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self sabotage is the most annoying thing.

yeah i want to do this assignment so i don’t get behind, but am i gonna leave it for later because “i’ll get it finished in time”? you bet.

#still procrastinating #procrastination #online school #self sabotage

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3am and i’m laying here debating whether i should go to sleep or do a whole assignment

choices, choices…

#school #insomia #sleep schedule #adhd inattentive #it's 3am

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Something about tiny simple drawings just make me happy

#dinosaurs #frogs #flowers #simple #cats

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#spider man #tobey spiderman #andrew spiderman #tom spiderman #no way home #spiderman no way home

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sprolden </3

king and queen

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social studies makes me want to light my computer on fire

#social studies #history #arson #fire #school #online school

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no orla gartland was right, why am i like this

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i get these weird realizations. things i should have noticed or known, but they live there without any notice. things like not realizing Snapmaps is in darkmode or that one of the Boston Pizza in my town is suddenly in the place its always been. 

makes me kinda crazy. ive lived in this town my whole life. i knew that that boston pizza was there, but i also didnt. so weird. i dont understand how my brain does that. 

maybe im like that boston pizza to some people. im there, but you dont realize im there and always have been. i mean mostly. then one day they’re just like “oh, when did she get here?” but ive been here the whole time.

i dont know if that makes sense but oh well

#realization #invisible #yasqueen #derealization #lost

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smth abt group projects that makes me want to set everyone's houses on fire