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Yo so I'm nearly done with the Seokmin pros + cons my only problem is I can't think of a con to add and it's already been two weeks lol
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Just a heads up: I’m no longer accepting requests. Will just finish the requests in my drafts. Still not sure if I’ll deactivate this blog after like a year or just leave it open. I’ll think about it once I’ve finished all requests.
Sorry.
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pros/cons for dating hoshi? ty✨
Just posted, sorry for waiting for so long! Click here to go to the post.
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Pros and cons of dating soonyoung please? I'd really appreciate it, I hope you have a good day :)
Hope you have a good day too 💕
Disclaimer: All of these are just based on my sometimes-biased opinions and whatever I wrote below does not, in any way, completely and correctly describes Hoesh.
One more thing I noticed is that these pros and cons are based on what I consider as pros and cons. Some of the pros might be cons to you guys and vice versa, so please do take this with a grain of salt and remember that this is just for entertainment.
Hoshi // Kwon Soonyoung
Pros
Soonyoung will be honest and straightforward–in a good way. I feel like he’s the type to build relationships with trust as the most important foundation, because I feel that he believes that with trust comes respect, loyalty, and love, which are important values in a relationship. With trust, there’s lesser conflicts in communication which may cause fights later on, and he wants to avoid that.
With this, he’s very lax, open, and doesn’t restrict you much. He’s really supportive of what you want to do. Remember when someone asked him about what he’ll do when his girlfriend asks him to deliver a gift (? Can’t remember the exact question) to/biases another member of the group and then he said things like those don’t faze him? Yeah. They won’t because he knows it wouldn’t make even the slightest dent on your relationship and he knows that at the end of the day, it’s him you love.
He has a proper amount of natural aegyo (even though they can become cringe-y at the times when he wants them to be). It’s not the kind that is overly sweet or cute, it’s like he’s naturally cute that even if he doesn’t intend to, what he does comes out as cute.
Soonyoung’s always ready to drop things for you if he deems it necessary, like in emergencies. He wouldn’t give a single fuck as to what he’s going to drop because he’ll be focused on your well being and only yours. He’ll decide to think about the consequences after everything is over because you’re the most important person in his life therefore he deems that you deserve to be his top priority. 
He has natural wit--now that everyone knows of. He can easily make you laugh even when you’re down, and he has this innate ability of being able to make you smile even if it’s unintentional. 
Also, I think like he’s the kind of guy who’ll be able to come up with really clever and romantic date or celebration ideas that you will be uncomfortable with. He knows the boundaries of what you like and don’t like, and even if you have a really short boundary range, he’ll still be able to think of a long list of sweet ideas for your next dates.
He’s also the type who tries to be as positive as he can. Really bad day? Doubting if you’re going to the right road (metaphorically)? He’ll do his best to be your positive energy, the person who you can hold onto and just be that light you might not even have thought you needed.
It’s also no doubt that he’s a very hardworking person, and this means he’ll also work hard on making this one of, if not, the best relationship you’ve/you’ll ever have/had. You’ll clearly see his efforts to keep your relationship burning and alive, even through small acts that you might not even notice at first.
Cons
He has low confidence that might cause a few insecurities along the way. You have to constantly assure him that he’s done so much already and he shouldn’t push himself too much. You also have to be really alert and sensitive with his emotions because he may have the tendency to keeps things in. Chances are, he will explode when his emotions reach a very high intensity.
This may also be the reason why he can be way too hardworking at times that he forgets to take care of himself. You have to be able to at least take care of him or convince him to stop and breathe.
I assume he takes more things in than he should. Saying no, especially to opportunities, proves to be difficult to him even if he has so much in his plate already. He wants to learn as much as he can, but due to this, he forgets to do things one at a time. You have to be able to convince him to stop when the things he has to do are stacking up into a mountain, or maybe be able to help him on your own way.
