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Y'all ever take paper and roll a tea cigarette for fun? Yesterday I found a really cool spot to chill at and I am going back there when the weather isn't so fucked

Because right now it is snowing, it has been snowing the whole day but it is supposed to be warm again by the end of the week, so yayy

#weather is weird man #tw self destruction #tea cigarettes #smoking is bad #but also #smoking is hot #but not tobacco #I've never done that and i never will do actual tobacco #maybe weed if i ever get the chance

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It makes me physically angry when I'm being told that school is everything and you're dumb if you failed at school

NO BITCH HOW THE FUCK IS THE THINGS THEY "TEACH" IN THAT SHITHOLE SUPPOSED TO ACTUALLY HELP ME IN REAL FUCKING LIFE!? THEY ARE VERY FUCKING POINTLESS I AM SMART AND EDUCATED IN THINGS THAT I ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT AND GUESS THE FUCK WHAT, KNOWING THE WHOLE ENTIRE PERIODIC TABLE OR WHAT MAKES LEAVES GREEN OR SOMETHING, DOES NOT MAKE SOMEONE SMART! CONGRATULATIONS IF YOU KNOW THAT STUFF BUT HOW IS THAT SUPPOSED TO HELP YOU IN DAILY LIFE!? SCHOOL IS A WASTE OF FUCKING TIME AND IT IS EVEN WORSE IF YOU ARE NEURODIVERGENT AND HAVE VERY DIFFERENT PASSIONS THEN MATH AND SCIENCE!!

A SMART PERSON IS SOMEBODY WHO IS CREATIVE, OPEN-MINDED, AND CLEVER!

I HAVE GENUINELY GREAT IDEAS AND AM CREATIVE AS FUCK, I CAN MAKE STUFF UP ON SPOT, MY MIND IS ALWAYS RACING WITH A HUNDRED DIFFERENT CONCEPTS FOR ALL SORTS OF THINGS, I LIKE ANIMALS MORE THAN HUMANS, I LOVE NATURE AND WRITING, I LOVE ARTS AND CRAFTS AND BAKING!! DON'T LIE AND TELL ME THAT THIS SHIT DOESN'T QUALIFY ME FOR AT LEAST SOME KIND OF JOB!?

THE SYSTEM IS A BITCH AND I REFUSE TO FOLLOW IT!!

#fuck the system #neurodivergent #adhd #social anxiety #selective mutism #autism #how is someone like me supposed to just ''get a job'' #like bro... #i can't stop mentally ill #i can't just stop having adhd #i mean i wish i could but i will always be this way #and there's nothing i can do about it #vent #rant #i can't grow out of my sm it doesn't work that way

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#i want to cvt #s3lf harn #$h relapse #$elf h4rm #$u!c!d3 #cvtt!ng #depressing shit

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I wanna bleed so badly but my body is physically tired to get up and get my sh shit

#low iron is a bitch #tw self destruction #baby cvts #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #sh #tw self h4rm #real #s3lf harm #i want to cvt

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Vibing out to this song as if I didn't relapse over an hour ago✨️✨️😛

#Spotify #tw self destruction #baby cvts #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #sh #tw self h4rm #real #s3lf harm #ed not ed sheeran

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Oh, weight never mind. I gained it all back🤣🤣🤣

GUYS GUYS I'M ACTUALLY LOSING IT!!🤩🤩🤩

#tw self destruction #ed not ed sheeran #ed vent #ed bullshit #tw ed #ed disorder #tw ed diet #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #weight=wait get it haha

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When they're puffy but you barely even did anything

#tw self destruction #baby cvts #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #sh #tw self h4rm #real #s3lf harm

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Does anyone else spam follow people to the point they have no idea who they're following?

#hi and hello to those who followed me back #i do check out their accounts afterwards #and i usually end up following some lit people

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Nah but fr💀

And also

"Girl, you ATE"

Oh my gosh, how did you know 🫣

I kind of hate the new slang the kids are using these days.

"Girl, you ATE"

I did what

#ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #ed disorder #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #ed not sheeren #ana trigger #thinspø #thin$po #weightless

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My weight, I meant my weight

GUYS GUYS I'M ACTUALLY LOSING IT!!🤩🤩🤩

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Sometimes music is the only reason I keep living.

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GUYS GUYS I'M ACTUALLY LOSING IT!!🤩🤩🤩

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When a normal meal feels like a binge

#ed not ed sheeran #tw ed descussion #tw ed #ed bullshit #ed disorder #tw ed diet #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #i need to ⭐️ve #⭐️rving #⭐️ve #⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #tw self destruction #baby cvts #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #sh #tw self h4rm #real #s3lf harm

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I'm trying to go on an OMAD diet, or as I like to call it "One or None" (bc half the time I try to go omad I end up not eating at all that day)

Yesterday I had some macaroni with beef for lunch and today I had 4 pieces of cheese toasties for breakfast with coffee (I know 4 is a lot but my mom hadn't bought cheese in a while and I really like cheese especially melted cheese😭😋)

#low iron is a bitch #low iron #i get low iron sometimes #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed #ed vent #ed bullshit #ed disorder #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #ed not sheeren #tw selfhate #i want to ⭐️ve #i want to be skinnier #⭐️rving #i need to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #omad diet #omad weight loss #ana omad #omad #tw self destruction #calorie deficit diet #id purge but i hate throwing up #urge to purge #but like i really want to #but i can still taste the metal spoon from last time #bulimist #anorexcya

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#fruit ninja #tw self destruction #baby cvts #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #sh #tw self h4rm #real #s3lf harm #tiger stripes #zebra stripes #barcode arms #fruit ninja on arms #i say tiger stripes and sometimes barcode #which is funny bc im a tiger therian

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#i say tiger stripes and sometimes barcode #which is funny bc im a tiger therian #tw self destruction #baby cvts #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #sh #tw self h4rm #real #s3lf harm #ed not ed sheeran #tiger stripes #zebra stripes #barcode arms

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I truly cannot take it anymore

*continues to take it*

#neurodivergent #adhd #selective mutism #social anxiety #toxic household #abelism #im a human too