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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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swift encounters (genshin men x t.s songs, gn! reader)

Folklore ; cardigan - It was evident that Kazuha still hasn’t moved on from his past lover. Him accepting your confession was probably out of pity, and the longer you’re with him, the more you’ve come to realize that the very man you’d be willing to brawl with the heavens for wouldn’t even lift a finger for your sake. Before, his presence lingered like a tattoo kiss and you felt over the moon whenever you were with him. But now, the euphoria he made you felt and the stars he made you see wasn’t enough to conceal that the scars you’ve tried so hard to hide were now bleeding. Despite all the what-ifs, you knew you had to let him go.

Lover ; Cruel Summer - If you were to tell your 10 years old self that you were secretly dating your brother’s best friend, you’d be endlessly gagging, but the summer night you said yes to be his partner was the night you sealed your fate. Loving Alhaitham was a hard thing, and your secrecy was causing a strain in your relationship. In an attempt to reconcile with him during your last summer together, you snuck out, leading to an angry confession that you were afraid he’d find someone else better when he goes away. What doesn't kill you makes you want him more, and hearing him say that he loves you was probably the worst thing you’ve ever heard.

Reputation ; Don’t Blame Me - You were a heartbreaker, but being that was the least of your worries when you were working as an assassin. Betrayal, death, and seduction; all of these were principles you’ve mastered in order for you to survive and fend for yourself. When you were transferred to a new location, least to say that you were stunned to see that your new boss was your ex. Scaramouche was taught from a young age to have pride in himself, but you were an exception to this. Shame be damned, you believed that he’d really do anything for you when he went on his knees and begged for you to stay. You became his drug, and he was ready to indulge in you for the rest of his life.

I’d Lie - Your relationship with Xiao has always been rocky. You were always the receiving end of his snarky comments and bad mood, and you had no clue why, but whatever he felt for you, you felt the opposite. It was safe to say you were smitten. Seventeen was always just a number for you, but it became so much more when you discovered that was his birthdate. Green never looked so good, not until he dyed his hair the exact color. And even though he claimed that he hated you, he had you in a tight embrace when you were at your lowest. You knew he’ll never reciprocate your feelings, so you made sure that no one knew your biggest wish was to be his. On the contrary, he couldn’t deny that what he knew what he was feeling for you wasn’t exactly hatred, but if you ever asked him if he loves you, he’d lie.

1989 ; Wonderland - Being born under a spotlight was a curse. You spent almost your whole life monitored by the public eye, and you felt suffocated because one wrong move could cause your reputation to go in shambles. Fake people came with fame, which is why when you met Heizou, you felt that you could finally let down your facade. Being with him felt like you were in wonderland every time, and while he’s a bit of a troublemaker, you could never say no when he flashes you his green eyes and cheshire cat smile. Life wasn’t the worst nor was it getting any better, but to be with him forever was a daydream you didn’t mind getting lost in.

Speak Now ; Back To December - December was a month everyone looked forward to celebrating. It encapsulates the season of giving and the celebration of Christmas. For you, December was anything but joyous, for once November weaves into the winters, you’re taken back to the time you lost your everything. Kaeya and you had your issues, whether it be with others or with yourselves, but he became a better man for you. He saw you as his pillar and a reason for growth, but you didn’t see him the same. He was ready to give you the world, but you were already planning on saying goodbye. You wished you weren’t stupid enough to let him go, for if given the chance to love again, you swore that you’d love him right.

Midnights ; Midnight Rain - Thoma had always envisioned a future that was built on the sole purpose of being yours. He was willing to risk it all for the sake of your happiness, but unbeknownst to him, your vision was the complete opposite. You were willing to sacrifice your relationship and everything that the both of you have established together just to have a name for yourself. You wish you never told him what you were thinking, for your ideology was an idea he couldn’t comprehend, and you ended up losing your love before your so-called future even started.

Fearless (TV) ; You Belong with Me - Spending almost half of your life pining after your best friend was exhausting to say the least. Childe’s an idiot, a really dense idiot, and you wonder what made you fall for him this hard. He’s also kind of an asshole for suddenly ignoring you, so right after greeting him one last happy birthday, you’ve decided to finally move on…Huh? What do you mean he’standing in front of my window holding a placard? You must be hallucinating.

Red (TV) ; Red - To love a person who has a guarded heart never ends well. You knew that Diluc was hot-headed, stubborn, and no matter how many times you tried to forget about him, he always managed to fit himself right back into your heart. To lose a person with a guarded heart is a different story, for you realize that every effort you’ve exerted to get to know them can come crashing down in a matter of seconds. But to miss your person and his guarded heart is inevitable, as memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. It hurts to always come back to him, but he’s the only one you’ve ever learned to love.

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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Don't leave me || Kaeya Alberich x Gender Neutral!Reader

Premise: Kaeya overdoes it with the alcohol and you take him home

CW: Kaeya drank the pain away, tw for emetophobia, swearing, angst mixed with fluff (reverse comfort basically), Kaeya might be ooc (i'm sorry)

WC: 979 words

A/N: let's give it up for the reason I started playing genshin, Kaeya! As always, any amount of feedback is super appreaciated

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"You know you don't have to do all this for me, don't you?"

You roll your eyes. "You're really going mad if you think I would have let you make it back alone after how you depleted Diluc's stock tonight."

Kaeya chuckles, but when you feel his chuckle turn into a retch, you hurry him to the nearest bush.

"Shit..." you gently brush back his hair with your fingers, holding his shoulder with the other hand. You wait for him to finish before softly patting his back in encouragement.

"Are you alright?"

He lets out a sad, weak laugh. "I'm working on that."

You're thankful that he doesn't get sick again during the rest of your walk to his home. When you reach his door, he fumbles a bit looking for his keys, thinking he might have lost them (which gives you a mini heart attack because your own house is on the other side of the city), but he ends up recovering them from his pockets and he hands it to you.

As soon as you enter, you direct him to the bedroom and he sits down on the bed. You turn to the wardrobe to find him something more comfortable to sleep in, but tense up when you hear a faint, pained voice.

"[Name], I think I'll-"

But you're already on it, rushing to the bathroom to grab a bucket. Luckily, you make it back just in time to rescue the carpet from suffering the consequences of Kaeya's reckless drinking.

To be completly honest, he did take you by surprise. Everyone knew Kaeya was a fan of wine, but he had always known his limits. He appreaciated good wind and was skilled in using it as an intel gathering tool, but he never striked you as the kind of person to go overboard like this.

After he's done throwing up, you pick up the bucket. "I'll go empty this and bring it back, in case you need it again."

"Look at me, troubling you like this." he says, shame evident in his face.

"Don't worry about it. Remember when I challenged Eula to that endurance test in that Dragonspine lake? And I lost? And I was sick for a week? Who took care of me then? You did." You smile. "There's no point in having a partener if you can't rely on them in times like this."

By the time you return with the clean bucket, Kaeya had already changed into proper clothing for sleep and was back to sitting on the bed, staring blankly right in front of him.

You put the bucket down and kneel right in front of him. You take his hands in yours, look into his eyes and smile.