I feel like he’s someone who forgives but doesn’t, or has a hard time to, forget about what happened. Like, he’s the type to hold long-term grudges, and if the two of you fight, he might be the type to remind you of your past mistakes that both of you have solved already. This might be really frustrating for you, so I think you’ll need a lot of patience when you do come into a conflict.
When he says no, it’s final. It’s rare for him to say no and he may be very lax as a boyfriend, but when he tells you no then he really means it. If you can be stubborn at times when this happens then you might raise heated conflicts at one point in your relationship.
Sorry it took so long, but it’s here! Hope y’all like it.
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Also another heads up: March is my midterms month so yeah it’s either I study a lot or procrastinate a lot (w/c means faster updates I guess) and tbh I have two papers to pass tomorrow and two exams (one of which is organic chemistry and i want to cri).
Well on the bright side, Hoshi’s pros + cons is nearly done. It’ll be posted before my week ends most likely. 
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Earthquake warning in the Philippines
Okay so all of us have been warned and are trying to prepare for the so-called “Big One” earthquake which is said to be really powerful and will strike us anytime now. Everyone please be safe and be careful, this is the official list for the emergency hotlines in the PH: http://www.gov.ph/emergency-hotlines/ and every part of the cities will have escape routes and meet up places. Please try to get to know them while you have the time.
Please study basic first aid and charge everything up and be ready.
My city is included in the list of cities that the earthquake will wreck havoc on so yeah, if I suddenly stop for like a month or so without any updates like this it’s probably because of the earthquake.
Everyone, please be safe.
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Y’all I just want to rant: I have so much paperwork to do it’s ridiculous (well not really considering my major is really focused on paperwork) and I’m so nervous because me and all of my thesis mates should have an average grade of 4 (5 is the highest) in all of our English classes and idk if I’m going to make it which means we’ll have to revise everything about our thesis and ioanefenaflij naiefjn ai
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Imagine Seungcheol finding out that he has the ‘sir’ kink when you call him as such with innocent eyes while he’s in your house as a substitute Korean tutor.
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pros & cons of dating Joshua please?
Disclaimer: All of these are just based on my sometimes-biased opinions and whatever I wrote below does not, in any way, completely and correctly describes Josh.
One more thing I noticed is that these pros and cons are based on what I consider as pros and cons. Some of the pros might be cons to you guys and vice versa, so please do take this with a grain of salt and remember that this is just for entertainment.
Joshua // Hong Jisoo
Pros
Joshua is very sensitive with your emotions and is alert when you’re feeling really down. Anxious, scared, terrified–he can see through all of those and he’ll know what to do to calm you down. He loves seeing you smile (and is probably his favorite sight on earth) so he does his best to make you as happy as he can. When you’re happy, he’s happy.
He’s the type of guy who’ll definitely keep your favorites and dislikes in mind. He’ll remember them even if you just say something randomly like “I love potatoes so much” or “Round pastel balloons are so cute” while the two of you are out or something. He wants you to know that whatever you say will never fall on deaf ears and he wants you to feel as appreciated as you make him feel.
With this, he’s a really great listener. He’s the type to let you speak your mind while your hands are entwined together, and he’ll only speak when you’re done. He’ll do his best to make you feel better from anything that bothers you and at the same time make you a better person without crossing any limits (like he wouldn’t speak harshly but he’ll say the truth because he knows that it’s for the best). 
He’ll also assure you that he’s always there for you on whatever you decide on, no matter if he doesn’t like your decision or not. He’s also literally the embodiment of the slightly overused quote “I’m not saying it’s going to be easy, but what I’m saying is you won’t go through it alone”. He’ll be with you every step of the way because he knows you’ll be there for him too.
He will tell you deeper secrets that he almost always keeps from everyone else. He trusts you well enough to let you in, but not enough to burden you with his problems. He’s glad that he has someone he can lean on, especially since he’s part of the oldest hyung line in the group.
