#not id if someone can help

[captainwaffles]

#captainwaffles #not id if someone can help #marvel #mcu #mcu meme #steve rogers #tony stark #loki series #mobius #Shuri #tchalla #scott lang #thor odinson #clint barton #natasha romanoff #sam wilson #Bucky barnes #peter parker

[fox-on-the-moon]

just a little tip for fellow autistics: if a doctor asks “can you do x?” what they really mean is “can you do x without pain?”

Generally, if you just say “yes i can do that” they will assume you can do that thing painlessly and without issue at all times. you need to clarify “i can but it hurts a lot” or “i can only do this sometimes when x and y” etc.

They will also generally assume you won’t do things if they hurt too much, but a lot of us deal with pain very differently than an allistic person might. Even if some pain doesn’t stop you from doing something, you should still tell them you have it, it still “counts.” If you are not visibly (to them) showing signs of pain, they will almost always assume you don’t have any and you need to tell them otherwise.

#actuallyautistic #i keep forgetting this myself so maybe its helpful #for someone #bc like if only id known this at 16 lol #reminder that allistics are very very bad at reading cues that are different from their own #also #please look at the 1-10 scare with explanation for every number if youre like me you might have a wrong idea of what each means #'i can feel the pain constantly but still do almost everything' is already a 4

[cosmere-cat]

Feedback loop

#the mechanisms #jonny hello ladies #undescribed #if someone can help with an image id ill add it to the alt/reblog with it!

[plulp]

hey guys. remy design

#remy the farmer #dol #my art #sorry it took so long for me to make this #im watching live shows for one of my favorite music projects in the corner and i have to pause drawing to scream every 5 seconds #if i were in that crowd id be yelling. id faint. only but a dream to attend one of these #to the people that sent me another personality swap request also. i promise im not ignoring you but the one that said #''avery and eden swap would be a nightmare'' #youre completely right. it is a nightmare. i cant think of anything #so if either of you have any more ideas or anyone else does then PLEASE help me im begging you all i can think of is ??? i dont know #i hope you guys like this remy though #i was worried about if it was good enough but special thanks to the people on my side account that told me it was fine #i posted fem remy there too if you want to see it #i think when i do fem vers of them all ill group them up because itll take me less time to make it since ill already have the design basis #and also i feel bad for spamming you guys #actually would you prefer i keep posting them one by one or should i post them all at once? for these designs #i feel bad posting separately because that means the people who rb my posts reblog like 10 separate design posts in a row :( #and i dont want them to spam their blogs because of me #but i do really really appreciate it when i see someone do that in my notifs :) so thank you a lot if you do #and also thank you to everyone who leaves tags i read each and every one of them obsessively like a freak #this is getting too long im going to hit the tag limit at this rate #ill try to work on the avery eden thing again #see you all later :)

[g1venchydress]

#vibe magazine #o #needed these photos together #can Someone help me id the photag pls

[sea-buns]

i need a drawfee archive that's got every stupid funny moment documented in chronological, alphabetized order for when i spontaneously remember a really obscure bit that i need to find or else i'll explode. i need to be able to type an extremely vague description in a search bar and have it understand me completely.

#slight tangent but a part of me wants to learn how to edit comps just so i can make one of all their parody song bits #theyre so dumb and they bring me such joy #you could prolly get a 20 minute video thats JUST mr brightside references lol #anyway for context #i had a memory of someone drawing the same image twice pop into my head with no prompting whatsoever #all i could remember was that the colors were funky and the images were droopy?? and im 93% sure it was jacob #and it was too off the rails for me to easily link it to a specific challenge or thumbnail #all i knew is that it felt kinda recent so i spent like 20 minutes scrolling the timeline of every video starting 9 months ago #and i did find it! much easier to find when its within a year thank god. its from 'making art out of our worst spam emails' #specifically jacobs section. and id say the 20 minutes was worth it. the duplication and immediate fade in of the render will always send m #so ye go watch it if youve got nothing else to do. help me justify the time cost lol #drawfee #sea rambles

[vestaldestroyer]

ok I wonder if there's someone out there who has this too

I don't get crushes or fall in love. instead, I become obsessed with people. I feel absolute loyalty and devotion to them. I'd do anything they ask without question. it's instinctive and automatic, I don't even think about it. I become their servant and follow them around like a puppy. every minimal attention from them gives me infinite joy.

this is always one sided and everyone eventually gets creeped out or annoyed and leaves. it breaks me every time. yet I can't stop it from happening. I try to hold back but it's almost impossible.

not that I would wish this on anybody, but please tell me I'm not the only one

#i finally put it into words #now lets see... who could get me #aromantic #arospec #aroace #demonkin #otherkin #angelkin #divinekin #neurodivergent #maybe? #idk. just help me please. #tell me im not a messed up freak #bpd #<- people in the notes said it could be that so lets see if someone can confirm this for me #if im actually borderline then im fucked #because if i go to a therapist and get diagnosed theres no way im getting top surgery ever #since one of the main symptoms is abruptly changing self image #im fairly sure i am trans. i have been iding as such for years and its not going away #fuck. this is turning my world upside down