"Hey...It's fine. I promise I won't tease you about it. Tomorrow you can go back to being yourself without fearing my revenge. I swear on my honor as a knight."

Kaeya remains unresponsive to your attempt to lighten the situation. He pulls his hands out of your grasp and gets off the bed. Sitting on the carpet next to you. He cups your face, bringing it closer to his, and you try to repress the heat making it's way to your cheeks.

"Please," he speaks up, and the next time he talks, you hear a voice crack. "Don't leave me."

"I was planning on staying the night here anyways, don't think you were getting rid of me." you try again, but when his expression doesn't change, you turn your own serious, and reach to touch his cheek.

"Kaeya. My love, what's wrong?"

At the sound of your voice, he breaks into tears. "You don't know, [Name], you don't know who, what I am. I'm nothing but a sinner and I," he looks into your eyes, with a desperation that shakes your entire being. "I can't go a day without thinking, without fearing that you'll-"

"No. No, no, no." You shake your head, and pull him into a tight embrace. You knew he had secrets, and a broken past, and there were things that he didn't tell you yet, but you understood how some things were too painful to reveal just yet. And in this moment, seeing this man, this usual charismatic and charming man, adored by so many people, crumble in front of you? All you could think about is how much you wanted to protect him, and how it didn't matter, nothing mattered, except for him.

"I love you, you understand that? You're my entire world Kaeya, and I won't let anything take me away from you. I'll fight for you, and there's nothing you could do that would make me stop loving you, nothing that I wouldn't forgive." You felt your own eyes tearing up, while Kaeya was sobbing into your shoulder, holding tightly to your form. You wondered how he managed to keep this all inside for this long. You pulled away.

"Listen to me. Please, if you have to face these thoughts, these doubts. Come to me, alright? I'll tell you, I'll tell you how much I love you, again and again, however many times you need to hear it. I won't abandon you."

Kaeya tried to smile, in spite of the tears running down his face.

"I don't know what kind of good I did, for the blessing of having you to come into this life of mine. After everything I...I didn't expect for such a bright sun to shine down on me."

You wiped your eyes with the back of your hand.

"You speak as if you forget how many shady bastards you've gotten behind bars."

And now, finally, Kaeya allows himself to geniunely laugh at your comment.

"Come on," you say, holding out your hand. "Let's get you to sleep. I'll be right next to you, warding off your nightmares."

You grin.

"I always will be."

#OH MY GODDD #ABSOLUTELY PRECIOUS #kaeya my beloved ☹️🫶

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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is it okay if i request kaeya being extra clingy with the reader after he proposes to her like calling her to his office at random times to cuddle and clinging to her at the tavern please

Thank you ♡

the captain's love

pairing — Kaeya x gn!reader

summary — You received a note from Kaeya: "My love, I can't stop thinking about you. Can you come to my office? I need to see you." After your engagement, his affection for you had only grown. What could be different today?

tags — fluff, as fluffly as Kaeya's coat (hopefully); reader is gender neutral

notes — thank you so much for your request!! this is my first ask so i was a bit nervous, but i really hope you like it! i did my best!! i also hope it's not too long!! since there was no specification of the gender of the reader, i decided to keep it neutral, i hope you don't mind!! :)

words — 2,6k

As you stood at the top of the stairs leading up to the Favonious Headquarters, the beauty of the golden sunset stretched across the sky before you took your breath away. The cool breeze that swept through the air carried with it the sweet scent of the flowers that bloomed all around Mondstadt. You couldn't help but be mesmerized by the sight as if the world was in perfect harmony.

You looked down at your hand, noticing the engagement ring that sparkled in the fading light. It was a symbol of your and Kaeya's love, the bond between you both that sealed your fate together. You remembered how it all began, how you had always seen Kaeya around the city as the Captain of the Cavalry, but you never thought you would find yourself falling for him. Once you started talking, you were captivated by his charm, his winning grin, and his smooth talking that made your heart race.

"Oh, my, what a surprise to find you here, dear," your thoughts were interrupted by Lisa, who had just left the knight's headquarters. She greeted you with a friendly smile as she approached you. "I was just about to come looking for you."

"I was looking for you too, Lisa. I needed to return these books to the library."

She was happy to hear that you had remembered to return the books on time, unlike others. She took the heavy books from your hands and handed you a folded note. "Kaeya asked me to give you this. He didn't tell me what it was about, but it seems urgent."

Curious, you opened the note and read Kaeya's words: "My love, I can't stop thinking about you. Can you come to my office? I need to see you."

As you clutched the note in your hand, your heart began to race at the thought of seeing him. The mere mention of his name conjured images of his wonderful love, which had captured your heart from the moment you first met. The golden sunset that painted the sky with hues of orange and pink seemed to mirror the butterflies that spread through your chest as you thought of him.

Lisa looked at you with a curious expression, though you couldn't help but be lost in your own thoughts. The books you had been holding before seemed like feathers in your hand, insignificant compared to the weight of this moment. Kaeya's words were a beacon calling you to him, drawing you closer to the promise of his presence. "Hehe, your reaction is quite amusing, it makes me curious about what it could possibly say." She looked away towards the golden sunset, smiling and letting out a sigh after a moment of thought. "Given Kaeya's talents, I can understand why a note from him would make your heart flutter. Whatever the matter is, you should attend to it, don't let me hold you back."

With a final cheerful chuckle, Lisa said goodbye and left you to your thoughts, and you couldn't help but feel grateful for her understanding. You couldn't shake the feeling that something important was about to happen. As you made your way toward Kaeya's office, the world around you seemed to fade into the background, and all you could focus on was the man who had captured your heart.

As you opened the door, the comforting golden light of the setting sun bathed the room in a celestial glow. The sunlight seemed to dance on the walls, reflecting off the papers and books on the desk, creating a beautiful, almost magical atmosphere. It was as if the universe had conspired to make this perfect moment for the two of you. Your graceful fiancé, who had been sitting in his chair with his back turned to the window, rose to his feet and made his way towards you with open arms, a broad smile etched on his face.

You rushed towards him, eagerly falling into his embrace, relishing in the warmth of his hold. He pressed a kiss to the top of your head and ran his fingers through your hair in a soothing gesture. His touch was like a spark of lightning, illuminating every inch of your body with a sense of electricity, sending shivers down your spine and goosebumps rising on your skin. You couldn't help but let out a content sigh as you closed your eyes, immersing yourself in the sensation of being with the one you loved. The safety that you felt under his touch was something akin to a ray of sunlight shining on your face, reassuring, and grounding you. It was as though the two of you were connected by a current, flowing seamlessly together and completing one another in every way. Slowly, you tilted your head upwards, locking gazes with him.

The soft, loving expression in his uncovered eye, which only appeared when he was with you, shined like the stars in the night sky, mirroring the same emotions in yours.

"I've missed you so much," he murmured, as you let out a gentle laugh. This was not the first time he had called you to his office just to be near you, but you couldn't blame him, the time spent away from each other felt like an eternity.

There were times when Kaeya would suddenly call for you to come to him just because he missed your presence. You remembered one time when you had been working late at the library to help Lisa organize dozens of books, and Kaeya had waited for you until late hours of the night, insisting on walking you home so you wouldn't have to go alone.

