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sunaswife · 3 years

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Summary: It’s been five years since you’ve seen your ex, Rin. He’s still not over you and you’re not over him. When he finds out you have children he thought he didn’t have a chance. Then he finds out they’re his? All of a sudden you’re teaching Suna how to be a single dad.

🔪: <3 thanks for all the support so far

Warnings: Fluff, angst I guess, drama, and cuteness twin overload

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Chapter Thirteen

“Kuroo-San I’m very flattered but in reality I’m seeing someone.” You chuckled awkwardly as you both walked to the lounge after today’s game. “Really?! Since when! About a month ago during the black Jackals game you just said you were a single mom!” He exclaimed. “Well..in reality..I’m trying to make amends with the father of my children. We were both dumb and immature but now since we’re older, we can have a decent conversation. And I still have feelings for him in a way and he’s already confessed..so...” you scratched the back on your head. “Have you accepted his confession..?” He asked. “Well..I mean I kind of changed the subject..” you replied awkwardly. “Poor guy..” he put his hand on his chest as if he felt the pain. “Well it’s not right to pressure someone into going on a date with them so I’m sorry. I was out of line. And I hope everything goes well between you and Rintarou.” He said with a soft smile. He patted your head and walked away down the other hall, you just stood there dumbfounded. How does he know Rin is the dad..?

You haven’t checked social media or sports news so you’re not sure if people already know. You made you way into the lounge and opened your small locker. You took out your purse and walked to your car, you tried walking as fast as possible to avoid talking to people and when you were in the comfort of your car you took out your phone.

Your eyes widened at the amount of phone calls and messages Rin sent. You didn’t even have a chance to read the messages since you decided to call back Rin and wonder what is going on. “It’s about time you answer.” He immediately gritted, he obviously sounded pissed. “Excuse me?” You immediately said with such confusion.

Does he seriously think he can get away with talking to you like that?

“I said it’s about time you fucking answered. Why weren’t you answering my calls or messages?” He asked. “I was obviously working.” You said in a duh tone. “Is something wrong?” You asked. “YES something is wrong! My son almost died and I didn’t know what to do!”

Your heart dropped. He almost...died..? “W-wait—“ you shook your head. “What do you mean he almost died?” You asked. “He had an allergy attack and I had to use an epipen. I didn’t know what to do at the hospital. I rarely had any information. You never told me if the kids had insurance or anything.” “Is Rini okay?” You immediately asked. “Yes he’s fine. But you didn—“

“I’m on my way. For the next eight hours, think before you speak, okay? Don’t say anything you’ll regret.” You warned. “Whatever.” He muttered and hung up. Immediately your heart clenched and you threw your phone at the passenger seat. You rubbed your face and leaned forward and gripped the steering wheel.

“What the fuck.” You sighed. Throughout the drive back to Hyogo your hands began shaking thinking about your kids and Rin. The kids went through something traumatic, and you weren’t there to help them or to protect them. What kind of mother are you? You wanted to slap yourself so hard, jump off a cliff. Receive some sort of punishment for being such a stupid mother and trusting Rin with your children.

After a few hours, your makeup needed a touch up, your hair was a mess for running your hands through your hair hoping your son is okay. Your eyes felt droopy. You’ve only slept a good six hours between drives and it’s way past midnight. The sun began to rise and you finally passed the billboard welcoming you to the hyogo prefecture. You went to the hospital Rin said they were at and you quickly parked and made your way inside.

The poor lady in the office seemed startled at your appearance, your clothes were wrinkled, and your shirt was untucked and unbuttoned from the top, you had bags under your eyes, you were a whole mess. When she gave the room number you slipped off your heels and began jogging to your location. The door was opened so you peeked in and saw your daughter playing with her fox plush on the uncomfortable couch chair.

It was like she sensed you so she looked up and you made eye contact with your little girl. Her eyes immediately watered and she hopped off the chair crying. “Mommy!” She sobbed and you immediately bent down to pick her up. You held her close and her grip tightened around your shoulders. “Rini doesn’t feel good..” she mumbled in your ear. “I know baby, I know.” You answered and dropped your heels by the entrance.

You made you way inside and saw Rin hunched over on the bed sleeping. He was holding Rini’s hand who was also asleep. He looked alright and you sighed in relief. “Have you slept, Akira?” You asked and she nodded. “I slept with Rini, but grandma wanted me to go back home with her. But Rini needed me. He’s my twin.” She wiped her eyes and slightly pulled away. You neared the other side of the bed and pulled the lounge chair closer so you can sit. Akira was on your left thigh with her head still on your shoulder. You looked at Rini sleeping and you brushed some hair out of his face. He slowly opened his eyes and he smiled lazily, “I missed you momma..” he mumbled. “I missed you too. I came as fast as I could.” You assured. “I was so scared.” He admitted. “I know..and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to help you.” Your eyes began to water. “Don’t cry mommy.... then I’ll cry..” Rini held your hand with his free hand.

Your wiped under your eyes with the sleeve of your blazer to stop the tears from falling and you smiled again. “Okay I won’t cry.” You said and released a breath. “Can you sing me a song?” Akira asked in your neck, “Yeah I want a song too, please.” Rini pouted and you nodded. They had a favorite song from a certain show that they enjoyed the most. You began to sing softly and Rini squeezed your hand and Akira began to fall asleep again.

I always thought I might be bad

Now I'm sure that it's true

'Cause I think you're so good

And I'm nothing like you

Look at you go

I just adore you

I wish that I knew

What makes you think I'm so special

You saw as Rini’s eyes began to close so he could fall back to sleep, you heard snoring right in your ear and realized Akira knocked out as well. “You have a beautiful voice.” Rin said softly as he rested his head on the side of his arm. “Sorry that I woke you up.” You quickly apologized. “No it’s fine..” he yawned and slowly sat up. He winced slightly, “Damn I need to see a chiropractor.” He muttered and you released a small chuckle. “Me too.” You said.

“So is Rini okay? What happened?” You asked and he sighed and looked into your eyes. “My mom got some burgers from a restaurant where peanut oil is used. She didn’t know Rini was allergic and I didn’t check the bag.”

“Are you fucking kidding me?!” You raised your voice and his eyes widened. “Your mom almost killed our son and you blame me for leaving you without any information?” You asked and he looked down guilty. “She didn’t kn—“

“Of course she doesn’t know because all day she was acting like a conceited bitch instead of being a grandmother to her grandkids. She even called me a whore—“

“No she didn’t.” He immediately interrupted. “She didn’t because you stopped her. But that’s what she thinks right? I model for Hana’s company to support her and to build up my self esteem and now I’m a whore? And you had the audacity to talk to me so rudely when I didn’t do anything. If you’re going to be treating me like that then there’s the fucking door. You understand? Never again will I be disrespected by a man.” You said and he had no words.

“You make it seem like I did it on purpose. I was sleep deprived and scared. I felt like I was going to throw up.” Rin squinted his narrow eyes.

“Do you have any idea what I felt when I got a call eight hours away that my son almost died? Imagine how I feel when he calls out to me and I’m not there. I feel like I failed them as a mom, my chest hurts and I’ve always been there. Always. And now I leave them in your hands and something happens and I can’t get there soon? I almost had a panic attack on the drive!” You exclaimed and he stayed silent. He didn’t want to continue fighting. He’s sure the kids are awake and listening to everything.

“I’m sorry.” He said and looked at his hands. He felt defeated and disappointed. You shouldn’t be so hard on him, it’s been less than a month since he took on this role. “Hey look at me.” You called softly, he looked up and you made eye contact once more. “I’m sorry for going off on you like this, I’m just as upset and afraid as you are and I’m sure you haven’t slept much.”

“I could say the same for you, you look like shit.” He cracked a tiny smile and you rolled your eyes with a giggle. “So did your mom eventually decide to be a grandma or she still hates me so she’s not getting close?” You asked. “She went back home to bring some clothes and then to get us some breakfast. I sent her a screenshot of my notes.” He said and you nodded. You obviously still felt uneasy with her, but they deserve a grandma and if she’s being civil you have no reason to take them away from her.

There was a knock at the door and you and Rin immediately turned your heads. “Oh you must be mom..” the doctor said. “Yeah I’m mom.” You said. She explained that Rini stayed longer than usual because he is a child. After a severe allergic reaction there can be aftershocks hours after the person receives treatment and that can lead to a seizure. She praised Rin for quick thinking and following proper steps to insure his child’s safety.

When the doctor left, Rin’s mom waltzes in and she freezes when she sees you. You take a deep breath and release and decide that it’s best to keep quiet. You wouldn’t want a clique animosity between you and your maybe future mother in law.

“I brought Rini some spare clothes.” She said as she opened Rin’s old gym bag. “He doesn’t own that jacket.” You pointed out. Her face flushed slightly, “I know..but this was Rintarou’s favorite jacket when he was his age..I thought it would be nice to wear. I have a lot of Rin’s old baby and child clothes.” She admitted softly, almost scared that you would snap any minute. And you would, so she was wise to walk on eggshells.

“Okay that’s fine.” You gave in. You helped Rini get dressed while Rin was talking to the doctor and getting ready to check out. You walked barefoot down the hall with your pink heels in your right hand, while Akira held your left hand. Rini was holding hands with Suna and Rin’s mom was holding their stuffed animals. She trailed behind you four and saw how you and Rin swung akira with you arms, her little giggles filled the hall releasing serotonin to the patients and nurses nearby.

“Momma aren’t you gonna put your shoes on?” Rini asked, “My feet hurt and I don’t feel like falling.” “But it’s hot outside, you can burn your feet.” Rin spoke up, “I think I’ll be fine.” You assured. He rolled his eyes and let go of the kids. You were about to step on the asphalt of the parking lot after checking both sides and all of a sudden you’re being knocked back from your legs and carried bridal style. “RINTAROU PUT ME DOWN THIS INSTANT.”

“Nah.”

The kids giggled at their parents funny behavior, you kicked the air and squirmed but his grip tightened. “Do you really wanna get down?” He asked and you said yes. He pretended to drop you and you gripped onto his shirt for dear life and he started laughing. “I swear to God I am going to kick you where the sun doesn’t shine.” You muttered. He finally put you down but you were so distracted you were already at your car.

Karin took the kids to her car since the car seats are in there, so now it’s just you and Rin. “You give me a headache.” You told him. “But you love this headache—“ both your eyes widened and he stopped, “—sorry.” He immediately apologized.

You turned away to yawn and you muttered an it’s okay. He opened the car door for you just like old times, much to your dismay and he closed it when you entered. You put on your seatbelt and he fixed the seat and complained at how tiny you were. He was expecting you to fight back and bicker but you were already asleep.

He leaned forward and fixed your head so you wouldn’t hurt your neck. He started the car and began driving back home. He saw the two empty cups of coffee and some energy bar wrappers on the floor. The phone wasn’t playing any music but the volume was up to 20. You must have been so tired driving all last night and the night before for nine straight hours. No wonder you blasted music to keep you up and drank coffee.

He soon made it home and tried waking you up, but you didn’t budge. Not even shaking you work. You were a muttering unconscious mess when he helped you out and carried you bridal style once again. His mom let him in and he told Akira to unroll the futon in the living room since he couldn’t take you upstairs. He successfully placed you down and helped take of your blazer, he thanked god you were wearing an undershirt thanks to akira checking (no somnophilia shit here atm) and he helped unbutton your dress shirt so you wouldn’t feel hot. He put a light blanket over you. “Can’t believe I have to get you ready for bed like a child.” He muttered with a shake of his head. “Silence bottom, it’s mimi’s time.” You said in your sleep.

The kids ate their breakfast in the car as well as Karin. They were already awake and playing with Chewy outside again. “Mom.” He called, “Yes?” She asked from the kitchen. “Can I borrow your makeup wipes?” He asked. She smiled softly, looking out the window to check on the kids. “Yeah go ahead, they’re in the bathroom.”

Rin came back with the wipes and began wiping the makeup off your face. He didn’t want to press too hard to hurt you. But damn, this makeup was hard to take off. Finally you slept comfortably without makeup, without any interruptions. “Sweet dreams, love.” He smiled and moved the hair away from your face.

He stood up and grabbed the bag with all the kids school stuff and sat in the picnic table outside. “Alright you rascals time for school!” He yelled and the kids yelled an okay and went to join their dad.

“Hey dad..” Rini said. “What’s up?” Rin looked at his son, “I love you a lot. To infinity and beyond. Mama says that’s called unconditional love.” He said and Rin smiled with a nod. “Exactly, and I love you two unconditionally as well.” He said and Akira peered up from her work sheet. “Do you love mom unconditionally?” She asked Rintarou.

“Yeah. Yeah I do.”

Fun facts:

Someone asked me to do fun facts and if I had any for future chapters so here I go

The song YN sang is love like you from Steven universe but this is my fav version.

‘Mimi’s’ means sleeping time, Akira didn’t know how to say sleeping when she was a toddler so she would say Mimi’s cuz uncle Oikawa would say “es tiempo de dormir.” Which means ‘it’s time to sleep’. So MIMIS is taken for the ‘mir’ in dormir. (Sorry that was a long explanation) (if you live in a Mexican household then u might usually hear this)

YN drives a Black Honda CR-V (nice mom van) ☺️ while Rin has a White Nissan GT-R but he’s thinking of trading it in for a four door sports car to take the kids and yn along

Rin still has his old black mustang in a garage rental back in Tokyo where he would drive with YN everywhere. He wants to fix it up and gift it to one of his kids when they’re older 🥺

Idk why I’m talking about cars

Rin was a blushing mess when he was getting yn ready for bed and his heart stopped when she snuggled into him

After he admitted he loved YN unconditionally, Akira called him a simp

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ezravon3 · 2 years

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So I've recently made a post about my Gregory and have decided to give some more information on him. I hope you like him and if asked, I'll make a story about him on here. (I'm still very new to Tumblr so if any of you can tell me how to leave links to other posts within a single post then I'd be very grateful). Anyway, this post maybe a long one so lets get started. First is a reminder of what my other post said. My Gregory:

• Was abandoned and left to survive on his own by his biological family so he's very untrusting of new people/anamatronics (especially adults).

• Doesn't talk much but is still sassy.

• Doesn't get scared easily at all (he's seen some sh!t and is honestly a bit morbid because of it) but will cling to the closest one he trusts when scared.

• His Freddy is his Bear Dad and main source of emotional support.

• He doesn't ask for affection/attention from his loved ones but expects it and gets cranky when denied attention/affection.

• Gets jealous very easily when he feels neglected/unwanted (especially if it's his Freddy that makes him feel that way).

• Has a switchblade and Fazblaster he won't hesitate to use.

• Is always wearing his Freddy's mearch.

• Is quick to violence, especially when alone with strangers.

• Keeps a crime notebook.

• Is very picky about food and won't take anything from anyone he doesn't trust to matter what.

• Hates being hurt. Hates receiving medical attention even more.

• Only really ever lowers his gaurd down when alone with the very, very few he's come to trust.

• Will only sleep around said trusted ones.

• Has called his Freddy 'Dad' more then once (And is embarrassed about it)

Now onto the new info

As the name of my AU suggests, my Gregory is cursed. He's secrative about his curse and the curse is a simple one. His curse also plays a part in why he was abandoned by his biological family. There's a seal on his tounge that's the source of the curse. He can't say 'like", "love and such as those words are a trigger for his curse. Once his curse is triggered, whoever he says he likes/loves will die and whatever he says he lokes will suddenly explode. Even without being triggered the curse does little things like suddenly make a chair his lived one is sitting in break and make all the blades of the knifes in the knife drawer suddenly move to point twords the one who opened it if the one who opened it was a loved one of his. Nothing lethal. While part of why he doesn't speak much is his curse, the other reason is how he was treated by his biological family before they abandoned him. He's very happy with his new family and even has a dog (a female German Shepherd he named Samantha) that's trained to act as his emotional support dog.

He still doesn't like Vanessa one bit but is slowly warming up to Chica, Roxy, Monty and Sun/Moon. Only his new family and Freddy know about his curse. [His bio family didn't know he was cursed, they just knew of his unwillingness to say 'love' and 'like' and the little things his curse would do]. He does have some allergies. He has a minor allergy to pollen but a more severe allergy to sea food, peanuts and wheat. His why he's so picky about what he eats. His Freddy and his new family are very aware of his allergies and make sure the food they give him is safe for him to eat since eating food the food he's allergic too has come in contact with will also cause him to have a allergic reaction that can turn deadly very easily. (So yes, his food allergies can kill him by making his throat swell up and will make his body swell up as well as breakout in hives). My Gregory is also touch starved but his Freddy and his new family are very affectionate with him (without smothering him)

That's all for now. I'll post about my Gregory again if I think of anything else since this is a very new AU.

Edit: I forgot to mention that since my Gregory doesn't like to speak due to his curse, he uses sigh language or a phone like device that says what he types in it to communicate.

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emmettsleftnut · 4 years

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The Cullens learn about Bella’s Childhood.

Bella and Edward are sitting on a couch in the lounge of the Cullen house, still getting to know each other ((Imagine chapter 14 of Midnight Sun)) The other Cullens are sitting in the next room, not entirely listening in, but due to enhanced senses are in easy hearing distance. Bella is lying in Edwards’ lap with her legs across the couch, her back against his chest. He is sitting against the side of the couch, his legs either side of Bella’s, with another round of 20 questions.

“Tell me about your first date.” I said. Surely she had been on plenty of dates before, even if she got half the attention she gets here. “Hah! never been on one” She replied, obvious conquest in her voice. It sounded like she thought she had won something.

“Surely you’re joking Bella, you get more attention than any other female in this town, you can’t expect me to believe-” “Except for Rosalie!” I chuckled, and I’m sure I heard Emmet and Jasper laugh quietly from the next room “Sure, except for Rosalie.” I paused, waiting for her to go on. “Yeah, no dates for me. What can I say, forks is a once off.” I didn’t believe that for a moment, surely if the boys here found her so insanely captivating, the boys from Phoenix couldn’t be so different that they would show no interest whatsoever. “Turn the qualifications for a ‘date’ at the lowest possible setting, still no?” I questioned, surely this would get some sort of answer from her “Still a no cowboy, I’m a fresh slate when it comes to the dating world.” You and me both, i thought. Suddenly Alice’s thoughts from the next room caught my attention ‘Did she seriously just call him cowboy?” I chuckled to myself, I’ll never get used to the colloquial language this generation uses, no matter how much time I spend with them.

“I just never had time y’know,” she continued “I always had so much to do I never had enough free time to think about it, even if i really wanted to.” Free time, I never really thought about that idea. When I think of Bella, I think of books. Does she not include reading as free time because reading is technically a task? Or was there something that occupied enough time that she could barely have time to read, something she loved so much. “When you say you didn’t have any free time, what do you mean by that? Don’t tell me you spent so much time reading you never met anyone new?” She chuckled, I didn’t think what I had said was funny, but her reaction still put a smile on my face.

“No no, nothing like that, I’m not so much of a hermit that I spend all my time indoors you know.” I took a turn to chuckle this time, but before I could press for further information, she gave it to me without prompt “running a house is hard work you know, it doesn’t leave you with much time to spare.” I stiffened, running a house? What did she mean by that? Was it another expression I was too uninformed to understand, or did she mean it literally. Suddenly i heard all of the conversation in the next room go silent, not that it was loud enough for a human to hear before so I’m positive Bella would not have noticed, but what was odd to me was that thoughts seemed quiet as well, as if everyone in the next room had suddenly taken interest in something. It didn’t take me long to figure out that what they were suddenly interested in was our conversation.

I suddenly heard Emmet say ‘What? What are you all listening to?’ He was interrupted with shushing and the room once again went silent, how bizarre. “Edward?” Bella interrupted my brooding “Is.. everything ok?” she seemed cautious “Yes everything is fine, I was just processing what you said. What did you mean by running a house” She paused to think about that for a moment, I found myself holding in a non existent breath.

“Well,” she started “My mother wasn’t much of a homebody. I’ve told you that she was adventurous and would always rather be outdoors than inside, always on some escapade of some sort. Regardless, someone had to tend to the home, that someone was me.” I pondered that for a moment, although not for long as she soon started again “I can’t remember exactly when it started, around when I was four I think, maybe five? I learned quickly though, cleaning was always easy, Renee said that she was allergic to dust, and that the detergent from the dishes hurt her skin so I would always end up cleaning the place. Just paper towels and cleaning solution y’know? Vacuuming, washing dishes, meal prep, doing laundry and the like, nothing crazily difficult, all kids did that sort of thing, y’know?”

Did normal children do things like that? From my knowledge, which I’ll admit is limited in the subject, most human children were just expected to pick up after themselves and not much else, how much could a child truly do. “Go on” I encouraged, she seemed reluctant, maybe I was too tense? I loosened my posture and this seemed to calm her slightly.

“As I got older I was able to do much more, by six I was able to cook full meals” she chuckled without humour “My mother wasn’t home much, or if she was, she was planning her next adventure. I had to talk her down from a lot of them, skydiving and cliff jumping with flying suits, she’s terrified of heights but only I seemed to remember that.” She pondered for a moment, thinking, I decided. “I was told that I had more capabilities than most college students, although I’m not sure if that’s true. I did taxes, budgeting, paid bills, cooked each day, cleaned the house when I came home from school, and did any school stuff I had to do after that, so yeah, limited free time.”

I was taken aback by this, ‘so yeah’ she had said as if it was no big feat that she was doing all of this. “You make it sound like she was never around, like you lived on your own or something?” I asked, unsure how she would respond. She just chuckled again and said “ah it felt like that every now and again, since I was in school I had to stay home to go each day so sometimes I would be. She would want to go on a trip, I had to go to school or tend to the house so I would stay home while she went out to god knows where. Then when she got home, I’d feed her, listen to the details of her trip, then watch her plan her next one. Don’t get me wrong I went on them with her when I could, but I had a lot on my plate.”

I was speechless, she had just stated that she was essentially an adult before she had even reached double digits in age, but assumed this was normal. “Bella, please don’t take this the wrong way, but I don’t think that’s normal for children of that age.” I said warily, she scoffed and said “Come on I’m sure its fine, most kids have to do chores around the house and cook and all that, just because I did some extras every now and again doesn’t mean my life was overly difficult.”I thought about this for a moment, maybe this really wasn’t as bizarre as I thought. No, no that couldn’t be, I was sure that children usually spent their childhoods making friends and having fun, not filing taxes and cooking meals.

“Bella, exactly how often were you left alone?” “Most of the time.” she said quite quickly, as if she didn’t need to think about this at all. “Can you elaborate on ‘most of the time?’” I said, once again wary. “Maybe 70 to 80% of the time, I’m not entirely sure but my mother was out quite a lot.” It sounded to me like Renee wasn’t as much of a parent as Bella had said, more of an obligated holder, like Bella was just some sort of possession that she could leave behind. This angered me, Bella had talked about her mother as if she was some sort of admirable figure, yet she would leave her daughter home alone for the sake of what? an adventure?

“You ok?” She asked, I had only just realised I had been silent for a while now “Just thinking” I answered “Penny for your thoughts?” “I’m just unsure about the dynamic, you speak very highly of your mother Bella but I’m starting to become unsure as to why. From what you’ve said, it seems like she doesn’t deserve the praise you give her.” She seemed to tense at this comment, but I continued.

“You say that she left you alone so much of the time, but speak of her as if she never left you alone a day in your life. She would adventure and prance, but leave you alone at home to cook and clean and do your own schoolwork, you must have been so alone Bella.” Her breathing was becoming shaky, I felt bad about continuing but I wanted to try and figure out why she viewed her mother so highly.

