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storiesofsvu · 2 years
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Sonny Carisi SFW Alphabet
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Carisi is the softest, most must be protected bean any of us has ever met. He is THE most affectionate person you’ve ever met. It doesn’t matter who’s around, he’s always overly touchy and will always give you a soft kiss, a tight hug before he leaves you because he fucking loves you more than life itself.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
He doesn’t take much to start a friendship, he’s already been through a tough time with NYPD, plowing through the boroughs before landing at Manhattan SVU. Likely the first person to be friends with him would be someone he cherished. Being Sonny’s best friend would include lots of nights out over a couple of beers, and more than enough nights of him cooking for you. Even just platonically he’s always going to be keeping an eye out for you, he loves passionately in every aspect of his life and that’s never going to stop. If you’re his bff, you’ve probably met his entire family too. (check out Censured for the Sonny bff relationship)
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Sonny is the MOST cuddly person, WOW. I mean, that man was MADE for it, really! Why else would he be THAT tall and THAT lanky, he is just made to pull you into his arms, head tucked beneath his chin while he tells you everything’s going to be okay. Leg sneaking between yours while he rubs your back. Oof. man is king of cuddling
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Dominick Carisi is the ULTIMATE of husband material. He wants nothing more than to find the love if his life and settle down and pop out a few kids. like, NBC, COME ON and let this man at LEAST have a girlfriend next season, he deserves it. We already know he’s an incredible cook, i’m sure he’s good at cleaning too.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He’d be fucking heartbroken if it was anything longer than usual. He’d always do it in person despite being super fucking nervous. He’d be apologizing the entire time, saying how much he still cared about them but it just wasn’t something that was going to work out, and how incredibly sorry he was.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
This man was looking for a wife the day he graduated high school and you cannot tell me otherwise (which is why it breaks my poor lil heart every day to see that SVU has left him with no one but the will they wont they of Rollins cause he deservers BETTER)
He’s ready to settle down, he doesn’t date just anyone, he’ll only date people he considers wife material there’s a long list of questions that get playfully asked when he’s on his first few dates, weeding out those who aren’t on the same page. He’s not ready to waste time. Once he finds the one, he’ll be married in just under a year, completely and totally in love.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
OH GOODNESS. Sonny Carisi is the softest, most gentle bean you have EVER MET.  Physically, he might get angry with a perp but if he raises his voice at you he’s INSTANTLY apologizing, his voice soft, waiting for your okay before he wraps you in his arms, telling you he’d never hurt you. He might get over aggressive while fighting with people (you included), his brow furrowing and his hands flailing while he talks but he’s NEVER going to even think about touching you when he’s angry. Poor guy won’t even spank you when you ask for it.
Emotionally, especially outside of work, this smol bean is literally the most gentle being on earth. I’m still mad we never saw more after the ep where he tried to save the perp that ended up jumping over a ledge accidentally, of the ep where there was a GUN TO HIS HEAD. (but noooo…those were all Liv focussed seasons). Sonny deserved to have someone to come home to those eps. He’s so soft emotionally, every single fucking day he comes home to you alive after a day of police work he’s going to give you the deepest, biggest fucking hug ever. It’s literally going to be at LEAST a minute long while he breathes in your scent, feels your body against his, feeling your heart beat, feels your breath against his skin until he’s assured that you’re actually there, still his and alive.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Okay see above. He loves hugs, he’s gonna hug you at minimum three times a day. His hugs are the type that simply wrap around you, it doesn’t matter what his relationship is with you he’s going to tug you against him, reminding you that its all gonna be okay
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
He’s probably going to say if faster than the last few people you’d dated. Nothing crazy, he’s still kinda insecure about that, but he does love you more than anything. Once he feels you softly snuggle against him, that gentle hum of satisfaction, knowing you aren’t going anywhere, he’s putty in your hands. 
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
He doesn’t get super jealous, at least not outwardly. He might see green occasionally, but he’s one to sidle up against you, wrapping an arm around you while he kisses your head and is all “Hey doll..” While you giggle against his shoulder. 
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
His kisses are like fucking HEAVEN. Those lips!? They move against yours with ease, with precision, and you always love it. He loves to kiss you on the lips, his little kisses on your cheeks, the way you giggle at the wet contact, turning to him so he can kiss your lips. He loves when you nip and kiss down his neck, especially when your lips wrap around his nipples
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
We all know Sonny is amazing around kids, he’s already Uncle Sonny. He can’t wait to have kids, and you’re okay with taking a career break if that means you get to start a family with him cause you love him so much and know he’ll be an incredible father.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Your mornings are the most adorable. A lazy wakeup, some snuggles and kisses. If you have the day off you’re definitely having some lazy morning sex. If not you’ll eventually drag him out of bed to the shower, spending time cleaning each other before you have to push him from your giggling frame, telling him he needs to start the coffee while you wash your hair. The mornings are quiet, soft, full of adoration.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights can be spent a few ways, you’re both adults, both working the law industry. Sometimes you’re home on time where he cooks you dinner as you sit on the kitchen counter getting tastes and sips of the delicious food, humming in satisfaction at how much you love him. Sometimes there’s nothing left to do but fuck the shit out of each other, and sometimes you come home so exhausted you simply collapse against each others arms you barely remember anything before sleeping. 
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Sonny’s pretty quick to open up to you, revealing things all at once, especially once he’s had a few too many glasses of wine, though he’s embarrassed about it, you encourage him that it’s nothing to be worried about
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
By you? It takes a lot more than usual, he’s such a sweet guy that he’ll always work through the possibilities before blaming you for something. When it comes to work though he’s pretty quick to get mad
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Sonny does his best to remember as much as he can, he remembers most of your favourite things, important dates, anniversaries, etc. He’s always quick to text/call on the morning of your birthday or other special days. He might forget a thing here or there and he probably feels bad about it.
R = Remember (What is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
It’s definitely a tie between your first kiss and the moment you exchanged I love you’s for the first time. Your first kiss was so gentle, so pure, he’d taken you out for dinner, walking you home through the park, the warm spring air whirling around you. Your hand intentionally swinging too close to his until he finally gathered the courage to interlock your fingers, the flush creeping up his neck, the soft giggles escaping your mouth. When you got to you apartment you said you had the greatest time, mentioning that you couldn’t wait to do it again. Your interlocked hands tugged you together, the affection radiating off your body he gently leant down, cupping your face with his free hand, laying the softest of kisses against your lips. It was when you departed, the grin bursting on your cheeks, hands linking behind his neck that he knew he never wanted to stop kissing you, arms wrapping around you while he pulled you to his lips again, the kiss full of passion.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Naturally, he knows how horrible the world can be, but he trusts you. He knows you can take care of yourself, he’s cautious if you’re leaving his place late at night, urging you to call once you’re home safe (which you always do). It’s more so after he moves into the position of ADA that he keeps a close eye on his cases, the second he gets any kind of threat is the INSTANT you get a police detail.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He’s more about the small things, especially once you’ve been together for a while. It’s about making your favourite breakfast Sunday mornings, the lazy cuddles he knows you love, picking up your favourite wine on the way home when you’ve had a bad day. You love when he cooks for you, whatever recipe from the Carisi cook book he has is more than enough for date night. When he does take you out for something special he’ll go all out, the fancy restaurant, the fancy suit, making sure you have a nice new dress for the occasion. But on a regular basis you’d much rather be throwing back a few cold beers munching on chicken wings at a dive bar with him. 
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
He tends to drop everything for his family, sometimes that includes you. He’s also much more likely to go to Confession to talk things through with a priest than work through any of his issues with you, which bothers you cause you know the kind of things he sees on a daily basis, and don’t want him to go through it alone.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Sonny’s gotten better through the years, that moustache…that’s all Imma say… you absolutely love the way he looks in a 3 piece suit and will always make sure he knows it. He doesn’t care too much, coming from a big family he wasn’t always blessed with super fancy clothes and he doesn’t care. If he’s not working, he’ll throw on a henley and jeans, some old sweats and a Fordham tee (though he much prefers that tee on you).
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Sonny definitely feels ultimately complete with you, he’s his own man and has grown into being a wonderful human, but with you at his side, he feels like he could conquer the goddamn world.
X = Xtra (A random head canon for them.)
Despite being Italian and usually making the pasta from scratch, he has a suuuuuper soft spot for some fucking boxed Kraft Dinner, especially when he’s drunk. To the point that the Bodega guy on the corner fully knows what he’s coming in for at 2am, laughing at the irony.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
With a partner, Sonny’s not going to want someone who doesn’t want to settle down, he wants a wife, he wants kids, and if you don’t want those, it’s going to be done. He also needs his partner to get along with his family, as chaotic as it can get, if his Ma doesn’t like you, you’re probably hittin the road
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Boy has troubles sleeping. Fucking fight me. He’s been through/seen a lot of trauma and is a soft smol bean, and doesn’t cope very well/go to therapy about it, just confession. He’s rare to talk things over with a s/o or friend, he finds his mind racing at night, images unable to leave his brain. He always sleeps better with you there, the warmth of your body, the beat of your heart reminding him of the better things in his life.
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introvert-traveler · 4 years
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On being boring (you are not boring)
She was sad because some people claimed she was boring.
Aside from thinking that no human being could actually be boring, since we all have problems and dreams, we all have projects we are working for, or trying to get better, or we might be just be trying to survive in a harsh world. But just that simple act of being alive, that alone by itself, it means you can’t be boring, at least not truly.
Everyone has their own story.
What might happen is that those human around a person might not enjoy their company, or might have trouble relating to them, but that doesn’t make anyone boring. Maybe they are telling their own story in a way that doesn’t help them. But that doesn’t make them boring.
Boring can be a situation, or an afternoon when you have nothing to do (because you ran out of ideas or energy, or maybe you aren’t trying). Boring can be a moment. But a person can’t be boring as a whole concept.
And her, oh please, she is not boring. On the contratry, she is amazing and brilliant! She is funny and smart, has so many stories to tell, has gone through a lot, and somehow still managed to get to a nice place in life.
But they say she is boring, because they can’t see her. Because it means making an effort. She is shy, and quiet, and doesn’t joke or voice her opinions that much. But then, she is there to work, not to be their entertainment.
I have found out that quiet people have so much to say, if you ask the right questions and you wait. If you give them a space to talk, an environment where they feel listened to. A place where they won’t be called silly or made feel like they need to be something they are not.
I’m not gonna claim I know how to listen, not at all. If anything, I’m a human chatterbox that doesn’t know when to stop, and fills the silences up. Who tries too much, and needs to learn better.
But I would never really say someone is boring and mean it. I would never joke about that.
I don’t know how to make her feel better, and I wish I could just tell all this to those assholes, angrily rant to them, and maybe teach them that they need to be more careful about what they say.
Words matters. Words can do more damage than you think.
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misselko · 3 years
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LIONESS
Warnings: Angst, fluff, small violence
Words: 20.130
 
“Begin.”
Loud clashing of lances can be heard through Garreg Mach hallway.
The red-haired skirt chaser barely able to hear you said it when you rushed him. Sylvain knew that he should focus on his strikes.  He didn’t have time to be impressed at this small, petite girl that is jabbing her lance so fast against him. Devastatingly fast. And strikingly strong. ‘It is such a wonder how a small, petite body like hers held so much power’. That’s the last thing that passed his mind before (Y/N)’s lance has cracked so loudly against his that he thought it might snap. Beautiful, fierce, deadly (E/C) orbs that staring into his soul has captivated the Gautier heir and got him hard knock on his shin, felling him over.
“Whoa there! I yield. You do like it rough, don’t you, (Y/N)?” Sylvain raise his hands on the air with and winks seductively. Rolling your eyes, you put a light tap on his neck at his remarks.
“Though she be but little, she is fierce. (Y/N) is the youngest among us, but she is indeed a Lioness!” Dimitri claps over your third in a row winning for today. You beat Felix in sword and Dimitri in the lance spar.
“That’s what you get for skipping classes, Sylvain. And.. keep up with your solid techniques, excellent moves, and rapid quick footwork, (Y/N). That’s all for our combat class today,” said Professor.
“She’s a few inch shorter than me but she had effortlessly defeated Blue Lions’ strongest lancer and swordsman! That’s my favourite lil sis (Y/N) for you!! ” said Annette giddily. She hugs you in a death grip embrace and sings her silly song.
Everyone are so nice to you, to the point of spoiled rotten! Especially Ingrid and Mercie! They are like your big sisters, always offering their help to ride pegasi and give endless supplies of baked sweets that you love very much. Felix is kinda harsh and always eager to spar with you, but he’s the first person to get angry when someone bullies you because you are so small. So kind, almost feel like a big brother! Dimitri helps you with your late night studies and picking books in the higher shelves on the library a lot. Dedue and Ashe cook dinner together with you on your duty day.
They see (Y/N) as the sweet smol bean that has to be protected at all cost!
“Are you free tonight, Munchkin?” Care to join me to visit the town and get something to eat? I know this little restaurant that has nice dessert! My treat, of course! Think of it as a token of congratulations from me on your brilliance today!” Sylvain put his hand on your shoulder in a friendly gesture and wink seductively.
“Seteth will scold us for sure, Syl! This is the fourth or fifth time we went for a late dinner this week,” you pout at his invitation. “He won’t. I’ll walk you back before curfew as usual. Don’t want my Kitten to get  hurt on her way back. Night walk can be dangerous, you know.”
“Why you are being so nice to me, Syl... Your girls will be upset and kill me for sure.”
“Nah.. I don’t have any! It would be a shame to waste such a beautiful evening alone. Besides, I don’t want to let my Munchkin starved in her sleep! Not to mention that you just looked awfully cute with your cheeks stuffed.” You smacked his shin and rewarded with a loud yelp from him.  “Lead the way. And.. it’s not like I like it or something like that, you know! Don’t get any wrong ideas,” you hide your blush and took his huge hand in your tiny ones.
The food was delightful as usual and Sylvain stay true to his words about going back before the curfew.
As you both closed the large door’s that marked the dormitory, you were greeted by the crisp spring night. Warm wind passed over your forms, and crickets chirped in the night.
“While we’re at it, how about a little board games rematch at my quarters? I got a new strategy to show you, Syl!”
“Bring it on then, (Y/N)! Let’s bring some sweet buns as usual to snack on later as well, then.”
“It’s a deal!”
“I’d think playing it on the bed would be more comfortable than doing it on the floor. You might catch another cold and passed out like last month in my room. It scared the living daylights out of me! Nope, never trying that again.”
“It’s not fun being frail and get sick easily.” You sigh.
“No problem. Think of it as a good chance for me to get to carry you around in my arms. For our weddi-- Ouch!!” he faux a sad face melodramatically when you punch his hand away playfully. “You might be small and petite but these hands are a force to be reckoned with. You’re as strong as a lioness,” said the philanderer as he ruffled your hair affectionately.
 
It was such a beautiful night.
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“Do you have a moment, Miss (Y/N)? I have something important to tell you regarding my research and your Crest. We can discuss it in more detailed manner in my research room,” Professor Hanneman ask you out of the blue after the afternoon battle strategy class.
 
“Crest? But I’m sure I don’t have any, Professor! It’s stated as clear as a day in my enrollment documents, isn’t it?”
 
“There’s a mistake, Miss (Y/N). And I sworn it on my name as the Father of Crestology, you do HAVE a Crest. A Major one at that! Congratulations! I have sent a letter to your family and inform other Professors and your House Leader regarding this matter. I have my suspicion about your Crests since I watch your  prowess at combat and when it activates, the timing, and the flash of....”
 
You are a bit shocked about this and decided to ignore this fact, having a hard time to process this shocking information. Your family and other members of Blue Lions will be very surprised of this information. Is it going to be a good thing or not? Professor Hanneman’s murmurs fell on your deaf ears as you politely excuse yourself out of his room. ‘It’ll be better to keep this as a secret to avoid unwanted attention nor unnecessary commotion’ you think to yourself.
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Moons have passed. Then the night of the ball came. Urged by your curiosity, you are eager to wait for your true love at the Goddess Tower. You were hardly expecting to see Sylvain, of all people. The surprise at seeing each other was mutual. The both of you stood there for a moment, simply enjoying the scene before you. You wrapped your arms around yourself to stave off the chill that went down your spine, shuffling closer to the older man.
 