There was another moment when you had been feeling under the weather, so Kaeya sent a knight to bring you to his office, where he had prepared hot tea and pastries, then sat with you, making sure you were comfortable.

As a flood of memories washed over you, you were struck by the overwhelming feeling of gratitude for having found your other half. Each moment came back to you in vivid detail, painting a picture of all the times Kaeya had summoned you to his office, not for any official business, but simply for the sake of being with you. The way he looked at you once he saw you, the warmth in his embrace, and the way he couldn't help but be physically affectionate with you, all of it cemented in your mind as evidence of the unbreakable bond the two of you shared.

"It's only been a few hours, Kaeya," you replied.

"Feels like an eternity without you," he agreed.

"I know," you whispered, resting your head on his chest, feeling his heartbeat accelerate with each passing moment, as you two were reunited once again. As you felt his arms envelop you, and his heart beat in perfect harmony with yours, the desert of your everlasting longing was replaced with lush greenery, an oasis of love, where time seemed to have no meaning.

You nestled deeper into his embrace, feeling the world around you melt away, leaving only the two of you. The gentle swaying of his body as he held you, the way his fingers threaded through your hair with the tenderness of a butterfly's touch, it all made you feel like the luckiest person in the world.

Unexpectedly, his arms left your embrace. Soon enough, his hands gracefully placed themselves on your upper arms, providing warmth to your entire body. His touch was gentle yet purposeful, leaving you wondering what was to come next. You stood still, letting yourself fully savor the sensation and anticipate his next move.

"I have something for you," Kaeya murmured before reaching for a small, square-shaped box on his desk. The box was a deep blue, adorned with intricate engravings and a golden clasp that sparkled in the fading light of the setting sun.

As you took it from him, feeling its weight in your hands, you couldn't help but feel a flutter of excitement in your chest. "What is it?" As you ask, looking up at him with a surprised expression, almost asking him if it were okay to open the box only with your gaze. He asks you to open it, and, with bated breath, you opened the box to reveal a sparkling gemstone hairpin. It was intricately crafted in the shape of your favorite animal, and the crystal caught the light in such a way that it seemed to come alive. You couldn't help but be awestruck by its beauty.

"It's stunning," you managed to whisper, still in shock at the gift. "Where did you find it?"

Kaeya's eyes shone with pride as he explained, "I had it specially made for you. I even got to choose the type of crystal they used to carve it myself."

You couldn't believe the thought and care he had put into this gift for you or find the words to express your gratitude, but you knew that the hairpin was more than just a piece of jewelry. It was a symbol of his love, his devotion, and his thoughtfulness. It was something that you would treasure for a lifetime.

Kaeya reached for the ornament, lifting it out of the box with a delicate touch. He stared at it for a moment, admiring the intricate craftsmanship, the way the light caught the edges of the crystal and sent rainbows dancing across your face. He leaned in towards you, his hand coming up to gently tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.

He carefully placed it on the right side of your hair, securing it in place with ease. He stepped back to admire his handiwork, his eyes glistening with satisfaction and love as he took in the way the accessory sat perfectly on your head, complementing your features and making you look even more beautiful.

"It's perfect, just like you," he murmured, his hand coming up to caress your cheek. He couldn't help but let out a soft sigh of appreciation as he took in the sight of you, adorned with his gift. "I wanted to give you something that would always remind you of how much I care for you."

As his fingers brushed against your cheek, he couldn't resist the urge to trace the contours of your face with his thumb.

"You are so beautiful, [Name]," he whispered, his voice filled with reverence.

You couldn't help but feel a warmth spread through your chest. He leaned in closer, his gaze fixed on your lips, and you knew what was coming next. You closed your eyes and parted your lips in anticipation, feeling the rush of blood in your ears as your heart quickened its pace.

His lips met yours, soft and warm. As you felt the pressure of his mouth, you were overcome with a rush of passion, your arms wrapping around his neck as you pulled him closer. The kiss deepened, and you felt the world around you fade away as you were lost in the sensations of his touch.

His hands roamed down your back, pulling you flush against him, and you felt a heat building between you, and you knew that you never wanted this moment to end. As the kiss slowly came to an end, you opened your eyes, gazing into his, and you knew that this was where you belonged.

"I love you," he murmured, his breath hot against your skin.

"I love you too," you replied, feeling your heart swell with emotions.

He smiled and leaned in for another kiss.

Then, Kaeya gently took your hands in his. The way they enveloped yours, the strength of his grasp, it was as if he was claiming you as his own. You smiled up at him, feeling a sense of contentment wash over you as he returned the gesture, his lips curving upwards in a way that made your heart race.

"We should go."

"Yes, we should," you replied smiling at him.

As you passed by the corridor, you could see Lisa and Jean deep in conversation, but as soon as they caught sight of you and Kaeya's intertwined hands, Lisa's face broke out in a bright grin, and Jean gave you a knowing nod. They both bid you farewell as you continued on your way, the feeling of contentment settling in your heart as you were surrounded by the warmth the company of your love, and the well-wishes of your friends.

Together, you and Kaeya strolled down the cobblestone streets, the sound of laughter and chatter filling the air, leaving behind the world of responsibilities and obligations for a moment of pure, uninterrupted joy. The sun had already set, leaving behind a sky painted in blues and purples. The streets were bustling with people making their way home, or to their next destination, but all you could focus on was the sensation of Kaeya's hand in yours, leading you down the streets, toward the promise of a perfect evening.

When you finally arrived at the Angel's Share, the sound of laughter and conversation spilled out from the open door, along with the mouthwatering aroma of delicious food and wines. The friendly atmosphere enveloped you, making you feel like you were at home. You were greeted by everyone already inside, taking a seat at a table on the second floor. Kaeya led you to a table, pulling out a chair for you to sit on before taking his own seat.

When you and your fiance finished your meal and left the second floor of the tavern, you found yourselves making your way downstairs to the first floor, filled with the low murmur of patrons chatting and the clinking of glasses. There, you saw Rosaria and Diluc chatting, with Diluc behind the bar, mixing drinks. As soon as Diluc notices your arrival, he smiles and greets you, and Rosaria turns around, her eyes widen with surprise, "Oh, Kaeya and [Name], what a surprise. I haven't seen you in a while."

Diluc, who had been behind the bar, makes his way around and joins the conversation with a smile, " It's great to see you both. What can I get for you?"

Without hesitation, Kaeya pulls out a stool for you, and you take a seat, while he takes the one next to you. As soon as you are settled, Kaeya drapes an arm over your shoulders, pulling you close to him.

But as the night went on and the drinks kept flowing, you could tell that Kaeya was starting to lose his inhibitions. His movements became sloppy and his words slurred. You knew that it was time to take him home before things got out of hand. Rosaria, on the other hand, found this to be a laughable situation, while Diluc looked at him with concern and slight disappointment.

After saying goodbye to everyone left at the tavern, you took Kaeya by the arm and helped him to his feet. He leaned heavily against you, chuckling softly as you guided him out of the tavern. The cool air outside helped to clear your head from the haze of alcohol, but Kaeya had had a little too much to drink. He was clinging onto you tightly as if he couldn't bear to let you go for even a moment.

