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walking-metaphor · 2 days

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A heavy piece. My heart is in chaos right now. I should have never felt love in the first place.

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thewaitingluna · 2 days

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Can I sleep this life off and wake up in the next, where you are around? I am tired of this angry town.

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otakubimbo · 2 days

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Now I'm All Messed Up

Shoko Ieiri x F! Reader.

You and Shoko "break up"?

Hurt No Comfort, Not Proof Read, Wrote This In 30 Minutes.

OB talk: Inspired by the song Now I'm All Messed Up x Tegan and Sara. I couldn't get the idea out of my head after listening to Heartthrob for the 75th time. In my mind, it was written for a female reader but nothing is gendered.

The butt of her cigarette gets smashed under her shoe as Shoko enters into her empty apartment. It was devoid of life, devoid of joy, devoid of you.

Now I’m all messed up. Sick and tired of wondering where. Where you're leaving your makeup

Flashbacks of your terrible singing coming to her mind while she drops her stuff at the door, not even bothering to hang up anything properly. You should be dancing around in her kitchen right now, trying to stay awake as you make her a late-night dinner that she continually told you, you didn’t have to. But you always insisted. Before you, she barely ate dinner, she barely ate anything surviving off of cigarettes and coffee, but you made sure she ate, you made sure she took care of herself. You took care of her.

Now I’m all messed up. Sick and tired of wondering who Who’s life you're making worthwhile?

But now you were gone. Your light had left the cold apartment not long ago and she missed it. She missed you. You were her everything, and yet she was the reason you left. You were her everything, but in those last moments, in those last months, she treated you as if you were nothing to her but a burden. The genuine care you had for her was seen as nothing more than a nuisance as she was putting in overtime, barely sleeping, barely eating, and barely doing anything else besides work. The last words between the two of you still feel fresh in her mind.

Go (Please stay) Go, if you want, I can’t stop you.

You had brought her dinner to the hospital, another 24-hour shift. She met you in the parking lot while she was taking a smoke break. As you handed her the dinner you packed you fiddle with your sleeves nervously as if you had something to say. The sight of it annoyed her for some reason, making her roll her eyes.

“What” her voice coming out in a huff.

“I know you’ve been so busy lately, and I understand that I do but I was wondering if you could take some time off to come to my art showing. This one’s kind of a big deal and you haven’t really had the time to go to the last few, which I completely understand I know how busy you are but if there was any way you could see if you could maybe take some time off and come. I understand if you can’t I do I was just hoping that maybe you could. If not it’s fine.”

You ramble on trying to downplay how important this galleria was to you. She had missed the last few ones, well more than a few the last several ones, and those were the ones where you had made some big connections that procured you a spot at this huge important galleria opening. Several of your paintings were going to be displayed and some of them were even going up for auction. This was actually a really big deal for you, an important step in your journey as an artist, and all you wanted was your girlfriend there.

Shoko stomped out her cigarette in annoyance, “If it’s not that important then why even ask me to come? You know they’ve been having me work triples here and what kind of time would I have to go to something like that.”

She was stressed and annoyed. Shoko knew that she shouldn’t be taking it out on you, shouldn’t have been constantly taking it out on you but she just couldn’t help it. No matter what she said or did, you always were so understanding, so forgiving, so ready to hold her after a long day stroking her hair as you told her how proud you were of her—kissing her head softly, comforting her until she fell asleep in the middle of the morning before you got up to take care of the house and the rest of your day. You loved her, you loved her with all that you had.

“Yeah no, you’re absolutely right. Sorry for even asking. I completely understand” Your eyes burned with the threat of tears; your voice wavering as you tried to keep your composure. Every word that was said to you, broke your heart bit by bit.

“I’m sorry I’ve been such a bother to you, maybe I should stay back at my own place for a while.” You suggest, hoping that she would come around, hoping that she wouldn’t agree.

“Yeah, probably if you want.”

You give her a sad nod, before trying around the tears already streaming down your face.

Just go if you want to. Go if you want, I can’t stop you. Go if you want, I can’t stop you.

That was the last time she had seen you in weeks. Now here she lay face down in her bed, somehow the sheets still smelled of you, everything in her room smelled like you. There were still bits of you in there, some things that you missed. The little frogs you sculpted for her still sat on the bedside table. There were a few unfinished canvases in her closet. There was still so much of you, except without you. All she was left with was the scent of cigarettes and you.

Now I’m all messed up. Sick and tired of wondering where. Where you’re leaving your makeup.

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missinyouiskillingme · 10 months

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lostmf · 7 months

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s-a-d-h-u-m-a-n · 6 months

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#ex #you broke my heart #ego #escritos #letras #soledad #ansiedad #infeliz #esfuerzo #amor #notas tristes #sociedad #textos de dolor #se feliz #vete #adiós #ultimo adios

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rjmxrell · 1 year

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I wasn't good enough, but I tried to be.

#heartbreak #deep feelings #heartbroken #depressing poem #you broke my heart #sad poems #sad stories #ten word poem #breakup

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noname-404s-blog · 8 months

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love-letters-i-never-sent · 1 year

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#heartbreak #i'm sad #i miss u #sadgirl #sad thinking #3 am thoughts #missing you quotes #i miss you #why do i do this to myself #the last of us #it's over #i miss him #ghost of you #moving on #sad thoughts #this hits different #3 am feelings #you broke my heart #excerpt from a book i'll never write

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sadghostgirl14 · 9 months

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#push away #big heart #conv #convenience #no promises #sadgirl #heartache #heartbreak #relateable #healing #poetry #sad poem #used to love it #you broke my heart #missing him #you broke me #heartbroken

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wordsfromwise · 5 months

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The saddest part in life is saying goodbye to someone you wish to spend your lifetime with

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fragmentos-literarixs · 3 months

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Espero que te sientas orgulloso por haber tomado la decisión de irte sin decirme nada, ya que gracias a ello rompiste para siempre lo que alguna vez creí que era nuestra historia de amor.

Felicidades.

— Rose Noire.

#frases #escritos #notas #citas #quotes #acción poética #desamor #dolor #tristeza #spilled ink #corazón roto #you broke my heart #sadness pain #realidades #for you #rose noire #fragmentos literarixs

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the-knife-in-my-heart · 7 months

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you were supposed to be the one. you were supposed to be different. you were supposed to be mine.

and all you ended up being was another lesson.

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missinyouiskillingme · 10 months

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endorph1n · 5 months

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If I were important to you, you would have looked for solutions and not a way out.

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s-a-d-h-u-m-a-n · 7 months

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Nunca amen tanto a alguien como para descuidar su salud mental y emocional, nadie vale lo suficiente para hacerlo.

#salud mental #emociones #vacio emocional #ansiedad #soledad #infeliz #esfuerzo #amor?#desamor #you broke my heart #shit #idiots in love #<\3 #escritos #letras #notas tristes #textos de dolor #sociedad

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