“Your literary capability is so high because once you had finished taking care of a whole house, you had no one to talk to, so you would just read, am I right?” “You’re not wrong but-” “And you learned to cook and clean and take care of yourself because you had no choice, if you didn’t, you would be the one who suffered for it. Am I right?” “yes, you’re right” she said quietly, snuggling into my chest further. I couldn’t exactly make out her tone but I continued again. “Bella, that’s not okay love. This is no issue of yours but I worry that you had to live in an environment like that.” “Its okay” she finally said, I wrapped my arms around her, I could tell she was aware that how her mother had treated wasn’t okay, but she had just decided it was how it would be for her. “That’s just how it turned out for me, okay? I may have been lonely, and tired and had to learn fast but thats just how it is. I could’ve had it much worse, I didn’t get harmed or suffer some mysterious illness,” she looked up at me “sorry.” I laughed quietly, she seemed to think I would take offence at the mention of getting an illness, I may have died of the flu but I’m sure she knew I wasn’t that fragile.

“Shoot” She suddenly said, staring down at my arm, wiggling in an attempt to get up. “What is it Bella, are you okay?” I said releasing her and sitting her up on the couch, turning around to sit beside her. “Yes yes I’m fine I just realised how late it is, I have to get home and sort dinner for Charlie” she was still holding my arm, I realised she was looking at the black banded, silver watch on my wrist. Looks like we had both lost track of time, I looked outside to see the sun almost completely set “I see, let me give you a ride home.” “No no you’re fine, I’ll drive myself. See you later my love.” She gave me a quick kiss and dashed down the stairs and out the door before I could get another word in. For an exceptionally clumsy human, she could move quite fast.

I sat for a moment, contemplating our conversation, only now realising that the thoughts in the next room were starting to become louder again and I could hear quiet conversation begin. I got up and stalked into the room, dropping myself in an empty armchair amongst the pure white couches. To my left Esme, Carlisle and Alice were all sitting on the couch, exchanging looks, Rosalie and Emmett on the couch to my right, Jasper standing by the floor length window, looking into the forest, deep in thought it seemed. I didn’t look to see what he was thinking specifically, I couldn’t imagine it was anything I would be interested in.

Esme spoke first, looking at me with her natural maternal look somehow more intense on her face. “I’m sorry Edward, we had to listen” She seemed upset at herself so I responded quickly to try and calm her “It’s okay Esme, I know you all are trying to learn more about her. What are your thoughts.” They all seemed to think on it for a moment, all except for Rosalie, who must have done her thinking before I entered the room, she had her opinion concrete, but was waiting for someone else to begin it seemed, or she wouldn’t share it at all. Alice spoke next “Its a shame Edward, it really is. She’s so lovely and kind, and such a good friend to me,” I shot her a look “she WILL be a good friend to me, I frankly hated hearing it, she sounded so upset at having to face it, funny how conversations can change so quickly. A few scattered nods could be seen throughout the room “It doesn’t seem entirely fair, does it?” Carlisle spoke next “She truly is a lovely girl, and although she doesn’t see it she was raised in a neglectful household, yet somehow she still has so much respect for her mother.” “I certainly wouldn’t treat a child that way, however irritating they may be, children deserve love more than anything else” Rosalie spoke quietly, surprising us all, she was never one to feel any positive emotions towards Bella. Well I guess she didn't feel them towards Bella specifically, but in this case Bella was the child in question. Jasper walked towards us and sat down besides Alice. “I can’t say I enjoyed myself either, she definitely wasn’t enjoying herself during your little conversation,”

All eyes were on Jasper now, he was the last person anyone expected to be emotionally invested in any affair to do with Bella, pun entirely intended “I’m not sure if you’re right Carlisle, judging by what she felt at least, I’m no expert on humans, but she seemed to know.” “What do you mean by that Jasper, what do you mean ‘seemed to know’?” Carlisle responded, obviously confused by his newest sons revelation “She seemed almost numb to what Edward was saying, as if she had heard it before on a lesser scale. It was only when Edward really began to tell it like it is that I saw a real change.” “Which was?” Carlisle urged him on “She seemed almost regretful, I don’t read minds so I obviously can’t tell what exactly she was thinking, but she seemed to feel truly awful for speaking ill of her mother, although she had said nothing that could be considered close to trash talking. I think she knows how she was treated is something that should never be expected from a parent, but she feels as if she owes it to her mother for housing and caring for her, even if she was missing most of the time.” We all looked at him, how he had picked up so much would have to be due to his gift of emotional intelligence, or maybe he was just feeling especially perceptive today.

“Edward you love her, don’t you?” Esme suddenly said, breaking our silence, all eyes were back on me now “I do Esme, more than I could possibly describe.” “That settles it then,” she spoke with conviction “We will just have to show her how a family should operate, how a true family treats each other. We may not be the cookie cutter definition, but I love you all as my children, and Edward, I love her too. Anyone who you choose to spend your forever with, is a daughter of mine.” She walked over and hugged me, a huge smile all the way across her face causing her eyes to almost fully close. I squeezed her and let her go, looking into her eyes “Thanks mum, that means a lot to me and I’m sure it will mean the world to her.” Emmet chimed in then, jumping to his feet “Well, if I’m getting a sister she best be down for some roughhousing, I’ll show her how siblings REALLY interact.” He also had a smile on his face, cracking his knuckles. “Emmett, she’s human, remember. Maybe let’s keep the physical jabs to a minimum, and focus on verbal jabs instead. What’s life without a healthy dose of your humour.”

His smile dropped for a moment then returned with even more gusto. “You’re right you’re right I’m hilarious.” He plopped himself back on the couch next to Rosalie at the same time Esme returned to her seat by Carlisle, grabbing and squeezing his hand. “It’s settled then” Carlisle spoke “Since our Edward has chosen to spend his forever with Bella, we will do the same. Anyone that someone in our family choses to love and care for will be just as loved and cared for by the rest of us. Bella is our family now, she has chosen you and you have chosen her, let’s show her just how loving this family can be.”

A/N: I have never written anything like this before so I apologise if it sucks, I hope you all at least get the sentiment.

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acousticcheeze · 3 years

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Here's my 100 questions for my OC thing!

My OC is Laureli, a 6'2 Altmer trying to make his way in Skyrim

1. What do they smell like?

Whatever alchemy ingredient he’s been working with, really. Lavender is what he smells like most often, though.

2. What is their voice like?

A smooth-ish medium pitch Altmer voice that has elements of calm and irritation.

3. What is their biggest motivator?

Helping others through his alchemy. He wants to improve medicine for Skyrim, as well as all of Tamriel.

4. What is their most embarrassing memory?

He had a whole scientific presentation one year that ended up being completely wrong. He got humiliated in front of everyone.

5. How do they deal with/react to pain?

Winces at it, curses, and then gets to treating the problem.

6. What do they like to wear?

Functional clothes that keep him warm and allow him to carry alchemy ingredients in his pockets.

7. Which of their relationships have impacted them most positively?

The relationships with some of the people he’s helped over the years. It gave him a sense of purpose and fulfillment knowing that he could help people, save people.

8. What’s the weirdest thing they’ve ever eaten?

He’s an alchemist...in Skyrim...I’m pretty sure there are a few contenders… (giants toe, large/small antlers, ectoplasm, the list goes on)

9. Describe the way that they sleep.

Normal side sleeper. Prefers to sleep on his left side.

10. What is their favorite food/kind of food?

Horker stew. It’s actually way better than he thought it would be.

11. What do they feel most insecure about?

If what he’s doing is good enough. He has big problems with perfectionism that still persist with him even after leaving Summerset.

12. How do they like to dress?

Robes with an alchemy enchantment and a hood.

13. How do they react to feelings of guilt?

He tries to shake them off, but has panic attacks and whatnot sometimes as a result of them.

14. How do they react to/deal with betrayal?

Is completely shattered by it. He’s dealt with this so many times before, though, so he keeps his cards close to his chest.

15. What is their greatest achievement?

Creating potions that help much more than the average cure disease potion would, as well as all sorts of other concoctions. Also, he’s created a sort of disinfectant and is working on a hand sanitizer.

16. What are they like when they’ve gotten too little sleep?

Cranky, cranky, cranky.

17. What are they like when they’re drunk?

Drunk? Oh no no no no Laureli does not drink (and even if he did he’d be out real quick)

18. What kind of music do they enjoy?

He isn’t really into music, but he enjoys the songs the bard plays at the Bannered Mare.

19. Are they right or left handed?

Right, but is practicing with his left hand too in case something happens to his right.

20. Fears?

Death and failure, mostly.

21. Favorite kind of weather?

As the sun rises and there’s dew all over the grass, the light reflecting through each drop.

22. Favorite color?

The color of eyes. Or, more specifically, the hundreds of little pinpricks of different colors inside of eyes, It’s really quite fascinating.

23. Do they collect anything?

OH YEAH. So many different alchemy ingredients and random stuff to be used in his next works-

24. Do they prefer either hot or cold weather more?

Cold, which is good since he lives in Skyrim.

25. What is their eye color?

Chartreuse (like most Altmer)

26. What is their race/ethnicity?

Altmer

27. Hair color?

White

28. Are they happy where they are currently?

Yup. Breezehome is small, but manageable, and Whiterun is a decent hold to live in.

29. Are they a morning person?

Yes. He gets tired around 9 and can’t stay up past 12.

30. Sunrise or sunset?

Sunrise.

31. Are they more messy or more organized?

Very organized. Again, he’s a perfectionist.

32. Pet peeves?

People touching his things as well as people inserting themselves into his business.

33. Do they own any objects of significant personal importance?

An amulet of Talos a Nord gave him. He hadn’t gotten the chance to learn much about Talos at home, and he found it very interesting talking to the local Nords about their beliefs. That amulet reminds him of his first day in Skyrim, the first day of his new life.

34. Least favorite food?

Taffy treats, or anything with that sort of texture and stickiness that can get stuck to his teeth very easily.

35. Least favorite color?

Very pale green. It looks gross.

36. Least favorite smell?

Death. (Yes, death has a smell)

37. When was the last time they cried?

Recently.

38. Were they with anybody the last time they cried?

No. Oh Auri-el, no no no no. He cries alone and he makes sure of it.

39. Tell us about one of the times they got injured?

Was in a fire when he was younger, he has a burn going up the inner leg on his right leg.

40. Do they have any scars?

Only mental ones. (and the burn scar on his leg)

41. Do they struggle with any mental health issues?

Perfectionism, past abuse, self hate, among others.

42. Do they have any bad habits?

Picking at his nails. He knows it makes them hurt and get bloody, but sometimes he just can’t help it.

43. Why might someone dislike them?

He can be very rude if he’s working, but to be fair, it is really annoying to be bothered in the middle of your work.

44. Why might someone love them?

Who wouldn’t love an overworked science boye? But in all seriousness, if he loves someone, he will be very caring towards them and is also just great listener. Tries not to care any more though because of personal trauma.

45. Do they believe in ghosts?

Yup. He’s heard of people’s encounters with them. Honestly, you’d be stupid to not believe in them.

46. Is there anyone they would trust with their lives?

At this point? No. Farkas later down the line? Yes.

47. Are they romantically interested in anyone?

Farkas, but we ain’t talking about that yet~

48. Are they dating/married to anyone?

49. Do they like surprises?

No. Please do not surprise this poor man he will stagger back and crash into everything.

50. When is their birthday?

9th of Hearthfire (September 9th)

51. How do they usually celebrate their birthday?

He takes a few seconds to acknowledge it and then gets on with his work.

52. Do they have any family?

Yup! A Mom, a Dad, a younger sister, and a male cousin that lives nearby (he’s in the Thalmor and the whole family has very Pro-Thalmor views)

53. Are they close to their family?

HAH- no~

54. What is their MBTI type?

INTJ (Damn this list for making me look up stereotypes for this. Honestly I hate the MBTI system so much-)

55. What is their zodiac sign?

Virgo

56. What Hogwarts House would they be in?

Ravenclaw

57. What D&D alignment are they?

If lawful chaotic good was a thing then yes

58. Do they ever have nightmares? If so, what about?

Yes, but they are often so tangled up that it’s hard to get any real meaning from them.

59. What are their views on death?

“It’s fine, it’s fine, I’ll be fine-” Hopes that he’ll be fine but is really scared about it.

60. What is something that they’re sure to laugh at?

Bad science puns. He will stifle a chuckle before telling you how bad your joke was.

61. When bored, how do they pass time?

This man does not get bored. He will always find something alchemy related to study or look into.

62. Do they enjoy being outside?

Yes. Laureli loves the Skyrim weather (for the most part. Places like Dawnstar and Winterhold suck)

63. Do they have an accent?

Yes. He has the typical Altmer accent.

64. Upon seeing a slice of chocolate cake, what is their first reaction?

“Why is this here? This isn’t mine.”

65. If they knew they were going to die, what would they do/say

He would probably take too long deciding and die before he could do/say anything.

66. How do they feel about sex?

Sex repulsed asexual.

67. What is their sexuality?

GAY

68. Do they become squeamish at the sight of blood?

Nope.

69. Is there anything that they find really gross?

He’s seen so much it would take a lot to surprise him here.

70. Which TV Trope(s) best describes them?

Grumpy scientist with no people skills.

71. Do they enjoy helping people?

Yes, definitely

72. Are they allergic to anything?

Not really. (Lucky)

73. Do they have a pet?

74. Are they quick to anger? What are they like when they loose their temper?

Nope, unless you press his buttons. His anger is pretty much “What in the name of Auri-el is wrong with you?! Don’t touch my equipment!!”

75. How patient are they?

Very...until you hit his limit. Then he gets passive aggressive.

76. Are they good at cooking?

Not really. He can be good at it, he just chose not to learn in favor of working on his projects. Can make enough to live on, though.

77. Favorite insult? Do they insult people often?

He doesn't have a favorite insult (he rarely insults people).

78. How do they act when they’re particularly happy?

Talking fast, pacing, flappy hands.

79. What do they do when they learn about other people’s fears?

Try to avoid bringing those fears up around them and avoiding making fun of them. If their fear is nearby, he will either tell them or take care of it. (which is good because Farkas is scared of spiders)

80. Are they trustworthy?

Yes, but you have to be a very certain kind of person to work with him.

81. Do they try to hide their emotions? Are they good at it?

Sometimes, especially romantic feelings. Romantic attraction? Nope, not possible- (It totally is; he’s in denial)

82. Do they exercise regularly?

With all of the walking he does around various holds, yes.

83. Are they comfortable with the way they look?

Yes. He’s a perfectionist with many things, but has learned to let go a bit more when it comes to his appearance. He still will take ages to get ready, though.

84. What are some physical features that they find attractive on people?

Tattoos, braids, basically everything you’d see on a typical Nord. It’s so different from his home and he’s completely enamored.

85. What kind of personalities do they find attractive?

Himbo nord men. Sweet morons basically.

86. Do they like sweet foods?

Not really. Sweet foods do have their place, but he isn’t wanting to get any cavities, so he tries to limit his sugar. (Especially since Altmer live 200-300 years aprox)

87. What is their age?

52 (~20s for an Altmer)

88. Are they tall or short or somewhere in between?

Tall, but about average for an Altmer

89. Do they wear glasses or contacts?

No, but if he did he would have half-moon spectacles.

90. Do they consider themselves attractive?

Not really. He doesn’t really think anyone is attractive. (Well, except for Nord himbos, but he doesn’t know that until he meets Farkas)

91. What is their sense of humor like?

Practically nonexistent, but when there is humor it’s mostly dry and sardonic.

92. What mood are they most often in?

That sort of focused work mode you get in when you’re really concentrating, as well as somewhat-sociable-but-still-kind-of-tired-and-grumpy

93. What kinds of things anger them?

People messing up his equipment. Oh sweet Auri-el, if you touch his things he will explode. Also, he hates the racism that the Thalmor promote. (He hates racism in general, but he hates the Thalmor’s views the most).

94. Outlook on life?

“It sucks, but I do find quite a bit fascinating and I’ll help where I can.”

95. What kind of things make them sad/depressed?

His perfectionism, how lonely he knows he is, and more.

96. What is their greatest weakness?

Again, his perfectionism, as well as having his work dictate more in his life than he should.

97. What is the greatest strength?

His brain. He remembers small details extremely well, and is practically an encyclopedia when it comes to alchemy.

98. Something that they regret?

How awful he used to be to everyone back home. He got a lot of pushback on his dreams and who he was, so he lashed out. Even though there wasn’t much he could do there, he still regrets hiring his family and wants to try at a relationship again with them (lol good luck).

99. Biggest accomplishment?

How is this different from “Greatest Achievement”?

100. Create your own! (Why is his alchemy so different from the norm?)

Because he’s trying to do something much more along the lines of modern medicine as opposed to just potions.

101. (Bonus!) Why is he in Skyrim?

Because it’s rather lacking in the medicine department compared to the other provinces, so he decided his talents would be best used there. Obviously, his family protested, but he went anyways.

#oc #laureli #skyrim

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softjeon · 5 years

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Love Bite | Character Sheet

↳ This Character Sheet holds background Info on all the Characters of the story ‘Love Bite’ written by @cassiavioletblue & @softjeon

Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / Final Total Words: 126.568k ↳ AO3

In the following notes you can find every info that we used/gathered before and over the course of writing the story ‘Love Bite’ and therefore holds more information about the characters and potential story lines that we didn’t write out or just hinted at in the main story. You can find the gifset trailer to the story here.

Vampires:

their bodies are warm and with a beating heart as long as they are well fed; the less human blood they drink the lower the beating gets

they cant feed off of other vampires, biting is only for sexual purposes or hurting someone

silver = allergic reactions

abilities: enhance speed, healing on their own (only when they are well fed or else it takes time), heightened senses, hypnotization

draw strength from the moonlight

vampire blood is like a poison for humans that make them euphoric and go into a erratic state so they don’t feel the pain. Their saliva has biochemical compounds that suppresses the pain the victim would normally feel when bitten, instead it makes the victim feel relaxed (and if they are exposed to it for longer the victim gets euphoric)

They can be seen in mirrors (as the myth “vampires don’t reflect” comes from a time in which mirrors still had silver in them. Nowadays that’s not a problem anymore)

they can live about a week without blood, before they start to starve, after a month without blood they dry up and die eventually (the only exception is when they rest; they can fall into a energy saving mode like Yoongi does when he wants to sleep for a century or two)

can walk in the sun, it only weakens them if they haven’t drunk enough so it dries them up faster; they can get headaches from it

don’t care about garlic or crosses, it’s a lie to make humans believe that vampires could be easily detected, just like the myths that they only hunt at night.

every vampire has some kind of useful ability, but only a few have rare one’s like Namjoon who can transform himself into a bat

they can will their teeth to protrude, but it's also an involuntary reaction when they get into dangerous situations, get frightened, hungry or really aroused etc.

Underground!vampires:

think that humans should be cattle/ slaves to the vampires

are mostly “new generation” vampires (in the story they are represented by MonstaX)

want to live out in the open because their belief is that vampires are from higher race and shouldn’t have to hide from humans, but reign over them.

want to overthrow Hoseok; since he wants to live hidden and with little damage to humanity; even though Hoseok uses humans as food as well

Namjoon:

got turned in the 17th century

he was left alone after he had been turned, his maker had never been around so he could never create a bond between himself and his maker vampire. It made it harder for him to understand what was going on, so he followed his instincts and his hunger, leaving him to become a ‘monster’ as Namjoon describes it himself until Yoongi found him and took him in. Yoongi became something like his second-maker. He taught him about the rules, the king and the hierarchy of vampires but Namjoon’s came up with his morals all by myself (Yoongi will refuse to have anything to do with something disgusting as drinking from blood bags).

became head of department in Hoseok’s company;

likes routine and everything in order

has a lot of strength, with which he accidentally destroys things from time to time, so everyone in the office thinks he has aggressive outbursts and is afraid of him

can transform himself into a bat, but loses his clothes each time, so he wouldn't use it too often only if he flies home or is in danger (only very few vampires in the world can do this, because you need absolute control of yourself)

hates hypnotizing people (and is actually bad at it) because he thinks that humans should not be treated like lesser beings and that them and vampires can live alongside each other

holds on tightly to his morals and beliefs; believes that humans should have the right to refuse to not be a ‘blood bag’ and should willingly accept the offer if it’s made by a vampire. He definitely annoyed Hoseok many times before and presented him with new rules and ways of living alongside of the humans. As much as Hoseok is annoyed by it, he considered a few to make it easier for them to live in the new century. He cherishes his friend and his great mind and thinking

has secretly wished for a companion for years now; someone that wants to really stay by his side despite him being a vampire

Jimin:

got transferred at his own request into the city and began working for Namjoon’s department

has no family left, but finds a good friend in student!intern!Tae

is scared easily, though when he gets really angry and frustrated not even Namjoon likes to fight with him

in his mid!twenties

he always worked in economics

is a loner; he only has Taehyung and even when he still lived on the countryside he mostly kept to himself and his ex-boyfriend

Vampire!Jimin:

Namjoon will tell everyone that Jimin is the most beautiful vampire he has ever seen

Namjoon is his companion and maker

his ability: manipulate emotions of others

will want Namjoon to dethrone Hoseok one day, so the vampires will finally have a good, caring leader

he never leaves Namjoon’s side

drinks off of other humans that allow him to take their blood (sometimes even Jungkook, if Taegi allows it) after discussing the pro’s and con’s with Namjoon for days

Taehyung:

goofy, happy, supportive

loves to go out and have fun, but also to stay in with Jimin and drink wine to just chat about “Mr. Kim’s best features”

he sometimes forces Jimin to go out with him, so “the older” can “get some”

one night when they were both too drunk and too horny they ended up having sex; but it was giggly, clumsy and not very satisfying and both promised to never talk about it again and definitely not repeat it. It says a lot about their friendship that it didn’t get awkward between them afterwards - and this is why Taehyung knows how it feels like to kiss Jimin.

Vampire!Taehyung:

he swore he fell in love with Yoongi the second he saw him, though Yoongi tries to tell him it was only the bond reacting

always wants to do human stuff, too and therefore gets into sticky situations that Yoongi needs to get him out of like trying to do a picnic with the humans but ends up throwing it all up

very needy and clingy when it comes to Yoongi but in a quieter way; he loves holding his hand

though he is a young vampire and thirsting for blood more than others, he is really good at controlling himself when it comes down to human!Jimin

his ability: can run so fast that others are moving in slow motion to him

Hoseok:

he was “born” as a vampire in ancient egypt

the oldest vampire to date

owns basically the whole city since he has business with all leading companies and some politicians (that he hypnotized)

he makes the rules and the vampires follow him since he’s the oldest

feeds off Jin and Jin only

his ability: hypnotizing people and vampires alike, controlling them so completely that he can make them feel the pain at his will instead of the pleasure of the poison; he is the only vampire who can hypnotize vampires

thinks humans are weak, but loves Jin with all of his heart

he is very strict with his rules, so no vampire gets exposed

can come off as cruel (maybe….just a little bit)

Jin:

He stumbled across Hoseok one night when he was out in the night. He was never scared of Hoseok, nor did he knew that he was the vampire king at first when he came with him

he dislikes the human world and is happy being surrounded by people who respect him because he’s the king's personal favorite

has bite marks all over his body - and loves it

Jin will be turned by Hoseok later in his life, when he decides he has “reached his peak in his beauty” so that he wants to stay forever like this with his love

Yoongi:

sleeps a lot and only wakes up to feed in between; he says this century is too boring for him and only when he meets Taehyung he has a reason to stay awake

one of the oldest (Hoseok > Yoongi > Namjoon)

his ability: manipulating memories of humans

he’s very possessive over Taehyung the moment Hoseok grants him ownership of the human

normally he likes to be a sub with young vampires, letting them ride out their neediness but with Taehyung he wants to dominate the younger completely.

