461lightfire

[461lightfire]

Y‘all know what? I’ll just die as a fucking virgin..

Men are sh*t and i got to realize it again yesterday.

#hurt #men are trash #i hate it #oof

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Can someone tell me how to delete feelings?

I wish i could at the moment because a special someone who wants friendship and nothing more is making my brain go foggy 😅

I FALL FOR THE WRONG ONES 🥲 and agewise he could be my dad 😂🥲

But characterwise he’s just perfect, solid 10/10 🥲🥲

#i hate it #oof #love is complicated #characterwise a 10/10

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This is so true 😶🫥

#oof #i hate it #one sided feelings #one sided love #why do i fall for the wrong people #i know I’ll never be the one #its the age difference

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We stan crying over men we can’t have 🥲

And even worse its knowing he would never date me ✌🏻 because double my age ✌🏻he could be my dad

#real life problem #i hate it #but he’s kind of my type #ill just keep on suffering #✌🏻😩

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people can’t respect a friendship between male and female…

#fuck #rehab shadow #probably took that joke too far 😶

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#adulting #is #hard #relatable #i hate my work #wish i has someone to calm me down after a stressful workday #oof #i want to be loved #<3

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So im basically free and negative again 😂

But im still struggling with a clogged nose and coughing 😅

Hello peeps,

I got covid for a third time 😂😂

I dont know where i got it but since the restrictions got canceled here in Germany we cant recall it 😂

I keep you updated on how it’s going 😁

#oof #aftermath of covid #free and negative

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Hello peeps,

I got covid for a third time 😂😂

I dont know where i got it but since the restrictions got canceled here in Germany we cant recall it 😂

I keep you updated on how it’s going 😁

#covid #i got it again #i hate it

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Yeah so basically… my grandpa died on Wednesday. 😅 he got morphine on Tuesday and then died in the early hours of Wednesday.

Helloo people 👋🏻

How are you? Im still alive somehow but currently I’m struggling with a lot in private (my grandpa’s dementia is getting worse, work has been on my ass, and more) which makes life very hard.

And currently nothing is fun or makes fun.. tomorrow i will be going to some stores to escape the stress.

Talk to you guys later 👋🏻

[461lightfire]

Little update:

My grandpa is in hospital.

It’s not the dementia that made my grandpa’s current state worse but the fact that his liver and kidneys kind of not work well anymore. Also his heart is way too big and his oxygen levels are not good. He has pneumonia on both lungs and chances are high that he’s not gonna make it 🥲 he also gets fed through a feeding tube and he gets oxygen. 🥲 he probably dies because of multiorgan failure. 🥲

Helloo people 👋🏻

How are you? Im still alive somehow but currently I’m struggling with a lot in private (my grandpa’s dementia is getting worse, work has been on my ass, and more) which makes life very hard.

And currently nothing is fun or makes fun.. tomorrow i will be going to some stores to escape the stress.

Talk to you guys later 👋🏻

#oof #life’s hard #grandpa #update #hospital #sad #prolly not make it

[461lightfire]

Helloo people 👋🏻

How are you? Im still alive somehow but currently I’m struggling with a lot in private (my grandpa’s dementia is getting worse, work has been on my ass, and more) which makes life very hard.

And currently nothing is fun or makes fun.. tomorrow i will be going to some stores to escape the stress.

Talk to you guys later 👋🏻

#struggling #private #dementia #im tired of life #i feel like shiiiit

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Sometimes i wish i could just run away

#sad #today is a day of crying #i feel like shit #everythings just too much

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Its a very hard time to be alive… my whole family has covid except for me but all signs speak for themselves that I’ll be positive by tomorrow.. 🥲 it will be my third time having covid in the span of a year 🥲👌🏻

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Guess who preordered the Stray Kids album 👌🏻

Yes me! 😂♥️

#stray kids #skz #take my money #preordered the maxident album #limited and heart version

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Hello guys 👋🏻

Just wanted to inform you guys that im in my second quarantine. 👌🏻 i eventually got covid a second time. You’re probably wondering why i said eventually. The problem is: i took two rapid tests at the testing center which were negative even though i tested myself positive at home. Since the two rapid tests were negative i couldn’t get a pcr test (or i had to pay it myself for about 100€).

All in all, im home and stuck in my room up until the test at the testing center becomes positive.

#covid #i got it again #covid update #i keep you guys updated #personal

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blog update !

hi friends. you may or may not have seen the post where i said i wsnted to make a new account HAHA anyways. i think im gonna go through with it anf make a new sideblog for writing (but ofc everything on this acc will still exist) and this will dtill remain my main, but may slowly become more.. generalised kpop..and other general stuff..? whereas the eriting sideblog will be where u post writings.

will this change solve my self-proclaimed problems? maybe not. but i'll feel like numbers make more sense.

ANYWAYS. i hope to get that all sorted out within the next week, maybe by tmrw night if im feeling spunky.

i'll make another post with all the changes when i do!

this post isn't that important bc changes aren't happening yet but i would appreciate it if you please int w this post once you've read it! also sorry for any typos HAHAHHAA

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Hello lovely people,

Im sorry that I’m very inactive on here.. ☹️ there are some things that happened in my life. 😊 some bad and some good ones 😊

I hope y’all understand ♥️

I’ll try to be more active ♥️😊

#im sorry #there are some things that happened #some bad #i hope yall understand