We know how traumatic it is for Dean to watch Cas die, and it’s happed five different times, right in front of him. The boy went to hell and had less PTSD than when his Angel dies
But what would it be like for Cas to see Dean die. I literally can’t imagine the distress, and the pure rage he’d direct at whoever was responsible
I’m thinking metatron and ‘well guess what, he’s dead too’. I’m thinking Cas killing Billie to save Dean and Sam. I’m thinking the way he ran to Dean’s side when Donatello hurt him and then commit some slight war crimes even though Dean loves to be choked within an inch of his life
Anyways. What would that do to Cas? Tell me, in detail, I can take it
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just watched 12.09 again and i forgot about the scene where mary shouts at cas
“you left them!” shut up. shut the fuck up. don’t shout at cas when he saved your sons assess so many times. fuck you mary.
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There's no way Dean didn't pray to Cas in episode 12x09 when he and Sam were isolated in that governemental jail. I refuse to believe it. They didn't show it to us, they didn't say anything about it. But listen to me. There's NO FUCKING WAY he didn't.
They didn't show us because it wasn't relevant to the story like it was in episode 6x06. We learned that Dean called Cas for help about soulless!sam but we didn't see him, but they tell us he did because that's relevant for him to yell at Cas in that scene for not coming when he calls. And same in Purgatory we learn that Dean prayed to Cas every night, we don't know what he said in these prayers but they tell us he prayed because this is relevant, it leads to Cas explaining why he never answered those prayers.
So my point is that in episode 12x09 they didn't tell us he prayed to Cas because there was no purpose for the story, but HE DID. He prayed to him because he felt alone and that's also why Cas seems so lost and helpless. Because he can hear Dean, he can hear him but can't answer, he can hear him not knowing where they are kept. He can hear him ask for help without being able to do so.
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me personally i love a man in uniform. a police uniform. and by police uniform i mean jumpsuit. and by man in jumpsuit i mean sam and dean in episode 12x09 first blood.
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Somewhere in the dead of my Tumblr lies long-winded rambling about Dean calling Cas in 12x09 First Blood.
It was soooooooo…
“Sooner the better. We’re on a clock here.”
…a last-ditch effort by Dean to see Cas, one last time. Dean knew he was gonna die, and the chances of Cas finding him along that stretch of road were fantastically bleak for the both of them.
Dean is saying, hurry-hurry-hurry-please-just-get-here-please.
Pretty damn long. Four hours just to drive that stretch of road in CO from Granby to Wray, and that doesn’t count getting there.
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That little late-series stretch of Dean n’ Cas living together made them fall in love in an extra bad, devastating way, huh.
They’re still duty driven, they’ll still mutually do everything in their power to protect the fam. But…
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Crowstielnatural
Background: This is the preferred order of watching spn where only Castiel and Crowley interactions matter. Enemies to frenemies to friends.
see link for the original idea by @crowley-the-1-true-king-of-hell. "Since this is only about THEIR interactions, everybody else is furniture and don't have to make sense" and you can fill in the blanks about what could have happened between the episodes.
Previous Episode (Lotus); Next Episode
Episode 19: First Blood
When Cas needs help rescuing his human friends his go-to choice was Crowley.
And he did--he went to ask for Crowley's help.
Being friends doesn't always mean do what your friend asks; here Crowley, being a good friend with Cas' best interest at heart, simply gives Cas some sound advice-- in his ear.
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Fellas is it gay to be so much more concerned about your male friend than his own mother that she is the one consoling you?
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watching 12x09 "First Blood" is really just like "wow, that's right. sam and dean are fucking crazy"
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