His protectiveness awakes and something is different about this one, which he only later realizes is because he lost his heart to Tae instantly

Tae: “He doesn’t say it and he didn’t really ask me out like that but I think he’s my boyfriend!” Yoongi: *grumbles*

Jungkook:

student, who lives a bit out of town because he couldn’t afford himself an expensive apartment in the city and somehow the houses by the hill are so cheap and beautiful at the same time, leaving him wondering why no one is living there or wants to buy it

innocent bun stumbling all doe-eyed into the danger without knowing what he was getting himself into

loves his banana milk and would do anything for it, even if it means getting bitten by vampires and at the same time wouldn’t get the “I want to bite you” hint even if Taehyung spells it out for him

the only human that was allowed to leave the mansion again, when normally humans that stumble upon them will never be released again

Jungkook definitely comes back, because the curiosity will get the better of him

might be their human friend/pet/lover ...depending on who you ask in the future ;)

Headcanons/ What might be happening next…:

Namjoon and Jimin will take the time, after the younger has gotten used to his new life, to travel around the world

Jimin is the only vampire who is really allowed to tease and call Hoseok names and the king doesn’t take actions since Hoseok won’t ever harm Jimin again as he keeps his promises to Namjoon

Namjoon will show Jimin all of the places he loved and where he was born (as a human)

they will always have one of the strongest bonds that anyone has ever seen and even when usually the ‘newborn’ bond fades out, their bond stays strong and makes them more aware of each other - which Namjoon loves, since he still has the urge to protect Jimin at all costs; their love will be eternal

Yoongi and Taehyung take in Jungkook and “take care of him”

Jungkook loves his vampire friends

One day Namjoon will stumble into the kitchen seeing Jungkook sipping on his banana milk, seated on Yoongi’s lap who only grins at the other with blood dripping down his chin, while Taehyung takes a sip from Jungkook’s delicious thighs. He will only shake his head and turn around again. “You really don’t want to go in there right now.” (Namjoon to Jimin)

Jin and Hoseok will retire one day to go back to egypt; normally Yoongi would be next in line but the other refuses so Namjoon is up for debate

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lumiereswig · 5 years

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Do you have any crossovers with/AUs inspired by "Moulin Rouge!"? I know there's a fics list page but my wifi is so stupid slow it never loads so I can never tell.

nope! srry

since u can’t load the fics page im gonna give it all to you right here boo

Lumiere discovers something new, post-curse: Matches

Plumette/Lumiere, pre-curse. Plumette growing up and Lumiere growing close. Lit By The Sun

Plumette/Lumiere, immediately after being cursed: Fire and Feathers

Lumiere meets the prince for the first time: A Showman Through and Through

Plumette/Lumiere as college kids: Modern AU that is not super great but eh i tried

plumiere in love: it’s right here for now (at least until I edit it and make it better)

here’s Scotland

“a maid that has a crush on Lumiere faking being Plumette and trying to seduce him”: hahaha this one still makes me laugh

abandoned ‘kidnapped’ fic—here

lumiere finding out plumette is pregnant: Here.

lumiere sees the baby for the first time: Here. Aww.

“a one shot in which plumette and lumiere go on a romantic tryst about the castle in the days following their wedding 💕”: poor cogsworth

Lumiere is the sexiest sandwich in the palace. Here.

Plumette gets sick, it’s really sad: Right over here, pal.

More plumiere falling in love here.

Tale as old as time, older than that guy, Beauty and Maurice.

garderenza backstory? here it is

So, like: what if Mulan showed up.

“can i please have a crack-shippy fic where everybody is in love with the wrong people.” Here.

figuring out how to be human again. here

lumiere/plumette body swap HERE.

“Movie night at the castle!” As you wish.

a bunch of other maids have a crush on lumiere and try to get his attention: a short fic about trapezes

“A group of poor motherless ducklings imprint on Plumette” QUACK QUACK.

“please expand on that night when Plumette and co. got drunk because of Chapeau’s brandy + wine idea…” I don’t know why I like writing drunk!staff so much but i DO

1991, MEET 2017!

What happened to Gaston? The only Gaston fic I’ll ever write, probably. Here.

He is nineteen. She is younger. Lumiere tells Plumette a fairytale. Lit by the Moon.

“How about a fic were the staff play light as a feather stiff as a board with Plumette as the board.“ what the fuck even is this game i am still confused but on y va, i guess

ATTRACTIVE FARMER MAN AND HIS TWO WIVES

Plumette’s last seconds before the curse takes hold. Laughing Still.

Forgotten. [Ongoing]

Plumiere in the rain. Quick mini-fic. I’ve Seen Fire and Rain

“quick question : how often does lumiere get sick?” Here.

“What if the day the curse was broken the staff go batshit crazy over being able to eat again so they eat until their stomachs hurt. Then Chip starts a food fight by throwing a bread roll at Cogsworth.” THIS HAPPENED?

“A dragon comes to try and eat Plumette” Lumiere is a fire-bender

“crack fic where they somehow discover theyre fictional” this one was so fun to write, lumiere picks up ewan’s scottish accent and hates it

“What about a really cute fic were Lumiere and Plumette fake being sick so they don’t have to work and get to spend the whole day together” poor cogsworth part 2

“Who gets the weird nightmares and who consoles the other at two in the morning because they’re in tears.” Me, because I just want my OTP to have nice things. Here.

”coffeeshop au but its still set in the 18th century“ BUT WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ROUSSEAU, THO??

“Can you write about Lumiere throwing Plumette a surprise birthday party for her?” hey

“Chip wants to be maître d’ someday and follows Lumière around the castle as his little protégé” he’s going to be a better one than lumiere here

“don’t think about how painful the transformation must have been for the servants" do i ever think of anything else. [the answer is no]

“*Whispers in your ear* AMNESIAC LUMIERE” FUCK. HOW’D YOU KNOW I LOVE AMNESIA FICS?? FUCK. ultimately one of my favorite fics. holy fuck

“*Whispers in your ear* AMNESIAC LUMIERE” part TWO, motherfuckers

“Maybe one during the curse where they can suddenly hear the soundtrack around them?“ poor cadenza

“What if somebody after the curse was broken just out of nowhere started playing the Aria. I NEED FEELS” have you thought about horrible things yet today

“The castle has to order in pizza” adam would like to register a complaint.

“Ewan McGregor and Lumiere switching universes" here

”A water balloon fight that gets out of hand?“ SPLASH.

Les Miserabeauty and the Beast. Here.

“Can you do where everyone is turn into a baby” ANGST

STANFOU ROMANCE

“Nutcracker AU?!” aw fuck here

“I Never Really Knew You”—Cadenza & Adam

“He Must Loathe Me”—Chapeau & Plumette

“The Sound of Her Weeping”—Garderobe & Lumiere

“Her Little Satin Slippers”—Cogsworth & Plumette

“Home”—Mrs. Potts & Plumette

“Chapeau’s Charade”—Belle & Chapeau

“Lullaby”—Garderobe & Plumette

“Cake in the Sun”—Lumiere & Stanley

“Like You Used To”—Adam & Garderobe

“Why The Beast Eats Like….That”—Chip & The Beast

“The Boy’s Hand”—Chip & Adam

“The Pink Vest”—Garderobe & Cogsworth

“Draw”—Maurice & Adam

“They’ll Never Meet Again”—Plumette & Garderobe.

“Her Beautiful Maman”—Garderobe & Plumette, in the parents AU. Also: Lumiere & Frou-Frou. Woof.

“have Belle and Adam watch batb 2017?” sure.

“I would love to see their reaction to singing in the rain! It’s my all time favorite movies!! ❤️❤️" 🌧🌧🌧🌧SAME 🌧🌧🌧🌧

“consider the coconut” MOANA CRACK.

“Plumiere goes to Paris?” Prequel fic! [oh là là]

“thy crackest crack of all - batb but adam/belle and lumiere/plumette swap places” lumiere turns into a dragon

“so. um. amnesiac adam?“ FUCK. FUCK.FUCK.

”Mary Poppins would be practically perfect in every way!” Feed the fucking birds

“I should have told you a long time ago.” Plumette wakes up, after their first night together. Fits into the “Lit by the Sun” story.

“This is why we can’t have nice things/you don’t see me”—right after the curse, Plumiere cope with their new forms. Angst?

“Prove It/You’re Drunk.” Lumiere had….a night of it. Poor Cogsworth, the Continuing Saga

“great comet” fic: the candle in the mirror

“I’ve been waiting a long time.” finally a happy!cogsworth fic. Tic toc.

“Batb and Frozen crossover pls“—it’s garbage

The whole palace body swaps. here

“What happens when Lumiere’s family wakes up and realizes they have a son at the palace?” well SHIT ! there’s a prompt

“Chapeau having to relearn and figure out how to play the violin once he’s turned into a coatrack.” Shh.

a cuisinier fic! this fandom doesn’t deserve him

“Batb and Robin Hood crossover!!!!!” fuck

“how about the castle residents plays a giant game of live clue.” Adam would like to register another complaint

Lit by the Stars. Plumette and Lumiere meet for the first time.

“belle catches a cold?” i’m allergic to fluff

“how about amnesiac belle this time?” FUCK

w o w this one’s about plumette & belle sharing plague stories

“Can you do where Lumiere and Plumette babysit Chip while Mrs. Potts is working” cute? ??

Wedding Cake: it’s huge

“lightly read fanfiction.” RIGHT?!

“You should let them watch the classic movie Beauty and the Beast” here

“ plumette x lumière modern spies AU” here.

“cogsworth angst” YOU GOT IT dude

“Hi, could you do some fluff and angst headcanons for Madame de Garderobe and Cadenza please xx” the honeymooners

“Shalalalalala my oh my, looks like the boy’s too shy, ain’t gonna kiss the girl” has lumiere ever been shy in his life ?

“Would you care to write a drabble of the castle redoing Mrs. and Mr. Potts’s wedding because Chip found his mother’s wedding dress and was bummed that he missed it?“ oh hey unrelated: i never dated a christmas ornament

“imagine plumiere first met AFTER they were turned into objects” um: FUCK YES.

“Batb characters in the titanic” too soon, people. too soon.

“Plumiere prompt: A whole new world! new fantastic point of view. No one to tell us no. Or where to go. Or say we’re only dreaming.” ok

“a touring theatre group comes to perform at the castle” this is more like a headcanon but it’s long as fuck so it ended up here

“cogsworth discovers he can fly” this is so wrong, this is so right

“Card Tricks”—Lumiere & Chip

“Coffee & Tea”—Lefou & Mrs. Potts

“Lion’s Mane”—Cuisiner & Plumette & Adam

“the characters read some of your fics and their reactions” o fuck. crack.

“Ok, but what about someone slipping Lumiere a love potion meant for Plumette??” kisses

Plumette stargazes; Lumiere dates someone else. Veronique

“ding dong we need more cogsworth- can we have something with him and mrs. potts bonding over all of their dumb kids” ding dong yes yes yes we do!

the villagers get cursed. a trash fic!!!![[[[ongoing]]]

Seating Arrangementsare! important! here.

“cogsworth sharing plumette’s first dance with her at her wedding, and…” I don’t dance.

poly garderenza/belle. i love this bullshit. i ship this

“Bonjour you wrote a fic about Luimere taking care of Plumette when she’s sick, can you write one about Plumette taking care of Lumiere? 💛💛” cough!

The First Untethered Hot Air Balloon Flight: oh, fuck.

garderenza content FEELS

“amnesiac belle?” COMPLETED, BITCHES. fucking ga w w d

“Can we have cogsworth headcanons?? Pretty please mon ami??” Dulce et decorum est.

“Eclipse”—Lumiere & Chip

what if the servants came awake again, in modern days? Here

‘do you remember when we were human?’ Plumiere shit.

A history lesson w/Cogs and Lums. Beware the dust. Album.

GARDERENZA HIGH SCHOOL AU !!!

“Woof”— Belle & Frou-Frou

“Fireworks”—Adam & Plumette

“Amnesiac Mrs. Potts?” Eh.

“a midsummer night’s dream au?” welcome to CRACK CITY [x]

“Plumette has a tragic, existential moment.” Pouf-pouf.

“a touring theatre group comes to perform at the castle. like some kind of magic, they can perform shows that don’t even exist yet” [x]

“I would love if you wrote when Plumette and Lumiere came up with Be Our Guest” BE! OUR! GUEST

“The castle adopts a pet? but not like a cat or anything, like they get a pet komodo dragon or something” welcome to the zoo

garderenza’s glory [x]

“Flicker In, Flicker Out.” The curse takes its toll.

“Who would be into divination? the Supernatural? Spooky Shit™?” HEY THERE DEMONS, IT’S YA BOI.

“If each of the servants could write a book, what would they be about?” The Villeneuve Catalog of Literature, fresh off the presses. [x]

“Cogsworth + Lumiere switch personalities?” i fuckin love a good crack prompt. showgirls!

“Socks”—Pere Robert & Mrs. Potts

adam and belle meet as tiny kids

COLLEGE FACULTY AU FIC

sad maurice fic: :)))))))))

“What do the servants do when they can’t sleep?” Shhhh.

Chip being in town when the curse strikes, here [ongoing!]

Belle gets used to the staff being, well.….human again. “New.”

“Have you ever done a role-swap where Belle was the princess and Adam was the boy from the village?“ CHIP. DON’T FUCK WITH THE TIME TRAVEL. Here.

The useless energy of haunted things. “Freaks of Furniture.” Thanks, JSTOR.

@batbobsession collab w/me called “One Moment”—their part is here, my part is there. The servants and the staff take a minute, right before the battle, to face what they’ve become.

“spooky prompt: What If the castle was haunted the year after belle breaks the spell…sadder prompt: What If the ghost was Adams mom…Worse prompt: or his father” THIS IS NOT THE FUN GHOST-HUNTING I ASKED FOR.

“Everyone says that Adam was under the spell ages, so what if the spell went on for 300+ years or whatever, and a woman hiking through the woods kind of went through what Maurice did with the tree being knocked over…” Fucking!!!! Granola bars!!!!!!!!!!!![x] [Ongoing.]

How desperate I became. To erase. To unmake my mouth, my pulse. / To unlive. “The Writing-Desk.”

“So Very Different”—Cuisinier & Garderobe

“how would the staff and Belle and Adam react to some little kids from the village showing up trick-or-treating?“ Something like this, I imagine.

“Amnesiac Cadenza?” i do fucking love an amnesia ask

“During the curse, Adam begins to see ghostly apparitions of the servants’ human forms.” Dead men walking.

“Spooky prompt: A haunted house in Villeneuve.” i just want to talk to the demons!

“These Two Need More Love”—Chapeau & Cuisinier

“A piece inspired by the song, “A Shoulder to Cry On,” aka, ‘80S MUSIC FICS

“Adam, Belle + staff go to pick out/chop down their own Christmas tree……” Yule fic by me + other people! ho ho ho.

way down in hadestown

The fandom-spanning fic, involving Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Doctor Who, and Tulio and Miguel.

“Everyone must leave something behind when he dies, my grandfather said.” Evermore. Thanks Ray Bradbury.

“idk how she got there but Garderobe rules the world.” ❤️

“Oh! How about a story or headcannons of Shane and Ryan doing a Buzzfeed Unsolved Video at the enchanted castle in BatB?” [wheeze] (a FAVE)

“Words”—Garderobe & LeFou.

“what if someone confused the servants with the royals, cuz they dress better than adam and belle?” This happens regularly.

“Pere Robert somehow comes across a Time Turner” ⏳tick-tock⌛️

“Crackfic prompt: Belle is messing around with magic books (AGAIN) and somehow summons dinosaurs.” that’s , uh, that’s chaos theory

plumiere SNUGGLING FOR WARMTH TROPE????

“The BATB characters stumble into The Great Comet” EVERYBODY RAISE A GLASS

“So I’m reading the Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater…..” Here.

“Please give me more singing hair brush!” the fucking hairbrush. Here.

“Please can I have a bunch of adorable hcs where Garderenza are prepping Bassette for their first concert with her singing in it too” that is a hairbrush

arrrrGGHHHH, mateys, that thar be a magical pirates fic, shiver me timbers

“lumiere gets a sunburn” ouCh

“for adelle: maybe the Official Proposal?” Here.

“ what if. an amnesia fic. where they. ALL. Got. A m n e s I a“ —MY BRAND~

“Headcanons for Belle and Adam being the world’s greatest grandparents?” also known as “be a bear, grandpa!”

“Garderenza prompt: ‘You saved my life!’” oh how divine

belle keeps playing with magic and getting everybody fucked

this collab fic with @theteaisaddictive is done! “agathe gets amnesia”

“Whisky and Red Wine”—Lumiere and Belle have a night in.

“AU idea: As belle is leaving the second time, something stops her and she turns and whispers ‘I love you’ before running off.” Can you say “two idiots”?

“ have you ever done any asks about what you think maurice/belle’s mum’s life was like before they had belle???” I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR THE MAURICE SAD!FICS [x]

“something sweet with adam and the plumiere child.” sweet as stolen breakfasts.

“Belle messing with magic again finds one that puts the universe into reverse” this one is straight crack i hope you like it

chip is the middle man for some major lumiworth action

“A traveller stops by for directions […] by coincidence, he’s one of Belle’s *very favorite* authors.” Wow I wonder if the world’s biggest book nerd is going to handle this in a responsible manner [x]

“a man attending a ball at the palace spots plumette, and falls in love with her beauty. she receives an anonymous present of heart-shaped chocolates on her bedside the next day, and assuming they are a present from her dear lover, eats them without a thought. moments later…..” Not exactly this trope but uhhhh it’s a love potion fic babyyyyyyy

