#it’s just hard

[soleilsplanet]

do you ever just … picture a whole scene, a whole fanfiction in your head, you know how to place every single word of the english dictionary that you need (or your language dictionary), you know how to structure your sentences, you know just what your characters are going to say to each other and then… and then you just open microsoft word.

#writing memes #i hate writing #joking #i love it #it’s just hard #the writing process #writing humor #writing #writers block #writers on tumblr #ao3 writer #writeblr #writerscommunity #writers and poets

[wiiwarechronicles]

Unrelated I get where people are coming from but the whole “it’s not that hard to be a decent person” tjing is just straight up not true. How can u actually believe that…. It’s so much easier to be an awful selfish asshole especially in the moment. Actively choosing and trying to be nice and thoughtful and sweet is so difficult and it feels weird for people to just not acknowledge that

#maidsmess #especially with autism. I have a hard time determining the weight of interactions if that makes sense #but I do want to be good and genuine #sorry this probably sounds whiny . I think everyone should strive to be good #and I think everyone wants to be good. I think it’s in our nature to want to be kind and good #it’s just hard

[swift-strix]

Live Laugh Love Bildad the Shuhite🙏

I never actually finished this page, but I couldn’t not post these drawings 😭

#crowley fanart #crowley #drawing #good ineffable omens #good omens #bildad the shuhite #bildaddy #bildad my beloved #bildad nation #bildad brainrot #good omens bildad #good omens fanart #anthony j crowley #I will draw aziraphale eventually #that wasn’t a lie💀 #it’s just hard #michael sheen is hard to draw #david tennant #david tennaissance #art #artwork

[lady-grace-pens]

Slow writers of tumblr: has anyone figured out The Key to not comparing yourself to your peers who hit massive word counts daily? Or is this something we all struggle with together?

#kaitlyn talks for once #writeblr #writblr #writers of tumblr #writing #I’d be okay either one tbh #i just. would love to be able to support my productive friends while not feeling like shit and being jealous and hating myself #please #if anyone found the key #tell me #I’d be alright with support too #it’s just hard #you know? #rough to deal with #the jealousy. i want to be supportive without hating myself #is there a way? #i’m desperate #please just tell me what to do to stop hating myself and I will #i don’t know. #maybe I’m just hungry and tired and drained. it’s been a long day and I haven’t eaten anything #maybe tomorrow will be better

[joelsgreys]

if you see me go on a series reblogging spree over the next couple weeks….i’m just collecting the series i want to read for my 12 hours of flying time next month

if i’ve ever reblogged your series as tbr believe me i have NOT forgotten about it

#it’s just hard #i get stuck in this cycle of oh im gonna catch up on one shots first #but then more one shots get posted #and i keep putting series aside #point is #i promise i don’t just add stuff to my tbr for the hell of it #i want to read it all

[thepinklink]

I’ve been having a lot of trouble writing lately. Like a lot. I’ll open a document and blank (pun intended but I’m too upset to laugh rip). A spark of creativity, crushed as soon as I go to write it down and it slips through my fingers when I try to get it back.

Paragraphs and paragraphs of forced words that feel wrong, words I dragged out of myself, words I hate. A dozen works in progress, some of them just different tries at the same project, sit dusty in my writing app. A dozen more, two dozen, even, sit forgotten in my deleted works folder.

Seven fan fictions I have published, and when I think of them I can’t be proud. I can’t be happy, I can only think about how I wrote the words down and even though I didn’t really like them, I might as well publish them because I didn’t want them to go to waste.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just want to write but everything only lasts for a few days if I’m lucky before I suddenly have nothing left for them. It hurts. I want to write, but something stops me every time. Every time I face those empty pages, I am beat down and I can’t get back up because I don’t even know what’s holding me down. I don’t know what’s wrong, and it’s hard and it hurts. I just want to have fun writing and put my ideas onto paper and torture my characters when I want to without feeling like every word doesn’t belong there.

#sorry for the rant #it’s just hard #i dont know what to do to fix it #plink rants

[switchytransboy]

first it’s covid, then it’s realizing i’m going to struggle with my asthma long term after this 5x as hard as a result of covid, and NOWWWWWW i got pink eye bc of covid

and yet my job JUST said to come to work anyway if you test positive for covid and feel fine to work yet that’s how i ended up here (: (: (: an outbreak at school that was caused by someone coming into work positive with hardly any symptoms (: (: (:

i hate america i hate capitalism i hate it

can we pls just earn a living in ways that don’t eat our souls and be able to listen to our bodies and rest when we need to without consequences like???

#vent #sorry i’m venting sm lately #it’s just hard #i literally can’t breathe comfortably or well at all most of the days #like covid wise i’m getting better #it’s my asthma that covid destroyed #and isn’t getting better #and i’m scared #and angry #and now PINK EYE??? #wow #the audacity

[entesi-selfship]

The transmasc struggle of seeing lots of x readers of your favourite crushes and they’re all fem readers

#self ship #vent #at least I can make my own #and when I find good writers I can commission them #it’s just hard #I wanna see some more with gender neutral or masc ones

[sarahshrinks]

winter is killin me :(

#seasonal affective depression #mental health #i am trying to push through #it’s just hard #this year feels weird #i keep having bad dreams #body neutrality #selfie #no makeup #natural makeup

[foreveranevilregal]

“I thought you said you were writing again, why haven’t you posted any prompts?”

10% writer’s block

15% jet lag

20% crappy mental state

25% @lilrobinbird and @mswong distracting me with pictures of Carolina

30% work taking up all my time

#listen guys… I be trying #it’s just hard #if anyone is still reading I hope to post this week

[stvharrngton]

I fully get that frustration you’re describing :( It’s so hard to feel productive when you just don’t enjoy what you’re creating.

But just as a general statement…your value is not determined by what you produce. You’re valuable regardless of all that and even if you feel like you can’t write right now it doesn’t mean you won’t ever again. Don’t be so hard on yourself ❤️

🥺🥺 thank u so much for this

#it’s just HARD #i feel like nothing i write now will ever be as good as what ive already done #and it just all feels so repetitive i guess? #rebelfell #asks

[shiveringsoldier]

The last few days at work (beginning last week) have me feeling very worn down and like I can’t do anything right, and I kind of want to quit

#I won’t quit. I can’t quit unless I get a job offer from another employer #it’s just hard #I’m just sitting here crying at my desk

[pumpkingeorge]

Bubby and I share a birthday, so it’s easy for me to remember.

#I am not good with dates or things like birthdays #I always forget even though I try to remember #it’s just hard #last year by brothers got him nuggets

[eddieschains]

@lovinvane asked for some taylor songs to listen to and i said i’d make a short list… then sent them this 🧍🏽‍♀️

#angel talks #i really did try okay #it’s just hard #eva <3

[thoughtsofapessimistttt]

Everyday it becomes clearer that I am no one’s first thought or choice

#it hurts because I go out of my way to help people #even if I’m struggling #I genuinely think people don’t know how to handle it when I’m upset #becasue they’re used to being the receiving end of my comfort #it’s just hard #my heart hurts #feelings #life stuff #relationship #love #friendship #mine #thoughts 💭 #vent #heartbreak

[makkie-is-screaming]

I feel bad bc I got a yogurt but it’s been 20 mins and I don’t think I can finish it but I don’t want to throw it out and be wasteful

#I’ve seriously been sitting here for 20 mins trying to finish it #it’s just hard #I’m trying to distract myself by watching tik toks while I eat and it was working at first but not anymore #:/ #it’s making me kinda nauseous tbh #I ate most of it so good enough ? #Ed shit #screaming