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helveticathestitcher · 4 months
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M3 - 001 / PANTHER
Jace Rethal's Use Mobile Suit
The COUNTER/Weight prequel has me thinking about the Panther. Still one of my favorite suits in the entire series. On a side note, ya'll should check out Friend's at The Table, it's really good.
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natalieironside · 1 year
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Masters of the World, part 1
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Hey there, Age of Mythology fans! You can head on over to https://www.patreon.com/posts/77895021 and download the first map in a campaign I been working on (nothing is for sale, I'm just hosting it there while I work on my big-girl website)
Heyyy everybody, here's one of my side projects!  I'm making a custom campaign for the super great historical fantasy RTS game Age of Mythology: Extended Edition,which I'm pretty sure at least one other person on Earth still plays.  You can get it here if you don't have it:  https://store.steampowered.com/app/266840/Age_of_Mythology_Extended_Edition/  It's been a lifelong favorite since I was a kid and it's a great relic of the early 2000s RTS golden age; highly recommend.  Once you've got the base game plus the Titans and Tales Of The Dragon xpacks, you can just drop this bad boy into the "scenarios" folder in your game files and you'll be good to go.  More on the technical issues in a minute, but if you run into any problems try opening it in the editor and just selecting one of Player 1's units and that should fix it. 
First, a word on the production.  To put it bluntly the AoM scenario editor absolutely stinks.  A lot of stuff just straight up doesn't work.  For one thing, I've confirmed with other mapmakers that the campaign maker is irreparably broken and the only way to knit all the scenarios into a campaign is to manually write an XML document, which . . . I am not doing that.  Also, a lot of the text-based storytelling elements from AoE2 were cut and replaced with visual ones, and listen Ensemble Studios I love you but I am not going to sit here for hours and make an entire claymation movie one if-then statement at a time.
All this is to say that this scenario is not done, but it is as done as it's ever going to get, so I'm just gonna send it.
Masters of the World part 1 is a single-player battle royale (well technically it's 1v1v1v1v1v3 but who's counting) build-and-destroy map with 7 AI players.  Much like Swords of Outremer, I went a little wild with this one and as a consequence it's mad chunky.  I recommend playing with your video settings turned alllll the way down.  Also much like Swords of Outremer, I used an RMS for the skeleton; this one is Alfheim.  I'm planning on telling this story in about 7 or 8 single-player maps, and you can expect Masters of the World part 2: The Fields of Pentecost sometime soonish.
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Masters of the World is a high fantasy scenario where you play as Ajax Ironroot, king of the dwarves, who has come south out of his mountains to deal with an ancient threat:  The Master of the World.  The Masters, a band of mighty and nigh godlike wizards, lorded over by the mysterious figure known only as "the Wizard," have long scourged the land and laid it waste as they vie against each other for ultimate mastery.  Ajax, afraid that this destruction may spread across his borders, will march forth to challenge the Masters on their own terms . . . But, to challenge them means becoming a Master of the World oneself.  
Featuring a robust cast of characters, including the vain and proud Lady Pentecost, queen of the elves, and the mysterious vampire lord Gretta, Duchess of Shadows, as well as various and sundry other original the characters (do not steal).  If you like protracted mountain sieges and massive endgame doomstack fights, like I do, this should serve; during playtesting I let the AI duke it out amongst themselves and they whupped on one another with no clear contender for like 6 or 7 hours until the game ran out of memory and crashed. 
Have fun and let me know what you think!  :)
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bunni-lime-boutique · 1 month
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HELLO YOURE SO TALENTED!! How do commissions work with you?
AHH THANKS AND I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED!!
I'm currently in the process of drawing a more in-depth guide to commissioning me but I'm not sure when it'll be done so I hope this typed out guide works in the meantime! 👍🏽
Here's How Commissioning Me Works!! :D
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1st here's some examples of what I can do:
Paint a real person, an oc, or a show/cartoon/anime character onto a shoe/piece of clothing
Print a real person, an oc, or a show/cartoon/anime character onto a piece of clothing ( not a shoe )
paint any colors or patterns onto a shoe/piece of clothing
print/dye any colors or patterns onto a piece of clothing ( not a shoe )
cut, sew, and/or dye a shoe/piece of clothing to make it a brand new item ( a.k.a. upcycling/refashioning )
etc.
( dont worry if what you want me to do is not listed here, still feel free to ask me cuz i may be able to do it and just forgot to list it here 😅)
Now Here's The Steps of Ordering Something!
First you DM me to order something and I'll ask ya some questions so that I can figure out what you want
You don't HAVE to have some fully detailed design plan when you come to me. Most of the requests are vague tbh and then I just take whatever they give and run with it!! So don't worry! 👍🏽 But if you do already have a specific design plan that's amazing!
Then, I'll go and make a sketch of the design. Once I'm done I'll show it to you and tell you what the overall price of making the customization would be.
If there's any parts of the design you dont like plz let me know before you pay for it!!
If you like the design but not the price there's 2 options
Option 1: I can change some things about the design so that the price will go down while still keeping it as close to the original design as possible
Option 2: Feel free come back another time when you have the money and I'll hold on to that design in the meantime 👍🏽 There's no judgement here trust.
Once you approve of the design and the price you can send me the money through CashApp, Venmo, or Paypal and then I'll start working on your customization!
While I'm working on it I'll give you updates on how it's coming along if you want :)
Then when it's done I'll ship it to you!!
I can ship it to your address, p.o. box, or to your local post office for you to pick up if you dont feel comfortable sharing your address/p.o. box!! 👍🏽
Let's Talk Pricing
There's 2 main things that determine the price
1. The Customization Price
This is THE MAIN thing that will determine the price because it's 100% based on the design you want
If your design is on the simpler side ( adding a person/character/oc in a art style that's not realistic, printing a design, and/or simple patterns and themes ) the customization price can range from $50-$250 depending on what exactly it is you want
if your design is on the more complex side ( very complex patterns, painting in a realistic art style, and/or painting an ENTIRE piece of clothing) then the customization price might land at around $250 and up
if you want me to upcycle/refashion something then the customization price can be about $50 and up
2. The Price of the Shoe/Clothing That You Want Me To Customize
If you don't already own the shoe or clothing that you want me to customize then the price of buying it will be added to the price
If you already own the item that you want me to customize then that can really reduce the overall price by a lot sometimes!
all I ask is that if you already own the shoe/clothing item, please thoroughly clean it before you send it for me to customize 👍🏽
Annnnnd that's all I can think of off the top of my head! If there's any other questions plz feel free to ask!! 😀
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mizoreyukii · 2 years
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Mod Status: June 14th (2022) Patch 1.89.214.1030
2022 July 3rd - The following were updated:
Children/Toddlers Can Die of Anything - Updated again to add meteorite, murphy bed, and rodent disease death for children (and enabled cure interactions for kids).
Human Ghost - Spanish translation by MashyLatte and Russian translation by Miskam added.
No Fade On Everything - Added My Wedding Stories, Werewolves, Decor To The Max, and Little Campers. If you were experiencing loading issues, especially in Sulani, please update all your GP, EP and Base Game files (and clear the cache). If you are still experiencing issues, you MUST go to my Discord server for troubleshooting. Please do not post in other places, as I can't help there.
Removed Occult Plumbob Ring - Updated for werewolves.
Styled Looks Hider - Added Werewolves and Moonlight Chic kit.
Also updated How to Create Custom Occult Rings & Plumbobs tutorial with the new werewolf plumbob IDs.
Next posts I'll be making should have ItsKatato's mods, and the broom and hat updates (finallyyy).
I will likely be adopting some other mods soon as well, just waiting to hear back from the creators and some other people for a few of them.
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Sorry for the wait on the tumblr post! You can always find the latest info on my Patreon in case I’m ever too slow to post on my other social media accounts.
The following were updated for this patch (Kids Can Plan Social Events is the only one that actually broke, the rest are updated for the werewolf pack/patch changes):
Kids Can Plan Social Events
Stand Still in CAS
Human Ghost - Italian translation from Isy has also been added with the 1.89 updates.
Children/Toddlers Can Die of Anything
I will be working on No Fade on Everything (causing some issues for people and needs new packs) and Styled Looks Hider (just pack updates) now. One that I missed in the initial update is Removed Occult Plumbob Ring, which I'll update at the same time as the others.
As for the mods I adopted from ItsKatato, they should still be fine with this patch. I will work on getting those posted once I'm done with these current updates.
Everything else should still be compatible and working.
For my combined mods with thepancake1, check here.
Oh FYI, if you guys buy the werewolf pack to play with the wolves as a family AND have Ingeli's/Simverses' custom bassinets, remove them. They will stop the werewolf bassinets from appearing at birth/working. She's currently busy with life stuff so won't be back to update them for a while. I also picked up the bassinet injector again, so I will hopefully have that released soon and when she is back can convert her file to using the injector instead. Onesies may be coming later though, but my goal is both at the same time.
Remove Hats & Gloves Indoors and the Functional Broom updates that I finished will be posted in a few days as well (or sooner). I'm adding last minute compatibility with the Royalty Mod servants and hopefully the translations.
For Everyone Can Suntan, EA added a moonbathing interaction to BG which was a future planned update. Since they added their own version, my version is likely off the list and I will be investigating EA's files to see if there's anything I want to add or improve.
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21st-century-ninja · 1 year
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Taking commissions for custom crochet dolls! The base price is $25, and all the other info is below the cut. If you have any further questions you can hit me up here or at @fabro-de-omres! check out the original post for the most updated information.
May 18 update: taking a small break as I work on a cosplay project for a con in June! Will update when I’m back again :D
COMMISSION PRICE CHECK FORM HERE
Last updated: MAY 18 2023
Slot 1: N/A Slot 2: N/A Slot 3: N/A
I reserve the right to deny any commission for any reason.  
All payment to be done via PayPal invoice, half upfront after you have approved the sketch plan for your doll.
you must provide a valid address for me to ship the completed doll to, and you are responsible for the shipping cost.
Submitting this form acts as both a quote request and holding a slot.  You are not bound to order a doll just by submitting the form.  
Submitting this form acts as both a quote request and holding a slot.  You are not bound to order a doll just by submitting the form.  
Once I have your submission, I will review your request myself and email you, either denying your order or representing to you the final price.  You then have the choice of whether or not you want to order.
Turnaround is two to three weeks, not including the time it takes to ship.  Let me know if you need it by a certain date and I'll do my best to figure something out, but this is first and foremost a side hobby to my actual job :D
The base price of the doll is $25, but I reserve the right to change the price depending on the complexity of your commission.
Base price includes hair, clothing, belts and/or headbands, and small one-stitch scars.
Dolls stand between 6 and 7 inches tall, varying a bit bc they're handmade.
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Hey there fellow beings!