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didoublez · 5 years

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Rewired, Part 1

I didn’t believe in vampires, until I had sex with one that is. Yes, I know how cracked out I sound and if I were you I wouldn’t believe me either, but I know what I felt and I know that I wasn’t dreaming, even if I was a bit out of it. You see, I know the difference between reality and fiction. No matter how much I try to convince myself, the bottom line is that my body hasn’t been the same since my encounter with Jay When I say Jay, I’m going to assume that you know that I’m talking about Jay Park. Sometimes, mostly outside of the States, he’s called Park Jaebeom. Eh, I call him Jay because that’s what I’m comfortable with. Anyway, after about a month of convincing, my roommate and I convinced our parents to let us fly up north to a Jay concert and a mini summer vacation. They got us a hotel in Baltimore, added a ridiculous amount of money to our bank accounts, and let us do whatever we wanted as long as we promised we wouldn’t get in trouble. The concert wasn’t for a few days after we got to B-more, so we spent a couple days doing tourist stuff. We went through the aquarium, hunted down the Ace of Cakes shop, and ate sinfully good pasta and Black Out cake at the Cheesecake Factory. We went over to Annapolis and walked around downtown and hit up a couple of the monuments in DC. Finally, it was the day of the concert and we headed to the venue early, determined to get as close to Jay as was humanly possible. There were maybe twenty people in line ahead of us, but they looked like lightweights that we could easily push through. We took turns going to the bathroom, or grabbing something to eat, and even knocking out for a little while until the security team started letting people in. Like I said, it was easy to push our way to the front and it helps that my home girl can move grown men out the way when she’s determined enough to get somewhere. We danced and jumped around for the opening acts, excitement building as time grew ever closer for Jay to come on stage. The announcer couldn’t even say Jay’s name before the venue exploded in applause and screaming, which only increased when the man himself came on stage. I fell for him right then and there. He wasn’t overly costumed, although I kind of knew he wouldn’t be because he’s not really the flashy type. Simple, sophisticated swag-a black V-neck short sleeve shirt that showed off his glorious tattoos and dark jeans slung low on his hips with just a hint of his black and red boxers showing. Perfection is the word that comes to mind. He opened his mouth and I swear I felt like I was listening to Heaven’s angels. I had a quick conversation with God, thanking him for blessing us with this gorgeous, talented specimen of a man and apologizing for all the dirty things I was going to be thinking about said gorgeous, talented man. After saying “Amen” in my head, I turned back to the performance. I caught Jay’s eye whenever he came near our side of the stage. I vowed to never wash my hand when he touched it. I was completely mesmerized and I made sure to burn every moment of the night into my brain so that when I got old I was sure that the only two things I would absolutely never forget would be my name and seeing Jay Park live. Being Jay Motherfucking Park, there was a surprise for us half way through the show. A chair was brought out to the middle of the stage and while he took a moment to catch his breath, he asked for a volunteer from the audience. My arm shot towards him before he got the sentence all the way out his mouth and my roommate and I vied for his attention while he chuckled at all us screaming fangirls. Finally, he got up and after a little bit of teasing he picked. You know he picked me, right? I mean, there wouldn’t be much of a story here if he hadn’t. Anyway, I made my way up to the stage and sat in the chair. “What’s your name?” “Harley,” I answered. He gave me a half-smile and I thought he was going to make a Joker reference but he didn’t. “Harley, have you heard my new mixtape?” “Of course,” I said. “Who hasn’t?” A cheer went up from the crowd at my reply. I grinned at Jay who was grinning back at me. “So, you know this song, right?” The music started playing and my eyes widened when he started to sing directly at me. Yeah Oooo Check it out Let me come on over I'm gonna put you on a sofa And do just like I told yah And work that body right Oo shawty I know that you've been naughty So get up on my lap And work it work it Twerk it oh twerk it He did a little body wave at every ‘work it’ and ‘twerk it.’ He walked to the front of the stage and sang before coming back to me. He pulled his shirt off amidst thunderous cheers and handed it to me while continuing the song. I couldn’t keep my eyes off him as he worked the stage and my hormones to the max. In the room in the bed, We do what we do In the shower for hours, We do what we do On the sofa on the floor, We do what we do Girl anywhere you want, Girl we do what we do At the end of the song he came up to me in my seat and took my hand, kissing the back of it. I thought I was going to melt into a puddle when I was able to think straight and after giving him back his shirt (I was made to. Please know that it wasn’t willingly), he gave me a brilliant smile before I went back to my place. When the next song was about to start I realized that he’d slipped a piece of paper into my hand. There wasn’t much on it, just a name and a number, but I immediately recognized it for what it was. I stuffed the invitation to his room into my bra and went back to enjoying the show. My feet hurt, my throat was raw, and my head was pounding but I hadn’t felt more energized in my life. That boy put on an amazing show. I pulled my friend to the side while we waited for a taxi and showed her my note. She immediately told me to go, noting that I would regret it for the rest of my life if I didn’t. I was glad that she talked me into it, because although I knew it was an once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, I was still a little hesitant. Not that I was doubting Jay, but I knew I could have ended up on First 48, or on the back of someone’s milk carton. Even though it was late, we both left messages for our parents telling them that we’d call them later, that we’d had an amazing time at the show and we were heading back to the hotel to go to bed. It technically wasn’t a lie. Jay just happened to have been staying in the same hotel as we were, I just wasn’t going to bed just yet. I knew that it would probably take a while before Jay got back, so the two of us went to our room and showered. My roommate threw on her pajamas and fought to stay awake with me as I tried to find something cute and sexy, but not hoe-ish to wear to Jay’s room. I finally decided on something, changed, and waited another thirty minutes before heading to room 420. I stood in front of the door for a while trying to get my nerves together. I realized I was never going to not be nervous, so I raised my fist to knock on the door, only to have it open before I could actually touch it. I took a deep breath and walked into the room. There was music playing and Jay was standing right there waiting to close the door behind me. He welcomed me into the room and I followed him through the suite. We stopped in a living room area and I saw two glasses chilling in a bucket of ice and a plate of chocolate covered strawberries. “So you just knew I was going to show up?” I joked. “Nah, I'm not that cocky, but I was hoping you would. Help yourself.” “Thanks, but I don’t drink and I’m allergic to strawberries.” “That’s no problem. You can have whatever you want.” “To be honest, I’m too nervous for anything extra.” I don’t know what possessed me to be so honest with him. Maybe it was the way his eyes sparkled at my confession. I felt compelled to tell him whatever he wanted to know. I wanted to do whatever he asked me to. I shook my head, amazed and a little scared by how intense things had gotten from just one little sentence. “You don’t have to be afraid. I don’t bite…much.” “That was so corny,” I burst out. “It’s the truth,” he said. He sat down and motioned for me to sit on his lap. For a moment I hesitated, but I heard my roommate threatening me in my head so I walked forward with confidence I didn’t know I had. “See, this isn’t so bad, is it?” he asked. No, it’s not bad at all, especially if what I’m imagining is actually about to go down I thought. Jay chuckled. “We can do all that and more. I’m yours until the sun comes up.” My head snapped back to get a better look at him. I was pretty sure that I hadn’t said that out loud but he’d answered anyway. What the actual hell is going on right now? “Your fantasies are about to come true,” he answered my unspoken thought. I tried to get up, but he had my waist in a vice grip and I couldn’t escape. “There’s no turning back,” he told me. He smiled and his canines glistened in the light, pearly white and unnaturally sharp. It was shocking, but somehow I wasn’t as nervous as I was before. Jay raised an eyebrow at me. “What’s wrong with you?” “What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked. I was a little bit offended. I mean, he was calling me abnormal on the downlow. “I just showed you my fangs and you didn’t scream or curse, call a holy name, start praying…your heart rate didn’t even accelerate. This isn’t the kind of reaction I was expecting.” I shrugged. “I don’t know how to explain it, but I’m not scared.” As I spoke I realized it was kind of true. It was more hot than anything and I guess that says more about me than it does about him but whatever. “I’m curious. If you expected me to go running and screaming why did you call me here?” It was Jay’s turn to shrug. “I felt drawn to you since the concert. I could feel you in the crowd if that makes sense. I had to have you.” “And if I hadn’t shown up here?” He gave me a cocky half-smile. “There was no doubt that you wouldn’t be here.” “I thought you said you weren’t cocky.” “I said I wasn’t that cocky. There’s a difference.” “Shut up and kiss me,” I told him. I bent my head towards him and he met me halfway. I moaned when our lips connected, the feeling more intense than I thought should have been possible. He had me melting with just a kiss and I was damn curious to see what the rest of night was going to bring if just a kiss had me feeling like this. “Let’s take this somewhere more comfortable,” he said breaking away from me. I got up and then followed him to the bedroom. He looked at me and winked and suddenly I was standing naked in the middle of the room. I can’t say that it wasn’t a cool effect as I watched the same thing happen to him. I had a hard time not looking down, especially when I could see his eyes darkening right in front of me. I looked down and swallowed hard. I was definitely in for something tonight. “There’s no going back you know,” he said. “And once we do this, your life is going to change forever.” “Ha!” I scoffed. “You sound like one of my romance novels. What are you trying to say? I’m going to have sex with a vampire and turn into some kind of sex junkie? Am I going to get bitten and be magically allergic to the sun for the next few days or something?” “It’s not that, it’s just that…no one else is going to be able to make you feel the way I’ll make you feel tonight.” “I don’t believe you.” “I know you don’t. You’ll believe me soon enough.” He pulled me into him and we landed on the bed. I sank into the soft mattress while he climbed on top of me. We kissed again, more feral than the last time, and I felt him nipping at my bottom lip. He pulled away and looked down at me. It felt as though his gaze was going straight to my soul. I shivered uncontrollably. “It begins now,” he said cryptically. I wanted to ask what he was talking about but my voice was caught in my throat. He lowered his head and placed his lips against my temple until it felt hot. He pecked a small trail down to where my jaw hinged and waited until it heated there too. I was confused and for the life of me, I couldn’t figure out what was going on. He continued the process down to the pulse point in my neck, licking and sucking there until I arched off the bed. Instead of going where I thought he would, he kissed down my arm Gomez Addams style, placing a wet kiss against my brachial artery. I felt like every place he went to was on fire. He made his way down my body, between my legs, but turned instead to nip at my femoral artery. “What are you doing to me?” I managed to say. “I’m rewiring your system,” he said simply. I could feel his breath against my core and I moved my hips forward just a little, trying to entice him. “What does that mean exactly?” “Just what I said earlier-you’re never going to feel this way with anyone else.” He punctuated his statement by pushing his tongue deep inside me. I can’t even tell you what kind of sound came out of my mouth because I don’t know either. Jay laughed at my reaction, then went back to devouring me until I was begging him to just stop and let me breathe. “Don’t tell me you can’t hang,” he said, sitting up and looking at me. I tried to glare at him, but it was taking most of my energy to get my breathing back to normal. “I can hang. I just-I just need a minute,” I said. I sounded lame to myself so I can’t imagine how I sounded to Jay. “It’s only going to get better from here.” He positioned himself above me, his thick arousal pulsing against my thigh, the head of it rubbing teasingly against my entrance. I whimpered, begging without words for him to just fuck me into oblivion. He must have read my mind because he laughed and pushed into me. “Shit…” I said as he sank into me. It was like we were made for each other, the way he slid in. I could feel myself tightening around him and I don’t remember ever having sex feel that good. I bit my lip as I got used to him and then nodded when I was ready. He pulled all the way out and then half way in, again and again and it did nothing but tease me. I started crying and cursing, trying to get him to go harder or faster but he ignored me and kept doing his own thing. I stopped fighting it and he rewarded me by pushing in to the hilt. “Jay…faster, please,” I begged and for once he obliged. His pace increased and so did my moans. Not only was he hitting every spot I owned but I could already feel the tell-tale signs of an orgasm building up behind my bellybutton. “You know it’s not going to be that easy,” Jay panted out. Before I knew what was happening, the feeling was gone. I didn’t know what to do with myself but I watched as Jay put his hand to my pelvis, never stopping moving within me, and an orange dot appeared on my skin. It was intriguing and I didn’t know what to make of it, but I chalked it up to the magic of Jay Park and his awesome vampire skills Without warning I was flipped over so that I had to catch myself on my elbows. Jay’s hands went around my waist and I was pulled into him repeatedly. I felt like a shish-kabob, just being speared by him. Every piece of me, from the roots of my hair to the soles of my feet, was pulsing with desire and the need to release. I was begging again although I’m not quite sure what I wanted anymore. “You ready?” Jay said in my ear. I nodded, still unsure of what was happening. His right hand went under me to the spot that had come up before. I could feel my womb heating up and then I was seeing stars and the moon as I came so hard I couldn’t even speak. My body felt like it was tingling all over and I was vaguely aware of Jay calling out my name and collapsing on top of me before I blacked out. When I came to, Jay was laying beside me with that smirk I’d come to love. “What just happened?” I asked hoarsely. “I marked you,” he said. “Meaning…?” He chuckled. “You’ll find out soon enough. You should get back to your room now.” I was still slightly out of it, but he made my clothes reappear and I took it as a sign he was serious so I left without another word. I let myself into my hotel room and went back to sleep. It wasn’t until sometime after noon when my roommate woke me up. “So…how was it?” I opened my mouth then closed it again. I wasn’t sure how much I should tell her, but I knew I damn sure couldn’t say anything about the whole vampire thing. I wasn’t exactly sure that part was real either. “It was…amazing, spectacular, mind-blowing…do I need to keep going? The boy can put down.” “Come on, tell me details!” “I can’t do that,” I said. “I don’t kiss and tell.” “Then skip the kissing part.” I glared at her and refused to say anything about it. We spent the day in the room because I really wasn’t up to walking around. Sometime that evening, someone knocked on the door and my roommate came back with a note for me. Thanks for last night. Yes, everything you think happened did, including all the supernatural stuff. It’s a perk of being like me. I didn’t mean to wear you out so much. Yes, I know what you’re thinking even if we’re not near each other. Like I said, I rewired your system. You can’t shake me, no matter what. No one else will ever be able to make you feel like I did. You’re mine now- Jay I didn’t know what to make of it, but I tucked the note into my journal and didn’t think about it for the rest of my trip. So, you’re probably wondering what I meant in the beginning about my body being different since my Jay encounter. Let me explain about that now. About two or three months later, I hooked up with an old boyfriend. We were both single and horny and we ended up having sex. I remember him being kind of good, and while he was slobbering all over himself, I couldn’t even enjoy it. I was trying to figure out was wrong with me and I chalked it up to maybe I was just not into him like that anymore. I had an idea, and after a bit of whore-ish behavior my conclusion was that Jay really was a vampire. He’d rewired my system to respond only to him in sexual situations. I still wasn’t sure, so I turned to the internet. I swear you can find anything with a little bit of time, patience and inprivate browsing. My suspicions were confirmed and I groaned in frustration. How could he do this to me? Not that he isn’t fucking gorgeous but to make it to where I couldn’t get off without him…that was just cruel. As if a gift was being sent from whatever saint listens to sexually frustrated females, my message alert when off and in my email was a complimentary ticket to the next Jay show, with airfare and hotel included. At the end of the message, after the small print were the words: I told you, you can’t shake me. I’m the only one you’ll need. I marked you. You are mine. Yes Jay, I thought, I’m yours.

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Brought To Justice: Chapter 3

Odin gives Loki a choice when he is brought back to Asgard: imprisonment, or execution. When Loki chooses the latter, Odin increases his punishment twofold, and Loki is sent back to Midgard in order to repay his debt. Bound by his own magic and forced to obey whatever order Steve Rogers lays out for him, Loki is forced to attempt a redemption he neither wants nor deserves.

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When one is an immortal, the passage time becomes somewhat immaterial. Every day that passes is scarcely an afterthought, a vague understanding that once more, the sun has risen and the sun has sunk beneath the distant horizon, and that another page of Loki’s meticulously kept diary has been filled from margin to margin.

The days on Midgard are shorter than those on Asgard – the planet is small, much smaller than Asgard, and there are only twenty-four hours to the day. It is somewhat frustrating, he must admit, trying to accustom to such short hours, particularly when the Avengers demand such time of him to train (and what a joke this “training” is), and when he has so much to learn, so much to try to learn, to take in.

May 6th, 2014

The Allspeak cannot teach Loki that which he does not already know, and there are thousands of non-familiar concepts, inventions, oddities of this strange little realm, and brands, and names!

“Lift it? What do you mean?” Loki asks, staring at the object before him. A long, steel pole rests upon a custom-made stand, with large weights on each side. There are three weights on each side, labelled 15kg, and Rogers crosses his arms over his chest. Loki moves toward it, tilting his head as he examines the object.

“You just lift it: lie down on your back and— Jesus!” Loki gently brings the rod from its moorings, feeling its weight over his palm. “That’s really that easy for you?”

“Why shouldn’t it be? I weigh three times as much as this.”

“Loki, you’re holding two hundred pounds in one hand. That’s not meant to be easy. Are you using magic?”

“No,” Loki answers. Rogers lets out a laugh, turns away from him, and puts his face in his hands.

May 7th, 2012

“Just try one,” Stark says, and Loki looks up from the packet in his hand.

“Do you want to know how many artificial colouring agents this contains?”

“I most certainly do not,” Stark replies.

“I’m not going to eat that.” Stark sighs, and he puts one of the gummy worms in his mouth.

“Fair enough,” Stark relents, and he snatches the packet back.

May 8th, 2012

“Don’t fucking touch me!”

“I won’t have to touch you if you’ll just stay still, Mr Barton,” Loki retorts, and Barton scrambles away from him, his arm dribbling blood, and Loki puts his left hand up in the air, freezing Barton bodily in his place. Struggle as he might, Barton cannot move so much as a muscle, except to breathe and let out gasping sounds of fear, and Loki lets out a trail of seiðr, healing the wound Barton had sustained when his bowstring had snapped.

Loki releases him, then, and Barton lunges at him, his bloody hand going for Loki’s throat – when he tries to squeeze, he finds the marble column of Loki’s throat will not so much as dimple. He lacks the strength.

“You can’t fucking do that,” Barton snaps.

“What, heal your wounds? I believe you’ll find that I can and, in fact, am bound to.” Clint smacks him across the face, his palm coming hard against the side of Loki’s cheek, and Loki doesn’t feel the need to pretend it hurts. It hurts Barton, though, and he lets out a short, soft sound of pain. Loki’s seiðr comes across the bruised flesh like water, and Clint hisses out a sound as he stalks away from Loki.

May 9th, 2012

“You like cats?” The cat butts against Loki’s cheek, its whiskers brushing over his cheeks and lips, and Loki smiles, softly, rubbing against the young feline’s softly vibrating gullet. Banner is watching him as if Loki is some sort of strange museum exhibit, and Loki glances from him back to the cat.

“My mother keeps cats,” Loki replies. “They’re so small on this planet.”

“How big are they on Asgard?”

“Bigger than you.” Bruce smiles, apparently forgetting for a moment that he oughtn’t smile at Loki.

“Really?”

“No. But bigger than her. Twice her size, perhaps,” Loki answers, and then he stands, walking beside the other man away from the alleyway.

May 10th, 2012

“Who’s this?” Petroyvek says, and Romanov turns to look at Loki. Loki, who has shoulder-length, red hair and pale pink skin, plump lips, and eyes of sapphire blue.

“Intern,” Romanov replies, and Loki breaks the hand of the “goon” that reaches for him.

May 11th, 2012

“You got mail, princess,” Stark says, and he passes an envelope into his hand. Loki stares at it, stares at the handwriting on the front of the envelope, looping to just say Loki. The back of the envelope shines with the golden gilt of the royal seal.

It turs to ashes in his hands, and Stark seems too scared to question him about it.

May 12th, 2012

Loki lies on his back, feeling the cool stone of the tower’s roof beneath his shoulders. He wears a loose button-up shirt, plain trousers, and he stares up at the stars above him. It makes him sick, to look at them.

They’re all wrong.

May 13th, 2012

“You want one?” Barton asks as he hands a ten-dollar bill to the man at the “hot dog” stand. Loki frowns, tilting his head to the side, and shakes his head.

May 14th, 2012

“What are the rules?” Loki asks, and Banner comes to stand a little closer to him, until Banner’s shoulder is brushing against Loki’s elbow. Has he truly forgotten what Loki is so soon? Truly come to trust him so very easily?

“They have to shoot for the basket with a trick-shot,” Banner explains. Rogers bounces the basketball off of a nearby rubbish bin, and it sails easily up into the air, dropping down into the net as Barton groans his frustration. “That means that the ball isn’t just going clean into the net, but they’re bouncing it off something or getting it in by a longshot.”

“Why it called Horse?” Banner opens his mouth, then closes it.

“I don’t know,” Banner says. “Five letters, I guess.”

May 15th, 2012

“What’re you reading?” Sergeant Rhodes asks, and Loki glances up at him.

“The New Testament,” Loki replies. Rhodes stares at him, blinking once. Twice.

“Good read?” he asks.

“I don’t understand why this is presented as one volume. Many of the gospels are repeated several times over, between the individual books. He was undoubtedly an eloquent speaker, regardless of his upbringing, but—”

“Who?” Rhodes asks.

“Christ.” Rhodes stares at Loki, for a long few moments, and then turns on his heel and walks away. Frowning, Loki turns back to the text.

May 16th, 2012

“You just gonna wear a new face every day, now?” Romanov asks him.

“Don’t you get tired of wearing the same one?” Loki asks. Romanov lets out a sound that is almost a laugh – it would be, were it not quite so derisive.

May 17th, 2012

“That’s Lucky,” Barton says.

“It’s a dog. How lucky can it be?” Loki replies evenly as he reads a Wikipedia article about bullet rounds. The article is badly parsed. Loki ought edit it. The dog pads forward, and it lays its head gently upon Loki’s knee, looking up at him with soulful brown eyes. Loki pats its head, gently, and it leaves him – mercifully – alone.

May 18th, 2012

“And now, downward dog…” the woman’s voice is low and soothing, and Loki examines the position on screen for a moment before carefully bringing himself into the position. Many of the poses are perhaps a little basic for his liking, so used as he is to performing his own stretching exercises and contortions, but he should rather begin with these poses and keep up with the instructions when he focuses on a more advanced video.

“You’re gonna become a yoga mom, huh?”

“What connotations does that label come with?” Loki replies, and he stands, examining the pose on the screen before adjusting it slightly, putting his leg over his head instead of at a triangular angle, and he hears Stark whistle.

“Jesus. You’re lucky Clint’s one of us, or he’d be getting you to join the circus.”

“I’m too pretty for the circus,” Loki replies mildly, and Stark laughs.

“Yeah, Pepper said the same thing,” he replies, and Loki flicks the video off, turning to look at the other man. “But with more indignation.” Loki smiles, wanly.

“I see,” he says.

May 19th, 2012

Loki speaks to nobody that day. He finds himself assailed by one of his melancholies, and he spends the entirety of the day in the confines of his quarters, sitting in the corner of the room, his back against the wall.

Another letter from Asgard, unread, rests upon his writing desk, and he doesn’t dare look at it.

May 20th, 2012

Loki lies back in the cold bath, letting out a short hiss of pain. His skin is red and covered in stretches of rash and pained, raised bumps, his ankles and neck swollen more than they should be. When the door bursts open, Loki is far from surprised, and he looks up at Rogers from within the bathwater.

Rogers stares into the depths of the water, his gaze running over Loki’s usually white flesh.

“What the Hell happened?”

“Doctor Banner asked me to join me for a swim in the basement pool. He thought I might be able to shave a few minutes from his lap time.”

“And?”

“I haven’t been swimming for months – I dived into the pool.”

“And?” Rogers presses, and Loki sighs, looking down at his patchy body. Even his face is marked with red spots and painful strips of skin, and he feels like stewing in his water as a bilgesnipe in swamp.

“It would seem I had an allergic reaction,” Loki replies. “Ms Potts forwarded me the list of the cleaning supplies used in the pool, and I would guess it’s the potassium peroxymonosulfate. It’s an oxidizing agent introduced to pools to balance against the amount of chlorine.”

“I thought you were an alien,” Rogers says.

“Aliens have allergies,” Loki replies. “Do you think I lack an immune system as well?” Rogers crosses his arms over his chest, taking a step forward, and his gaze flits downward, stopping between Loki’s legs. His blond brows furrow, and Loki says, for a second time, “Alien.”

“Thor doesn’t look like that,” Rogers murmurs. “And Thor has hair.” If Loki felt nervous about this particular situation, perhaps he would press his thighs together and hide the shape of his organs, but the pain is too widespread to move with such a hurry, and Rogers doesn’t seem the type to become so hung up on such minor details.

“Thor and I are different species,” Loki points out. “As I believe I’ve told you before.”

“That hurt?”

“Terribly.” Loki sighs, softly, and tries to dip himself lower into the water. It becomes cloudy with ice, and Loki relaxes slightly in the freezing press of it against his skin. “My apologies. I ought have tested the waters first.”

“Don’t apologize,” Rogers says, and then he turns to go.

May 21st, 2012

“You ever try some, Loki? Long-pig?” Rhodes asks, and Loki looks across the table at him. Loki had been somewhat nervous about settling at the table with the marks and redness still visible on his face and neck, on the backs of his hands, but no one has mentioned it. If anything, everyone is being almost kind.

“My advice would be not to ask questions you don’t want the answers to,” Loki replies quietly. Rhodes stares at him, then grins, leaning across the table.

“You haven’t,” he says. “You haven’t!”

“You oughtn’t look so excited,” Loki says. “From your perspective, this is cannibalism.”

“How long ago was it? What, a thousand years ago? Two thousand?”

“You can’t just drop out a hint you’ve eaten people and not spill the beans,” Barton jumps in, pushing his sickly-sweet cake aside, and Loki looks around at all of them. Even Rogers looks rather curious, and Loki wonders why he had so overestimated the human capacity for disgust amongst these strange little creatures.

“Human flesh was overly rich and fatty in Nippur, two thousand years ago. I certainly wouldn’t recommend it now.”

“Nippur?” Romanov repeats. “What, in Iraq?”

“It wasn’t called Iraq back then,” Loki murmurs, and then he sets his knife and fork down. “I was young, impulsive. I had learned new spells that very week, and my mind was electrified by the magic within me, driving me nearly feral.”

“So you ate him?” Stark asks, and Loki exhales.

“He was a soothsayer. He told me I should convert.”

“What to?” Banner asks.

“I never found out,” Loki replies, mildly. “I devoured his heart from his chest and roasted his tongue on a spit.”

“Gross,” Barton says. “You eat tongue?” Loki puts his face in his hands, and when the laugh sounds from the around the table, he feels neither small, nor pathetic. The laughter is good-natured, and warm, and Loki feels – for a second – as if he is at home.

May 22nd, 2012

“Good morning, Colonel Fury – I suppose you’re here to see Captain Rogers,” Loki says. “How are you?”

“Shut the fuck up,” Fury retorts as he sails past Loki, and Loki shrugs his shoulders, returning to his book.

May 23rd, 2012

“You wanna come?” Barton asks. Loki glances up from the laptop on the table before him, staring at the other man, and he slowly moves to stand. “What? We’re going to the movies.” Loki takes a few steps forward, examining Barton carefully, and despite how close Loki comes to him, despite how much Barton should fear him, he does not flinch away. He looks up at Loki, his expression a mask of perplexity.

“Your habit of burying trauma in humour and friendly ribaldry is toxic to you,” Loki says, very quietly. Barton leans back, his eyes widening slightly. “Go to the cinema with Ms Romanov, Mr Barton. Put this behind you.”

“What, you think you’re too good to be friends with me?”

“Mr Barton,” Loki says, emphatically. “It is precisely the opposite.” Barton walks away from him, and Loki slowly shakes his head.

May 24th, 2012

“Do a hundred more,” Rogers says. Loki is partway to his feet when Rogers gives the order, and Loki sighs, dropping down onto his palms once again and beginning the round of push-ups once again. “What did you tell him?”

“I told him he should stop attempting to be my friend,” Loki says. “He oughtn’t forget what this is.” Rogers’ foot rests against Loki’s shoulder, and he begins to place his weight upon Loki’s back, pressing down with some of his inhuman strength, and the push-ups become marginally more difficult.

“This is your redemption, Loki. Get your head out of your ass and take it.” A shiver runs down Loki’s spine, and he bites it down, focusing on the burn in his arms, the ache in his palms.

May 25th, 2012

“Pietro Maximoff,” the man says, and when he puts out his hand, Loki takes it. “This is my sister, Wanda.”

“Put your magic away,” she says, and Loki gives a small bow of his head, his expression apologetic. His seiðr is normally stretched about him, tendrils comfortably taking in that which can be felt upon the air – enough, for example, to realize that neither twin is as young as they seem to be, to realize that they are older than they seem. She puts out her hand, and Loki takes it, leaning and pressing a kiss to the backs of her fingers, which are a beautiful brown. “You think I’ll be charmed by this?”

“Of course not,” Loki murmurs, and he looks between the two of them, feeling a soft smile come to his face. “But I know royalty when I see it.” Her brown eyes widen, and immediately her brother steps in, his fists clenched at his sides, and Loki reaches for his hand as well, holding it tightly. His blood runs so fast beneath his skin that Loki can feel it like the thrum of a livewire, and Loki looks between the both of them.

“You look like—”

“My father, yes, I know,” Maximoff mutters. So these are two of the children of the mighty Magneto – a king in his own right, Loki thinks, or he would be. Loki can feel the twist and tingle of reality-bending magic around Wanda’s energy, clinging to her skin like stardust. Loki will only have to use their forenames: it is so complicated with twins.

“Joaquin Phoenix,” Loki replies. “Tony Stark had me watch a film that starred him.”

“I don’t watch TV,” he says, lowly. “Nor film.”

“I don’t care for it,” Loki admits. Wanda pulls her hand away, but Pietro doesn’t: he lets his hand remain in Loki’s grip, and Loki leans, brushing his lips across his fingers too. If it shocks him, it doesn’t show on the other man’s face.

“Should I leave you two alone?” Wanda asks, and Loki smiles.

“If he wants you to.” Pietro withdraws his hand, squinting slightly at Loki, and Loki cannot help the way he grins.

May 26th, 2012

“You got another letter,” Tony says. “You want me to give it to you, or are you just gonna burn it again?” Loki hesitates, looking at the envelope in Tony’s hand, and then he takes it, opening up the envelope and looking at the paper within. Fragments of the wax seal cling to his fingernails, but he barely notices as he looks at the two pages, one written in his mother’s careful script, the other in his brother’s ugly scrawl.

He looks between the two of them, feeling his heart pound in his chest.

“You expected three letters?”

“No,” Loki answers. “But I hoped.”

May 27th, 2012

Dearest brother,

Dear Thor,

Thor,

Dearest Thor,

The nib of Loki’s pen crumples beneath the press of Loki’s hand to the page, and Loki sets it aside, then begins reading the Wikipedia article on the previous iterations of the Avengers Initiative. The Maximoffs have been involved before, back in the seventies, and Loki runs his hand through his hair as he reads through the page before him.

