I am literally just using this for whatever pops into my head and my own progress. Stick around if you enjoy the most nebulous of hyperfixation behavior.
Even after all this time, I am still a baby witch and don't know all the card meanings off the top of my head (still using a guide). But I'm looking forward to getting the practice in this year~
Pull
-The Moon (Reversed)
-Eight of Wands
-Ten of Pentacles (Reversed)
Meanings
-The Moon (R): Release of Fear, Repressed Emotion, Inner Confusion
-Eight of Wands: Speed, Action, Air Travel, Movement, Swift Change
-Ten of Pentacles (R): The dark side of wealth, Financial failure or loss
Intent / Interpretation:
My intent with this pull was to get a sort of baseline. Taking my goals and current plans into account, I wanted to see what the future looks like on this path.
The Moon reversed pulled as my first card. Honestly, this one made a lot of sense, particularly with the release of fear. I just recently confronted someone close to me on how they've been treating me and set some boundaries with a deadline for them. I had been putting it off for a few months, giving them the benefit of the doubt and taking on certain responsibilities onto myself. I finally took the time to stand up for myself, while the result of that is yet to be seen.
The Eight of Wands was a bit on the nose, but not in a bad way! Swift change is probably referencing my roommate situation (considering the ultimatums I gave to continue living with them) or just with my plans to better myself. A lot of change all at once that will take a lot to keep up. Even daily pulls is a massive change. Air travel also makes sense, considering I have a work trip coming up and some plans to travel out of state for a bit.
The Ten of Pentacles reversed worries me a bit. A lot of my goals and plans involve finances and money to back them. A financial loss could be seen as a good thing in literal senses, since it could mean that the loss is played in tandem with completing some of my goals. A financial failure could also mean that I don't do any of what I intend to do. It's hard to tell at this point.
Overall, this feels optimistic to me. I choose to see this as optimistic, regardless of how much the final card worries me. I'm starting on a better foot this year, with more respect for myself and surrounded by people who want what's best for me. I can do this!
Did I do any of what I set out to do creatively last year? No, no I did not. But! It's a brand new year with brand new goals and priorities! I'm going to try using this space as a way to archive my own growth and projects again, hopefully with a bit more frequency.
There are some literary, some cosplay, some tarot things I want to do better at recording. For myself if for no one else. So here's to a new opportunity for a fun year! Bring it on, 2024~
Some goals I have for the year to get the creative juices flowing:
-Daily Card Pulls
-Cosplay/Art Project Progress & WIPS
-Fire's Library Continuation
go to this random coordinates generator and say in the tags how you would fare if you were dropped where it generates without warning. i’ll go first i’d be dropped in the middle of the fucking south atlantic ocean and perish
I made cookies! Excited to see how they taste. I was supposed to make them for my dnd group for our character creation meet up, but I didn't realize the butter and egg needed to be room temperature and the dough chilled.
I'll know for next time! If you wanna try these for yourself, the recipe is on [ critical role books . com / cookies ] (take out spaces).
I just finished "The Mighty Nein The Nine Eyes of Lucien," and let me tell you, I have never been more happy to have picked up a book in a long time!
This was the perfect start to my 1-book-a-month goal. Since I tend to hyper-fixate pretty hard on my interests, reading a book based on the characters of that hyper-fixation just makes sense.
The book gave a truly haunting insight and story to the Tiefling before our Circus Man came to be, and all the nods and Easter eggs to other campaigns and lore were a massive treat.
If you love angst and whump with an open ending for growth, I highly recommend giving this a read. Well worth the time~ And if you prefer audio books, Robbie Daymond narrates and the cast reprise their characters, so it's very reminiscent of a podcast.
For my next book, I might do a review per chapter or every few chapters. It'll be spoiler heavy obviously, but this is mainly for me anyway. I do love a good journey~