Due to helping my Brother in Law pay his rent this month, I'm gonna be short for rent in March! So to close the gap as much as possible, I'm opening PWYW (Pay What You Want) commissions from today (Friday Feb 24th) through Friday March 10th! And PWYW means just that: even if you can only spare a dollar, you get a slot! Payments will be through Paypal, email is in the pinned post!
Info:
Stickers only for this sale! I cannot afford to purchase garments to print right now!
Limit of 3 items per order please!
No restrictions on size or complexity; I am limited to 12×12in (30.5 × 30.5 cm) only because my vinyl sheets are that size. More complex designs with multiple colors will take longer to cut and thus longer to ship than more basic designs.
I can ship anywhere in the continental US as well as Europe, the UK and Australia, it may just take longer to reach you, especially Australia (whatever is going on with AusPost delays things into infinity)
10 slots open to start
Any fandom goes or none at all! I can work with you to customize a design based in a fandom or something completely original!
Time to completion varies; I plan to have averything done and in the mail no later than March 17th, but as I am not omnipotent, Life Events may change that target date. Simpler designs are faster to be finished, as are ones with only one color.
For anyone who was really hoping for a hoodie or shirt:
I do have plans to offer them alongside stickers once my finances improve to the point where I can absorb the cost of buying them to print on. But I do not want to offer something I have no way of guaranteeing a timeframe for.
Some examples of my stickers:
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tiredspacedragon · 2 years
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So Happy 810NICLE Day, lads
I planned to post this earlier in the day so typing it out wouldn't be a race against the clock to finish in the last few hours of the day, but it turns out taking pictures and photo editing can take a long time! Who knew?
Anyway, my contribution to this 810 is something I've been working on for a while, and am in fact still working on because they are not done. May I present the still in-progress Default Adaptive Toa Nuva, now as MOCs!
For anyone unfamiliar with the lore of the Adaptive Armour, these six protosteel suits were made by Artakha to be used by the Toa Nuva. They have the power to shapeshift to suit the environment around their wearers, providing them with the equipment necessary to master any terrain. The armour was featured prominently in 2008, where it adapted to the skies and swamps of Karda Nui, allowing the Toa Nuva to fly.
These designs represent the Adaptive Armour in its inactive or default state, where it is not adapting to any particular environment, or is in whatever environment it considers "normal." These default forms are described as looking similar to the Toa's original Nuva armour, but in the Adaptive Armour colours. I decided to interpret that "similar" loosely, for the sake of making post-canon versions of the Nuva that are in-scale with the sets of later years. So here's them, overexplained in exhaustive detail, as is my custom. Enjoy!
This whole project started with a mental image of a Metru Red Tahu Nuva leaning against a tree on Spherus Magna, talking to Jaller in some peaceful time long after the story was over, so it only seems proper to start with him. Whether this is Tahu restored to his Nuva form, or Tahu Mata having gained the Shapeshifting Rahkshi power from the Golden Armour and using it to look like his Nuva self is up to you.
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I've opted to go with Metru builds for all the Nuva. I know a fair amount of people are sick of them by now, but I'm not! And I think they're a great way to translate the look of the Toa Nuva into Inika scale.
I also attempted to stick as close to the designs of the Phantoka and Mistika Toa as possible; on Tahu you can see that he retains the limb pieces, feet, thigh armour, and colour layout of his 2008 self. My reason for this is because we saw Lewa and Pohatu's armour take different forms when they piloted the Rockoh and Axalara vahicles, and those pilot forms looked mostly similar to their Phantoka designs. I also personally value recognizability in Bionicle, I just like it when caharacters' designs are consistent and an observer can pick out common elements across a character's various incarnations. The Kanohi, Nuva armour, and silhouette already make them recognizable as the Nuva, so it's up to the rest of the design to hearken back to 2008.
When it came to choosing Toa Tools, I mainly looked to the Toa Mata. This equipment was made by Artakha, who made the Toa Mata in the first place, and gave them tools he thought suited them. It makes sense to me that when he designed the Adaptive Armour, he would base its default Toa Tools, the ones the Nuva would wield most often, mostly on the original tools of the Mata. Maybe he felt slightly annoyed about how different many of the Nuva tools were from his original designs. In Tahu's case, that means he once again carries the legendary Fire Sword, a symbol of hope and courage to Matoran everywhere. I did think about giving him two blades for some good, old-fashioned lavaboard action, but you can't beat a good symbol for people to rally around.
In addition to their tools, each Toa also has something I call a Deployable Feature. The idea behind these is that they are a feature of the Adaptive Armour that can be deployed in any form it takes, a trick the Toa can consistently rely on. These features also help distinguish the Toa from one another by giving them all something unique. Tahu's was the hardest to come up with, because he's often defined by how plain he is. He's iconic, yes, but he's often just the baseline upon which the other five innovate. My initial idea was a pair of flame pieces peeking out from under his armour, which are still present on the MOC, on his shoulders, but they had a number of issues. They're a little too small, and I couldn't figure out a practical purpose for them (signal flares maybe, to communicate with the team over distance?) and a key feature of all the deployables was that they are easily removable, so if these MOCs were official sets, the deployables could be taken off if someone preferred to display the sets without them, and the flame pieces are kind of a hassle to take off and put on. So instead I slapped on his Mistika leg-claws, though to be honest I don't really know what they would be for either. Perhaps they help him balance while he's lava surfing.
Like I said before, none of these guys are done yet, so I still intend to make some changes, mostly painting some pieces. For Tahu, that involves painting his torso silver, and his chestplate and mask Metru Red.
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Gali was one of the more challenging Toa to build. I don't have Metru Blue Nuva pauldrons for her, or the right upper arms, so she wound up with a custom arm build, which works out well because it makes her arms slightly longer than those of her brothers, just like her original Nuva form. She also winds up with unique shoulder armour like her Mistika self, the Metru pauldron in this case. I also opted to swap her thigh armour from Inika thighguards to Inika shoulders, as a callback to her Mata self, where her thighs were accentuated compared to the others.
Gali is the only one of the Toa Nuva to not receive an Adaptive Toa Tool from Artakha, receiving only an Adaptive Launcher weapon. I opted to forgo the launchers on the others since they adapt to the Toa's opponents, not their terrain, and it doesn't make much sense to me for the Nuva to be armed with blasters during peacetime, which is when these default forms would see the most use. But because Gali has no other option, she is a special case, and thus she carries the Hook Launcher, a unique form of the Adaptive Launcher that only Gali's weapon can take. It fires hooked, harpoon-like projectiles and grappling lines that help Gali scale seaside cliffs, just like her original Hooks. I also slapped her Mistika laser sight on there because why not?
Gali's deployable feature is the set of rotors that unfold from her wrists. They are of course a callback to the Mizuni Rotors of her Nuva set, which were notably attached to her wrists in the Mask of Light movie, rather than the bottoms of her axes.
Gali is still waiting on having her torso painted silver, and her mask and chestplate painted Metru Blue. Unless I find a Metru Blue Nuva chestplate first, because I know those exist.
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I actually like both Pohatu designs from 2008 quite a bit. I think it's a byproduct of really being introduced to the Nuva through Mask of Light, but Pohatu always did strike me as suited to the broad-shouldered, handsome hunk look. That said, I know the character much better now, and I knew I'd be doing it wrong if I didn't give him the classic upside down torso. I did puff out his shoulders a bit though, just so he didn't look too scrawny.
I initially had Pohatu's arm and leg pieces matching, but I recently decided to swap out his arms for Rahkshi legs. This both matches his arms in the Rockoh set, and serves to further accentuate his muscular legs.
While Gali is the only one of the six with no Adaptive Toa Tool, Pohatu is the only one with two (maybe Gali gave him hers?) which means I was free to give Pohatu a pair of Cliff Claws. Pohatu had no handheld Toa Tools as a Toa Mata, and since I already locked in the Feet Additions as Pohatu's deployable (because obviously) I decided to sick with the trend set by the Climbing Claws. These claws are actually smaller than the Climbing Claws, which I think helps better shift the focus to Pohatu's feet.
Pohatu still needs a fair amount of work. His mask and chestplate should be orange, his torso grey, and I want to get him silver Feet Additions. Either by finding them or by painting one of the many, many tan pairs I have, I don't really care which.
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I opted to abandon Lewa Phantoka's bulky arms for a lighter, springier look that I think suits Lewa much better. Adding on to that, I know his feet should be grey or silver, but the lime green Hero Factory feet, with molded-in foot rockets, were just too good to pass up for the wind-flying Toa of Air.
Lewa's Adaptive Toa Tool is the Air Cleaver. They're actually a single, double-bladed weapon that Lewa can wield in one hand, but Lewa often carries it split into dual machetes reminiscent of his Air Katana. I know Lewa Mata's weapon was an axe, but I've always felt that blades suited him better, so I went for a compromise. These tools are blades, but they've specifically chopping blades, meant to combine elements of swords and axes into one.
Lewa's deployable feature is the pair of hook-blades that extend over his shoulders like a protective collar. They're taken from his Phantoka form, of course, but they're also intended to call to mind the over-the-shoulder blades of 2015's Lewa Master as well.
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The way I've attached the blades might just be the bit of engineering I'm most proud of on these guys. I initially had them attached to Lewa's arms like on the Phantoka set, but they constantly bonked into his head and were just an all-around pain, so I attached them to his back loosely. They don't hit Lewa's head anymore, and they move freely to accommodate the movement of his arms. Also there's a look at how I attached the Toa's heads, if you're interested.
Lewa is still waiting on a grey torso and a lime-coloured mask.
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I played a little fast and loose with Kopaka. I matched his set by giving him a gunmetal chestplate, making him the only one of the six whose Nuva armour isn't in his primary colour, but decided to stray from the 08 set with his limbs. I used Metru legs for his arms to make him appear slimmer like his Mata form, and then used Inika legs instead of Piraka legs because I felt like the Piraka limbs clashed with the Metru limbs. I'm happy with the result though, he looks...cool, this way.
Kopaka has only one Adaptive Toa Tool, his shield is actually his deployable. Kopaka's shield is actually what gave me the idea for deployables in the first place. By having them be something the Nuva can call on in any form, Kopaka would never be without his shield. Which means yes, he could use the shield in his Phantoka form too.
Kopaka's actual tool then is the Frost Blade, a long-handled sword that combines the single-bladed sword of his Mata form with the javelin/double blade of his Nuva form. The little red flag tied around it is not part of the Adaptive Armour. It's something Kopaka added himself, as a tribute to a fallen friend.
Kopaka is the only one of the six that I consider to be pretty much done. I may fiddle with him a little, but he's got all the right colours, and I don't think I want to change any pieces either. He's all good.
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Finally, we have Onua. It was difficult to balance to slim vibe of Onua Mistika with buff Onua Nuva, but I think I pulled it off well. I stuck with the silver Rahkshi limbs for his legs, albeit beefed up a little, and opted to use Metru arms for his forearms, to make him better match Onua Nuva's stubby little Bohrok arms. His thigh armour is a little too big for him, but I kept it to both match his Mistika form, and because, like Gali, Onua is known for his prodigious thighs.