Dear Loki, reads the letter open upon Loki’s table, and Loki cannot help the way his gaze is drawn to it. Loki had sent his reply to his mother yesterday, but Thor’s… Brother, pray, know first of all that I forgive you, whole-heartedly, and with all the love I have to hand. Do not doubt that I adore you, even now: I miss you with every day that passes, and I wish only to forge our bond anew.

Loki closes his laptop, closes his eyes, and tips his head toward the ceiling.

“Loki! Am I teaching you how to make this masala or not?” comes a call from down the hall – Rhodes is in the kitchen, waiting for him, and Loki is desperately glad for the distraction.

May 28th, 2012

“Hard, isn’t it?” Maximoff asks across the table.

“What?” Loki asks.

“Having to be a hero when you know you’re not one.” Loki smiles.

“There are similarities between our situations, of course. For example, we both have blue eyes and prominent noses.” Maximoff laughs. There’s something uncanny about the way he moves, perhaps because he is naturally inclined to moving so very fast, because he is slowing himself down for Loki’s benefit, as he does everyone else.

“Pass the salad,” Romanov says, and Loki does.

“You aren’t an Avenger,” Loki murmurs. “You still have a contract with the X-Factor, do you not?”

“You aren’t an Avenger either,” Maximoff replies. “Yet.” Loki smiles.

“No. I’m not.”

May 29th, 2012

Dearest Thor,

I regret my haste in avoiding the first letters yourself and Mother sent to me: I hope you know I did not mean to be uncaring, or unfeeling. I was driven by fear alone, unable to bear glancing at the parchments I thought would condemn me ever more than I already am condemned… And I was wrong to doubt you.

The events of New York, I would tell you— They were not entirely within my control. I would not ask you sympathize with me, for I still made the choice to attack your Avengers, still laid out a plan that would harm your few friends on Earth.

I am safe, brother, and I am well. Captain Rogers treats me well, although he has no obligation to do so, and I feel almost comfortable in my position here. I am not a hero at my core: it does not come naturally to me to be self-sacrificing, to be as you are. And yet my very magic binds me in my bones, makes me become accustomed to my situation in a way I would not without it.

I have always struggled, as you know, in search of happiness. I have seen Angrboða go before me to Hel; I have felt my children taken from me; I have parted ways with Sigyn, after the death of our two boys. I feel ever adrift on a vast ocean, unsinking, with no shore in sight.

Let me be as you are. Let me try.

With all my love, Your brother in bond if not blood, Loki

-----✪-✪-✪-Ⓐ -✪-✪-✪-----

Steve stands in the middle of Central Park, sunglasses balanced on his nose to protect from the glare of the sun. It isn’t as warm as it looks, but Steve just wears a light t-shirt and a pair of shorts, already having done his morning jog. Once again, the young black guy – another soldier, is right in front of him, and he is approaching Steve with a smile on his face.

“Out here making me look bad again, huh?”

“I don’t need to make you look bad,” Steve replies, putting his hand out to shake, his dossier held at his side, and the soldier takes it firm in his own hand. “You do that all on your own.”

“Sam Wilson,” the soldier says, and Steve smiles.

“Steve Rogers.”

“Uh, yeah, I know. You saved New York a month ago?” Steve shrugs his shoulders, feigning a lack of care, and he and Sam then chuckle together, sharing a laugh. Steve watches as Sam pulls his water bottle up to his lips, taking a long drink before he glances at the dossier in Steve’s left hand.

“What’s that? Paperwork?”

“Something like that,” Steve says, and he turns his head. The young man that comes running toward them looks to be in his early twenties, his skin fair, his eyes a soft, sea-green. He’s running fast, and this is his fifteenth lap of the park, but he still hasn’t broken a sweat. Skidding to a stop in front of them, Steve reaches back, grabbing a bottle off the bench and passing it over – the runner takes a short sip, then reaches up, pushing his red hair out of his eyes. “You’re not sweating. Isn’t this hot weather for you?”

“I don’t sweat, Captain Rogers,” the runner replies, and Steve looks down at the folder.

“Did you write that down?”

“Why would I write that down? Is it important that I sweat?”

“Do another lap,” Steve says.

“But I—”

“Go!” Tossing the bottle back to Steve, Loki takes off, and Steve grabs a pen out of pocket, scribbling “doesn’t sweat” at the top of the page he’s on. Loki had passed the dossier onto Steve two days after he’d arrived, handwritten with a fucking index at the back, but the thing is like a damned book, and Steve has barely read halfway through it.

“Training new super soldiers?” Sam asks, his lips quirking into an easy smile, and Steve exhales slowly, shaking his head. They’d decided the day after Loki had touched back down on Earth to keep the situation secret from the public for now – better to have him appear as someone else for now, and to wait until they’d fully catalogued what the guy could or couldn’t do before they put him in the field and started selling him as a guy out for redemption.

“He’s not in the same league as super soldiers,” Steve says, and Sam laughs, clapping him on the shoulder.

“Shit,” Sam says, looking down the trail Loki had taken. “Kid’s giving you a run for your money?” This shouldn’t be part of Steve’s purview right about now. Steve should be chilling out, making a list of the stuff he still needs to learn about this modern new world – like Loki is – and he isn’t. Tony is taking over the Avengers management, and Steve… Steve has his hands full with Loki.

“You have no idea. Doesn’t even realise he’s supposed to be sweating. You know how many laps he’s done?”

“How many?”

“That’s his sixteenth.”

“Jeeze,” Sam says. “How do you—” There’s a loud, crackling bang on the air, sounding heavily on the warm breeze, and Steve’s head whips in the direction of the gunshot. Immediately, he and Sam are running toward it, Sam falling behind as Steve’s comparative speed kicks in, and Steve zones on the sound of a struggle, coming into a wooded area of Central Park and scrambling through some thick bushes.

“I told you to stick to the path!”

“You also told me I had to help people in danger!” Loki snaps back, and he bends his head, his red hair shining in the light that dapples in through the trees above their head. The girl across his lap has deep brown skin and natural hair, a ring through her nose: Loki is carefully pushing her hair aside to work on the wound on the side of her skull. Steve can see that the bullet has glanced off the side of the girl’s head, and he glances around for the shooter, listening for pounding feet.

There are none.

He kneels down beside her, and he stares as Loki weaves his magic into the flesh, rebuilding it before Steve’s eyes, building up the fragmented skull. Loki has his palm tangled in her hair, his gaze focused, but far away, and Steve just wishes he’d had the time to get to the bit in the dossier on Loki’s healing.

“She gonna be okay?”

“She’ll be fine,” Loki answers, and he taps the girl’s face, gently. She stirs, her eyes opening, and she shocks in her place, but he shushes her in a very soft, low voice. “I’m so sorry for shocking you.”

“Eli had a gun, he was gonna— Shit—”

“Sit up carefully,” Loki instructs, and Steve leans back, his hands on his knees as the girl comes up into a sitting position, looking around her wildly. Behind Steve, he feels Sam’s steps come up behind him, but Steve doesn’t even need to put up a hand to stop for him to get the message.

“What happened? Where is he? He was waving this gun around, talking about… Shit, I don’t even know…” She trails off, and Steve watches the way Loki’s hand settles on her arm.

“He ran,” Loki murmurs. “What’s your name?”

“Vanessa,” she says. She’s breathing heavily, and for the first time, she turns to look at Steve. Her lips part, her eyes widening slightly.

“You fainted,” Loki murmurs quietly. “It’s an understandable reaction – when we’re given a big shock, sometimes our vagus nerve, which connects our lungs and heart to our brain, is prompted by the sudden change in blood pressure, and we lose consciousness in a fainting spell. Your lovely hair cushioned the blow quite nicely.” Despite the shock of the situation, Steve can see Vanessa’s lips twitch, and she smiles.

“You saved me. I remember— He was about to pull the trigger.”

“Just happenstance, I fear,” Loki says mildly, patting her shoulder once more. “Very lucky, too – he might have shot you.” Standing, he offers her his hand to help her up, and she lets out a short, nervous sound. “You should call someone. Your mother – a family member. You oughtn’t be alone.”

“Yeah, I, I’ll call my mom. Thanks, uh— What’s your name?”

“Hamish,” Loki says smoothly. “Have a good day, Vanessa. Stay safe.” It doesn’t look exactly like she wants to go – Steve can see the curiosity on her face, the way she wants to linger, but the way Loki suggests stuff, it comes across as… Not an imperative, but a push, at least, and Steve has to wonder if there is magic in the words themselves. Steve can see Vanessa tap a number into her phone and hold it to her ear as she keeps on walking, and Loki sits back on his heels.

“Hamish, huh?” Sam says. “What, you English?”

“Samuel, is it? Who are you, the son of Hannah?”

“Don’t get nasty with strangers,” Steve mutters under his breath, knowing Loki will hear him, and Loki closes his mouth shut, crossing his arms over his chest. “And don’t use the Bible to do it, people will think you’re some crazy church guy.”

“Nah, my mom was called Deborah. I’m the son of Paul, though,” Sam says, not seeming too offended, and he puts his hand out to shake. Loki takes it, politely. “Guy ran off?”

“No,” Loki replies, and he glances to Steve, asking silent permission. Praying Loki isn’t going to show them a body, Steve nods his head. Loki takes a few more steps away from them, reaching into some thick hawthorn bushes, and he drags out the guy inside. Eli, a white boy with a California tan, is out cold, and in pulling him out from the bushes, Loki has caught his forehead on the hawthorn – a thin trickle of blood is coming away from his brow. Loki frowns, reaching down to heal it, but Steve catches his arm, giving a slow shake of his head.

“We’ll take him to the station,” Steve says, and Loki reaches into the bushes, using a handkerchief to hold the gun.

“Glock,” Loki says.

“Very good,” Steve says, then looks at Loki expectantly, arching his eyebrows. Loki looks between Steve and Sam once again, and Steve says, “It’s fine. Tell me what it is.”

“It’s a fourth-generation Glock 17. Magazine capacity of 17, and it’s a semi-automatic handgun, popular with law enforcement… No serial number: it’s been scratched off.”

“What rounds does it take?” Sam asks.

“9 by 19mm rounds – Parabellum. One of the most popular rounds in the world, actually, particularly for military use – it was designed by Georg Luger in 1902 and the name actually derives from the Latin: si vas pacem, para bellum: if you seek peace, prepare for war. I was just reading last night—” Christ, the man takes in information like a sponge. Tony had shown him Wikipedia in the first week he was here, and the guy just takes in page after page of information – seemingly to memorise it.

“That’s enough,” Steve says, and Loki does.

“You in the army?” Sam asks.

“Goodness no,” Loki replies, and when Steve stares at him, he amends, unconvincingly, “I’ve not the wherewithal for such hardship.”

“I’ll see you, Sam,” Steve says, and Sam presses a piece of paper into his hand – a phone number. “You picking me up?”

“Not without a little more benchwork,” Sam replies: Steve half grins, despite himself, and Sam gives him a mock salute as he heads off, and Steve can’t help but watch him go. Then, he turns his head: Loki’s lips are twisted in a sour scowl, and he stares down at the man prone on the ground before them.

“I wasn’t expecting this situation, Captain Rogers,” Loki murmurs quietly. A little apprehension shows on the pale face of Hamish Adams, and Loki adds, “She let out a sort of half-scream, but his hand had clapped over her mouth – if I hadn’t stepped in, she surely would have—”

“You don’t have to justify it,” Steve says. “You made the right call. Did he see anything?”

“No, I came up behind them. My reflexes weren’t quite fast enough, but any slower and the bullet—”

“Yeah, I get you,” Steve says. “Let’s go.”

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“Where’ve you been?” Tony asks, and Bruce sighs, slowly sinking into the mesh chair across from Tony. They’re at a Jewish deli Happy had recommended, and Tony pushes the cup of coffee waiting for Bruce across the table to him, watching the other man take the drink and take a long, slow sip. Bruce is dressed in a green shirt, and Tony is dressed in slacks and a t-shirt, his sunglasses hiding a good amount of his face from view as he leans back in the seat.

“The police station, and then Avengers Tower,” Bruce murmurs. “Steve needed to stick around and give more statements, but he wanted someone to walk Loki back to the Tower, and Clint wouldn’t do it.”

“You blame him?” Clint is avoiding Loki entirely now, barely even looking at the guy if it can be avoided, and Tony only vaguely knows what the Hell passed between them.

“No,” Bruce replies. “I was kinda apprehensive, if I’m honest.”

“What did you talk about?” Tony asks, and Bruce runs his fingers through his hair, its waves giving way under his hand. “Let me guess. He didn’t say a word.”

“No, no, he did,” Bruce says, shaking his head. “Told me the whole story. He was jogging in the park – Steve’s getting him to do laps – and as he hears this shout of surprise, some girl crying out. So he busts through the bushes, and sees this guy, her boyfriend – Eli Henderson – with a Glock in his hand, ready to shoot this poor girl’s brains out. Turns out this guy thought she was having sex with her psych professor, and was ready to kill her over it – completely unfounded, apparently – and Loki stepped in. Caught the gun out of the guy’s hand just as he was shooting, so that the bullet just grazed her instead of going right through her face, knocked Henderson out…” Bruce rubs his temples, slowly shaking his head. “I dunno. Something just doesn’t sit right with me about the whole thing.”

“What do you mean?” Tony asks, and Bruce sighs.

“Steve was glad. Excited, even – Loki stepped in and saved somebody without a thought. But Loki, God, the guy might as well be telling me about a Wiki article he read. It’s like it doesn’t matter to him at all. I’m not expecting him to be Mr Fantastic overnight, but…” Bruce trails off, and he pushes his glasses up his nose. Tony can see the calmness in him, the surprising ease with which he conducts himself – this isn’t a guy frightened of unleashing the Hulk at any second. Not right now, anyway. “I keep forgetting he’s an alien.”

“Me too,” Tony murmurs. “You think it’s ever gonna work? Him as one of us?”

“I don’t know,” Bruce says, tapping his fingers against the desk. “You and Steve are working out a whole initiative, right? Some of the local heroes… I heard you were gonna poach some of the X-Men. What, the Maximoffs aren’t enough for you?”

“We only have one of the Maximoffs, and… It’s not poaching if they come to us,” Tony replies, and Bruce grins.

“You sound like Jen,” Bruce says, and Tony gasps woundedly, putting his hand over the Arc Reactor dully shining from beneath his shirt.

“Me? Sounding like a lawyer? That’s a horrible thing to say.” Tony frowns. “Wait, no, she’s also your cousin, and that’s even worse. I don’t want to be related to you.”

“Worried you’ll turn green?”

“Worried I’ll turn nerdy.” Bruce laughs, showing all of his teeth, and Tony smiles to see him smile. “I’ll talk to him, Bruce. See… What’s up.”

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Loki sits in the corner of the common room, sitting straight-backed on a dining chair, his feet planted on the ground, his gaze on his laptop screen. It’s incredible, Tony thinks, how quickly he’s picked it up – his fingers flash across the keys as if he’s been touch-typing for years, and as he reads page after page he takes careful notes in a leather-bound diary, his pen (we’re past the quill, now, huh?) leaving curving lines over the parchment. He sits right next to the wide windows – Tony’s noticed he seems to be drawn to spaces where he can survey a lot at once, like a damned cat.

“You can have an armchair, you know,” Tony calls as he comes into the common room, his hands in his pockets, his head tilted slightly to the side. Loki looks up from the laptop, his lips parting. “Or the couch. Maybe a beanbag.”

“Beanbag,” Loki repeats, and Tony watches his fingers flash across the keys, press Enter… Loki’s face is a mask of disapproval. “That seems very undignified.”

“That’s life on Earth for ya, your highness. It’s indignity all the way to the top.”

“I’m not a prince any more, Mr Stark,” Loki replies evenly. Tony wonders if there will come a point where Loki calls any of them by their first names, or if they’re going to eternally be “Captain Rogers,” “Mr Stark” and “Doctor Banner.” He looks back to his laptop, then turns his head sidelong, his gaze settling on Tony’s face. “Have you need of me?”

“Wanted to ask how your day went,” Tony replies, mildly. “Bruce says you got into the hero business a little early.”

“Oh, that,” Loki says dismissively, and he stands from the chair, setting his laptop and his notebook aside. He wears a tight-fitting, light blue shirt that’s open at the collar, paired with black trousers that are tight at his hips and calves, and his hair is tied messily in a loose bun. Tony’ll give it to him – the guy blends into the New York Streets so easily that even with the exact same face he wore to pulverize the city a month ago, nobody notices him. “I was obeying orders.”

“You didn’t have to save that girl,” Tony says. “Didn’t have to knock the guy out so Steve could take him to the cops. Didn’t have to do any of it.”

“Fourteen days ago, Captain Rogers: if you see someone in immediate danger, and there’s not enough time to tell someone else, step in. Save them if you can. Nineteen days ago, Captain Rogers: don’t kill anybody, but knock someone peacefully out if they’re getting violent. Eight days ago, you: you’re meant to be a hero, now, Loki, and you can’t just stand by if someone’s getting hurt.” Tony stares at him, and Loki stares back.

“Well,” he says, trying to grab at something to say in response to that, “Didn’t it feel good?”

“What?”

“You saved her,” Tony says. “You saved that girl’s life. Doesn’t that make you feel good?” Loki tilts his head to the side, seeming to consider the thought. Jesus, he is alien sometimes. He’s almost robotic, the way he thinks about this simple question, but Tony isn’t gonna hold that against him.

“No,” he says. “I don’t feel anything about it. She wasn’t important.”

“Of course she was important,” Tony says, reaching out and touching the side of Loki’s arm, and Loki looks down at the touch of his hand as if Tony is poking him with a stick, but Tony powers through. “Listen, Loki, that kid is gonna live a long life, live happily, all because you didn’t let that stupid kid murder her just ‘cause he could.”

“Long life?” Loki lets out a derisive sound. He curls his lip in obvious disgust, and he crosses his arms tightly over his chest.

“Well, not by your standards, sure, but by hers,” Tony says, trying to be patient, but Loki cuts him off before he can say anything.

“No, she isn’t,” Loki retorts.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Brain tumour. Occipital lobe. I would estimate a life expectancy of six months, at most.” Loki’s voice is cold, clinical, and Tony stares at him, unable to say anything at all. Loki clenches his fists at his side, setting his jaw. “What was the point of it? What’s the point of saving her if she’s going to die anyway?”

“It’s okay,” Tony says softly, and Loki’s gaze becomes fiery, his breathing heavy.

“You think I care? About that pathetic little girl, I could—”

“It’s okay,” Tony repeats, and he puts both of his hands on Loki’s shoulders, holding him tightly in place. “Calm down.”

“I am calm!” Loki growls, and Tony tightens his grip as he feels Loki’s shoulders shake, holding him in his place. Loki trembles visibly, his breaths coming fast and heavy, and he sets his jaw. “I’m going to be—” Tony is already stepping aside, and Loki’s light lunch spatters loudly into the pail he conjures from the air at large. Jesus Christ. Where’s Steve when you need him?

“You okay?” Clint asks from the doorway, and Tony gives the other guy a nix motion, shaking his head and drawing his hand over his neck, but Clint ignores him, his eagle-eyed gaze on Loki. His whole body convulses as he gags, and when he finally stops, the bucket bleeding away from his hands like a hologram deconstructing, his face is a chalky white. “What happened?”

Loki says nothing. Stares down at the carpet of the little room, and then walks away. Tony heads over to the other side of the room, closing his laptop and putting his notebook on top of it, ready to take them back into Loki’s room.

“Is he sick again?” Clint asks, and Tony shakes his head. He turns to look at Clint, pressing his lips together for a moment, and Tony reaches out, touching Clint’s shoulder. “Not more allergies?”

“You hear he saved that kid?”

“Yeah.”

“She’s dying.” Barton lets out a low sound, shaking his head, and he runs his hand through his blond hair.

“Shit, man. That’s rough. He tell her?”

“No, I don’t think so,” Tony mutters. “We’ll leave him for a while. Let him… Chill. You and him, what’s up with that?” Clint sighs.

“He says I’m prone to self-sabotage.”

“Your therapist agrees, right?”

“I don’t have a therapist.”

“You probably should, buddy.”

“I’ll go if you will,” Clint replies, and Tony laughs.

“You got me, Legolas. Let’s stay unhealthy together.” Clint puts up one first, and Tony – almost without thinking – bumps his own against it. Doesn’t play well with others, Tony’s ass.

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When Steve enters Loki’s bedroom, Loki is on the floor in front of his window, his head between his legs, his fingers interlocked against the back of his skull, palms beneath his ears. “Rhodey teach you the brace position?”

“Get out.”

“Yeah, I’ll go where I want,” Steve replies, kicking the door shut behind him. “Vanessa Pearson has a brain tumour?”

“Mmm.”

“And you want us to feel sorry for you?” Loki’s head pops up from between his knees, his pale, chalky face a mask of anger.

“What? No, I—”

“Then walk it the Hell off!” Steve says, and Loki stands, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. “You listen to me, and you listen to me now. You don’t get to decide how long people live. You get a chance to save somebody, you’re gonna take it, and you’re gonna smile about it afterwards.”

“I—”

“Smile,” Steve orders, and Steve feels his stomach turn as Loki’s lips curve into a smile, his teeth showing, his thin lips pink in the light. The smile doesn’t reach his eyes, which are full of rage, and Steve says, lowering his voice, “You aren’t a god any more, Loki. You do the job, you get it done, and that’s enough. You hear me? That’s all you can do.”

“But if it doesn’t matter—”

“Loki, it does matter,” Steve interrupts him. “Six months doesn’t mean anything to you – you have millennia behind you, and I bet you the days feel like nothing to you. But to her? To that girl? They could mean everything. You don’t kill people any more, okay? And if you have the chance to save somebody and you don’t take it, you may as well be killing them. You can stop smiling.” The expression bleeds from Loki’s face, and Loki reaches up, tracing the curve of his own lips. “I’m not gonna order you to feel good, Loki, but I could. Do you understand me?”

Loki’s smile comes back. It’s the barest ghost of an expression, and he takes a slow step forward, closing the space between the two of them, and his eyes are alight with energy.

“What?”

“I’ve suddenly found some respect for you,” Loki murmurs.

“Suddenly, huh?” Loki is too close. He’s barely an inch or two in front of Steve, now, so close that Steve can smell the subtle cologne he’s started using, so close that Steve should be able to smell the vomit on his breath, but obviously Loki has washed his mouth out. Probably did it before he lay down on the ground like this. “What do you think you’re doing?”

“Are you going to call him?” Loki asks. His eyes shift slightly as they search Steve’s face for some sort of response. “Steve?”

“You think I shouldn’t?”

“He’s certainly handsome,” Loki murmurs.

“Not what I asked.” Loki’s lips part, and he leans in, leans closer, until his lips brush against Steve’s, and Loki’s mouth is as cold as ice, coming against Steve’s own skin like he’s just chilled them on something first. Steve feels a tingle start in the base of his spine, but he keeps his expression completely impassive, looking Loki right in the face. Hesitation might not be in Loki’s nature, but it shows on his face now.

“May I?” he asks in a whisper.

“You asking me as a friend, or as your commanding officer?”

“We’re not friends,” Loki says, seemingly reflexively, and Steve begins to walk away, putting his hand on the door – he expects Loki to protest, expects him to say something else, or chase after him, grab him, even. He doesn’t.

“You’re right,” Steve says, and he closes the door behind him.

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Loki stands in his bedroom, his arms held loosely in front of his chest, his gaze focused on the door. His mouth is dryer than it ought be, and the room feels uncomfortably hot, clinging to his skin, needling at it.

Loki climbs onto his bed, and he tastes the rejection and the power Rogers had wielded over him at once. Vanessa Pearson couldn’t be further from his mind.

#steve rogers x loki #loki x steve rogers #marvel #mcu #fanfic #dictionary writes #LISTEN #this AU is killing me

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thegastricadventure · 4 years

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Welcome to Surgery Day!