Culture-wise, Joshua is very open to differences as he’s been exposed to a lot. If you’re from a different culture, he’ll be more than willing to learn it for you. He won’t restrict you from anything culture-related because he understands that what is not okay to his culture may be okay to some. BUT, he’ll try to talk to you about something that really irks him in a civil manner so as to build a stronger connection and trust between the two of you.
And now that Valentines is coming up, he’ll never forget to bring you flowers and chocolates and take you out (or really do anything what you want to do if flowers and chocolates are not your thing) and probably send a rose to your mother as well.
He’s also probably the type to make anniversaries really special (and if you’d allow, month-saries) and he would most likely talk to his friends about what he can do next because he wants a new surprise every celebration.
Cons
If you’re not the type to lead, I think this might SLIGHTLY stress your relationship (but not heavily). Joshua isn’t exactly the lead in the relationship even if sometimes he can be, so you’ll have to be okay with taking the lead at times.
He might be too gentle, too, so if you’re more for an active, fun, and adventurous relationship, then I think you and Joshua might not be a bit compatible. It’s not that he’s lazy or something, it’s just that he gives me the vibe that he prefers relaxing, lazy days rather than going out to parties or spending Friday nights in noisy clubs. Road trips would be nice once in a while for him, though, especially if you’re out in the wilderness with a van. But other than that, I can’t really see him as someone who’ll be in an adventurous relationship.
Joshua tends to not speak his mind at times, hoping that his problems are going to solve themselves which may sometimes lead to much bigger problems. There are times that he might deem some problems as not important so he might not say them, and he doesn’t want to burden you with them as much as possible. You’ll have to keep on reminding him that you’re always there for him and that his problems are never a burden to you.
Please try not to snap at Joshua. Be open to him as much as possible to prevent snapping out of built-up anger. He’ll think that he’s not doing enough for you and will avoid anything that will make you snap at all costs, which might form a small tension every now and then to the point that it might collectively build up, which might cost you your relationship.
Soonyoung, Jun, and Seokmin on the way! Hope this is good enough because I haven’t been feeling good about my writing these days.
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Pros & cons of dating mingyu pls thx♥
Disclaimer: All of these are just based on my sometimes-biased opinions and whatever I wrote below does not, in any way, completely and correctly describes Mingyu.
Mingyu // Kim Mingyu
Pros
Mingyu will always think about you. Always. This is a pro for you but is somewhat more of a con for his members because he just won’t shut up about you and him. “Hey this was the place we ate ice cream at for our fourth date”, “Can you believe I have the best partner ever like I feel so bad for you all but”, “Hyung look do you think I should buy this for our anniversary?” and the iconic “Man I’m just so in love with–” OKAY SHUSH THAT’S LIKE THE MILLIONTH TIME WE GET IT
He will always make sure you feel content and loved. He’ll always remind you that you’re the reason why he smiles everyday and why he’s motivated to keep on working hard. He doesn’t like it when you feel uncomfortable with the relationship so he’ll do his absolute best to make your relationship work in the best way possible.
He’s also the type to stand on your front door, trying to score a kiss after each date. It’s not that he’ll force you, but he literally won’t leave until you give him one (I don’t think anyone will be able to resist puppy Mingyu okay it’s just impossible). He’ll drop you obvious hints like raising his eyebrows with a smug smile, pointing to his cheek or whatever in hopes of getting a kiss from you. If he’s feeling frisky, he might attempt to make it a kiss on the lips by turning his head when you’re just about to kiss him on his cheek.
He strikes me as the kind of guy to send you positive messages at random times of the day, and he’ll always send you good morning and good night texts with lots of emoticons. He would also be the kind of guy who’d randomly call you in the middle of the night because “I missed hearing your voice” even though you were just done talking to him on the phone three hours ago.
A picture of you that he took while you weren’t looking as his cellphone’s background picture? Yes. Pictures of him that he took while your phone was with him? Definitely. A selfie of you and him in his wallet? Absolutely. 