Sometimes I feel like Onua looks a little too scrawny, but overall I think he sends the right message. All Onua's strength comes from his core, and that's where he's beefiest. Also, as a sidenote, I'm pleasantly surprised by how well the bright red works as an accent colour for him. Makes him pop.
Onua had no Toa Tool of any kind as a Toa Mata, instead relying only on his natural claws, which he lost as a Toa Nuva. Here the claws make a return as Onua's deployable, which also makes him the only one of the Nuva to have thumbs, while I look to his Nuva form for weapon inspiration. Maybe it's a bit lazy to just reuse the Quake Breaker pieces, but I really like how they look combined into the underslung Quake Saw. As a bonus, they can also be wielded to the side as a set of chainsaw claws, which I think is just stupid cool.
I've already painted Onua's chestplate black, though it needs some touching up. Apart from that, all he needs is a grey torso and silver forearms.
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And that's a wrap! I'm really proud of these guys, works in progress that they are, so I hope y'all like 'em. I took inspiration from a lot of MOCs and art I've seen around the community, including but not limited to @afanofmanyhats's Nuva revamps, Takhamavahu's Nuva recolours, SomeBionicleFan23's MOCs on the TTV Boards, and @ashilean's work, just to name a few. So this is my thanks to the online Bionicle community. Thank you for being such a welcoming and inviting community of people that continually inspire each other and that makes me feel like I belong every single day.
You may yet see more of these guys, I might post updates if and when they're properly finished, and I might make a follow-up post with these MOCs edited to show what they will look like when they're done. But for now, here's a pic of them with the team's little brother to close things off. Thanks for reading and farewell for now.
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INFORMATION (UPDATED ITS BACK)
This, is a semi-arg, semi-webseries account.
The character that I, the runner of the blog, am playing is a COLLEGE STUDENT. I, however, am a MINOR.
Everything is in character, no matter how shitpost-y it is. take a closer look though, there's a tip. I'll mark everything as in-character or not in both the top of the post and the tags, just to be sure.
This information page will be updating based on where I'm at in the storyline.
Running an ARG on the Hell Website(tm) is a weird decision, but I'm too busy to try and do anything over a custom website/with an army of sock puppets on 4chan/YouTube.
My main account, which is not in-character, is @whyamihererlly. The other artist working on this with me is @kayo-kojiros, who is helping with paneling and text.
TW/CW LIST:
This list will update as it goes on and I write more of the story, since I only have the basic outline.
derealization
blood/gore in later chapters
general horror in later chapters
heavy themes of war
heavy themes of classism
language
eyes, a lot of eyes and mouths
religious themes
Update Schedule
(subject to change based on extenuating circumstances):
Once I get the designs and basic layout done and posted, here's my upload schedule.
At least 1, possibly 2 small sections of the series every week.
At least 1 lore page post a week, possibly more.
Maybe more, I'm currently working on uploading everything I have on paper to my Google Drive and writing everything I have on online on paper with formatting so non-series lore will be slow until I finish
Lastly, tagging. I will be tagging all of the series pages as 'Requiem By Shenz'. The lore pages will be 'Post-Era History 25th Edition'. All other posts are for you to figure out, it's a semi-ARG after all, not me serving you the entire dish. The first two tags are both linked down in the tags of this post.
Everything in-character will be tagged and marked in parentheses at the top of the post. Everything not in character will be tagged as such and marked in bold at the top of the page.
New Info:
I am aware that my magic system is near identical to the one in Reverse: 1999 (based purely on the 5 minutes of the game I've played.) I did not take inspiration, steal, or use the game in any way, shape, or form. I have not played any longer than the five minutes because I realized how similar the systems were and I couldn't handle it because I've been working on this series since January of 2022 and have had the magic system since February of 2022. If the magic systems end up being identical, oh well, I have the screenshots to prove that I didn't take any inspiration. If you're wondering why I'm addressing this, Reverse: 1999 is the reason why I'm speeding up my schedule because my biggest fear is someone taking my magic system/plot.
Story sections will be very short. There may be large amount of character over description. This is a relic from back when I was planning to make this a comic instead of a text based series, and I cannot keep up the same schedule of uploading if I remove this. Once the first 5-ish pre-written chapters are done uploading, this will not be an issue anymore, but I may have to upload more slowly.
This may or may not extend onto other sites. I do have an Instagram account set up but nothing on there will be active lore.
I do not care how this appeals to anyone, I just need to get this series out before anyone takes any more of my plot.
Everything bearing any resembalance to anything to do with real life events is purely coincidental. Anything bearing similarities to real life people or places, is artistic interpretation.
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Starhound: April Devlog
I've mentioned the RPGmaker game I'm working on a bit before, and since that's always gonna be pretty slow with me working full-time, I thought it'd be good to keep track of my pace with end-of-the-month progress posts. So! Here's what I've done in April.
(For the record, at the moment I'm actually planning on calling the game "Star Hound Vega", as the [Thing] [Descriptor] [Name] pattern is venerable among tokusatsu and mecha type heroes, but "Starhound" is my name for the setting and stories generally.)
Finished the first dungeon! It took more passes than I thought it would, as it always does, and I'm sure there'll be more tweaks in future, but I have now got to the point where I'm able to play through it and go "wow! that functions as intended without breaking! no notes"
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2. Updated some sprites! Previously Vega's and Nemea's were just placeholders, but I've arrived at some that I feel pretty good about and represent them much better. Placeholders on the left, final sprites on the right:
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I ended up using the "male" creator for Vega, which I think works great for creating butch women. (I have hemmed and hawed a bit over if I'm being Problematic by doing this as she is also the main trans character, however: I am a trans girl and I can do what I want. In seriousness, it is a bit of wish-fulfilment for me--I wish I could be more butch and masc-styled and be read as "a handsome woman" and not "a man", so Vega's living that dream for me. She's a hunk you get it)
I will definitely still need some kind of custom visuals for Vega's henshin hero suit, and Nemea (and her boss, Princess Ascella) when she appears as an enemy.
3. Diversified the music! So a fun thing about RPGMaker is you think you know the small selection of default assets it gives you, but if you dig around in the installed files there's actually a lot more free assets you can transfer in--from walk sprites and portraits from older versions of RPGMaker, to a whole bunch of extra enemy graphics, to a lot more music. In particular, I found some pretty sweet battle themes so now each boss can have its own! (This all mixed in with something I already grabbed right when I started making this--a pack of specifically old toku style music, which is really great for making it feel appropriately flavoured.)
4. Added a town area! The overworld is pretty limited in this, it's not so much travel as using a small consistent hub/base to rest between dungeons (if sequels happen they'll probably be bigger but I'm trying to keep a lid on the minimum viable product scope ykno), but there are a couple additional areas, so...now we have that!
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Got to have some fun populating it with cute characters, which was nice.
5. Started the second dungeon! My main goal this month was to finish the first one, so it's nice to be ahead of schedule.
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I've also figured out some really fun gimmicks for this one, so the first dungeon will serve mostly as a backdrop while you're introduced to the game's core mechanics, then this one will step it up and be more showy in its own right. Figuring out stuff like "oh you can have specific enemy encounters only happen on certain regions of the map" and "oh you can totally hide one-off boss fights inside random encounters" has got me to a concept I'm real happy with.
So yeah, that's where the game's at right now! For May, my main goal is just to finish the second dungeon, but we'll see where that goes. I plan on making a prototype build to toss at some friends once I've done a pass on the third dungeon (the total plan is for five, plus a final area after), but the third one is very short so I might even be able to do that in May too. But no pressure if the second is all I manage, that's the goal.
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Creating Your Agency's Goals for New York Digital Marketing and SEO
As an agency, it's important to identify your goals for digital marketing agency in new york and SEO in New York. Having a clear vision of what you want to achieve will help you prioritize your efforts and make sure that the work you do is effective. Achieving these goals requires strategic planning, ongoing monitoring of performance indicators and measuring results against them (which we'll discuss later), and constant learning as new trends emerge or strategies become obsolete over time.
Defining your agency's mission and vision.
Before you start creating a digital marketing and SEO strategy for your agency, it's important to define the problem you're trying to solve. This will help you determine whether or not your goals are realistic and achievable.
As an example, let's say that one of your clients is a small business that sells items online at low prices but faces stiff competition from larger businesses in the same industry. To increase sales volume on this site without increasing costs too much (so they can still stay competitive), they need better traffic numbers—and they want them now! Your first step should be defining what success looks like: how high do these numbers need to be? Are there any benchmarks along the way? What does "success" mean?
Once this has been determined clearly in your mind (and preferably written down somewhere), then it's time for setting specific targets for each phase of development: discovery through search engines such as Google; social media amplification through Facebook ads campaigns; email marketing campaigns designed specifically around conversion rates (i..e., how many people follow up after receiving an initial email invite).
Setting specific and measurable goals.
The second step to setting goals is determining what you want to achieve. This can be as simple as asking yourself, “What are my goals for digital marketing in New York?”
It's important that your goals be specific and measurable. Specificity means that you know exactly what outcome you're looking for. You need to know exactly how many new customers or leads will be generated by each of your campaigns and exactly when those results are expected by the end of the month or quarter, respectively (or whatever time frame works best for your business). Measurability means that there is an objective way of measuring whether those outcomes have been achieved on a consistent basis throughout all relevant stages in the process—from initial planning through post-campaign evaluation period (i.e., after all costs have been accounted for). Finally, actionability means that it's easy enough for anyone involved with making decisions around these efforts—from management levels down through individual employees who may not have much experience themselves—to understand why certain actions take place at certain times based on their impact on achieving specific targets outlined above."
Identifying target audience and markets.
The first step in creating your agency's goals is to identify a target audience and define their needs.
You'll need to consider the following:
Who are you trying to reach?
What do they want?
What do they need?
Developing a comprehensive marketing strategy.
Defining your target audience: This is the group of people who will be most likely to buy from you.
Defining your market: Who are they? What do they want? How do they spend their money, etc.
Defining your brand: Your company's personality and value proposition as it relates to its target audience.
Web Designing company in new york a marketing strategy: What are you going to do? When do you want it done by? Do these goals align with the overall goals of the organization (i.e., profit vs growth)? If so, go ahead and execute those plans!
Enhancing brand visibility and awareness.
Brand awareness is an important aspect of digital marketing, and it's one that can be improved with a little help from your agency. Here are some ways you can increase brand awareness:
Create a social media plan that includes all of your platforms and accounts. Make sure the content is consistent across all channels, so people who follow you on Facebook will know what to expect from those other channels as well.
Measure how many people visit each page of your website every month or week (or whatever period works best for your business). This can be done through tools like Google Analytics or Adobe Digital Indexer (ADI), which show traffic stats by time spent on site pages and platforms such as Facebook, Twitter and Pinterest amongst others. The more data points available about each individual visitor/customer interaction with the company website/product offerings - the better!