Alright so, this was an interesting turn of events. You go in to the OR and honestly I remember doing breathing exercises to try to keep myself calm. I don’t even remember the people telling me to count backwards. I think they already knew I was freaking out and knew I was in my own zone to keep myself calm. It was nice, the whole staff was great!

They sat with me before hand and helped keep me calm and were talking to me until things went back. I know I was kind of out of it because every time they asked for my birthday I would say 1983. Of course this threw them off and they asked for my whole birthday and would sigh and go “1 - 9 - 8 -3. 1983″ It took a second for them to get it but I have always been amused that my birthdate is also the year I was born.

So the surgery went well for me. I had other things happen that most people won’t. I have a scarred liver so the doctor took a biopsy of it to make sure everything was functioning right and there was nothing else wrong with it. He told me late that day that there was a lot of scarring but it looked like it was repairing itself. The liver is just as amazing as your skin yaknow? It repairs itself. You could lose the majority of it and it will regrow. It will be slow but it does it.

Because of him seeing the scarring I had to explain about how we found out I was allergic to acetaminophen (Tylenol, Ofirmev, Mapap, Pharbetol, FeverAll, Tylophen, Tactinal --- It is called different things all over the world}.

Side Storytime:

Back when I was 25 I got the flu really really bad. I was taking Nyquil and Dayquil as directed on the packaging. I was going on a week of taking them and was getting ready to make a doctors appointment to see what else they could do. So poor sick me was at home with my then boyfriend and our roommates. One of them called and needed a ride home from work. I was the only one who could drive legally so I sighed and said sure. I wasn’t going to make someone walk home 2 miles in snow and cold. So I left and picked up my friend and started to drive back home. Suddenly I saw darkness creeping into my line of sight. Just the periphery, but it was slowly overtaking all of my eye site. I pulled off the main road and onto a side road and pulled over onto a side walk.

Low and behold I pulled over and went into park right before I blacked out for a minute or two. By the time I woke up there was a stranger there pulling me out of the car and wrapping me up in blankets. The amazing part was he was an off duty EMT and knew what to do. He called his buddies and they came and picked me up, my friend drove my car home (we were seriously like 3 blocks from home!) and he told everyone what happened.

I was put into an ambulance and driven to the hospital (funny enough it was the same hospital I am had my surgery at!) I was rushed inside and they did blood work. I severely dehydrated, had no potassium in my system and of course a ton of acetaminophen. Because of that last thing there I was put on suicide watch. Oh boy, what fun that was. I was strapped to a bed and had to have someone in the room with me constantly. When the doctors finally came in to talk to me they found out I hadn’t tried to kill myself I just had a build up of acetaminophen in my system. So after that I still had to have nurses/security in the room with me but I ended up getting all the pregnant nurses who shouldn’t be on their feet for long stretches of time anyway (since you have to stay on suicide watch until you are cleared by a psychiatrist). We both enjoyed it, all of them got to hear my dad jokes and funny stories while I was on a drop with potassium and fluids. About 3 hours into the stay there, they came in to give me the counteraction of acetaminophen and left again.

About 20 minutes after the injection I was in the middle of a story and I stopped. The nurse asked me if I was okay and I asked her if my legs should feel like they are on fire. She said no and came over to uncover my legs. They were swelling up and bright red. That was all I remembered for the rest of the night. I apparently blacked out, my heart rate went erratic and it was scary. I was having a seriously badly allergic reaction to both the acetaminophen and it’s counteraction. They all felt back by the time I woke up, and then informed me I was allergic to both. My liver would not process either of them so I needed to avoid both as much as humanly possible (which is hard as hell since acetaminophen is in everything).

Later that morning the psychiatrist came in and asked my the usual questions: Are you depressed? Are you thinking of harming yourself or others? Have you thought of killing yourself?

Me being who I answered “Everyone gets depressed in winter, the lack of sun does that. Everyone has thought of hurting someone or themselves at least once in their life, but the question is have I ever thought I could act out those thoughts and if that is the question it is no. I don’t need that drama in my life. As for suicide? Nah. I’m too lazy for that crap.” From there I explained why I was too lazy, and why I thought killing myself would be too much work. I was obviously cleared as soon as I finished that explanation.

However, now I had a new story about how I am allergic to acetaminophen and probably have a damaged liver. Luckily I had friend and family who look out for me with medications and are constantly looking for things that doesn’t have acetaminophen in them. I have found a few but man, they are far and few between.

TLDR: The hospital though the flu meds were how I was killing myself and they almost killed me trying to get the acetaminophen out of my system.

I probably won’t know the results of the biopsy until I see my doctor on our follow up later this month.

After you are done with the surgery you go into a recovery area where they wake you up. Since there is a tube down your throat while you are being operated on they give you ice chips to suck on and such until you are cleared for clears (ha).

My room wasn’t ready right away so I stayed in the recovery back for longer that I probably should have been and I had a nurse with me the whole time because I had oxygen issues (this always happens with anesthesia and me) and the entire time she was pretty much prepping me for my ride upstairs. By the time I was going up I was fully awake and having deep conversations with the nurse and two orderlies that were moving my bed.

The room I was given to do my overnight recovery was huge it probably could have two people in it and their families comfortably. I met my mom, new nurses and staff and said good bye to the surgical recovery team.

My mother helped me unpack a little so I could have everything I needed within reach and gave me a hug and kiss before she left again. We did live an hour away and my daughter had homework she needed to do that night. Plus my mom had to be home so I could video chat with the kid later that night.

I was on IVs and pain killer drips for a bit, and they had my legs in these cuffs that randomly squeezed my calves to keep the blood flowing so no clots would happen. However, about 4 hours into my stay I decided I was done just laying there, plus I really had to pee. So I called in my nurses who helped unplug me from the various machines and helped me wheel myself to the bathroom.

I previously had made a promise to myself before my surgery that every time I got up to pee, take a shower or whatever I would going to try to walk a lot. Even if it was only to my door and back. So I kept my promise after I showered I asked if I could walk out in the hall, the nurses looked at me like a grew a second head but said sure. So thus began my new adventure of seeing how many people were on the same floor and wing as me and what their surgeries were (since what we all had had done was listed on the outside of our doors). So I walked the lap they plugged me back in and asked if I could eat. So I started on clears.

I ate my food and started to sip on water and suck on ice the rest of the evening while I watched the election results start to poor in. About that time I called my family and video chatted with my kid. According to my mom and dad when I got off the phone with her, it was like a weight was lifted off her chest and she took a shower and went straight to bed. She was obviously more stressed about everything than what she was letting anyone know. Seeing me in the video helped her know I was okay, but she said I looked really tired. I am not going to like I was really tired.

I kept with my promise, every time I got up I unplugged all my things and went pee or got more water, then walked a lap. Each time my lap got bigger and bigger. The nurses were only ever called when my heart monitor leads fell off or I needed something like ice.

They said I was an anomaly, most people who went through what I did they had to force out of bed to walk around. I was doing it on my own. The majority people were calling them constantly for pain medication, I stopped taking any pain meds about 9pm that night, it didn’t hurt so why take something I didn’t need? Plus they were always asking if I though I needed it. I think they did give me some around 3 am, because my little insomniac self couldn’t sleep so I was finally able to get about 4 hours of shut eye which helped out a lot.

Come the next morning I got more new nurses and the night shift left. They did come into the room before they left to say goodbye because everyone knew that I was going home as soon as I talked to the doctor. That morning my doctor came in way earlier than anyone thought he would. We talked about my biopsy and how the surgery went and my recovery times. I asked him if I was allowed to shower and he said of course. So after he left I called in my nurse and asked if I could get towels and such for my shower.

Again after the shower and when I had redressed I was off walking laps again.

It was around noon that I finally went home, after I could prove I could eat liquids and keep them down. The nurses all came to say good bye to me and had one of them walk me down to the entrance, they asked if I wanted a wheel chair and I said naaaah, I needed to keep moving or I would get lazy.

By the time we got to the entrance my parents had finally pulled up and I got into our car and left to go home. You better believe after I got home I ate some lunch (cream of chicken soup and pudding for the win) and went to go take a nap in my own bed.

I was in the hospital for a grand total of 28 hours, most people I guess are there for 36-72. So I guess I should be really thankful for my stubborn genetics and my normal diet. My whole family heals quickly and usually refuses to let ourselves become completely inactive. We just want life to get back to normal as fast as possible.

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hollowaymason1995 · 4 years

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thepageofapillow · 7 years

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i stare down the sun, i part every sea.

Summary: For years, Jaehwan has been a medical mystery. He’s had thousands of needles prick him and cotton swabs touch his tongue. The reason for this is because of one boy: Jung Taekwoon.

Pairing: Jaehwan/Taekwoon

Word Count: 7.6K

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A/N: I wrote this completely at work because my computer decided to stop working lol. Inspiration just struck and I had to. But now the computer has returned from the dead and I can post this and edit it! Hope you enjoy!

Jaehwan has always took life with a grain of salt. Everyone says life is hard, that it’ll eventually get tough and unbearable. Jaehwan takes this ideal and flips it upside down a few times, making sure to have as much fun as possible, even when he is upset or going through hard times.

This idea he’s had since he was a child is still going strong. Though it’s dwindling as every year passes with no answer.

You see, Jaehwan is a medical mystery. Ever since he was a boy, he got sick often. In first grade, he got frequent hives and often had to go to the doctor to get them treated. They never went away. As the years went by, his symptoms gradually got better, but that only came in middle school. He still got sick often, but the hives were gone forever.

Eventually, it led him to just having occasional sneezes and coughing bits. He times them. They’re one every half an hour. And why is that?

Jaehwan has played detective on himself for the past 10 years and deduced that he is definitely allergic to something. Well, that’s what the Google searches he did at 3 AM told him.

All his symptoms lined up with one key event: meeting Jung Taekwoon. He was allergic to his friend.

Jaehwan knows it sounds crazy, and that’s exactly what his other friends said when they found out, but he has this gut feeling that it could be a definite possibility.

He recalls the first time he got symptoms. He was six.

The playground is so big these days since they added a new swingset and jungle gym. Jaehwan is ecstatic. He knows he’ll be able to impress the other kids with his climbing skills. He’s practically a monkey.

The one kid he wants to impress, though, looks uninterested. Come to think of it, Jaehwan doesn’t even think he knows this kid’s name. He really wants to be his friend.

He’s one of the quieter ones, and never speaks unless spoken to. Jaehwan likes that he’s kind of mysterious, and he wants to gather clues that he’s a really cool person. Maybe he should be a detective when he grows up!

He wanders over towards the boy swinging his legs back and forth on the blue bench. Jaehwan hates that he’s all alone every day. All the other kids avoid him. Maybe because his eyes are kind of scary and blank all the time. But Jaehwan can get past it. He’s positive this boy is really nice. He just has a good feeling about him.

The boy’s black hair flops in his face the same way Jaehwan’s does, and his eyes point at the ground as he attempts to kick the gravel over to the other side of the playground. Unfortunately, his feet dangle from the bench and he isn’t able to touch one pebble. Jaehwan knows the feeling. Hopefully he’ll get taller in the future.

Jaehwan plops next to him and gives him a smile that would rival the sun’s rays. The boy looks back at him, those feline eyes boring into Jaehwan’s own. His aura screams boredom and part anger, which Jaehwan doesn’t pick up.

“I hate seeing you here all alone every day. Don’t you want someone to play with?”

The boy shakes his head no, looking back down at the ground. Jaehwan thinks the gesture is the saddest thing he’s ever seen.

He scoots closer to the boy and keeps smiling as he grabs his hand. The boy’s eyes widen as he helplessly looks at Jaehwan, almost as if he’d been burned.

“I’m Jaehwan. I want to be your friend. Will you let me?”

The boy thinks it over for a while before sheepishly nodding. “My name is Taekwoon. I’m in third grade.”

Jaehwan opens his mouth, widening his smile. There are some missing teeth, leaving gaps in his mouth. He only has one adult tooth coming in. It’s one of the bottom ones. Jaehwan thinks he’ll look better if the whole tooth grew in already. It’s only a tiny white sliver at the bottom of his mouth.

“I’m in first! That’s so cool, I have an older kid as a friend! Yay!”

Taekwoon is about to reply when he looks down at the hand entwined with his own. He feels it grow hot all of a sudden. When he looks down, he sees Jaehwan’s skin erupt in flaming red, almost like someone dumped a bucket of paint on his arms. He immediately lets go of the boy, running to go grab a teacher.

Jaehwan doesn’t know what’s going on until the stinging starts and the tears roll down his cheeks.

Jaehwan recalls this went on until he got to third grade, and he was constantly tingling and hurting in class. The doctors did everything they could to find out the cause and try to treat it, but it was no use.

It wasn’t until Jaehwan had met Hakyeon that his symptoms started going away.

Right now, it’s reading time, and Jaehwan picked the perfect book to assert his dominance as The Smart One™. He’s picked out a fifth grade reading level book, and he’s currently studying the seventh page like his life depends on it. He totally knows what the word ‘clairsentience’ means. Yep. 100%.

He doesn’t notice a pair of blue and white sneakers stomp up to him until his book is being plucked from his hand and a head is thrust in his face. “Whatcha reading!!?!?” The face says.

Jaehwan stumbles backwards and is fearful. Turns out, it’s a kid from one of the upper grades. Jaehwan thinks he’s in fifth grade like Taekwoon. He hasn’t seen much of Taekwoon, lately. He never really does. But come to think of it, doesn’t he see Taekwoon with this kid!?

Jaehwan’s little eight year old heart swells with jealousy. How could Taekwoon ignore him and hang out with this kid!?

Said kid pops his gum as he studies which book Jaehwan was reading. He rolls his eyes.

“You do know this book was upside-down, right?”

Jaehwan scoffs, snatching the book out of the older boy’s hands. “Of course I did. I’m not stupid!”

The boy nods and pops his gum again. “Riiight,” he says sarcastically.

“Anyways, Taekwoon says he knows you, and you looked pretty pouty over here. Do you wanna hang out with us!? It’ll be so fun! We could be like the three musketeers!!”

“Three Musketeers?” Jaehwan asks as he tilts his head.

The older boy sighs. “Listen, I just really wanna be your friend since Taekwoon says you’re so nice. I’m Hakyeon. What’s your name?”

“I’m Jaehwan,” Jaehwan says, sticking out his hand for a handshake and smiling brightly.

Hakyeon returns the handshake, albeit hesitantly, along with a smile. He holds onto Jaehwan’s hand as he drags him over towards where Taekwoon is sitting. Jaehwan thinks it’s been years since he’s properly seen him up close. He changed his hair. It’s longer now, but it still flops in front as it did when they first met.

Jaehwan’s smile grows as he sits in the library chair in front of Taekwoon. The older boy is reading a book right side up. It’s called Holes.

The last thing Jaehwan sees before he passes out is Taekwoon looking up at him with interest.

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It turns out, that day was when he got too lightheaded from a bad cold.

From then on, doctors took this more seriously, and tried to get Jaehwan to think of things that could cause something like this. They start to think of it as an allergic reaction, and asked some pretty interesting questions on one of Jaehwan’s more crazy visits.

On the first day of fourth grade, Jaehwan is pretty sad. He just came back from a sleepover at Taekwoon’s house, and he made a new friend. Well, he was pretty much introduced to one of Taekwoon’s friends on accident because they had both made plans with the boy and he could not refuse both of them. His name is Wonsik and he’s a boy from the third grade. He’s the youngest in their friend group.

Jaehwan’s colds got more manageable and less frequent, but unfortunately, he was sick when he met Wonsik, and he was very worried he would get him sick. Also, he really wanted to hang out with him again. He was really funny. He also got Taekwoon to laugh for the first time since they’ve been friends!

But now, he’s sitting on this uncomfortable bed with weird paper on it, waiting for tons of test results to come back. They’d swabbed his mouth, stuck a wooden stick down his throat, checked his ears, squeezed the life out of his arm with the air pumping thingy, and the rest of the normal doctor things he got done to him, including the stethoscope thingy. Yeah, he knows what that is. His teacher talked about it last week.

But now, his actual doctor walks in instead of the really nice nurse lady. He hopes he can go home soon.

Instead of flipping through his papers like he usually does when he comes in, the doctor disregards the clipboard on the counter in favor of sitting in his spinny chair and rolling right over to Jaehwan. He gives him a warm smile.

“Say, Jaehwan, do you have any friends?”

At the mention of his friends, Jaehwan starts talking a mile a minute with a wide smile on his face. “Oh yeah, Mr. Doctor! I have a lot of friends, but I hang out with Hakyeon and Taekwoon most often! I made a new friend yesterday! Wanna hear about him?”

The doctor laughs and shakes his head. “That’s nice you’re making new friends, but can you tell me about Hakyeon and Taekwoon? What are they like?”

If it was even possible, Jaehwan lights up even more. He’s like a lightbulb that never goes out. “Hakyeon is a little mean, but he likes to tease everyone, so I’m kinda used to it. He’s really funny, though! Taekwoon is super nice, but he doesn’t like to show it. He doesn’t talk much, either. When I met him, he didn’t talk to anyone!”

The doctor raises his eyebrows, sending Jaehwan a signal with his eyes to keep going on. He doesn’t pick it up, so he asks instead. “When did you meet Taekwoon, Jaehwan?”

Jaehwan thinks about it, putting his index finger on his chin. “Mmmm….when I was in the first grade! Oh yeah! He was in third. I remember I really wanted to talk to him because he had no friends and he never played with anyone. I really wanted to be his friend back then. And I still do! He’s so nice!”

The doctor looks over at Jaehwan’s mother and purses his lips. He looks back to Jaehwan and nods, sending him another smile. “Well, does your friend have any pets?”

Jaehwan nods his head frantically. “Yeah, yeah, yeah! He has a really cute cat named Butterscotch! I love her!”

“I see. Well, thank you for waiting so patiently. If you go outside and see Nurse Soyeon, she’s got a surprise for you.”

“Oh boy, is it a sucker!?!??!”

“It might be,” the doctor promises with a tilt of his head. At this, Jaehwan hops off the bed and practically runs out the door, trying to locate his favorite nurse.

The doctor gets out of his chair, and looks straight at Jaehwan’s mother. “The thing we talked about might still be a possibility, but I’d go take him to an animal shelter and see if he has any reactions, so we can rule out the allergy possibility.”

Jaehwan’s mother nods and takes her and her son’s coat outside, where she finds him enthusiastically licking a lollipop like his life depended on it.

She smiles.

Shortly after that visit, Jaehwan’s mother took him to the animal shelter, disguised as “just a visit to make sure you know about the animals in need.”

However, as time went on, the things the doctors were concerned about voicing went away. Eventually his colds got better as he started high school and now he was here, at the end of his sophomore year. That previous little quartet is now a sextet.

In Jaehwan’s freshman year, he met a friendly boy with dimples by the name of Hongbin. It’s safe to say he’s the most sane in their friend group and Jaehwan is lucky to have him. They have nice, intellectual conversations, something he and someone like Hakyeon wouldn’t be able to have.

Hakyeon’s grown into being the most self-absorbant twink that Jaehwan has ever seen. He bats his eyelashes at any cute guy that passes, and it’s only kind of disgusting and pathetic. Jaehwan rolls his eyes whenever something like that happened at lunch or in a class they shared, but that was never too often.

In the beginning of Jaehwan’s sophomore year, he met a timid freshman by the name of Han Sanghyuk. At the start, he was quite cute and took life with uncertainty, watching what he said in front of elders because he was the youngest in their friend group. Eventually, though, the sweet baby angel he started out as turned into a bad apple.

As he started to hang out with Hakyeon more, he became more fearless and violent. But maybe the violence was learned from Taekwoon. Those two are really the bad influential parents they’re made out to be.

They took on the parenting role early on because they’re same age friends. It all started back in the fifth grade, when Hakyeon offered his hand to Jaehwan back then. Ever since, the two have been inseperable best friends. Jaehwan’s only kind of jealous, because that’s really all he’s ever known since a young age, but since he’s matured, he realizes that’s all he wanted with Taekwoon.

Or so he thought.

Recently, it’s been really tough to think of Taekwoon as only a friend.

Jaehwan isn’t even sure when it started, but he’s been thinking about what it’d be like to be Taekwoon’s boyfriend.

He knows he sounds crazy, but isn’t there a time in every teenage boy’s life where he has to fawn over someone? For Jaehwan, who’s sworn he’s liked girls for forever, it’s kind of tough to imagine.

People say, well, at least girls say, there’s always a time where you question the platonic boundaries. He hears that from his friend Wendy all the time, who shockingly reminds him so much of Hakyeon for the fact that they both have fixations with candy in their mouths. Hakyeon with gum and Wendy with her cherry suckers.

He’s currently staring at the back of Taekwoon’s head in chemistry class, and Wendy is heard scoffing at him to his left.

The teacher is lecturing in the front, and Wendy pulls away from her love affair with her lollipop to whisper in Jaehwan’s ear. She can do so because of the tables. They’re lab partners.

“So, like, why don’t you just ask him out?”

Sneeze. Jaehwan wipes his nose. He’s used to it. “Even though we’re close, I can’t just go 'hey Taekwoon hyung, you’re really cute, do you wanna make out’?”

Wendy shrugs. “Worked for me.”

“That’s because your boyfriend is a loser, no offense.”

“Oppa, that’s mean. Junmyeon is nice!”

“And also too old for you,” Jaehwan says as he purses his lips. “What’s he doing, you think? Applying for some old man job?”

“Who, Junmyeon or your man?”

Wendy laughs and Jaehwan rolls his eyes. She /really/ reminds him of Hakyeon. They’d both be going at him if Hakyeon knew.

The thing is, Jaehwan is way too scared to tell any of his other friends. All of them are shady and not to be trusted. Especially Sanghyuk. He is the biggest blabbermouth there is. But he’d probably find some solace in Hongbin, maybe. But he can’t.

Because he’s scared of this too. Ever since he researched what he was going through all these years, he’d be afraid that he would actually die if he was around Taekwoon 24/7. Because he’s allergic somehow.

Jaehwan had no idea you could be allergic to a person, but it was possible and it’s crazy to him.

Since they’ve grown close, though, the crazy hives and colds have gone away. He usually sneezes in intervals and coughs a bit, and that’s it. Speaking of coughs, here they come. Always in sets of five. Everyone’s used to it by now.

Not Taekwoon. He always has this concerned look in his eye, like Jaehwan is made of glass and he could shatter each breath he took, each cough he let out.

It was crazy, really. He hated seeing Taekwoon worried about him.

But it also flattered him, because he never saw that look directed at anyone else. He felt special.

Whenever Sanghyuk was sick, the others would coo at him and bring him gifts and wait for him to get better like doting mothers. With Jaehwan, they were used to it, so they never took the time to treat him the same. Except for Taekwoon. Wonderful Taekwoon.

The same glint that was in that third grader’s eyes are still there to this day. When he saw Jaehwan break out in sweltering hives, he was really concerned and scared. He thought he wasn’t going to make it if he didn’t do something. It’s great that he hasn’t changed.

Another thing that hasn’t changed is his ability to articulate the feelings into words. Jaehwan has no idea what he’s thinking about 90% of the time, and when he does, it has nothing to do with him, but with cats, babies, or coffee. That boy sure does love his coffee. Especially lattes.

Jaehwan is a very affectionate and skinshippy person, and he especially wants to hear what the other is thinking. Maybe that’s why he feels the closest to Wonsik or Hongbin, because they take the time to do that. Sanghyuk is the Hulk and will actually kill you if you so much as look at him the wrong way these days, and once you start skinship with Hakyeon, you’ll never be able to stop. He’s the touchiest in the world.

But Taekwoon is a nice middle ground. He lets Jaehwan place playful touches every now and then, but he tells Jaehwan when it’s enough. They know the ins and outs of each other, almost like best friends. All six of them are best friends, but Jaehwan feels somewhat distant from Taekwoon more than the others.

He’s too scared to say anything, scared to shatter the illusion that everything is fine and that nothing needs to be fixed. It’s always been that way. Always joking, always teasing. He doesn’t want to be the one that ruins it.