"Are you okay to walk?" you asked, looking up at him with concern. He nodded, grinning down at you. "I'm fine, just a little tipsy. But I couldn't be happier, my love."

You smiled back at him, taking his hand and leading him down the street. As you walked home together, Kaeya's arm was around your shoulders, his head leaning against yours.

As soon as you both entered the house, Kaeya turned to you, pulling you close to him and pressing his lips to yours in a deep and passionate kiss and whispered sweet nothings into your ear. With some effort, you managed to get Kaeya to bed and then climbed in next to him as he pulled you close and wrapped his arms tightly around you before he buried his face in your neck, breathing in the scent of your hair. Despite his drunken state, his touch was feather-light. You smiled, happy to be in his arms, and closed your eyes, drifting off to sleep with the sound of his breathing as your lullaby.

thank you so much for reading!! this was really fun to make!! i hope you loved it as much as i did!!

#THIS IS SO CUTE #😭🫶#live laugh love kaeya

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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Heeeey, from your 1500 followers event, can I have enemies to lovers with kaeya and al haitham? Tysm have a great day and congrats 🤸‍♀️💗

i love academic rivals to lovers. thanks for the submission!

trope: enemies to lovers.

including: kaeya, al haitham

kaeya.

“knight.”

“captain.” you give kaeya your worst smile. “i suppose fate has brought us together again.”

“more like bad luck,” he clips back. kaeya got the orders last night—travel to the monstadt border to make sure everything is okay as strange reports have been occuring. it seemed easy enough, until he saw you were assigned to go with him.

“shall we?” you ask. you don’t wait for his response as you head towards the city gates.

a couple hours later, you and kaeya are still walking. he doesn’t talk to you, you don’t talk to him. you’d like the keep it that way, but it appears that kaeya doesn’t.

“how have you been?” he asks, breaking the silence. “i haven’t seen you since… well, you know.”

“yes, i do know,” you say, smiling tightly. this is the worst. “i’ve been doing well. and you?”

“likewise.” kaeya’s smile is all teeth.

after another hour, you and kaeya decide to set up camp for the knight. you start the fire—as per your pyro vision.

“wow, very impressive.”

“do you ever stop?” you ask.

“it’s too bad you weren’t ever made a captain,” kaeya continues.

“and it’s too bad that you were,” you bite back. kaeya looks like he wants to say something else before a noise catches both of your attentions. a second later, a group of hilichurls appear.

kaeya pushes you behind him. you shove yourself back next to him.

“i’m touched,” you say sarcastically.

“can’t you ever just— ugh, let’s just get this over with.” it doesn’t take long for you and kaeya to deal with the hilichurls. really, it’s akin to a warm up than an actual training exercise.

“that was easy.”

“you did great,” kaeya says genuinely. he takes a seat at the fire.

“…so did you,” you respond. you don’t sit right next to him, but you’re not too far, either. it’s strange, you think, as you and kaeya talk—not argue, talk. you still resent him a little since you wanted to be captain instead of him… but this was nice.

when you both fall asleep, and wake up not quite in each other’s arms, not quite not in each others arms, you have to consider whether you want to keep bickering with kaeya, or maybe explore something else. or both—you don’t actually think you could ever stop bickering back and forth with him, even if you tried.

al haitham.

“give. me. that.”

“no.” you give him a sweet smile. you and al haitham both clutch the same large book, essential to both of your individual research.

“i grabbed it first,” al haitham snaps.

“but i found it first!” you respond. you not-so subtly try to yank on it again, but al haitham doesn’t budge. “it’s not my fault you’re taller and reached it before me.”

“i’ll give it to you after.”

“after what? a month? two?”

you know how dedicated al haitham is to his search. while you, a fellow scholar, can admire it, you’re still annoyed how greedy he is with materials. to make things worse, you both need a lot of same papers and books to refer back to since your fields of search are so entwined.

“i promise after three months—“

“three months!”

“well? what else can i say? there aren’t any other copies, so three months is as good as it’s going to get, [name].”

“no.” you relax your grip ever so slightly on the book, and so does al haitham. “we’ll use it… together.”

al haitham looks at you as if you’re joking, but you look completely serious.

“we can’t—“

“we can,” you insist. “our research is similar, anyways. i’m sure it’ll be just fine.”

he considers. if al haitham was in your position having to wait three months for this particularly important book…

“fine,” he says at last. “but—“

al haitham doesn’t finish his sentence because you’ve just pressed a thank you kiss on his cheek. he stills, and you take that opportunity to finally yank the book out of his slackened grip, and bound off. over your shoulder you call, “just kidding! but thanks for generously letting my take this! see you in three months!”

al haitham just stares off as you exit the library, and touches his cheek. he fears he might be slightly blushing. he really needs to learn how to keep his guard up with you.

#THESE ARE SO GOOD #i love them both 👹👹

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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christmas masterlist

↳ kaeya x reader christmas series

➜ picking out a christmas tree: link

➜ baking cookies: link

➜ ice skating: link

➜ watching christmas movies: link

➜ fake dating at a christmas party: link

➜ snowball flights: link

➜ childhood photo album: link

➜ santa clause: link

➜ mistletoe: link

➜ looking at christmas lights: link

➜ surprise breakfast: link

➜ winter cabin: link

➜ hot cocoa: link

➜ eggnog: link

➜ warm baths: link

➜ christmas shopping: link

➜ wrapping presents: link

➜ dancing to christmas music: link

➜ getting a cold right before christmas: link

➜ there’s only one bed: link

➜ childhood bedroom: link

➜ building a snowman: link

➜ gingerbread houses: link

➜ secret santa (christmas eve): link

➜ christmas day: link

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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birthday wishes

kaeya x gn!reader

synopsis: kaeya’s birthday wish

word count: 964

fluff

warnings: a little suggestive 😇

a/n: happy birthday to kaeya the love of my life idc if he is a set of pixels 🥳🙏🙏 i have been a PROUD main since feb 25 2021 and i am not ashamed. i will proudly flex my triple crowned c5 r2 aquila kaeya on people. also did y’all see his birthday art???? LORDDDDD

the streets of the city were bustling, this time of the year was always busy. it was breaching the season of christmas, so everyone’s days were slowly getting busier and busier. whether it be busy with work, christmas shopping, or other unknown tasks, everyone found a way to be busy.

you, however, were currently on your way home early to surprise your boyfriend for his birthday.

you’d been away on a business trip for roughly three months now, and wasn’t supposed to return until right before christmas. this meant you would miss kaeya’s birthday— which you could never do to him. after some nonstop nagging your boss they reluctantly agreed to allow you to cut the trip early and finish the rest at home.

kaeya had no clue you were back in town. last he knew you were on your way to a big business conference and couldn’t talk for awhile, when in reality you were boarding your flight back home. after an agonizingly long six hour flight, you landed and found your way to the taxi outside.

thanks to a few mutual friends you got ahold of kaeya’s schedule for the day, so you knew how to plan things perfectly. you were going to do your best to avoid the apartment just in case he happened to stop by. if all goes according to plan, in a few hours you two will be reunited and celebrating his birthday together.