[outism-had-a-purpose]

I’m gonna walk into the woods and never fucking return

#assorted outisms #help me. HELP ME. LORD. #her smile.. outis can *CAR HONK**AMBULANCE SIRENS**TRAIN PASSING BY* me anytime #limbus company #oh baby they really blueballed us and gave us this once the longins dropped #or maybe not i dont have the game anymore who cares NEW 000 OUTIS #UFKC. FUCK ME. MOTHER. #though im a little surprised the olga id went to her instead of rodya #but alas. HGNRGRHRHGHHRNNRAAA #if i put my thoughts here the guards that keep me inside this medieval dungeon are going to finally kill me #can someone hold me down oh my god im losing my goddamn marbles #im grippinh my thigh so hard

[eyedovesart]

you LOVE it when i draw them ooc you LOVE IT SO MUCH

#taagnus #manifesting with that caption btw #also am not happy with how my actual headcanon heights are not repped in the top one #maybe hes helping taako up from sitting or smth #and thats why hes short #idk #also having a weird couple weeks can someone do a better id this for me.... i w ould be so gratefyl.... i got the basics but no detail

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

soooooo. fable lying to ic about knowing what the reaver can do, huh?

#“it can remove immortality but perhaps it could have other uses as well” dude. fable. *fable* #you told ven a bit ago this exactly - “If embedded for a duration #it can pull godly energy from someone.“ #you know for a fact it can do other thing #“but i worry id remove the god power entirely” no you don't. *no you dont* #thats literally what you want to do. #many you. mmmmmm /pos #vod wathcing to collect thoughts for the analysis post is going great guys :))) #i am. not even 5 minutes into (the lore part of) this vod- #thoughts and feelings man /pos #icarus morningstar #sherbertquake56 #fable smp #fsmp #a tag to help find my own posts

[lexithwrites]

im torn between a modern day rom-com vibe with minimal angst and lots of romance and the occasional smutty scene and a dark, modern gothic vampire masquerade type beat with smut, blood, violence and angst—somehow wolfstar and jegulus fit both??

#someone help #i genuinely dont know which one id rather write #and idk if i can do both because i can barely write anything rn #i just have so many scenes for both genres #jegulus #wolfstar #remus lupin #sirius black #james potter #regulus black #the marauders

[the-habitat-sysblog]

me when i see a system i recognise from tumblr on discord:

(in a very joyful way)

#no energy to do an image ID #hopefully someone can help? #blurry❔.txt #; #💬 #[ #syscord #did system #endos dni #tulpas dni #traumagenic system #actually traumagenic #cdd community #sysblr #cdd #system #system stuff #]

[bananacatmeow]

happy birthday to me and albert einstein only

#guess whos 16 now yall #feeling like im having a midlife crisis #posting this before an exam send help i am dying #happy birthday !!! (not) #can someone pls knock me unconscious #albert einstein #14th march #ides of march #and also it’s my bday #pi day #happy bday to me ig

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!! #just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!! #im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

[if-mirrormine]

How do you get asked out by a girl, as a girl? Asking for a friend..

bestie i dont even know how it happened myself and if u asked me to recreate it, i wouldnt be able to lmao

#we met at an ice cream shop tho #hope that helps lmao #fr tho id say just be open to meeting new people #and dont be afraid to approach someone that u think looks cool #or like someone ud want to get to know #i know thats easier said than done #but even just opening urself up to those opportunities can help #and dont try to force anything #if its gonna happen it will organically #ok ted talk over lol #good luck to ur friend ;) #message received☎️ #anonymous

[whump-queen]

begging someone to hold a gun to my head so my brain will finally make me do my dishes, laundry, vacuuming, job applications, emails, messages,, just to get anything done at all without constantly wanting to die

#executive dysfunction is a fucking hellscape and I want out I want out I wantoutoutout #fuck my liiifee #seriously the threat of imminent immediate danger is the only way I can do fucking anything #executive dysfunction #the kind that makes me wanna BANG MY HEAD INTO THE NEAREST HARD SURFACE UNTIL I CANT SEE ANYMORE #death sounds preferable !!!!!!!!! #all those bullshit articles written by nt ppl like ‘MAKE A LIST!!1!1 BREAK DOWN UR TASKS!!!1!’ #THANKS BRENDA BUT ID RATHER PLUCK MY EYELASHES OUT ONE BY ONE #I literally gave my coworker $100 in cash the other day and said #’if I don’t have that report for u by tomorrow you get to KEEP THE $100.’ #because I COULD NOT DO IT OTHERWISE ID BEEN RIPPING MY HAIR OUT FOR WEEKS OVER THAT ONE THING #if u have exec dysfunction and have any tips for me other than putting myself in danger like - pls help ohmygod #legit a cry for help I don’t know what anyone would do but like #god damn a button that lets someone shock me remotely if I don’t do the shit i’m #supposed to do #I ACTUALLY NEED THAT IT WOULD SAVE MY LIFE HHAA #tw mental health #tw suicidality #adhd #tw implied suicidal tendencies #vent #personal