Cliche I know but he will love to cook for you and/or teach you how to cook if you don’t know how. He’ll tease you if he’s better than you but if not then he’ll try to make it as a competition at times. You’ll probably just end up with a huge mess though because he’ll try to sabotage yours as much as he can.
Mingyu loves surprising you a lot, whether it be during a special occasion or just a random day while you two are together. He knows how he spends less time with you than normal partners do because of his work, so he makes up for it with surprises. It can range from a simple picnic somewhere outside the city to a romantic, candle-lit dinner on a beach.
Lastly, he’s also very skinship-y. Aegyo-ish. Normally it would be the partner who behaves in a feminine way who’ll be doing most of the aegyo but trust me, Mingyu will do it way more than ordinary girls to. He’d definitely flash you a sparkling, puppy eyes look when he asks for your permission to drink with his friends and all that, with a tight hug if you agree and a pout if you don’t
Cons
He gives a lot in your relationship, but he’ll expect you to return the same amount of love or something. Not necessarily the show of affection or aegyo, he’s fine with you brushing it off, but the act of giving towards each other. An example is when he skips a day of practice just to take care of you when you’re sick, so when it’s him who’s sick, he’ll expect you to stay at least a day with him and take care of him too. If you don’t reciprocate this much, then he’ll think he’s giving too much and might get tired with your relationship as he doesn’t really get much from it (not that he expects to get some but a relationship should be a give and take not worshiped and woshiper kind of thing).
If you’re the type of person to not like surprises, then I guess you might get frustrated with Mingyu. He enjoys surprising his significant other in random times within the relationship because he enjoys his partner’s shocked expressions, but if you express that you don’t like surprises, it might make the relationship feel slightly dull. It’s not that big and this won’t strain your relationship much, but if you completely brush his advances off, that’s when it’ll start turning really dull. It would be good to accept it now and then, like a birthday celebration or something.
It’s not that he’d get sad if you don’t return or just reject the skinship, but it’s more of you tolerating it if you don’t like it. He teases a lot, too, and it might infuriate you at times.
Someone who religiously sticks to a certain schedule per day might not be a good match for Mingyu, unless you’re adventurous deep inside. He might also be too fast paced (no pun intended) for you to keep up at times if your lifestyle is more of a walk than a run kind of thing. You’ll have to tolerate his childish tendencies at times too.
He can get pretty stubborn when you both fight, and it’ll always be a case of either his hyungs convincing him to apologize or you initiating it. No in between, so if you can’t take that, then your relationship might not last for very long.
Joshua’s the next request, if you guys want me to write another member just send me an ask!
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Happy birthday to the Jeju Diva who never fails to make me smile and make my day 💖💕
우리 귀여은 제주도 소년 승관이 생일 축하해 💕 너의 캐럿들이 너어어어어무 사랑해 💞💗
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me, a writer: omg somebody write this
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Hey guys, I’m thinking of changing my blog theme so mobile links might not work and the whole blog might look messy for a little bit!
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pros + cons of dating scoups?
Disclaimer: All of these are just based on my sometimes-biased opinions and whatever I wrote below does not, in any way, completely and correctly describes Scoupstastu.
S.coups // Choi Seungcheol
Pros
When Seungcheol is in love, he is definitely 6 feet deep in love. Nothing else matters–your age, your appearance, your mannerisms, your flaws, nothing. I imagine he’s someone who focuses on how he feels about you and he doesn’t see anything else other than that, so he wouldn’t get your insecurities at times (but that won’t stop him from making you love yourself!).
Skinships skinships skinships. He loves glomping his significant other and he isn’t afraid nor embarrassed to kiss you in public. He’d love to hold your hands any time of the day. He’s also one to give warm back hugs and cuddles and just be such a cute, tall human-Koala.
