buckythesunshinesoldier

[buckythesunshinesoldier]

KILLSHOT (atsumu x f!reader)

atsumu is an idiot and you think you're gonna pay for it.

hurt/comfort (for you, fuck him)

⚠️: angst, cheating, pregnancy, abortion, reader is so pro-choice it's crazy, also swearing, a lot, idk about anything else.

atsumu, you're gonna be the end of me

you knew it the moment you met him, the bullet that would end your life had his name written all over it, you were both fifteen and crazy, then twenty and dumb, and now you're twenty-four and so fucking sad you just want to beg for him to finish you, come on, it's not like you don't know what he does, you just don't have the evidence to throw a fist to his stupid face, but you know he smells like cheap disgusting perfume, and you know that you only wear a baby one because you hate perfume.

disgusting piece of shit thinking he can trick me

it's not like he doesn't love you, with you he acts like nothing is happening and you're so sure he's just bored and needs something else to notice that he doesn't want you to leave "if he was honest at least" you think watching a fly doing her thing all over the place. you just know him too damn well, you've spent too many fucking years by his side being the cool girlfriend all his friends can only dream about "does he know that?" does he know about all the friends of his you've got just sitting, wainting, eager for you to respond their dms? does he know about his rivals? about kageyama responding every story with a fire emoji as if he didn't have a girlfriend? fucking cheating scum, they're all the same, fucking straight men thinking they have the right to go around breaking spirits, destroying girls' self-esteem as if that was nothing.

maybe i should be his bullet

but no, you won't, you're better than him in every way or form, you're prettier and at least you know how to dye your fucking hair and don't have to ask your doting girlfriend every now and then to do it for you so you don't look like an idiot, you should have accepted aran's confession when you had the chance, he's perfect, and now he's engaged, just like you, but you're sure as fuck he doesn't treat his girl like atsumu treats you.

atsumu, you're driving me insane

- hello, pretty girl- he says as he makes his way to the kitchen, planting a kiss on your lips.

-you smell like shit- you say.

-i missed you darling- he says trying to imitate your voice- what do you want me to smell like? i haven't taken a shower there so i could be here with you sooner.

-then you should smell like sweat and training- but now you smell like sweat and cheap disgunting floral wannabe perfume- go get a shower before i puke.

-okay, baby, i get it, miss period came sooner this month.- he responds slapping your ass and making his way to the bathroom

period, huh? like a pregnant bitch like me could have that

but he doesn't know that, does he?

maybe it's because you already have an appoiment to get rid of the little shit, as kei called it when you phoned him a week ago crying out loud, screaming that you couldn't be the mother of a kid with a cheating dad, just imagine if he gets as mentally stable as you.

fast forward to the next month and you're packing your shit to leave, atsumu found out about the abortion and he had the nerve call you a liar "and what about it, son of a bitch? that makes two of us, the difference is that i didn't ever lie, i just skipped info"

"what are you talking about, y/n?" he asked you with tears in his face, ugly, you thought.

"i'm talking about your little mistress of a month"

"y/n"

"are you gonna keep lying or what?"

"i love you"

"that's the only truth you have?"

"i did it three times, in a month, yeah, but three times, but i was looking for reasons to stay, and i found them, you're the one, i'm sorry and i hate myself, okay?"

"oh, baby, that changes everything, let's make another baby so we can forget about it, yeah?"

you say that so sincere that the dumb bitch in front of you believes it and tries to hug you, but you push him, and he falls. "pathetic" you say.

atsumu always took you for granted, because you give and give and ask for nothing in return, he knew about your fear and the silly metaphore about him being a bullet, but it's the moment you're walking out the door he sees you as a threat.

it's the moment even sakusa openly says that he'd fuck you now that you're free he sees you as a bullet.

maybe he does, he doesn't know, because his teammates laugh at him for letting you go and being the one to blame. and he couldn't ask you, because you absolutely blocked him from your life.

it's the moment hinata shows him the pictures from your wedding some years after to which he obviously wasn't invited.

it's that moment when he sees you dressed in white, hugging your/his friends, because they never gave him any detail about your life after him (that doesn't mean he hasn't tried to find you, though)

until that moment, it's that moment when he can feel the killshot, the pain and the burn in his chest.

how dare you having a kid with someone else, a blonde kid who you hold the day of your wedding next to the blonde guy who seems to be so blind he can't even take the glasses off to marry you?