“Do you even believe the rumors about this place?” he asked as he lay his uniform coat over your shivering form. “My curiosity gets the best of me. But am glad to find you here, Syl.”
 
“Huh.” Sylvain went quiet, his face etched with contemplation. After he thought about it a little, he let out a huff of breath and frowned.
 
“Well, the person I’m interested in... is already here. You’re here alone. I’m here alone. I was thinking maybe....”
“Wait. Me?”
“Well, of course! We’re the only two people here, aren’t we? I keep thinking about it, and it just makes sense. My Crest and yours...”
“How did you...?”
“Dimitri told me. I have confirmed it with Professor Hanneman as well. A Major one, he said. So lucky.”
He looked down at you menacingly. Your eyes were averted away from his, looking away into the distance. “What do you mean? I’m still me, Syl.  Crest or no Crest.”
Despite your dismissive answer, something changed in his expression. He took his hands from behind his neck and stalked towards you. This wasn’t at all like the kind and flirty Sylvain you loved. He’s... different.
“You know what? I’m a bit jealous. The whole time you were growing up, you never knew you had a Crest. You were free. Nobody pretended to like you. I kind of hate you for that...” he slammed you hard against the wall behind you. Strangled pained noise came from you.
His knees rest on either side of your petite body and his arms cage your head, his much bigger hand grasp yours roughly. “All you’re worth to me is a little bit of fun. We’ve been having fun, haven’t we? I thought that you understood,” Sylvain’s face a mere inch from yours, glaring daggers at you. You can feel your tears begin welling, threatening to spill at his words.
 
“Is that really what you think of me? I thought... I was different. So… our friendship has just been for nothing?” you muttered quietly, holding back your sobs.
 
He scoffed. “Of course you are. You’re just some dumb noble looking for crest babies. You never meant anything to me.” His rejection was validation of your worst fear, that you were just like every other girl. Your friendship had all fallen apart and meant nothing for him.
 
“Playing around with girls is the most fun a guy can have. Besides, I don’t care what you think of me. I don’t intend to change how I live my life. I’m a good-for-nothing, if you haven’t noticed, but I’m still a noble with a Crest. That’s all anyone cares about. It’s best to avoid getting too serious with fools like me.” His expression darkens and unreadable. The carefree mask was long gone.
 
“My Crest bring me nothing but pain. I thought maybe...if I made someone else suffer, it might help me feel better.” His hand shot up and grabbed you by your throat. Sylvain held you in front of him, tightened his grip, choking you hard. His caramel eyes glowed dark with excitement.
 
“Unnnghhh......Syl....”
You tried to squirm away but he clamped his hand tighter, making it harder for you to breathe. Your legs felt weak and limp. The pain was too intense.
 
“You were a spoiled brat who should pay for that Crest. Maybe I’ll collect the debt.” His expression dark as he looked up at you.
 
Focusing yourself, you punch his jaw as hard as you can. To your surprise, a blinding flash of your Crest shows up when you smack him as hard as you can, making Sylvain flinch in pain, dropping you with a loud thud on the cold floor. You stumbled back and dropped to your knees. Gasping for air, you tried to rub the pain from your throat, doing your best to pick yourself up.
 
“Sylvain Jose Gautier!  I care not for your Crest nor title! It means nothing to me. I like.. no, love you because you are the strongest, kindest, funniest, and the most caring person that I know. Even you are such a skirt chaser, but you always very considerate and protective of me. I never felt this way before about someone. This is my first time but... This… This was a mistake. Sorry. I hope.. you find your own happiness someday,” you said, your voice is raspy from his deadly grip and your sadness. Tears were finally flowing freely from you.
 
Sylvain’s posture becoming rigid despite his feigned relaxed position. “H-hey,” Sylvain said, his voice softened somewhat. “Please, don’t cry. I’m sorry...”, he tried to pat your head, but you step back instinctively. The red head flinch and turned away when he saw angry purplish hue on your neck. Guilt began creeping on his conscience.
 
“I believe you. You’re not a bad person, Sylvain, no matter what anyone says. I care about you. Our friendship, dinners, late nights walk and banters... I cherished them a lot. Really, I do. I love you, Sylvain.” You couldn’t meet his eyes, couldn’t look at anything besides the floor. “That’s what I came to tell you, but... nevermind. Good night, Syl. I’ll see you tomorrow in class.”
 
“Did you mean that? (Y/N), wait!” He spoke with disbelief.
“Why would I lie?” you asked, hardly audible. “Goodbye, Syl.”
 
His pleas fell on deaf ears as you dash yourself as fast as possible from Goddess Tower, locking yourself inside your quarters, clutching to Sylvain’s uniform coat, while crying yourself to sleep.
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That’s the last thing that you can remember from your Academy Days. Things were never the same since that night. You never talk to the playboy ever again since that incident. No more night walks or late board games. When you have to work together in weekly duty, there’s an unseen awkward distance and heavy tension between you two.
 
The notorious philanderer went back into his old ways, going around with a different girl each day. You often catch him glimpse at you with eyes full of remorse and sadness (mostly when he thinks you aren’t looking or noticing). Everyone in the Blue Lions noticed the changes between your relationship but being very considerate of your feelings and trying to not mention anything about it.
 
Your Father called you back home because of his grave illness in Pegasus Moon, insisting you to leave the Officers Academy behind. Blue Lions was taken aback and sad with your abrupt leave. Going back to your home in Fhirdiad, days flies in a blur motion into moons and years.
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It’s been 5 years since you left your Academy days in Garreg Mach.
A bloody coup led by Cornelia causes Duke Rufus and Dimitri both to be apparently killed. Her  tyranny left Fhirdiad in poor state with poverty and famine. Holy Kingdom of Faerghus thrown into disarray condition with their Prince’s disappearance. The nation is plagued by civil strife and hardship.
 
With the vast majority of the former Kingdom lords having bent the knee to the overwhelming power of the Empire, all Blaiddyd territory, including the Kingdom capital, is ruled by those who are cooperating with the Empire, and is thus renamed the Faerghus Dukedom. Houses Fraldarius and Gautier were left to spearhead the resistance as the primary opponents of the Dukedom.
 
As the legitimate Marchioness of your major noble house in Blaiddyd territory after her Father’s passing, (Y/N) decided to keep on fighting against Empire until the bitter end, along with Houses of Fraldarius, Gautier, and Galatea. You keep maintain close relationships them, mostly with the neighbouring Houses, Fraldarius and Galatea. Whether it may be reinforcements soldiers to House Fraldarius or stock supplies to House Galatea, you are so much eager to give it all (sometimes by going there personally—much to your advisors’ dismay) to aid them.  Being always giving or adding the most relevant information about current war state developments made you overjoyed when you heard about the news of Dimitri’s plan to recapture Fhirdiad.
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It’s been forever since your last time fighting on the battlefield. Reclaiming the capital is a daunting task with shortage of soldiers and resources. Rodrigue’s death is a devastating blow to Faerghus’ military strength and resources. Not to mention that House Gautier and Galatea has any resources to spare. With limited resource of your own House, you decided to prioritize evacuation of Faerghus’ citizens and helping Blue Lions to the utmost.
 
Dimitri marches for Fhirdiad, causing the oppressed citizens to revolt against Cornelia’s tyranny People are rebelling against Cornelia and Fhirdiad has turned into a gruesome battlefield. Fire was everywhere The sound of metals echoed loudly in your ears. Large Titanus crowded the streets and wreaking havoc upon buildings and citizens. With your sword in your hands, you leap and cut through Kingdom Soldiers that is preparing to activate Viskam turrets against Felix.
 
You pushed forward with great caution. When you are done helping a pair of elders and children under the rubbles to evacuate, you saw him. Sylvain. Fighting over a mage and a large Titanus all by himself. Did he get separated? He barely dodged a fireball when you strike down that mage.
 
“Munchki--!” He gasped, surprised to see you back.
“Watch out, Syl!”
You leap in front of him, parrying and slash back at the Titanus’ large appendages that is going to smash him. Sylvain cast a Ragnarok and taking down the golem-like creature with a loud explosion, sending flying debris everywhere. He gasped, grabbed your arm and pulled you out of the way. 
 
“Ugh... that hurts. Are you okay, Munchkin?” He was trapped under the rubbles and the first thing that he asked is your safety?
“W-why did you do that, Syl? You got hurt protecting me. Didn’t you want to kill me?”, you said as you helped him out from the rubble.  Fortunately he is okay aside from a few scratch and bruises.
 
“When I thought you were going to be killed for real, my reflexes kicked in. I reacted without thinking. It doesn’t mean I’ve stopped being jealous of you. But, come on, I can’t help looking up to you.” He look at you with eyes full of worry and sadness.
 
“Sylvain..... Well.. It’s been awhile, but as much as I want to chat with you, we have to help Professor and Dimitri first. Cornelia has brought us so many sufferings. Now’s the time to put an end to all of this. And... thank you, Syl.” He nods and push forward to throw his lance at a Pegasus Knight that is fighting against Ingrid.
 
“I will go to deactivate Titanus’ lever. I know its location and it will help everyone tremendously against that gigantic monster! I’ll open Fhirdiad’s secret passages within my House territory to help everyone to get better access to Cornelia. When I’m done with it, I’ll regroup with reinforcement soldiers from my House to evacuate more citizens on the east side of Royal Capital, then go to help Dimitri fighting against Cornelia. See you later, Syl. Please stay safe.” You bid your farewell and run through smaller alley path, doing your missions, leaving Sylvain astonished at your very thorough, detailed plans.
 
Without the Titanus, Cornelia only has archers as her backups. As you take the archers down with Felix and Annette, Professor and Dimitri are working together to close in on her and take her down. It was a gruesome battle, but thanks to everyone’s efforts, casualties were kept to minimum and reclaiming Fhirdiad is a big success after Cornelia has been defeated.
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It may be spring, but the nights are quite chilly here in Fhirdiad. The people are rejoicing at the return of their King. After a hard won battle of reclaiming Royal Capital of Fhirdiad, celebratory feast shows no sign of stopping. Growing weary of the festivities, you decided to excuse yourself from the banquet at the castle balcony.
“Munchkin. Here you are. His Highness has been looking for you. He wanted to express his gratitude for your loyalty and huge help at reclaiming Fhirdiad.”
“Good evening, Syl. We just did our utmost to help. Fhirdiad’s  peace and safety of the Blue Lions is of the most important thing for me, after all.”
A moment of silence passed where both of you stayed still, just basking in the moonlight and enjoying each others’ presence for a while.
“I’m sorry. I really am.” You are taken aback when Sylvain bows his head deeply in front of you.
“I know I messed up really bad and it’s fair enough if you can’t find it in your heart to forgive me. My jealousy got the best of me and it has brought you so much harm. Most girls just want me for my title or my Crest, and when I thought that it was the same for you, I… I was the one who made a mistake. I’m sorry, truly I am.” Peeking at him from the corner of your eye, you could see the furrow of Sylvain’s brows, the frowning twist of his lips. It was a look you’d never seen on him. Regret and pain. He looks so vulnerable. Somehow, you didn’t doubt the apology.
“Please elaborate, Syl.”
“Since I bear a Crest, my parents made sure I was never left wanting. My older brother didn’t have one, and so when I was born, he was pushed aside. My mere existence stole everything from him. There’s so many people that want to get close to me because of my crest. Because of something I didn’t even want to be born with. I wish I could have cared as little about my Crest as you do yours...,” he grimaces, running a hand through his hair briskly. “Women smile at me for the same reason my parents adored me...and my brother wanted me dead. And I have to meet them all with a smile because I have a Crest.” Sylvain purses his lips.
 
“But you–you’ve never treated me differently. Always being there for me and understand me, and…and–I like you, (Y/N). No. I love you so much that it scared me. A lot,” he says, closing his eyes.
 
“You say that, but it doesn’t excuse the things you’ve done.” You didn’t want to look at him, didn’t want to let him see mixed expression you were making at  his sudden confession but you knew he was looking at you. Intently.
 
“I was devastated when you left Garreg Mach years ago. I lost you once and I won’t let it happen again. So.... what I’m saying is…” he hesitated and briefly appeared at a loss of words which is very unlike of him.
He hugs you closer very tightly it hurts, cradling you gently against his chest. This close, you can feel the rapid pace of his heart and his nervousness. “Can you give me a second chance?” Sylvain’s touch was awkward and clumsy.
“......I will. But first… Please let me go, Syl. You are crushing me.”
Sylvain paused, as if unsure. “Did you mean that?” Vulnerability colored his tone, softened it. “I’d like to be a man who deserves that. Who deserves you. Even if you want nothing to do with me, one day I will find a way to make it up to you, to earn your forgiveness. I promise.” His voice wasn’t strong with his infamous flirtatious bravado. It was sincere.
 
“You’re so much more than just your Crest or your status, Sylvain Jose Gautier.” Taking his much bigger hand in your tiny ones, you smiled and whisper it against his hand. “You are the most amazing, kind, strongest, and nice man for me. Your path is your own.  I love you just the way you are, Sylvain. Crest or no Crest.” His face turned dark red instantly redder than his hair at your words. Sylvain.exe has stopped working
“You are going to be the death of me, Munchkin!!” Sylvain yells frantically. You can see his ears flushed furious red. He can die happy now. Goddess Sothis please take his soul.
“Why you still call me Munchkin, Syl?” you asked much to your curiousity. “It’s been years but you barely grow a few inch! But y-Ouch!! He yelps when you jab at his stomach. “But you have... grown into a fine, smart, and beautiful woman.”
 
“Time hasn’t been so kind to me in these past years, Syl. After my Father’s passing, I have to succeed him. Being a Marchioness isn’t an easy task but I learned so much and am still learning.”
 
“My sincerest condolences for your loss. But... he must be very proud of you, Munchkin. You will be a great Marchioness. Strong, thorough, quick-witted, and lovely as a—”
“Flattery won’t get you anywhere, Mr. Gautier.” You rolled your eyes at him. The redhead laughs softly and embrace you in his arms.
 
“When this war is over, will you come with me to my homeland? It’s time for the first step in the right direction. I don’t want to marry a girl who wants to use me for my Crest or a girl who someone else chose for me. I want to marry someone I really care about. With you by my side, I’m excited to find out what this new way of life is all about. (Y/N), I’m serious. Marry me. I’d do anything for you. I’m done lying, especially to myself. I’m going to spend the rest of our lives together trying to make you happy. I promise.”
 
 “I’d like to.... introduce you to my parents. They’d love to have a new Gauti—Gyaahh!!!” He shrieked when you stomped your feet on him. “I’m so DONE with you, Syl!!” you said with exasperated look, looking away trying to hide the rising heat in your cheeks. ‘A future with Sylvain...’
 
There’s a pause when you catch his gaze and find something vulnerable there, something familiar. The flicker of hope, mirrored in your expression. It’s as if everything falls into place and clicks. Then his lips were on yours, soft and hesitant, so unlike his usual self. Your eyes fluttered shut, your lips moulding against his, as his hand came up to cup your cheek. It was all the confession you needed.
 