Increasing website traffic and conversions.
PageRank
Backlinks
Content marketing
Social media presence
Email marketing (both transactional and relationship) * Paid advertising (on Google AdWords, Facebook Ads, etc.) * SEO Services in New York
Improving search engine rankings and SEO.
Search engine optimization (SEO) is the process of improving a website’s visibility in search results. It’s important because it helps you get more traffic and converts better.
Search engine ranking determines how many people see your site when someone searches for something online, so if you want to rank higher than competitors on Google, this is the best way to do it!
Implementing effective content marketing.
Content marketing is about creating content that is relevant to your audience, memorable and useful.
To be successful in content marketing, you need to create:
Relevant content that speaks directly to your target audience (not just the audience of your competitors)
Memorable content that stands out from other sites on the web by using words or pictures in an interesting way. This can be done by using language that makes sense for people who are new to a topic or product category; it also allows them to quickly learn what they need from you without being overwhelmed by all of the information available online today.
This can be as simple as adding images from a campaign into emails sent by email campaigns through Mailchimp - which automatically adds relevant images based on keywords used in emails sent earlier during campaigns run through Mailchimp's service
Utilizing social media for audience engagement.
Social media is a great way to engage with your audience and build your brand. It’s also a great way for you to build your business, reputation, and relationships.
When it comes to social media marketing, the key is getting people interested in what you have to offer so that they are eager and willing to follow along as you spread word about yourself across these platforms. This can be done by posting engaging content on relevant topics, encouraging visitors from all over the world (and even from different parts of New York City itself) through cross-promotion opportunities like sharing articles or images related back toward each other so that everyone who views/likes one piece of content will see another piece of theirs when clicked upon later down line(s).
Tracking and analyzing marketing metrics.
Tracking and analyzing marketing metrics is a must for any agency. A thorough tracking system will help you analyze the effectiveness of your campaigns, as well as determine what areas need improvement.
Here are some key metrics to track:
Bounce rate – This metric measures how many visitors leave your site after viewing just one page (or worse, on loading). It includes both search engines and direct traffic from social media sites like Facebook and Twitter. The lower this number, or better yet—zero percent bounce rate—the better!
Time on site (TOS) – TOS tracks how long people stay on each page before leaving again; it’s an important indicator of whether someone is actually reading through all of your content before moving onto another page or site altogether!
Continuous learning and adapting strategies.
Listening to feedback. You’ll be working with clients and other stakeholders, so it’s important that you listen to their needs, wants and desires. They may not tell you what they think but they will show it in their actions: by purchasing more ads or coming back for more services; by sharing their experience with others; or even just by being happier because of better results from the digital marketing strategies.
Looking for opportunities to improve. If there are any areas where you can improve your agency's performance then do so! Look at how other companies have done things differently than yours and see if there is some way that could work within your own business model as well (or vice versa).
Looking for opportunities to expand...
The above are some of the best practices for setting goals for new york digital marketing agency and SEO in New York. The key is to start with a solid understanding of your agency’s mission and vision, then identify specific measurable goals that will help move you towards those objectives. This process should be ongoing in order to make sure that the agency stays on track and continues moving forward towards its goals.
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Developing Business-to-Consumer marketing strategies: step-by-step process
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The WMAD business’s goal is to create a simple B2C marketing strategy marketing channel that gets your business in front of targeted buyers. Here’s an example of a funnel: Introduce your brand to the potential customer.
Encourage the customer to interact with your company.
Encourage the potential buyer to purchase in a non-intrusive manner.
After the funnel is set up, it’s necessary to develop a marketing plan that will aid marketing teams in streamlining communication and improving campaign results.
What exactly is B2C marketing?
In the previous two weeks, I’ve bought at least a half-dozen products for personal use on the internet. If you’re anything like me — or the vast majority of the consumer population — you’ve probably done the same. Though I work as a marketer, I am first and primarily a consumer. 
Nonetheless, the firms from which I’ve purchased have all attempted to persuade me to buy by using marketing language and experiences.
B2C marketing is a broad term that refers to the process of selling goods, products, and services to consumers. B2C marketing differs from B2B (business-to-business) marketing in that it typically (but not always) involves more emotional, lower-involvement purchases.
1. Create a customer profile.
Every B2C Marketing strategy company has a mental image of its ideal consumer. Create a hypothetical buyer persona with demographics, preferences, and other relevant information.
The buyer’s path must be comprehended.
Each customer takes a different path to reach your brand. This is how it usually appears:
Prospects are aware that they have an issue at this point.
Stage of consideration: prospects have a thorough understanding of the problem and are actively looking for solutions.
Consumers have narrowed it down to their major brands and are about to pick a good or service that will address their issue.
Make sure your material corresponds to each of the three steps of this approach. while creating an inbound marketing strategy
Make a plan for content marketing.
To increase brand income and recognition, 94 percent of B2C marketers have or are developing a content marketing strategy. Reaching your customers is a lot easier with a strong content marketing plan in place.
What is B2C content marketing (business-to-consumer)?
The process of planning, developing, and sharing informative and helpful content for your customer base is known as B2C content marketing.
There are many types of information that can be used in a larger B2C content marketing strategy:
Posts on the blog
Images
Research papers are used to illustrate a point.
The framework of the research
Recordings
Recordings on Audio
Webinars
Training on certain products
2. The B2C consumer
Your single most important task as a B2C Marketing strategies marketer is to know your customer inside and out. That is why you should complete a detailed analysis of your target audience or the type of consumer you want to reach.
Generally, the most effective (and possibly simplest) way for B2C brands to analyze their markets is to generalize their audience into a single model customer. Is your typical customer a man or a woman? Is this individual married? Are there any kids? What is the age range?
Before going deeper into the specifics of your target audience, it is important to understand what makes B2C customers tick. What specifically motivates them to make a purchase?
Once you understand your customers’ motivations, you can easily create the “wow” factor that drives them to purchase. Here are a few of the most common B2C buyer motivations to be aware of.
To make amends or to reach an agreement: Although letting go of the past may make us feel better, our spending patterns often imply otherwise. For example, a man who had a strained relationship with his father is more likely to purchase something in his father’s honor.
To have the feeling of being one-of-a-kind: We all want to be valued and to believe that we are unique. We have a sense of exclusivity because of this special sort of self-assurance Purchasing an expensive sports car, joining an exclusive country club, splurging on an exotic vacation, and other similar activities can help to elicit this emotion.
To achieve a lengthy vision: Unusual purchases can reveal a person’s deepest desires and goals. Wouldn’t you buy a downtown condo, a convertible, or a Swiss watch if it meant realizing a long-held ambition?
Last Thoughts
B2C marketing, digital commerce, IoT, or any other term you choose to give it, online shopping is the present and future. The retail landscape, as well as the plates that support it, is rapidly evolving.
Some of the approaches and general concepts covered here can help B2C brands break through. 
In the coming, B2C marketing strategies that grab attention, engage website visitors, and keep them coming back will win. Only you can decide whether or not you’re up to the task.
Send me an email to WMAD if you have any other strategies or key tactics that you’re using or that are on the sky in the B2C space, and I’ll include them in future content.
This article is initially Published on wmad.io!
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WHY YOU SHOULD HAVE SHOPIFY STORE
Are you planning to start an eCommerce with Shopify? Then this post will be of interest to you. Read through the tips and techniques to get where you need to be and push your Shopify Advertising!
“How do I attract customers?” is one of the most common questions among those starting a new business. You already have your Shopify online store with some products, but all you want is to see some traffic flowing through your store!! 
When starting from scratch, it’s really difficult to find the first clients that actually make a purchase. It’s easy to become frustrated with the process. To help alleviate this, we present you with 6 killer tricks to speed things up and sell your first products on Shopify:
Pump a little money into Google advertising
This is the fastest way to bring traffic to your site. Most of the techniques we are going to describe in this post are effective but take some time, however, this will certainly bring you the fastest results. 
Google ads are highly effective if well-done and won’t take you much time if you use one of the Shopify apps that create them automatically for you, like Shopify Ads by Clever Ads for Shopify. With Google Ads you will be able to target potential clients based on their Google searches, location, age and personal interests. This is the best way to get your products in front of your target customers in a fast way precisely when they’re searching for them!
It’s recommended that you start experimenting with a small amount of money at first. Then once your Google Ads campaigns start to optimize and give better results, start increasing your advertising investment.
Befriend Instagram audiences
Having an all-around social media presence is great for creating your own audience and starting a community around your customers. At the same time, if you’re just getting started with your eCommerce, Instagram and TikTok are now the “winning horse” to bid on. 
This is because Instagram and TikTok’ communities are the most active, engaged and responsive compared to other social media networks. Also, other social networks won’t allow you to reach your full audience without having to pay for it sooner or later.
With Instagram and TikTok you can reach large audiences and use features to your benefit like “buy now” buttons next to your posts for getting those impulsive purchases right from the Instagram platform. Instagram is the perfect social network for eCommerce owners!
Try posting stunning images of your products and start interacting with these social media network followers in your niche to grow your following.
Collaborate with Influencers in your niche
Marketing actions related to social media and blogging can feel useless when you have a small audience. It’s difficult to know when to start promoting your Shopify online store, but collaborating with influencers is a good option to start with. These individuals have a huge amount of followers on social media, and they’re especially “influential” (hence its name) on trendy social networks like Instagram or TikTok.
Appearing on one of their posts or stories can send a huge flood of traffic to your website or social media profile. This flood could then constitute your initial audience. When doing so you have to make sure those influencers fit well with your products and that their followers would be interested in them. It’s always best to conduct thorough research before contacting anyone. 
Also take into account that most influencers won’t collaborate with you for free. Some of them will accept samples of your products in exchange and some others will ask you for monetary compensation. For example, influencers with more than a million followers may ask you for thousands of dollars. 
Send regular email newsletters to your email lists
Once you have established a customer base, and acquisition goes well, it’s time to think of methods of retention. One of the best ways to remind a client to come back to your store and repeat a purchase is email marketing.
Start collecting email addresses on your site from anyone that purchases on your Shopify online store. Separately, add a signup form to the newsletter for people that visit your store but don’t necessarily make a purchase. Maybe they’re not quite ready to make a purchase, but you can convince them through an email to do it later!
Create your own Shopify blog
Create your Shopify blog and start writing content related to your products or services. Tons of people buy products due to blogs, and this content is increasingly gaining power in terms of converting at online stores. Stores that blog get 97% more inbound links, which is a must for improving your Shopify online store ranking on Google.
You can start by writing one post per week about product reviews, must-buy products, or any other thing that responds to your potential client needs.
Promos & discounts
We all love a good promotion! Discounts work well because customers get a sense of urgency and they don’t want to miss the sale. It’s a good tactic for capturing the customers that weren’t ready to buy from you. 