He is also caring, no doubt about that. He’s always looking out for your well being and would always know what to do in situations like when you’re sick, when you’re on your period, and even just in plain, lazy mornings where both of you are doing nothing. I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s the kind of guy who would wake up early just to make you breakfast and take good care of you after a pretty intense session the night before. Heh.
With that aside, he gives me the impression that he is pretty proud of your relationship. Sure, he’ll be slightly nervous when he gets to meet your parents, but his confidence on his love for you overpowers it by a little bit which means you’ll have a nice dinner with your family without the awkward atmosphere you were expecting.
He’ll make you experience stuff you wouldn’t even dare think you’d do by yourself and he’ll do it in a way you’re comfortable with–he wouldn’t force you but I’m betting you he doesn’t need to because you’ll feel so assured that he’s there and he’s got you. Stuff like bungee jumping (if you’re acrophobic he won’t push it, of course), dancing to their choreography, singing, and all that stuff you haven’t done before (but ofc not the extremes). He wants you to enjoy your life together with him.
He thinks before he acts. Would you like it if he acted this way? Would this be more beneficial for the two of you? He highly treasures your relationship and would be careful to not put any strain on it.
I’ve also noticed that he’s naturally mature, like, it’s not just because he’s the leader of SEVENTEEN but he gives off the feeling that he’s been mature way before that. (I think) someone who’s naturally mature is sensitive to his/her significant other’s feelings and is the one who consciously or unconsciously grounds the relationship (idk how to say it but kind of like the one who keeps it in place? Sets the borders justly? Idk).
He’s also someone who strives to better himself and is always ready to talk about what you’re not comfortable with in the relationship. He’s great at adapting and adjusting, but he also knows when to push his needs so he doesn’t end up as the only one who gives between you two.
Cons
If you’re not one for skinship or PDA, then I think you and Seungcheol are going to have a bit of a problem. It’s okay to set boundaries, but if you keep on stopping him almost all of the time, he might… I don’t know, not feel the connection and your relationship might turn dull? It’s not the deciding point for him, but he really enjoys being able to do it.
If you have a lot of insecurities, he might not be the best one to get advice from because, as I’ve said, he’s way too deep into the relationship that he just can’t completely comprehend your insecurities. He doesn’t see them so he doesn’t understand why you’d pay attention to them. However, it would also make him feel that he has somewhat failed to be a good boyfriend to you and that he hasn’t shown enough appreciation for you. This might stress him out and would try to seek advice to his members or his superiors.
When I mentioned he thinks before he acts, he really does think to the point that he might overthink at times. You’ll have to be able to at least sense if he’s overthinking again because he keeps it to himself and it might explode into a huge argument if it isn’t dealt with while it was building up.
He can be too giving at times that he might forget himself. Even if he’s tired due to practice and schedules, he’d still try to make things up for the stuff he missed and would feel guilty for not being there most of the time. He loves his work but he loves you, too, and would probably unintentionally destroy his body on trying to hold both in the process. He needs to know when to rest and that you’ll have to assure him that you love him and that he should focus on his career, too.
Speaking of heavy schedules, he might just suddenly snap at one point due to him being so tired, and he’d feel incredibly guilty for taking it out on you.
When the two of you get in an argument and give each other the silent treatment, it’ll break you into pieces because you’ll miss him so much. You’ll greatly miss your moments together, his texts, and most of all, him. He’ll make you fall so hard into the relationship with him that an argument may break you a lot, resulting to you into avoiding conflicts even though small ones are healthy for relationships. Having absolutely no conflicts may have a long-term negative impact on one’s relationship, so it’ll be bad if you avoid them at all costs.
I hope I did him some justice! Haha. I wrote this while birds were… I don’t know, fighting or mating or whatever on my window and it was noisy af. I really enjoyed this so if anyone wants to request other members go right ahead!
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Merry Christmas everyone!!!!