“I will, Syl. I promise.”
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Bonus:
When Professor and the Blue Lions heard about your new relationship with Sylvain, they offer you heartfelt congratulations and throw a little dinner party. Dimitri is OVERJOYED and sobs a little when he saw you are radiating with so much happiness. Back then in your Academy days, he was the one who worry about you the most when Sylvain treated you poorly, after all. Ashe and Dedue throw a lavish dinner to celebrate (Y/N) and Sylvain’s relationship that evening. Mercedes and Annette provide everyone with tasty sweets and dessert. It was a heartwarming small party among Blue Lions members.
Sadly, Sylvain didn’t get to celebrate it together. Rumors had it that Felix and Ingrid has beaten him to a bloody pulp (with Professor’s EXCLUSIVE permission) because he made you their lovely sweet lil sis wept and hurt. Sylvain kept on mumbling something between “Don’t ever hitting another girl”, “RUIN his Lance of Ruin”, “Don’t ever taint her”, or “You’re finished”. Even the kind and benevolent Mercie turned her back and refuse to heal Sylvain. The Gautier heir almost went to hell that evening.
 
The poor, traumatized philanderer will changing his ways for the better for sure.
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NCT U's reaction to you flinching during an argument (Boss line)
Surprise surprise, here's another
Warning: fighting, shouting, angsty situations
Taeyong
You and him normally don't fight a lot. But this time around, he was really tired from his back to back schedules for months, and you were nagging him for not eating enough. He'd squeeze his eyes shut, trying to channel you out and not lash out at you but you were really at it today. The next thing you knew, he was shouting at you to be quiet.
"I'm not a baby y/n I can take care of myself. I know what to do please stop it" he shouted at you. You weren't expecting this outburst so you froze looking at him, and then he threw a punch in the air. You flinched, covering your face. He noticed this, getting more annoyed at the situation.
"y/n whatever happens between us, no matter how we fight, I will never lay a hand on you. Just keep that in mind" he says and goes to the bedroom.
Doyoung
Him and you were having a heated argument over the unclean kitchen.
"if you saw it's dirty then you should've cleaned it. I would've cleaned it on your turn next" you said.
"you left it like that you should've cleaned it rather than have me do it" he snapped.
He got frustrated over you leaving it dirty and expecting him to clean it when it's your turn. Aggressively running fingers through his hair he speaks loudly, bringing his hands close to your face in frustration. "why are you being so annoying!!" you flinch when his hands get close to your face. This made him even more frustrated.
He does a fake laugh "did you just flinch? Did you really think I'd hit you? Never. You hear me? Never"
Jaehyun
He doesn't want to fight at all because you're jealous of the makeup artist. He loves you so much and will never cheat on you but here you are, freaking out over how the makeup artist kept touching his face and finding ways to touch his lips by applying layers of lip tints.
"Jaehyun you don't see it because you're used to it now. You don't question her intentions but I see the way she looks at you"
"for the last time, no" he's at his wits end.
"I really love you Jaehyun I don't want her to take my place. I can't-" you're cut off by Jaehyun aggressively running his hands through his hair and then punching his things "ugh stop it y/n this is stupid. Do you hear yourself" he says angrily. Then he looks at you, tears beginning to appear in your eyes and your arms around your face and torso, defensively. He hurriedly comes in you hold you but you flinch again. His jaw is hung open.
"why're you scared of me" he asks scooting closer to you, bringing your head on his chest and kissing it. Tears fall from your eyes but you don't make a sound.
"I love you and only you y/n"
Winwin
Winwin is the sweetest most gentle boyfriend you could ask for. He is never aggressive with you. You're his smol girlfriend and he cherishes you dearly. You two have a stupid fight over a board game. You accuse him of cheating and he's not having it because he doesn't cheat. You're both angry at each other.
"Sicheng I can't believe you, you cheated and now you're lying!" you raise your voice.
He throws his hands in the air and notices you moving back instantly. He's shocked and quickly grabs your hand.
"no no no no no y/n no never. That's never going to happen I would never".
Jungwoo
He's a gentle and loving smol bean and loves you to death. He sometimes purposefully gets on your nerves and you just have to be patient. But you've been having a rough week and Jungwoo acting aloof was the cherry on top. You started the argument and he wanted to avoid it at all cost. But you were being really mean to him and he wasn't just gonna stand there and listen. He became angry as well and things were starting to get out of hand.
"Jungwoo you're acting dumb and you don't care about me anymore"
"I'm not acting dumb and didn't you say you wanted space? Make up your damn mind y/n" he says angrily turning to you and accidentally hitting your shoulder with his elbow making you jump and yelp.
"no- y/n no I'm sorry it was an accident I didn't do it on purpose. You know I would never hurt you" he says in a state of panic.
You're crying at this point because you've had enough. He holds you close and pats your head.
"come on let's get you to bed" he says.
After you've cried it out and are tired he says "you were so mean to me" cutely.
Lucas
He's angry that you came home late and drunk last night. He knows you're capable of taking care of yourself but you were shit drunk and someone could've taken advantage of you. He's scolding you and you can't do much about it except feel embarrassed. He does raise his voice when he's mad but he never scolded you harshly before.
"I'm sorry Lucas"
"you should be sorry to yourself! you couldn't even stand on your legs. Thank God your friend personally brought you to the doorstep. Can you imagine what could've happened??" he says and slams his hand on the wall next to your head. Your eyes go wide and you let out a yelp, covering your face.
He understands that he scared you and stops there. He takes a deep breath and sits down to take your hand and makes you promise to be careful next time.
Mark
You were annoying him while he was playing guitar. He's not the type to get angry easily (except when it's Hyuck) so he put up with it, occasionally glaring at you and swatting your hand away. You stopped doing it for a while, just laying on his bed while he was lost in the feel. He's playing it passionately with his eyes closed and is humming along. You tug his collar and he puts his arm up defensively making you flinch. He feels sorry and reaches out for your hand and kisses it. You both make eye contact.
"I wasn't gonna... I'd die. I won't even think of hurting you"
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Also, um... could I get a smol fic where one of your disabled characters can't do something for disability reasons, feels frustrated, and gets reassured by one of their loved ones? 🥺 I'm all up in disability feels lately
I’m sorry you’re having some Rough Disability Feels! I promise you I’ve been there, and some of the beans have, too. I hope this little snippet helps you feel seen.
Rissa had seemed in a relatively cheerful mood when they shared breakfast that morning, so it came as rather a shock when Ione returned home from a few errands to find her partner sitting at the kitchen table with head in her hands…weeping.
Now, tears weren’t exactly unusual for Rissa—hyrdrokinetic magic had that effect on many people, their tempers “wired” to their tear ducts—but this particular bout seemed…wrong. For one thing, Rissa was wailing audibly, and yet she was alone. Their house was a busy one, and Rissa was in a relatively public space. That implied someone (perhaps a few someone’s) had approached with offers of comfort or help, but had been rejected. Ione would need to tread carefully. For another, the emotions Ione was flooded with, tangible in this space with the feel of Rissa’s thoughts against hers, could not adequately be described as sad, tired, or angry. The closest descriptor was…heavy. Something was weighing Rissa down, something had built up over time and now she was stuck struggling beneath it. She had chosen to push others away, but she seemed to be feeling alone in her hurt all the same. Listening to her inner voice as she settled into an open space at the table, Ione got the distinct impression that Rissa believed no one else understood. Whatever had caused this, she couldn’t articulate it in a way that made her feel heard.
“Rissa,” she called her name gently, half by voice and half by telepathic nudge, “can you tell me what happened?”
Harsh breaths hiccuped out, Rissa peeling one hand from her own face to take Ione’s instead. She must not feel up for using spoken words just yet. Well, that was fine. Ione certainly had other means available. Perhaps, in some small way, Rissa had been waiting for her without realizing it. Maybe she needed to be heard in the way only Ione could.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts was the steady refrain.
Probing around to ascertain whether this hurt was physical or emotional, Ione came up with a solid both. Her nerves in her face and neck had been spasming more than usual today, indicating a potential change in the weather soon. Her vision was worse, it was difficult to control her movements to speak or swallow, and she was hit repeatedly with shooting pains. She could vaguely sense that something had been planned for today, some kind of surprise for Ione to find when she returned home, but it hasn’t panned out, symptoms impeding her. She hadn’t flared so badly in a long time, and the feeling of being stymied or held back, not able to use her infamous steel will to endure, had left Rissa emotionally wrecked.
“It’s all right. You were so sweet to think of me, but don’t work yourself up on my account. There will be other days, when you feel better.”
No! The objection was delivered quick and fast, feeling something like a slap. Won’t get any better!
There was an imagined image of Aris’ face, shot through with feelings of betrayal, hopelessness. Oh Ione’s own thoughts said.
Aris had recently been saying she thought she had something that could make Rissa feel better, at least in some small way. She was hoping she could neutralize the tendency of the nerves to misfire so often, so that Rissa’s ever-tense muscles would have a chance to rest, and the ever-present pain would ease off. The tests weren’t yet successful. Rissa thought she had stopped banking on a cure, stopped having hope long ago. But evidently she’d kept some hidden away without consciously knowing, and this setback felt as though Aris was holding out on her. Making false promises. In trying to make it better, Aris was paradoxically making some parts worse. Better not to let her get her hopes up at all. Better to be resigned again. She could live with that. Losing another chance at relief was much harder.
It won’t ever be better she thought once more. Give up. Stop trying.
“I know it feels that way now. Changes are difficult. The thought of adjusting again, the uncertainty of it. I know it might be easier not to hope. But I’ve never known you to give up. Let’s not start quite down that path yet, all right? This was only the first run. It took me seven tries. Seven times for it to take. You remember.”
Rissa did, and now she was hurting for her partner, showing an outside perspective to Ione’s own pained face after an unsuccessful surgery. Fearful, too. Did she have it in her to go seven rounds?
“I’m not saying it will be that way for you. But I do think there will be other chances. And I’ll be here through all the days, good and bad, hurting and not. No matter what.”
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Do you have any ocs for any Fandom or just in general? Can I hear about them if so? If not, who's a character you relate to a lot, that you look at like "Oh, me"?
~@cassiabaggins
*squeal* Thank you so much for the ask!!
I don’t have any fandom ocs, just general ones.
Of course you can hear about them! They are my babies and I love them. Be warned, I haven't developed the characters almost at all so I’m making A LOT of this up on the spot because I don’t have any of this stuff written down. Please go easy on me.
So this is all set in ancient Greece, with the gods from legends. (and before someone asks, no I have not read Percy Jackson)
Reah (ree-uh): She’s 17. The MC. She’s a demigod, the daughter of Selene and a mortal man. I haven’t decided when she finds this out but she knows she has powers her entire life. Just sort of general magic and also some weather-related stuff. She’s very calm and rational and sweet, but if someone she loves gets hurt she’ll just go into a blind fury. She’s the mom friend. “What’s in your mouth. I SAID what’s in your MOUTH. OH MY GODS SPIT THAT OUT.” She does the whole *rubs her temples or pinches the bridge of her nose or just holds her eyes when she’s had e n o u g h* thing. Almost everyone in the group has a full name then a nickname they primarily go by and she absolutely full names them. A lesbean. Every time she sees a body of clean water she has to nearly physically restrain herself from jumping in fully clothed. We’re not sure what’s up with that.
Leander (he only goes by Ander tho): He’s 17. A gay that can Cook and Do Math but cannot ride a horse to save his life. Do not mention this, it makes him very angry and defensive. Rhea’s and Teah’s best friend from childhood. He and Reah share the group's singular brain cell. The others have confidence and that makes them seem smart, but do not let them fool you they are not. He can be a little overly serious but that’s just because he has a mental list of all the things that need to be done and come on guys, time’s a wasting. He is. Very awkward. He’s very smart but because his brain is going so fast he’s always three or four steps in front of everyone else and seems dumb but only because no one knows what the hell he’s talking about.
Adonis: He’s 18. A himbo. He’s blond in every sense of the word. Very dumb but never ever rude. Ever. To anyone. Will stand up for any woman's honor. The definition of mlm/wlw solidarity. Distant son of aphrodite but my headcanon is that instead of everyone falling in love with him (he doesn’t need powers for that it happens anyway) he has like a “one soulmate” type deal and that soulmate is Ander. He loves this man with his entire heart.
Teah (tee-uh)(full name is theodora but she thinks it’s pretentious): She’s 17 too. She was raised rich. Like marble statues in the garden rich. She can absolutely pull that side out at a moment's notice and talk circles and can have impeccable manners. However. She is a little gremlin baby. She just likes the Dirt and Trees and Rain. Will eat dirt. Is probably why Reah is yelling. Will throw down at a moment's notice. Gotta look out for teeth or nails in a fight because she will use any means necessary. “TEAH NO” is frequently heard around her. She might be rich but no amount of money can buy you braincells. She’s very good with nature but not plans or thinking things through. Reah and Teah are in love. Hates shoes. H A T E S them. They make her feet inch and make her feel claustrophobic.
Myron: My son. My baby. My child. He’s 14 and the baby of the group. Adonis’s younger brother. He likes laying in the sunshine so while he’s naturally pretty pale he’s got a nice tan most of the time. Will eat honey straight from the hive with his bare hands. A ray of pure fucking sunshine. Smile will blind you. A smol bean. An innocent. You hurt one hair on his pretty little head the others will find you. And they will kill you.
So there are my babies! I hope you like them as much as I do!
@claraofthepen mentioned wanting to hear more about my ocs!
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Before I start my main topic on this post, I don’t want y’all to get the wrong idea. I LOVE Sprace as much as the next person. The whole Manhattan and Brooklyn are in love stuff has me wEAK. But lemme tell you abt another Manhattan and Brooklyn love that SOMEHOW goes unspoken of
Dare I say,,,,
IKESHOT 
Sprace is an amazing ship and I love them but Ikeshot is actually an awesome ship and I encourage everyone to give it a try if you haven’t. And if you have and still don’t vibe with it then that’s ok. My hugest respect to y’all who have given the time to try and vibe with it but just genuinely can’t because ik we can’t all like the same things. 
Now for the ones who wants to vibe with it... let’s talk business
*rolls up my non existence sleeves*
Brooklyn boys are tough aight. We’ve all established it. So Hotshot is no exception in the whole tough dude club if that even exists but if it doesn’t let’s just pretend it does :) Doesn’t matter what your headcanon his rank as a Brooklyn newsies. Second in command after Spot? The tough bodyguard dude? Just Spot’s bestie in general whilst sellin’ papes’? Or just a random newsies in the bunch of the Brooklyn kids but is like tol and buff af? (i’m 99.52% that we’ve agreed Hotshot is hella tall and buff) Or your normal newsies hc are mostly modern ones like me. He’s still Hotshot that we all know and love. 
My headcanon is that he’s a little stiff and uptight with the whole ‘i’m tough as hell move outta the way or i kick you where the sun shines!’. So that’s him in general. But much like what most ppls headcanons for Spot, Hotshot too has a soft spot in him that not many ppl see. 
And then along came Ike. 
I feel like most ppl will headcanon the twins as chaotic bros. And y’know what? I vibe with it! Although I headcanon Ike is slightly more sensible and responsible than Mike even though he’s like younger than Mike by 13 minutes or 12 I forgot which number I decided lol I’ll go check later.
They cause a lot of trouble. pretty chill at taking life like mostly taking everything as a joke. a skinny bean pole. no one thinks the two are tough and well, they never want to be seen as tough dudes so it’s ok. But can deck a person if someone messes with their brother (loving brothers are my shit I will hold that love till the day I die). 
