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the-knife-in-my-heart · 5 months

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i spent fall crying - in bed, at the dinner table, in the subway

it hit me a little harder every day

we had our first snow, i can't deny that winter is here

but you are far gone

far gone and yet carved into my brain

i am branded by everything that happened

it's deep under my skin, in my heart

i've been doing all the things we used to do together - alone

i just don't want to remember anymore

summer is happening way too fast

i'm still grieving you

i'm grieving our plans and our future

i'm grieving the late night conversations and slow dances that we'll never have

i'm grieving a person that no longer exists

i'm not ready to spend the summer without you

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 5 months

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i miss your mom. it's her birthday next month.

i listen to your favorite songs every day. they remind me of when we would sit together in your car and you'd play them for me.

i think about your dog a lot. she was a gentle soul and i hope she is happy, wherever dogs go when they die.

i see you in everything. when i walk past the stores, i think, how much that hoodie in the storefront would suit you. when i stroll through the park, i see you by my side, holding my hand. when i make one of the recipes that i have from you, i imagine us cooking and dancing in your kitchen. when i go shopping, i have to remind myself, that i won't show you what i got later in the evening. you were always so happy to see everything.

you were my weather, my music, my warmth, my comfort and safety.

now you are a memory.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 5 months

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you never even grieved me.

you moved on before it was even over.

am i worth that little?

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 5 months

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i am tired tired tired of being the poet. when do i get to be poetry?

#maybe when i'm dead

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 6 months

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today would have been the sixth halloween with you

instead it's the first one without you again

#grief #i miss you

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 6 months

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you left me with so many questions.

what happened. HOW could you do this to me. what did i do. what happened what happened what happened.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 7 months

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you're the one that i love and hate the most. the one that saved and ruined me. the one i am most grateful for and the one i can never forgive.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 7 months

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again. it happened again.

i was so sure this time would be different.

but it was the same story, different person.

all over again.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 7 months

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you were supposed to be the one. you were supposed to be different. you were supposed to be mine.

and all you ended up being was another lesson.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 7 months

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sometimes, on my walk home from work,

i get excited to tell you about my day,

only to remember,

you've forgotten me.

you've moved on.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 8 months

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it's really sad

when everything you thought was stable

crashes

everything you thought would take the sadness

really only made it deeper

- NF, i miss the days

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 8 months

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summer came and summer passed

i am still in pain

now fall rolls around and still you haven't come back to save me

i'm beginning to doubt you ever will

and as the nights get colder i sit at the window and cry

begging the stars to make our paths cross again

but they're not listening

they're not listening

summer is happening way too fast

i'm still grieving you

i'm grieving our plans and our future

i'm grieving the late night conversations and slow dances that we'll never have

i'm grieving a person that no longer exists

i'm not ready to spend the summer without you

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 8 months

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i've never felt like less of a person than without you

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 8 months

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tell me how does a body live

with a mind

that wants to die

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 8 months

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i just hope that somewhere, in another universe, we made it. we got married, we lived our lives, we grew old together.

there has to be a place in which we made it, right? we were meant to be. just not in this universe, not in this lifetime.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 9 months

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you were supposed to be here.

you said you'd be here.

you promised.

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 9 months

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i painted my room green

i put all your things in a box in the basement

i cut my long hair that you loved so much short

everything i connected with you is gone

you left my life

but you never left my mind

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