But at the same time, he has to say something, right? Nothing’s gonna change if no one takes the initiative.

But Taekwoon really isn’t making it easy to stay away from him.

He’s just so ethereal, so beautiful, that Jaehwan cannot take his eyes off of him. Puberty has treated that boy right.

Back in the day, Taekwoon would never take striped shirts off. Now, he wouldn’t be caught dead with any of those things on.

He’s like a fashion god without even trying. When Jaehwan told him this, he blushed and fanned himself. He doesn’t take compliments too well. He’s getting better, though. Steadily.

He’s trying to express himself more, Jaehwan sees, but he laughs and smiles more, which Jaehwan is grateful for. Most of it is from his jokes, after all.

Taekwoon is gorgeous when he smiles. His whole face lights up and Jaehwan can never take his eyes away, or adopt the smile. It’s contagious.

Even when he laughs, Jaehwan has to laugh along too. He’s just such a pure human being, too selfless for his own good. Even though sometimes he gets taken advantage of, he likes to see the good in people.

Jaehwan doesn’t realize how much he’s fallen until he actually thinks about it just now.

It’s over. Game set.

Wendy looks over at Jaehwan as he fawns. The teacher is turned around again.

She pulls away from her candy confection and whispers to him again. “What are you waiting for, though? For him to make the first move?”

Jaehwan shakes his head, somber. “I don’t even know if he likes me back. Or likes dudes, for that matter.”

Wendy snickers, taking a lick before speaking again. Her tongue is always permanently stained red. “You’re kidding, right? He always hangs around Hakyeon. They’re practically glued at the hip. He’s gotta be at least a little gay up in that noggin of his.”

Jaehwan laughs at this, which gains the teacher’s attention. He gives Jaehwan a look and Jaehwan smiles sheepishly back at the teacher. With a shake of his head, he continues. But the whole class looked at Jaehwan when the teacher stopped. Including Taekwoon. Jaehwan would have been safe if he hadn’t met his eyes and furiously blushed, looking down like Taekwoon looks down after he’s been complimented.

Taekwoon turns around and Wendy coos and snickers. “Aww, you embarrassed baby,” she says, pinching his cheek. Jaehwan gives her a blank stare, but it’s of pure annoyance via eye communication. He briefly wonders if Taekwoon can communicate like he and Wendy do. Oh god, did he notice!?

Jaehwan doesn’t speak for a good ten minutes. He’s just thinking. He blurts out something in the quietest voice he can manage whilst leaning over towards his younger friend.

“I’m also afraid that if I kiss him, I’ll die. You know, like how when kids eat peanuts and then their throat closes up? What if I kiss him and my throat closes up!?”

Wendy laughs again. It’s almost like Jaehwan is a stand up comedian by this point to her, but he’s actually genuinely worried.

“You know that story about the kid that always wanted to try a Reese’s peanut butter cup, so he ate it and then stabbed himself with an epipen? I mean, you don’t have a Taekwoon epipen, but what I’m trying to say is that you gotta take a risk. If he’s gotta take you to the hospital for a liplock, so be it. If not, be happy. And be even happier if he returns it,” she ends with a smirk.

Jaehwan purses his lips and looks on to the rest of the lesson with sadness in his heart. He had no idea what to say to Wendy’s story, because he exactly knows the feeling. But there’s always that what if, and that is what Jaehwan is deathly afraid of.

At the lunch table, it seems like drama is ensuing when Jaehwan walks up with his tray of lukewarm rice and chicken. Hakyeon is yelling at Sanghyuk as he picks at his cubicle of green beans on his tray. Jaehwan walks up slowly and sits in the middle, next to Hongbin and Taekwoon.

“What the fuck is going on?” Jaehwan half-whispers to Hongbin. It’s really loud in the lunchroom, so that’s about as quiet as Jaehwan is gonna get.

Hongbin rolls his eyes at his question. “It’s really stupid. Something about Hakyeon being able to romance everyone at the table. Sanghyuk doesn’t believe it.”

“Shit, I wouldn’t either.” Jaehwan stops whispering and spoons a mouthful of chicken and rice into his mouth as he thrusts his fist in the air. “I’m rooting for you, Sanghyuk! Fighting!”

Sanghyuk sends Jaehwan a wink and a thumbs up, and Hakyeon scoffs dramatically.

“I cannot believe this. The blatant betrayal. Have I not raised you kids right!?!?”

Taekwoon ignores them. He’s used to the quarrelling. Jaehwan doesn’t know how he does it; that is, eating his peas in silence. Jaehwan could never do this. He’s too much of a loudmouth. A contrast to Taekwoon’s nature. Add that to the list of cons to confessing.

“What’s this about you being the god of flirting or something?”

Wonsik spits out his milk and Hakyeon scolds him with his eyes. Seems like other people can have communication via eyes, too.

“Yeah, I could make anyone at this table fall in love with me, no problem.”

“Okay hotshot, try me,” Jaehwan challenges. Taekwoon flashes him a look. Jaehwan doesn’t know how to decipher it.

Jaehwan thinks it won’t be a problem to deny Hakyeon’s advances at all. After all, he’s had his eyes on only one person these days.

“Fine, I will,” Hakyeon declares, kicking Hongbin out of his spot and switching to sit over by Sanghyuk. He doesn’t seem angry. Looks like Hongbin and Sanghyuk are having fun together these days. They mimic Hakyeon and Taekwoon.

When Hakyeon takes his seat, he tries to do The Eyes™ on Jaehwan, but Jaehwan knows where he’s seen this look before. He’s gotten it, but he’s also watched it being done from the sidelines. More often than not, he’s trying to do this look at Taekwoon, to get him to crack. Taekwoon never fell for it. Jaehwan never understood why, since they seemed the most compatible back in the day until now.

Jaehwan chuckles. It has no affect on him.

“Did it make your,” pause for dramatic effect and cheesy head turn, “heart flutter?” Bats of the eyelashes. These are Hakyeon’s oldest tricks in the book.

“As if. You can’t make someone fall in love with you if they’re already in love with someone else, Hakyeon hyung.”

And then Jaehwan realizes what he said, and he and Wonsik cover their mouths in sync. He word vomits his way into denying it once Hakyeon starts smirking.

“N-No, that’s not what I meant, I-”

“So who is it, Jaehwan!? It’s me, isn’t it. I can just tell when people have the hots for me.” Dramatic hair flip.

“As if. You’re too twink for me, honey,” Jaehwan jokes, mimicking Hakyeon’s hand gestures. The eldest boy flares his nostrils in annoyance.

Hakyeon puts his hand under his chin and stares at Jaehwan. Jaehwan feels like this is an interrogation. Is this what it feels like to be questioned when you’ve stabbed eleven people!!?

“Fine. Is it someone at this table, then?” The whole circle exchanges glances. Taekwoon has been interested since the whole Hakyeon and Hongbin switcheroo. His head hasn’t gone down since.

Jaehwan burns bright red. He can’t escape the natural bodily response of knowing something the others don’t. Hakyeon picks up on it even before Jaehwan says no.

“Knew it. Go ahead, confess. One of us might like you, whoever it is. Wanna play guessing game?”

“I’d rather not,” Jaehwan says. It’s probably the most nervous his voice has ever come across at. He feels like he’s trapped in a box and he can’t escape unless he confesses. He wasn’t even ready for this.

Just then, someone slams down their utensils, and by a glance, Jaehwan can see it’s Taekwoon. He’s alarmed.

“If he doesn’t want to tell you, don’t force him. Okay? Sometimes you can be so annoying…” Taekwoon then picks back up his spork and picks at the beef piling on his plate. Sanghyuk sneaks his spork in there to steal the pieces since Taekwoon doesn’t seem to want to eat at all. Looks like he doesn’t mind.

Jaehwan is flattered that Taekwoon stood up for him. His heart skips a beat when they meet eyes after Hakyeon is at a loss for words. Hakyeon is never at a loss for words.

Hakyeon and Hongbin silently communicate to switch back, and the atmosphere is tense. Jaehwan doesn’t want it to be this way. This was the very thing he was afraid of.

“I’m sorry,” he blurts out. The whole group looks up at him.

“That’s what Hakyeon should say, not you,” Taekwoon says. He sounds angry, and when he says it, he looks at the black haired boy out of the corner of his eye with a mean glint.

Hakyeon sighs. “I feel bad. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to put you on the spot like that, but y'know, I just want you to be happy.”

Jaehwan nods. “I’m just not ready,” he peeps before sneezing twice and coughing about seven times. He gets that look from Taekwoon again.

The rest of the lunch goes smoothly, and by smoothly, it means Sanghyuk and Hakyeon getting back into their argument, Jaehwan and Wonsik chatting about whatever with Hongbin chipping in, and Taekwoon staying silent. But Taekwoon’s eyes never left Jaehwan the rest of the lunch.

After school, Jaehwan plans on plopping on his couch with his one true love, a bag of cheese puffs, before he is unexpectedly grabbed by someone and dragged around to a secluded spot. Jaehwan knows this grip. It’s Taekwoon.

“Yes, hyung? What is it? Something important?”

Taekwoon nods. “I guess you could say that. Do you want to hang out after school, like a sleepover or something like old times?”

Funny, Jaehwan hasn’t slept over Taekwoon’s house since the Fiasco of Seventh Grade when Jaehwan, Hakyeon and Wonsik almost not-so accidentally concocted something they called The Gloop and spilled it all over the basement’s carpets. Jaehwan bets it still stinks like perfume and vomit. He’s gonna check it out when he gets there.

At the same time, though, it’s the first time he’s slept over whilst having these weird feelings. He started to question the border between wanting to touch one of your best friends innocently and not-so innocently on the brink of eighth grade. Wow. Hard to believe it’s been three years already, almost. Not that Jaehwan’s counting the exact day. Not at all.

Jaehwan adjusts his backpack strap nervously, unfortunately a nervous habit Taekwoon knows about. What doesn’t this kid know about Jaehwan, though?

“Yeah, is Hakyeon and the others coming? Why did your mom even say yes, honestly? Does she not remember what we did last time!?” Jaehwan doubles over in laughter, but Taekwoon does not laugh along.

“No, they’re not. Hakyeon said he was busy, but I don’t know what for. Wonsik is locking himself up again, and Hongbin and Sanghyuk are going out. So it’s just going to be you and me.”

That’s probably the most Jaehwan’s heard Taekwoon talk all week. It’s crazy, though. Him and Taekwoon. Alone. In the back of Jaehwan’s mind, it’s screaming in turmoil and excitement all at once.

“Sounds good,” he says, despite his growing tendril of nervousness wedging itself in his stomach. “I’ll come by around 4 ish if that’s okay with you?”

Taekwoon nods and waves as he walks away. Oh, brother. This is gonna be fun. And not the good kind.

Later on, when Taekwoon’s house looms in front of Jaehwan’s very eyes, he really understands the meaning of the phrase 'their legs were like jelly.’ Because that’s how he felt. Like one step closer would make him collapse onto a plate and be served at family gatherings and stuck in fridges. Made him cringe on the outside just thinking about it.

He gulps quite dramatically, even though there’s no one there to see. He’s long gone being scared of Taekwoon’s family and breaking everything in the house, because Taekwoon’s family is super nice and they know his clumsiness is part of the 'ol Lee Jaehwan package when it comes to getting to know him.

He steps up to the porch and knocks, even though Taekwoon has told him many times he can just walk in. Usually it’s Mrs. Jung that opens the door, but this time, it’s just Taekwoon himself, in the same long-sleeved shirt he saw him in at school today. Only he’s wearing shorts. Why are his legs so long and graceful!?

“I never thought 4 ish would mean almost 5 o'clock, Jaehwan.”

His tone is stern, but also playful sounding. It makes Jaehwan’s stomach fill with butterflies as he shrugs, walking inside and plopping his backpack on the couch.

“I thought I could get some last minute studying here, if you don’t mind?” Jaehwan asks, whilst turning around to gauge Taekwoon’s expression.

“Sure, it’s fine. But I do want to talk to you for a little bit when you’re done. Just let me know,” Taekwoon says, backing away from the door after he locked it.

Jaehwan flashed him a smile and watched the boy retreat to the kitchen to go and find Butterscotch and drinks for the both of them.

He finally exhales loudly and stretches. This whole crush thing puts stress on him. Maybe he should go see a massage therapist to work out these kinks in his back.

Really, though, Jaehwan? Studying????

He really did have to study, but usually he would study with Hongbin, because when it came to the math test that was next week, he was the only saving grace to go to. Science was Sanghyuk’s game, and that test was this Friday, so he prioritized that as well. But since both of them have gone onto the magic fairy land that is hanging out together, they’ve left Jaehwan in the dust with the most gorgeous male he’s ever seen. (Not an exaggeration, all of Jaehwan’s previous crushes have been lackluster compared to Taekwoon in the looks and personality departments)

Nevertheless, he’s never studied with Taekwoon before, and it looks like the older boy wasn’t planning on doing so as he waggled his finger at Butterscotch. That cat is pretty old. Jaehwan wonders when she’ll kick the bucket, but she never does.

Taekwoon then unexpectedly scares Jaehwan out of his nail-biting thinking episode with a bottle of water. He waves it in Jaehwan’s face. “Want it?”

“Yeah,” Jaehwan says, taking the water gingerly from Taekwoon’s hand. Their fingers touch together. Is it just Jaehwan, or were there some spooky tingly sensations going on there!?

Jaehwan pulls his hand away quick and opens the cap like he’s been dehydrated for a day or two and gulps down as much water as he can before the word vomit threatens to come out.

As soon as he stops drinking, he sneezes. Coughs a few times. Always on the agenda, never going away. Always a reminder that pursuing whatever kind of infatuation this is, is totally a bad idea.

Taekwoon usually sits next to Jaehwan, a few inches apart, but this time, he sits really close, almost sufficatingly so. It doesn’t bother Jaehwan, but it does make him wonder what’s on Taekwoon’s mind.

“Can we just talk now? I have everything in my head and I don’t want to forget.”

Jaehwan nods slowly, putting his water down on the ground. “W-What are we talking about, exactly?”

Taekwoon brushes away the bangs from his face and raises his eyebrows. He puffs out, rattling the fringe once more. It looks like he’s….nervous? Anxious? Something in between?

“I want to talk about what happened at lunch today. About Hakyeon, I’m sorry he asked you those invasive questions. It wasn’t the time or place to do something like that. I’ll hit him more than usual if you want,” Taekwoon says with a shrug.

Jaehwan waves his hands rapidly in protest. “No, no, it was okay! I….was just really nervous being put on the spot. Just….confess? Just like that? In front of all of your closest friends, so you can be made fun of, or even worse, be rejected.”

Taekwoon laughs then, and it’s the sweetest sound Jaehwan has heard today. It kind of lifts his spirits and makes him feel less nervous and jittery around the other.

“I doubt whoever the person is, they won’t reject you. That’s another part of what I wanted to talk about. If you don’t mind me asking, do you like any of the younger ones? Like Hongbin or Sanghyuk?”

Jaehwan makes a gagging sound and laughs. “Oh my god, no way! Hongbin’s a really good friend, I would never. Also, Sanghyuk is a brat. No way I’d date that.”

Taekwoon sighs in relief. “Good. Because they both like each other, and I’m planning on setting them up.” A small smile appears on his face.

Jaehwan’s eyes nearly pop out of his skull. Hongbin and Sanghyuk? Angel and Devil? Math Nerd and Science Nerd? No way in hell.

“You’re joking, aren’t you!?”

Taekwoon shakes his head. “Nope. They do like each other and I want them to be happy. I made them go out with each other alone today to just….I don’t know. Kindle some sort of romantic moment. Get the fire going.”

“I swear I’ve never heard you talk so much in my entire life,” Jaehwan says incredulously. “And I’ve pretty much known you for most of my life!”

Taekwoon laughs at that too, and Jaehwan’s brain is screeching. He’s really glad that people cannot pick up on that at all.

“I’ve never been good with words, but I rehearsed what I was gonna say. I thought a lot about the main topic, but this was just one hour’s worth of thinking.”

“Yes, son, father is proud of you,” Jaehwan jokes, patting Taekwoon’s head. Taekwoon’s laugh grows louder and that smile that makes his nose crinkle up appears. It’s so cute.

“Anyway….this part is kind of serious. And I’m only asking because I’m kind of selfish.”

Jaehwan’s jaw drops to the floor. “You? Selfish? That’s really funny, Taekwoon hyung. You got me going there for a second…”

In reality, that statement was partly anxiety and partly word vomit. It formed such a nervous sounding jumble of words. He’s not even sure if Taekwoon understood what he was trying to say since he stumbled through the whole sentence.

“But it is selfish….” Taekwoon sighs. He thinks something over in his head, but then decides to get on with the conversation.

He looks dead into Jaehwan’s eyes and says something in the most sinister tone of voice in the world. “You don’t like Wonsik, do you?”

Jaehwan isn’t sure how he’s supposed to take a question like that, but it sounds laced with…jealousy? Oh, god, does Taekwoon like Wonsik!? Is that why he’s asking!? Or….no way, he couldn’t be jealous if Jaehwan liked Wonsik, could he? Crap, what should I do!? Jaehwan thinks.

Instead of answering, Jaehwan is silent, thinking that the dead skin in between the nail of his thumb in the cuticle is more interesting than a boy sitting in front of him who could easily be a human Adonis.

“Please answer me, Jaehwan. This is really important to me,” Taekwoon pleads. He looks up and stares into Taekwoon’s eyes. He’s really worried for some reason. Jaehwan’s always known how to read Taekwoon’s emotions….it’s strange.

Sneeze. Coughs. An answer.

“N-No….I don’t…” Not exactly the confession Jaehwan was planning to make, but now it’s out there. Yup. He’s gonna be flayed alive by the rest of the group if Taekwoon tells them.

Taekwoon sighs, a little happy noise coming out. Wait, what does that mean!?

“Thank god. I probably should have said something, then, shouldn’t I?”

“What do you mean, Taekwoon hyung?” Sneeze.

Taekwoon hides his face with his forearm. He’s burning red. Whatever he’s about to say must be very hard for him.

“I really, really like you, Jaehwan. Like a lot. I’m just….I can barely talk around all five of you at once. It took me a year to come talk to you about this alone..”

It was Jaehwan’s turn to burn scarlet and be embarrassed. He looks down at the rip in his kneecap from his jeans. He wonders if he should get new ones. He thinks they’re fashionable, though.

“I….uh….I really like you a lot too. For a long time. Since seventh grade,” Jaehwan says.

Taekwoon’s eyes widen. “Shit, now I feel bad. I started liking you last year….thinking about it a year before.”

Jaehwan laughs then, timidly taking Taekwoon’s hand and smiling widely. “It doesn’t matter when. I’m just….I’m just so happy you like me back, that’s all…”

Taekwoon laughs, running his thumb over the top of Jaehwan’s hand. The touch is calming and everything Jaehwan needed to calm his nerves right now. He feels grateful that the universe aligned the stars for him.

“You’re so cute,” Taekwoon peeps. It’s barely above a whisper, but Jaehwan can still hear it. He laughs and thunks his forehead against Taekwoon’s.

“I don’t know why, but my heart feels like it’s a bird high in the sky. You know, soaring! Like…everything is complete and everything feels right. Oh, I know! I feel like a completed puzzle. The feeling when you finish it!”

“Me too,” Taekwoon says. He looks up into Jaehwan’s eyes, and the younger follows suit. Immediately, all the nerves and fear come rushing back into Jaehwan’s bloodstream like pouring molten lead. It’s suffocating. “Can I kiss you?”

Jaehwan’s eyes widen and he pulls away from every touch. He shakes his head furiously. Taekwoon’s eyebrows furrow together. He looks….hurt.

“Why not? You said you liked me, right? Or was I hearing things?”

“I do, it’s just….I think I’m allergic to you.”

Taekwoon is blank-faced one moment, and then the next, he’s laughing so hard he’s clutching his stomach, crying, and having a hard time breathing. He stops after a sneeze comes from Jaehwan and he snaps his head up.

“You’ve had that sneeze since….high school or something. And before that, the colds, and the hives….”

Taekwoon thinks for a moment, thinks of all the moments he’s had to be Jaehwan’s knight in shining armor when he got sick or painted red. He then drags Jaehwan over to the computer and types things in so fast Jaehwan can’t even keep up.

He clicks on several articles and reads them faster than any human Jaehwan has encountered. Maybe Taekwoon’s an alien. Maybe this is all a prank and Ashton Kutcher will pop out from behind Mrs. Jung’s armchair and yell insults at Jaehwan. Yeah, or maybe he’s dreaming!

“SS, or Soulmate Syndrome,” Taekwoon reads from the computer, “happens when the infected meets their soulmate. They develop symptoms regarding their state of relationship at the time. It starts with hives when they first meet, and further advances positively as both of them grow closer platonically and romantically. If the uninfected soulmate pushes the other away forever, they will die. But symptoms will go away forever if the uninfected soulmate kisses the infected. This is passed on through genetics.”

That is the longest paragraph Taekwoon has ever read, and they’ve been in classes together plenty of times. And Jaehwan thinks it’s bullshit.

“You….really don’t think I have that, do you?”

“It’s worth a shot to find out, isn’t it? That we’re soulmates? Like we’re the puzzle analogy?”

Crap. Jaehwan did say that.

Nevertheless, Jaehwan is still scared out of his mind. He tries to back away like the girl in the horror movie who found out her husband turned into a sickly creature, and only gets so far as the back wall before he’s trapped. Caged in by the beautiful monster.

Taekwoon boxes Jaehwan in with both of his arms, and Jaehwan tries to duck under, but comes up unsuccessful when Taekwoon locks his wrists against the wall with his hands. He then leans in, their lips connecting almost perfectly, like they were molded to be together.

Tingles spread across Jaehwan’s entire body as he melts into the kiss, Taekwoon letting go of his wrists. Jaehwan immediately wraps his arms around Taekwoon’s neck and tries to memorize the feeling of Taekwoon’s lips against his own like death is upon him soon. It feels so right. Why didn’t he do this sooner?

What does he do? He doesn’t have an epipen.

Taekwoon pulls away. “If you do die, I’ll be your Romeo and go with you,” Taekwoon says earnestly, resting his forehead against Jaehwan’s. Every touch brings an electric feeling from head to toe, and it makes Jaehwan feel invincible.

Jaehwan doesn’t die a dramatic death. He stays planted on the ground along with Taekwoon, his arms still around the other’s neck and smiling brightly, almost as if he were the Sun.

“Crazy to think that your lips were the poison I drank, supposedly. Juliet here, feels fine. I can’t believe it. Y-You’re my soulmate.”

“I think I’ve always felt it. When you approached me that day. I knew you were really special. Couldn’t expect this, though,” Taekwoon says, chuckling and pecking the corner of Jaehwan’s mouth.

“God, what is Hakyeon gonna think?” Taekwoon then says, with panic evident in his voice.

“Who cares?” Jaehwan daringly asks, dipping in for another kiss. “We’re soulmates. Fuck him.”

EPILOGUE

Hakyeon spits his juice all over the table at lunchtime. Good thing Taekwoon isn’t sitting across from him today. Most of it lands on a pissed off Sanghyuk.

“You wanna run that by me again!?”

“We’re soulmates, and also, we’re dating,” Jaehwan chirps up, smiling ear to ear and poking Taekwoon’s cheek. The older boy seems annoyed at the gesture, but allows Jaehwan to do it anyways.

Hakyeon sighs dramatically, placing his index and middle fingers on his temples. “This is so disgraceful. You and Taekwoon, Hongbin and Sanghyuk, all dating! Now I’m just left with Wonsik! What a pitiful fate...” Cue the fake tears.

Wonsik’s eyes widen and he points his chicken finger covered in barbecue sauce at the eldest boy. “Hey, being single is fun, too, Hakyeon hyung. Once you’re done fucking everything that moves, you’ll find the right guy!”

Hakyeon pulls away from his fake crying spell and cradles Wonsik’s free hand in between his own. “Y-You really think so, Wonsik?”