Idk how but Ike accidentally met Hotshot. Hotshot was not so fond to meet Ike the first time around, tough dude (^TM) thing y’know. Ike having the annoying genes in him is being, you guessed it, annoying. But they managed to hold a conversation. Ike was wHIPPED. He went back to Mike and was like ‘yoooooooo that dude is hot aS FUCK BRO’ and Mike just goes ‘.... yeah ok?’. Hotshot was surprised Ike was not at all intimidated by him and was impressed that his annoying aura kinda like... entertained him? intrigued him? made him kinda angry and want to punch him in the face? maybe all three of them at once. But whatever it is Hotshot is FEELINGS THINGS. 
Fast forward to the future, the do the hanging out thing. Doesn’t matter how you think it goes they just hang out. One thing let to another and now they make out regularly and are exclusive to each other. It’s cute. Like Sprace, Ikeshot has adorable height differences. Even if Ike is on his toes to kiss him, Hotshot still needs to bend down to reach his lips because Ike head only reaches Hotshot’s chest or sumn along the lines. (can you tell how unprepared i am in writing this post lmaooo) 
Hotshot is still stiff and still being the tough guy everyone all knows. But he won’t push away Ike if he ever comes running to him for a hug, and it’s fucking cute considering his face full on smack on his chest while his hand wraps around Hotshot’s hips. He looks up with the stupidest grin ever and Hothsot can’t help but to smile at him plus hug him back. Y’know those kinds of hugs where the smol one wraps around the tol ones hips and looks up at them, palcing their chin on tol’s chest while smiling and then tol one tries to wrap around smol’s shoulder because it’s the only body part they can reach with the hugging position they’re in? Yeah, that kinda hugs. Bonus: Hotshot leans down to grab Ike’s thighs and lifts him up of the ground. Ike wraps his legs around Hotshot while he’s hoisted up to the air with his hands around Hotshot’s neck and then they kiss and I go AJHFGAHSFGHKSF UKCNHKSRGCKEGR UKHF JUST THINKING ABT IT AKJLFHKJLABFKJ NJKHCJKLSH UH UKAEHCMLKUAH ULIWYRI
with this all set up there’s a potential for protective brother Mike and I love him with all my hearts. He’s no longer intimidated (or probably never was in the first place) knowing his brother got Hotshot wrapped around his hands. So one time when Hotshot arrives looking for Ike but found the other dude, Mike goes up to him and threatens him to not hurt Ike or Mike will hUNT HIM DOWN. Ike slaps Mike for even saying that to Hotshot and they go one their marry way. 
In short: Sprace is cool but Ikeshot can be just as cool if ppl just wants to give it a try to vibe with it. I gave it a shot, and there’s no going back for me so it’s better if I drag other’s in this Ikeshot hole that I’ve dug for myself. 
I wrote this essay bcs: 
Ikeshot needs more content and recognition 
I am kinda piss i didn’t even get one note on my ikeshot fic but that’st he first angst fic i’ve ever written and maybe it’s better that way bcs yeah i kinda cringe at it too oop- (is this me wanting attention? probably. do you need to project it? no really but donations are appreciated:))))))
I love all romantic and platonic relationship newsies fics but I need to see more FAMILY FICS (and i don’t just mean found family. I love that trope but I need more of Mike sharing stories to their friends how Ike frequently pees his pants when he was five and then Ike took revenge by telling everyone how Mike really got that huge scar on his hand. Or them talking shit about their cousins. Or Mike just smacking Ike’s face outta nowhere for no reason at all, he just feels like hitting Ike for some reason bcs that’s what real brothers do) 
Anyways I hope you like this essay that i’ve used as a procrastinating mechanism from my writers block (the irony of me saying that I got writers block and can’t write the next chapter of my newsies au or continue finishing the next modern newsies fic i need to post only to go to tumblr to write this essay abt Ikeshot being awesome) 
hopefully i can finish my newest modern newsies fic tonight so i can post it tomorrow so bye bye!
Edit:
OMG WAT THERE IS ONE NOTE ON THAT IKESHOT FIC I TAKE IT BACK. THANK YOU RANDOM DUDE ON TUMBLR FOR LIKING IT AND MAKING ME FEEL VALID BCS I WAS REALLY SAD WHEN IVE WORKED HARD ON IT AND IT TURNS OUT IT DIDNT GOT ENOUGH ATTENTION LIKE MY OTHERS IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO FORGET YOU UGHH I FEEL SO BAD AND FEEL LIKE A HUGE BITCH PLS FORGIVE MEEEE
I’d tag you but I’m a huge pussy ://
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HIYA! This is me ✨ anon! I was about to sleep when you posted this gajshsjs better do it fast- Okay so, I would like a romantic match-up for Akatsuki no Yona and Haikyuu! I dont think I'll be able to summon those other emojis so I would like music box and jewellery box uwu. My nickname is Oya! I am a female with long straight black hairs and black eyes and I wear glasses. I am smol, 160cm, and a bit on the chubby side :"). I am a INTP-T so this shows I am an introverted person. ✨(1/2)✨
I also have trust issues so its really hard for me to open up to new people but once I get to know them I'll never leave their side. I also have anger issues so I bust out at the wrong time hahaha. I love to sleep, eat and be lazy all day doing nothing. If something interests me I would get obsessed with it. I have a disliking towards dogs because of some encounters in the past TvT. Just a little fun fact- sometimes I purr like a kitty 🐯. ✨(2/3)✨ (me made a little mistake I think-)
In a relationship, I would place loyalty and trust over everything else! Oh and I just saw that do you own many plants? Damn my house has like its own garden on the roof. Thanks for this and remember to always take care of yourself and stay safe 🌸 ✨(3/3)✨
♡︎ matchup for ✨anon
howdy! i'm so glad you made it on time. i really hope you enjoy your matches!
akatsuki no yona: i match you with . . .
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shin-ah !!
• i know you two sound too similar to be matched but i promise once you come to trust each other the result is the most beautiful !!
• as an intp-t you are easy-going, have rich imagination and don't need extravagant objects in your life to feel happy. i am 100% sure Shin-ah would love these qualities in a lover.
• also, you need not look further for someone loyal and trustworthy because Shin-ah is the perfect example of those traits. no one will cherish you like he does. for you he'd go to the moon and back ♡︎
• he's a little difficult to understand sometimes but over time you learn to read his body language and tone of voice to determine how he's feeling. your bond exceeds the limits of words. it is something much deeper, almost spiritual.
• your relationship development was no doubt a long road, seeing as both of you were rather guarded at first, but i believe it was something that also brought you together.
• before you were ready to join the rest of the gang by the fire during dinners, you would sit by yourself. Shin-ah, being a shy boy but also knowing you were on your guard, began slowly sitting closer to you every time. it was little things like that which made you become closer.
• you grew together very naturally, respecting each others' boundaries until there were almost none between you two (o´ω`o)
• it's so lovely how you're always by each others side, not perhaps always talking but doing things like napping, eating and walking side-by-side. anybody can see what a cute couple you make.
• i'm telling you he's in love with how much passion you have for your interests. when you're telling him about all the plants you like or a crazy dream you had he'd mostly be quiet, hanging on your every word.
• but sometimes you'll catch him with a small smile or muttering "tell me more". you're like his own ray of sunshine
• once to explain it to him, i think he'll be fairly good at understanding your outbursts. he lived with Ao for a long time and knows when someone is under pressure.
• he'll try his best to help you. he has a very calm energy so being about him definitely has a good influence. will very gently reach out to you to get you away from your source of anger. "Oya, let's go."
• giving you his fluff when you're cold !! if you invite him to snuggle up to you, might catch a glimpse of him holding back tears before turning away to wipe them off.
• and speaking of, napping with Shin-ah is the best experience you can ask for: he's so soft and warm, and sometimes he'll hold onto you in his sleep like a small child— gets teased by Jae-Ha about it later shhh
• poor bby gets a little insecure when someone's flirting with you or even having your attention for a little too long :( if you're comfortable with it then he just subtly sulks in the background but if not then he'll be by your side in a second to ward off the character.
• when you're feeling shy or uncomfortable he'll either pull you close to hide within his fluff or pet your head. though he doesn't speak much, his actions speak for themselves.
• he brings you flowers and puts them in your hair. the contrast of your dark hair and light petals make it look like you have a tiny garden on your head, it makes Shin-ah's heart flutter to the point you can see his blush ♡︎
• your dates include romantic moonlit walks in a forest, firefly viewing, napping, making flower crowns and exploring new towns you travel to !!
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♫︎ music box
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— Dandelions by Ruth B.
— Talk To Me by Cavetown
— Lost In You by Khai Dreams
— Sunshine by Keaton Stormberg
— Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab
♡︎ runner up: Jae-ha
⋆*・゚:⋆*・゚:⠀ *⋆.*:・゚ .: ⋆*・゚: .⋆
haikyuu: i match you with . . .
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lev haiba !!
• i know for a fact Lev would l o v e your innovative and curious way of thinking as an intp-t !! also you're chill but don't open up much at first so that raises his curiosity towards you.
• you were classmates but hung around in too different circles to interact properly until . . . you both fell asleep in the same class. the teacher sent you to the corridor to think about your actions.
• while you were feeling embarrassed, Lev was a little cranky that his nap was interrupted and how sleepy he still was. he told you there was nothing to be embarrassed about since it was school in the first place that made you tired.
• despite your differences in personality (and you finding him kind of intimidating), Lev was super friendly and kept talking about volleyball and asking you questions. even afterward he came to talk to you because he honestly found you so pretty and smart and wanted to get to know you more ♡︎
• you soon noticed it was easy to trust him but it wasn't until another while that he asked you out. of course, he wanted to do it sooner but both Kuroo and Yaku said to make sure you were completely comfortable with him first.
• he brought you over to watch when they were having a practice match with Fukurodani. it was great.
• "Oya? " "Oya oya?" "Oya oya oya." i'm sorry i had to
• mate, you guys have over a 30cm height difference !! it's almost a second nature for this boy to pick you up, hug you and spin you around. you drown in his jersey but you know he loves it.
• you don't have to worry about hurting him when getting angry: sunshine boy lets it go easily. he'll only focus of making you feel better by joking around. "it's okay, Oya! compared to Yaku-san you're an angel!"
• when he first heard you purring he was like (´•ω•`)? but then changed to ((っ・ω・)っ lemme hold you you're too cute asdfghjk
• but you know he can be such a blabbermouth sometimes. when he's with the rest of the Nekoma team he can't help but talk about you. how excited you are about your interests, how adorable you are when you're napping, the list never ends, oh dear (¯∇¯٥)
• the boys can't decide whether it's cute or cringe that he has like a hundred pictures of you on his phone and his phone's background is a selfie of the two of you with edited cat ears and whiskers.
• spoiler: it's cute af and it makes him grin everytime he looks at it
• if there aren't any upcoming exams or games you meet up every saturday just to laze around and take it easy. when he gets stressed or is under the weather so being with you is the perfect relief.
• during a particularly rough week he'll complain what sounds like every second of the day. he'll be very whiny and touchy with you until and if you tell him to stop. but at least please hold his hand on your way home !!
• you do dumb but cute stuff together while hanging out like competing who can fit more popcorn in their mouth or doing the duck face with pringles chips and see who will laugh first (it's Lev)
• he can't remember all the types of plants you own so he names them himself. whenever he comes over he'll wave at them and call them something like Tom, Jeffrey or RedWheels666 lol
• a very fulfilling relationship: you provide the down-to-earth approach and the braincells while Lev is the social daredevil that is spontaneous enough for both of you.
• dates with the two of you include stay-at-home dinners with movies, cosy blanket and cuddles, karaoke nights, walks in the park and by ponds as well as visits to zoos and aquariums !!
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𑁍 jewellery box
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— favourite memory with you:
when you went on a school trip to a beach resort and after a long day of playing beach volleyball and hanging out with friends you two sneaked out to walk along the beach. you were sharing some snacks and chatting away. it was the first time you truly opened up to him. he remembers watching you smile so wide, so beautifully and being absolutely whipped.
— favourite activity to do together:
as much as he l o v e s napping with you, Lev's favourite activity together is, in fact, training. sounds strange, i know, but you don't even have to be athletic or do anything at all, he just likes having you there because you motivate him to do his best. you joke around, and count his pushups—if you're in a gym everyone else is jelly.
— favourite place to kiss you:
your stomach and cheeks. sometimes he challenges you to tickle fights just so he can peck your face with kisses or your belly. they're so soft he can't resist ♡︎
— favourite nicknames to call you by:
baby, because i know he just would. also your nickname and bean because that's what he called you before he knew your name so now it's a running gag between y'all.
— favourite thing about you:
probably that you're just as curious as him about your surroundings. it means that you join in when he gets excited over something instead of scolding him. you also don't mind his blunt nature and know he means well ♡︎
♡︎ runner up: Hajime Iwaizumi
there you go! thank you for the sweet words, i do try taking care though sometimes it's hard (✿^‿^) don't forget to take time off for yourself, dear ♡︎
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mojofun · 4 years
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A Sunday Kind of Love (Pre-Serum Steve x Reader)
Hello y’all. This is a new entry for a new writing challenge I’m participating in. It was launched by @iliveiloveiwrite​ and I want to give them a shoutout not only for hitting 500 but also for the wonderful prompts! Thank you :) The prompt for this story was Etta James’s song “A Sunday Kind of Love”. I decided to write about pre-serum Steve because beefcake Steve is hot and handsome but smol bean Steve is handsome and wonderful and he deserves this. That said, I hope you enjoy the story :)
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I want a Sunday kind of love
A love to last
Past Saturday night
Steve groaned when a ray of sunlight hit him square in the face. He slowly sat up on the worn mattress, bringing his hands to his face; when he did, he cried out in pain.
His right eye throbbed painfully, and his lip stung.
With a sigh, the lanky blond threw back the threadbare blankets off and stood up, traipsing to the bathroom. There, in the small and dirty mirror that was too tall for him, he saw his reflection: his eye was black and swollen, and his lip was split. As if that wasn’t enough, his hand hurt quite a bit.
Memories from the previous night came back to him: the group of guys twice his size ganging up on him in the back alley, simply because he’d dared to defend an innocent waitress from their sleaziness…
He turned away from his image in the glass: he had no regrets, not at all. He simply wished he could do something more, actually take down at least one of his opponents.
He felt as though there was a hidden purpose within him, but he was angry and frustrated because he did not have the means to put it in action.
Thus thinking, he trudged to the small space that he called a kitchen. Something made him stop though.
A strange smell. It was unexpectedly pleasant and sweet, luring him closer to identify the source. He even heard cluttering noises
<<Hey Buck, what are you do->>
Words died on his lips as soon as he spotted the person fumbling with utensils in his kitchen
That’s not Bucky
No, that was far from Bucky.
A beautiful woman was standing in front of his jalopy of a stove, flipping something that looked like pancakes in a pan.
So that was where the mouth-watering scent came from.
She had H/C hair that fell loosely on her shoulders and she donned a pretty D/C dress that complimented her S/C skin
Am I still dreaming?
She heard him and turned around with a smile
<<Oh, hello Steve>>
And I’d like to know
It’s more than
Love at first sight
Steve was amazed. She remembered him? How?
<<Hi, Y/N>>
He could have sworn he’d seen her blush
And I want a Sunday kind of love
Oh yeah
Yeah
I want a
A love that’s on the square
<<What are you doing here? Not that I’m not happy to see you, I’m just wondering…>>
Usually, girls only spoke to him for one reason: getting to Bucky.
Well, none had ever gotten as far as to turn up at his apartment to cook pancakes, but he couldn’t see any other explanation for it
Can’t seem to find somebody
Someone to care
<<Oh, I ran into Bucky while on my way home from the store. He told me about the fight of last night, and I thought I should check on you>>
The short, headstrong boy felt his heart skip a beat, but he told himself it was probably his asthma. His cheeks felt hot… Did he have a fever? 
And I’m on a
Lonely road
That leads to nowhere
<<Oh. Thank you>> He mumbled
I need a Sunday kind of love
<<You’re welcome, sweetie>>
Sweetie?
<<Take a seat. I made pancakes!>>
For me?
He nodded numbly, still trying to wrap his head around what was happening. It felt all so surreal, but it was incredibly heart-warming.
As he watched Y/N waltz around the small, dim-lit room, bringing him a plate filled with more pancakes than he could count and a glass of juice, Steve felt his face grow even hotter.