You can use Shopify’s advertising apps to promote your discount and attract even more people. 
Conclusion
Shopify is the best way to kickstart your dream of running an online store into reality. As an all-in-one web-based platform, it allows you run your own online store in a few steps and with a low investment. The problem now is not to set up your store but to attract clients that purchase and make your Shopify online store profitable. 
We hope with the killer tips we gave you in this post, you are ready to succeed selling your products online on Shopify! Did you find them useful
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Announcement: IcyPanther is Quitting Fanfiction
I had planned to make this announcement a little later, but with some current things ongoing I figured I may as well do it now.
As the title says, I am officially quitting fanfiction (and writing). I made this announcement to my Patreon back in January and they very kindly kept it internal as requested. There's a bit of a process to this, but following filling commissions slots this month on my Patreon I will no longer be writing any new fanfictions, save for those Patreon supporters who monthly get custom content written for them based on their tiers.
I'll be writing those smaller custom fics through "Phase 2" of my quitting of fanfiction, which will be ongoing until the Patreon exclusive Mer!Lance fic titled Bottled Ocean finishes publishing (it will first publish in April 2022 and while not yet completed should be wrapping up ~October 2022, possibly a month or two longer) and then I will officially be done with writing.
I still obviously have a lot to publish as I've got over 350,000 words of written content in my Google drive (and more still to come as I have some commissions I still have to write), so for as long as my mental health permits I'll be posting it on AO3 and also on my Patreon, which will be transitioning to a full early release model. Just as an FYI, at the very end of Phase 2 I will be locking my Patreon so anyone new joining will not have access to my over three years worth of Patreon exclusive content unless they pay for one particular tier with a pricetag to match what they'd gain access to. Two new tiers will be created to offer financial support and be granted the bonus of early release content, but my Patreon archive will essentially be locked save for that one access tier.
I doubt very many people are even going to see this announcement given recent Tumblr reach and of those very few are going to care. But I've always striven for transparency and given that I've been in this VLD fandom for just about 4 years now wanted to give a heads up. To be honest, most of you won't even realize anything has changed as I'll still be updating, possibly with even more frequency to award early release bonuses on the Patreon, until I stop and even then, given how my hiatuses these past couple years have gone unnoticed, probably not notice even when those updates cease.
I had a lot of fun and I'll always be grateful for what the return for writing and this fandom's enthusiasm and engagement meant to me. It brought me out of a dark place and kept me here. But, unfortunately, what was once stars has become a black hole and it is sucking the life right back out of me again. I've struggled so hard to make it work, but I have to finally do what's best for me and that is quitting writing and leaving this fandom as there's no future for me in writing and I can't keep wishing on stars for one.
Again, y'all won't really notice anything different for a long while if you're just active on my AO3 and if you're on my Patreon you've already been briefed on how the changes will be coming down the pipeline. I'll do my best to make it as smooth as possible.
Take care,
Icy
Just to keep a record, below is the post I made on AO3 on Absent, of which I am deleting today as I don't like having an author's note as a chapter. I just wanted to add here too.
Quitting fanfiction announcement posted on AO3
Hello everyone,
I have an announcement to make and I've been trying to figure out the best way to post it to my AO3 audience (this went up on my Tumblr and Instagram last week) and given how Absent's final chapter went I figured this was as good a place as any. Please note: this author's note will be deleted on 3-9-22 as I do not believe in having full chapter author's notes and it is not related (entirely) to Absent. So while you can leave a comment here, please know it will be deleted when the chapter is removed.
My announcement is thus: I have made the decision to quit writing fanfiction.
It was not an easy decision, but it has been one a long time in the making and the writing has been on the wall for years and practically graffitied on the past several months. I will always be grateful to the Voltron fandom for restoring my love of writing and pulling me from a very dark place back in 2017 as getting to share my works and hear from everyone in the comments was such a light in my life. Unfortunately, that engagement is just not there anymore and it's made it really difficult for me to continue to post. Posting used to give me a boost, now it drains me. I have to spend days, sometimes weeks, summoning up the energy to post an update or a new story and then when people don't show up it hurts. I spend a lot of time, pour a lot of heart and soul, into my works and as anyone who has ever spent a lot of time on something for it not to be appreciated the way you hoped it really, really sucks. I've tried so many ways to keep going: taking hiatuses (planned and unplanned), posting on a schedule, posting not on a schedule, hosting events and games, giving how-to guides on how to comment, telling myself not to ask for any engagement at all and leave it blank... but it has come to the point where the only solution I see to help my mental health is to quit writing. And so that is what I am needing to do.
I understand that Voltron especially is a dying fandom and I have come to terms that things will never be what they once were back in its heyday. I get that. There are less people reading in my niche -- whump and gen content -- and that's okay. It stinks, but it's understandable. But what isn't and what really hurts is when I see so many hits and subscriptions and kudos on my works but those people do not engage. Take Absent here for example. It has over 700 kudos which means 700 individual people clicked this story and liked it enough to keep reading. It had over 180 subscriptions (down a bit since the story finished on Saturday) which means that's at minimum 180 people who were getting alerts for this story in particular not to mention the over 1,500 people on my author subscriptions, of which I'd like to hope maybe half of those are active. This story has over 170 bookmarks (about half of those are private) which means over 170 people loved this story enough to save it to go back to. But what it doesn't have? Engagement. The last chapter I posted got just over 20 people popping in.  When I just listed that easily over 700 persons had at one point been reading this. Where did those people go? Did they hate the ending? Does my writing suck that much? I've had a lot of doubts to that latter as the engagement has dwindled, as I'm told how much people loved my stories like Sin and Color and Hope but no one ever shares a story written in the last year, let alone two or three. Obviously in Color and Sin's cases they are longer stories, but length should not necessarily mean quality. It just makes me feel crappy about my works that I used to take such pride in.
I try not to make a big deal out of this, but I have depression and it has been getting worse and worse. It's actually why I avoid writing stories with that theme as they hit a little too close to home, but I took a chance with Absent and seeing the earlier support it got was personally so healing. Which then made it even harder when the last couple chapters, which were my favorites as we got to finally see the healing and support and open communication, didn't have a lot of people showing up, especially the last chapter. Back in the day the final chapter of a story was where everyone showed up. Not anymore. And that is one thing I am really, really struggling with.
What I've never understood is why engagement is so difficult. I was raised to always say thank you, to show appreciation for even small things. It doesn't have to be a long comment, doesn't have to be a book excerpt. It's just nice to know that people are here. It's nice to see them. To know that my time and effort and hopefully a little talent was enjoyed and appreciated. 95% of readers tend to leave a comment immediately after reading if they are going to leave one, but there's nothing that says you can't come back later if you don't have time then. But if you made the time to read I struggle to understand how there is no time left to engage, even with a few words or a sentence.
I'm not trying to make this just about comment engagement. I'm going through a lot of personal stuff too but where fanfiction always made me feel better and it was my light in the dark, it has become a blackhole to me and just sucks out what energy I have.  I've really tried to keep writing and posting and sharing my work because I know in the past it has resonated with people. I know it's helped. I know it can be an escape.
But it's not mine anymore.
I am going to continue posting the works I have already written (over 350,000 words saved in my Google Drive) for as long as I can because I do want people to be able to read and enjoy those works that I put so much love into. I'll hopefully, if I'm able, be posting well into 2023 just given the sheer build up of stories, but I cannot promise anything.  My hope is just if you do pop in, if you do read something, please, engage. Leave a comment (if you were reading Absent feel free to go back to the final chapter and give the story a little love). Share a thought. Be a light, a star, in my life. Help build others up rather than tear them down, of which if the only thing you have to say to this post is unwanted criticism of myself please, keep it to yourself. I am really struggling mentally right now and I do not need negativity in my life.
Thank you for your kindness. Thank you for reading this wall of text. I hope to see you around AO3, perhaps my other platforms. Stay safe, stay well, and take care ♥
Icy
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gb-patch · 3 years
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Ask Answers: August 8th
Well, doing big posts all together worked for a while but lately I’ve been putting it off because it takes a long time to get them done. I think I’m gonna try switching back to answering asks whenever I can fit it in and posting them one at a time instead of waiting until I’ve filled out one of these major collections.
But for now, here’s more ask answers! Thank you for the questions and for all the kind words along with them ^^.
Hello!! I'm here to ask if its possible to get  the game and its dlcs on steam and play it on android?
I’m afraid not. Steam doesn’t have Android builds on their own site and Steam is not cool with keys for other sites being given out for Steam purchases, so you don’t get the Itch version from buying on Steam.
Hello! Sorry to bother you but, I had a question, if we buy the Game on itchio do we get steam keys or would we need to purchase it twice? 
You would have to buy it twice if you want it in both places, I’m sorry. To repeat myself a little, Steam doesn’t like the key trading thing. Itch may support giving keys for another site, but the reverse isn’t doable with Steam and Steam doesn’t even really want you to get a Steam key for buying somewhere else either. So we just don’t mess around with that.
hey, sorry if this is frequently asked, but is step 4 free dlc or paid for? some of your sources are contradicting each other. 
It’s free! There’s a paid wedding DLC, but Step 4 itself is entirely unpaid.
Hello! I just had a quick question, for the Baxter and Derek DLC's will we be able to confess our feelings to them or let them confess to MC? or will it only be one way? (they confess to MC)
Both type of options will be available!
Hey there! I wanted to ask whether or not the Derek DLC is still on track to be released in August since on the steam discussion board it says it will be released mid 2021. I totally understand if it isn't, I'm just really looking forward to it! If you answer then ty! And keep up the amazing work :D 
It’s not, aha. Unfortunately, 2021 wasn’t easier than 2020 as we hoped so things are still slower than planned. It’ll come out late 2021 or early 2022.
Hi! Firstly I just want to say that I LOVE Our Life. I have played a bit of similar games but this one instantly wins for the best one! Everything about it is amazing! I just wanted to ask if Derek would ever lose feelings for MC, like if they make the deal and then MC gets with Cove would he move on? and even if you don't, after "losing contact" would his feeling fade or would he still like MC? 
If you don’t really keep in touch with him and clearly move on with your life, Derek will too and he’ll be over it. But if you are still close as best as you can be, he’ll still think the MC is special. Though, he’ll always support your relationship with someone else if that’s what’ll make you happy.
Hello! Sorry if you've answered this before but: 'How's Lee related to us? Though which momma? And does she share our player-chosen last names? Also, do you know if Noelani took Pam's last name or did it happen the other way round? 
She’s related to Pamela and Pamela’s last name is the one they use, so the MC has the same last name as Lee.
Will we be able to choose which (they or he) we tend to call Qiu by more often, or will it randomly change depending on the moment? 
Qiu knows which pronoun they’re comfortable with at a time and you’ll call them what they’re happy with. And it doesn’t change between lines, it takes multiple scenes or even full Steps for it to switch. So for extended periods Qiu will be totally a guy or fully agender.