Remember that 13 gorgeous boys love you alongside their fan base (including me ofc) and I hope you’re enjoying your holidays and are drinking lots of hot cocoa and getting the best Christmas presents and feel awesome all throughout or probably get smashed like I am right now for drinking too much Soju and vodka
Everyone deserves a beautiful Christmas enjoy this day ok
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So I kind of have ideas for a Christmas series... mostly drabbles tbh forgive me. Hopefully I’ll get all of them done before December ends with different fluffy plots so y’all can enjoy 
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Starry night sky [SEVENTEEN Short Scenario]
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Pairing: Lee Jihoon (Woozi) x Unnamed!OC
Jihoon looked at the starry night sky, and he saw her doing the same.
Despite the exhaustion on his whole body after practicing the whole day, he couldn’t take his eyes away from her. He knew of her as their new temporary stylist to fill in for their previous one who was currently on a maternal leave, and he never paid her any attention before, so why does she have all of it right now?
Staring at her slender and smooth fingers as she tucked small strands of her hair behind her ear gave him a small urge to entwine it with his and feel their softness on his hand. Her hair was up on a messy bun which gave off an effortless natural look that made his heart skip a beat. Her eyes--
”Jihoon-hyung!” Jihoon broke out of his trance when a voice called his name with a little bit of excitement in his tone. The older reluctantly turned his head towards Hansol, his group’s second youngest, who was hurriedly walking towards him with a bright smile on his face. 
Jihoon cleared his throat before responding with a “What?” and a small smile in hopes of Hansol not noticing that he was obviously checking their temporary stylist out. Needless to say, he felt slight relief to see the younger showed no signs of knowing. “Majority of the production staff lost the bet against Seungcheol-hyung!”
“Which means?” Jihoon’s mind was still a bit too preoccupied with a certain girl to remember a bet that was made months ago.
 “Which means that our dinner today is on them and we get to eat Korean beef again!” Hansol exclaimed with a tone filled of childish excitement that made the older chuckle. Shaking his head, he walked to Hansol and pat him on the back, “Let’s go get that meat then.”
Hansol strode towards the exit with Jihoon casually walking behind him, who, throughout the night, was in denial of the thought that he was hesitating to leave the room.
Jihoon looked at the starry night sky, and he saw her doing the same.
Her hands were as soft as he imagined. The two of them were sitting on the edge of the open-air stage Jihoon just performed on an hour ago with the other members of his group, holding her hand tightly as if to show the world he doesn’t want to be separated from her; that he never intends to let go no matter the circumstances. Such skinship was normal to the two of them as best friends, but the thought of her possibly reciprocating his feelings made Jihoon’s heart flutter and he never wanted the feeling to end.
“I told you it’s going to be a hit,” she looked at him with the warm smile he loved the most, “Everyone liked your music as soon as you published it.” He couldn’t help but smile and look down, a light shade of red on his cheeks because of her compliment. He’s used to receiving praises and compliments but he can’t seem to get used to hers, always becoming a blushing mess whenever one escapes from her lips.
“It’s not really much… I mean, I can do better than that,” he said, and he cut her off before she can protest, “And I plan on doing so for the years to come. I’m going to write more and strive for near perfection.” He grinned and she returned it with another warm smile.
“As long as you’re beside me throughout those years…” He muttered absentmindedly, looking back up to stare at the stars dotting the dark blue sky. He was too into his thoughts that he didn’t feel her flinch and see her eyes widen at his statement, sounding like a confession from him she has always been waiting for.
He was pulled out of his thoughts when she poked him on his side.
“Hey, Jihoon... I may just be assuming things but... when you said that as long as I’m beside you through the rest of the years, did you mean...?”
Jihoon looked at the starry night sky, and he saw her doing the same.
She was lying beside him on a grass field not too far from the city as they stared at the sky. They both deemed it as their “special” place the moment they found it when they went on a road trip and his car broke down. He remembered the secrets, the fights, and the kisses they shared on the field and he treasures each and every one of them as much as he treasures her.