you spent the next three hours running all around the city, going from shop to shop for items. you bought a whole miscellaneous of items. the cake, obligatory fancy wine, a new watch to complete his set, some cologne, anything and everything that kaeya loved you managed to grab. time was flying by, and before you knew it you were rushing home to set up the apartment.

the apartment was thankfully empty when you arrived, just like you had planned. everything had been going according to schedule, so you had at least an hour to get everything laid out.

you started with the kitchen, placing the cake down in the center of the counter island. grabbing two glasses of wine out of the cabinets above, you filled them up and set them opposite of each other. you left the bottle out, figuring that one glass would not be enough for either of you.

next, you moved onto the living room. you unpacked all of the little trinkets and gifts you had bought your beloved, quickly and neatly wrapping them and placing them on the coffee table. by the time you were done it almost looked like christmas in there.

and at last, you moved onto the bedroom. you wanted to let kaeya end the day off with something relaxing, so what’s better than spending some time in the bedroom? you quickly made up the sheets, tucking them in and straightening them so they were all neat. next, you lit some candles on your nightstands to give the room an aroma. you went with a fall spice scent— awhile back kaeya mentioned that smell was his one of his favorites. your memory with that type of stuff was finally coming in handy today.

once you fixed up any last-minute preparations, you changed into another set of clothes. just on queue, you heard the door click as the clock chimed at six-o’clock. you casually made your way down the hallway, hoping this scenario would play out like you’d rehearsed in your head a million times.

when kaeya saw you standing in front of him, he stopped immediately. at first he did a double take, not thinking it was real. he’d been sleeping less— it was probably a hallucination. however, when he watched you walk towards him and cup his face in your hands, he knew it wasn’t a hallucination.

your lover wrapped his arms around your waist firmly, pulling you in for a deep kiss. it caught you off guard— although you should’ve expected a reaction like this. after being without each other for so long it’s no surprise that both of you were on the needy side.

your bodies melted against each other’s, lips moving in sync. somehow you ended up with your back against the wall, arms wrapped around his neck. kaeya’s knee slid between your legs, resting there as he took over the kiss. he would gently bite down on your bottom lip ever so often, electing a gasp out of you. testing the waters a little, he ran his tongue over your bottom lip too. you caught on and slid your tongue into the kiss too, heating up the atmosphere even more. now your tongues were brushing against each other ever so often, making the kiss a little messy at this point. messy didn’t matter right now, though. he tasted like peppermint and sweets, and his lips felt like heaven. that’s all that mattered.

“what are you doing here?” kaeya asked breathless as he pulled away from the kiss. his forehead rested against yours as you both tried to catch your breath.

“i wanted to surprise you for your birthday,” you let out a shaky laugh as you tried to regain your composure. your head was spinning right now, and your body felt like it was on fire. “i convinced my boss to let me do the rest of the trip from home. i’m here now.”

kaeya was at a loss for words. he’d been dreading his birthday for months because he’d been thinking he was going to spend it alone. he was never a fan of his birthday, but spending it without the love of his life was an even more miserable thought. however, here you were standing in front of him.

guess birthday wishes do come true afterall.

#genshin #genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin x you #genshin impact x you #kaeya #kaeya alberich #kaeya genshin #kaeya alberich genshin #kaeya x reader #kaeya x you #catgirlforkaeya

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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＃GENSHIN IMPACT !! ♡ — ON NIGHTS LIKE THESE (KAEYA X READER).

#. synopsis! — kaeya gets sentimental with you over a late-night chat and a bottle of wine .

#. characters! — kaeya .

#. warnings! — mentions of alcohol consumption, slight angst .

#. word count! — 1.7k .

#. alt accounts! — @ddollipop (nsfw) @yyolkchi (reblog/spam) .

#. others! — navigation & masterlist .

#. a/n! — thank you guys sm for 1k followers! it happened a while back, but i haven't had much of anything to post for the past two months or so aside from a few random fics/requests here and there, so i'm a bit late on showing my appreciation. the cold weather here has made me feel pretty low, but i'm doing my best to overcome that as well as some writers block in order to publish at least a few more fics over the course of my winter break from uni! thank you guys again for 1k + i hope you're all doing well! :)

Kaeya doesn’t always head to the taverns at night in order to indulge himself in alcohol. In fact, the bar is more of a social thing for him than it is a drinking thing itself. He goes to sit and chat with Rosaria, —to listen as she gossips and complains about the “uptight” lifestyle she’s forced to portray herself as living during the day. Sometimes, she even lends Kaeya an ear to complain about the more boring aspects of his job: paperwork, small cleanups, and otherwise uneventful happenings that he wouldn’t want to bore anyone else with.

He goes to sit before Diluc, ordering drinks from the young man he was once closer to than anyone else. Even now, a part of Kaeya wonders if that’s still true. After all, it’s no secret that Diluc has largely caged himself away from the rest of the city. The redhead has crawled inside himself, his walls are high, and chances are that Kaeya still knows him better than he knows himself sometimes. Even so, the gap between them is undeniable now, as much as Kaeya likes to sit and joke in the Angel’s Share as Diluc blankly mixes drinks behind the counter. They aren’t the boys they used to be, and sometimes, Kaeya wants to forget about that; so he goes and he sits at the bar. He orders drinks and makes snide comments, and tries to rile Diluc up (to no avail.) It’s like putting a bandage over a surgical wound, —but Diluc is the closest thing Kaeya has to family, and even if it means forcing the bond, he won’t let the elder male slip away completely.

Venti also frequents the taverns, playing drunken tunes and singing less than sober melodies as he throws back dandelion wine with reckless abandon. Sometimes, Kaeya just sits there, watching as the boy who looks far too young to even be drinking in the first place knocks back drink after drink, as if his very life is dependent on how much he can guzzle down in a single night. Where Venti is over-indulgent in every sense of the word; Kaeya is surprisingly tame. At least, for the most part, anyway. . .

Though he’s been known to get plastered from time to time, those nights are few and far between, especially as he’s taken on more responsibilities as the Cavalry Captain and has gotten older, and at least somewhat wiser.

It sounds bad, even when he thinks it only to himself, —but there are times when Kaeya watches Venti and thanks his lucky star he’s not standing in the lowly bard’s shoes. The drunken smile he wears never seems to reach his eyes, and though he grins and dances about, the bitter truth hidden just beneath the surface is that Venti isn’t happy at all. And Kaeya knows that, if only passively.

But Kaeya, —he is happy.

At least, he’s pretty certain that he’s happy, anyway.

He’s got Diluc, although their relationship is marred with guilt and unspoken truths. He’s got a stable job, although it takes quite a bit out of him sometimes and even plays into the bitter parts of his personality from time to time. He doesn’t go hungry unless he does it to himself, forgetting to eat amongst a day’s work, he has a nice, warm bed to sleep in each night, —and Kaeya is loved, valued, and respected by many of Mondstadt’s citizens and visitors alike.

Ah, and lest he forget: he has you.

“Would you like some?” He offers, tilting the bottle of wine grasped tightly in his fist by the neck from side to side.

You can hear the liquid inside slosh about.