Will Step 4 of OL2 have moments?
It’ll be an epilogue like it is in OL1, so it won’t have a bunch of different Moments.
Hello! Just a quick question, is Sunset bird from OL1 based on a real location? If so what's it called? I wanna visit it +_+
ps i love your games so much <3
It isn’t based on one specific town you can go to, but there are a lot of little coastal towns in Cali that have a similar vibe!
Heyaaa ( I hope you're all well ), umm… it might seem kinda stupid to ask but did Patreon members can have a key for the dlc's ( all the steps-released dlc ) even if they became a member this month or later ? (me? saying this cuz it's my case? maybe ;-;), and once again thanks for absolutely all the amazing works on all the games ! u-u 
You wouldn’t get the DLCs for backing there. The Patreon is for extra bonus content/early access, rather than being a storefront to purchase the normal DLCs. Rarely we give them out as a side gift, but it hardly happens and if what you want is the DLCs it’s best to ignore the Patreon and  buy keys for those directly from Itch or Steam. I’m sorry for the confusion.
Hey y'all, love what youre doing w/Terry. Trans rep outside of player customization is so rare and important to see more of so thank you so much. I do have a question and its that does he have a canon sexuality? I know Miranda was said to be straight ace but I dont believe anything was stated for Terry probably because he wasnt revealed to be a guy which changes things. Im also curious if well get answers on how long hes liked Miranda since he may have liked her in step 3 before she liked him 
Terry likes women and Randy likes men! And he did like Miranda back in Step 3.
Will the Wedding Dlc release at the same time as Step 4? 
They’ll come out separately with Step 4 releasing first.
I really love Our Life so much! I've spent over 20hours playing it even though I only got it a week ago! I was wondering if I could make a fangame for Our Life with a different love interest but same plot. Next-door neighbors romance, multiple steps, etc? I'll probably make it on Google Slides though- 
Sure! I hope you have fun with it and I’m glad you love the game.
How does Cove feel about poly relationships? 
He’s got nothing against them for the people they work for, but he’s 100% monogamous and would only be comfortable with a partner who was willing to be monogamous with him.
Idk if this has been answered before but will Step 4 include the option to advance your feelings towards Cove? 
Yep, you’ll be able to determine your feelings and what your relationship is.
In step 4 will there be a chosen to say we live with Cove even as just friends? 
Yeah, you can choose to live with Cove and that can be done when you’re friends.
I just played the game with the MC and Cove being best friends and omg it’s still so damn cute like the wholesomeness of it all is too much for my heart I swear ^.^  Now with that all said I was wondering can we still marry Cove? if we only love him as a friend like let’s say we’ve made deal with him similar to the one we can make with Derek because let’s real no one could compete with what the MC and Cove have even if they aren’t in love. 
It’s great to hear you enjoyed the friendship story! You can live with Cove, but you can’t marry him platonically. Cove has familial affection for the MC if they’re best-est friends. He wouldn’t think to marry someone he loves like family and even grew up with as though they truly were siblings.
Are you still going to be making a DLC for XOBD? :] 
Yes! We’re slowing adding voiced lines and fixing errors.
It makes me laugh that Shiloh's last name is Fields because that's what I put as my last name! So in Our Life when he talked about "Ms. Fields" picking him up I was extremely confused, lol. That dude mimics personalities so much that he stole my surname!
Oh, wow, that’s a very funny coincidence, haha.
hi !! i cant seem to be able to get the scene where mc is able to propose to cove despite being at the 'love' stage and telling him i'd want to get married, are there any other details that im missing out on? the options just dont appear at the end... 
Maybe you missed telling Cove you were in love with him even if you mentioned wanting to get married or you might’ve accidentally said earlier in the game that you don’t want to progress your relationship further with Cove. We haven’t removed them, so you can get the scene again. It’s just kind of easy to miss since there’s multiple requirements. You can read a little guide in the FAQ.
wait what di you need to do to be able to propose to cove? I've been trying but haven't had much luck 
You can check out the FAQ linked above!
does cove only develop a crush on the mc if the mc is also at crush/in love with him? 
Technically, yes. We treat the non-romantic relationship options as truly non-romantic since we don’t want to bait and switch people. But there’s nothing wrong with headcanoning that Cove does have feelings developing for the MC even before the MC has.
Is there a way to make/allow Lee and Baxter to date?
No, they just don’t have enough time together.
We also got a group of asks related to Tamarack in OL2, but I’m afraid the way they talked about people with larger bodies made me not want to post their words, even if the person didn’t say they’re trying to be hurtful. I will separate out the core question and answer it though, so people can know that info.
Does Tamarack lose weight in later Steps?
No, she doesn’t. As for the other questions included, to be honest, I don’t have to explain/defend having romance options of different sizes. I’m sorry if you’re dealing with unhappiness that’s connected to body image, if that’s where the negative emotions are coming from, but even so I can’t meet you on that level and pretend it’s a problem that needs an answer. A girl who simply isn’t thin being a main love interest is just not an unreasonable concept. Also, Tamarack isn’t a lesbian. Yes, she can date a female MC, but that doesn’t undo her actual sexuality, so I’m not sure where that one part at the end was coming from.
I wonder... can we "fight" with Qiu over leader status? 👀
Not really, haha. No matter how cool your MC is, they’re never gonna replace Qiu for the other kids around. So you can either partner up with him, follow him too, or not be a part of all that group politics stuff.
So when I play the game, sometimes I mentally call Cove “Covie/Covey” and that made me wonder, how does Cove feel about being nicknamed? Not like Romeo/Space Cadet/etc. but like pet names relating to his actual name
It’d depend on his age, personality, and your relationship with him! When he’s younger he’d probably be embarrassed, when he was grown he’d probably be more casual or happy about it.
will you be able to date baxter in step 3 while at crush with cove (but not dating him ofc) sorry if this has been asked already. i really love baxters step 4 design btw!! 
Yeah, you can be crushing on Cove and date Baxter if you weren’t already dating Cove. You just can’t be truly in love with Cove and then switch to Baxter.
I just got my friend into our life, and they adore shiloh and derek sooo will there be more of them in the second game? 
I’m afraid not. But you can see plenty more of Shiloh in XOXO Droplets/XOXO Blood Droplets, haha.
I see you haven't gotten any xoxo droplets asks recently but I'm still obsessed with these boys!! I was just wondering if Nate would curse under any circumstance? 
Yeah, Nate does use certain swear words (damn, hell, bastard) on very rare occasions.
Hi there! I have a question about the wedding dlc. Will we be able to plan a honeymoon during the planning stages of it or would it be something that Cove and the mc would rather plan later on? Thank you! Absolutly love the game by the way, definitely one of my favorite games! 
The focus will be on the wedding day itself. The topic of the honeymoon might come up a bit, but there won’t be any choosing of the exact location and such.
Hi! I have two questions and it's completely understandable if you only answer one/neither and I'm sorry if you've already answered either before! First, is there a set year in which OL:B&A takes place (ex: Step 1 being set in 2010 & Step 2 being set in 2016, etc.) or is it simply up to interpretation? Second, have you guys thought about doing a coming-of-age game where the MC has a tough home life or upbringing? (like one of their parents is an addict, a parent being transphobic whilst the player has the option to be trans, or having friends that are influencing them to do drugs, etc.) That's all! Thanks for making beautiful games. <3 
There is a set timeline!
Step 1: 2006 Step 2: 2011 Step 3: 2016 Step 4: 2021 
And we don’t currently plan on making a game like that. The Our Life series exists to be a safer environment for people to play around in and if we did do a brand new series that was harsher edged it’d be something more fantastical and/or plot-driven instead of a different type of modern day slice-of-life growing up story. I’m sorry.
i don’t know if you’ve already answered this, but do you have a guess on when phase 4 will come out? as well as ol2? i’m so excited for both of them, the inclusivity in this game is amazing, you guys should be really proud of it! 
Step 4 will be coming out very soon! OL2 is gonna take until 2023 to be anywhere near completion. But we might episodically release the Steps one at a time as they get done instead of waiting for three to be finished before launch like we did with the first game.
Hello, I was curious if there was an official or unofficial discord server for the game? 
We do have a discord! You can join by clicking this link HERE.
how long do you plan to keep ol's patreon running? 
Hopefully for at least a few more years.
Are you considering ever making merch? 
Yeah, but I don’t know when it’ll happen or what exactly we’ll make, aha. It’s something we want do, just nothing is set.
hi! i just found out about your game a couple of days ago on tiktok (so sorry if you’ve already answered this question) and i was wondering if y’all are ever planning to release it on iOS? 
I have no idea. It’s hard for a small group to get Apple approval and I honestly can’t say if it’ll ever happen or not. Maybe someday, though!
Hi, I love the art style of Our life and I would like to know if the artist has a Twitter? Also, could it be possible to fund more CGs for the game from him/her? So many times, I wish there was one like when the cutscene of the sunshower. 
That’s nice of you to offer. He doesn’t have a Twitter, at least not one that’s public enough to be shared with me. And I’m afraid not. The issue is that the CGs take huge amounts of time rather than there not being a budget for it. He’s gotta make CGs for Step 4, the DLCs, and new character sprites, too. There isn’t space in the schedule for even more. Sorry for that.
Hi, how are you?!
Are you planning on accepting new writers or is it always the same people who write your stories??
Thanks!!
Our Life: Beginnings & Always won’t be getting new writers, but we will be hiring a new team of writers for Our Life: Now & Forever eventually!
perhaps this counts as nsfw and I'm sure it has been answered before but what does Cove prefer, chests/boobs or butts? or perhaps both :3c thank you for this wonderful game (and the patreon bonus moment, it was worth all the waiting and more ♥) 
He’s a “chests of all shapes and sizes” kind of guy, haha.
i was wondering- did any of the writers actually grow up by the beach? as someone who's lived in a beach town all their life it really did feel nostalgic to play through our life 1 
I was born and raised in Cali! Though, not right by the beach. We still had to make trips out, but the setting is based on my own childhood memories of small beach towns we went through.
In Derek’s upcoming DLC, will we be able to reference the pact we made as teens? (love olba and xod/xobd so much btw you’re literally amazing) 
Yep, you will be able to talk about that!
Oh, sorry about the Cole being secretly L ask, then!
If you wanted context: Death Note is about this one guy who finds a notebook that kills anyone who you write the name of in there. The guy eventually develops a God Complex and starts mass killing criminals and stuff. L is the one trying to find out who is killing all these people.
Me and my sister first joked about it because I couldn't remember how to translate a word about the way Cove was sitting, so I just did the pose, and it looked a lot like how L himself sits! Then we just snowballed from there, with more and more nonsense connections.
That’s okay! Thanks for explaining. I’m sorry I didn’t know what you meant.
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Hey! First of all just wanna say loving the blog and all the costume facts you give!