It probably hit supernova temperatures when she pecked his cheek and told him to enjoy the meal.
He had admittedly entertained this kind of scenario a few times- ok, more than a few, in his mind, but it never got this far…
Usually, it was just him kissing her on the cheek.
He never dared to go any further for fear of heartbreak
I do my Sunday dreaming, oh yeah
And all my Sunday scheming
Every minute, every hour, every day
<<Aren’t you gonna have any?>>
<<Oh no, I ate this morning>>
<<But you cooked them>>
<<For you, Stevie. Now eat>>
He did so in silence, watching her as Y/N ran around the apartment to fix this or that. There wasn’t much to fix, to be honest, but she found something.
It made him smile.
Just for a moment though, until he was brought back to reality by the pain in his injuries
Oh, I’m hoping to discover
A certain kind of lover
Who will show me the way
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When he was done, he jumped off the chair and brought his plate to the sink. The H/C-haired girl moved toward it, but he stopped her
<<Don’t. It’s the least I could do>>
<<But->>
<<Y/N, stop. I said I’ll do it>>
<<Ste->>
<<I don’t want your pity!>> He shouted. The young woman froze, mouth agape << I don’t want your pity, Y/N. I don’t need you to take care of me>>
And my arms need someone
Someone to enfold
The world came to a screeching halt. 
Steve simply opened the tap and rinsed his plate and his glass, not daring to turn to look back at her.
The room suddenly felt colder
To keep me warm when Mondays
And Tuesdays grow cold
<<I… I just wanted to do something nice for you…>>
Shit.
Her voice was cracking.
He abruptly dropped everything he was holding, and it smashed to the floor, breaking into millions of pieces.
Just like you broke her, his subconscious reprimanded. Look at her: you made her cry
It was true: he could see tears pooling in her E/C eyes. It made him feel worse than the lowliest worm in the deepest pit of the Earth.
He was frozen in place, staring at her but unable to say anything
Love for all my life
<<Do you want some help to clean that?>>
Steve still didn’t reply. His heartbeat was drumming, making his ears ring with a dull noise. 
He was scared and ashamed. Ashamed of himself, because he hurt her
To have and to hold
<<Wait, no, you said you don’t want me here>> Y/N snivelled, wiping away a tear that trickled down her cheek <<You know what? I might as well go, so->> She trailed off abruptly, spinning on her heels and making a beeline for the door, leaving him standing there like a fool.
Oh and I want a
Sunday kind of love
What the hell am I doing? Why am I letting her go?
He knew he couldn’t do that: he couldn’t let her go, not like that; not without making things right.
Not while tears poured down her cheeks because of him
Oh yeah
He broke into a run, ignoring everything else. He did not care about the rattling in his lungs, the shaking sensation in his legs or the pain in his wounds.
He had to reach her
Yeah, yeah
<<Y/N!>> He shouted, barely avoiding a disastrous fall down the few steps that lead to his apartment <<Y/N! For crying out loud, stop!>>
The girl heard him and stood still, but she did not turn around. He jogged up to her, out of breath but filled with determination
<<Y/N>> He wheezed <<I’m sorry>>
She winced, but still did not turn around
<<You have been so nice to me ever since we met in that diner, a few months ago, and I never even gave you the time of day… I’m so damn sorry.
I’ve been horrible to you>>
Silence met his words.
Steve bent his head low and sighed, ready to turn around and leave: he didn’t want to surrender, but he would not bother her if she didn’t want to talk to him.
Just when he was about to go, a broken whisper left her lips
<<Why?>>
He bit his lip and cursed when he was painfully reminded that it was wounded, but brushed it off for the moment
<<What was that?>>
<<Why are you mad at me, Steve? What did I do wrong?>>
<<It wasn’t you, I swear. It’s me>>
<<That’s what people say when they’re trying to let someone down gently>> She muttered
<<No, I swear. I… I’m scared, Y/N>>
That seemed to get to her. She finally turned around and Steve jolted again when he saw the faint traces of teardrops on her cheeks
<<Scared? Of me?>>
He gulped.
The E/C-eyed woman a few feet from him flinched, furrowing her brow
<<I hate pity, Y/N. I hate it>>
<<But I’m not->>
<<I know you’re not, but sometimes… It just gets to me.
I even tell Bucky off now and then, because of this>> The boy sighed, clenching his fists and ignoring the pain that shot through him again
<<I’m not used to people just being nice to me for no reason; they ignore me, bully me, or they feel sorry for me.
I’m just the silly, lanky kid with asthma>>
<<I’m so->>
<<That’s not all>>
<<It isn’t?>>
<<I…
Y/N, girls have never looked at me like that. They only speak to me in hopes of getting me to put in a good word for them with Bucky. You don’t know how many times they strung me along just for that.
There were even times when I let myself be fooled, when I chose to believe that->> He stopped for a moment, choking on his words <<You can imagine how that turned out>>
Y/N nodded, frowning still
<<That’s horrible Steve, but I promise you I’m not like that>> She approached him <<I like you, for who you are>>
<<I don’t want you to like me, Y/N>>
Those words made her flinch, but he rushed to explain himself before she could misunderstand
<<You deserve so much better than me doll>>
Did she just blush?
<<You deserve a man that you won’t get picked on for going out with, a man who can whisk you off your feet and who can actually withstand chasing you without feeling like he’s about to faint…>> He paused, took a deep breath and went on with his speech of self-loathing <<You are a fantastic woman, and you deserve someone in your league; someone like Bucky, someone like the guy who was trying his luck with you the day we met>>
When he was done with his tirade he finally looked at her, and he turned frantic when he noticed there were tears in her eyes again
For goodness’ sake, what did I do now?
<<Y/N? Why are you crying?>>
<<I don’t want Bucky, Steve>> She eluded his question and stepped even closer to him until their faces were inches apart
<<You don’t?>>
<<No, you fool, I don’t. I don’t want that guy either. Besides, he was an absolute jerk>>
<<Yeah, he was; a huge jerk>>
They chuckled together
<<And you stepped in to defend me without thinking twice>> She giggled.
He floundered
<<I didn’t mean to make it look like you can’t handle yourself, I swear! I just got so mad because he->>
<<I know you didn’t, Steve. Don’t you see? This is exactly why I want you>>
I don’t want a Monday
Tuesday or Wednesday
Or Thursday, Friday
Or Saturday
The blond was certain he’d gone mad
<<You- You want me?>>
She giggled
<<Yes. Does that surprise you so much?>>
<<Yes. I’m short, lanky, ugly and I->>
His flattering description of himself was interrupted when she pressed her lips against his. His eyes widened, and he froze.
When she pulled away Y/N giggled; her cheeks were cherry red
<<You are not ugly, you doofus. You are the most wonderful man I ever met, and I want you; no one else>>
Oh, nothing
But Sunday
Oh yeah
<<Mh…>>
<<Oh gosh, your lip! I’m sorry, I forgot about it… Did I hurt you?>>
<<No, doll, don’t worry>> Her cheeks grew even redder, and he loved it <<I was just thinking that I may need another one of those, to be sure that you’re telling the truth>>
The young woman gasped
<<You cheeky fiend! I didn’t know you had it in you!>>
He cackled, giving her a loving smile
<<Come on, doll. Give me another one>>
<<Spending so much time with Bucky is getting to you>>
<<I’m hurt, Y/N; I thought you liked me>> He joked.
Her expression grew softer and she took his hands in hers
<<I do, Stevie. A lot at that>>
I want a Sunday
Steve barely restrained himself from whooping with joy, giving her a smirk instead
<<Well then, won’t you give me one more kiss?>>
Sunday
He didn’t expect her to play along
I want a Sunday kind of love
<<I kissed you first; I think it’s only fair that you kiss me this time, lover boy>>
Oh yeah
Her grin cut his breath short, but he shook himself out of it pretty quickly, going on with his suave act
<<As you wish, princess>>
That said, he pulled her closer and kissed her, busted lip be damned.
They stayed like that for a while, until he pulled away
Damn, that was some kiss
Y/N was beaming at him, and his heart beat a mile per minute. It was everything he’d hoped for and more
<<Doll…>>
<<Yes?>>
<<I’m so sorry for what I said before>>
<<It’s ok, darling, I understand>>
<<Thank you. You make every moment of pain worthwhile>>
<<Steve…>>
Sunday, Sunday
Words were only a nuisance then, so they kissed again; it was even more spectacular than the first two, and they could only hope that every kiss they would share from then on would be as fantastic, if not more
Sunday kind of love
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Steve pulled away from the kiss, leaning on his elbow as he looked into Y/N’s eyes. He was about to say something sickeningly sweet, but she beat him to it
<<Oh, what’s the matter, Stevie? Are you tired of kissing me?>>
Well, that was not sweet.
No, it was more of a taunt. The teasing grin on her face only further confirmed his assumption.
But Steve was not someone to back down from a challenge.
Smirking smugly, he cradled her face in his hands before whispering
<<I can do this all day>>
Y/N swatted him on the arm with a snort. He kissed her again, immediately after.
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thecozywhaleshark · 5 years
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Pocket Monsta X
Choose Your Fighter
A/n: Sorry this got super long, blame @taetaesbaebaepsae she got carried away with me and we had a ball of a time
(For reference, all pocket members are about the size of a mouse. Please treat them kindly and with care, as they are very smol.)
Word Count: 1580
Shownu: 
quiet pocket
stands in his shirt pocket
you have to pat him sometimes to make sure he’s still there
thinks he’s your protector
takes this role seriously
all puffed out chest when a bug flies by you
wouldn’t hurt the fly, just gently shoos him away
“Go away, little guy”
might scream if it came too close to him -“LARGE FLYING BUG HELP”
you will have to flick it away from him
wants to help you with things
will help you contain pocket Wonho and Minhyuk
has been known to drag them by their collar or ear to their pocket mom
“excuse me Wonho’s mom/dad he is misbehaving.”
quiet but sweet 
will wake you up in the mornings by hugging you
always hungry
if you keep snacks in his pocket he’ll be happy
wants to dance 
give him freedom of the countertops while you cook dinner
don’t forget the music
Wonho:
a real sweetie
a mommas boy
he wants to be s t r o n g
give him things to use as weights
built his own gym set out of broken pencils, pen caps, two marshmallows on the ends of a toothpick
wants cuddles all the time 
clings to your face if you have him on your shoulder so you have to keep him in your pocket or hold him in your hands at all times
mischievous
always trying to escape
will conspire with Minhyuk to pull pranks on you
will tie your shoelaces together when you’re not looking
but will be so upset if you scold him
will start crying
wants to make it up to you
follows you around the house pouting when you refuse to pick him up for a few minutes as punishment
will give you his favorite toy 
“I’m sorry I was bad I’ll do better” 
his lower lip is trembling while he does so 
you use one finger to push it back at him - “it’s okay hoseokie I already forgave you okay? And I think bunny needs you more than I do.” 
SO GRATEFUL
clings to his bunny and cuddles you the rest of the day
you can’t take him out of your hand
wrap him in a handkerchief, make sure he’s warm
will get pouty and jealous if you’re not paying him enough attention
also a hungry boy
give him food to keep him occupied while he sulks and you do your thing
he likes noodles
you carry a packet of ramen in your backpack/purse at all times and break off pieces of it to give him to crunch on
eats way more than someone his size should be able to
Result = little round belly
will complain of a stomach ache and you just sigh
“why do you do this every time” 
Kihyun:
likes to feed you
finds candies and small pieces of food to carry back to you
little candies he doesn’t know you hide for him to find
wants to be helpful in the kitchen, run up to the spoon to taste thing Ratatouille style
will sit on the counter and contently watch until the food is in need of tasting
much like a baby bird
runs up to you feet pitter-pattering going “snack snack snack snack snack”
if friends are around you’ll get stampeded by the whole 7 all chanting “snack snack snack”
will sing to wake you in the mornings
if you don’t like his singing he’ll get sad. Very sad.
likes to crawl up until he’s right next to your ear, sits with his arms around his knees and sings so joyfully
sometimes it’s not even a song just a tune with words he’s put in himself – like happy birthday but it’s just “window sky ship star tool, window sky ship star tool, WINDOW SKY SHIP STAR TOOL…” 
will be very proud if you compliment him
wants to look nice
always excited for new clothes
spends much time brushing his hair the right way and straightening his little bow tie (a/n: idk why but I’ve decided pocket kihyun has a bow tie and suspenders and now i can’t stop thinking about it)
if you get him a little doll suit he will preen around in it for days
will NOT take it off
will help Shownu contain the other boys
but occasionally gets into mischief and plays innocent
gets embarrassed if caught
blushy red baby
randomly pulls out multiplication and division cards that your niece left at your house and quizzes you while you cook dinner
“you’ll be better at baking if you learn these.” 
“I don’t see how 9x3 will help me any but sure the answer is 27.”
Minhyuk:
wants you to read to him
all the daring tales of pirates and princesses and daring rescues and mythology
he especially loves mythology
you have to go to the library weekly and he gets so excited
piles of books
you have a minimum of one hour of reading together a day
he always begs for more
will flip out if you eat cucumbers, pouts in his pocket and complains loudly
a yeller
“MY MOM HATES ME I WANT A NEW MOM” 
tries to climb out, almost gets himself killed
you’ve threated to put him on a leash
forever in trouble
“Min put that down Min stop that Min give Kihyun his bow tie back you know that makes him upset”
will try to talk you into letting him do dangerous things, like bungee jump off your shoelaces
will do so without your permission if you aren’t watching closely
very loud and friendly to others
yells “HI!” at everyone from his pocket
does not matter if he knows them or not
always popping his head out
“HI I’M MINHYUK! MY MOM SAYS I’M ANNOYING. WILL YOU BE MY FRIEND?!” 
“Min honey we don’t talk to strangers” 
“WHY NOT?! SORRY MISTER MY MOM SAYS NO” 
will cuddle you splayed out on your belly that’s his favorite spot
secretly wants to be a flower 
Hyungwon:
sleepy pocket
you call him your green bean baby because he’s just so l o n g
barely fits in your pocket actually
stays in pocket for the most part because he’s sleepy
shy
will makes faces if he doesn’t agree with something said
will come out when you go shopping though
likes to model the doll clothes
another one for wanting more Barbie clothes
always begging for more
likes poetry
and flower petals. Thinks they’re soft
will write you little poems
will run away after giving them to you
tell him you love them and give affection
put a rose head in his pocket with him and he’ll be so smiley
doesn’t want his own bed 
wants to sleep on the pillow you don’t use
will crawl over for morning cuddles
hides behind your legs if left on the ground and gets scared 
Jooheon:
thinks he’s a bad boy
but likes to pick you dandelions
you have a special mini vase for his findings
likes to play with fire
keep the matches away from him please he underestimates the size of the flame every time
get him a candle instead and tell him no touch
complainer 
does not want to do chores
wants to sit on your shoulder and point out all the things of interest
wants everyone to think he's a “bad boi” but always wants cuddles when nobody is looking
will stop playing with kyun to go to his pocket and cuddle while occasionally yelling at kyun from above
throws occasional fits
always bopping his head to a beat
put music on for him while you’re out and he’ll be entertained for hours
I.M:
another quiet pocket
rests his chin in his hand and watches the world go by
another one you’ll need a pencil for
he has his own hoard of papers, don’t look or he’ll be angry
you gave him his own little music box to keep them in
likes to spin around with the ballerina inside the box
but he’ll bring you them when he’s done because he wrote them for you anyway
if you deny him pencils because he’s in trouble he’ll use anything, like a piece of chocolate, to write you an “I’m Sorry” note and leave it on your pillow
let him bounce around the pillow with Joo in the mornings he gets pent up energy
whines when he’s lonely and you’re busy
“moooooom I’m booooooored”
sits on your shoulder and attempts to braid your hair
might try to swing on it to get your attention
“TARZAN!”
“KYUN NO”
pokes you in the cheek to get your attention
“mom mom look at me” *does something really weird * 
will poke you from his pocket if you put him in time out
“kyun stop poking mommy that hurts” “....” *pokes harder *
he will only wear hoodies
after a bath you’ll be lucky if you can catch him to make him wear any clothes at all
you’ll have to get Shownu to catch him
endless whines as Shownu forces him into pajamas
wants to sleep on your pillow bc he likes to play with your hair as he falls asleep and he thinks it smells nice
but he’ll sneak out of your bed and get into mischief if you aren’t careful
like you’ll wake up and the sink will be taped off to spray you and you’ll be wondering how he even got up to reach the sink
a good climber
resourceful boy
makes himself his own latter so he can get to places without you knowing
likes to wander around at night
if you and Joo’s momma are in the same room they’ll do their raps back and forth from the safety of their pockets yelling as loud as they can
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Just out of curiosity because your art is one of the most popular in the bitty tag-- what is the appeal of an "Edgy"? I only ever see them being mean and hurting people, it seems like they're sort of abusive. You seem to like them so I thought I'd ask.
First of all, thank you for asking nicely. Honestly, I got this question before and the persons asking weren’t very nice during the conversation, so it’s refreshing to see there’s still some civil and mature people out there. So yeah, thank you~