“Uh,” you hesitate, but only for a moment, “—sure, why not? It couldn’t hurt.”

Kaeya nods, quickly pouring you a small glass. You don’t often drink with him for a plethora of reasons, but when he drinks at home, he tends to sip slower and savor the flavor more. While his tolerance for alcohol has become quite high over the years, yours pales in comparison. You can hold it down well enough, but your limit is much lower than his own, and the terrain with Kaeya is easier to navigate when you’re not woozy and hazed out.

As the rim of the glass ghosts against your lips, you take a tiny drink before placing it down on the table. Your lover’s sip is longer, taking in more at once, then quickly going in for another.

“I was surprised you said yes,” he admits. “You usually don’t take up my offers to drink together.”

“I say yes sometimes,” you give him a coy smile, “—like tonight.”

He returns your expression with an amused smirk. Kaeya really is a handsome man, and everything about him screams it. From the way his wrist swivels ever so gently with his glass resting along his palm and in between his long, lithe fingers, to the way he charmingly tilts his head a little and raises his eyebrows in soft, barely-there non verbals.

“I’m glad,” he admits, almosting sighing the words in relief.

“Oh?” Falls from your lips curiously before you have the chance to filter it.

He hums in acknowledgement, taking another sip of wine.

“I’ve been feeling a little sentimental today,” Kaeya tells you, “and I was hoping someone could lend me an ear for a bit. Preferably you.”

“You could have just said that from the start,” you reply, reaching across the wooden table to play with his free hand’s fingers absentmindedly. “I’d have listened whether you poured me a drink or not.”

Of course, Kaeya already knew that much. Even so, he’s always found that alcohol helps him to open himself up to others a bit more, and while the health level of that particular aspect is at least somewhat dubious, he’s yet to find a solid replacement. Thus, he has wine, and is now slightly more prepared to have this conversation; whatever it is to become.

“What’s on your mind, Kaeya?”

He’s so glad you asked.

“Well, the truth is that I've been thinking a lot recently,” he says.

When he doesn’t continue, you speak up again to encourage him to go on.

“About?”

“Ah, well. . . Lots of things,” he notes. “You, more often than not.”

Your heart skips a little beat at his admission. Loving Kaeya is no easy task, but it’s worth it. It’s always been worth it, as it were.

“Good things, I’m hoping?” You joke.

It lands just right with your lover, and his one visible eye all but glimmers like Noctilucous Jade in dazzling moonlight as a small smile plays on his kissable lips.

“Great things,” he says playfully. “Even right now, it’s moments like these that make me stop to think that I’m not really sure I deserve any of this.”

That takes you aback, —but only slightly. Although Kaeya is very good at masking his feelings, stuffing all of his insecurities and worries down in lieu of that cocky, confident facade he shows the world, you’ve come to understand the young knight on a deeper level. The surface is one thing, but Kaeya holds sentiments and emotions deep enough to drown in. And sometimes he does just that.

You suppose tonight is one of those nights.

“When I sit in front of you like this, I think about all the nights I’ve left you waiting up for me, and all the times when I asked for a raincheck on a date that never happened at all. I think about all the promises I’ve broken that I’ve probably never apologized for, and all the times I’ve broken your heart just for you to trust me with it again.”

That. . . Was a sharp turn.

You bring the wine glass to your lips again, taking a slow, savoring taste of the bitter liquid inside. Kaeya watches tentatively as you swallow, as your lips form to the rim and then release it so delicately.

“Did you mean to?” You question calmly.

His brows furrowed together in confusion.

“Did I mean to what?” He asks in return.

“Leave me waiting up. Miss a few dates out of the dozens we’ve had by now. Forget to say I’m sorry when you’re trying to make things better another way, —break my heart a few times over the years as if that isn’t almost inevitable with something like this. Did you do it on purpose?”

“No,” Kaeya shakes his head, “of course not.”

“Well, then that’s that,” you shrug. “I won’t tell you to stop sulking about this if it’s something you need to do for the night, —but don’t forget that I’m not here with you because I need you. I’m here because I want to be. And I want that because I love you, and you might not be perfect, but I’m not either, and if you’re keen on taking some advice from me tonight, I think you should stop holding yourself to a standard you wouldn’t even hold me to.”

He pauses, as if taking the time to let your words sink in, before he starts laughing. It comes straight from his chest, the one you rest your head on at night as his arms snake around you to hold you close to him.

“I love you too,” Kaeya confirms through a snicker, “so much.”

“I know,” you reassure him softly.

Somehow, that little conversation was really all it took to ease him down. It’s easy to forget that even people like Kaeya, who are so seemingly confident and self-assured, can feel inadequate at times and beat themselves up for every little mistake they’ve ever made.

If being with him has taught you anything at all, it’s that soulmates aren’t just destined by the stars that hang brightly in the sky above. Soulmates are maintained, like flowers in a garden that have to be tended to and given the proper conditions to not only survive, —but to thrive. Love isn’t a one-way street, or even a two-way street. It’s a network of roads that intersect and branch off. Sometimes there’s dead ends or rocky stretches of land, but the truth remains with each step you take in any direction: Kaeya loves you, and you love him. And if it’s not written in the stars, then you’ll just have to carve it right into the core of Teyvat itself.

#🙁#kaeya #love the krul image used #🫶🫶🫶

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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ARE THEY A SWIFTIE ?

various characters

headcanons of genshin characters i believe would listen to taylor swift along with their favorite songs and/or album

modern au

disclaimer: some of these may not be 100% accurate, it’s just for fun don’t get mad if your fav isn’t on here. i didn’t include every single character, so if ppl want i will do a part 2. also sorry if i picked the more “known”-songs, i’m drained from today and just going off the top of my head rn

a/n: in honor of me getting tickets to the eras tour today i decided to do this!! :D god bless my mom for sitting in the queue for 6 hours, i’ve been a taylor fan since red came out this is huge for me

kaeya

• starting off w my fav, of COURSE he would be a taylor swift stan. would be very vocal about it and not ashamed whatsoever. was def in the top 1% to listen to midnights upon its release

fav song: you’re on your own, kid + no body, no crime + wonderland

fav album: reputation + midnights

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childe

• i can definitely see him being one. he wouldn’t be as open about it like kaeya but he enjoys the music. his little siblings probably introduced him to it 😭😭

fav song: anti hero + innocent

fav album: midnights

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thoma

• absolutely 100% a swiftie, not a doubt about it. when he’s doing chores around the house he’d definitely have a playlist of her songs for it

fav song: message in a bottle

fav album: red + 1989 + lover (he can’t pick)