Do you think for Broadway/US Tour down the line they’re going to try and keep consistent groupings of the covers of the 4 alts (i.e. the A/S/H, S/C/P, B/H/P, A/B/C system that Broadway has or what’s going to be the Aragon tour’s system) for the sake of recasting purposes/alternates moving between productions/making less costumes?
Thank you! I’m so glad you enjoy it! And I don’t expect Broadway and NAT to follow consistent cover orders, mostly because they usually won’t need to. This is a very long post where I go both into casting + costumes, so buckle up.
Costume-based reasoning @lightleckrereins and I have talked about costumes sometimes being repurposed across productions or trying to keep alternate covers consistent, but there have been two main reasons for that: - As shows came back from lockdowns, they were trying to get back on their feet and several productions reused costumes from prior to lockdown (maybe most notably Vicki Manser wearing Jodie Steele’s old costume or Natalie Pilkington reusing her old top). Minimal income from that year and a half of lockdown, plus the large number of shows trying to come back at once and wanting to limit exposure during fittings (and travel to and from), all could have been factors in that. - The possibility of stock costumes (that are then custom altered for individual actors) on NCS productions. This is primarily because NCS has a very minimal period of time to get costumes done and those costumes will only very briefly be worn - roughly six months with four shows per week for principals, and likely only 3-8 shows and put-ins for alternates. You don’t get much wear and tear for the amount of work and money that goes into them, and having a backstock of easily accessible costumes that can be quickly altered for a rehearsal swing who needs to join last minute is very beneficial. As a result I’ve speculated that they may keep covers more consistent there intentionally for the sake of that potential stock system. Sofia has also written more extensively about NCS potentially reusing costumes here, and many of those reasons also apply to stock costumes. That reasoning doesn’t really apply to Broadway or NAT productions: - These productions will (knock on wood) have minimal concerns about traveling to do fittings for costumes or need to reuse costumes for Covid-related reasons. They’ll also have a plan in the budget to make the usual 3+ costumes for every swing (covid was obviously unexpected and not planned for) - Broadway and NAT productions have the queens performing for a much longer length of time and for many more shows than NCS do, so the costumes will naturally be getting to the point where they’re breaking down and need to be replaced by the time of a cast change. - They’ll strongly prioritize swings being in roles they want them to be in rather than what’s most convenient from costumes etc perspective. There are exceptions where Six may reuse costumes: Cassie Silva is the best example - she joined the production pretty last minute. Several posts and costume details also support the theory that she may have joined in mid-December immediately before the shows’ closure rather than mid-January like when she announced it, and it was mentioned that she learned the show in roughly two days. Since she joined Broadway so unexpectedly, they had her wearing pieces from other Broadway swings. We already know she’ll get her own costumes for NAT. Other unplanned cross-production emergency covers like that as a result of Covid spikes, cast injury or illness, etc., could result in some emergency covers wearing others’ costumes for a brief period of time, but I do think that as the show grows it’s likely that they’ll utilize the universal swings system which would help prevent that. Either way, it’s not something they’d really plan for. Since Broadway/NAT costumes should be custom and generally new for every queen, there shouldn’t be any concern about having standardized covers for the sake of a swing being able to reuse another swings’ set of costumes. As far as non-costume reasoning: As far as casting goes they still have a few options for how to replace swings in a way that still allows them to change around covers:  A. Full swing cast change every time (this is decently likely), which would allow them to start fresh with swing covers B. A partial cast change with some rearranging of covers (like was done on the WE when Grace Mouat left and Shekinah McFarlane joined) C. A cast change where one swing leaves and their replacement is cast specifically for the same covers D. A cast change where two (or three) swings leave and their replacements take over those covers, but the cover combos may be scrambled (for instance if Mallory Maedke and Nicole Kyoung-Mi Lambert left but Courtney Mack and Keirsten Hodgens stayed, they might hire B/S/H and A/C/P swings to replace them). Even just 2 or 3 swings leaving gives them a ton of freedom to choose covers for the new queens. Swings have a pretty intensive and stressful job, so it’s most common for them to stay for the length of only one contract. With that in mind I think primarily focusing on option A, maybe with some option D if one swing stays, is most likely. However, the other three scenarios are definitely possibilities depending on the circumstances! If someone leaves unexpectedly, for instance, they still have the ability to do option B or C (and potentially have a universal swing join the run temporarily while waiting on those replacements).  I also don’t expect that we’ll see swings (other than potential universal swings) change productions much. An NAT swing could hypothetically be promoted to Broadway swing, sure, but someone changing from swing to principal at cast change is generally going to be more likely. (Universal swing: They’re literally just what the UK calls standby swings, a.k.a. the role that Bryony Duncan and Liv Alexander had, except universal swing is the usual terminology in my experience while I’ve only ever seen Six use standby swing. They’re pretty common for US shows with both a Broadway production and multiple tours. I think they’re likely with Six for their US productions as potentially a second tour is introduced. It would most likely be two alts with three covers each, just like Bryony and Liv) Hopefully you feel like that answers your questions. If more clarification is needed on anything asks can always be sent - I tried to keep some out for the sake of keeping this as short as I could feasibly make it.
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just for you, honeybee (1/?)
pairing: bucky barnes x female!reader, steve rogers x reader (platonic!)
word count: 3,172
warnings: a few curse words, bucky being cute, steve being awkward but also a great friend
authors note: hello! this is my first ever post on this account and the first chapter to a new series! im not sure how many chapters this is going to be as i got inspiration to write it a few days ago but im hoping to keep up with it. also, once TFATWS ends, i intend to do a series based on that as well! anywho, i hope you enjoy this and please leave feedback/lmk what i can do to improve! thank u :)
summary: dating back to 1943, you, james barnes, and steve rogers were best friends, including bucky being your boyfriend. when you get a notice that bucky died in the war, you make it your mission to find closure for yourself and protect steve as he is the only remaining piece of bucky you have left. once you are offered the super soldier serum, you and steve must make your way through world war 2 - and the unknown future hardships to come.
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James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes laid across from you on your bed, eyes softly glancing over your features as your hand grazed over his cheek and jawline. You chuckled to yourself, “looking a bit scruffy, Buck.”
He hummed, eyes now fluttering closed at your touch, “thought you liked it, doll.”
With a quick kiss to his lips, you nodded, “oh I do, don’t worry – no reason not to, really.”
Bucky let out a soft laugh before he ran a hand over your cheek, “I gotta get goin’ soon, doll. ‘Uniforms at Becca’s.”
With a sigh, you rolled onto your back and stretched, “she’s a saint, you know, washing and steaming your uniform for you.”
Bucky nodded in agreement with you, “that I do know, honeybee. I’ll meet you at Stevie’s, yeah?”
As you got out of your shared bed, you looked back at Bucky, “of course! Gotta see you off before you go put your life on the line, no big deal.” Bucky quickly dropped the conversation immediately after, understanding how you're feeling.
You weren’t mad at Bucky for joining the army – you couldn’t be, it wasn’t his fault. He was drafted and you knew that if he could stay, he would; and you knew you were being slightly immature about him leaving. You just wanted more time with him. So many people you knew had received letters that their loved ones hadn’t come back, that they had died in battle. It wasn’t fair, but when was life perfectly balanced?
By the time you got changed and got yourself cleaned up, Bucky was straightening out his shirt before he turned towards you, eyes hesitant. You walked to him, buttoning up his final buttons before you ran your hands over his shirt, “I’ll see you soon, Buck, okay?”
Bucky ran his tongue over his lips, “I know, honeybee. Try to keep Steve out of trouble for the time being, okay?”
You laughed, “I’ll certainly try my best – now get outta here!” With a smack to his ass, Bucky gave you one last kiss before he headed out the door to see his sister, Rebecca. You had asked her to iron Bucky’s uniform before he got sent off to war, wanting him to look his best – but you were sure he would look handsome in anything.
Looking in the mirror, you straightened out your favorite belted Peter Pan collar dress, fit with a pair of white heels; only the best for your Buck. You had begged him multiple times to let you register to become a nurse, in the slight chance of being close to him, but he always responded with the same answer: “I want to make sure I have someone to come home to, doll.”
You’d never tell him, but your heart warmed every time he said that.
Doing one more look-over, you smiled to yourself, grabbing your purse as you headed out the door. Steve’s apartment was only a few blocks away from your own, and honestly, you wanted to spend more time with him before Bucky left. The two were inseparable, and you knew Steve was going to struggle with Bucky being gone – that, and the unknowing if he’ll come back.
With sharp and prideful steps, you made your way across the street, saying hello to familiar faces and grabbing a newspaper from Grover, a vendor along the streets of Brooklyn. He stopped you before you headed off, “heard your boy’s goin’ off to war, y/n. How ya doin’?”
With a soft chuckle, you glanced down at the newspapers in your hands – one for you, Steve, and Bucky while he was on the train. You looked back at Grover, “I could be better, if I’m being honest. But I know he’s doing a good thing, so my silly feelings shouldn’t hold him back, Grove.”
Grover grumbled with a roll of his eyes, “you and your selflessness, just like ya ma. I’m telling yous, y/n, that boy loves you to the moon and back. Ain’t nothing he wouldn’t do for ya; if you asked him to stay, he’d go and fake his death to make sure you two go runnin’ off into the sunset together.”
With a laugh, you pushed the tears back, “and I love him too, Grove – but I can’t ask him to just not go. That just isn’t how it is, you know?”
Grover nodded, “yeah, kid, I know. . .Now get lost, I got customers to deliver these too.”
You glanced down at the stack of newspapers, “I’m headed over to Steve’s, anyone near his you gotta drop them off to?”
The vendor let out a hum and rested his head in his palm, “hmm, I think just Richie and Betty Davis right next to Rogers’ place. They get two, you good carryin’ an extra bundle?”
You gave Grover a look as he held up his hands, “just as fierce as ya mama, too – and being Barnes’ girl, probably the wrong question to ask.”
With a laugh, you held out your stack of papers, “pile them on, Gro. I’ll see you later, alright?” The vendor nodded and shoo’ed you away as you continued your journey to Steve’s apartment. Once you arrived, you left two newspapers on his neighbor’s doorstep, knocking once as you crossed back over to Steve’s.
As the Davis’ door opened, you knocked on Steve’s, already hearing rustling inside. Betty was at her door, “y/n? That you, sweetheart?”
With a turn, you greeted Mrs. Davis with a smile, “hi Mrs. Davis, how are you? How are the kids?”
The woman smiled back, “’mm, they’re good – always askin’ when the next batch of those delicious brownies are coming!”
You laughed and noticed Steve had opened the door, small statute waiting until you were done talking with Betty, “I’ll drop them by the next time I get to bakin’, Mrs. Davis. I’ll see you!” You waved to her, as did Steve, as he stepped aside to let you in.
Steve looked at the newspapers, then back at you, “you look great, y/n. . . Looks like I’ll be tellin’ Buck to shut his mouth when he sees you.”
