We know how traumatic it is for Dean to watch Cas die, and it’s happed five different times, right in front of him. The boy went to hell and had less PTSD than when his Angel dies
But what would it be like for Cas to see Dean die. I literally can’t imagine the distress, and the pure rage he’d direct at whoever was responsible
I’m thinking metatron and ‘well guess what, he’s dead too’. I’m thinking Cas killing Billie to save Dean and Sam. I’m thinking the way he ran to Dean’s side when Donatello hurt him and then commit some slight war crimes even though Dean loves to be choked within an inch of his life
Anyways. What would that do to Cas? Tell me, in detail, I can take it
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Sam & Mary // Dean & John
image description: scenes from “Pilot,” “Shadow,” “Dead Man’s Blood,” “In My Time of Dying,” “In the Beginning,” “When the Levee Breaks,” “First Blood,” and “Moriah.” These scenes compare Sam to Mary and Dean to John.
4x03: Dean stands across from Mary in 1973, in her living room. He looks a little confused as she tells him, earnestly, “This job, this life... I hate it.”
1x16: Sam smiles a little, shaking his head. He tells Dean, “I’m not gonna live this life forever.” Dean turns away from him.
1x20: John stands in front of Sam in the middle of a street, at night. He yells, “You walked away!” Dean tries to interject saying, “Stop it, both of you!” Neither of them him any attention, and Sam answers John, “You’re the one who said, “don’t come back,” dad. You’re the one who closed that door, not me!” He becomes more enraged as he finishes, “You were just pissed off you couldn’t control me anymore!”
4x21: Dean lies on the floor, nose bloody and surrounded by some broken glass. He yells at Sam, “You walk out that door, don’t you ever come back!” Sam breathes heavily, turning slightly to glare at him.
2x01: John leans over to whisper to Dean, laying in a hospital bed. After a moment, Dean jerks back slightly to look at him, shocked. John moves away from him slowly, crying a little, but looking serious. Dean blinks.
14x20: Sam sits on Dean’s bed, across from him. He stutters a bit from emotion, asking, “Now y– you want my permission? You want me to say I– I’m cool with losing him? And losing you, all at once?”
12x09: Dean sits next to Castiel in the backseat, he asks Mary, “So, wait, you’ve been hunting?” She’s driving and she shrugs slightly, answering, “A little bit...” Sam sits in the passenger seat and laughs a little, telling her knowingly, “I knew you couldn’t stay away.” They share a look, and Sam smiles.
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First, Do No Harm [13/28] ||[FFN]
Rating: NC-17/Explicit
Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd
An assailant from her past renders Meredith Grey temporarily deaf with her jaw wired shut. Derek traces the less visible damage that led to someone trying to silence her, and finds himself at the root. She can’t shake the belief that he’ll resent her for time spent away from the NIH. Neither of them can answer the true question: Is this is a six-week truce, or will their skill at non-verbal conversation keep their marriage from shattering with the silence?
AO3||FFN
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