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itto

• something about this man just SCREAMS swiftie. idk how to explain it but i’m right idc. he wouldn’t be a hardcore stan but wouldn’t just be a normal fan. he’s somewhere in the middle. he’d also def be a fan of her more up-beat albums, so like red, 1989, lover, those genres

fav song: all you had to do was stay + style

fav album: 1989

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al-haitham

• this is probably ooc but idc he would be a swiftie, argue with a wall. kaveh yells at him to turn the music down but does he listen? no. and honestly good for him (he slowly turns kaveh into one too)

fav song: i did something bad + out of the woods

fav album: reputation + midnights

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lisa

• lisa is a powerful woman so of course she’d love taylor. probably grew up with the music and fought for her life back in 2015-2017 when the world suddenly turned on taylor

fav song: last great american dynasty + tolerate it

fav album: folklore + evermore

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mona

• i don’t have much to say about my reasoning behind mona, she just fits the vibe y’know? probably also fought for her life alongside lisa

fav song: starlight + enchanted + the lakes

fav album: speak now

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amber

• same as mona, she just fits the energy. i can see her being like itto where she’s kinda in the middle of how much of a swiftie

fav song: wonderland + cornelia street

fav album: 1989 + lover

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barbara

• a swiftie but she prefers the more country music albums over the pop ones

fav song: should’ve said no + the best day

fav album: debut + fearless

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rosaria

• at first she was iffy about the music because let’s be honest, rosaria probably isn’t a huge pop music fan. but kaeya and/or barbara probably played it enough to the point she made herself listen and liked it

fav song: i did something bad + look what you made me do

fav album: reputation

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keqing

• a swiftie but she’s very quiet about it bc she doesn’t wanna get judged even though everyone around her probably also is a fan

fav song: lavender haze + karma

fav album: midnights

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ganyu

• same as keqing she’s quiet about it. definitely also listens to it whilst she’s doing whatever work she has though

fav song: paper rings + mad woman

fav album: lover

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xinyan

• how could i not include the music queen herself?? xinyan probably wouldn’t have any preference as to what type of genre she likes, so she’s happy to listen to any taylor song

fav song: the way i loved you + coney island + wildest dreams

fav album: any and all

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yae miko

• i love yae but she’d be one of those long-time swifties who are honestly scary. not in a bad way, she’s just the type to have been there through every era so she’s considered ancient in terms of stan wise

fav song: midnight rain + the man + don’t blame me

fav album: lover + midnights

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kokomi

• also like yae, a long-time swiftie but not as intimidating. she probably bought extra tickets to give people who couldn’t get in because she just seems nice like that

fav song: all you had to do was stay + the great war

fav album: 1989 + evermore + lover

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nilou

• in a modern au nilou would 100% create dances to taylor songs, probably posts them on tiktok and the dance goes viral too

fav song: dancing with our hands tied + this is me trying

fav album: speak now + red + midnights

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layla

• mona probably introduced her to the music and she fell down a rabbit hole and became a major swiftie. fought for her life to get into the presale for eras tour too

fav song: snow on the beach + never grow up + tolerate it

fav album: 1989 + lover + folklore

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catgirlforkaeya · 1 year

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sleepy mornings

kaeya x gn!reader

synopsis: you and kaeya spend a morning off in bed together

word count: 545

fluff

warnings: none

a/n: i’m back from the dead /j sorry for randomly going IA on y’all, i’ve been having many new health issues pop up and we still aren’t sure what it is so that’s been making it hard for me to do anything— migraines truly are hell 😭

golden rays of morning sun shined through the windows, illuminating the bedroom. the sun felt warm against your face. getting annoyed of the bright light your eyelids were trying to shut out, you rolled over to your other side with a groan. as you rolled over you were met with the warmth of your lover’s chest, the bare skin that you’ve rested your head against countless of nights and mornings.

“good morning sleepyhead,” kaeya let out a chuckle as he watched you nuzzle your head into his chest.

“what time is it?” you mumbled, the vibrations of your voice sending small tickles across kaeya’s chest. he had to hold back a laughter from the sensation.

“nine in the morning,” he hummed, bringing his hand up to run fingers through your hair.

the two of you had taken the day off— it had been a long week at work for both of you and a break was long overdue. kaeya was highly sleep deprived from late nights at work and having to go in early, and you’d just had one too many bad experiences that week. both of your mental health was slipping, so what’s better than spending a day together as a way to heal?

“can you please close those blinds? they’re annoying the hell out of me,” you let out another groan as you tilted your head upwards. your tired eyes met kaeya’s— who’s was still ridden with sleep deprivation. you felt a little guilty making him get up but you were still too sluggish to move.

“anything for you, my love,” kaeya hummed as he gently moved your head off of his chest. he sat up, got his bearings about him for a moment then walked over to close the blinds. your eyes slowly followed his every move, being entranced by how he looked. the golden glow of the morning made his skin look absolutely beautiful. it highlighted every beauty and flaw on him, all things of your lover that you admired. his hair looked like silk in this lighting, the gold lighting and blue locks clashing almost perfectly. god, this man was beautiful.

before you knew it he had returned to bed, pulling you closer so you could rest your head against his chest once again. you were met with his warmth for the second time this morning, and it felt even better than the first. his arms wrapped loosely around your waist, mindlessly drawing small circles into your back. calloused fingers moved gently up and down your skin.

your form slowly melted back into his, getting comfortable once again. with the small rhythmic movements of kaeya’s fingers, the lack of light, and the feeling of him next to you slowly caused sleep to take over your body once again.

a small smile crept upon kaeya’s face as he saw you were asleep. you looked so peaceful right now, your face and body relaxed and not tense. he felt happy to see you like this, not the stress ridden mind and body that you’d been the previous day.

within a few minutes kaeya also drifted back asleep, that content smile still resting on his face.

what was said earlier is true, nothing is better than a sleepy, lazy morning between two lovers.

#genshin #genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin x you #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact x you #genshin fanfic #genshin impact fanfic #genshin oneshot #genshin impact oneshot #kaeya #kaeya alberich #kaeya fluff #kaeya oneshot #kaeya drabble #kaeya drabbles #kaeya x reader #kaeya x you #catgirlforkaeya

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catgirlforkaeya · 2 years

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With you

Kaeya x reader

Reverse comfort? (Reader comforts Kaeya.) Spoilers for Kaeya's past I guess? Soft Kaeya and protective reader.

I've never really written something like this before so please don't judge me if it's bad lol!!

Fear courses through you body as the words leave your lovers mouth. Questions build up deep inside your brain, opening your mouth only to close it once again, not sure what to say first.

There before you stood Kaeya Alberich. You had never seen him look so vulnerable as he held his discarded eye patch in his left hand. His eyes were cast to the ground, the left one being the most beautiful sapphire color. The right a deep rich gold, similar to the color of mora.

"What do you mean?" You finally ask, voice timid and small as you try to process what he had just told. Kaeya, the man who protected Mondstadt, the one who always held a bright smile, just told his big dark secret. Something he viewed to be part of his ugly past. The truth behind his heritage.

Normally the information wouldn't have changed anything, but then when he said he was sent as a child to be a spy, the questions began to form. Anger, but not directed at him, bubbling up deep in the pit of your stomach.

Kaeya lifts his head slowly, rubbing the back of his neck and chuckling sheepishly.

"Well this is definitely not the reaction I expected. Are you-"

"Who else knows?"

You cut him off before he can continue. He blinks at you once, twice, before sighing and hanging his head once again. He clicks his tongue before sitting down on the edge of your shared bed.

"Why does it matter?" He questions, tilting his head. You finally look at him properly, admiring him. Kaeya had always been handsome, some would say even beautiful. His dark blue locks hang gently over his shoulders.

