's companionship, speaking to him and guiding him through it as he had guided her through the blizzard some time ago.
I also like to think that she's responsible for founding at least a number of the different celebrations that still happen in Mondstadt even now.
Ugh supportive warrior priestess- we stan
anyway meanwhile! we got the Ragnvindir
He hears about Venti taking part in the Archon war during his wanderings and returns to Mondstadt to check in, wary of what he might find.
Venti, who hadn't seen him since the rebellion, is elated to say the least and they do a bit of catching up because they need it
and then the conversation turns more serious, and the Ragnvindir brings up a third thing that Venti needs to hold onto- his humanity.
See, in the early years, just desperate to get a foothold on the world, Venti's first number of targets were just indiscriminately going after those he knew to be weaker than him, and the Ragnvindir points this out, saying that while it's not necessarily bad, if he keeps doing it, it won't be long until he causes his and, by extent, Mondstadt's legacy to be tainted by a reputation for slaughter, no better than any of the other bloodthirsty gods that frequented the war's fields. "Think of what the bard would do, we were both close enough to do that much"
And Venti becomes yet more caged, but recognizes that he's right, and this is another turning point, that in the coming years would keep Venti from losing himself.
also- Gunnhildr, Venti having told her about the Ragnvindir's concerns that he now shared, probably organized some kind of event (not unlike the right of part, but also, yes unlike it) that was deliberately intended and designs to serve as an excuse that Venti could chose to take to visit Mondstadt, something she know he desperately wanted to do, but wouldn't allow himself for fear of putting them in danger. But if she made it an official celebration, then it would give Venti the opportunity to visit his people again, under the guise of it being a responsibility, not having to deal with the moral implications of doing so at a time when he was already dealing with enough of those already.
Also on his travels, the Ragnvindir probably started and spread a number of rumors that could end up working in Venti's favor, not that anyone ever knew it was him of course.
basically Gunnhildr protected the people of Mondstadt and did all she could to keep everyone in as high spirits as possible, Venti included.
And as for the Ragnvindir, he took a more realistic approach, traveling and getting venti followers in far places, spreading false information about him, and just overall making sure that Venti didn't do things he'd regret.
And when they died, Venti would carry their legacy with him as well, not losing his humanity to the tide of war as he very nearly had(though he still often came close), and trying to spreading high spirits where ever he could without fail.
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