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I'm staying true to myself so that I can stand proudly in front of you-

Dazai stays true to himself in order to stand with pride in front of odasaku's grave

Aa person with such mastery in manipulation.. which includes lying, backstabbing, half truths .. who was so different back in the days

Is now staying true to himself. For his friend

He still wants his approval, still wants to know if he is proud.

Hits hard ¤~¤

#bongou stray dogs #bsd anime #odasaku x dazai #bsd dazai #oda sakunosuke #dazai osamu #odazai #bsd fanfic #mystey novel lovers #osamu dazai #anime #just had his random idea #while listening to bsd ed 2 #he changed so much for oda help- #help

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OH WOAOAOAOA STOP SCROLLING !!!!!

Ya all know how dazai calls chuuya his dog? I mean like... dog? And then dazai is afraid of dogs??

So can I assume that dazai is saying that chuuya is someone whom he is afraid of like in a mushy-mushy way😏 our emotionally constipated child cant express properly and chuuya probably thinks that dazai means it in a 🐕 way but dazai is actually saying that chuuya has control over him fufufu☺😏

Ya know what I mean??

Nvm I'm just posting shit😗🍎🔪

#bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #bongou stray dogs #bsd icons #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #dark era dazai #with all my heart #mystey novel lovers #anime #soukoku #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #dazai x chuuya

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odasaku was different...

he was everyhing that dazai needed and everything he wished for.[dazai needs love and care]

dazai wasn't a demon, he never was... he was just a child with diamond walls built aound him and thousands of layers of masks covering him up and each one of them odasaku broke down gently. ODASAKU WAS THE FIRST...

odasaku's warmth made dazai feel like he was closer to human,he made him feel wanted and showered him with affection.

he did not judge him and always spoke in that tone which was so relaxing to his ears ando oh he felt like he could fly.. but all ood things come to an end.

his everything was taken away from him.

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hate you for this mori... *cries*

#bsd dazai #osamu dazai #bungo stray dogs odasaku #oda sakunosuke #odasaku x dazai #odazai #dazai osamu #bongou stray dogs #bsd fanfic #fanfic #fandom #mystey novel lovers #i'm sad #sad thoughts #sentimental #emotional #cry with me #my eyes are sweating #dark era dazai

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for everone ouut there who is searching for a soukoku fanfic that isnt out of chracer and short, bracee yourselves cuz i got some tea for ya all

ive rerad countless fanfics on soukoku and the only on out of thousands that has made me shed tears is this one fic... and i- .

you just gotta go to chrome and search 'even demons cry alone Ao3' and then you will hold the greatest soukoku fic ive come across so far

YOOU WILL END UP CRYING ISTG

#mystey novel lovers #anime #fanfic #fiction #bsd fyodor #bsd dazai #bongou stray dogs #mori ougai #nakahara chuuya #arahabaki #yokohama #fyozai #soukoku #bsd hirotsu #sad thoughts #emotion #bsd headcanons #bsd anime #bsd fanfic

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new account. i really have no idea about how tumblr works and whenn i figure it out im gonna write a lot of soukoku , odazai , fyozai stuff cuz i like it like that.

#introduction #bsdedit #bongou stray dogs