Wonsik looks at Hakyeon, then at their hands. “I know so. But that right guy is not gonna be me. I’m married to my music.”

Hakyeon scoffs, ripping away his hand and turning his head away. “Yeah, okay, Mozart.”

The rest of the group laughs and Jaehwan sticks his tongue out at Hakyeon. Taekwoon kisses his cheek.

Life sure is good.

#VIXX fic #VIXX fics #Keo #Keo fic #Ken/Leo #thepageofapillow

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The Year of Intelligent Tigers

Some A shit ton of highlights of the last EDA I’ve read (The Year of Intelligent Tigers). Probably my longest post so far.

I took these screens while reading, along with my reactions. As usual, this is full of spoilers.

This book accomplished something unthinkable. It made me want to learn how to play music.

No. Really. That’s a big deal. See, my mother had won a synthetiser in a contest when I was like 7, didn’t care about it, and she decided I should learn the piano ; but the teacher was kind of an asshole and he kept hitting my fingers whenever I got something wrong, so I completely gave up and never tried music ever again. Like, ever. I barely know the notes’ names anymore.

Because of this book, I unearthed that synthetiser (outdated since the mid 90s) from its 18 years-old yellowish plastic sheet, and bought a method to learn how to play the piano. I’m still struggling with the names of the notes and I can barely play a simple four-notes chord without hurting my hands.

This book made me do that.

It’s about identity, cohabitation, difference, colors and music. It also has some of the best aliens in all of Doctor Who, some of the best worldbuilding ever put in the series, flashbacks to some bits of the Earth Arc which should have been in the Earth Arc, chapters ordered like an opera, great characters, top quality escapism - I can’t list everything.

I have a new favorite Eighth Doctor Adventure, and the fact that my previous one was from the same author only highlights how good this one is. 10/10

A little map! Look! It’s like the old adventure books when I was a kid!

Excuse me, what

What is this place? I like it.

Take me there, please.

Holy shit look at this description, it’s like the book blasted music in my face

You’re probably tired of reading this, but for the record, I would like to solemnly thank in person every single writer who shows the more alien side of the Doctor in these books and how his friends react to it.

A++ description

I would be completely lost on this planet since I don’t know anything about music apart from what it looks like to me. I feel you, Anji.

Here There Be Tigers

Look at these two idiots I love them

Hey, their new friend Karl has a slight speech impediment, that’s pretty rare on non-comical characters! I like that.

Hmmm cute? Not permitted? Thank you

Please enjoy this sweet little quiet moment of our favorite Team TARDIS resting under the sun in the grass and Fitz playing the guitar

This planet was made for him, hahaha

I keep saying that team deserves some vacations, so this book is exactly what I wanted, so far. Of course there’s gonna be a disruptive element any moment now, but let them enjoy this planet while they still can.

The more we know about this planet, the more I’m internally yelling PLEASE TAKE ME TO THIS PLANET

“who was full of interest”

Are you two living together & should Fitz be jealous

A wild trope appeared!

SORRY WHAT

IS KARL SADEGHI A SYNESTHETE TOO? OH MY GOD?!

[DOCTOR NYARLATHOTEP INTENSIFIES]

I laughed like an idiot, well played.

Interesting.

“The quest for vodka”

Ok now I want to draw Eight playing the violin

Stop being cute this instant

Also this tweet comes to mind:

Eight. No. Bad. What are you doing. Don’t steal the show.

What ended your last relationship: violin

HOLY SHIT DOCTOR

And now he’s sulking in his room haha, wow.

This whole situation is hilarious, adorable and sad, simultaneously.

There’s something a bit uncanny about these talking tigers, true, but the "Hullow" thing is way too cute to be creepy.

I’m laughing like an idiot too, thank you, book

Oh nooo he’s trying to talk to him through music

What.

SCREAMING

Wait what the f█ck why is there a flashback to 1935?

OH SHIT OH DAMN IT’S A FLASHBACK TO THE EARTH ARC AND TO THE EXACT PART I WANTED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT SINCE THE PREVIOUS BOOK??

Oooooh so that’s why he’s so passionate about music and violin in particular, it’s one of the first things he managed to remember besides his TARDIS!

Also, I can't believe I'm saying this considering how allergic I am to anything related to music theory, but – I kinda want to learn how to play music now. I'm serious. What is this book doing to me.

"Scared to stop in case he can’t ever start again"

That damn flashback nearly made me cry, but it’s over now. Crisis averted.

Geoffrey you’re a very nice tiger but you’re not making much sense

THE TIGERS WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY MUSIC OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS?!

OH NO I LOVE BIG

Doctor what the hell are you wearing

An opera of tigers sounds like a marvelous thing.

And the negociations failed. Obviously. Technically, the humans are the invaders here, not the tigers.

Fitz’s natural response to this situation is "I’m gonna build an anti-tiger armor". Bless him.

"DO I LOOK TIGERPROOF"

YES GOOD 10/10

The anti-tiger armor saga continues.

Ouch. Ouch, ouch ouch.

And this was the end of the anti-tiger armor saga. Long live the anti-tiger armor.

Doctor where the hell are you going, come back here this instant you major alien diva

I love how the "tigers" are only looking superficially like tigers but are something completely different inside, closer to lizards. And they have two opposable thumbs on each paw too. This is so cool.

Is… is Eight going to sulk among the tigers?

I love this so much.

Bounce is so curious and I love her okay

Eight you idiot please try to concentrate

Well I love this too & now I have to draw it too. Damn you, book.

I don’t even know what to say anymore. I love this book. I love this.

Dramatic haircut!

“Neat and soft as clean fur”, oh nooo that’s cute

I… I just realised.

The Tigers look like tigers but aren’t tigers. The Doctor looks human but isn’t human.

I feel like an idiot for not noticing the parallel sooner.

I’m picturing a Tiger sipping coffee and that’s a wonderful mental picture.

Stop it Fitz

OH NOOOOO CUTE

Eight sounds like he’s doing that thing my cat does when he doesn’t want to be picked up and moved somewhere else.

And to think I was admiring how alien Eight was in the previous book.

Talking seems to work better with Tigers than humans in this case anyway.

I love this damn planet and everything on it including the plants.

I also love Chew You the old yellow tiger.

It’s also really strange and I hope we’ll get an explanation for that.

Guys this is cute and I like you both very much, but you do realise there’s simpler roads to reconciliation than "being kidnapped by tigers who want to play the violin and meeting again in the middle of nowhere and play some dramatic music", right?

My list of things I need to draw is getting longer by the minute.

I just like that tiny detail of worldbuilding okay

YES GOOD I WANT TO KNOW TOO

This shouldn’t make me so sad, but it does.

Okay then.Chapters New Who

This planet is still very intriguing and I hope we’ll get some answers.

I’m going to be very disappointed if this is true.

Interesting.

Probably, and I’d love to hear them.

The amount of scenes I want to draw in this book is getting alarmingly important

I WANT TO KNOW

We desesperately need the Tigers’ point of view of this part of the story. What happened. Why.

Woah.

I’m torn between wanting to hug Anji and wanting to laugh at Eight’s look.

Not okay.

Also my mp3 player decided to play Palladio, so I’m gonna make an improvised playlist and I will listen to it for the rest of this book.

Sadness intensifies

I’ve said it already but I love this book’s worldbuilding.

Another entry on our "Fitz CAN have good ideas sometimes" list!

No no go on, it really was a good idea.

Even if we already know for a fact that Fitz can’t sustain this level of awesomeness for more than half an hour, I’m still happy for him.

It’s a song he wrote for Sam oh nooooo

Can I hug Fitz

Look at him he’s so happy

Of course something happened right in the middle of his moment of glory. Of course it did.

Wait, what the f█ck

No Anji asdfghjk stop we still don’t know what that place does

Ohhhh that’s so cool!

I have way too many feelings about Eight trying to be a Tiger okay

So… the Tigers used to be more intelligent? Then something happened, and they built this place to keep their culture safe? I love this oh my god

You don’t realise how long it took to make this liveblog readable because of the sheer amount of reactions boiling down to "I love this" or rows of exclamation marks.

It’s an ark. It’s a damn ark, containing all the culture of their ancestors. Why. What happened. Why am I getting so emotional about talking tigers that lay eggs. WHY.

Okay, that’s it

Breaking news: Year of Intelligent Tigers is officially the third EDA which actually made me cry. And it did it with TALKING TIGERS.

CENTURIES

AN ANCIENT CIVILISATION OF ALIEN TIGERS

Still crying by the way

Once again I’m struggling to not post row after row of exclamation points

Yes yes good I want to see the other rooms

OOOHH. So HE’S responsible for the sudden appearance of the nodes all over the city!

Well, now I’m sad again.

HOLY SHIT

Have I told you how well this book is constructed yet? There’s parts where you follow the whole cast, then individual "solo" chapters, then the whole cast again. There’s references to music even in the construction of the chapters. It’s wonderful.

No Karl no what are you doing

Not really, no

He’s just trying to help, Longbody, don’t be so suspicious.

I have a bad feeling about this.

Port Any was built on top of the ancient Tigers city!

There’s something in my eyes again, dammit

Another line of exclamation points I’m trying to suppress.

If it’s right in the middle of the city, that’s going to be a problem.

COULD YOU ALL STOP BEING SO ADORABLE

EXCUSE ME THIS IS STILL WAY TOO CUTE PLEASE TONE IT DOWN

The Tigers already have a form of music of their own. Every time I think this book can’t get better, it finds a way to do so.

Oh my f█cking god

In a book full of wonderful scenes, I think this one might be my favorite so far. Karl and Eight trying to explain Beethoven to the Tigers. I’m so happy.

Also "sorry, I was watching a bug".

Oh shit oh f█ck oh damn, thank god Longbody was listening

The Tigers are surprisingly reasonable considering what the humans are planning to do.

I still hope this story will end well, though.

Please no

"They were all surrounding a problem, ready to pounce on it and kill it"

Next on my improvised playlist is Beyond the Stars by Cristian Onofreiciuc and I'm overdosing a little bit on beautiful imagery at this point, my head is full of colors

"There were no other Tigers"

I'm so sad and also so happy, this book is doing weird things to my head.

So he still wants to save everyone, not just the Tigers. Of course he does.

GOOD

GOOD²

The bomb got struck by lightning. What. How. What the hell did he do.

I have to admit it's really strange.

Despite all the music and the cultural differences and the environmental message and the anti-colonialist message, the main theme of this book seems to be identity, and I'm always a sucker for that.

Are you telling me we could have had a book in that setting instead of Endgame??

Well I'm sad again now.

Uh. So after remembering how to play the violin, he remembered one particular tune.

Imagine having a song stuck in your head for decades and not being able to recognise it. That's both funny and horrific.

CUTENESS OVERLOAD

Oh nooo they forgot he was more fragile than a Tiger and he's hurt

THIS BOOK NEEDS TO STOP MAKING ME CRY

Also, in its own weird metaphorical way, this book hits way too close to home

Fitz trying to look casual after the whole "the Doctor tried to be a Tiger" thing

Just so you know, the song currently playing in my improvised playlist for this book is The March by Lights and Motion, and this playlist was a terrible idea because it makes everything more intense and the book is already intense enough on its own.

Another thing on my endless list of things I should draw

Would somebody please stop Quick before he does something incredibly stupid again

Thank you Doctor.

Also I'm getting strong Twelve vibes from this bit.

I laughed so hard

Why is every silly little detail in this book making me so sad and so happy at the same time

Not everything has to be about you and your concerto, Karl

Fitz, stop making me laugh, this is supposed to be a tense scene.

KARL WHAT THE F█CK WHY DID YOU DO THAT

ASFGHJJKLMKGJ F█CK YOU KARL WHY

WAIT THAT'S BOUNCE

NO NOT BOUNCE

F█CK NOW I'M CRYING AGAIN TOO

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW BOOK ARE YOU F█CKING HAPPY

So they rediscover their civilisation every two centuries, and then they lose it again, that's some sort of perpetual tragedy and I'm still not okay.

THEY WERE ALWAYS ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THE TIGERS THANKS TO THE TARDIS BUT THEIR BRAINS DIDN'T ASSUME THE TIGERS HAD A LANGUAGE SO IT DIDN'T WORK AT FIRST, THIS IS SO COOL

YOU'VE DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE ALREADY, KARL, STAY WHERE YOU ARE

Fitz, that pun was atrocious

Also RIP Longbody

Okay we're nearly at the end, I need some kind of epic music for this, something very over the top and ridiculous

As it turns out, Creation of Earth by Thomas Bergersen was an excELLENT CHOICE -HOLY SHIT DOCTOR WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THE WEATHER, I mean yeah this is epic but I'm also concerned okay

DON'T ADD EVEN MORE COLOR TO THIS SCENE THERE'S ALREADY A TON OF IT AND BETWEEN THIS AND THE MUSIC I'M KINDA OVERDOSING

THANK YOU THAT WAS AMAZING

WAIT IT'S NOT OVER

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED

YOU DO, HOLY SHIT

Oh my god I just remembered something.

That's exactly what I.M.Foreman told him in Interference. With the riddle involving a baby goose you have to free from a bottle without breaking the bottle yourself. You feed the bird until it's strong enough to break it itself. That's exactly what he's trying to do here. He can't remember that conversation since it happened long before the Earth Arc, but I believe it had an impact on him anyway.

I love that ending. Simple but absolutely wonderful.

This book needs to stop making me sad at unexpected moments.

I wish I could have seen that too.

TIGER MUSIC OH NOOO

...Wait

If this turns out to be the song that was stuck in Eight's head I'm gonna die

LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE, FITZ KREINER

This book was a rollercoaster of emotions until the very end, wasn't it

...and it deserves a standing ovation.

Damn.

#Eighth Doctor Adventures #The Year of Intelligent Tigers #Eighth Doctor #Fitz Kreiner #Anji Kapoor #EDAs #An EDA liveblog full of useless comments #doctor who #long post #infinitely long post #gif #caps lock #violence tw

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Lucas Friar moved back to Texas at 17, now he’s running for Mayor of Rosewood Springs so best friend Zay and little sister Gigi decide he needs a little help from a political consultant.

Riley Matthews found her calling, she found a fiancé, but she never expected to find herself here, of all places.

Cross-posted to FF.net | Soundtrack

-the moon that moves your tides- | -basics of you and me- | -rather hurt than feel nothing at all- | -taste of love oh bittersweet-

Author Note: Sorry this is up so late tonight, it was a random babysitting day with the nephew, and if it was up to him Aunt Kat would never have her laptop open or be on her phone unless it’s to show him videos and pictures of him being cute. And then well I had to listen to ÷ and I got sucked into a Jenny Han book... I did get asked about a dream cast list for this, so I’ll post one on tumblr this weekend. Next chapter will be up on March 6th, so Monday!

-time to face my weakness-

“Riley” his voice cut through her body, cut through the noise of the crowd around them, the slot machines as far as the eye could see.

She spun towards him, her heart rapidly beating. The tight V-neck t-shirt across his broad chest which had just gotten broader over the last few years, the sparkle of his green eyes. She felt his arms slip around her, lift her off the ground and spin her around before his lips crashed onto hers as though it were the most natural thing in the world for him to just kiss her.

She snaked her arms around him, fingers fluffing the hair at the back of his neck as she returned the kiss. She’d missed this, him, damn it why hadn’t she gone to Texas A&M after all instead of NYU and George Washington?

She pulled her lips from his first kissing his jawline, his facial hair tickling her lips as she moved towards his ear, “Lucas, don’t let me go, don’t ever let me go.”

He held her still as he set her down, the two still embraced, his eyes wet with tears, “I miss you Riley, I still love you.”

Her stomach flip-flopped, her heart swelled, “I still love you, I miss you every moment of every day.”

“We should talk, just us.” He told her before kissing her once more.

His room was just a few floors below Riley’s as he pushed the door open she pulled him into it, kissing him, feeling him push her up against the wall, kissing every inch of her body that he could find exposed.

“Are you still a virgin?” She pulled away from him, remembering all the images she’d seen on his Instagram account before she unfollowed him, tried to pretend he no longer existed.

She watched as he ran his hand over his hair, “I’ve done oral, but never actual sex.”

She could see the fear in his eyes, “Same” she confessed, it had been years since they were together, he moved on and so had she.

Lucas reached for her, “I want you as my first and my only.”

She let her fingers trial up his chest before her eyes focused on his, “Don’t make a promise you don’t intend to keep or can’t keep.”

His hands moved down her body, “You are my heart, my missing piece. If you let me make love to you here and now, I am yours forever, and I will make it legal tomorrow at the chapel of your choice.”

“Lucas” she turned away, still caught in his touch, “I’m in D.C. and you’re in Texas, we can’t be married.”

“Yes, we can, we only have another year of school left, right?” His fingers moved the hair from hiding her eyes, “I can apply to Grad School near D.C. or wherever you are, I love you Riley, if you’ll have me, I will move heaven and earth to be wherever you are.”

These were the words she’d been silently dying to hear for years, words she never thought she would, “I could move to Texas once I graduate, you can go to Vet school and I could find a job, doing something, I don’t even know what I want to do still.”

“We’ll figure it all out” he smiled watching the way her eyes lit up before she kissed him, her fingers slipping under his shirt.

Lost in the fever, lost in the moment as they shed their clothes, explored parts they hadn’t touched in years and finally succumb to the desires they’d locked away. He kissed his way along her back, feeling her shiver under each touch of his lips.

She took his hand, kissing the palm several times before moving up his arm to his neck as her legs wrapped around him.

Neither spoke, they just looked in the other’s eyes as they braced for the moment, when two became one.

Riley sat up in bed, her heart racing, her body sweaty and cold at the same time as she tried to adjust to where she was. The sun was already rising and she found her phone, along with fifteen missed calls, eight from Dave, three from Maya, one from Isadora, and two from Farkle.

Texas.

Lucas.

Her ring?

Riley looked at her hand, then it all made sense again, she’d had some kind of allergic reaction to her ring. Lucas gave her a Benadryl before passing out.

Yes.

That’s why she’d had that dream.

That’s why she’d allowed her memory to let it through.

It was the only explanation possible.

She dug her shower supplies out of her bag before grabbing her towel and going down the hall. The house was quiet still, she wasn’t honestly sure if it was because everyone else was asleep or because they were out doing chores. She was really going to have to get a schedule and if she was going to stick around find a way to help out where she could.

The water was exactly the pressure Riley had been craving after spending the last several months in a California hotel.

How was she going to do this? How was she going to help Lucas when all she wanted to do was get away from him?

That was a lie.

Part of her wished she was the type of woman who could break his heart on purpose. Make him fall in love with her, get him hot and bothered, and then leave him waiting for her outside a wedding chapel.

No, she was still lying to herself.

Part of her, a tiny part buried deep down, one she ignored most days, wanted him. Wished that he’d thrown her over his shoulder yesterday and brought her to his bedroom, locking them in, tearing her clothes off, making her his once again.

Part of her craved him, not sex, him. His touch, his kiss, his moans, his grunts, the taste of him, the way he made her feel.

No other man ever made her think like that, crave that sort of thing.

Not her college boyfriend Jeremy from her senior year, no he only made her climax if she thought about Lucas.

Not Alan who she’d met while working for her Uncle that first year out of college.

Certainly, not Dave.

But she loved Dave, if she didn’t why on earth would she have accepted his proposal?

Because Lucas Friar was her past, and she never expected to see him again.

Yet here she was, standing naked under the showerhead in a bathroom in his house. She could wrap a towel around her body, slip down the hall into his bedroom, join him in bed.

It would be easy to get lost in that with him once more.

But it would be far too hard to get untangled from the web of pain and lies it would create.

Besides, even if Lucas didn’t remember it, she was the first official notch in his headboard, and she had no intention of giving him the pleasure he’d once received from her. No, Lucas Friar had had her and forgotten, then stood her up outside the wedding chapel.

She closed her eyes, feeling the sting of hot tears.

She hadn’t cried about it in years.

Lucas had used her for sex. He had to know it was her, saying he forgot cleared him of the guilt, and got him off the hook for standing her up.

He’d made a promise he’d had no intention of keeping.

She scrubbed her body clean, trying to hold back the tears. He wasn’t worth them.

When she was done, she piled her hair into a towel and got dressed in jeans, a basic black t-shirt, and her favorite pair of keds.

The house was still quiet, she grabbed her phone, seeing a new voicemail from Dave, and another from Maya. She went out to the front porch and called Maya first.

“Hey, you called four times.” Riley sighed as she took in the view around her, it was beautiful with the golden morning sun painting the day around her.

“Yeah, I heard something crazy last night and I refuse to believe it’s true.”

Riley could practically hear Maya laughing already, “What did you hear?”

“That you not only used the words blow job, whore, and cock at the dinner table last night, you also did a demonstration.”

“You talked to Zay huh?”

“Actually Farkle.”

“Great, just wonderful.” Riley sighed, “I did, it just kind of happened. I don’t know I was just angry and wanted to shut him down.”

“So, you’re really in Texas at Lucas’ ranch?”

“Yeah, I haven’t told Dave yet.” Riley ran her finger over where her engagement ring had been, the swelling gone and the rash already clearing.

“So, I take it theirs...tension? What’s his wife like, or better yet how much does she hate you?”

“Yes, theirs tension, that would be an understatement. He’s not married, but you probably knew that already.”

“Okay fine, how badly do you want him to just take you somewhere and fuck you until you couldn’t possibly fuck again?”

“Maya, that is an awful question!”

“And I have my answer.” She chuckled.

“I’m going to try and find someone else to help him. I’m not sure I’m comfortable dealing with cleaning up his past sexual escapades.” Riley looked towards the door, “He says he doesn’t remember who he slept with in Las Vegas.”

“Ouch, that has got to hurt.”

“Not as much as it did when I waited for him and he didn’t show up.” Riley blinked back the tears, “I um, I gotta call Dave. I’ll let you know when I’m on my way back to New York, I shouldn’t be here more than a few days.”

“When’s the election?”

“November, why?”

“I’ll see you in November.”

Before Riley could protest she realized that Maya had hung up on her.

She took a moment before she dialed Dave’s number, “Hey, sorry I missed your calls.”

“Are you okay? Isadora would only say that you’ll be in Texas until November.”

Riley rolled her eyes, “I uh probably won’t be gone that long at all. I’m not sure this client needs the Riley Matthews touch.”

“Everyone needs the Riley Matthews touch.”

Riley cringed as she heard him trying to sound sexy, “Um, weird question, you have the insurance policy for the ring, right? Nothing has happened, but just in case it does, you got it when you got the ring at Tiffany’s right?”

“Yeah of course babe, it’s covered. What makes you so sure you won’t be gone for long on this?”

“I just um, I think someone else might be what the client needs, but I’ll figure it out first.” She felt that nagging knot in the pit of her stomach. “I gotta go, we’ll talk later when I know more.”

“I love you Riley.”

“I love you Dave.” The words felt wrong as she spoke them, and that alone was enough reason for her to get as far away from Lucas Friar, from Texas as soon as possible.

The screen door opened, Lucas came out in well-worn jeans, a sports gray t-shirt, “Um, Coffee is ready if you want some.”

“Thanks, that would be wonderful.” She rose from where she’d been sitting, walking through the door.

“Did you sleep okay?” He watched her, trying to ignore the obvious that she’d been talking to Dave and the jealousy bubbling inside of him.

“Not really, I always have weird dreams when I take Benadryl.” She looked away from him as they moved through the living room to the kitchen, “What about you, did you sleep okay?”

“Like a baby” a baby that as up all night, crying and screaming. She’d invaded his thoughts, he’d felt anger boiling inside of him all night. At times, he wanted to go wake her up and demand to know why she seemed so angry at him, but then he got scared.

Scared that she wasn’t angry at him.

Scared of possible comfort that could be sought from each other.

Scared that he could give in.

Scared that she would give in.

#Thunder Chasing The Wind #Riley Matthews #Lucas Friar #Girl Meets World #Rucas #GMW Fanfic #Rucas Fanfic #Maya Hart #Corn Chip Dave

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