Secondly, I like Edgy because I find his character very intriguing and complex. I’ve seen around people posting their opinions or commenting on other people’s posts saying how they strongly dislike the Edgy bitty before, going as far as saying that they should be killed or burned because they’re nothing but abusive trash that only bites. Looking at it from those people’s perspective it does seem like the Edgy bitty is abusive and mean and uncapable of learning to behave good or having some manners and nothing more than just some wild animal or something.
But the thing is, that’s not how I see them. I see a creature, a small few inches skeletal creature, that has his own thoughts and feelings and wants to be loved and accepted, kind of like humans in a way. Lot of people see Bitties(and I don’t mean just Edgy, but all the other types as well) as a less intelligent creature or a “pet” cause of their size and their need to depend on humans for survival. They see a pet who they want to order around or control. Or as something they can use to earn money thru entertainment. But I see there’s more depth to them than that. Looking at all the things the bitties are capable of you can see that they’re capable of understanding and sympathizing with humans. I see them as creatures who are smarter(I’d go as far to say even ‘more human’) than any animal/pet. When I see Bitties I honestly think of a very little person who I could befriend if they were real and not just fictional characters. It’s just some would be easier to get closer to/along with than others.
To make it easier to understand what I’m trying to say I’ll compare them to a cat; some cats are more friendly in nature and don’t mind you getting close to it and touching/petting it, no matter if you own i or not, while others are more prone to bite you or scratch you if you try to approach them or pet them, but not to be mean, but because they feel scared, trapped or don’t trust people anymore due to past bad experiences.The first kind of cat reminds me of baby Blues. The last makes me think of Edgys which I’ll talk more below since your ask was about them not bitties in general.
Now that I covered my basic opinion of bitties, let’s talk about Edgys. You say edgy is mean and you know what there’s some truth there, he can be mean sometimes. But when he does that stop and think why he’s saying that. Usually people’s first thought is that he’s not trained good and needs to have that kind of talk/behavior punished(or worse, beaten) out of him. He’ll say you’re stupid or that he’ll kill you, but IMO he’s not saying that just for the lolz or because he’s stupid and doesn’t know such behavior isn’t socially acceptable, no, he's saying it because he’s scared. He’s trying to act tough to push people away in fear of being hurt or killed. So he insults and threatens you because he knows people don’t like that and there’s a big chance you’ll give up on your attempts and walk away. Sure he could teleport away, but bitties can’t use a lot of magic because it tires them out. The more magic they use and more often tires them out faster. And if they don’t have anything to eat to fill up those reserves back they’ll be weak. And a weak bitty could potentially be a dead bitty, as how Edgy would probably see it having his soul originate from his larger counterpart that lived in a kill or be killed kind of world. So teleporting away is out of the question or it wouldn’t help him much, and he can’t fight back(I like/support the headcanon(last paragraph of the backstory)) made by Poetax where she said that the bitties have some restrains regarding their magic), so what can he do? He curses up a storm and yells at you to back off, hoping his plan A works.
But let’s say the human isn’t listening and still tries to touch him or capture him. Proceeding like so he might go for plan B and now you’re entering the biting zone. Is biting someone considered nice behavior or fun? No. If you don’t listen to Edgy’s warning then there is a 100% chance he’s going to try to bite you. His bites the way I see it are a reaction to being small and being treated as someone small. He is anxious about being small and being controlled by those larger than him. Let’s be honest nobody would like that. Having someone huge like a giant compared to small you, with the possibility they might treat you like a marionette and/or hurt you just cause you are small and can’t fight back.... yeah, I don’t know about you but that’d make me very anxious and scared. So I see Edgy usually biting for two main reasons;
1) As a way to gain control of the situation he’s in. If people aren’t respecting his physical boundaries(which he let you know previously) then he’s going to bite you.
2) He bites as a source of his only power and influence. Because again he be a smol bean and yelling sometimes doesn’t work. But listen, I believe if Edgy feels comfortable and that he is in a place where he is respected/safe and doesn’t need to keep his guard up all the time around the person, he will respect the other person in return. Living with Edgy doesn’t have to be painful or full of constant biting, it just takes time and patience to earn his trust and show him you’re not going to hurt him. Basically if you guys are cool his biting will drop to 0, or at least will go from being painful and bloody to playful nipping.
But you also mentioned that you see him as abusive?? First I want to say I don’t support abusive behavior or abusive manipulating people. I know sometimes it can be hard to tell the difference, believe me, it took ME almost 13 years to learn it. But an abusive person and hmm let’s say a person with anger or anxiety issues(mixed with lack of trust in people) are two different things. An abusive/manipulating person will appear nice in public to trick others into believing they are this person they appear to be, and they are controlling their emotions and/or situation while doing so. They’re master actors to put it simply. Since Edgy is based of his larger counterpart his anger issues are mellowed down a bit(at least how I see him) so he is more grumpy than angry IMO, but his larger counterpart(who is actually Poe’s UF Sans named Red from her story The Skeleton Games) WOULD fall into the category of someone with anger and anxiety issues. His bouts of rage and yelling are at the moment when they happen uncontrolled and results of his emotions taking over. He doesn’t know how to control his emotions or how to express them in a more easier less vocal way, but that’s not something he couldn’t learn(with a little bit of help from a professional ofc) over time. Red doesn’t pretend to be someone he isn’t, he has a basically ‘what you see is what you get buddy’ kind of attitude about himself. He is not trying to control anyone, he is just scared about dying or worse losing his bro, anxious when he’s around humans he doesn’t trust, angry at the world and humans cause they trapped his species under a mountain and all in all in general just a big huge depressed self hating mess. But he just needs someone to help him out. He needs someone to help him work out his anger issues and to let things go. He needs someone to help him get his HoPe back.....
And Edgy taking after him has similar like issues. He is scared of being hurt, anxious around humans who he doesn’t trust cause of many encounters with bad people in the past, angry at the world and humans cause they made him so small so they can boss him around and control him. In short, the way how I see him is that he is just a big tsundere character who’s been hurt, and wishes to be accepted and loved like the other bitties by a owner, who instead of judging him based on their first meeting will try to understand him and break down his walls. He needs a owner who can withstand the storm long enough to see his mask crack and they’ll see there is some goodness in his soul. Despite him being classified as a monster, Edgy isn’t a monster. That’s how I see him and that’s why I like him. To me he is more than just some abusive, mean bitty who likes to bite people all around. There, you have my answer...
Of course, you don’t have to agree with me on this. :) You are allowed to have your own opinion or to disagree with me. I just hope that reading this might help you see things from my perspective and help you understand my adoration for the little nibbler. Or just make you stop and think a bit more about the character and see that he could be a good companion/friend(see how I didn’t use the term pet, Edgy isn’t found of being called or considered that) if you give him a chance.
💀❤ If you have patience and a lot of understanding you might make a good friend for life who will be loyal to you as long as you never betray or abandon him. 
💀❤ He will protect/guard you from dangers, despite his small size. He will protect you because you are important to him.
💀❤ You’re his owner, the only owner who he trusts and loves(though he’ll never say it out loud) and he feels safe around you.
💀❤  He feels happy around you... He feels finally like he found his home...
💀❤  He feels finally like he is worth more than his EXP now that he has you...
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NSFW A-Z | Bucky Barnes
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A/N: cause this smol bean needs some love. Requests are open for marvel, Feedback is appreciated! Want to be tagged in any marvel fics/headcanons just message me…
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
Bucky is truly a sweetheart after sex, wrapping an arm around you and pulling you close to his chest will checking to see if he left any bruises on you and if he sees bruises he will apologize while pressing a soft kiss against the bruise.
Not to mention he is a little bit clingy. Not that you mind at all.
Getting a warm washcloth from the bathroom and cleaning you up.
He will also ask if you are alright, if he hurt you, if you need a drink or something to eat, he’ll also run you a bath, though you always persuade him to join you, which he does, giving you a massage in the bathtub which then leads to sex.
He even gets you a fresh pair of undies and clothes or pj’s. B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Bucky’s favourite body part of his has to be his thighs {thighs of betrayal}. He works hard on those thighs, his proud of them. You’re pretty sure he never skips leg day.
When you compliment him on his thighs he can’t help but blush and feel proud of his thighs.
When he sees you staring hungrily at his thighs he can’t help but feel proud of himself, smirking at you, as “you wanna ride my thighs don’t you doll?” he whispered seductively into your ear. Earning a moan from you while gasping out a “Yes. Please.” course Bucky would smirk even more at this.
Bucky loves all of your body, but his favourite has to be your legs.
He loves running his hands up/down your legs.
Leaving kisses on your legs.
He especially loves it when you wrap your legs around his waist/torso while you’s two are heavily making out.
He loves it when you wrap your legs around him while you’s are having sex too and more importantly when he is eating you out and you wrap your legs around the back of his neck, your thighs locking him in. C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)
He will usually cum inside of you, when he pulls out of you he loves to watch his cum drip out of you.
He likes to cum in your mouth, seeing you swallow his cum makes him even hornier. D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Not really much a secret but he loves it when you ride him or his thighs and take control, he is honestly putty in your hands when you ride him. Seeing you bounce up and down/sinking onto his dick your head thrown back, and your boobs bouncing as well with your moves. While he grips either your thighs or waist or hips to steady you or hands resting on his chest. It really is captivating when you ride him.
He also loves it when you ride his thighs though that’s really not a secret…
This isn’t dirty but since there is a huge age difference/gap between the two of you, he kind of feels like you will leave him for someone who is in your age level or you will get bored of him and move on, one of the two.
His biggest fear is you leaving him and starting a family with another man a normal civilian man. He doesn’t know how bad the serum has messed him up. He can see it in your eyes that you want kids and it breaks his heart that he might not be able to give them to you. E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
It’s no secret that Bucky was a ladies man back in the 40s, so he does have plenty of experience in having sex.
But that doesn’t mean he hasn’t learned a few techniques in the Modern day.
As for how many women he has slept with in the modern day it’s only been you.
He’s still trying to learn how to get the hang of using his metal arm/fingers during sex.
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
Without a doubt Missionary; reasons being he loves missionary is because he wants to see your facial expressions while he is making love to you, Not to mention a lot of eye contact with each other as he thrusts into you. Also gets to see you squirm and tremble underneath him, not to mention it also gives him easy access to kiss you as well and hold you close to him while pressing some of his body weight against you.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
The first time you’s two had sex he has really serious and concerned, but as you’s two started having sex more often he loosened up and got goofy.
He is only serious when he is fucking you out of jealousy or anger. H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
He doesn’t even get regular haircuts for the hair on his head, so no he doesn’t groom down there, he doesn’t really care either... I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…) 
Bucky is normally rough and needy in the moment, though sometimes his touches can be gentle other times not so much.
He likes having you close to him as he thrusts into you.
He also kisses you a lot whether it’s on your lips, cheeks, your neck, the crook of your neck or the back of your neck, or your shoulders.
He will also hold your hand tightly as well.
Bucky likes to whisper sweet and dirty things into your ear as well. J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
Bucky only masturbates when he is on missions or you are on missions.
He likes to masturbate in the shower or on the bed.
If it’s on the bed then he will lay back on the bed, using his hands he will slip them underneath the waistband of his jeans/or/sweats pulling them down until they were to his thighs, as well as his boxers, letting his aching member free.
He quickly grabs a hold of his shaft his metal hand grabbing his balls as he slowly starts to jerk himself off, letting out low loud grunts and groans.
He likes to take his time when he is masturbating.
Picturing yours and his last sexual encounter or you naked in general.
However, if it’s in the shower, he kind of likes to tease himself first before jerking himself off. When he does jerk himself off he uses his flesh hand to jerk himself off while resting his metal hand on the shower wall, Bucky groans, grunts and moans loudly in the shower, when he does cum he cums on the shower wall. K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Bucky likes to be called daddy and sir. Also has a huge praise kink as well, as well as a biting/marking and hair pulling kink, he loves to pull/tug your hair and he loves it when you pull his hair or run your fingers through his hair. Light bondage.  Voyeurism, he loves to watch you pleasure yourself.
Bucky likes to roleplay a lot.
Metal arm ink; It’s not really much his kink but it is yours, god you have a huge kink for his metal arm/fingers. Though he still worries about hurting you with his metal arm. L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
On the bed, he prefers to have sex on the bed since you’s two share it. Against the wall, even bent over the dresser or any surface he can find.
He definitely loves the shower, he loves pressing you against the wall as the water pours down on yours and his body.
The pool, but the last time you’s two had sex in the pool, Tony caught you’s in the act, giving you’s two a long ass lecture about how he uses the pool and so on that really dulled the mood, Bucky was about to kill him but you quickly stopped him. Though that doesn’t stop you’s from having sex in the pool again M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
You, you are his motivation, whether you are wearing lingerie or some of your skin is exposed, or you wear an all too revealing dress it gets him turned on, it gets him going.
Dirty talk gets him turned on to.
Also hearing your moans, more importantly, is when you moan his name, “James.”, “Bucky.” either one or daddy, whenever you call him daddy, especially when you do it seductively it turns him on.
Bucky is competitive so whenever he wins it gets him going as well, especially if it’s against you. N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Something violent, like choking and so on, he could never choke you or even think about choking you, no matter how much you beg him to choke you. He has nightmares just thinking about it. He doesn’t want to choke you to hard and kill you. He already has nightmares about the people he has killed when he was The Winter Soldier.
Also, he will never have sex with you when you are drunk.
He doesn’t like public sex either, he is very possessive he doesn’t want anyone seeing you naked. O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
50/50, Bucky is a giver and receiver.
He loves giving you oral and eating you out, burying his face between your legs. When he uses his tongue and fingers at the same time it drives you over the edge.
He could eat you out all day, he loves the taste of you.
Bucky is talented at giving oral.
Staring at you as he pins your hips to the bed, as you quiver against him.
Your moans and gasps are like music to his ears.
He loves it when you tug and pull on his hair.
He loves it when you give him a blowjob the feeling of your warm and wet mouth wrapped around his cock, moving your head up and down, as your other hand cups his balls and massaging them.
He loves it, even more, when you swirl your tongue around on the tip of his dick before wrapping your mouth around his shaft.
Bucky can’t help but throw his head back, biting his lips as moans escape his mouth, his fingers raking through your hair and gripping it tightly.
He loves cumming in your mouth.