You chuckled, “’cus he’ll catch flies or the obscenities he’ll be sayin’?”
Steve let out a laugh, “both, definitely both.”
Now that you both were in the safehouse of his apartment, you finally got a good look at your little army-hopper. He spotted a new black eye and a small cut on his cheek, yet he still looked as if he could go again if he wanted to. You nodded towards him, “where’d you get into a scuffle at this time?”
He shifted his feet until he let out a sigh, “behind a theatre. They were showin’ commercials for the army and some guy just started saying stuff.”
With a bite of your cheek, you sat down on one of his chairs, “so you had to fight him?”
“Just gotta be one of the good guys in the neighborhood, y/n.”
“I know, Stevie.”
An hour had passed and, in the meantime, you and Steve enjoyed some tea and tried to complete your own crossword puzzles. A small conversation had taken place between the two of you, talking about plans once Bucky was off fighting the war. You had talked about Steve moving in with you, but he was always so stubborn, wanting to prove that he could live on his own. You never thought that he couldn’t, but it could be a money saver.
One more glance at the clock, you figured it would be almost time for Bucky to show up. And, just like that, a knock was heard from the door and you smiled, getting up to answer it as Steve stayed back, grumbling at the pieces of paper in his hands. Opening the door, you saw your James Buchanan Barnes standing tall and proud in his new uniform.
Bucky whistled, glancing over your outfit as you did the same to him, “you look gorgeous, honeybee – even though I told you to not dress up.”
He stepped inside the apartment as you crossed your arms, “I mean, Steve agrees that this is kind of a big deal, so I think a nice dress will suffice.”
Steve and Bucky clasped hands and Bucky nudged his shoulder, “thought you were supposed to be a good influence on my girl, Steve.”
The smaller man shrugged, “kind of is a big deal.”
Bucky shuffled his feet, “yeah, well, I don’t want it to be. Let’s just go to the future and then see me off, alright?” The three of you stood in silence, light tension hanging in the air. With a sigh, you grabbed your purse, “well, off we go! C’mon now, boys.”
Bucky, you, and Steve headed to New York World’s Fair, hooked arms leading towards Howard Stark’s Expo. With bright lights, fireworks, and amazing technology surrounding you, your eyes failed to see Bucky staring at you with so much adoration. He never wanted to leave you – he’d stay if he could – but he had been drafted. All he wanted to do was stay in Brooklyn with you and Steve, and just never leave your arms. Hell, really, wherever you went, he went.
But that wasn’t the case in this scenario.
With a hand on your waist, Bucky looked up at Stark’s presentation of his repulsor technology with a flying car, head shaking in disbelief. While his car may have only hovered for a few seconds, the idea of not even needing to touch the ground to drive absolutely boggled your mind. During the presentation, Steve glanced up at you two and silently snuck off, hoping you didn’t notice his absence for too long. But he knew you and how observant and protective you were.
However, once you glanced around after a few minutes and found Steve in front of an army poster within the United States Armed Services Recruitment center. Squeezing Bucky’s hand, you slightly pulled him towards where Steve was, trying his best to fit his head within the frame.
With a slight push of his shoulder, Bucky nodded his head towards the Expo, “come on, we’re goin’ dancing – and hopefully find yourself a girl.”
Steve shook his head, “you – uh – you go ahead, I’ll catch up later.” He looked around, trying to divert the conversation between him and his best friend.
“Steve,” you started, “please? Just this one night?”
Bucky held your hand as he looked back at Steve, “you’re really gonna do this again?”
“I just – guys, it’s a fair, I’ll try my luck,” he started, looking between you both.
Beside you, you felt Bucky grow agitated, “that’s who, Steve from Ohio?”
“Bucky,” you said, squeezing his hand once more, “let him try one more, okay? We can go dancing and Steve will catch up later. If he doesn’t, I’ll hang his head on my wall like a prize.”
The boys let out a chuckle as Steve continued, “one last time, alright? I promise I’ll come later on – Mac’s, right?”
You nodded your head as Bucky sighed beside you, “don’t think you got to prove anything, Steve.” A small pause came over the three of you as Bucky continued, “don’t do anything stupid until I get back.”
You started to walk back with Bucky, letting go of his hand as he continued his conversation with Steve as he let out a small laugh, “how can I? You’re taking all the stupid with you.” You held up a finger at Steve, “you better mean that about himself, Rogers.”
Steve held up his hands, “yes ma’am! And Bucky –“
Bucky turned around once more to his best friend, “don’t win the war until I get there.” With a mock salute, Bucky dragged you back towards the Expo as you waved back at Steve, making sure he’d meet you at the bar before your boyfriend was shipped off.
With a sigh, Bucky wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close as he kissed your head, “that punk is gonna get himself in all loads of trouble, honeybee.”
You held his hand that was around your shoulder, “I’ll keep Stevie in his place. Seriously, Buck, try not to worry about him.”
“I just,” Bucky gripped your hand, “I don’t wanna come back to nothing, you know? Steve’s my best friend and if he somehow gets himself killed here or in the war, I don’t know what I’d do.”
You pulled Bucky to a stop, putting your hands on his cheeks, “James, look at me, please.” With soft eyes, Bucky looked into yours, “I promise you, Steve is going to be okay – he won’t do anything stupid, at least without me. We’re going to be okay, and you will, too. . .’cus if you aren’t, I may go and kill Hitler myself.”
Bucky chuckled, “I don’t doubt that for a minute, sweetheart. I love you, you know that, right?”
You leaned up, kissing Bucky softly before pulling back, hands tight on your waist, “I love you too. Now C’mon, I wanna go to Mac’s and celebrate my newfound freedom.”
Bucky groaned and pulled you even closer, “maybe I should tell Steve to keep an eye on you.”
With a mock salute of your own, you giggled at your boyfriend, “aye, sir, my new mission is to protect Steven Grant Rogers from being an idiot!”
Bucky couldn’t help but laugh, “toughest job in this whole war, honeybee.”
As the night continued on, Steve actually showed up to Mac’s and had a new look in his eyes.
‘Hmm,’ you thought to yourself, ‘looks like I gotta ask him about something later.’
Steve, you, and Bucky didn’t drink, but instead enjoyed each other’s company before Buck was shipped off; this really only included Bucky and Steve making fun of each other and you keeping the boys in line. Laughs and a few smacks on the head filled the atmosphere, but you knew it wouldn't last long.
By the time it was nearing close to Bucky’s train departure, the three of you took to the streets and headed to the train station, silence enveloping you. Bucky’s hand was wrapped tightly around yours as you dreaded this goodbye, even if you had high hopes he’d return to you and Steve.
At the sight of the train and fellow troops heading into their cabins, Bucky turned to Steve, “you take care of yourself, alright punk? I don’t want any letters from my girl telling me that you’ve been actin’ out.”
Steve shoved his shoulder, “you’re acting like I’m 12 years old again. I’ll be fine, Buck.”
Bucky nodded, but looked to his best friend, “and Steve?”
Steve held his breath but let go, “yeah, Bucky?”
“Please take care of her.”
Steve glanced back at where you stood, picking your nails as your anxiety was pricking at your skin. He nodded, “I will.”
Bucky let out a sigh of relief, “thank you, pal. I love her, so make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid either, okay?” Steve nodded in response.
Bucky then headed over to where you were standing, his eyes raking over your beautiful dress, your heels, and most importantly, your face. He did not want to forget a single thing about you or your features – he wanted them committed to memory. With a gentle hand, Bucky tilted your chin up towards him, “you alright, honeybee?”
You nodded, too afraid to use your voice as tears flooded your eyes. Trying to dry them up anyway, you nodded once more, unable to look at Bucky. He sighed, “c’mere, sweet girl, I got you.”
With no hesitation, you fell into Bucky’s arms, tears threatening to fall as you felt his hands rest upon your back and your head. You sniffled, “I’m going – I’m going to miss you so much, Jamie – so, so much.”
Bucky kissed your head, “I’m gonna miss you too, sweetheart. Don’t you dare think that I won’t for a second. You’ll be the first thing on my mind every second of the day.”
You breathed, “can living through this war be the first thing on your mind? And maybe completing a crossword puzzle?"
Bucky let out a small laugh but held you tighter, “just for you, honeybee.” Pulling back, he wiped away stray tears that threatened to fall from your eyes, a soft smile on his face. “You’re gonna be alright, and I’ll be comin’ home to you in no time.”
You nodded, a few tears slipping free from your eyes as you looked up at Bucky, thumbs rubbing over his cheeks and light stubble. You slowly traced over his lips, his nose, and his eyebrows, committing everything about him to memory. With a small smile, you leaned up, catching him in a kiss once more, “stay safe, you hear me? And take this damn thing with you - maybe you'll complete it." With gentle hands, you handed him the newspaper you had gotten today.
He carefully took the newspaper from you, already hoping the crossword puzzle would be easy this time around. Then, Bucky pecked your lips before he headed towards the train, “gotta come back for my best girl. I love you!”
As he stepped onto the train and hung out the window of a cabin, he continued yelling, “I love you, y/n l/n! I love you!”
You cried, a bright smile on his face, “I love you too, James Buchanan Barnes!” Blowing kisses towards him, both you and Steve watched as the train slowly started to pull away, seeing him mindlessly hand his ticket to the worker, not bothering to tear his eyes away from you or his best friend.
“I love you!” he shouted once more, all before his train sped up, leaving you and Steve behind on the platform.
Wiping your eyes and your nose with a cloth, you cleared your throat and turned to Steve, “gah, sorry. Let’s uhm – do you want to head back to my place?”
Steve nodded towards you, “yeah, yeah that sounds good. You alright?” He hooked your arm with his as you headed out of the station, continuing to wipe your eyes. “Yeah,” you started, “I’m okay. I knew this was coming. . . I guess I just hated the whole ‘saying goodbye,’ you know?”
Your best friend rubbed the back of his neck, “I get it, y/n, but he’ll come back – he has a reason to, and that’s you.”
Your heart fluttered, and tears welled up in your eyes once more. With a quick sniffle, you reached into your purse and grabbed your key, unlocking your door to your apartment. Once inside, you quickly got to making tea for you and Steve, something to get your minds off of your missing puzzle piece.
Once tea was made and you both were sitting in your living room, you turned to him, “tell me, Stevie. Please.”
Steve looked at you, a confused look etched upon his face, “tell you what?”
You leaned back into your chair, picking at your nails once more, “what happened at the recruitment office? I’ve known you long enough to see that there’s something you’re not telling me, there’s something in your eyes, Stevie, so please, just tell me.”
Steve seemed shocked that you were able to read him like that, but was defeated. With a sigh, he turned and reached into his handbag, pulling out a file, “there was this Doctor there, Doctor Erskine, who uh – he approved me for the army, y/n. But it’s for an experiment, something they call a super-soldier experiment, I’m not sure. But, I’m going – I leave in a couple days.”
How is your world falling apart this quickly?
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