"stupid four eyes long motherfucker not even good enough to play in a big league as me, just you wait for her to find out"- he thinks.

but you don't listen, you can't listen to his thoughts anymore, not when kei is trying to take care of both your's and kyotani's kid while you make dinner.

you don't listen because your ears are filled with your own laugh watching such a giant struggling to keep two two years old quiet for a bit.

it's the moment when he lets them be in front of the tv and gets close to you to kiss your forehead and ask you if he can help that you notice you don't have any bullet hole anywhere, the bullet didn't even stand a chance against a shield that kei is. they shield you are.

that's basically it, i'm thinking about writting something about what atsumu was thinking when he did that and the aftermath and something about how tsuki and the reader met, but idk you tell me if you're interested or something💘

#haikyuu angst #haikyuu!! #haikyu x reader #haikyū!! #hq x reader #hq atsumu #atsumu angst #atsumu x reader #haikyuu atsumu #atsumu miya #atsumu x you

[buckythesunshinesoldier]

JUST LIKE YOU.

there's something you've always loved about shoyo hinata: he idolizes a lot of people, but he's always willing to surpass everyone he admires.

(bokuto x fem!reader-hinata x fem!reader)

⚠️: cheating, mentions of (drunk) sex, mentions of alcohol, aged up, so post timeskip spoilers.

shoyo hinata looked up to him since they first met. nobody doubted it. not even akaashi, he joked around with the fact that hinata admired him so much it was ridiculous.

and he adored shoyo, he was like a little brother, letting him teach him how things were done.

he got y/n to date him without a blink, even when she was the manager they all loved, even when kuroo or that miya twin would flirt non stop with her...hinata did everything to get them together.

hinata was there, back in the training camp when akaashi had to cover bokuto's mouth after he confessed to y/n right after he saw her for the first time.

she, of course, thought that fukurodani's ace jumps and heart eyes were for her shy, beautiful friend kyoko, but they weren't, and shoyo made sure she knew it after a chat with that cool captain he had just met.

hinata was there, taking his girl to the park after they had their first fight to meet up with him, hinata was there when they had that fight about their future wedding.

shoyo hinata looked up to bokuto since they first met. nobody doubted it. not even himself, that's why, maybe, he stayed by y/n's side when kotaro stormed out the house, that's maybe why he titled her chin up with a hand and took her tears away with the other; that's why he pulled her into the tightest hug while rubbing her back as the tears kept falling from her eyes to the skin of his neck.

"you really got big, shoyo, brazil really treated you nicely" she said trying to make the pain go away with a smile while caressing his shoulders, remembering when he was just a teen who comforted her with the same hugs, just smaller. "are you still hungry? he'll come back when that mood...you know how he is, right? you're teammates now, after all"

shoyo looked up to him since they first met. nobody doubted it. not even sakusa, who started to notice how the redhead spent more and more time with you.

yes, bokuto went back home after two days, but it was shoyo who was there for you, those two days and all the days after; thats why atsumu called hinata out about it "you know, shoyo, it's weird for her not to have dates with her boyfriend anymore but having time to hang out with you"

but shoyo knew better, and juts smiled saying that it was bokuto who kept calling off all the planned dates with you "what am i supposed to do, miya? leave my crying friend alone overthinking her relationship? i'm doing this for him, too. if she stayed at home she would pack her shit and leave, she tells me everytime"

shoyo hinata looked up to kotaro bokuto so much that he couldn't help his hands when they started touching you in ways only his friend should, but it was only right for him to do it when you told him all the neglect had made you fall out of love with the older, you were both drunk and your boyfriend was out with the boys, you were gonna leave him anyway, so, was it really that bad for him to kiss you and take you to your bed? to this day he doesn't know.

what he does know is that he beat bokuto like he said he'd do with everyone he admired, because that's what makes him the person he is, that's what makes him the man he's become.

"do you think i'm a bad person?" he asked you the night bokuto left the house after you both told him what had happened. "he's so sad, and angry...everybody's gonna hate me now"

"yeah...they always have"

"what do you mean?"

"everyone hates the way you never stop until you get what you want, they always have" you whispered, "that's what i've always loved the most about you"

#haikyuu!! #haikyu x reader #haikyū!! #haikyuu angst #hinata x reader #hq hinata #hq x reader #hq bokuto #bokuto x reader

[buckythesunshinesoldier]

OH NANAMI, YOU LIAR!

so, i doubt someone's gonna read this, i just had to write it, anyways, if you read it, forgive me for the shitty english and thank you❤️

-all the times nanami lies to you-

(nanami x f!reader, a little bit sad, some blood, some people crying)

⚠️: big ass manga spoilers, major character death, my bad english and a shitty ending.

kento nanami is so beautiful, and a good person, he's serious, he's blunt, he's tall and the coolest sorcerer you've ever seen.

maybe that's why you've been in love with him since you were just a teenager trying her hardest to look cool while doing her sorcerer stuff...just for him, because you're sixteen and thats what sixteen years olds do in front of their crush.