He feels guilty when you give him a blow job even though you insist you want to do it.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
It’s 50/50, depends on his mood. Some days he is fast and rough other days he is slow and sensual.
He is fast and rough when he is jealous and angry also when you’s two are having a quickie or a certain mission doesn’t go as he has planned then he will go fast and rough. Leaving marks on your neck and skin, while gripping your hips tightly leaving bruises there.
Though there are days when he is slow and sensual, normally when you’s two nearly lost each other in a mission or just some sort of insecurity or emotion, or if it’s after a romantic date, sometimes he is just randomly slow and sensual.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
He prefers proper sex then a quickie, you, on the other hand, prefer both a quickie and proper sex, sex is sex. Though that doesn’t mean he hates them.
Bucky likes to take his time pleasuring you, he likes to see you tremble underneath his touch, but if you want a quickie and haven’t got time for proper sex then he will happily have a quickie with you.
The only times you’s two have quickies is when you’s are horny and need of a quick fix. That’s when you’s will find an abandon conference room or supply closet or an area that no one is in and have a quickie. R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
Depends on the risk, the only risks you’s two have had is being late for your briefings, meetings, and missions cause yous were too busy having sex.
Bucky knows what he likes and he knows what you like.
He doesn’t like switching things up or trying new things and if he does try new things then he would definitely not try anything that would hurt you.
He likes to pleasure you, he believes sex should be about pleasuring not hurting. It hurts him to see you getting hurt on missions so experimenting is so out of the picture.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
Bucky can go all night long even through early morning without getting tired sure he will sweat but he wouldn’t get tired, you, on the other hand, get exhausted about four to five rounds. That’s when he knows to stop.
The first time you’s two had sex Bucky cum after about a few thrusts, since it’s been a long time since he had sex, he felt so embarrassed about it but you reassured him that it’s fine.
Bucky got into the rhythm of lasting longer when you’s two had more sex.
Bucky gets horny again after he finishes another round of sex. T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Bucky doesn’t own any toys but you do, mostly a dildo, vibrator, and handcuffs.
He’s not really keen on them either, he prefers to satisfy you using his fingers, mouth, tongue, and cock. U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He knows he is a tease, though he tries to deny it and act all innocent or “I don’t know what you are talking about doll?” “What you are talking about doll?” the truth is Bucky is the biggest tease in the relationship.
He loves to tease you, he loves to watch you writhe and quiver under his touch.
His favourite place to tease you is in front of people. Especially in a meeting or briefing.
He will place his hand on your thigh and move it up, then moving to your waistband slipping his hand into your panties, his fingers rubbing against your wet core, as you bit your lip trying to stop the moans that escaped your mouth, that makes Bucky smirk.
He loves to smack your ass and whisper very explicit things in your ear while nibbling on it.
And if you are away on missions or he is or you’s are away from each other he will send you dirty messages.
Bucky loves to deny you of your orgasm too.
Before he eats you out he leaves hickeys on your thighs and inner thighs, paying attention to them than the place you want him too.
Just because he teases you doesn’t mean you don’t tease him, he gets teased just as much as he teases you. V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
He’s moans are quieter at first but they always seem to get louder.
He tries to keep it low but he can’t help but moan and groan a little too loudly.
He loves it when you moan his name and moans in general it praises/ encourages him.
He will always whisper dirty things into your ear or say it out loud.
He loves to praise you, “You feel amazing doll.” “You look so damn beautiful.” And so on. W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
It’s no surprise that the other Avengers and people have caught you and Bucky in the act. But when Shuri walked in on you’s two having sex it was the last thing she wanted to walk in on.
Bucky put his hand against your mouth, muffling the moans you were making as he thrusted into you again, pressing you closer to his body as he bounced you up and down.
“Sh doll, you have to be quite.” he whispered against your ear, making you let out a whimper, though his hand muffled the sound. You couldn’t help it you haven’t seen him in a while a long time, with you doing missions and him living in Wakanda, so when you visited him all the built up sexual frustration finally exploded. Plus it didn’t help that Bucky kept looking at you like he wanted to fuck you, licking his lips and eyeing your body up and down, basically eye fucking you.
Bucky let his hand slip from your mouth, replacing it with his mouth inside.
You felt your orgasm arise, Bucky let out a moan against your mouth, his hand grabbing the back of your head, deepening the kiss.
“Y/n, I can’t believe you come here and didn’t come to me first…” Shuri spoke, entering the hut that Bucky has living in, not that you and Bucky heard her.
Her happy expression dropped into a horrified one, she was about to something but instead let out a gasp.
“Oh my god.” Shuri squeaked out, making you and Bucky pull away from each other horrified expressions on your faces, you quickly scrambled off of him.
Bucky shielded you from her view hurryingly finding the blanket on the ground and handing it to you.
Shuri quickly turned around and walked out.
“I can never get that image out of my head.”  She basically yelled, as you quickly put your clothes back on.
“Well, that ruined the moment.” Bucky sighed, putting his clothes back on.
“Shuri…wait...” you shouted after her, chasing after her, while Bucky let out a groan. X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
Bucky is pretty thick and big. Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Bucky has a very high yearning, it’s pretty high when he is around you, then he can’t help but be horny. You’s two have sex almost every day when you’s are around each other.
His sex drive is only high when he is around you.
However, if he is on a mission then it’s not that high, he masturbates when he is on a mission and he is horny for your touch. Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Bucky doesn’t fall asleep right away, in fact, he has a hard time falling asleep in general with nightmares and PTSD he prefers to watch you sleep for a while{in a non-creepy way of course}. Holding you close to his chest, as you rest your head on his chest. Massaging your back.
The sound of your breathing and heartbeat lures him into sleep, it always seems to calm him.
Bucky likes to confess his fears and feelings to you when you are passed out, playing with your hair while he talks.
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shijiujun · 5 years
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history3 ep 19 summary - GEMS, GEMS AND MORE GEMS, EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED
ALRIGHT! Summary today! You guys already know all the important gems of the story because I’ve been fucking yelling all night I apologise sincerely for the spam guys I truly do I know how annoying it can be but I’m so excited!!!!
We start off with TY already in fucking handcuffs and Zhao Zi standing there all hovering against the wall, and TY is obviously regretful as hell and so remorseful and also once again catatonic because his SF is in the hospital again because of him, and this time DIRECTLY BECAUSE OF HIM - although i’m super curious, in between everything when did TY have time to call zz? you know?!!! and zz turns up and he’s like OHHHH FUCKKKK and: “okay guys, one of you take ah zhi, and hi tang yi, sorry gotta handcuff ya, oops”
OMG MY HANDSOME DR JIANG IS BACK!!! he’s such a sassy little bitch i love it so much!! anw he comes out and his face is like ‘guys can’t you just give me a fucking break’ and then zz takes one good look and goes: “i’ll leave you both to talk”
dr jiang says: “you look worse than the guy who was actually shot, in there” and then sits down next to TY
ty asks how he is and LMAO dr jiang is all like: “how else can he be?! he’s awake and asking for HIS MAN (like literally, dr jiang said HIS MAN) and lol i just died (more gems from dr jiang: i think that police officer, his brain is sick, only then he’ll actually want to be with you) - anw basically dr jiang is telling TY that with TY being so adamant on revenge, it’s only SF that’s willing to be with him, and if TY continues to be like this, the only person who’ll get hurt is SF
AND DR JIANG STANDS UP TO TAKE A CALL AND HE IS FACE TIMING THE BROTHER OF THE EX-WIFE FROM RIGHT OR WRONG?!! CUTE AS HELL - IS THIS A HINT? I LOVE CROSS OVERS
then TY goes inside the room and that’s when he hears the beeping - the emergency patient beep? and that’s when we see TY scrambling over like a little chick in panic because he’s afraid SF is dead, and then he’s just shaking SF and SF is not responsive at all?! and then poor TY is about to do CPR (although yea TY babe maybe you might have wanted to call dr jiang or smth?!!!!) and that’s when shao fei goes: “if you worry about me, then don’t let me die”
FIRSTLY - SHITTY JOKE BECAUSE TY WAS ABOUT TO CRY HE WAS SNIFFLING ALR SHAO FEI!!!
SECONDLY - TY YOU SHOT HIM, SO OKAY, FINE, SF IS ENTITLED TO A JOKE OR TWO
omg it’s so tender and sweet the way SF grabs TY to sit down and then leaning his cheek against his shoulder and trying to convince ty that killing ah zhi is a bad idea you know?
and then ty stands up, walks away dramatically, and then promises sf that he’ll hand He hand and ah zhi over to the police
AND THAT’S WHY SF IS SO TOUCHED AND THEN HE JUST MOVES FOR THE KISS BECAUSE HE IS SO THANKFUL AND HE LOVES TY
and then OMFUCKINGGOD - HANDCUFFS + KISS IS A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN I LOVE THE WAY HE JUST, HE JUST-
TY LITERALLY JUST BROUGHT HIM CLOSER
SEXY!!!! YOU GO TANG YI
and then if you’ve seen my gifs alr, zz cockblocks them and turns up and goes: “i gotta take him”
ahahahah and then cue to emo team 3 scene and I FEEL YOU YU QI I FEEL YOU she’s like a metaphor for the fandom right now: anw zhao zi, jun wei and yu qi are there and they’re all drinking and yu qi is literally just sobbing about how the team is only left with them, and zz and yq are angry at chief and ah zhi for being corrupt basically
zz drinks and drinks (jun wei, responsible member of the party), and then he is a bit tipsy and walks home, and then he comes to this stairs area where jack is waiting (JACK DO YOU GOT SOME GPS ON ZZ?!) and jack looks at him carefully and goes: “you’ve been drinking? you’re not happy?”
poor zz is all: “of course not! i’m happy. i found out that when ppl have motives, they actually have another face, a facade - just based on this, i should celebrate, no?” /CUE MY HEART BREAKING
so zz is saying that he became a policemen because he wanted to do good things, to protect people, but look at chief and ah zhi?! 
and then they kinda sit down on the stairs, and jack says: “i’m here to tell you that i have to go” and then that’s when zz says all those words that we heard in the trailer? (so i think they overlayed this angsty dialogue with the footage from tmr where zz shrugs off jack’s hand on him as they go home)
and zz is all why do you all have to go? everyone is leaving me - grandma, chief, ah zhi, and now you? and then he’s totally tearing up and OMG MY SMOL BEAN?!!!! - yeah he’s all that and then jack asks: “if you tell me not to go, i’ll stay for you”
OMGAHHH?!!!
so zz says: “don’t go”
AND THEN THEY KISS?!!!! AND THEN THEY KISS AND HUG AND CARESS AND WE END OFF THE SCENE WITH ZZ curling up against jack’s shoulder I LOVE IT!!!!
next scene is police chief - okay can i pls say that, for someone who’s actually a criminal albeit treated with some leniency because he owned up to his crimes, THAT IS A FUCKING NICE PRISONER’S ROOM?!!! like wow, taiwan police system, amazing
anw shao fei turns up IN THE FUCKING DAPPER SUIT?!!! altho i would prefer him in a single coloured suit, he should leave those lines and patterns to TY, also WHERE IS MY TY DROOLING OVER SF IN A SUIT SCENE?!! WHERE?! WHY DID U ROB ME OF THAT?!!!!
also that bow tie is damn fucking big is it just me
anw so xiao ya got married, and SF took a long video for chief to see, and chief is crying and everything (okay srsly if i knew my dad was a criminal and everything and was about to see jail time i would have cancelled the wedding because NOOOO DAD!!! but that’s just me) - also xiao ya and shao fei sibling-ish moments?!!! WHERE ARE THESE?!
anw sf and chief have a heart to heart talk, and that’s when chief says: “ah fei, actually, i hated you.”
CUE SF’S DISTRAUGHT FACE>?!!!!
and chief explains that it’s because he was so persistent, when everyone had dropped it he insisted on going after tang yi and then shao fei says: “but lao da, you didn’t stop me either”
lao da: “yeah, i didn’t”
sf: “and that’s because, even though you chose to be a father to xiao ya with your decision, you didn’t give up being a policeman, even with what you did. that’s why you didn’t stop me”
and awwww chief cries and sf sits next to him and they just comfort each other I LIVE FOR THIS SHIT!!!
(although guys, srsly, what is with this long time skips? what’s going on? what day is it? what time is it?!!!)
next scene back at the police station, the rest of team 3 are clearing up ah zhi and chief’s stuff, and they all look miserable as fuck, and then GOOD AND SUPPORTIVE GIRL YU QI asks sf about how tang yi is, and here we find out tang yi is under house arrest pending the investigation results. yu qi asks, what if he goes to jail?
sf looks so sad at that but he says: “i’ll wait for him”
and then zz runs in and asks everyone if they’ve heard of the new hire, for the captain position? AND ISTG I THINK THIS MAY BE JACK?!!!!
next scene, our boy sf is meeting up upstanding citizen, recently turned dad CWH, and wow the sunlight on them, the lack of a shady setting and hair all styled nicely does a lot of things for a person HAHAHAHAHA - SF carefully calls him ‘uncle’ and then they talk about li zhen, and CWH has only praise for SF, that when everyone had written LZ off as a dirty cop only sf was clearing her name - THE IN LAW IS IMPRESSED GUYS!!! and then they get to talking about tang yi, and CWH is all self-pitying and dejected: “i just found my son but... i guess he and i, we can’t ever have a proper father and son relationship, can we?”
AWWWWW and this is when THERAPIST!SHAOFEI comes in, istg he’s been comforting everyone and solving everyone’s problems, amazing - he says something along the lines of: “ty needs a lot of love, so don’t give up”
and just from that line alone cwh knows that: “so you... and ty... are..?”
AHAHAHAHAHA IM DYING - and then SF gets all determined and says: “yeah we’re together”
cwh: LAUGHS “i’ve got no place to say anything, thank you for being by his side” - WOOHOOOOO CWH APPROVES OF HIS DAUGHTER-IN-LAW AMAZING
and then they fucking hug
oh god, this is one of the best hugs of the damn show
i swear to god, the best hug goes to cwh-sf, can you frickin imagine?!!!!! the tight, comforting hug?!!! do you know that?! that’s all i ever wanted from my CPs?!!!! but no we get it between father in law and son in law WHY!!! i mean it was really great i loved it but GOOD HUGS ARE SOMETIMES BETTER THAN SEX
BACK TO OMELETTE SCENE - so obviously even tho ty is under house arrest, sf has free pass to go in and out of the house, and they’re so sweet with one another
ty: “why did you go and bother with that old man?!”
and sf is all trying to mend the relationship between them, to remind ty that it’s okay to take ur time, but you’ve got a second chance (or third, actually), so you may regret it if you miss this opp. - and tang yi considers this, then changes the subject over food AS ALWAYS
the “I LOVE YOU” part comes up (pls see gifs) - and they’re all so sweet with each other?!!!! and just as sf is about to go in for more, ty is like “hey, don’t mess around, we gotta do our omelettes first” AND SHAO FEI HONESTLY JUST POUTS!!!! I FEEL YA SF 
and okay is it just me or do the omelettes look not so nice - the right side one especially AAHAHAHAHAHA and they banter over putting the ‘dead face’ on the omelette and sf is all: “i’ve taught you so many times!!! there must be a smile!!! why did you put that?!!” AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER
and then we get the next scene, OKAY SO THIS IS THE PART WHERE I WAS LIKE WTF WRITERS DID U GUYS REALLY GO THERE?!!!
FIRSTLY, THEY BLURRED THE COMIC ZZ IS READING ON HIS BED 
SECONDLY, HIS HAND ACTION? ARE U KIDDING ME?
SO HE’S BASICALLY READING WEIRD STUFF AND LIKE jerking himself off?!!!!!!!! like okay writers, we could have done without this scene, srsly, i mean either you do it entirely OR YOU DONT - IN THIS CASE I PREFERRED - DON’T!!!!!
EDIT: OKAY SO HE WASN’T - went back to look at the shot after and yes i was blind - but they really were setting it up for that!!! come on so suggestive that under blanket hand movement?!!!! i’m glad it wasn’t but OMG MY EYES for a moment i wanted to die but our zz is pure and he wasn’t touching anything weird sorry guys bad eyesight
then jack turns up at his house with a bag (that LOOKS DAMN LIGHT?! JACK WTF WHERE ARE YOUR CLOTHES DID U TURN UP WITH AN EMPTY BAG?!) 
so jack basically moves himself in - amazing
OHANA GUYS OHANA MEANS NO ONE GETS LEFT BEHIND!!!!
and they kiss, and jack bend zz backwards on the table (hygiene, but then again, jack will clean up anyway)
QUESTIONS:
would have love to find out more about LZ and TGD and wtf was going on properly - it’s hinted at but LOOPHOLES GALORE
ALL THE SCENES I WANTED ARE OUT - WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENIGN TMR?!
omg today was 35 min, and i fricking pray that tmr at least will be 15-20 min LIKE IF U END IT IN 5 MINUTES, we’re all gonna die, then i prefer if we’ve shifted scenes from today to tomorrow
although i have some hope because they’ve got to resolve still, jack and zz, and then ty’s ‘sentence’ if there is, and then grave scene and then the sex scenes if we do get them as promised, idc if we get them or not AS LONG AS WE GET AT LEAST 15-20 MIN WORTH OF CONTENT TOMORROW!!