You flick your gaze over his face before finally settling on his newly exposed eye. There was a light scar running over the dark skin there, and you refrain from reaching out and caressing it, opting to simply walk over and place yourself next to him.

"Kae, I need to know who else knows." You say gently, taking his gloved hand in yours. It's at that moment you realize he's shaking slightly. He sharply exhales out his nose, before closing his eyes.

"Diluc is the only other one." He says softly, squeezing your hand before continuing.

"He found out the night I got my Vision. The same night my whole life went to shit."

It was then that Kaeya tells you the story of how his own biological father had left him at the dawn winery, his last words being "you are our only hope.". As Kaeya continued to talk, you started to feel more protective towards the man sitting next to you.

As he finishes he goes quiet, waiting for your response, waiting for you to react in a similar way to his brother. Expecting you to run to acting grand master Jean and tell her about his dark secrets.

"Oh Kaeya." You whisper before wrapping your arms gently around him, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He stiffens at the contact, eyes widening as you pull away.

"Thank you for telling me. I can't imagine what it's been like for you, but I want you to know I will always be here for you."

You gently cup his face with your warm hands, staring deep into his mismatched eyes. He searches your face for a sign that you're not telling the truth, that as soon has he falls asleep you'll run away in fear.

But he finds none. The only emotions he sees written on your face are love, and compassion. The raw emotion pulls at his heart strings and makes tears well up in his beautiful orbs.

Pulling your body closer to his Kaeya let's out a sigh, feeling the weight of the world being lifted off his shoulders. You card your hands gently through his hair, feeling the man in your arms take deep breaths.

"Thank you. Thank you so much." He mumbles into your shoulder, nuzzling deeper into your warmth. He kisses the skin of your neck softly, feeling as if words are not enough.

You rub your hands gently over his back, whispering reassuring words into his ear. His words of how Diluc had reactied ring in your ear, and once again a surge of protectiveness courses through your body.

For now you push it away though, for all that matters now it Kaeya laying his head on your shoulder. You pull away from him, staring into his beautiful eyes again. Without warning, you press your lips onto his.

Kaeya responds almost immediately, grabbing your cheeks gently, before caressing them with his thumbs. Love is the only thing driving this kiss, and once again, Kaeya wants to cry.

Kaeya never thought he truly had a home. Felt as though he could never belong in the City of Freedom. But here in your arms, he likes to think he has finally found one with you.

(Pls I love this man so much I just wanna hold him in my arms and smooch all over his pretty face ufishsid)

#on the floor crying rn #THIS IS ADORABLE #☹️🫶

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catgirlforkaeya · 2 years

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Hello!!! May I request ''let me be there for you.'' w/ Kaeya? Please and thank you? Of course take all the time you need in writing this or feel free to disregard it all together :) Oh, and I'd just like to say that your writing is *mwah* IMACCULATE <3 Anyway, have a pleasant day/night!

Hey there, Val! <3 Thank you so much for your request, this really was the perfect prompt for Kaeya. I got the initial idea during the weinlesefest event and figured it goes well with the prompt. I apologize if this is all over the place though... I'm struggling with writer's block at the moment but I really wanted to get this one done. Also, is heavily inspired by “On my own” by Ashes Remain, hence the title. (also, thank you so much for your kind words. <3 Hope you have a great day, too)

Prompt: “Let me be there for you.”

On my own – Kaeya x gn!reader (hurt/comfort)

As soon as Kaeya returned home that day, you knew that something was wrong. Although he tried his best to put on his usual gleeful smile when he greeted you, you easily realized that it was nothing but a mere act to hide the fact that something had upset him. You could tell from the way he carefully avoided your gaze, almost as if he feared that you’d be able to read his thoughts if you looked at him for too long.

You frowned. It wasn’t a secret that Kaeya liked to keep his struggles to himself, that he always tried to sort things out for himself, no matter how awful it made him feel. And you hated it – you hated that he probably felt like he had to go through all of this on his own. But what you hated even more was the fact that there really was nothing you could do to help him.

“Rough day?” you asked softly. Maybe he would tell you what was bothering him, just this one time. But instead, he just shrugged, flashing another smile at you that was as fake as Nimrod’s promise not to get drunk again. “I’m fine.”

If someone had asked him why he kept lying to you, Kaeya wouldn’t have known the answer. It wasn’t like he enjoyed being dishonest – it hurt him so much to lie to your face, to pretend that everything was fine when it wasn’t, and he knew you well enough to realize that his dishonesty hurt you too. (It would be foolish to believe that you didn’t notice how he always avoided your questions. And Kaeya wasn’t foolish.) Heck, maybe it would have even helped to talk about the things that kept him awake at night recently but whenever he thought he had gathered the courage to do just that, he suddenly couldn’t find the right words – and in the end, he always remained silent.

It was stupid, really, to think that he still had to deal with everything on his own while you were right there in front of him, ready to listen to him, to comfort him when he needed it. There was no doubt that you would do everything in your power to help him – if only he could bring himself to finally talk to you, to tell you that recently, he had been thinking about his father and his childhood at Dawn Winery a lot. That he sometimes wondered what would have been if his father hadn’t left him there.

How could he, though? How could he tell you all of that without making it sound like he wasn’t happy with his life right now? Like he wasn’t happy with you by his side?

“I’m fine,” Kaeya repeated slowly but even he realized how fake he sounded. And judging by the way you were looking at him, your eyebrows slightly raised, your pretty eyes full of concern, you noticed it too. He tried to crack another smile. “I really am.”

“It’s not going to sound more convincing if you just repeat it often enough,” you told him, the tone of your voice still so gentle that he almost caved in. But no. You already had things on your plate – you shouldn’t have to deal with his problems, too. So, he just pressed his lips together and shook his head, pushing you away once again.

With a deep sigh, you plopped down on the sofa and reached out for the Cavalry Captain, inviting Kaeya to sit with you. It took him a few seconds but then, he hesitatingly sat down next to you, back straight and hands curled into fists.

“Hey,” you said softly. “It’s fine if you don’t want to talk. And I understand that there are things that you don’t want to tell me. It’s just… it hurts me to see you like this. It makes me feel so helpless.” You paused and shook your head. “What I’m trying to say is, please let me be there for you. I know you want to deal with everything on your own but – the thing is, you don’t have to. I’m right here.”

For a while, Kaeya didn’t reply anything, and the room went completely silent. Through the opened window, you could hear the distant chatter of passersby as well as the jolly chirping of birds.

Then, as you almost started to believe that he wouldn’t react to your little speech in any way, you felt him leaning against you, resting his head on your shoulder. “I’m sorry.”

You kissed the top of his head and wrapped your arms around him. “Nonsense. There’s nothing you have to apologize for.”

“But you were worried about me. I never wanted that.”

“Shh. It’s okay.”

With a shaky exhale, Kaeya buried his face in the crook of your neck. He still wasn’t ready to talk about his father or the constant thoughts of “What if…” that occupied his mind recently, and maybe he would never be, but for now, he allowed himself to push these worries aside as he melted into your embrace, indulging in the certainty that you were there by his side, no matter what would happen in the future.

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