maybe thats why you're in love with him a tone years after, looking at the only beautiful eye that's left on his half burnt face, in the middle of some place in shibuya's station.

there's only one problem with kento nanami: he lies (like a lot).

he tells you that he will go to the movies with you when he comes back from that easy mission he has to go with haibara.

oh, nanami, you liar!

he tells you that he only needs a couple weeks to heal after the mission fails, but he'll be back (he promises) and then you will for sure go out wherever you want to.

oh, nanami, you liar!

he tells you that it's ok for you to accept to go on a date with gojo, because gojo is going through a lot, but if it was fine, why did he never call you back?

oh, nanami, you liar!

he tells you, when you see him after some years in a small bakery, that if you haven't changed your number, he'll call you so you can go out for a drink and catch up, but he must be really busy with that job of his, because he never really does.

oh, nanami, you liar!

you see him again, of course, he comes back, like he told you, just ten years after, and you can't find the strenght to look at him, so you don't.

and kento is confused, did you really changed that much? do you hate him? are you with gojo or something? what has he done for you not to spare him a word?

"you're a liar, nanami, i just can't keep going after you like a lost puppy"-you tell him after he asks you in a whisper, because for fuck's sake! aren't you two friends? aren't you his only friend left?- "friends? since when?"- since highschool, duh- "no, we aren't. we never were. at least you never were my friend, and i'm no liar, kento nanami, i acted like a friend because i was so in love with you i needed to be that for you first"- was, huh?- "i was selfish, but not anymore, live your life and i will do the same"

he tells you that you're crazy if you think he's gonna just leave after that, does that "was" mean you don't feel anything anymore? or what is worse, does that mean you've been holding those feelings all these years and haven't told him anything?

well, you tried to, so many times, and he knows it, it's just that he was to busy fighting, and coping, and working, and stressing, and just being a walking dead man to tell you that the first time he saw you he knew that he would marry you one day.

so he tells you now, he tells you that he has some things to work with this itadori kid and then he'll take you out on a date.

and for the first time, kento nanami doesn't lie, and you end up all sweaty in his bed, daydreaming of going to sleep like this for the rest of your life.

but you know he sees him, when he looks at yuji, he sees yu, and he breaks down and cries and blames himself and tells you that that night you spent together was just an stress reliever.

oh, nanami, you liar!

it's late in the afternoon when gojo tells you not to worry, he's the strongest, everything is under control, but he needs you all in shibuya, just to take care of the curses, and your broken heart breaks a little bit more when you realize the chaos in the station.

so does kento's, he watches people die here and there and realizes that maybe (just maybe) he could die too, and there's no more "i'm gonna get her killed like i did with my best friend" when he admits that he is, in fact, a liar, and that sleeping in the same bed as you after opening his heart was everything he could hope to have in his life from now on if you accept his apologies.

"just let's finish this", he says, "just leave everything after, let's get married after this, okay?", he says, "we'll have our own place and a lot of kids and we'll read all of those stupid books a always buy"

"oh, nanami, you liar" you whisper at what's left of him, after mahito puts an end to your dreams. you're sure yuji is behind you, you're sure his hands are shaking your shoulders and his tears are falling on the top of your head; you just can't feel it. did mahito touch you too? did he just touch your heart? did he break it enough for you to stop feeling things? no, he didn't, he laughed at you when you were just behind your lover while he disappeared right there, sure, he laughed at you when the only words you said were "hey, hey, mahito, mahito, hey..." oh, you will never forget his smile. "hey, mahito, i didn't even get to say goodbye or something" the laugh that left his mouth was enough for you to stop feeling.

"a twisted curse, huh, gojo? tell me about it"

itadori blinks once or twice, looking at you, "love", you say "gojo said that love is the most twisted curse of all...he was damn right, look at me, what am i supposed to do now, huh? do i jump in front of the next train, do i wash all this blood? do i blame him for being a fucking liar?"

"we have to kill him"- he whispers- "then we think about the future"

and you laugh through your tears and on your knees, and touching kento's knees, and looking at his shoes.

"it's fine, yuji, everything will be fine, i just wanna cry him a little, yeah?" you say "go before me, he asked you to take it from here, didn't he?"

and you watch the boy running after noding at you, and you promise him that you'll go right after.

"i'll be fine, you know? because i hate you" you spit the words at the corpse next to you "how can you make it so easy, i sweat everytime i lie, how can you be such a good liar? i hate you" cleaning the sweat off your hands on your jeans you take a deep breath.

"see? i can't do it yet"

#jujutsu kaisen nanami #nanamin #nanami angst #jjk nanami #nanami kento #nanami x you #nanami x y/n #nanami x fem!reader #jujutsu kaisen #jjk x you