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cromchychipdip · 4 years
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Honestly I have NO idea when or why I started following you, but my head cannon of you is a cute smol bean that will ABSOLUTELY WREK a mfer if they invoke your wrath. Just sayin. Never actually spoke to ya, but hey. Thems the brain picture i have of ya.
I'm glad that it's somewhat positive! In reality, I'm too scared to even insult someone back when they make fun of me or my friends because I'm afraid I'll get in trouble (thanks, public school policies), so I would never hurt anyone in real life. But if I weren't such a coward and knew how to stand my ground, you bet I would have the soul of an angry smol!
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what program/brushes do you use for your art? it's so damn pretty
Easy Paint tool SAI and the default pen/brush/marker tools, mostly! and thank you!!! ;^;
Anon said:When I was a kid I would've had a crush on Akane
HECK that’s such a compliment!! Thank you!!!
Anon said:Couldn't Akane technically Control/move Kiri's hair since it's dyed? I mean it's like his hair is stained meaning it's not alive! so Akane finally warms up to him and messes with him or plays with his hair?
She can and she did! I drew her doing just that both in the first and in the fourth thing I posted about her! :D
Anon said:okay i don't know if this is coming through but i have just looked through your entire blog(can only go 4 years back) and let me just say you are wonderful, I absoluty LOVE how you paint/draw like its sooo pretty??? like dnjwcfehbi i cant describe it, (part 1) || like you are wonderful, I absolutely LOVE how you paint/draw like it's so pretty??? like dnjwcfehbi I can't describe it like it's absolutely Fabulous, Stunning, Amazing, Lovely and it looks so smoooooth like what????how??But anyways love your art and love you keep being Amazing! (part 2)
AH GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! This is such a sweet ask to get TT^TT (and you can only go 4 years back because the blog is 4 years old! Can’t believe you actually went through it all!!)
Anon said:I really love your art style and your comics are so cute and I love how you draw older Bakugou and Kirishima!! It’s all so wonderful! Thank you for sharing it with everyone!
Oh man thank you!! ;;; I’m so happy yo know you like them!!!!!! TTOTT
Anon said:the level of FLUFF and KOOKIENESS and SOFT and MARSHMALLOW and MY HEART CAN'T TOOK THIS IS is so much I could die.
PLEASE DON’T DIE I LOVE YOU !!!!! 
Anon said:I love everything about Akane's au. Her, her interactions with Bakugou, how she dislikes Kirishima but is beginning to warm up to him, the boys' aged-up designs. Everything. It's all amazing. Thank you for bringing it into my life!
Nggghhhhhhhh no anon thank you for liking her!!!!
Anon said:Currently procrastinating on my essay to go through your blog because it de-stresses me and I love your art so much like seriously h e l p
GAH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! /////
Anon said:There's something I'm not understand in your AU children kiribaku. She adopted by bakugo or she is a kid bakugou have with someone. ( I'm really really sorry for my English )
Adopted!
Anon said:Your comics are so cute and funny! I'm loving the story with Akane, the last update was great! I really like the way you draw the characters, like your style is so nice. Thanks for making my day better with your art!
G o d thank you So Much!!!!!!
Anon said:Akane is adorable, and I absolutely love the comics that you upload of her, but also on top of that your mohawk Bakugo has cleared my skin, watered my crops, and brought me back from the dead at LEAST twice.
I’M REAL GLAD TO HEAR THAT because mohawk Bakugou owns my whole soul and it’s nice to know I’m not alone in that hahaha
Anon said:What are some ways Akane messes with Kiri (or used to) when he wears red clothes? Does she often do that? Does she do it when Baku's not home, or when he is so that she can hammer in just how much she dislikes Kiri? Has she ever done anything major that caused her to be really reprimanded by Baku, but being the best person in the world Kiri did not get angry?
She really only ever gets pissy (or used to! they’re starting to get along better !!!) at Kiri when she feels jealous for whatever reason, and that doesn’t happen as often as it seems through my doodles, so it’s not like she’s always antagonistic towards him! Mostly she just ignores him, so no, it doesn’t happen often at all! And she’s never gone further than messing his hair up or tugging a bit at his clothes, since she doesn’t have the strength to move Kiri all that much haha the only reason she managed to have him fall the first time was because he was balancing already, but generally Kiri weighs way too much for her to move him around or pull at the red stuff he’s wearing enough for him to notice it all that much 
anyway, Baku never reprimended her for it - not more than he did in the first comic I posted with them, at least, specifically because the damage she can make is so minor that Kiri and Baku barely consider it something to tell her off for... if she were ever to act that way towards someone she might actually hurt (say, a kid her own age) then Baku might reprimend her more seriously, but as long as she’s just tugging at Kiri’s clothes they don’t see it as anything worth fighting her over :D
Anon said:Just sent an ask, so forgive me for this one, but I'd love to get this straight: in the Akane AU Kiri and Baku graduated and share an apartment, are madly into each other, but they neither has made a move on the other yet? Perhaps that should be sad, but it's 100% adorable.
I know I shouldn’t say this as I made the au myself, but I find the arrangement pretty dang adorable too haha they act like a married couple anyway, so it’s like... pining while the rest of the world already considers them an item? and the pining is mostly about stuff like ahhhh I wanna tell him I love him or ahhhhhh god I wanna kiss him, but then they’ll fall asleep on the couch together or hold hands just for the hell of it or cook for each other or make plans that always involve each other and all in all act as each other’s partner, so it’s mostly just like *Kaminari voice* “God these oblivious idiots” hahaha
Anon said:That latest Akane comic melted my heart like you often do. Though for a moment, I expected Eijirou to say "I don't want Katsuki to be my dad, I want him to be my daddy" XD Though that would not sound like him. Props for his adorable interactions with Scarlet Death Queen Witch.
Anon you don’t get it that’s exactly why I had him say “be his son” instead of “be my dad” LMAO it was like, a conscious wording decision hahaha thank you so much for liking my girl, btw!!!
Anon said:Fran! I was just wondering if you would be willing to post your Demon Kiri and Angel Baku art on Redbubble? I'd love to buy a print of it!! Totally understand if not. Also your newer Akane comics are killing me, they're so damn cute!! So yeah love you and your beautiful art! Hope you have an awesome year!!
I CAN TRY I think I did try last time I updated my rb? But the format of the pic made it hard to use it for a lot of things so I gave up??? I can try again tho!!! Thank you for being interested in buying it!!! And thank you for liking Akane too!!!!!
Anon said:is katsuki and kirishima not together in the adopted child comics or is there gonna be a plot to them getting together? 👀
I’m not really writing anything cohesive for it so I wouldn’t call it a plot point, but yeh they still aren’t together! And I wanna have them get to the point in which they are together!!! :D
Anon said:I'm gonna die why do you do this with your adorable art my god
PLEASE!!!!! DON’T DIE!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:Your Akane + KiriBaku comics are adorable and I love the relationships that exist between them. I can't wait to see more of them!
Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!! I hope I won’t disappoint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:I love your art so much!! Especially the little Akane au (so freaking cute!!!!). Random question: if you’ve ever seen Lucifer, who do you think would fit his character? Have an awesome day!
I haven’t seen it, sorry :((( but thank you for liking my girl!!!!!!
Anon said:I apologize if this has already been thought of but i feel as though when akane gets older and if she decides to be a hero, part of her costume could include useful red objects mayhaps?? Such as a shield or daggers or handcuffs so if there’s a lack of red around her she isn’t in a complete ditch. But i love your work sm ahhh💕💕
Yes!!! That’s the plan!!!!! I don’t think I’ll ever draw a teen version of her character but I MIGHT mention this idea in the current timeline, I like the idea so much TT^TT
Anon said:Hey there, I am absolutely obsessed with Akane like I love her so much wow but anyways I was wondering if you've ever drawn tododeku/ will in the future?
Thank you!!!! And I have drawn them in the past (under my tododeku tag!) and I might draw them again in the future, though currently I’m in a pretty big izu//ocha mood so I dunno when that will happen!
Anon said:I love your art so much like??? Help???
THANK YOU TTATT
Anon said:Y'know it could be gayer c'mon
This ask has been in my inbox for 17 days and I still don’t know what it means ??? but I laughed a lot when I got it so thank you anon and yes, definitely, everything could always be gayer that’s just how the world goes
Anon said:I swear you drew an older version of the krbk kids and it wasn't a fever dream I'm currently frantically searching through your blog rn help
I DID that post is CURSED anon, you can look it up through any of the tags I used to tag it and it won’t show up it won’t and I don’t know why!! I always lose it exactly because of this reason I have zero idea why it does this but??? okay I guess???????????
anyway if you still want it it’s here
Anon said:If Akane can control red things, does she low-key also have control over things that are pink and orange depending on how reddish in hue they are? I love her btw. Such a smol bean who could probably kick my ass!
What a good question you got there!! She has control over everything that has a color that falls in the red wavelength of the visible spectrum - that does include certain tones of pink and certain tones of orange, but there’s a point where orange gets too yellow or pink gets too white that her powers stop working. As long as the red in the color is more than any other hue, though, her powers work! 
Anon said: im just imagining if baku takes akane with him when he is going to work and is there with kiri and akane help kiri with his hair bc she is suffering when he tries to style it himself
Once they start getting along better Akane and Kiri actually start helping each other with their hair! They’re both very particular about it so they understand each other as far as that topic goes haha
Anon said:Hi I just wanted to say I’m really enjoying what you are doing in your latest drawing. The contrast with the thick sketchy lines and the thinner crisp ones and the spaces that have no defined line! It’s cool to see you experiment with your line work while staying true to your natural style! Sorry if this came off weird but I love seeing talented artists try pushing the boundaries of their style it’s really visually/conceptually interesting! :)
AH MAN thank you so much I’m so happy to know you like that tool TT^TT it’s really super comfy to use, so it’s nice to know someone finds it visually appealing too!!! thank you!!!!!
Anon said:Is there any chance you could make a masterpost of the aus you do? It's a lot to scroll down to the beginning of a concept u have sometimes and it can be unclear when they start
They all have a tag they’re under, tho? If I’ve made more than one post about them! I have so many AUs going around that making a masterpost with all of them is a bit... mostly so since I don’t know for how many I’ll actually go back on! But if the tags don’t really work for you (generally the link is gonna look like https://franeridart.tumblr.com/tagged/[here goes the tag]/chrono to have it in chronological order) then I can try? I can’t promise I’ll find a comfortable way to do this, tho orz sorry!
Anon said:This might be an odd ask but does Akane like Jirou? I feel like they would get along really well. And how about her grandma Mitsuki? Since she takes after Katsu who takes after her, they could make an adorably angry trio
She hasn’t spent much time with Jirou yet so right now she’s mostly meh about her (though right now she only actually likes Bakugou, and she’s warming up to Kiri, but that’s about it). She doesn’t mind Mitsuki, but she hasn’t spent too long with her either! She yells a bit too much at her dad tho, which Akane isn’t particularly fond of (protective bean that she is, she doesn’t get that that’s just their way of communicating just yet), so out of her grandparents she prefers Masaru, after all~
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chocolate chip cookie, macaroon, oatmeal raisin
chocolate chip cookie: what scent reminds you of your childhood? Houses that smell like dogs. Not wet dogs. But like. Just dog smell. In elementary school, I would spend tons of time hanging out at my best friend’s house, and her family had lots and lots of pets, notably 4 dogs. And their house had a distinct pet smell. Not a bad pet smell; nothing unclean. Just like when you smell a dog’s head. Anytime I go to someone’s place now and smell that a dog lives there, it instantly transports me back to romping around my friend’s house in the after school evenings. 
macaroon: when was the first time you fell in love with a place? Oh man I could answer this question in a number of ways... I’m constantly falling in love with places. I think the first time I ever felt “I love being here!” was building elaborate blanket forts as a kid. My sister and I would string pairs of tights together to make long ropes and span them across our room, connecting bed posts to dresser drawer handles, curtain rods to desk legs. Once we made our tangled structural web, we’d drape sheets and blankets over top, and place lamps and lights in strategic spots to make the fort illuminated in some areas and dim in others. It all had a very light and airy but so so cozy fort feeling. I remember wishing I could just keep the fort up forever and have that be our room. Of course we always had to take it down.  I think next would be overlooking the Grand Canyon of the Yellowstone in Yellowstone National Park. My family took a month long road trip together across the US the summer between my 9th and 10th grade. I’d enjoyed everything on the trip so far of course, but arriving to Yellowstone, I could have perched up there and looked down at that canyon for hours. I think it was the cumulation of the growing realization that the world could look so different from the mountains I grew up with and that was a good, wonderful, amazing thing. That trip really stoked the spark of my burgeoning love for travel, and I suppose it was in that moment in Yellowstone where I just realized I couldn’t go back to not seeing and doing things again. So, less necessarily falling in love with the place inherently, and more falling in love with the feeling that a place could instill within me. 
The Blue Ridge Mountains surrounding where I grew up are also key to talk about here... The love I have for my home mountains feels like an uneven, imperfect sort of love, and I suppose that’s what makes it feel most real. I didn’t have this sudden Oh! or Wow! moment. It was an accumulation of small memories and experiences that settled a sense deep within me that this is home. I live in Boston now, and although I absolutely love it here and am planning to stay for a few more years at least, nothing will quite stir my soul like returning to my home town and seeing mountains cradling the whole horizon. It’s a love that’s also well met with all the times I’ve been angry, or sad, or hurt, or stuck, and so in a way it makes the most sense, because it’s lasted even when the awe has worn away. I love being on my grandparents farm and waking up to look out the window and see the same familiar sky-hugging shoulders every day. I love long, late nights spent driving through the Parkway and stopping in overlooks to watch meteor showers fall above the mountains and talk with the best sort of friends about all the best and worst things in life. I love that feeling of welcome I sense the moment when I see the mountains peeking over the distance on my drives home. Similarly, I hate that sometimes my family is messy and complicated and making everyone miserable at the farm. I hate that I’ve also had the Parkway’s near-magical stillness of time marred by a few difficult, heartache conversations. I hate that sometimes I wanted nothing more than to escape that feeling of being stuck in the place and headspace that home represented. But it’s the less good things and moving through them that makes the comfort I get from those mountains seep a warmth deep into my bones, because it’s home and a sign that there’s always room to grow. 
oatmeal raisin: when you were a kid what was your absolute least logical but most hated thing to do?
I feel like I’m not fully understanding this question... Does this mean what thing did I HATE as a kid even if hating it was totally irrational? That’s how I’m gonna interpret it haha. I’m also struggling to find a good answer for this one... I should probably look up an example of someone else answering this haha. BUT the first thing that comes to mind is talking to people on the phone. At some point in elementary school, once I got to a certain age, anytime I wanted to play with a friend (or just Hang Out™ as I got older haha), I had to be the one to call their house and make the invite. And I HATED IT. Because it was NEVER the friend that answered their phone, but always their parents. And like. I didn’t have a huge number of friends, and I knew most of the parents. But there was always this formal process of “Hello this is the X home, this is Y speaking” and “May I place speak to Z” and “may I ask who is speaking” and it just felt so dumb and what if I messed this process up because I’m an awkward child and had no sense of formality and just wanted to ask my friend if she wanted to come over and play Harvest Moon with me and our other friend. And then with another friend there would be dogs barking and lots of yelling in the background and I was just a very overwhelmed smol bean. 
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