He still couldn’t believe she was with him even though they’ve already been going out for two years.
The first year was tough. Many fans from all over the world have expressed their disapproval of their relationship, and several fansites closed down when Dispatch posted photos of them together for verification. 
Fortunately, it all died down as time went on. The number of supportive and positive messages, until today, has been rapidly increasing together with wishes for a happy relationship between the two.
With everything calming down and them reaching their second anniversary as a couple, thoughts of proposing to her flooded his mind.
His heart was hammering within his chest at the thought of finally asking her to marry him. He initially planned to propose to her in the restaurant they dined at earlier, but the only thing he did was stutter and sweat profusely throughout dinner.
A sigh escaped his lips as he sat up, his hand reaching for the small box inside his bag.
Well, he gulped, it’s now or never.
Jihoon looked at the starry night sky, and he saw her doing the same.
He, together with her and their nine-year-old son, were on their way back home from their child’s school when they stopped to rest at a bench on the nearby park (and also because of their child’s never-ending demands for ice cream). Jihoon’s hand was on hers and he remembered how he used to want to hold them but he couldn’t because they practically did not know much about each other at that time.
Their son’s school had a family day event, and Jihoon was ready to pass out earlier on the campus’ field because of having to compete in several competitions. He didn’t exactly have to, but impressing his son was such an ego booster for him and before he knew it, he listed his name as a participant for competitions one after another. 
“I never knew you could run that fast!” She exclaimed, shifting her gaze from him to her son sitting on the grass in front of them, “Maybe that’s why that little rascal over there is an expert on running away from me whenever I give him his vegetables.”
He laughed, “Hey now! It’s not my fault that vegetables taste gross.” She slapped his arm and turned away from him, muttering about disrespect on “leafy goodness” which made him laugh harder.
His loud laughter took his child’s attention, and soon their son was running towards them with an empty cone in one of his hands. The child’s free hand tapped his thigh, signalling Jihoon to scoot over so their son can sit in between them. “Mom, dad, thank you for today!” the boy exclaimed with a wide smile and Jihoon grinned in return.
“Anything for you.”
Jihoon looked at the starry night sky, and he saw her doing the same.
Her hand was still as soft as he remembered back when they were young, even with all the wrinkles from aging and sickness. He held her hand gently in between his shaking ones, trying his hardest not to cry whenever he feels her breathing slow down from time to time.
It has been a week and a half since she was confined in the hospital due to severe dengue. Several news stations have reported a dengue outbreak in a few provinces in South Korea, including theirs, and the reporters claimed that the recent typhoon that hit their country forced the mosquitoes to come out of their habitats and search for food. Tens and hundreds of people have been sent to hospitals, and unfortunately for Jihoon, his wife was one of them.
Their son went back to his family in Seoul after staying for two weeks because he was not able to convince his boss to give him more days off of work. He was equally as distressed when he heard the news, and Jihoon and his son exchanged silent cries whenever she was asleep. His son prayed every night for her safety and left a small rosary behind in hopes of increasing the chances of her recovery.
Jihoon was never one to follow “extraordinary” beliefs, but if one of the stars in the sky he is looking at can grant his wish of her getting better, he’ll be more than willing to go down on his knees to worship and beg all of the stars no matter how long it took.
But he knew it was all going to be in vain, especially when he was informed that her condition is only getting worse.
A tear slowly ran down his cheek. He couldn’t believe he was able to witness so many beautiful moments together with her throughout the years as he silently reminisced on the hospital chair he has been sitting on for quite a while now. 
He remembers how he silently stared at her until Hansol arrived in the room. Her words of encouragement and blushing face when she said she liked him back. The two of them crying tears of joy when he proposed to her. Him participating in family day competitions for their son... 
...but what he could not believe the most is that he’ll witness their first good bye, too.
Jihoon looked at the starry night sky, but she was no longer there to do the same.
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